CHAPTER V

The people of the Primacy always received with obstinate silence the

slightest allusion to the reigning prelate. It was a traditional

custom in the Claverias, and Gabriel remembered to have noticed the

same in his childhood.

If they spoke of the preceding archbishop, these people, so used to

grumbling, like all those who live in solitude, would loose their

tongues and comment on his history and his defects. There was nothing

to fear from a dead prelate, and besides, it was an indirect praise to

the living archbishop and his favourites to speak ill of the defunct.

But if during the conversation the name of His reigning Eminence

arose, they were all silent, raising their hands to their caps to

salute, as though the prince of the church were able to see them from

the neighbouring palace.

Gabriel, listening to his companions of the upper cloister, remembered

the funeral judgment of the Egyptians. In the Primacy no one dared to

speak the truth about the prelates, or to discuss their faults till

death had taken possession of them.

The most that they dared to do was to comment on the disagreements

among the canons, to compare their lists of those who saluted one

another in the choir, or who glared at one another between versicle

and antiphon like mad dogs ready to fly at one another, or to speak

with wonder about a certain polemic discussed by the Doctoral and the

Obrero in the Catholic papers in Madrid, which had lasted for three

years, as to whether the deluge was partial or universal; answering

each other's articles with an interval of four months.

A group of friends had collected round Gabriel. They sought him,

feeling the necessity of his presence, experiencing that attraction

exercised by those who are born to be leaders of men even though they

remain silent. In the evenings they would meet in the dwelling of the

bell-ringer, or when it was fine weather they would go out into the

gallery above the Puerta del Perdon. In the mornings the assembly

would be in the house of the shoemaker who mended the giants, a yellow

little man, who suffered from continual pains in his head, which

obliged him to wear sundry coloured handkerchiefs tied round his head

in the fashion of a turban.

He was the poorest in all the Claverias; he had no appointment, and

mended the giants without any remuneration in the hopes of succeeding

to the first vacant place, feeling very grateful to those gentlemen of

the Chapter who gave him his house rent free, on account of his wife

being the daughter of a former old servant of the church. The smell

of the paste and of the damp floor infected his house with the rank

atmosphere of poverty. A hopeless fecundity aggravated this poverty;

his sad, placid wife with her big yellow eyes appeared every year with

a new baby tugging at her flabby breast, and several children crept

along the cloister walls, dull and inert with hunger, with enormous

heads and thin necks, always sickly, though none of them managed to

die; afflicted by all the pains of anaemia, by boils that arose and

vanished on their faces, and watery eruptions covering their hands.

The shoemaker worked for the shops in the town, without, however,

earning much money. From the rising of the sun one could hear the

sound of his hammer in the cloister. This sole evidence of profane

work attracted all the unoccupied to the miserable and evil-smelling

dwelling. Mariano, the Tato, and a verger who also lived in the

cloister, were those who most frequently met Gabriel, seated on the

shoemaker's ragged and broken chairs, so low that one could touch the

floor of red and dusty bricks with one's hands.

Often the bell-ringer would run to his tower to ring the usual

bells, but his vacant place would be immediately occupied by an old

organ-blower, or some of the servants from the sacristy, all attracted

by what they heard of these meetings of the lower servants of the

Primacy. The object of the assembly was to listen to Gabriel. The

revolutionary wished to keep silence, and listened absently to their

grumblings at the daily round of worship; but his friends longed to

hear about those countries in which he had travelled, with all the

curiosity of people who lived confined and isolated; listening to his

descriptions of the beauties of Paris and the grandeur of London they

would open their eyes like children listening to a fairy tale.

The shoemaker with his head bent, never ceasing his work, listened

attentively to the recital of such marvels; when Gabriel was silent

they all agreed on one point, those cities must be far more beautiful

than Madrid; and just think how beautiful Madrid was! Even the

shoemaker's wife, standing in the corner forgetful of her sickly

children, would listen to Luna with wonder, her face enlivened by a

feeble smile, which showed the woman through the animal resigned to

misery, when Luna described the luxury of the women in foreign parts.

All these servants of the church felt their narrowed and dulled minds

stirred by these descriptions of a distant world that they were never

likely to see; the splendours of modern civilisation touched them much

more nearly than the beauties of heaven as described in the sermons,

and in the pungent and dusty atmosphere of the dirty little house they

would see unrolled before their mind's eye beautiful and fantastic

cities, and they would ask questions in all innocence as to the food

and habits of those distant people, as though they believed them

beings of a different species.

Towards evening, at the hour of the choir, when the shoemaker was

working alone, Gabriel, tired of the monotonous silence of the

cloister, would go down into the church.

His brother, in a woollen cloak with a white neck band, and a staff as

long as an ancient alguacil's, stood as sentry in the crossways, to

prevent the inquisitive passing between the choir and the high altar.

Two tablets of old gold with Gothic letters, hung on to one of the

pilasters, set forth that anyone talking in a loud voice or making

signs in the church would be excommunicated; but this menace of former

centuries failed to impress the few people who came to vespers and

gossiped behind one of the pillars with some of the church servants.

The evening light, filtering through the stained glass, threw on the

pavement great patches of colour, and the priests as they walked

over this carpet of light would appear green or red according to the

colours flashed from the windows.

In the choir the canons sang for themselves only in the emptiness of

the church; the shutting of the iron gates of the screen, opened to

admit some late-coming priest, echoed like explosions throughout the

building, and above the choir the organ joined in at times between the

plain song, but it sounded lazily, timidly, as though from necessity,

and seemed to lament its feebleness in the gathering twilight.

Gabriel had not completed the round of the Cathedral before he was

joined by his nephew, the Perrero, who left his conversation with

the servers and acolytes, and with the errand boy belonging to the

Secretary of the Chapter, whose fixed seat was at the door of the

Chapter-house. Luna was always very much diverted by the pranks of the

Tato, and the confidence and carelessness with which he moved about

the temple, as though having been born in it deprived him of all

feeling of respect The entry of a dog into the nave caused great

excitement.

"Uncle," said he to Luna, "you shall see how I can open my cloak."

Seizing the two ends of his garment he advanced towards the dog with

the contortions and bounds of a wrestler; the animal, knowing this of

old, endeavoured to escape through the nearest door, but the Tato,

cutting off his retreat, drove him into the nave, and, pretending to

pursue him, drove him from chapel to chapel, finally rounding him up

where he could give him some good sound whacks. The dismal howlings

disturbed the singing of the canons, and the Tato laughed more than

ever to see behind the iron railing of the choir, the angry gesture of

the good Esteban threatening him with his wooden staff.

"Uncle," said the depraved Perrero one evening, "you, who think you

know the Cathedral so well, have you ever seen the lively things in

it?"

The wink of his eye, and the gesture accompanying the words showed

that the things might very well be more than lively.

"I am always very much interested," he went on, "with the jokes the

ancients allowed themselves. Come along, uncle, it will amuse you for

a little; you, like all those who think they know the Cathedral, will

have passed many times by these things without noticing them."

Going along the outside of the choir, the Tato led Gabriel to the

front opposite the door del Perdon. Under the great medallion, which

serves as a back to the Mount Tabor, the work of Berruguete, opens the

little chapel of the Virgin of the Star. "Look well at that image,

uncle. Is there another like it in all the world? She is a courtezan,

a siren who would drive men mad if she only fluttered her eyelids."

For Gabriel this was no new discovery; from his childhood he had known

that beautiful and sensual figure, with its worldly smile, its rounded

outlines, and its eyes with their expression of wanton gaiety as

though she were just going to dance.

The child in her arms was also laughing and placing his hand on the

bosom of the beautiful woman, as though he intended to tear the

covering from her breast. The image of painted stone, stuffed and

gilt, wore a blue mantle strewn with stars, from whence its name.

"Even you, who have read so much, uncle, may possibly not know the

history of this chapel, which is far more ancient than the Cathedral.

The woolstaplers, carders, and weavers of Toledo had their patroness

here long before the church was built, and they only gave up their

right to the ground on the condition that they should be entire

masters of the chapel, and do in it whatever they pleased and in all

this piece of the Cathedral as far as those nearest pillars. Oh! the

trouble this wrought! On the days they held their feasts to the Virgin

they never paid any heed to the canons in the choir, and they greatly

disturbed all the offices with 'rabeles,'[1] lutes and disorderly

songs. If the canons begged them to be silent, they replied that it

was they in the choir who ought to keep silence, considering that

they were in their own chapel, which was far more ancient than the

Cathedral. Did you know this, uncle?"

[Footnote 1: An ancient instrument with three strings, played with a

bow.]

"Yes, I remember it now. The Archbishop Valero Loza brought a suit

against them at the beginning of the eighteenth century; you can see

his tomb at the foot of the altar. He lost his suit, and died from

disappointment. He desired to be buried in that place, so that the

insolent wool merchants should trample on him in death, even as

they had vanquished him in his lifetime. The haughtiness of these

ecclesiastical princes drove them to the proudest humility. But is

this all you wished to show me?"

"You shall see better things than this. Let us say good-bye to the

Virgin. But do look at her! What a face! What alluring eyes! The

beautiful woman! I spend hours looking at her; she is my sweetheart.

Oh! the many nights I have dreamt of her."

They walked on a little towards the great doorway of the Cathedral, so

as to obtain a better view of the exterior face of the choir. Above

the three hollows or chapels that pierce it runs a frieze of ancient

relievos, the work of some obscure mediaeval artist. Gabriel

recognised these coarse sculptures as being contemporaneous with the

Puerta del Reloj, and by far the most ancient work in the Cathedral.

"Look you, in the first medallion Adam and Eve are as naked as worms;

but the Lord drives them out of Paradise, and they are obliged to

dress themselves to appear in the world; and see what they do directly

they get their clothes. But look at the fifth medallion on our right

hand; the old gossip who cut that had a lively turn of mind."

Gabriel looked for the first time attentively at these forgotten

sculptures. They were carved with all the naturalistic simplicity

of the Middle Ages, with all the directness with which the artists

represented their profane conceptions, with the desire to perpetuate

the triumph of the flesh in some ignored corner of the mystical

buildings, in order to testify that human life was not dead.

The Tato was delighted at the surprise on his uncle's face.

"Eh! what do you think of that? I discovered it wandering about the

church. The canons sing every day on the other side of this wall

without ever suspecting what gay doings they have over their heads.

And the stained glass, uncle, look at it well. At first so many

colours blind one and the forms are indistinct; besides, the lead cuts

the figures and it is difficult to make out anything, but I know them

to my fingers' ends. They are stories, things of their own times, that

these glass-workers painted; the intrigues have been forgotten, and no

one has disentangled them."

He pointed to the windows of the second nave, through which the

evening light was shining with a ruddy glow.

"Look up there," went on the Perrero. "A gallant in a red cape and

sword mounts by a rope ladder; at the window a nun is waiting for him.

It seems something like the Don Juan Tenorio that they represent at

All Saints'. Further on, you see those two in bed, and people knocking

at the door. They must be the same pair of birds with the family

surprising them. Then in the next window--look well at it--lovers,

with scarcely any clothes beyond bare skin. These things belong to the

days when people had no shame, when they went with their heads covered

and the rest of their flesh bare."

Gabriel smiled at the whimsical ideas with which ancient art inspired

the Perrero.

"But in the choir, uncle, there is also something to see. Let us go

there; the service is over and the canons are coming out."

Luna felt overpowered by admiration as he always did on entering the

choir. Those magnificent stalls, the work on one side of Philip of

Burgundy, and on the other side of Berruguete, bewildered him with

their profusion of marbles, jaspers, gildings, statues and medallions.

It was the genius of Michael Angelo reviving in the Toledan Cathedral.

The Perrero examined the lower stalls, ferreting out among the Gothic

relievos the discoveries enjoyed by his unwholesome curiosity. This

first row of stalls, almost on a level with the ground, were occupied

by the inferior clergy, and were anterior by half a century to the

upper stalls; but in those fifty years art had made a great stride,

from the hard and rigid Gothic to the flowing lines and good taste of

the Renaissance. They had been carved by Maestre Rodrigo at the time

when Christian Spain, roused to enthusiasm, was helping the Catholic

kings with all its strength to complete the reconquest. On the backs

of the stalls, and on the entablature of the frieze fifty-four carved

pictures represented the principal incidents of the conquest of

Granada.

The Tato did not look at these carvings of walnut or oak, with troops

of horsemen and companies of soldiers scaling the walls of Moorish

towns. What interested him most were the arms of the stalls, the

handrails of the steps leading to the upper seats, and the salients

dividing the stalls which served to rest the head, all covered with

animals, grotesque beings, dogs, monkeys, big birds, friars, and

little birds, all in difficult postures, some beautiful, some obscene.

Hogs and frogs wound themselves up together in inextricable tangles,

monkeys with ignoble gestures were mixed up with interlaced birds in

never ending variety--it was a world of caricatures of voluptuousness,

of monkey-like actions and satirical suggestions, in which appeared

carnal passion with the most grotesque animal grimaces.

"Look here, uncle. Is not this capital--it is far the best."

And the Tato showed Gabriel the little chubby figure of a preaching

friar with enormous donkey's ears.

When they came out of the choir Gabriel spied the Chapel-master close

to the fresco of Saint Christopher. He had just emerged from a little

door close to the giant, which led by a circular staircase to the

musical archives. He was carrying under his arm a big book with dusty

pages which he showed to Gabriel.

"I am taking it upstairs. You shall hear something out of it; it is

worth the trouble."

And turning his eyes from the book to the little door close by he

exclaimed:

"Ay! these archives, Gabriel, how it pains one! Each time I visit them

I come out sadder. The vandals have been at work there; nearly all the

music books have pages torn out, pieces cut out wherever there was an

illuminated letter, a vignette or anything pretty. The señor canons

do not care for music, neither do they understand it, and they are

incapable of devoting a few pesetas so that it might be heard on

festival days. It is quite enough for them to walk in procession to

some piece of Rossini's; and as far as regards the organ, all they

care about is that it must play slowly, very slowly. The slower it

plays, the more religious they think it, even though the organist may

be playing a Habanera."

He continued looking at the little door with melancholy eyes as though

he were ready to weep over the decay of music.

"In there, Gabriel, are many beautiful works, that ought not to be

forgotten as long as art lives in the world. In profane music we have

not been great, but believe me that Spain has been far otherwise with

religious authors. That is, provided that profane music and religious

music really exist, which I doubt; for me there is only--music--and I

think he will be a clever man who draws the line where one ends and

where the other begins. Behind this wall of Saint Christopher's, the

works of all the great Spanish musicians sleep, mutilated and covered

with dust. Perhaps it is better they do sleep, when you hear what is

sung in this choir! Here you will find Christobal Morales, who three

hundred years ago was Chapel-master here, and began the reform of

music twenty years before Palestrina. In Rome he shares the glory

with the famous master; his portrait is in the Vatican, and his

lamentations, his motets, and his Magnificat rest here, forgotten for

centuries. And Victoria? Do you know him? Another of the same period;

his jealous contemporaries called him 'Palestrina's monkey' taking

all his works to be imitations, in consequence of his long sojourn in

Rome; but, believe me, instead of being plagiarisms from the Italian,

they are far superior. Here also is Rivera, a Toledan master who no

one remembers, but in the archives there is a whole volume of his

masses, and Romero de Avila, who more than anyone had studied the

Muzarabé chants, and Ramos de Pareja, not the least musician of

the fifteenth century, who wrote in Bologna his book 'De Musica

Tractatus,' and destroyed the ancient system of Guido de Arezzo,

discovering the tonality of sound; and the Monk Urena, who added the

note 'si' to the scale, and Javier Garcia, who in the last century

reformed music, leading it towards Italy (God forgive him!), a beaten

track from which we have not yet emerged; and Nebra, the great

organist of Carlos III., who, a century before Wagner was born, used

musical discords. When he wrote the Requiem for the funeral of Dona

Barbara di Braganza, foreseeing the surprise and difficulties that the

musicians and singers would meet with in the innovations in his score,

he wrote on the margin, 'This is to give notice that there are no

mistakes in the score.' His Litany became so celebrated that it was

forbidden to copy it, under pain of excommunication; but I think

to-day the persons who remember it would be the excommunicated.

Believe me, Gabriel, these archives are a pantheon of great men, but a

pantheon, unluckily, from which no one emerges."

Then he added, lowering his voice:

"The Church has never been a great lover of music. To feel and

understand it you must be born a musician, and you know well enough

that these gentlemen who are paid to sing in the choir know nothing

about music. When I see you, Gabriel, smiling at religious things,

I guess by your manner how much you conceal, and I am sure you are

right. I was interested to know the history of music in the Church.

I have followed step by step the long Calvary of this unhappy art,

carrying the cross of worship uphill through the long centuries. You

have heard people often talk of religious music, as if it were a thing

apart, believed in by the Church; but it is all a lie, for religious

music does not exist."

The Perrero had moved off when he heard that the Chapel-master, whose

loquacity was indefatigable when he spoke of his art, had started on

the theme of music. He had formed his own opinion of Don Luis and told

it to everyone in the upper cloister. He was a simpleton who only knew

how to play melancholy ditties on his harmonium, without ever thinking

of enlivening the poor people in the Claverias by playing something to

which they could dance, as the niece of Silver Stick had asked him.

The priest and Gabriel walked slowly through the silent naves talking

the while; the only people to be seen were a group of the household at

the door of the sacristy, and two women kneeling before the railing

of the high altar praying aloud. The early twilight of the winter

evenings was beginning to darken the Cathedral, and the first bats

were coming down from the vaulting and fluttering through the columns.

"Ecclesiastical music," said the artist, "is a real anarchy; but in

the Church everything is anarchy. I believe there is a great deal to

be said for the unity of the Catholic worship throughout the world.

When Christianity began to form itself into a religion it did not

invent even a single bad melody; it borrowed its hymns and the manner

of singing them from the Jews, a primitive and barbarous music that

would shock our ears if we heard it now. Out of Palestine, and where

there were no Jews, the earliest Christian poets--Saint Ambrose,

Prudencio and others--adopted their new hymns and psalms to the

popular songs that were then in vogue in the Roman world, or possibly

to Greek music. It seems as though that word 'Greek music' ought to

mean a great deal; is it not so, Gabriel? The Greeks were so great in

their poetry and in the plastic arts that anything that bears their

name would seem to be surrounded by an atmosphere of undying beauty.

But it is not so: the march of the arts has not been parallel in human

life; when sculpture had its Phidias, and had reached its climax,

painting had hardly passed that rudimentary stage that we see in

Pompeii, and music was only a childish babbling. Writing could not

perpetuate music, for there seemed as many musical styles as there

were peoples, and everything was left to the judgment of the

executant. You could not fix on parchment what mouths and instruments

played, and so progress was impossible. For this reason, though there

was a Renaissance for sculpture, for painting, for architecture, at

the revival of the arts after the Middle Ages, music was found in the

same elementary stage in which it was at the break-up of the ancient

world."

Gabriel nodded his head assenting to the words of the Chapel-master.

"This was the first Christian music," continued Don Luis. "Confided

to tradition and transmitted orally, the religious songs soon became

disfigured and corrupt. In every church they sang in a different way,

and religious music became a hotch-potch. The mystics leaned to

rigid unity, and in the sixth century Saint Gregory published his

'Antifonario,' a collection of all liturgic melodies, purifying them

according to his ideas. They were a mixture of two elements: the

Greek, rather oriental and florid, very much like the present debased

style; and the grave and rough Roman. The notes were expressed

by letters, the Phrygian and Lydian styles followed, and so the

intricacies of Greek music continued though much altered, with

fioriture, rests, and breathing pauses. The collection became lost,

and many who think a return to the old style would be best, much

regret it. To judge by the fragments that remain, if such music was

now executed it would have very little that was religious about it, as

we understand religion in art to-day; it would more resemble the songs

of the Moors, or the Chinese, or those of some schismatic Greeks who

still use the ancient liturgies. The harp was the principal instrument

in the churches till the organ appeared in the tenth century, a rough

and barbarous instrument that had to be played with blows, and was

supplied with wind from inflated skins. Guido di Arezzo made a musical

rule on the basis of Gregory's collection, and this was sufficient for

the invention of the pentagramma[1] to be assigned to the Benedictine.

They continued to use the letters of Boccio and Saint Gregory as

notes, but they placed them on lines of three different colours. The

imbroglio continued; to learn music badly took twelve years, and then

they could not manage that singers from different towns could read

from the same score. Saint Bernard, dry and austere as his times,

ridiculed this music as not being solemn enough; he was a man

antagonistic to all art; he would have liked to see the churches

dismantled and without any architectural adornments; and the slower

the music was, the better it seemed to him. He was the father of plain

song, and he maintained that the more drawn out the music was, the

more religious it became. But in the thirteenth century Christians

found this chant most wearisome. The cathedrals in those days were the

point of attraction: the theatre, the centre of all life. People went

to the church to pray to God and to amuse themselves, forgetting for

the moment all the wars and the violence and confusion outside. Once

again popular music came into the churches, and you could hear intoned

in the cathedrals all the songs most in vogue, and which were often

obscene. The people took part in the religious music, singing in

different tones, each one as seemed best to him, and these were the

first beginnings of concerted singing. In those days religion was

joyful, popular--democratic as you would say, Gabriel; there was

no Inquisition, nor suspicion of heresy to embitter the soul with

fanaticism and fear. All the coarse wind and stringed instruments that

the artisans had in the towns, or the labourers in the fields, came

into the churches, and the organ was accompanied by violas, violins,

bagpipes, flutes, guitars and lutes. The plain song was the

established liturgy almost throughout Europe; but the people disliked

it, and interspersed it with songs, and at the great festivals,

religious hymns were sung, adapted to the popular melodies then in

fashion, such as 'The song of the armed man,' 'Morencia, give me a

kiss,' 'I know not what confuses me,' 'Weep for me, lady,' 'Bad luck

to him who married you,' and others in the same style. And Rome, you

will ask, and the Church? What did it say about such disorders? The

Church lived without artistic perception: it never had any. What are

the boundaries between religious and profane music? From the sixteenth

to the seventeenth century all critics have asked themselves this

question, but the Church let them talk, accepting everything without

remark. Now and again Rome made itself heard by a Papal bull, to which

no one paid any attention, because the Pontiff was incapable of saying

this is religious art, and the other is profane. Palestrina was

entrusted with the task of reforming church music; the Pope showed

himself disposed not to leave anything but plain song, and to suppress

even that if necessary. The mass of Papa Marcelo and other melodies

was the result of this, but things did not advance much. It was

necessary in order that music should be purified inside the Church

that the great secular musical movement should begin with the Italian

Monteverde, with the Frenchman Rameau, and with the Germans Sebastian

Bach and Handel; what splendid times, Gabriel! And just think what

genius followed: Gluck, Haydn, Mozart, Mehül, Boieldieu, and, above

all, our good friend Beethoven."

[Footnote 1: The stave.]

The Chapel-master was silent for a little as though the name of his

idol imposed on him a religious silence. Presently he continued.

"All this avalanche of art passed over the Church, and she, according

to her habit, appropriated everything that was most to her taste; in

any country the Catholic religion adopted the music most in accordance

with its traditions--in Spain we have been saturated with the Italian

style since the days of Palestrina, and German or French music never

came to us. We were first of all fuguists and contrapuntists; but

after the 'Stabat Mater' of Rossini we felt the attraction of

theatrical melody so strongly that we have never wished to taste a

fresh dish. Religious music in Spain has run parallel with Italian

opera, a thing of which the canons are ignorant; they would be furious

if at the mass you played them anything by Beethoven, which they would

consider profane, but they listen with mystic unction to fragments

which have gone the round of all the theatres in Italy. And about the

plain song, you will ask? The plain song had its nest in this Primacy.

It was preserved here for centuries and purified; all the best was

collected in Toledo, and from the books in this Cathedral have gone

forth the chorales of all the churches in Spain and America. Poor

plain song! it has long been dead. You see for yourself, Gabriel, who

comes to the Cathedral at the hour of the choir? No one, absolutely no

one. The matins are recited, and all the offices are intoned in the

midst of perfect solitude. The people who still believe know nothing

of the liturgy; they do not prize it and have forgotten all about it;

they are only attracted by the novenas, the triduos and retreats, all

that is termed tolerated and extra-liturgic worship. The Jesuits, with

their cunning, guessed that they must give their services a theatrical

attraction, and for this reason their churches--gilt, carpeted, and

decked with flowers like dressing-rooms--are always full, whereas the

old cathedrals are as empty as tombs. They have not proclaimed the

necessity for this reform aloud, but they have put it into practice

by abolishing the singing in Latin, and substituting all sorts of

romances and songs. In the churches, with the exception of the

Tantum-ergo, nothing is sung in Latin, sermons and hymns are in the

language of the country, just as in a Protestant church. For the mass

of devout people, who believe without thinking, religions only differ

in their exterior forms. It would be impossible to consign such a

multitude to the bonfires, or that half Europe should again be in the

clutches of the thirty years' war, or that the Popes should launch

excommunication after excommunication, only to find in the end that

the only difference between a Catholic or an evangelical church is a

few images and a few wax tapers, but that the worship in both is the

same. But we must go, Gabriel; they are going to lock up."

The bell-ringer was hurrying through the naves, shaking his bunch

of keys and startling the bats which were becoming more and more

numerous. The two devout women had disappeared; no one remained in the

Cathedral save Gabriel and the Chapel-master. From the farther end of

the nave were coming the night watchmen, to take up their charge till

the following morning, preceded by the dog.

The two friends went out into the cloister, guided through the dusk by

the rich glow from the stained glass windows; outside, the last rays

of the sun were touching both the garden and the cloister of the

Claverias with crimson.

"I repeat," continued the musical priest, looking back at the door

from which they had come out, "that in there they do not love music

and they do not understand it. The Church has only rendered one

service to music, and that without wishing it: they have been obliged

to have instrumentalists and vocalists for the services, and that

made them support the chapels and choir-schools that have served for

musical education in default of schools. We who represent art in the

cathedrals are as much despised as were the minstrels in the old

chapels, players of the clarion and bassoon. For the canons, all that

sleeps in the musical archives is so much Greek, and we, the artistic

priests, form a race apart, and are only just a step above the

sacristans. The Chapel-master, the organist, the tenor, contralto, and

the bass form the chapel. We are clergy like the canons, we become

beneficiaries by appointment, we have studied religious science as

they have, and, moreover, we are musicians; but in spite of this

we receive less than half the salary of a canon, and to remind us

constantly of our inferior position we have to sit in the lower

stalls. We, the only ones in the choir who know anything about music,

have to occupy the lowest places. The precentor is by right the chief

of the singers, and the precentor is a canon named by Rome without

competition, probably not knowing a note of the pentagramma. Oh! the

anarchy, friend Gabriel! Oh! the contempt of the Church for music

which has always been its slave and never its daughter! In many

convents of nuns the organist and the singers are despised and called

sergeants. There seems money for everything in the Church: the

revenues of the building are ample for everything except for music.

The canons look upon us as fools masking in ecclesiastical robes. When

the feast of Corpus or that of the Virgin of the Sagrario comes round,

and I dream of a fine mass worthy of the Cathedral, the Canon Obrero

attacks me and begs for something Italian and simple, an affair of

half-a-dozen musicians that I must pick up in the town, and then I

have to conduct a few bungling musicians, raging to hear how the

miserable orchestra sounds under these vaults, which were built for

something grander. In the end, friend Luna, it is dead, quite dead."

The complaint of the Chapel-master did not surprise Gabriel. Everyone

in the Cathedral complained of the miserable and sordid way in which

the services were conducted. Some, like the Silver Stick, declared

that it was due to the impiety of the age, others, like the musician,

made that same religion responsible, but they did not dare to say so

aloud. Respect to the Church and to the higher powers, instilled since

their childhood, kept the population of the Cathedral silent. The

greater part of the servitors of the Church were living morally in the

sixteenth century, in an atmosphere of servility and superstitious

fear of their superiors, feeling the injustice of their position, but

without daring to give form, even in their thoughts, to their vague

notions of protest.

Only at night, in the silence of the upper cloister, in the privacy

of those families who were born and died among the stones of the

Cathedral, did they dare to repeat the murmurs of the Church,

the interminable tangle of tattle which grew over the monotonous

ecclesiastical existence, the complaints of the canons against His

Eminence, and what the cardinal said about the Chapter, an underground

war which was reproduced at every archiepiscopal elevation, intrigues

and heart-burnings of celibates, embittered by ambition and

favouritism, primitive hatreds that reminded one of the time when the

clergy elected their own prelates and ruled over them, instead of

groaning as now under the iron rule of the archbishop's will.

Everyone in the cloister knew of these quarrels, and the remarks that

the canons allowed themselves to make in the sacristy reached their

ears; but these humble servitors kept silence when these murmurs were

repeated in their presence, fearing to be reported by their neighbour,

who possibly might covet their post. It was the terror of the

Inquisition still alive amidst this little stagnant world.

The Perrero was the only one who seemed to have no fear, and who spoke

openly about the Chapter and the cardinal. What did it matter to him!

Possibly he may have wished to be turned out of "that den" to give

himself up to his favourite pursuit, going to the bull-ring without

any objections from the household. Moreover, he delighted in speaking

evil of the gentlemen of the Chapter, who had given him more than one

cuff when he was an acolyte.

He gave nicknames to all the canons, and pointing them out one by one

to Gabriel, related the most intimate secrets of their lives. He knew

the houses where each prebendary passed the evening after the choir

time, and the names of all the ladies and nuns who crimped their

surplices, and could tell of the fierce and deadly rivalries between

these admirers of the Chapter, endeavouring to vanquish each other

by the exquisite way in which they washed and ironed the canonical

batiste. As the choir were coming out he pointed out the precentor, an

obese prebendary with his face covered with red spots.

"Look at him, uncle," he said to Gabriel, "that rash on his face is a

record of the past. He was a great gallant, never fixing himself long

anywhere. The other evening he said to a chaplain of the chapel of the

kings, 'Those captain professors at the Academy think that in point

of women they cull the best in Toledo, but where is the Church! The

seculars must lower their flag!'"

He laughed as he pointed out a group of young priests, carefully

shaved, with their cheeks blue and shining, dressed in silk mantles

that diffused a strong scent of musk as they moved. These were the

dandies of the Chapter, the young canons, who often made journeys to

Madrid to confess their patronesses--ancient marchionesses who, by

dint of influence, had gained for them a seat in the choir. At the

Puerta del Mollete they stopped a few moments to arrange the folds of

their cloaks before they went into the street.

"They are going out to court the ladies," said the Tato. "Brrrum! make

way for Don Juan Tenorio!"

When they had watched all the canons come out, the Perrero spoke to

his uncle about the cardinal.

"In these days he is given over to the fiends. No one in the palace

can manage him; his internal complaint nearly drives him mad."

"But is it true he is so very ill?" asked Gabriel.

"Everyone says so; ask your Aunt Tomasa. They say they are such great

friends because she makes a lotion that calms him like an angel's

hand. In the morning when he wakes in a bad temper all the palace

trembles, and very soon all the diocese. He is a good man, but when

the mad dog bites him everyone must fly. I have seen him on pontifical

days wearing his mitre, looking at us with such eyes, as though he

were ready to seize his crozier and belabour us all with it, from what

the aunt says--if he did not drink!"

"Then the complaints of the Chapter are true."

"He does not get drunk. No, señor, give the devil his due, but a glass

now, and another presently, and a third if a friend comes to see him,

must obfuscate him. It is a habit he brought with him from Andalusia,

where he was bishop before coming here. But nothing common, a fine and

refreshing drink, only to keep up his strength, nothing more. And the

wine is first class, uncle; I know it from one of his household. He

gives as much as fifty duros the arroba![1] They keep him the best in

all la Mancha, a vintage from the time of the French, a syrup that

warms the stomach and tempers it as though it were an organ. From what

the Aunt Tomasa says, the doctors patch him up, and then he does his

best to get ill again with this glorious wine."

[Footnote 1: _Arroba_--Measure containing thirty-two pints.]

The Tato, in the midst of his cynical mockery, still showed a regard

for the prelate.

"Do not believe, uncle, that he is a nonentity. Apart from his bad

temper he is really a strong man, even as you see him here, with his

small white and shining head like a baby's, that seems even smaller

above his immense corporation; but it carries something in it! He has

spoken a great deal in Madrid, and all the newspapers took as much

notice of him as though he were Guerra. His wisdom finds a remedy for

everything. If they speak of the poverty and misery in the world, he

sings the old song: bread for the poor, charity from the rich, and

much Christian doctrine for everyone; that men ought not to quarrel

because I have more than you, and there ought to be patience and

decency in the world, for that is what is wanting. What nonsense, eh,

uncle? You laugh at it? But His Eminence's recipe rather pleases me,

especially that about the bread; but the cursed Catechism is in fault

as we have all learnt from our childhood."

The Perrero grew quite excited speaking about his prince:

"And as a man? A masterful man; no hypocrisy about him, nor hiding his

head. Everyone knows he was a soldier in his younger days. The Aunt

Tomasa remembers seeing him in the cloister with his helmet with

horse-hair crest, his sergeant's epaulets, and his rattling broad

sword. He is not afraid of anything, is not easily scandalised, and

does not make a fuss about things. Last year a Portuguese lady arrived

here, who nearly drove all the cadets out of their senses with her

silk stockings and her big hats. You know Juanito, and you are aware

that he is the son of a nephew of His Eminence who died some years

ago. Well, the youngster paraded up and down the Zocodover in his

uniform with the Portuguese lady on his arm to arouse the jealousy

of his companions in the Academy. One day the young woman presented

herself at the palace, and the servants, seeing her so beautifully

dressed, made no difficulty about letting her in, thinking she was

some lady from Madrid. His Eminence received her with a paternal

smile, and listened to her without winking. A friend of mine, one of

the pages who was present, told me about it. She came to complain to

the cardinal that his nephew, the cadet, had entertained her for two

days without giving her a farthing. His Eminence smiled modestly:

'Lady, the Church is poor, but I do not wish that for this misfortune

the good name of the family should suffer. Take this and it will be

remedied,' and he handed her two duros. The Portuguese, encouraged by

her good reception, began to bawl and complain, thinking she would

terrify Don Sebastian by making a scandal. But you should have seen

the fury of His Eminence as he shouted to the page, 'Boy, call the

police'; and the look on his face was such that the Portuguese lady

vanished as quickly as she could, leaving the two pieces of silver on

the table."

Gabriel laughed, listening to the story.

"He is a strong man, believe me, uncle. I like him because he holds

the Chapter in his fist. He is not like his predecessor, who was like

a sop in milk, who only knew how to pray, and trembled before the

last-made canon. He is quite capable of going down into the choir one

evening and turning them all out with blows from his crozier. It

is more than two months since he has been down into the Cathedral,

neither has he seen the canons. The last time they sent a deputation

to the palace everybody trembled. They went to propose I know not what

reform to the Primate, and they began by saying, 'My lord, the Chapter

thinks--.' Don Sebastian, turned into a basilisk, interrupted them,

'The Chapter cannot think anything; the Chapter has not common sense,'

and he turned his back, leaving them petrified. Afterwards, he began

shouting, and thumping the furniture with his fists, saying he would

fill all the vacancies in the Cathedral with the dregs of the clergy,

that he would fill the Chapter with drunkards, with impostors, etc. 'I

will harass the Chapter,' he shouted, 'I will dirty it; I will teach

them to talk less of me; I will cover them, yes, sir, I will cover

them with....' And you may guess, uncle, with what His Eminence wished

to cover the canons. And the poor man was right. Why should those

in the choir interfere with this way or that way that Don Sebastian

lives, or if he has those bonds or others? Does not he let them live

as they choose? Does he ever say a word to them about their scandalous

visits, although all Toledo knows of them?"

"And what do the canons say about the cardinal?"

"They say Juanito is his grandson, and that his father, who died, and

who passed as nephew of His Eminence, was really his son by a certain

lady when he was bishop in Andalusia. But this does not seem to

irritate Don Sebastian much; but what does irritate him and makes him

behave like a fiend is when they speak of Doña Visitacion."

"And who is that lady?"

"Come, that is good! You do not know Doña Visitacion? When no one

inside the Cathedral or out of it can speak of anybody else? She is

the niece of Don Sebastian, who lives with him in the palace. It is

she who rules everything, and Don Sebastian, who is so terrible with

everyone else, becomes like an angel when he sees her. He rages and

screams and bites the days when he is ill, but if Doña Visita appears,

he controls himself at once; he suffers in silence, moans like a

child, and it is sufficient for her to say a soft word, or give him a

caress for His Eminence to slobber with delight. He loves her dearly."

"But what is she?" asked Gabriel with interest.

"Clearly she is what you think. What else could she be? She was from

her childhood in the college for noble ladies, and as soon as the

cardinal came to Toledo he took her out, and brought her to the

palace. What a blind infatuation is Don Sebastian's! And the thing is,

the object is hardly worth it--a very thin, pale little girl, with

large eyes and a soft skin; that is all. They say she sings, and plays

the piano, and reads and knows a great many things that they teach

in that wealthy college, and by God's grace can keep His Eminence in

order. She comes sometimes into the Cathedral by the arch, dressed

as a beatita with the habit and mantilla, accompanied by a very ugly

servant."

"She cannot be what you think, youngster."

"Go on; all the Chapter affirm it, and even the most steady canons

thoroughly believe it. Even those who are friends and favourites of

His Eminence, and carry him tales about all the grumbling against him,

do not deny it with any warmth. And Don Sebastian gets angry, and is

furious each time any murmurs about this reach his ears. If they told

him the choir intended to give a dance he would be less irritated than

when he hears them wag their tongues about Doña Visita."

The Perrero was silent for a few moments as though he were doubtful

about saying something serious.

"The lady is very good and kind. They all love her in the palace

because she speaks so gently. Besides, she makes use of the great

power she has over the cardinal to prevent the violence of His

Eminence, who very often, when he is racked with excessive pain, would

throw cups and plates at the heads of his servants. Why should they

interfere with her? Does she do them any harm? Let everyone do as he

likes in his own house, and he who does evil, let God punish him."

He scratched his head as though he were once more doubtful.

"And as to what Doña Visita is to the Cardinal," he added, "I have

no doubt whatever. I have facts to go on, uncle, and I know how they

live. One of the servants has often seen them kissing--that is to

say, not the two kissing. No, she does the kissing, and Don Sebastian

receives her kittenish ways with the smile of an angel. The poor man

is so old!"

And the Tato ended his confidences with various indecent remarks.

All this grumbling against the cardinal, that came from the sacristy

up to the cloister, annoyed Gabriel's brother greatly. The "Wooden

Staff," who was a staunch private soldier of the Church, could not

bear to hear with equanimity those attacks on his superiors; in his

opinion they were all calumnies. The canons had spoken of all the

preceding archbishops precisely as they now spoke of Don Sebastian,

but this did not in the least prevent their all being called saints

after their deaths. When he discovered the Tato repeating in the

Claverias all the gossip from down below, he threatened him with all

his authority as head of the house.

Esteban was also very much concerned at the state of his brother's

health. He was pleased at the very prudent behaviour of the latter,

who conformed with silent respect to all the customs of the Cathedral,

never permitting a word to escape him that could reveal his past;

he felt beyond measure proud of the atmosphere of admiration that

surrounded his brother, and the attention with which the simple

inhabitants of the cloister listened to the account of his travels,

but the state of his health was a continual anxiety, the certainty

that death had laid its hand upon him, and that it was solely the care

with which he was surrounded that retarded the fatal moment.

There were days in which the Silenciario smiled with pleasure, seeing

Gabriel a better colour, and hearing less frequently his painful

cough.

"You are going on well, brother," he would say joyfully.

"Yes," replied Gabriel, "but do not have any illusions. _That_ will

come at its own hour, it has me in its grasp. It is only you who are

holding it back, but one day it will be stronger than you."

The certainty that death would at last be victorious made Esteban

redouble his efforts. He thought that frequent nourishment was the

only remedy, and he scarcely ever approached Gabriel without something

in his hands.

"Eat this. Drink what I bring you."

He struggled valiantly with that broken constitution, with that

stomach disordered by poverty, with those lacerated lungs and with

that heart subject to constant disturbance of its functions, with that

human machine dislocated by a life of suffering and trials.

The constant watching over the sick man had upset Esteban's economic

life; his miserable wages and the poor assistance the Chapel-master

could give were insufficient even for that extra mouth, which consumed

more than all the others in the household put together. At the end of

the month Esteban was obliged to invoke the aid of Silver Stick to

enable him to get along the last few days, entering thus into the

humble and miserable flock bound by the priest's usury. Sometimes the

Chapel-master, waking for an instant to reality, would give him a few

pesetas, sacrificing the joy of obtaining a fresh score.

Gabriel guessed the privations that his brother underwent, and was

anxious to contribute to the expenses of the little household. But

what work could he obtain in his concealment in the Cathedral? He

wished for some post in the service of the church, in order to receive

at the beginning of every month a few pesetas from the hands of Silver

Stick; but all the posts were occupied, death alone could cause a

vacancy, and there were many eager ones watching for the opportunity

to urge their family claims.

The impossibility of being useful to his brother, of helping to

make his sacrifices less expensive, weighed heavily on Gabriel, and

disturbed the otherwise placid monotony of his life. He inquired of

Esteban as to what he could possibly do, not to remain inactive, but

his brother always answered with his kindly expression: "Take care of

yourself, only take care of yourself; you have no other duty but to

look after your own health, I am here to do all the rest."

When Holy Week came round Gabriel found an opportunity of getting a

few days' work. They were going to put up in the Cathedral the famous

"Monument" between the choir and the Puerta del Perdon. It was a heavy

and complicated erection, of a sumptuous and rococo style, which had

cost the second Cardinal de Bourbon a fortune at the beginning of last

century. A real forest of woodwork formed the basis of the monument;

the riches of the cardinal had created a prodigality of solidity and

sumptuousness, and several days were required to fit together the Holy

Catafalque, and not a few workmen.

Gabriel interviewed Don Antolin asking for a place on the works. The

wages were seven reals a day, which he would be able to give his

brother for two weeks; and he, who had been used in former days to

have his work so lavishly paid, accepted this small daily wage as a

piece of unexpected good fortune.

The "Wooden Staff" was indignant. Gabriel was ill and ought not to

risk his poor health in the fatigues of this work. What was he going

to do, coughing and suffocating every moment? How was he going to

undertake the heavy work of carrying the framework and fixing it

together? The invalid tranquillised him. He knew what those works were

in the church; everything was done with parsimony, but without much

regard to time. The workmen in the service of the church worked with

that calm laziness, and that slow prudence which characterised every

act of religion. Besides, Silver Stick, knowing his condition, would

reserve the least heavy work for him; he could fix screws and bolts,

place the candelabra in line on the steps, and arrange the tapestry;

he trusted him as a man of good taste who had seen much in his

travels.

Gabriel worked for two weeks on the monument. This time of relative

activity seemed to give him a certain amount of relief. He moved

about, intent on giving orders to his fellow-workers; he went from the

church to the top of the Claverias, where the monument was stored, and

seeing himself covered with dust, and with his limbs fatigued by the

constant coming and going, he deluded himself into thinking he was

strong again.

During these two weeks he never went to the shoemaker's house, and so

lost sight of his various friends. The bell-ringer and his friends

were lost in astonishment. A man of so much learning, to work like one

of themselves in order to help his brother!

The Señora Tomasa stopped him one morning by the iron railing of the

garden.

"I have news, Gabriel. I think I know where our child is. I won't say

any more; but be ready to help me. The day when you least expect it

you may see her in the Cathedral."

The erection of the monument was finished. All that part of the church

between the choir and the door del Perdon was occupied by this showy

and ponderous fabric. According to their traditional custom all the

Toledans gathered to admire--the steps covered with rows of burning

lights, the Roman legionaries in alabaster leaning on their lances,

and the rich curtain with its innumerable folds that hung from the

vaulting down to the platform of the monument.

On the evening of Holy Thursday Gabriel stood considering what was

in some sense his work, surrounded by a group of worshippers. The

Cathedral shone with its immaculate whiteness, in spite of the black

veils that covered both statues and altars. The clouds of colour from

the lovely rose windows relieved the funereal aspect of the religious

ceremony, while from the choir a tenor voice intoned the lamentations

of the oriental prophet.

Gabriel felt someone pulling his jacket, and turning, saw the

gardener's widow.

"Come, nephew, we have got her here; she is waiting for you in the

cloister."

Coming out, the Señora Tomasa pointed to a woman sitting crouched on

the stone coping of the garden, wrapped in an old cloak, and with the

headkerchief drawn down over her eyes.

Gabriel would never have recognised her. He remembered the pretty

smiling face of former years, and he looked almost with horror at

the tarnished youth, haggard with prominent cheek-bones, of the face

before him. The eyes deep sunk in the sockets without eyebrows or

eyelashes, with the pupils still beautiful, but dulled with a glassy

opacity. Everything about her revealed poverty and desolation; the

dress was a summer one, and from under it showed her split boots much

too large for her feet.

"Salute him, child," said the old woman. "It is your Uncle Gabriel,

one of God's angels, in spite of his misfortunes, and you owe it to

him that we searched for you."

The gardener's widow pushed Sagrario towards her Uncle, but the young

woman lowered her head, moved her shoulders and drew back, as though

she could not endure the presence of a member of her family; she

covered her face with her wretched cloak to hide her tears.

"Aunt, let us go home," said Gabriel, "it is not good for the child to

be here."

At the cloister staircase they made the young woman pass on in front;

she went up with her head bent and without looking, as though her feet

trod those broken steps instinctively.

"We arrived from Madrid this morning," said the gardener's widow as

they went up. "I kept her at an inn till it was time to bring her to

the Cathedral in the evening. It is the best time, for Esteban is in

the choir, and you will have time to settle things here. I spent three

days there. Ay, Gabriel, my son, what things I have seen, what hells

there are for poor women! and we call ourselves Christians, but I

think we are fiends! Mercifully I had friends at court--some old

bell-ringers who had been in the Cathedral and who remembered the

gardener's widow. I wanted everything, even money, to get this unhappy

girl out of the devil's clutches."

The upper cloister was quite deserted. On arriving at the door of the

Lunas the girl seemed to wake up, and drew quickly back with a look

of terror, as though inside the "habitation" some great danger was

awaiting her.

"Go in, woman, go in," said the aunt; "it is your home. You had to

come back some time or other."

And she pushed her till she was through the door. Once inside the

sitting-room her tears ceased; she looked round with astonishment, no

doubt surprised at finding herself there. Her eyes examined everything

with a sort of stupefaction, as though marvelling that everything

should be in the same place as five years before, and with an

exactitude that made her doubt if such a long time had really elapsed.

Nothing seemed changed in that little world under the shadow of the

Cathedral. She only, who had left it in the bloom of her youth, now

returned aged and broken.

There was a long silence between the three people.

"Your room, Sagrario," said Gabriel at last gently, "is the same as

when you left it. Go in and do not come out till I call you. Be calm

and do not cry; trust me. You do not know me well, but the aunt will

have told you that I am interested in your fate. Your father will soon

be coming; hide yourself and be silent. I repeat it again, do not come

out till I call you."

When the old woman and her nephew were alone they could hear the

girl's suffocating sobs that burst out on seeing her old room.

Afterwards they heard a sound as though she were throwing herself on

the bed, and the violence of her grief seemed to become more and more

uncontrolled.

"Poor child!" said the old woman, who was very nearly crying also,

"she is good, and she has repented of her sins; if only her father had

sought her out when that rascal deserted her, what shame and misery

it would have spared her. And her health? I really think she is worse

than you are, Gabriel. Oh, those men! with their honour which is

nothing more than lies! What is honourable is to be charitable and

compassionate to others, and to harm no one. I said this the other

day when I was shocked at the shamelessness of my son-in-law, who

was furious at my going to Madrid to find the child. He spoke of the

honour of the family, and that if Sagrario returned no decent people

could live in the Cathedral, and that he could not allow his daughter

to stand at the door; and he such a thief that he steals the Virgin's

wax every day, and deceives the devout who pay him for masses that are

never said; that is why his skin shines so and he is so fat. With so

much honour."

After a short silence the old woman looked undecidedly at Gabriel.

"Well, shall we begin the struggle? Shall I call Esteban?"

"Yes, call him, he will be in the Cathedral. And you, shall you dare

to be present at the interview?"

"No, son, manage it yourself. You know Esteban, and you know me. I

should either begin to cry, or I should turn and rend him for his

obstinacy. You will manage better by yourself, for this God has given

you those talents that you have used so badly."

The old woman went away, and Gabriel remained alone for more than

half an hour, looking out of a window into the deserted cloister. The

yearly commemoration of the death of God spread in the priestly tribe

on the roofs, an atmosphere of sadness even more marked than that

inside the church. All the women and children of the Claverias were

down below admiring the monument, the "habitacions" seemed quite

deserted. As he sat Gabriel saw his brother pass by the window, and in

another moment he appeared at the door.

"What do you want, Gabriel? What has happened to you? The aunt

frightened me with her summons. Are you worse?"

"Sit down, Esteban. I am well, calm yourself."

The "Wooden Staff" looked with surprise at Gabriel; his strange

seriousness alarmed him and the prolonged silence in which he appeared

to be arranging his thoughts without knowing where to begin.

"Speak, man! Do make a beginning; you alarm me."

"Brother," said Gabriel gravely, "you know very well that I have

respected the mystery in your life that I found on my return here. You

said to me, 'My daughter is dead,' and you never showed any wish to

speak of her, and you can say if I have ever touched your old wound by

the slightest allusion."

"Well, and what then? When are you going to stop?" said Esteban,

becoming very gloomy; "why do you speak to me on a day so holy of

things that cause me so much pain?"

"Esteban, we shall never understand each other if you hold on to your

prejudices. Do not make that gesture, but listen to me calmly; do

not act like an automaton, pulled by the same wires that moved our

grandfathers and our ancestors. Be a man, and act according to your

own thoughts. You and I have different beliefs. Setting aside religion

which I know is a consolation to you, you know that I am silent as

to mine, so as not to render my life here impossible. But apart from

this, you believe that the family is a work of God, an institution of

supernatural origin. I believe it to be a human institution based

on the necessities of the species. You condemn for ever anyone who

betrays the laws of the family, or who deserts his banner, you

sentence him to death and oblivion. I pity his weakness and forgive.

We understand honour from a different point of view. You believe in

the Castillian honour--that traditional and barbarous honour, more

cruel and dismal even than dishonour; a theatrical honour, whose

impulses are never founded on human feeling, but on the fear of what

others will say, the desire to appear greater and more dignified in

the eyes of others than to your own conscience. For the adulterous

wife, death; for the murderer, revenge; for the fugitive daughter,

contempt and forgetfulness; this is your gospel. I have another

standard; for the wife who forgets her duties, contempt and oblivion;

for that fragment of our own flesh who flies from us, love, support,

gentleness, even endeavouring to compass her return to us. Esteban, we

are separated by our beliefs, the gulf of centuries lies between us,

but you are my brother, we love each other, and I only desire your

good. I bear the same name of which you are so proud, and I loved our

poor parents as much as you could love them, and in the name of all

these I tell you that this situation must come to an end; you must not

live insensible and frozen in what you call your dignity, without the

remembrance of your daughter wandering about the world, troubling you.

You, who are so kind, who have sheltered me in the most difficult

crisis of my life, how can you sleep, how can you eat, without your

life being embittered by the remembrance of your lost daughter? What

do you know about her now? May she not be dying of hunger while you

eat? May she not be lying in a hospital while you are living in the

home of your fathers?"

Esteban's brow contracted, and he wore his gloomiest look as he

listened to his brother.

"It is useless for you to strive, Gabriel, nothing can come of it.

Have I denied you anything? Am I not ready to do anything for my

brother? But do not speak to me of that; she has caused me much pain,

she has broken my life, how I did not die, I know not. Have you

thought well that for centuries the family of the Lunas have been the

mirror of the Cathedral, respected by even the archbishops, and now,

suddenly to find oneself among the lowest, exposed to the ridicule of

all and looked upon with compassion by the veriest little acolyte!

What I have suffered! The times I have wept with rage alone in this

home, hearing what they were saying behind my back. And then," he

added quietly as though grief were paralysing his voice, "there was

that unhappy martyr who died of shame; my poor wife who left the world

so as not to see my grief and the contempt of others! And do you wish

me to forget all this? For the rest, Gabriel, I cannot express what

I feel as well as you do. But honour--is honour. It is to live in my

house without fear of being shamed, to sleep at night without fearing

to see in the darkness our father's eyes, asking why I allow a lost

woman to live under the same roof that the Lunas won for themselves

by centuries of service to the house of God; it is to avoid people

mocking at our family. Let them say, 'Those Lunas! how unfortunate

they are,' but they shall never say the Lunas are a family wanting in

shame. By our love, brother, leave me; do not speak to me of this.

Those evil doctrines have poisoned your mind; not only have you ceased

to believe in God, but you have ceased to believe in honour."

"And what is all this?" said Gabriel, warming. "You yourself do not

know. 'Honour is honour.' Well, I say, children are children. You, man

of prejudices, you do not wait to consider that those beings are the

continuation of our own existence. Your religion makes you think

children are a fruit from God, nevertheless you think yourself better

and more perfect when you reject and curse those gifts of Heaven if

they cause you any trouble. No, Esteban, the love of children and pity

for their faults ought to come before all prejudices. This eternal

life of the soul, that lying promise of religion, is only true through

our children. The soul dies with the body; it is no more than a

manifestation of our own thoughts, and thought is a cerebral function,

but children perpetuate our own being throughout the generations and

the centuries; it is they who make us immortal, and that preserve

and transmit something of our personality, even as we have inherited

something from our ancestors. He who forgets those beings who are his

own creation is more worthy of execration than he who leaves life by

suicide. The disappointments of life, the laws and customs invented by

men, what are they before the instinctive affection we feel for beings

that have proceeded from ourselves, and who perpetuate the infinite

variety of our habits and thoughts? I abhor those wretches who, in

order not to disturb the commonplace peace of matrimony, abandon the

children they have outside the house. Paternity is the most noble of

all animal functions, but the animals have more courage and dignity

than man in fulfilling it. No animal of the higher sort abandons or

disowns its cub, and yet there are many men who turn their backs on

their children for fear of what people will say. If I, having a son,

were enamoured of the most beautiful woman in the world, and she

required me to forget that son, I would stifle my passion sooner than

abandon the little one. If my son sinned against every human law,

and was sent to prison, even there would I follow him, defying the

execration of the world, sooner than deny that he is my work. We

are united for ever to the creatures to whom we give life, it is a

compromise of solidarity that we make with the species when we work

for its continuance. He who breaks the chain and flies is a coward."

"You will not convince me, Gabriel," screamed Esteban. "I will not!--I

will not!"

"I repeat it is cowardly on your part. This honour that weighs so

heavily on you is a cruel and antiquated honour that settles all the

conflicts of life by shedding blood. Why do you not seek the man who

stole your daughter? Why do you not kill him like a father in an old

play? Is it because you are a fearful man and have not learnt the art

of murder, and that arms are his profession? If you had taken lawless

vengeance, relying only on what you think your right, his powerful

family would have retaliated on you; but you have not revenged

yourself through an instinct of self-preservation, through fear of

prison and all the punishments invented by society; you have been

afraid in spite of your anger, and this fear you indulge at the

expense of cruelty to the weaker creature. Your anger only falls on

your daughter. Come, Esteban, this is not worthy of a man."

The "Wooden Staff" shook his head obstinately.

"You will not convince me, I do not wish to hear you. That woman shall

not return here; did she not leave me? Let her follow her own path."

"She left you from impulses of that instinct which all healthy beings

possess. That instinct for the preservation of the species, which

poetry beautifies and which it calls 'Love.' If she had left you after

receiving the blessing of a man before an altar, you would have been

delighted, and would have received her with open arms whenever she

came to see you. She left you to be deceived, to fall into misery and

shame, and, seeing her so unhappy, does she not deserve more pity at

your hands than if you saw her living happily? Reflect, Esteban, on

the way in which your poor daughter fell. What had you taught her to

enable her to defend herself from the evil in the world? How was she

armed to preserve intact what you call honour? You and your wife had

set her the example of the respect due to wealth and high birth by

allowing that young man to come to your house, thinking it an honour

that a gentleman should have fallen in love with your daughter. When

the inevitable results of social inequality came about she could not

give him up; she had one of those noble natures that rise in revolt

against the prejudices of the world, even at the risk of suffering all

the bitterness of their rebellion, and she fell vanquished. Whom can

you blame? Her ignorance, her life of isolation from the world, or

yourselves who never taught her better, and who, blinded by ambition,

let her wander to the edge of the precipice? Blame her less than

anybody. Unhappy girl! She has paid with interest her noble defiance

of social prejudices. She has been vanquished in the social fight--a

corpse that has to be buried; and you, her father, ought to be the one

to fulfil that work of mercy."

Esteban, with his head bent, continued to make gestures of refusal.

"Brother," said Gabriel solemnly; "if you hold tenaciously to your

refusal I have only one thing more to say. If your daughter does not

return here, I must go. Everyone has his scruples; you fear the gossip

of the people; I fear myself and what my thoughts can throw in my face

in my solitary moments. Since I have been your guest I have thought

constantly of your daughter, and ever since I have known what happened

in this house I have proposed to myself that the unhappy victim should

return here. You will not let her return? Well then, I must go. I

should be a thief if I ate your bread while a creature who is flesh

of your flesh suffers hunger, or if I should be nursed in my illness

while she, who is possibly worse than I am, has no friendly hand to

comfort her. If she does not return, I am not your brother, but an

intruder, usurping the share of affection and comfort that ought to

fall to her. Brother, everyone has his own code of morality; yours is

taught by the priests, mine I have made for myself, and though it is

less apparent, it may very likely be more strict. In the name of my

morality I say to you, Esteban, my brother, either your daughter

returns here or I go away. I must return to the world to be persecuted

like a wild beast, to the hospital, to the prison, to die like a dog

in the ditch by the roadside. I do not know what will become of me,

but one thing is certain, it is that I shall go to-morrow, or even

to-day, so as not to enjoy a moment more what is not mine. I, who

consider the appropriation of the goods of the world by a privileged

minority as an iniquitous robbery, cannot enjoy knowingly the comforts

that belong by natural right to another unhappy being. I can only

enjoy them sharing them with her."

Esteban had risen to his feet with a gesture of despair.

"Are you mad, Gabriel? Do you wish to leave me? And you say it so

calmly? Your presence here is the only joy of my life after so many

misfortunes. I am accustomed to see you. I must care for you, you are

my whole family; before I had no interest, I lived without hope. Now

I have one, to see you strong and well, and can you say so carelessly

that you will leave me? No, you shall not go--only this was wanting to

me--after the daughter, the brother; kill me once for all!--Lord God,

take me to Thyself!"

And the simple servant of the Church raised his hands in supplication

while his eyes filled with tears.

"Be calm, Esteban. Let us speak like men, without exclamations and

tears. Look at me, I am calm, but do not think for that it is less

certain that I shall go to-day if you do not grant me what I pray."

"But--and she? Where is she that you plead so earnestly for her?" said

Esteban. "Have you seen her and spoken to her? Is she in Toledo? Have

you with the insolence of your unbelief even brought her into the

Cathedral?"

Gabriel, seeing him tearful and broken by his threat of leaving,

thought the decisive moment had arrived, and opening the door of

Sagrario's room he called:

"Come out, child, ask your father's pardon."

He looked astounded, then he fixed his eyes on Gabriel as though

he could not guess who that woman was. What joke had his brother

prepared?

With a brutal impulse he tore the woman's hands from her face, looking

at her earnestly; even so he did not recognise her. In the midst of

a painful silence he stood a long while looking at her. Little by

little, in that face so altered by illness, he began to trace the

well-known features. In the tearful eyes devoid of eyelashes something

reminded him of the blue eyes of the lost daughter. The discoloured

lips, surrounded by deep lines, quivered painfully, murmuring always

the same word:

"Pardon! pardon!"

At the sight of such a wreck the father felt his courage fail; his

eyes expressed an immense, an overwhelming sadness.

He retreated backwards to the door of the "habitacion," followed by

the young woman, dragging herself on her knees and stretching out her

hands.

"Brother, it is well," he said despairingly; "you are stronger than I

am, let your will be accomplished. Let her remain, as you wish it, but

do not let me see her!--remain, both of you. It is I that will go."

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