CHAPTER V

THE EXCEPTION PROVES THE RULE

The Catholic Church is the only thing which saves a man from the

degrading slavery of being a child of his age. I have compared it with

the New Religions; but this is exactly where it differs from the New

Religions. The New Religions are in many ways suited to the new

conditions; but they are only suited to the new conditions. When those

conditions shall have changed in only a century or so, the points upon

which alone they insist at present will have become almost pointless. If

the Faith has all the freshness of a new religion, it has all the

richness of an old religion; it has especially all the reserves of an

old religion. So far as that is concerned, its antiquity is alone a

great advantage, and especially a great advantage for purposes of

renovation and youth. It is only by the analogy of animal bodies that we

suppose that old things must be stiff. It is a mere metaphor from bones

and arteries. In an intellectual sense old things are flexible. Above

all, they are various and have many alternatives to offer. There is a

sort of rotation of crops in religious history; and old fields can lie

fallow for a while and then be worked again. But when the new religion

or any such notion has sown its one crop of wild oats, which the wind

generally blows away, it is barren. A thing as old as the Catholic

Church has an accumulated armoury and treasury to choose from; it can

pick and choose among the centuries and brings one age to the rescue of

another. It can call in the old world to redress the balance of the new.

Anyhow, the New Religions are suited to the new world; and this is their

most damning defect. Each religion is produced by contemporary causes

that can be clearly pointed out. Socialism is a reaction against

Capitalism. Spiritualism is a reaction against Materialism; it is also

in its intensified form merely the trail of the tragedy of the Great

War. But there is a somewhat more subtle sense in which the very fitness

of the new creeds makes them unfit; their very acceptability makes them

inacceptable. Thus they all profess to be progressive because the

peculiar boast of their peculiar period was progress; they claim to be

democratic because our political system still rather pathetically claims

to be democratic. They rushed to a reconciliation with science, which

was often only a premature surrender to science. They hastily divested

themselves of anything considered dowdy or old-fashioned in the way of

vesture or symbol. They claimed to have bright services and cheery

sermons; the churches competed with the cinemas; the churches even

became cinemas. In its more moderate form the mood was merely one of

praising natural pleasures, such as the enjoyment of nature and even the

enjoyment of human nature. These are excellent things and this is an

excellent liberty; and yet it has its limitations.

We do not really want a religion that is right where we are right. What

we want is a religion that is right where we are wrong. In these current

fashions it is not really a question of the religion allowing us

liberty; but (at the best) of the liberty allowing us a religion. These

people merely take the modern mood, with much in it that is amiable and

much that is anarchical and much that is merely dull and obvious, and

then require any creed to be cut down to fit that mood. But the mood

would exist even without the creed. They say they want a religion to be

social, when they would be social without any religion. They say they

want a religion to be practical, when they would be practical without

any religion. They say they want a religion acceptable to science, when

they would accept the science even if they did not accept the religion.

They say they want a religion like this because they are like this

already. They say they want it, when they mean that they could do

without it.

It is a very different matter when a religion, in the real sense of a

binding thing, binds men to their morality when it is not identical with

their mood. It is very different when some of the saints preached social

reconciliation to fierce and raging factions who could hardly bear the

sight of each others’ faces. It was a very different thing when charity

was preached to pagans who really did not believe in it; just as it is a

very different thing now, when chastity is preached to new pagans who do

not believe in it. It is in those cases that we get the real grapple of

religion; and it is in those cases that we get the peculiar and solitary

triumph of the Catholic faith. It is not in merely being right when we

are right, as in being cheerful or hopeful or humane. It is in having

been right when we were wrong, and in the fact coming back upon us

afterwards like a boomerang. One word that tells us what we do not know

outweighs a thousand words that tell us what we do know. And the thing

is all the more striking if we not only did not know it but could not

believe it. It may seem a paradox to say that the truth teaches us more

by the words we reject than by the words we receive. Yet the paradox is

a parable of the simplest sort and familiar to us all; any example might

be given of it. If a man tells us to avoid public houses, we think him a

tiresome though perhaps a well-intentioned old party. If he tells us to

use public houses, we recognise that he has a higher morality and

presents an ideal that is indeed lofty, but perhaps a little too simple

and obvious to need defence. But if a man tells us to avoid the one

particular public house called The Pig and Whistle, on the left hand as

you turn round by the pond, the direction may seem very dogmatic and

arbitrary and showing insufficient process of argument. But if we then

fling ourselves into The Pig and Whistle and are immediately poisoned

with the gin or smothered in the feather-bed and robbed of our money, we

recognise that the man who advised us did know something about it and

had a cultivated and scientific knowledge of the public houses of the

district. We think it even more, as we emerge half-murdered from The Pig

and Whistle, if we originally rejected his warning as a silly

superstition. The warning itself is almost more impressive if it was not

justified by reasons, but only by results. There is something very

notable about a thing which is arbitrary when it is also accurate. We

may very easily forget, even while we fulfil, the advice that we thought

was self-evident sense. But nothing can measure our mystical and

unfathomable reverence for the advice that we thought was nonsense.

As will be seen in a moment, I do not mean in the least that the

Catholic Church is arbitrary in the sense of never giving reasons; but I

do mean that the convert is profoundly affected by the fact that, even

when he did not see the reason, he lived to see that it was reasonable.

But there is something even more singular than this, which it will be

well to note as a part of the convert’s experience. In many cases, as a

matter of fact, he did originally have a glimpse of the reasons, even if

he did not reason about them; but they were forgotten in the interlude

when reason was clouded by rationalism. The point is not very easy to

explain, and I shall be obliged to take merely personal examples in

order to explain it. I mean that we have often had a premonition as well

as a warning; and the fact often comes back to us after we have

disregarded both. It is worth noting in connection with conversion,

because the convert is often obstructed by a catchword which says that

the Church crushes the conscience. The Church does not crush any man’s

conscience. It is the man who crushes his conscience and then finds out

that it was right, when he has almost forgotten that he had one.

I will take two examples out of the new movements: Socialism and

Spiritualism. Now it is perfectly true that when I first began to think

seriously about Socialism, I was a Socialist. But it is equally true,

and more important than it sounds, that before I had ever heard of

Socialism I was a strong anti-Socialist. I was what has since been

called a Distributist, though I did not know it. When I was a child and

dreamed the usual dreams about kings and clowns and robbers and

policemen, I always conceived all contentment and dignity as consisting

in something compact and personal; in being king of the castle or

captain of the pirate ship or the man who owned the shop or the robber

who was safe in the cavern. As I passed through boyhood I always

imagined battles for justice as being the defence of special walls and

houses and high defiant shrines; and I embodied some of those crude but

coloured visions in a story called _The Napoleon of Notting Hill_. All

this happened, in fancy at least, when I had never heard of Socialism

and was a much better judge of it.

Shades of the prison-house began to close and with them came a merely

mechanical discussion as to how we were all to get out of prison. _Then_

indeed, in the darkness of the dungeon, was heard the voice of Mr.

Sidney Webb, telling us that we could only conceivably get out of our

Capitalist captivity with the patent Chubb key of Collectivism. Or to

use a more exact metaphor, he told us that we could only escape from our

dark and filthy cells of industrial slavery by melting all our private

latchkeys into one gigantic latchkey as large as a battering ram. We did

not really like giving up our little private keys or local attachments

or love of our own possessions; but we were quite convinced that social

justice must be done somehow and could only be done socialistically. I

therefore became a Socialist in the old days of the Fabian Society; and

so I think did everybody else worth talking about—except the Catholics.

And the Catholics were an insignificant handful, the dregs of a dead

religion, essentially a superstition. About this time appeared the

Encyclical on Labour by Leo XIII; and nobody in our really well-informed

world took much notice of it. Certainly the Pope spoke as strongly as

any Socialist could speak when he said that Capitalism “laid on the

toiling millions a yoke little better than slavery.” But as the Pope was

not a Socialist it was obvious that he had not read the right Socialist

books and pamphlets; and we could not expect the poor old gentleman to

know what every young man knew by this time—that Socialism was

inevitable. That was a long time ago, and by a gradual process, mostly

practical and political, which I have no intention of describing here,

most of us began to realise that Socialism was not inevitable; that it

was not really popular; that it was not the only way, or even the right

way, of restoring the rights of the poor. We have come to the conclusion

that the obvious cure for private property being given to the few is to

see that it is given to the many; not to see that it is taken away from

everybody or given in trust to the dear good politicians. Then, having

discovered that fact as a fact, we look back at Leo XIII and discover in

his old and dated document, of which we took no notice at the time, that

he was saying then exactly what we are saying now. “As many as possible

of the working classes should become owners.” That is what I mean by the

justification of arbitrary warning. If the Pope had said then exactly

what we said and wanted him to say, we should not have really reverenced

him then and we should have entirely repudiated him afterwards. He would

only have marched with the million who accepted Fabianism; and with them

he would have marched away. But when he saw a distinction we did not see

then, and do see now, that distinction is decisive. It marks a

disagreement more convincing than a hundred agreements. It is not that

he was right when we were right, but that he was right when we were

wrong.

The superficial critic of these things, noting that I am no longer a

Socialist, will always say, “Of course, you are a Catholic and you are

not allowed to be a Socialist.” To which I answer emphatically, No. That

is missing the whole point. The Church anticipated my experience; but it

was experience and not only obedience. I am quite sure now from merely

living in this world, and seeing something of Catholic peasants as well

as Collectivist officials, that it is happier and healthier for most men

to become owners than for them to give up all ownership to those

officials. I do not follow the State Socialist in his extreme belief in

the State; but I have not ceased to be credulous about the State merely

because I have become credulous about the Church. I believe less in the

State because I know more of the statesmen. I cannot believe small

property to be impossible after I have seen it. I cannot believe State

management to be impeccable after I have seen it. It is not any

authority, except what St. Thomas calls the authority of the senses,

which tells me that the mere community of goods is a solution that is

too much of a simplification. The Church has taught me, but I could not

unteach myself; I have learned because I have lived, and I could not

unlearn it. If I ceased to be a Catholic I could not again be a

Communist.

As it happens, my story was almost exactly the same in connection with

Spiritualism. There again I was modern when I was young, but not when I

was very young. While I had a vague but innocent nursery religion still

hanging about me, I regarded the first signs of these psychic and

psychological things with mere repugnance. I hated the whole notion of

mesmerism and magnetic tricks with the mind; I loathed their bulging

eyes and stiff attitudes and unnatural trances and the whole bag of

tricks. When I saw a girl I admired set down to crystal-gazing, I was

furious; I hardly knew why. Then came the period when I wanted to know

why, when I examined my own reasons and found I had none. I saw that it

was inconsistent in science to revere research and forbid psychical

research. I saw that men of science were more and more accepting these

things and I went along with my scientific age. I was never exactly a

Spiritualist, but I almost always defended Spiritualism. I experimented

with a planchette, quite enough to convince myself finally that some

things do happen that are not in the ordinary sense natural. I have

since come to think, for reasons that would require too much space to

detail, that it is not so much supernatural as unnatural and even

anti-natural. I believe the experiments were bad for me; I believe they

are bad for the other experimentalists. But I found out the fact long

before I found out the Catholic Church or the Catholic view of that

question. Only, as I have said, when I do find it out, I find it rather

impressive; for it is not the religion that was right when I was right,

but the religion that was right when I was wrong.

But I wish to note about both those cases that the common cant in the

matter is emphatically not true. It is not true that the Church crushed

my natural conscience; it is not true that the Church asked me to give

up my individual ideal. It is not true that Collectivism was ever my

_ideal_. I do not believe it was ever really anybody else’s ideal. It

was not an ideal but a compromise; it was a concession to practical

economists who told us that we could not prevent poverty except by

something uncommonly like slavery. State Socialism never came natural to

us; it never convinced us that it was natural; it convinced us that it

was necessary. In exactly the same way Spiritualism never came as

something natural but only as something necessary. Each told us that it

was _the only way_ into the promised land, in the one case of a future

life and the other of life in the future. We did not like government

departments and tickets and registers; but we were told there was no

other way of reaching a better society. We did not like dark rooms and

dubious mediums and ladies tied up with rope, but we were told there was

no other way to reach a better world. We were ready to crawl down a

municipal drain-pipe or through a spiritual sewer, because it was the

only way to better things; the only way even to prove that there were

better things. But the drain-pipe had never figured in our dreams like a

tower of ivory or a house of gold, or even like the robbers’ tower of

our romantic boyhood or the solid and comfortable house of our matured

experience. The Faith had not only been true all along, but it had been

true to the first and the last things, to our unspoilt instincts and our

conclusive experience; and it had condemned nothing but an interlude of

intellectual snobbishness and surrender to the persuasions of pedantry.

It had condemned nothing but what we ourselves should have come to

condemn, though we might have condemned it too late.

The Church therefore never made my individual ideal impossible; it would

be truer to say that she was the first to make it possible. The

Encyclical’s ideal had been much nearer my own instinct than the ideal I

had consented to substitute for it. The Catholic suspicion of

table-rapping was much more like my own original suspicion than it was

like my own subsequent surrender. But in those two cases it is surely

clear that the Catholic Church plays exactly the part that she professes

to play: something that knows what we cannot be expected to know, but

should probably accept if we really knew it. I am not in this case, any

more than in the greater part of this study, referring to the things

that are really best worth knowing. The supernatural truths are

connected with the mystery of grace and are a matter for theologians;

admittedly a rather delicate and difficult matter even for them. But

though the transcendental truths are the most important they are not

those that best illustrate this particular point, which concerns the

decisions which can be more or less tested by experience. And of all

those things that can be tested by experience I could tell the same

story: that there was a time when I thought the Catholic doctrine was

meaningless, but that even that was not the very earliest time, which

was a time of greater simplicity, when I had a sort of glimpse of the

meaning though I had never even heard of the doctrine. The world

deceived me and the Church would at any time have undeceived me. The

thing that a man may really shed at last like a superstition is the

fashion of this world that passes away.

I could give many other examples, but I fear they would inevitably tend

to be egotistical examples. Throughout this brief study I am under the

double difficulty that all roads lead to Rome, but that each pilgrim is

tempted to talk as if all roads had been like his own road. I could

write a great deal, for instance, about my early wrestlings with the

rather ridiculous dilemma which was put to me in my youth by the

optimist and the pessimist. I promptly and properly refused to be a

pessimist; and I therefore fell into the way of calling myself an

optimist. Now I should not call myself either, and what is more

important I can see that virtue may be entangled in both. But I think it

is entangled; and I think that an older and simpler truth can loosen the

tangle. But the point in the present connection is this; that before I

had ever heard of optimists or pessimists I was something much more like

what I am now than could be covered by either of those two pedantic

words. In my childhood I assumed that cheerfulness was a good thing, but

I also assumed that it was a bad thing not to protest against things

that are really bad. After an interlude of intellectual formalism and

false antithesis, I have come back to being able to think what I could

then only feel. But I have realised that the protest can rise to a much

more divine indignation and that the cheerfulness is but a faint

suggestion of a much more divine joy. It is not so much that I have

found I was wrong as that I have found out why I was right.

In this we find the supreme example of the exception that proves the

rule. The rule, of which I have given a rough outline in the previous

chapter, is that the Catholic philosophy is a universal philosophy found

to fit anywhere with human nature and the nature of things. But even

when it does not fit in with human nature it is found in the long run to

favour something yet more fitting. It generally suits us, but where it

does not suit us we learn to suit it, so long as we are alive enough to

learn anything. In the rare cases where a reasonable man can really say

that it cuts across his intelligence, it will generally be found that it

is true, not only to truth, but even to his deepest instinct for truth.

Education does not cease with conversion, but rather begins. The man

does not cease to study because he has become convinced that certain

things are worth studying; and these things include not only the

orthodox values but even the orthodox vetoes. Strangely enough, in a

sense, the forbidden fruit is often more fruitful than the free. It is

more fruitful in the sense of a fascinating botanical study of why it is

really poisonous. Thus, for the sake of an example, all healthy people

have an instinct against usury; and the Church has only confirmed that

instinct. But to learn how to define usury, to study what it is and to

argue why it is wrong, is to have a liberal education, not only in

political economy, but in the philosophy of Aristotle and the history of

the Councils of Lateran. There almost always is a human reason for all

the merely human advice given by the Church to humanity; and to find out

the principle of the thing is, among other things, one of the keenest of

intellectual pleasures. But in any case the fact remains that the Church

is right in the main in being tolerant in the main; but that where she

is intolerant she is most right and even most reasonable. Adam lived in

a garden where a thousand mercies were granted to him; but the one

inhibition was the greatest mercy of all.

In the same way, let the convert, or still more the semi-convert, face

any one fact that does seem to him to deface the Catholic scheme as a

falsehood; and if he faces it long enough he will probably find that it

is the greatest truth of all. I have found this myself in that extreme

logic of free will which is found in the fallen angels and the

possibility of perdition. Such things are altogether beyond my

imagination, but the lines of logic go out towards them in my reason.

Indeed, I can undertake to justify the whole Catholic theology, if I be

granted to start with the supreme sacredness and value of two things:

Reason and Liberty. It is an illuminating comment on current

anti-Catholic talk that they are the two things which most people

imagine to be forbidden to Catholics.

But the best way of putting what I mean is to repeat what I have already

said, in connection with the satisfying scope of Catholic universality.

I cannot picture these theological ultimates and I have not the

authority or learning to define them. But I still put the matter to

myself thus: Supposing I were so miserable as to lose the Faith, could I

go back to that cheap charity and crude optimism which says that every

sin is a blunder, that evil cannot conquer or does not even exist? I

could no more go back to those cushioned chapels than a man who has

regained his sanity would willingly go back to a padded cell. I might

cease to believe in a God of any kind; but I could not cease to think

that a God who had made men and angels free was finer than one who

coerced them into comfort. I might cease to believe in a future life of

any kind; but I could not cease to think it was a finer doctrine that we

choose and make our future life than that it is fitted out for us like

an hotel and we are taken there in a celestial omnibus as compulsory as

a Black Maria. I know that Catholicism is too large for me, and I have

not yet explored its beautiful or terrible truths. But I know that

Universalism is too small for me; and I could not creep back into that

dull safety, who have looked on the dizzy vision of liberty.

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