CHAPTER XXXIV

TO-MORROW

Jane Cable, upon entering the cab, offered no resistance when

Graydon drew her head over against his shoulder. His strong right

hand clasped her listless fingers and the warmth of his heart came

bounding into her veins as if by magic. He did not speak to her, but

she knew that he was claiming her then for all time; she knew that

nothing could stand in the way of his purpose. The sobs grew less

despairing, her understanding of things less vague and uncertain.

A few moments before she had felt that she was no kin to the world;

now there was a new appreciation of love and its greatness in her

soul.

This man had loved her, and he would take her up and shield her

against the hate of the world. There had not been a moment when her

own love for him wavered; she worshipped him now as she had in the

beginning. The revelation of Droom, the theatric scenes in the cafe,

the crushing of the small hope she had cherished, all conspired

in this secure moment to waken her into a realisation of what an

overbalancing power love is.

Unconsciously her fingers tightened upon his and her body drew

closer; she was arraying herself against the fear that she might

lose this haven of rest and joy, after all--the haven she had been

willing to scourge and destroy in the bitterness of her heart. A

great wave of pity for herself came sweeping over her. It grew out

of the dread that he might, after all, deny her the place that no

one else in the world could give.

Graydon's cold face was suddenly illumined; the incomprehensible

sweetness of pain rushed through his blood. He had given up his hope

as blighted after the harsh hour with Droom; he could not believe

his newfound success. Doubt, unbelief, enveloped him as he raised

her head, a kiss crying for its kind. His arm crept behind her

shoulders. She did not offer a repulse; her wet cheek touched his

in submission. It was the first time his hungry arms had held her

in centuries it seemed to him--and to her; it was the first time

their lips had met--except in dreams--since that horrid night so

long ago.

"Jane, Jane!" he was whispering in her ear; her plans, her purposes,

her sacrifices, were running away from her in riotous disorder.

She could not hold them in check; they fled like weaklings before

the older and stronger hopes and desires.

They did not know of the blockade of cabs at the corner of Forty-second

Street, nor how long they stood there. Shouting cabmen and police

officers tried to rival the white blizzard in profuseness, but they

did not hear them.

"Oh, Graydon, I cannot, I must not," she was crying, holding his

hand with almost frenzied disdain for the words so plaintively

loyal. "It is out of the question, dearest. You know it is. I love

you, oh, how I love you. But I--I must not be your wife. I--I--"

"I've had enough of this, Jane," he said so firmly that she stiffened

perceptibly in his arms. "It's all confounded rot. Excuse me, but

it is. I know you think you're right, but you're not. Old Elias

gave the best advice in the world. You know what it was. We've just

got to make our own happiness. Nobody else will do it for us, and

it's just as easy to be happy as it is to be the other way. I'm

tired of pleading. I've waited as long as I intend to. We're going

to be married to-morrow."

"Graydon!"

"Don't refuse! It's no use, dearest. We've lost a year or two. I

don't intend to lose another day. What do I care about your father

and mother? What did they care about you? You owe all the rest of

your life to yourself and to me. Come! will you consent willingly

or--" He paused. She was very still in his arms for a long time.

"I do so want to be happy," she said at last, reflectively. "No,

no! don't say anything yet. I am only wondering how it will be

after we've been married for a few years. When I'm growing old and

plain, and you begin to tire of me as most men grow weary of their

wives--what then? Ah, Graydon, I--I have thought about all that,

too. You'll never reproach me openly--you couldn't do that, I know.

But you may secretly nourish the scorn which--"

"Jane," he said, dropping the tone of confident authority and

speaking very tenderly, "you forget that my father is a convict.

You forget that he has done things which will forever keep me a

beggar at your feet. I am asking YOU to forget and overlook much

more than you could ever ask of me. Old Elias, wretch that he is,

has pointed out our ways for us; they run together in spite of what

may conspire to divide them. Jane, I love my soul, but I love you

ten thousand times better than my soul."

"I did not believe I could ever be so happy again," she murmured,

putting her hands to his face.

"To-morrow, dear?"

"Yes."

Graydon, rejoicing in his final victory, hurried to his rooms later

in the evening. As he was about to enter the elevator he noticed a

grey-suited boy in brass buttons, who stood near by, an inquiring

look in his face.

"This is Mr. Bansemer," observed the laconic youth who ran the

single elevator in the apartment building.

"Something for me?" demanded Graydon, turning to the boy in grey.

"Special delivery letter, sir. Sign here."

Graydon took the thick envelope from the boy's hand. With a start,

he recognised his father's handwriting. Curiously he turned the

letter over in his fingers as he ascended in the car, wonder growing

in his brain. He did not wait to remove his overcoat on entering his

rooms, but strode to the light and nervously tore open the envelope.

Dread, hope, anxiety, conspired tu make his fingers tremble. There

were many closely written pages. How well he remembered his father's

writing!

As he read, his eyes grew wide with wonder and unbelief. They raced

through the pages, wonder giving way to joy and exultation as he

neared the end of the astounding message from the far-away prisoner.

A shout forged to his lips; he hugged the letter to his heart;

tears came into his eyes, a sob broke in, his throat.

"Thank God!" he cried, throwing himself into a chair to eagerly

read and reread the contents of the letter. Suddenly he sprang to

his feet and dashed across the room to the telephone.

"She will die of joy!" he half sobbed, in the transports of

exhilaration. Five minutes later he was on his way to her hotel,

clutching the priceless letter in his bare fingers, deep down in

his overcoat pocket. He had shouted over the 'phone that the good

news would not keep till morning, and she was waiting up for him

with Mr. and Mrs. Cable, consumed by curiosity.

"This letter"--he gasped, as he entered the room--"from father.

He's written, Jane--everything. I knew he would. Elias didn't know

it all. He knew half of the truth, that's all. Good Lord, I--I

can't read it, Mr. Cable. You--please."

David Cable, white-faced and trembling, read aloud the letter from

James Bansemer. It was to "My beloved son." The first appealing

sentences were given to explanation and apology for the determined

silence he had maintained for so many months. He spoke casually of

his utter indifference to the success of certain friends who were

working for his pardon. "If they secure my release," he wrote, "I

shall find happiness if you clasp my hand but once before I leave

America forever." Farther on he said: "I will not accept parole.

It is a poor premium on virtue, and, as you know, my stock of that

commodity has been miserably low."

"I may be required to serve my full term," read David Cable. "In

that case, we should not see one another for years, my son. You

have much to forgive and I have much more to forget. We can best

see our ways to the end if we seek them apart. The dark places won't

seem so black.... My sole purpose in writing this letter to you,

my son, is to give back to you as much happiness as I can possibly

extract from this pile of misery. I am not pleading for anything;

I am simply surrendering to the good impulses that are once more

coming into their own, after all these years of subjection....

I am not apologising to the Cables. I am doing this for your sake

and for the girl who has wronged no one and to whom I have acted

with a baseness which amazes me as I reflect upon it inside these

narrow walls.

"You will recall that I would have permitted you to marry her--I

mean, in the beginning. Perhaps it was spite which interposed later

on. At least, be charitable enough to call it that. Clegg has been

here to see me. He says you are bound to make Jane Cable your wife.

I knew you would. For a long time I have held out, unreasonably, I

admit, against having her as my daughter. I could not endure the

thought of giving you up altogether. Don't you comprehend my thought?

I cannot bring myself to look again into her eyes after what she

saw in this accursed prison.... She was born in wedlock.... The

story is not a long one. Elias Droom knows the names of her father

and mother, but I am confident that he does not know all of the

circumstances. For once, I was too shrewd for him. The story of

my dealings in connection with Jane Cable is a shameful one, and

I cannot hope for pardon, either from you or from her."

Here he related, as concisely as possible, the incidents attending

Mrs. Cable's first visit to his office and the subsequent adoption

of the babe.

"I knew that there was wealth and power behind the mystery. There

was a profitable scandal in the background. Unknown to Mrs. Cable,

I began investigations of my own. She had made little or no effort

to discover the parents of the child. She could have had no purpose

in doing so, I'll admit.... [Here he gave in detail the progress of

his investigations at the Foundlings' Home, at the health office,

at certain unsavory hospitals and in other channels of possibility.]

...At last, I found the doctor, and then the nurse. After that, it

was easy to unearth the records of a child's birth and of a mother's

death--all in New York City.... Droom can tell you the names of

Jane's parents, substantiating the names I have just given to you.

He did not know that they had been married nearly two years prior

to the birth of the child. It was a clandestine marriage.... I went

straight to the father of the foundling. He was then but little

more than twenty-one years of age--a wild, ruthless, overbearing,

heartless scoundrel, who had more money but a much smaller conscience

than I.... To-day he is a great and, I believe, respected gentleman,

for he comes of good stock.... I had him trembling on his knees

before me. He told me the truth. Egad, my son, I am rather proud

of that hour with him.

"It seems that this young scion of a wealthy house had lost his

insecure heart to the daughter of a real aristocrat. I say real,

because her father was a pure Knickerbocker of the old school.

He was, naturally, as poor as poverty itself. With his beautiful

daughter he was living in lower New York--barely subsisting,

I may say, on the meagre income that found its way to him through

the upstairs lodgers in the old home. Here lived Jane's mother,

cherishing the traditions of her blood, while her father, sick and

feeble, brooded over the days when he was a king in Babylon. The

handsome, wayward lover came into her life when she was nineteen.

They were married secretly in the city of Boston.

"The young husband imposed silence until after he had attained his

majority. There was a vast fortune at stake. In plain words, his

father had forbidden the marriage. He had selected another one to

be the wife of his son.... Jane was born in the second year of their

wedded life. It was, of course, important that the fact should be

kept secret. I am inclosing a slip of paper containing the names

of the minister, the doctor and the nurse who afterwards attended

her, together with the record of death. It is more convenient to

handle than this bulky letter--which I trust you will destroy. You

will also find the name of the hospital in which Jane was born and

where her mother died, ten days later. I may say, in this connection,

that not one of the persons mentioned knew the true name of the

young mother, nor were they sure of the fact that she was a wife.

Her gravestone in the old cemetery bears the name of the maiden,

not the wife. Her father never knew the truth....

"What I did in the premises need not be told. That is a part of

my past. I learned how the cowardly young father, glad to be out

of the affair so easily, hired the nurse to leave the baby on the

doorstep. Then I went to the banker whose son he was. I had absolute

proof of the marriage. He paid me well to keep the true story from

reaching the public. The son was whisked abroad and he afterwards

married the girl of his father's choice. I do not believe that he

has ever given a thought to the whereabouts or welfare of his child.

It was her heritage of caste!

"If Jane cares to claim her rights as this man's lawful daughter,

proof is ample and undeniable. I fancy, however, she will find

greater joy as the daughter of David Cable. Her own father has less

of a heart than yours, for, after all, my son, I love you because

you are mine. Love me, if you can; I have nothing else left that

I care for. Remember that I am always

Your loving father,

JAMES BANSEMER."

THE END

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