VIII

After Jarvis had departed on his conquering way Bambi turned her

attention to herself. She made a most careful toilette. When she was

hatted, and veiled, and gloved, she tripped up and down before her

mirror, trying herself out, as it were. She made several entrances into

editorial sanctums. Once she entered haltingly, drawn to her full

five-feet-one; once she bounced in, confidently, but she vetoed that,

and decided upon a dignified but cordial entrance. One more trip to the

mirror for a close inspection.

"Oh, you pretty thing!" she nodded to herself.

She set forth, as Jarvis had done, with the address on the publisher's

letter clasped in her hand. She marched uptown with a singing heart. She

saw everything and everybody. She wondered how many of them carried

happy secrets, like hers, in their thoughts--how many of them were going

toward thrilling experiences. She shot her imagination, like a

boomerang, at every passing face, in the hope of getting back secrets

that lay behind the masks. She was unaware how her direct gaze riveted

attention to her own eager face. She thought the people who smiled at

her were friendly, and she tossed them back as good as they gave. Even

when a waxed and fashionable old dandy remarked, "Good morning, my

dear," she only laughed. Naturally, he misunderstood, and fell in step

beside her.

"Are you alone?" he asked, coyly.

She gave him a direct glance and answered seriously.

"No. I am walking with my five little brothers and sisters." He looked

at her in such utter amazement that she laughed again. This time he

understood.

"Good day," said he, and right-about-faced.

She knew she had plenty of time, so she sauntered into a bookshop and

turned over the new books, thinking that maybe some day she would come

into such a shop and ask for her own books, or Jarvis's published plays.

She chatted with a clerk for a few minutes, then went back to the

avenue, like a needle to a magnet.

In and out of shops she went. She looked at hats and frocks, and touched

with envious fingers soft stuffs and laces.

"Some day," she hummed, "some day!"

She even turned in at Tiffany's seductive door. Colour was a madness

with her, and her little cries of delight over a sapphire encouraged a

young clerk to take it out of the case and lay it on the velvet square.

"Oh, it's so beautiful it hurts!" Bambi exclaimed.

He smiled at her sympathetically.

"Magnificent, isn't it? Are you interested in jewels?" he added.

"I am interested, but I am not a buyer," she admitted to him. "I adore

colour."

"Let me show you some things," he said.

"Oh, no. I mustn't take up your time."

"That's all right. I have nothing else to do just now."

So he laid before her enraptured gaze the wealth of the Indies--the

treasure baubles of a hundred queens--blue and green, and red and

yellow, they gleamed at her. In an instinctive gesture she put out her

hand, then drew it back quickly.

"Mustn't touch?" she asked, so like a child that he laughed.

"Take it up if you like."

She took the superb emerald. "Do you suppose it knows how beautiful it

is?"

"It takes a fine colour on your hand. Some people kill stones, you know.

You ought to wear them."

He told her some of the history of the jewels he showed her. He

explained how stones were judged. He described the precautions necessary

when famous jewels were to be taken from one place to another. Bambi sat

hypnotized, and listened. She might have spent the entire day there if

the man had not been called by an important customer. "I have been here

hours, haven't I? I feel as if I ought to buy something. Could you show

me something about $1.55?" The man laughed so spontaneously and Bambi

joined him so gayly, that they felt most friendly.

"Come in next week. I'll show you a most gorgeous string of pearls which

is coming to be restrung," he said.

"Oh, thank you. I have had such a good time."

He took her to the door as if she were a Vanderbilt, and bowed her out.

The carriage man bowed, too, and Bambi felt that she was getting on.

This time she loitered no longer. She inspected her address for the

hundredth time, and went to the magazine office, where she was to find

the golden egg. She was impressed by the elegance of the busy reception

room, with its mahogany and good pictures. She sent her card to the

editor and waited fifteen minutes, then the card bearer returned. She

was sorry, but the editor was extremely occupied this morning. Was there

anything she could do for Mrs. Jocelyn? Bambi's face registered her

disappointment.

"Would it do any good for me to wait?"

"Have you a letter of introduction? Mr. Strong seemed not to know your

name."

"He told me to come."

"Told you? How do you mean?"

Bambi offered the letter to her. As she read it her face changed.

"Oh, are you the girl who won the prize?" Bambi nodded.

"You are?" she protested her amazement.

"I'm just as surprised as you are," Bambi assured her.

"Of course Mr. Strong will see you. He didn't understand." She was off

in great haste, and back in a jiffy.

"Come right in," she invited.

Bambi wanted to run. Her breath came in little, short gasps. She wished

she could take hold of the other girl's hand and hold on tight. A door

stood open into an outside office, and several clerks stared at her. The

sanctum door was open.

"Mr. Strong, this is Mrs. Jocelyn," said her guide, and the door closed

behind her. A tall, pleasant-faced young man rose and tried to cover

his surprise.

"How do you do?" he said cordially, with outstretched hand.

Bambi laid hers in it.

"I'm frightened to death," she answered.

"Frightened--of me?"

"Well, not you, exactly, but editorism." He laughed.

"I can match amazement with your terror, then. You are a surprise."

"You are disappointed in me," she said quickly.

"I expected a--a--well, a bigger woman, and older."

"I see. You didn't expect a half portion?"

"Exactly," he smiled. "Well, we were extremely interested in your

story."

"I am so glad."

"What else have you done?"

"Nothing."

"That your first story?"

"Yes."

"How did you happen to write it, Mrs. Jocelyn?"

"I am looking for a career," she began, but his surprised glance stopped

her. "You see I ought to dance. That's what the Lord intended me to do.

I can dance."

"I can imagine that."

"But dancing would take me away from home so much, and the 'Heavenly

Twins' need me so."

"Twins? You haven't twins!"

"Yes. Oh, no, not real ones, but my father and Jarvis."

"Jarvis?"

"Jarvis is a poet and a dreamer."

"Is Jarvis a friend?"

"Oh, no, I am married to him. They are both so helpless. My father is a

mathematician. I have to take care of them both, you see."

"You mean in a financial way?"

"My father makes a fair income, and of course Jarvis may sell his plays,

but when I married him I expected to support him."

"He is delicate, I suppose?"

She laughed.

"He's six feet and over, wide and strong as a battleship."

"And he expects you to support him?"

"No. He protests, but you see I took a sort of advantage of him when I

married him. He didn't want to marry me."

"You are a most extraordinary young woman," remarked Mr. Strong.

"Oh, no, I am usual enough. I help Jarvis with his plays, and what I say

seems to have sense. Do you know?"

"I do."

"So just for fun I wrote the story, and just for fun I sent it to your

contest."

"Well, just for fun we gave you the prize."

She laughed.

"We want a whole series of tales about that girl. She's new."

"How many is a series?"

"Oh, eight or ten, if you have material enough."

"Oh, yes, I live--I mean I get material all the time."

"What do you want for them?"

"Oh, I'd like a lot for them. New York is full of things I want."

He laughed again.

"We could give you $150 a story. That would be $1,500 for the ten. Then,

eventually, we would make a book of them, and you would get 10 per

cent. on that."

"A book? A book, with illustrations, and covers, and all?"

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