CHAPTER VIII

All through the long Sunday afternoon Zorzi sat in the laboratory alone.

From time to time, he tended the fire, which must not be allowed to go

down lest the quality of the glass should be injured, or at least

changed. Then he went back to the master's great chair, and allowed

himself to think of what was happening in the house opposite.

In those days there was no formal betrothal before marriage, at which

the intended bride and bridegroom joined hands or exchanged the rings

which were to be again exchanged at the wedding. When a marriage had

been arranged, the parents or guardians of the young couple signed the

contract before a notary, a strictly commercial and legal formality, and

the two families then announced the match to their respective relatives

who were invited for the purpose, and were hospitably entertained. The

announcement was final, and to break off a marriage after it had been

announced was a deadly offence and was generally an irreparable injury

to the bride.

In Beroviero's house the richest carpets were taken from the storerooms

and spread upon the pavement and the stairs, tapestries of great worth

and beauty were hung upon the walls, the servants were arrayed in their

high-day liveries and spoke in whispers when they spoke at all, the

silver dishes were piled with sweetmeats and early fruits, and the

silver plates had been not only scoured, but had been polished with

leather, which was not done every day. In all the rooms that were

opened, silken curtains had been hung before the windows, in place of

those used at other times. In a word, the house had been prepared in a

few hours for a great family festivity, and when Marietta got out of the

gondola, she set her foot upon a thick carpet that covered the steps and

was even allowed to hang down and dip itself in the water of the canal

by way of showing what little value was set upon it by the rich man.

Zorzi had known that the preparations were going forward, and he knew

what they meant. He would rather see nothing of them, and when the

guests were gone, old Beroviero would come over and give him some final

instructions before beginning his journey; until then he could be alone

in the laboratory, where only the low roar of the fire in the furnace

broke the silence.

Marietta's head was aching and she felt as if the hard, hot fingers of

some evil demon were pressing her eyeballs down into their sockets. She

sat in an inner chamber, to which only women were admitted. There she

sat, in a sort of state, a circlet of gold set upon her loosened hair,

her dress all of embroidered white silk, her shoulders covered with a

wide mantle of green and gold brocade that fell in heavy folds to the

floor. She wore many jewels, too, such as she would not have worn in

public before her marriage. They had belonged to her mother, like the

mantle, and were now brought out for the first time. It was very hot,

but the windows were shut lest the sound of the good ladies' voices

should be heard without; for the news that Marietta was to be married

had suddenly gone abroad through Murano, and all the idlers, and the men

from the furnaces, where no work was done on Sunday, as well as all the

poor, were assembled on the footway and the bridge, and in the narrow

alleys round the house. They all pushed and jostled each other to see

Beroviero's friends and relations, as they emerged from beneath the

black 'felse' of their gondolas to enter the house. In the hall the

guests divided, and the men gathered in a large lower chamber, while the

women went upstairs to offer their congratulations to Marietta, with

many set compliments upon her beauty, her clothes and her jewels, and

even with occasional flattering allusions to the vast dowry her husband

was to receive with her.

She listened wearily, and her head ached more and more, so that she

longed for the coolness of her own room and for Nella's soothing

chatter, to which she was so much accustomed that she missed it if the

little brown woman chanced to be silent.

The sun went down and wax candles were brought, instead of the tall oil

lamps that were used on ordinary days. It grew hotter and hotter, the

compliments of the ladies seemed more and more dull and stale, her

mantle was heavy and even the gold circlet on her hair was a burden.

Worse than all, she knew that every minute was carrying her further and

further into the dominion of the irrevocable whence she could never

return.

She had looked at the palaces she had passed in Venice that morning,

some in shadow, some in sunlight, some with gay faces and some grave,

but all so different from the big old house in Murano, that she did not

wish to live in them at all. It would have been much easier to submit if

she had been betrothed to a foreigner, a Roman, or a Florentine. She had

been told that Romans were all wicked and gloomy, and that Florentines

were all wicked and gay. That was what Nella had heard. But in a sense

they were free, for they probably did what was good in their own eyes,

as wicked people often do. Life in Venice was to be lived by rule, and

everything that tasted of freedom was repressed by law. If it pleased

women to wear long trains the Council forbade them; if they took refuge

in long sleeves, thrown back over their shoulders, a law was passed

which set a measure and a pattern for all sleeves that might ever be

worn. If a few rich men indulged their fancy in the decoration of their

gondolas, now that riding was out of fashion, the Council immediately

determined that gondolas should be black and that they should only be

gilt and adorned inside. As for freedom, if any one talked of it he was

immediately tortured until he retracted all his errors, and was then

promptly beheaded for fear that he should fall again into the same

mistake. Nella said so, and told hideous tales of the things that had

been done to innocent men in the little room behind the Council chamber

in the Palace. Besides, if one talked of justice, there was Zorzi's case

to prove that there was no justice at all in Venetian law. Marietta

suddenly wished that she were wicked, like the Romans and the

Florentines; and even when she reflected that it was a sin to wish that

one were bad, she was not properly repentant, because she had a very

vague notion of what wickedness really was. Righteousness seemed just

now to consist in being smothered in heavy clothes, in a horribly hot

room, while respectable women of all ages, fat, thin, fair, red-haired,

dark, ugly and handsome, all chattered at her and overwhelmed her with

nauseous flattery.

She thought of that morning in the garden, three days ago, when

something she did not understand had been so near, just before

disappearing for ever. Then her throat tightened and she saw

indistinctly, and her lips were suddenly dry. After that, she remembered

little of what happened on that evening, and by and by she was alone in

her own room without a light, standing at the open window with bare feet

on the cold pavement, and the night breeze stirred her hair and brought

her the scent of the rosemary and lavender, while she tried to listen to

the stars, as if they were speaking to her, and lost herself in her

thoughts for a few moments before going to sleep.

Zorzi was still sitting in the big chair against the wall when he heard

a footstep in the garden, and as he rose to look out Beroviero entered.

The master was wrapped in a long cloak that covered something which he

was carrying. There was no lamp in the laboratory, but the three fierce

eyes of the furnace shed a low red glare in different directions.

Beroviero had given orders that the night boys should not come until he

sent for them.

"I thought it wiser to bring this over at night," he said, setting a

small iron box on the table.

It contained the secrets of Paolo Godi, which were worth a great fortune

in those times.

"Of all my possessions," said the old man, laying his hands upon the

casket, "these are the most valuable. I will not hide them alone, as I

might, because if any harm befell me they would be lost, and might be

found by some unworthy person."

"Could you not leave them with some one else, sir?" asked Zorzi.

"No. I trust no one else. Let us hide them together to-night, for

to-morrow I must leave Venice. Take up one of the large flagstones

behind the annealing oven, and dig a hole underneath it in the ground.

The place will be quite dry, from the heat of the oven."

Zorzi lit a lamp with a splinter of wood which he thrust into the

'bocca' of the furnace; he took a small crowbar from the corner and set

to work. The laboratory contained all sorts of builder's tools, used

when the furnace needed repairing. He raised one of the slabs with

difficulty, turned it over, propped it with a billet of beech wood, and

began to scoop out a hole in the hard earth, using a mason's trowel.

Beroviero watched him, holding the box in his hands.

"The lock is not very good," he said, "but I thought the box might keep

the packet from dampness."

"Is the packet properly sealed?" asked Zorzi, looking up.

"You shall see," answered the master, and he set down the box beside the

lamp, on the broad stone at the mouth of the annealing oven. "It is

better that you should see for yourself."

He unlocked the box and took out what seemed to be a small book,

carefully tied up in a sheet of parchment. The ends of the silk cord

below the knot were pinched in a broad red seal. Zorzi examined the wax.

"You sealed it with a glass seal," he observed. "It would not be hard to

make another."

"Do you think it would be so easy?" asked Beroviero, who had made the

seal himself many years ago.

Zorzi held the impression nearer to the lamp and scrutinised it closely.

"No one will have a chance to try," he said, with a slight gesture of

indifference. "It might not be so easy."

The old man looked at him a moment, as if hesitating, and then put the

packet back into the box and locked the latter with the key that hung

from his neck by a small silver chain.

"I trust you," he said, and he gave the box to Zorzi, to be deposited in

the hole.

Zorzi stood up, and taking a little tow from the supply used for

cleaning the blow-pipes, he dipped it into the oil of the lamp and

proceeded to grease the box carefully before hiding it.

"It would rust," he explained.

He laid the box in the hole and covered it with earth before placing the

stone over it.

"Be careful to make the stone lie quite flat," said Angelo, bending down

and gathering his gown off the floor in a bunch at his knees. "If it

does not lie flat, the stone will move when the boys tread on it, and

they may think of taking it up."

"It is very heavy," answered the young man. "It was as much as I could

do to heave it up. You need not be afraid of the boys."

"It is not a very safe place, I fear, after all," returned Beroviero

doubtfully. "Be sure to leave no marks of the crowbar, and no loose

earth near it."

The heavy slab slipped into its bed with a soft thud. Zorzi took the

lamp and examined the edges. One of them was a little chipped by the

crowbar, and he rubbed it with the greasy tow and scattered dust over

it. Then he got a cypress broom and swept the earth carefully away into

a heap. Beroviero himself brought the shovel and held it close to the

stones while Zorzi pushed the loose earth upon it.

"Carry it out and scatter it in the garden," said the old man.

It was the first time that he had allowed his affection for Zorzi to

express itself so strongly, for he was generally a very cautious person.

He took the young man's hand and held it a moment, pressing it kindly.

"It was not I who made the law against strangers, and it was not meant

for men like you," he added.

Zorzi knew how much this meant from such a master and he would have

found words for thanks, had he been able; but when he tried, they would

not come.

"You may trust me," was all he could say.

Beroviero left him, and went down the dark corridor with the firm step

of a man who knows his way without light.

In the morning, when he left the house to begin his journey, Zorzi stood

by the steps with the servant to steady the gondola for him. His horses

were to be in waiting in Venice, whence he was to go over to the

mainland. He nodded to the young man carelessly, but said nothing, and

no one would have guessed how kindly he had spoken to him on the

previous night. Giovanni Beroviero took ceremonious leave of his father,

his cap in his hand, bending low, a lean man, twenty years older than

Marietta, with an insignificant brow and clean-shaven, pointed jaw and

greedy lips. Marietta stood within the shadow of the doorway, very pale.

Nella was beside her, and Giovanni's wife, and further in, at a

respectful distance, the serving-people, for the master's departure was

an event of importance.

The gondola pushed off when Beroviero had disappeared under the 'felse'

with a final wave of the hand. Zorzi stood still, looking after his

master, and Marietta came forward to the doorstep and pretended to watch

the gondola also. Zorzi was the first to turn, and their eyes met. He

had not expected to see her still there, and he started a little.

Giovanni looked at him coldly.

"You had better go to your work," he said in a sour tone. "I suppose my

father has told you what to do."

The young artist flushed, but answered quietly enough.

"I am going to my work," he said. "I need no urging."

Before he put on his cap, he bent his head to Marietta; then he passed

on towards the bridge.

"That fellow is growing insolent," said Giovanni to his sister, but he

was careful that Zorzi should not hear the words. "I think I shall

advise our father to turn him out."

Marietta looked at her brother with something like contempt.

"Since when has our father consulted you, or taken your advice?" she

asked.

"I presume he takes yours," retorted Giovanni, regretting that he could

not instantly find a sharper answer, for he was not quick-witted though

he was suspicious.

"He needs neither yours nor mine," said Marietta, "and he trusts whom he

pleases."

"You seem inclined to defend his servants when they are insolent,"

answered Giovanni.

"For that matter, Zorzi is quite able to defend himself!" She turned her

back on her brother and went towards the stairs, taking Nella with her.

Giovanni glanced at her with annoyance and walked along the footway in

the direction of his own glass-house, glad to go back to a place where

he was absolute despot. But he had been really surprised that Marietta

should boldly take the Dalmatian's side against him, and his narrow

brain brooded upon the unexpected circumstance. Besides the dislike he

felt for the young artist, his small pride resented the thought that his

sister, who was to marry a Contarini, should condescend to the defence

of a servant.

Zorzi went his way calmly and spent the day in the laboratory. He was in

a frame of mind in which such speeches as Giovanni's could make but

little impression upon him, sensitive though he naturally was. Really

great sorrows, or great joys or great emotions, make smaller ones almost

impossible for the time. Men of vast ambition, whose deeds are already

moving the world and making history, are sometimes as easily annoyed by

trifles as a nervous woman; but he who knows that what is dearest to him

is slipping from his hold, or has just been taken, is half paralysed in

his sense of outward things. His own mind alone has power to give him a

momentary relief.

Herein lies one of the strongest problems of human nature. We say with

assurance that the mind rules the body, we feel that the spirit in some

way overshadows and includes the mind. Yet if this were really true the

spirit--that is, the will--should have power against bodily pain, but

not against moral suffering except with some help from a higher source.

But it is otherwise. If the will of ordinary human beings could

hypnotise the body against material sensation, the credit due to those

brave believers in all ages who have suffered cruel torments for their

faith would be singularly diminished. If the mind could dominate matter

by ordinary concentration of thought, a bad toothache should have no

effect upon the delicate imagination of the poet, and Napoleon would not

have lost the decisive battle of his life by a fit of indigestion, as

has been asserted.

On the other hand, there was never yet a man of genius, or even of great

talent, who was not aware that the most acute moral anguish can be

momentarily forgotten, as if it did not exist for the time, by

concentrating the mind upon its accustomed and favourite kind of work.

Johnson wrote _Rasselas_ to pay for the funeral of his yet unburied

mother, and Johnson was a man of heart if ever one lived; he could not

have written the book if he had had a headache. Saints and ascetics

without end and of many persuasions have resorted to bodily pain as a

means of deadening the imagination and exalting the will or spirit. Some

great thinkers have been invalids, but in every case their food, work

has been done when they were temporarily free from pain. Perhaps the

truth is on the side of those mystics who say that although the mind is

of a higher nature than matter, it is so closely involved with it that

neither can get away from the other, and that both together tend to shut

out the spirit and to forget its existence, which is a perpetual

reproach to them; and any ordinary intellectual effort being produced by

the joint activity of mind and the matter through which the mind acts,

the condition of the spirit at the time has little or no effect upon

them, nor upon what they are doing. And if one would carry the little

theory further, one might find that the greatest works of genius have

been produced when the effort of mind and matter has taken place under

the inspiration of the spirit, so that all three were momentarily

involved together. But such thoughts lead far, and it may be that they

profit little. The best which a man means to do is generally better than

the best he does, and it is perhaps the best he is capable of doing.

Be these things as they may, Zorzi worked hard in the laboratory,

minutely carrying out the instructions he had received, but reasoning

upon them with a freshness and keenness of thought of which his master

was no longer capable. When he had made the trials and had added the new

ingredients for future ones, he began to think out methods of his own

which had suggested themselves to him of late, but which he had never

been able to try. But though he had the furnace to himself, to use as

long as he could endure the heat of the advancing summer, he was face

to face with a difficulty that seemed insuperable.

The furnace had but three crucibles, each of which contained one of the

mixtures by means of which he and Beroviero were trying to produce the

famous red glass. In order to begin to make glass in his own way, it was

necessary that one of the three should be emptied, but unless he

disobeyed his orders this was out of the question. In his train of

thought and longing to try what he felt sure must succeed, he had

forgotten the obstacle. The check brought him back to himself, and he

walked disconsolately up and down the long room by the side of the

furnace.

Everything was against him, said the melancholy little demon that

torments genius on dark days. It was not enough that he should be forced

by every consideration of honour and wisdom to hide his love for his

master's daughter; when he took refuge in his art and tried to throw his

whole life into it, he was stopped at the outset by the most impassable

barriers of impossibility. The furious desire to create, which is the

strength as well as the essence of genius, surged up and dashed itself

to futile spray upon the face of the solid rock.

He stood still before the hanging shelves on which he had placed the

objects he had occasionally made, and which his master allowed him to

keep there--light, air-thin vessels of graceful shapes: an ampulla of

exquisite outline with a long curved spout that bent upwards and then

outwards and over like the stalk of a lily of the valley; a large

drinking-glass set on a stem so slender that one would doubt its

strength to carry the weight of a full measure, yet so strong that the

cup might have been filled with lead without breaking it; a broad dish

that was nothing but a shadow against the light, but in the shadow was a

fair design of flowers, drawn free with a diamond point; there were a

dozen of such things on the shelves, not the best that Zorzi had made,

for those Beroviero took to his own house and used on great occasions,

while these were the results of experiments unheard of in those days,

and which not long afterwards made a school.

In his present frame of mind Zorzi felt a foolish impulse to take them

down and smash them one by one in the big jar into which the failures

were thrown, to be melted again in the main furnace, for in a

glass-house nothing is thrown away. He knew it was foolish, and he held

his hands behind him as he looked at the things, wishing that he had

never made them, that he had never learned the art he was forbidden by

law to practise, that he had never left Dalmatia as a little boy long

ago, that he had never been born.

The door opened suddenly and Giovanni entered. Zorzi turned and looked

at him in silence. He was surprised, but he supposed that the master's

son had a right to come if he chose, though he never showed himself in

the glass-house when his father was in Murano.

"Are you alone here?" asked Giovanni, looking about him. "Do none of the

workmen come here?"

"The master has left me in charge of his work," answered Zorzi. "I need

no help."

Giovanni seated himself in his father's chair and looked at the table

before the window.

"It is not very hard work, I fancy," he observed, crossing one leg over

the other and pulling up his black hose to make it fit his lean calf

better.

Zorzi suspected at once that he had come in search of information, and

paused before answering.

"The work needs careful attention," he said at last.

"Most glass-work does," observed Giovanni, with a harsh little laugh.

"Are you very attentive, then? Do you remember to do all that my father

told you?"

"The master only left this morning. So far, I have obeyed his orders."

"I do not understand how a man who is not a glass-blower can know enough

to be left alone in charge of a furnace," said Giovanni, looking at

Zorzi's profile.

This time Zorzi was silent. He did not think it necessary to tell how

much he knew.

"I suppose my father knows what he is about," continued Giovanni, in a

tone of disapproval.

Zorzi thought so too, and no reply seemed necessary. He stood still,

looking out of the window, and wishing that his visitor would go away.

But Giovanni had no such intention.

"What are you making?" he asked presently.

"A certain kind of glass," Zorzi answered.

"A new colour?"

"A certain colour. That is all I can tell you."

"You can tell me what colour it is," said Giovanni. "Why are you so

secret? Even if my father had ordered you to be silent with me about his

work, which I do not believe, you would not be betraying anything by

telling me that. What colour is he trying to make?"

"I am to say nothing about it, not even to you. I obey my orders."

Giovanni was a glass-maker himself. He rose with an air of annoyance and

crossed the laboratory to the jar in which the broken glass was kept,

took out a piece and held it up against the light. Zorzi had made a

movement as if to hinder him, but he realised at once that he could not

lay hands on his master's son. Giovanni laughed contemptuously and threw

the fragment back into the jar.

"Is that all? I can do better than that myself!" he said, and he sat

down again in the big chair.

His eyes fell on the shelves upon which Zorzi's specimens of work were

arranged. He looked at them with interest, at once understanding their

commercial value.

"My father can make good things when he is not wasting time over

discoveries," he remarked, and rising again he went nearer and began to

examine the little objects.

Zorzi said nothing, and after looking at them a long time Giovanni

turned away and stood before the furnace. The copper ladle with which

the specimens were taken from the pots lay on the brick ledge near one

of the 'boccas.' Giovanni took it, looked round to see where the iron

plate for testing was placed, and thrust the ladle into the aperture,

holding it lightly lest the heat should hurt his hand.

"You shall not do that!" cried Zorzi, who was already beside him.

Before Giovanni knew what was happening Zorzi had struck the ladle from

his hand, and it disappeared through the 'bocca' into the white-hot

glass within.

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