CHAPTER XXII. LEAVING HOME

I will ask my reader now to turn for a brief space to the “Fisherman's

Home,” which is a scene of somewhat unusual bustle. The Barringtons are

preparing for a journey, and old Peter's wardrobe has been displayed for

inspection along a hedge of sweet-brier in the garden,--an arrangement

devised by the genius of Darby, who passes up and down, with an

expression of admiration on his face, the sincerity of which could not

be questioned. A more reflective mind than his might have been carried

away, at the sight to thoughts of the strange passages in the late

history of Ireland, so curiously typified in that motley display.

There, was the bright green dress-coat of Daly's club, recalling days of

political excitement, and all the plottings and cabals of a once famous

opposition. There was, in somewhat faded splendor it must be owned, a

court suit of the Duke of Portland's day, when Irish gentlemen were as

gorgeous as the courtiers of Versailles. Here came a grand colonel's

uniform, when Barrington commanded a regiment of Volunteers; and yonder

lay a friar's frock and cowl, relics of those “attic nights” with the

Monks of the Screw, and recalling memories of Avonmore and Curran,

and Day and Parsons; and with them were mixed hunting-coats, and

shooting-jackets, and masonic robes, and “friendly brother” emblems,

and long-waisted garments, and swallow-tailed affectations of all shades

and tints,--reminders of a time when Buck Whalley was the eccentric, and

Lord Llandaff the beau of Irish society. I am not certain that Monmouth

Street would have endorsed Darby's sentiment as he said, “There was

clothes there for a king on his throne!” but it was an honestly uttered

speech, and came out of the fulness of an admiring heart, and although

in truth he was nothing less than an historian, he was forcibly struck

by the thought that Ireland must have been a grand country to live in,

in those old days when men went about their ordinary avocations in such

splendor as he saw there.

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Nor was Peter Barrington himself an unmoved spectator of these old

remnants of the past Old garments, like old letters, bring oftentimes

very forcible memories of a long ago; and as he turned over the

purple-stained flap of a waistcoat, he bethought him of a night at

Daly's, when, in returning thanks for his health, his shaking hand had

spilled that identical glass of Burgundy; and in the dun-colored tinge

of a hunting-coat he remembered the day he had plunged into the Nore

at Corrig O'Neal, himself and the huntsman, alone of all the field, to

follow the dogs!

“Take them away, Darby, take them away; they only set me a-thinking

about the pleasant companions of my early life. It was in that suit

there I moved the amendment in '82, when Henry Grattan crossed over and

said, 'Barrington will lead us here, as he does in the hunting-field.'

Do you see that peach-colored waistcoat? It was Lady Caher embroidered

every stitch of it with her own hands, for me.”

“Them 's elegant black satin breeches,” said Darby, whose eyes of

covetousness were actually rooted on the object of his desire.

“I never wore them,” said Barrington, with a sigh. “I got them for a

duel with Mat Fortescue, but Sir Toby Blake shot him that morning. Poor

Mat!”

“And I suppose you'll never wear them now. You couldn't bear the sight

then,” said Darby, insinuatingly.

“Most likely not,” said Barrington, as he turned away with a heavy sigh.

Darby sighed also, but not precisely in the same spirit.

Let me passingly remark that the total unsuitability to his condition

of any object seems rather to enhance its virtue in the eyes of a lower

Irishman, and a hat or a coat which he could not, by any possibility,

wear in public, might still be to him things to covet and desire.

“What is the meaning of all this rag fair?” cried Miss Barrington, as

she suddenly came in front of the exposed wardrobe. “You are not surely

making any selections from these tawdry absurdities, brother, for your

journey?”

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“Well, indeed,” said Barrington, with a droll twinkle of his eye, “it

was a point that Darby and I were discussing as you came up. Darby

opines that to make a suitable impression upon the Continent, I must not

despise the assistance of dress, and he inclines much to that Corbeau

coat with the cherry-colored lining.”

“If Darby 's an ass, brother, I don't imagine it is a good reason to

consult him,” said she, angrily. “Put all that trash where you found it.

Lay out your master's black clothes and the gray shooting-coat, see that

his strong boots are in good repair, and get a serviceable lock on that

valise.”

It was little short of magic the spell these few and distinctly uttered

words seemed to work on Darby, who at once descended from a realm of

speculation and scheming to the commonplace world of duty and obedience.

“I really wonder how you let yourself be imposed on, brother, by the

assumed simplicity of that shrewd fellow.”

“I like it, Dinah, I positively like it,” said he, with a smile. “I

watch him playing the game with a pleasure almost as great as his

own; and as I know that the stakes are small, I 'm never vexed at his

winning.”

“But you seem to forget the encouragement this impunity suggests.”

“Perhaps it does, Dinah; and very likely his little rogueries are

as much triumphs to him as are all the great political intrigues the

glories of some grand statesman.”

“Which means that you rather like to be cheated,” said she, scoffingly.

“When the loss is a mere trifle, I don't always think it ill laid out.”

“And I,” said she, resolutely, “so far from participating in your

sentiment, feel it to be an insult and an outrage. There is a sense of

inferiority attached to the position of a dupe that would drive me to

any reprisals.”

“I always said it; I always said it,” cried he, laughing. “The women of

our family monopolized all the com-bativeness.”

Miss Barrington's eyes sparkled, and her cheek glowed, and she looked

like one stung to the point of a very angry rejoinder, when by an effort

she controlled her passion, and, taking a letter from her pocket, she

opened it, and said, “This is from Withering. He has managed to obtain

all the information we need for our journey. We are to sail for Ostend

by the regular packet, two of which go every week from Dover. From

thence there are stages or canal-boats to Bruges and Brussels, cheap

and commodious, he says. He gives us the names of two hotels, one of

which--the 'Lamb,' at Brussels--he recommends highly; and the Pension of

a certain Madame Ochteroogen, at Namur, will, he opines, suit us better

than an inn. In fact, this letter is a little road book, with the

expenses marked down, and we can quietly count the cost of our venture

before we make it.”

“I 'd rather not, Dinah. The very thought of a limit is torture to me.

Give me bread and water every day, if you like, but don't rob me of the

notion that some fine day I am to be regaled with beef and pudding.”

“I don't wonder that we have come to beggary,” said she, passionately.

“I don't know what fortune and what wealth could compensate for a

temperament like yours.”

“You may be right, Dinah. It may go far to make a man squander his

substance, but take my word for it, it will help him to bear up under

the loss.”

If Barrington could have seen the gleam of affection that filled his

sister's eyes, he would have felt what love her heart bore him; but he

had stooped down to take a caterpillar off a flower, and did not mark

it.

“Withering has seen young Conyers,” she continued, as her eyes ran over

the letter “He called upon him.” Barrington made no rejoinder, though

she waited for one. “The poor lad was in great affliction; some

distressing news from India--of what kind Withering could not guess--had

just reached him, and he appeared overwhelmed by it.”

“He is very young for sorrow,” said Barrington, feelingly.

“Just what Withering said;” and she read out, “'When I told him that

I had come to make an _amende_ for the reception he had met with at the

cottage, he stopped me at once, and said, “Great grief s are the cure

of small ones, and you find me under a very heavy affliction. Tell Miss

Barrington that I have no other memories of the 'Fisherman's Home' than

of all her kindness towards me.”'”

“Poor boy!” said Barrington, with emotion. “And how did Withering leave

him?”

“Still sad and suffering. Struggling too, Withering thought, between

a proud attempt to conceal his grief and an ardent impulse to tell all

about it 'Had _you_ been there,' he writes, 'you'd have had the whole

story; but I saw that he could n't stoop to open his heart to a man.'”

“Write to him, Dinah. Write and ask him down here for a couple of days.”

“You forget that we are to leave this the day after tomorrow, brother.”

“So I did. I forgot it completely. Well, what if he were to come for one

day? What if you were to say come over and wish us good-bye?”

“It is so like a man and a man's selfishness never to consider a

domestic difficulty,” said she, tartly. “So long as a house has a roof

over it, you fancy it may be available for hospitalities. You never take

into account the carpets to be taken up, and the beds that are taken

down, the plate-chest that is packed, and the cellar that is walled up.

You forget, in a word, that to make that life you find so very easy,

some one else must pass an existence full of cares and duties.”

“There 's not a doubt of it, Dinah. There 's truth and reason in every

word you 've said.”

“I will write to him if you like, and say that we mean to be at home by

an early day in October, and that if he is disposed to see how our woods

look in autumn, we will be well pleased to have him for our guest.”

“Nothing could be better. Do so, Dinah. I owe the young fellow a

reparation, and I shall not have an easy conscience till I make it.”

“Ah, brother Peter, if your moneyed debts had only given you one-half

the torment of your moral ones, what a rich man you might have been

to-day!”

Long after his sister had gone away and left him, Peter Barrington

continued to muse over this speech. He felt it, felt it keenly too, but

in no bitterness of spirit.

Like most men of a lax and easy temper, he could mete out to himself the

same merciful measure he accorded to others, and be as forgiving to his

own faults as to theirs. “I suppose Dinah is right, though,” said he to

himself. “I never did know that sensitive irritability under debt which

insures solvency. And whenever a man can laugh at a dun, he is pretty

sure to be on the high-road to bankruptcy! Well, well, it is somewhat

late to try and reform, but I'll do my best!” And thus comforted, he set

about tying up fallen rose-trees and removing noxious insects with all

his usual zeal.

“I half wish the place did not look in such beauty, just as I must leave

it for a while. I don't think that japonica ever had as many flowers

before; and what a season for tulips! Not to speak of the fruit There

are peaches enough to stock a market. I wonder what Dinah means to do

with them? She 'll be sorely grieved to make them over as perquisites to

Darby, and I know she 'll never consent to have them sold. No, that is

the one concession she cannot stoop to. Oh, here she comes! What a grand

year for the wall fruit, Dinah!” cried he, aloud.

“The apricots have all failed, and fully one-half of the peaches are

worm-eaten,” said she, dryly.

Peter sighed as he thought, how she does dispel an illusion, what a

terrible realist is this same sister! “Still, my dear Dinah, one-half of

such a crop is a goodly yield.”

“Out with it, Peter Barrington. Out with the question that is burning

for utterance. What's to be done with them? I have thought of that

already. I have told Polly Dill to preserve a quantity for us, and to

take as much more as she pleases for her own use, and make presents to

her friends of the remainder. She is to be mistress here while we are

away, and has promised to come up two or three times a week, and see

after everything, for I neither desire to have the flower-roots sold,

nor the pigeons eaten before our return.”

“That is an admirable arrangement, sister. I don't know a better girl

than Polly!”

“She is better than I gave her credit for,” said Miss Barrington, who

was not fully pleased at any praise not bestowed by herself. A man's

estimate of a young woman's goodness is not so certain of finding

acceptance from her own sex! “And as for that girl, the wonder is that

with a fool for a mother, and a crafty old knave for a father, she

really should possess one good trait or one amiable quality.” Barrington

muttered what sounded like concurrence, and she went on: “And it is for

this reason I have taken an interest in her, and hope, by occupying her

mind with useful cares and filling her hours with commendable duties,

she will estrange herself from that going about to fine houses, and

frequenting society where she is exposed to innumerable humiliations,

and worse.”

“Worse, Dinah!--what could be worse?”

“Temptations are worse, Peter Barrington, even when not yielded to; for

like a noxious climate, which, though it fails to kill, it is certain to

injure the constitution during a lifetime. Take my word for it, she

'll not be the better wife to the Curate for the memory of all the fine

speeches she once heard from the Captain. Very old and ascetic notions

I am quite aware, Peter; but please to bear in mind all the trouble we

take that the roots of a favorite tree should not strike into a sour

soil, and bethink you how very indifferent we are as to the daily

associates of our children!”

“There you are right, Dinah, there you are right,--at least, as regards

girls.”

“And the rule applies fully as much to boys. All those manly

accomplishments and out-of-door habits you lay such store by, could

be acquired without the intimacy of the groom or the friendship of the

gamekeeper. What are you muttering there about old-maids' children? Say

it out, sir, and defend it, if you have the courage!”

But either that he had not said it, or failed in the requisite boldness

to maintain it, he blundered out a very confused assurance of agreement

on every point.

A woman is seldom merciful in argument; the consciousness that she owes

victory to her violence far more than to her logic, prompts persistence

in the course she has followed so successfully, and so was it that Miss

Dinah contrived to gallop over the battlefield long after the enemy was

routed! But Barrington was not in a mood to be vexed; the thought of the

journey filled him with so many pleasant anticipations, the brightest

of all being the sight of poor George's child! Not that this thought had

not its dark side, in contrition for the long, long years he had left

her unnoticed and neglected. Of course he had his own excuses

and apologies for all this: he could refer to his overwhelming

embarrassments, and the heavy cares that surrounded him; but then

she--that poor friendless girl, that orphan--could have known nothing

of these things; and what opinion might she not have formed of those

relatives who had so coldly and heartlessly abandoned her! Barrington

took down her miniature, painted when she was a mere infant, and scanned

it well, as though to divine what nature might possess her! There was

little for speculation there,--perhaps even less for hope! The eyes were

large and lustrous, it is true, but the brow was heavy, and the

mouth, even in infancy, had something that seemed like firmness and

decision,--strangely at variance with the lips of childhood.

Now, old Barrington's heart was deeply set on that lawsuit--that great

cause against the Indian Government--that had formed the grand campaign

of his life. It was his first waking thought of a morning, his last at

night. All his faculties were engaged in revolving the various points

of evidence, and imagining how this and that missing link might be

supplied; and yet, with all these objects of desire before him, he would

have given them up, each and all, to be sure of one thing,--that his

granddaughter might be handsome! It was not that he did not value far

above the graces of person a number of other gifts; he would not, for an

instant, have hesitated, had he to choose between mere beauty and a

good disposition. If he knew anything of himself, it was his thorough

appreciation of a kindly nature, a temper to bear well, and a spirit

to soar nobly; but somehow he imagined these were gifts she was likely

enough to possess. George's child would resemble him; she would have his

light-heartedness and his happy nature, but would she be handsome? It

is, trust me, no superficial view of life that attaches a great price

to personal atractions, and Barrington was one to give these their full

value. Had she been brought up from childhood under his roof, he had

probably long since ceased to think of such a point; he would have

attached himself to her by the ties of that daily domesticity which

grow into a nature. The hundred little cares and offices that would

have fallen to her lot to meet, would have served as links to bind their

hearts; but she was coming to them a perfect stranger, and he wished

ardently that his first impression should be all in her favor.

Now, while such were Barrington's reveries, his sister took a different

turn. She had already pictured to herself the dark-orbed, heavy-browed

child, expanded into a sallow-complexioned, heavy-featured girl,

ungainly and ungraceful, her figure neglected, her very feet spoiled by

the uncouth shoes of the convent, her great red hands untrained to all

occupation save the coarse cares of that half-menial existence. “As my

brother would say,” muttered she, “a most unpromising filly, if it were

not for the breeding.”

Both brother and sister, however, kept their impressions to themselves,

and of all the subjects discussed between them not one word betrayed

what each forecast about Josephine. I am half sorry it is no part of my

task to follow them on the road, and yet I feel I could not impart to my

reader the almost boylike enjoyment old Peter felt at every stage of the

journey. He had made the grand tour of Europe more than half a century

before, and he was in ecstasy to find so much that was unchanged around

him. There were the long-eared caps, and the monstrous earrings, and

the sabots, and the heavily tasselled team horses, and the chiming

church-bells, and the old-world equipages, and the strangely undersized

soldiers,--all just as he saw them last! And every one was so polite

and ceremonious, and so idle and so unoccupied, and the theatres were so

large and the newspapers so small, and the current coin so defaced, and

the order of the meats at dinner so inscrutable, and every one seemed

contented just because he had nothing to do.

“Isn't it all I have told you, Dinah dear? Don't you perceive

how accurate my picture has been? And is it not very charming and

enjoyable?”

“They are the greatest cheats I ever met in my life, brother Peter; and

when I think that every grin that greets us is a matter of five francs,

it mars considerably the pleasure I derive from the hilarity.”

It was in this spirit they journeyed till they arrived at Brussels.

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