Dr. Sundaram, who popped up again when I returned to Madras, was still

insistent that I go to Calicut, and I finally gave in. I was glad I had

done so, because this city of forty thousand, ringed around a bay on the

Malabar Coast and caressed by gentle breezes, was a beautiful spot with

forests of palms. The almost-black women wore saris of vari-colored

blues and greens, violets and yellows, with garlands of jasmine about

their necks, plump, formal bouquets of roses in their hands, and in the

center of every forehead was a circular red caste mark.

The meeting was held in the courtyard of a Buddhist temple. The sun was

setting and part of the shell-pink sky was melting into deep carmine,

like a flower. Directly in front sat three priests, each with shaved

head, orange robe, and thick stave. Hundreds of rooks were chattering

and other birds twittering in the trees, children were shouting at their

games, the shrill chant of pilgrims walking through the streets

saturated the dust-filled dusk. Mainly you heard the tinkling of the

bullocks going up and down the road. The audience sat in utter silence

surrounded by all these sounds.

Two days later we motored through the heavy woods to Mysore. Joseph,

still coughing until it racked his frame, had rejoined me. I took my

little drug shop and administered Vitamin A and D tablets, curing him

and achieving thereby a reputation. Other Indians began hunting up colds

and asthma and pains, and coming to me to give them some American

medicine, in which they had much faith.

Soon I was on the train to Bangalore, again as state guest. The Dewan of

Mysore, Sir Mirza Ismail, knew everybody in Europe, was well informed on

Western methods of health, and was full of ideas about public buildings,

roads, streets, industries, and the great dam which was to furnish

electricity for the state. He was the first person in India who inquired

after Katherine Mayo. I had been expecting to meet antagonism because of

_Mother India_, which I myself now considered misleading. Certainly the

conditions when I was there seemed vastly different from those she had

depicted only a few years earlier.

The British believed every word true, but most of the Indians I saw

looked upon Miss Mayo as having gone into their homes and then betrayed

their confidences. They claimed she was definitely prejudiced, and, like

the clever craftsman she was, had fixed her statistics. For example,

when she discussed the age of marriage, she made sweeping statements and

quoted on page so and so of such and such a report; you turned there and

they were correct, and that was the reason for the astounding acceptance

of her book. Nevertheless, she had violated the spirit, because two

pages further in the same report followed an explanation of, or

exception to, her conclusions.

Mirza Ismail, a Mohammedan, thought she had benefited Indians by shaking

them awake, and that the facts she had brought out, even if not true of

all the country, should be corrected; that India had to defend herself

was good for her.

After visiting Hyderabad, which was pleasant and social, and after

seeing this startling landscape in which the mountains seemed to have

been smashed by a giant maul into enormous pieces, I started towards

home. India was a land of dramatic contrasts—the highest mountains, the

hottest plains, the densest jungles, the most violent rains. The

loveliest architecture in the world was set against a background of

nauseating squalor. Wealth beyond calculation existed alongside poverty

that was living death, dazzling mental attainments beside an ignorance

utterly abysmal. I could not tell precisely what the results of the trip

had been; these rarely came immediately. And, if you had to hammer away

and hammer away for years in the United States, you had to do it ten

times over in India.

A terrific change in temperature froze me at Hong Kong; the poor huddled

around little fires in the streets. Dr. Arthur Woo, a Rockefeller

Foundation protégé, enthusiastic, full of energy, like magic procured

quarters for me in one of the crowded hotels on the top floor, quiet and

restful but, oh, how cold!

According to my schedule I was to remain twenty-four hours, into which

were to be crammed a lunch, a tea, a lecture, a Chinese supper, and a

public meeting. Then I decided to stay over a day for a medical

gathering. Ho Kum Tong, a wealthy Chinese, provided another luncheon in

his beautiful home.

In Hong Kong I heard rumors of a practical scholar in eugenics, in which

the Chinese were very much interested. He was said to have, in addition

to a wife, thirty concubines, by each of whom he had had three children.

One of the Negro offspring—tall, kinky-haired, and oblique-eyed—was a

most extraordinary-looking youth; he did not appear to belong anywhere.

The daughters were much larger of stature than the average Chinese; all

were educated and doing excellent work. Not only the features of the

cultured types on the Island, but even those of the coolies, the

longshoremen, struck me as growing less Oriental and more Anglo-Saxon,

the foreheads fuller, the eyes less slanting.

When I reached Japan I found that Westernization had leaped ahead. Tokyo

was not the same city I had seen in 1922—automobiles and wide-paved

streets, many bicycles, many men and small children in European dress.

Everywhere also was an atmosphere of tenseness on account of the

assassination of the cabinet members about ten days before. Telephone

communication in English was forbidden; people in Yokohama were unable

to get to Tokyo because all transportation was cut off. War seemed

inevitable. Baroness Ishimoto told me the activities of her organization

had been curtailed, but articles and discussion and the spreading of

knowledge had continued. The dissemination now was as it had been in

France—from house to house, family to family, by word of mouth instead

of under proper auspices.

At the end of a dismal voyage to Honolulu, I had hardly registered at

the hotel when I heard a feminine voice in my ear, “Are you Mrs.

Sanger?”

“Yes.”

Dr. Muriel Cass, as this welcoming committee turned out to be, knew that

I was recently out of a hospital, and disappeared for a few moments to

telephone for a doctor. When he arrived she said, “All we want of you is

to give Mrs. Sanger something to keep her going. She’s got eight

lectures to deliver.”

I felt like a poor old war horse being fed the last measure of oats. I

had a horrible memory of two weeks of fog and rain and cold at Memorial

Hospital in Hong Kong, and now here I was to die in Honolulu.

But Dr. Cass, an efficient, self-sacrificing manager, did the most

amazing things for me. She ordered the telephone operator to switch

every call to her. There I was, quite alone. Nobody could see me or even

talk to me; I must conserve my strength for the meetings. Repeatedly she

rushed me to and from halls, put me in cars, and trundled me off to bed.

Really I was better after each lecture than I had been before. When I

left Honolulu she herself was so worn out she had to take a vacation,

but I was nearly well.

The hospitality and luxuriance of this Pacific paradise were almost

indescribable. Hula-hulas at the hotels, bathing on the beaches,

outriggers swooping in, the native women in great flowered Mother

Hubbards twining leis, the songs they sang, the air of leisure and fun

and play, these made Honolulu a city apart. It was the sounding board of

the Orient, people going, people coming back, but all there to enjoy

themselves.

In Honolulu I repacked and, to save space, stuffed Grant’s tiger skin in

the trunk around my box of Darjeeling tea. When, four weeks later, I

ripped off the cover at Willow Lake, it was reeking with camphor. I

tried to aerate the leaves, dry them out, fumigate them with sunshine,

but it remained moth ball tea. One package I had given away before I

discovered the tragedy. Its receipt was ignored. No thank-you letter, no

mention of it. The other friends to whom I had planned to present this

choice gift had to go without.

I spent the summer at Willow Lake and in the winter, remembering Arizona

from the time I had been there with Stuart, went out again in response

to the summons of the desert. My husband and I found a house near Tucson

of adobe, trimmed in blue. The mountains, not distant or aloof or

towering over all, reached into the sky, but they were also somehow

intimate, cupping the town gently on all four sides.

You settled there in the Catalina foothills and felt such a part of the

whole. The first thing when you opened your eyes, before actual dawn,

you beheld the gold and purple and then the entire sky break into color.

In the evening the sunsets were reflected on the mountains in

pink-lavender shades; sometimes the glow sprayed from the bottom upward,

like the footlights of a theater, until the tips were aflame. Sunset

vanished as quickly as sunrise, never lingering long.

When the marvel of spring came to the desert, you saw the cactus and the

flowering, saw the brown floor change to delicate pale yellow, stood in

awe of nature daring to live without water. You were reminded of the

futility of wearing out your life merely providing food and raiment.

Like the challenge of death, which so many of the people there were

gallantly facing, the desert itself was a challenge.

_Chapter Thirty-nine_

SLOW GROWS THE SPLENDID PATTERN

“_There is no force in the world so great as that of an

idea when its hour has struck._”

VICTOR HUGO

Looking back at the past is like peering from some promontory upon a

varied landscape. The years run through it like a road winding through a

valley. With the passage of time you get a far-sweeping view, and the

small details become blurred and difficult to recall. I wonder whether

there should not be a school course to emphasize the importance of

keeping diaries, so that you would know the really momentous happenings

to put down. Mostly you scribble notes intended to call up a picture

rather than an actual account of what has happened—memoranda of dates,

engagements and events, leaving the results to recollection. Some

inequality in this chronicle as to what is significant and what is

not—some gaps in my remembrance of events—may have been the result.

It is strange what tricks the mind can play. My father, the person who

had done most in shaping my growth, died in 1926 at the age of eighty.

The day he was buried in Corning I was passing the bank on the corner of

the town square with my brothers Dick and Bob, and we chanced to glance

simultaneously at the clock tower. Faintly startled, we gazed at each

other and Dick exclaimed, “Look at that little tiny thing! I’ve always

thought it was as big as the Eiffel Tower!”

In all of our travels each of us had been convinced that nothing ever

was so tall as that tower. That can happen to so many youthful memories.

Months and miles that seemed so long then are so short later.

The same year that took my father summoned also my sister Mary, whose

cruel immolation at the shrine of family duty had obliged her to forego

marriage; even though I had seen her but seldom, she, too, had had an

important influence over me and remained a dear presence whose loss I

felt deeply. Out of eleven children seven are still living. Families

have a separate and distinct role in your existence. They are closer yet

more apart than friends, but often you discover that you have nothing

save the ties of childhood to keep you together.

What I have been able to contribute to the birth control movement has

been the result of forces which set a clear design almost from infancy,

each succeeding circumstance tracing the lines more sharply: my being

born into a family so large as to be in part responsible for my mother’s

premature death; my preparation as a nurse, which awoke me to the

sorrows of women; the inspiration of having come into contact with great

minds and having claimed many as friends. It may have been destiny as

some have said—I do not know.

To have helped carry the cause thus far has been at times strenuous, but

I have never considered it a sacrifice. Every conscious hour, night and

day, in any city, in any country, has brought its compensations. My life

has been joyous and exulting and full because it has touched profoundly

millions of other lives. It is ever a privilege to be a part of

something unquestionably proved of value, something so fundamentally

right.

From time to time wonder is expressed that so much has been accomplished

in so short a period. The fact remains that in an era when huge fortunes

have been spent in alleviating human misery progress has been painfully

slow. Countless women still die before their time because the bit of

knowledge essential to every life is still not theirs. Birth control

must seep down until it reaches the strata where the need is greatest;

until it has been democratized there can be no rest.

It is true that great advances have been made in the realm of theory.

You can almost tell people’s age now by their attitude towards birth

control. To the young it is merely one of the accepted facts; if

questioned, they assume the whole matter must have been settled long

ago.

Over and over again in the past a new epoch has adopted a concept

censured by the preceding one, and has wondered derisively how its

forefathers could have been so blind to anything so obvious. The use of

anesthetics for mothers in childbirth was once condemned as an unholy

attempt to escape the Biblical curse pronounced against all women, and,

similarly, evolution as striking at the roots of Christianity. Battles

over impiety, heresy, blasphemy, obscenity have been fought, temporarily

lost, and finally won. Science whittles away such obstructions little by

little. “The Moving Finger writes; and having writ moves on.” In

January, 1937, in that same Town Hall where fifteen years before I had

been forbidden to speak, and whence I had been haled into court, I was

honored with a medal. Pearl Buck said on one occasion, “The cause

conquers because youth is for you. I have lived in China so long, and

know what it is to wait until the old ones die and the young can do what

is necessary to be done.” I am glad both my sons are doctors with a

background of human interest to which has been added a scientific

quality of mind that can aid in pushing the horizon of service further

into the future.

I am often asked, “Aren’t you happy now that the struggle is over?” But

I cannot agree that it is. Though many disputed barricades have been

leaped, you can never sit back, smugly content, believing that victory

is forever yours; there is always the threat of its being snatched from

you. All freedom must be safeguarded and held. Jubilation is unwarranted

while the world is in warring turmoil, each political unit trying to

hold on to what it has—some threatening to take it away and others

looking covetously towards outlets in countries not yet completely

filled. The application of the movement to nations which should, in the

interests of peace, control their populations, must endure.

Before 1914 the world trend was towards unity and peace. But a typhoon

then caught us and turned us upside down. We began to whirl violently in

one direction—that of individual and national emancipation, until at

last the great wind blew crowns from the heads of Tsars and Kaisers,

sweeping power into the hands of the populace.

When that War had first burst upon a shocked world people everywhere

stood aghast and wept for the slaughter of men they did not know. But

after four years, in self-defense, they armored themselves against the

emotion which should be aroused by any cruelty, and became calloused and

hardened until the deaths of thousands left nations unmoved.

Then came the vortex, the center, of the storm, and we awaited

breathless the approach of the opposite edge. Everything had been lashed

down in readiness, the life lines had been strengthened. Finally, all we

had considered constant in rational thought, morals, ethics, started to

go with equal violence in the other direction towards dictatorship and

nationalism and race prejudice—a giving over of individual freedom. The

immediacy of the deaths of women in childbirth seemed so small in

comparison, of so little consequence; no longer were felt the pains of

problems which used to be of such deep concern.

Over and over again I hear, “How do you fit birth control into a world

in which dictators are clamoring for more and yet more people?” I can

only answer that momentum must now derive its power from some other

source than arousing sympathy. The present insensitivity is due to a

horror of hovering peril. Many will be swept away and destroyed but when

the battered hulls of the various ships of state emerge into calmer

seas, a lesson may have been learned, perhaps, whereby these vessels may

be made more seaworthy.

The Greeks, with their innate genius for dramatizing basic truths in

images of telling beauty, established of old the relay torch race, or

Lampadephoria, in honor of the Titan Prometheus, who had bestowed the

divine gift of fire upon humanity. The contest was held at night, the

great flambeaux being appropriately kindled at the altar of Eros.

Participation was not a distinction indiscriminately conferred; those

elect were fitted by discipline to hand on the vital flame, just as

parents need training before becoming eligible for their grave

responsibilities. The figures speeding around the course symbolize the

passing on of the spark of life from generation to generation. Each

runner must deliver his torch undimmed to his successor.

“Build thou beyond thyself,” said Nietzsche, and this the birth control

movement is doing. All peoples will in the future have greater regard

for the quality of the bodies and brains which must be equipped for the

task of building the future civilization; birth control will be the

cornerstone of that great structure.

INDEX

Abbott, Leonard, 74

Abortion, 89ff., 217, 285, 449, 450

Academy of Medicine, 181, 358, 404, 405, 410

Ackermann, Frances Brooks, 188, 260, 261, 392, 395, 417

Adams, Maude, 37, 38

Agra, 479

Albany, N.Y., 208, 292, 411

Aldred, Guy, 136, 274

Allahabad, 479

Allison, Van Kleek, 207, 211

American Birth Control League, 300, 359, 369, 392ff., 409, 415

American Civil Liberties Union, 309

American Federation of Labor, 78, 80, 421

American Medical Association, 416, 421, 430

American Public Health Association, 298

American Women’s Association, 413

Ankelsaria, Dr., 476ff.

Anti-Religious Museum, Leningrad, 440

Arizona, 459, 460, 491

Armory Exhibition, N.Y., 68

Ashley, Jessie, 71, 96, 100, 101, 207, 232, 234, 252, 264

Astor, Lady Nancy, 390, 391

Atlanta Ga., 413

Bamberger, Charles J., 176, 258

Barber, Billy, 434

Barber-Surgeons’ Hall, 462, 463

Barcelona, 154ff.

Baroda, 479ff.;

Maharani of, 480, 481

Barr, Sir James, 272

Bass, Mrs. Robert P., 459

Batum, 455

Bavaria, 287ff.

Bedborough Trial, 135

Bell, George H., Commissioner of Licenses, 252

Bellamy, Edward, 268

Bellows, George, 74

Belmont, Mrs. O. P., 381

Benares, 476, 478ff.

Bendix, Dr. Kurt, 389

Bennett, Arnold, 186, 371

Berger, Victor, 83

Berkman, Alexander, 71, 314

Berlin, 1920, 280ff.;

1927, 388

Besant, Annie, 127, 142, 172, 485

Bijur, Justice Nathan, 252

Bird, Mrs. Charles Sumner, 460

Birth Control, history of, 125–129;

morality of, 298, 301;

origin of name, 107, 108

_Birth Control Review_, 252ff., 393, 395

Bland, J. O. P., 299

Block, Anita, 76, 96, 180

Blossom, Frederick A., 198, 210, 251, 253ff.

Bocker, Dr. Dorothy, 358ff.

Bombay, 466ff.

Borah, Senator William E., 420, 422

Bose, Sir Jagardis Chandra, 475

Boston, Mass., 207

Boyce, Neith, 96

Boyd, Mary, 362

Boyle, Gertrude, 208, 296

Bradlaugh, Charles, 127, 142

Brattleboro, Vt., 368

Bratton, Senator Sam. G., 420

Brevoort Hotel dinner, 187ff.

British Museum, 124f., 130, 142

_Brooklyn Eagle_, 221

Brooklyn, Raymond Street Jail, 221ff.

Broun, Heywood, 263, 293, 373

Browne, F. W. Stella, 129

Brownsville, clinic, 213ff.;

mothers, 231, 244, 414

Brunton, Paul, 462, 486

Brush, Charles, 417

Bryan, William Jennings, 39

Buck, Pearl, 495

Buckmaster, Lord, 370f., 398

Buckner, Emory R., 313ff.

Bullitt, Ambassador William G, 443ff.

Bundesen, Dr. Herman, 361

Bureau of Social Hygiene, 78

Burns Detective Agency, 406

Byrne, Mrs. Ethel, 95, 186f., 208, 216, 224–234

Byrne, Jack, 42

Cairo, Egypt, 352ff.

Calcutta, 471ff.

Calicut, 488f.

_Call_, New York, 74, 76ff., 109

Cap d’Ail, 380

Caraway, Senator Hattie, 422

Carlile, Richard, 114

Carpenter, Alice, 187

Carpenter, Mrs. Benjamin, 361

Carpenter, Edward, 121, 130f., 139, 186

Carr-Saunders, Sir A. M., 379

Cass, Dr. Muriel, 491

Catalans, 162ff.

Catholics, 19ff., 218, 294, 303ff., 411ff.

Catholic Welfare Conference, 415

Caucasus, 454ff.

Chance, Clinton, 359, 379

Chautauqua, 34, 39

Chicago Conference, 361

Chicago, speaking experience in, 196

Clapp, Elsie, 118

Claverack College and Hudson River Institute, 35ff.

Clayton, Judge, 186, 189

Clinic, anecdotes, 399ff.;

Brownsville, 213ff., 310;

Dutch, 143ff., 290;

English, 296;

Massachusetts, 211;

New York, 211, 298, 358, 398–407;

origin of term, 143;

plans to establish, 190f.;

Rutgers system, 146

Clinical Research Bureau, 360, 398

Clyde, Mrs. Ethel, 433, 437, 444, 455

Coghlan, Father, of Corning, 20, 21

Colgate University, 365f.

Columbia Colony, 61, 268

Committee of One Hundred, 229, 231, 300

Communism, Bavaria, 288ff.;

Russia, 436ff.

Comstock, Anthony, 77, 176

Comstock Law, 77, 111, 130, 182, 414, 427

_Confédération Générale de Travail_, 101

Conference, Chicago, 361;

First National Birth Control, 298ff.;

Fifth International, 337, 354;

Los Angeles, 416;

Regional, 416;

Sixth International Malthusian and Birth Control, 369ff.;

World Population Conference, Geneva, 376–388;

Zurich, 408ff.

Connecticut, birth control legislation, 293f.

Content, Assistant District Attorney Harold A., 115, 120, 180ff., 189

Contraception, 104, 143, 290, 363f., 407ff.

Cooper, John M., Ph.D., 415

Copeland, Senator Royal S., 427

Cornell Medical School, 433

Corning, N.Y., 11, 19, 24, 27f., 43, 493

Corrigan, Magistrate Joseph E., 306

Coughlin, Father Charles E., 425

Courtney, Lieutenant Joseph, 313

Cousins, Margaret, 461

Cox, Harold, 172, 272, 296, 299, 303f.

Crane, Judge Frederick E., 292, 296

Crew, Dr. A. F., 380

Cummings, Attorney General, 428

Darjeeling, India, 475

Darrow, Clarence, 185

Dave, Victor, 100f.

Davenport, C. B., 374

Dawson, Baron, of Penn, 294f., 370f., 411

Day, Mrs. George H., Sr., 293, 396, 415

Debs, Eugene V., 69f., 351

Delafield, Mrs. Lewis L., 230, 304, 396

Dennett, Mary Ware, 180f., 189, 414, 416

Denver, Colo., 201

de Silver, Albert, 309

Detroit, 366

de Vilbiss, Dr. Lydia Allen, 298, 358

Dick, Mrs. Alexander C., 417

Dickinson, Dr. Robert L., 404f., 407, 430

Di Gregorio, John, 81

Dineen, Monsignor Joseph P., 304ff.

Dodge, Mabel, 72ff.

Dolphin, Martin W., 312ff.

Donohue, Captain Thomas, 304ff.

Drummond, Sir Eric, 379, 386

Drysdale, Bessie, 128, 290, 296

Drysdale, Dr. Charles R., 128, 143

Drysdale, Dr. C. V., 128ff., 178, 290, 296, 373

Drysdale, Dr. George, 128

Dunlop, Dr. Binnie, 129, 170

Durant, Ida Kaufman, 75

Durant, Will, 75, 434

Dutch Neo-Malthusian League, 143ff.

East, Professor E. M., 364, 387

Eastman, Crystal, 108

Eastman, Max, 182, 185

Eddy, Sherwood, 435, 448

Egypt, 352ff.

Ellis, Edith, 137ff., 176

Ellis, Havelock, 75, 94, 133–141, 166, 276ff., 286, 370

England, 1914, 122ff.;

1915, 169ff., 268ff.;

1922, 354f;

1924, 370ff.;

1927, 379, 381;

1936, 462ff.

Enright, Police Commissioner, 302

Equi, Dr. Marie, 205f.

Erie Railroad, 25

Ernst, Morris, 404, 406ff., 427

Esther, 36, 45

Ettor, Joe, 80, 83

Eugenics, 374f., 415

Fabian Hall address, 170

Fabian Society, Liverpool, 122

Fairchild, Professor Henry Pratt, 387, 420

_Family Limitation_, 112, 117, 119f., 121, 176, 182, 184f., 206, 232,

253, 262, 321, 342

Federal Council of Churches of Christ in America, 411

Federal Legislation, 414–428

Feminists, 187

Ferch, Johann and Betty, 373f.

Feridoonji, Mrs. Rustomji, 481ff.

Ferrer, Francisco, 74, 123, 162f.

Ferrer School, 74

Fischer, Louis, 448

Fishbein, Dr. Morris, 417

Fishkill, 357

Fitzgerald, Adelaide, 54

Fitzpatrick, George, 68

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