Afterwards he and I were escorted across the campus to the home of Dr.

Tsai. I have always been interested in foreign foods. I like to try them

out, and have brought home dozens of Hawaiian, Chinese, Indian, Japanese

recipes which can be made at home. This dinner was an Arabian Nights

experience. It began at seven and lasted until one in the

morning—bird’s-nest and quail egg soup, fried garoupa, ducks’ tongues

and snow fungus, roast pheasant, rice and congee, lotus nuts and pastry,

sharks’ fins, and various kinds of wine.

There must have been well over thirty guests invited for the evening,

among them an American woman, Mrs. Grover Clark, whose husband was on

the faculty of the University. Some of the students had been to her

between the lecture and dinner time and given her the transcribed notes

which they had taken down in shorthand. Would she correct them? They

wanted to get the information published. When they came to the

Chancellor’s home to call for them so that they could deliver them to

the press, I could see at a glance that this was not at all what I

desired to leave behind me; my spoken words never sound adequate or

complete in print. Therefore, I sent a boy to the hotel for a copy of

the old stand-by, _Family Limitation_. The students set to work at once

to translate it. Mrs. Clark offered to pay the expenses, and the next

afternoon five thousand copies were ready for circulation.

This little incident was significant of Young China; an idea to them was

useless if only in the head. Their motto was to put it into concrete

reality.

Symptomatic also of new China was the abandonment of bound feet,

although women of advanced years still were to be seen leaning on each

other for support as they tottered by. Amahs were carrying nurselings

about when they themselves seemed scarcely able to stand up. However, I

was glad to see only a few of the small children had these lily feet.

Fathers realized their daughters could not earn a living if thus

deformed. At the Peking Union Medical College, combining the modern

equipment of the Occident with the artistry and traditions of the

Orient, no girl was accepted for training unless her feet were normal.

One day Dr. Hu-Shih asked me to lunch in an old Manchu restaurant where

his friends were accustomed to gather and ponder. Many were business or

professional men, but all, with their little beards and intellectual

faces, had the appearance of professors. It was an unusual combination

of Wall Street and university. In our private dining room were seven

English-speaking Chinese with families of from four to nine children.

Each said the later ones had not been wanted; nevertheless they had

come.

The conversation took a scientific turn. Since man had through breeding

brought about such changes in the animal and vegetable kingdoms, why

could he not produce a class of human beings unable to procreate? Was

there any reason why the particular biological factors that made the

mule sterile could not be applied further? They discussed the

interesting possibility of creating a neuter gender such as the workers

in a beehive or ant hill.

The implications of this colloquy formed a fascinating climax to our

sojourn in Peking. Our train was the last one south for several days.

Soldiers cluttered the landscape—not alert or even military-looking, but

men or boys put into uniform and told how to act. The Tuchuns were all

trying to “unite” China, each in his own way. We read in the papers

about the war clouds hanging over the country, but nobody seemed to be

excited. We were not worried; being foreigners, we were assured, meant

protection.

The valley of the Yangtze Kiang was green and luxuriant; every inch of

ground was being utilized. Even space which should have been employed

for roads was given over to food production, and thousands of people

were born, lived, and died in boats on the river. Some water buffalo

waded in the mud of the rice fields, some horses worked the water

treadmills, but human labor predominated. Overpopulation and destitution

went hand in hand. In this land which Marco Polo once described as “a

pleasant haven of silks, spices, and fine manners,” all the hypothetical

Malthusian bogeys had come true.

Foreigners at the International and French Settlements of Shanghai

enjoyed much the same life as at home. Their hotels were the same, they

met the same sort of people, dressed in the same clothes, ate the same

meals; in fact, it was difficult to get Chinese food unless you knew

exactly where to go. They came in droves, herded together, most of them

bored to death. You could see they had appropriated the best of

everything—the houses with gardens and walls, the clean rickshas, the

well-fed boys, the prosperity. The Chinese, in their own country, lived

on what was left, which was practically nothing. They huddled wistfully

on the fringes—horrible, abject, dirty.

It amazed me to see that Americans, French, and English could be so near

and yet close their eyes to the wretched, degrading conditions of

devastating squalor in the native quarters. Once while a missionary was

guiding me through the Chinese City, we noted a crowd, children

included, gathered in curiosity around a leper woman. She was on the

ground, sighing and breathing heavily. Nobody offered to help her.

“Maybe she’s dying,” said my companion. Just then the woman gave a

fearful groan and took a baby from under her rags. She knew what to do,

manipulated her thighs and abdomen, got the afterbirth, bit the cord

with her teeth, put the baby aside, turned over, and rested. No trace of

emotion showed on the faces of the watchers.

In their respective countries Europeans would have made an effort to

improve such conditions. But here they seemed to have lost many of their

former standards and qualities of character and conscience. It was said

that China, psychologically speaking, swallowed up the morals of all

those who came to reside there.

One young American secretary related to me the joys of living in this

section of the Orient. She said her salary was far smaller than any she

would have received in the United States, but her comfort, on the other

hand, far exceeded what she could have had in Boston at double her

present wages. Among them she mentioned her ricksha boy, who cost her

only five dollars a month, out of which he had to support himself and

his enormous family. During the three years he had been working for her

she had never raised his pay, nor did she ever expect to. He dared make

no request, because in China it was almost impossible to get a job by

one’s self. When a servant was dismissed he faced practical starvation.

I really formed a bad impression of people who wanted to live in China

because of the cheapness of its luxuries.

The Grand Hotel was elegantly appointed, but the boys who served in the

rooms did not seem friendly in their hearts towards any foreigners.

Hostility was percolating throughout the country. Deep in the Chinese

mind lay the memory of many invasions, of the Boxer Rebellion, and the

intrusion of business men and, particularly, missionaries.

In Shanghai the American missionaries dominated Chinese education, such

as it was. I was surprised to find families of eight or ten children the

rule rather than the exception among them. Their salaries were raised

with each new infant, and that may have been the reason. Nevertheless,

there were many who wanted birth control information. When they learned

of my presence they called on the telephone, sent cards, came to see me.

But, apparently apprehensive of criticism, they took me if possible into

a secluded room or, if we had to meet in a public place, backed me into

a corner and stood in front to conceal the fact they were talking with

me; they acted as though they were turning up their coat collars so that

they should not be recognized.

The only method of family limitation known to the poor Chinese was

infanticide of girl babies by suffocation or drowning. The missionaries

were co-operating with the Government, which had enacted a law

forbidding the practice. They went from home to home to see whether any

woman were pregnant. If one were obviously so, her name was jotted down

in a notebook for a call soon after birth was due. At the same time both

father and mother were informed of the severe penalty they would incur

unless the baby itself or a doctor’s certificate of death from natural

causes were produced. After two years’ work ninety-five percent of

pregnant mothers showed either their babies or good reasons for not

doing so.

But the Chinese had so low a margin of subsistence that, if the law

forbade them to dispose of one child, another was starved out. Sometimes

two little girls had to be sold to keep one boy alive; in dire necessity

even he might have to be parted with to some sonless man who wanted to

ensure ancestor worship. Because the elder girls could begin to help in

the fields or become servants in some rich landowner’s household,

usually it was the three- and four-year-olds who were turned over to

brothels. There they stayed until mature enough to be set to working out

their indenture. If they ever tried unsuccessfully to find freedom, the

proprietors might beat them unmercifully, sometimes even breaking their

legs so that they could not walk, much less ever run away again.

When infanticide was stopped, the corresponding increase in sing-song

girls making their living by prostitution was almost immediately

evident. It was estimated Shanghai had a hundred thousand. Many were

Eurasians, the results of unions with white men who were in Shanghai on

small salaries as representatives of foreign business firms. I glimpsed

some of the Chinese women who had been bought as housekeepers and

mistresses as well saying good-by at the train to their American or

English masters summoned home.

Desiring to see the worst of the city I went to the prostitute quarter

in company with Mr. Blackstone, a missionary from the Door of Hope, a

house of refuge for escaping girls. In Shanghai, as in Tokyo, we found

in the Japanese section soft, low lights and an undercurrent of music in

the air. The inmates were fully grown, gay and hearty, the interiors

were immaculate and restrained in their decoration, the streets were

swarming with sailors who apparently preferred this district to the

depressingly dark and gloomy Chinese one near by.

Here and there the Chinese prostitutes could be seen through the open

doorways, heavily rouged, gowned in vivid colors, limned like posters

against the meanness of the background, their frail, slight bodies at

the service of anyone who came. Each took her turn upon a stool outside,

using her few words of English to attract the sailor trade. I thought I

would never recover from the shock of seeing American men spending their

evenings at such places with what were obviously children.

In one house we found half a dozen girls looking much younger than their

theoretical fifteen seated on hard benches around a room not more than

six feet by nine. A little one holding high a lamp so that we should not

trip and fall, escorted us to her cubicle, which had only a bed for

furniture. A chair was brought in for me.

Mr. Blackstone began to talk to her in her own dialect. Why had she

come?

“Too much baby home—no chow.” She said she was sixteen and had been

there since she was twelve.

“Why she can’t be a day over ten,” I expostulated.

The child was visibly frightened, aghast at her own loquacity. We might

be from the Government. When we had at last gained her confidence,

however, she responded eagerly to this unusual sympathetic contact,

talking freely about herself—the long time it took to pay herself out,

the precariousness and physical fatigue of her calling; some days she

had no visitors, but when a ship was in maybe as many as ten or twelve a

night. She seemed as old as the ages in her knowledgeableness; “No want

baby,” she told us. Yet her poor little frame had the immaturity of

fruit picked green and left to shrivel.

We gave her money and left in spite of her urgent and kind invitation to

stay.

All sing-song girls were not necessarily prostitutes; most hotels hired

them to entertain guests. Only their lips were made up, their faces

remaining pale. They wore flowers in their hair and although not so

soft-voiced as the geisha had greater independence. Certainly their

weird, shrill songs accompanied by the tinkle of a lute were not

attractive to Western ears.

Echoes of my visit to Japan had permeated throughout the colony of

Japanese, who aimed to give me an extra-cordial welcome, trying their

best to make up for what they thought had been an unpleasant experience

in their country. I had not realized the power of ancient feudalism over

the Japanese woman until I met her away from home, where she blossomed

into an intelligent, outspoken human being. I noticed she expressed

herself much more frankly in the presence of men, but underneath the

conversation I often sensed a propaganda which had resulted in deep

prejudice; from the horrible stories you heard of the savagery of the

Chinese you received the impression all were cannibals.

Since my plans to include China in my itinerary had been made so late, I

had few letters of introduction there. Consequently, to my regret I did

not see many Chinese women. I had not expected to do much speaking and

had had very little press in Peking. Dr. Hu-Shih, however, had arranged

for me to meet about fifteen newspaper men and women in Shanghai. We

sipped our tea, nibbled our cakes, and then they began to ask questions,

taking down the answers with the utmost care. They wanted to set forth

the pros and cons of birth control in their own vernacular, but

unfortunately could not reach the illiterate masses. They asked me to

speak at the Family Reformation Association, an organization which was

under missionary auspices. The rules were no smoking, no drinking, no

gambling. Its membership, therefore, remained small.

The young woman who interpreted paragraph by paragraph had just returned

from America, but did not prove the expert her traveling had indicated.

The chairman said I was to give both theory and practice, but when I

came to the latter my translator’s courage took flight entirely. She

whispered, “I’ll get a doctor to say that.” I gave up and switched to

something simpler. My audience, however, knew without her assistance

what I had been trying to convey, and was much diverted by her

predicament.

Of all lands China needed knowledge of how to control her numbers; the

incessant fertility of her millions spread like a plague. Well-wishing

foreigners who had gone there with their own moral codes to save her

babies from infanticide, her people from pestilence, had actually

increased her problem. To contribute to famine funds and the support of

missions was like trying to sweep back the sea with a broom.

China represented the final act in an international tragedy of

overpopulation, seeming to prove that the eminence of a country could

not be measured by numbers any more than by industrial expansion, large

standing armies, or invincible navies. If its sons and daughters left

for the generations to come a record of immortal poetry, art, and

philosophy, then it was a great nation and had attained the only

immortality worth striving for. But China, once the fountainhead of

wisdom, had been brought to the dust by superabundant breeding.

This was my conclusion when at last we were back again in the modern age

on the American ship _Silver State_ bound for Hong Kong; we had comfort,

hot water, baths, heard the softness of the little chimes as the steward

went through the corridors announcing meals. It was almost with a sense

of awe that I asked for any service. After being some time in the Orient

you were a bit embarrassed by having an American wait on you. Soon,

however, the plumbers, the carpenters, the painters who kept the vessel

trim, the sailors who swabbed down the decks at night, gave me a feeling

that in the Western countries we had gone far towards dignifying manual

labor.

_Chapter Twenty-eight_

THE WORLD IS MUCH THE SAME EVERYWHERE

A favorite sales promotion method of astrologers is to send partial

readings to people whose names appear in the papers, in the hope of

piquing their curiosity to the point of demanding fuller details

regarding their future lives and conduct. From time to time I used to

receive these and paid no attention. But just before I had sailed from

California a friend of birth control had sent me one based upon arrests

and prison. This forecast told me I would have a great deal of

difficulty in starting, and that on a certain day in May the same signs

would prevail over my House as at the Town Hall Meeting—that I should,

therefore, be prepared for police interference.

While packing in Shanghai I was looking through my briefcase and

happened to note that the date was one on which the _Silver State_ would

still be at sea; she was not due at Hong Kong until the next day. I

laughed to myself and said, “Here’s where I prove it wrong.” As it

turned out, however, the ship was ahead of her schedule and arrived in

Hong Kong twelve hours early.

We were steaming up the long reach towards the Kowloon piers when, to my

utter surprise, the immigration officer who had come on board handed me

a notice instructing me to visit the Chief of Police.

“Is this a special invitation for me, or is everybody included?”

“Only for you, Madam,” was the smiling response.

The harbor was crowded with junks and fishing boats. Children in sampans

were holding out nets for whatever might come overside, fishing up each

bit of refuse from the water. Adjoining ships were being coaled by women

coolies, hundreds of them, their faces strained and bodies stringy as

though made up entirely of tendons. They carried their two baskets on

bamboo poles across their shoulders, and clambered like ants in their

bare feet over the barges—not singing as the men coolies of the North,

but making much _wallah-wallah_—jabbering and shouting.

After settling Grant in a hotel I took a chair from around the corner,

because police headquarters was part way up the Peak, and rickshas could

not negotiate the steep ascent. The Chief was not there. I inquired

whether anything were wrong with my passport. Since my British visa was

perfectly correct, they said there must be some mistake; they had no

information about any summons. I left my card.

The next day the Chief called at my hotel but we missed each other

because I was out with Grant ordering his first pair of long trousers.

When I returned I found a calling card and another request to come to

headquarters that afternoon. Again I obeyed, and again I found no Chief

and no message for me. I left another card and the officials whom I had

seen before laughingly reiterated they still knew of no complaints.

“Well, I’m going tomorrow morning. If the Chief wants anything he’ll

have to come to the hotel.” He never did.

Once more we were off, this time on a British liner. The sea was smooth,

the air cool. It was the ideal ocean voyage I had always longed for. I

was relaxed and enervated but it was good to be so. I had nothing to do

all day but sit in the glorious breezes on deck and watch the romping

children, about fifty of whom were on board. Many had been born in the

Orient and were accompanying “pater” who was going home on leave. One

little boy might come tearing by pursued by another, both followed by

anxious Chinese amahs, thin, dark, slick-haired, wearing glossy, black

trousers and coats buttoned down the side. They seemed in constant

distress over the antics of their energetic charges.

When we dropped anchor at Singapore, agitation and excitement were again

manifest among the inspectors at the sight of my passport. I was

politely asked to stand by while they consulted, and then was ushered

off the ship to an upstairs office where I was questioned by a pleasant

young Englishman as to my intentions in going to India.

“But I’m not planning to stop in India.”

“Lectures by you are announced in Bombay and Calcutta.”

“This is the first I’ve heard of it,” I assured him. “But if I were to

go, would there be any objection?”

“That would depend on the subject of your lectures.”

“I’m interested in only one subject.”

He pressed a button. Miraculously, almost like a scene from a mystery

play, and as though everything had been rehearsed in advance, an

attendant entered and placed on the desk a large, closely typewritten

paper.

“Am I on the blacklist?”

“Not exactly, but you said you were interested in only one subject. Then

what about this?” He actually read me from that document details of a

small reception I had given five years before in my own apartment in New

York for Agnes Smedley after her release on bail.

For a moment I was speechless with amazement. Then I ejaculated, “Why

shouldn’t I be interested when she was arrested for a cause that is my

own? Besides, you must remember the charge was later dismissed.”

“Then what about serving on the Committee for the Debs Defence and for

the Political Prisoners Defence?” He mentioned other gatherings I had

attended during that parlor meeting era, such as when Mary Knoblauch had

had Jim Larkin talk on Irish Home Rule or Lajpat Rai, the Indian

sociologist, express anti-British tendencies. Wherever my name had

appeared on the stationery of any committee he had it on his record. My

public life was there spread out, showing how careful was British

espionage.

I brought forth from my arsenal some of my most trusty arguments, and

the official ultimately agreed that if the vast millions of India wanted

birth control he was all for my going there and would visa my passport.

However, since I did not propose to include it in my trip the discussion

was purely academic.

Although Singapore when we reached it seemed to combine so many

nationalities that it was like Europe, America, and the Orient all mixed

together, Malays, whose land it once had been, appeared to be in the

minority and their dialect little used. I could not escape that fatal

horoscope, because when their language was described to me as easy and

simple, the example given was _mata_. By itself it meant eye. But, _mata

mata_, in addition to being the plural, also meant policemen, who were

the eyes of the government, and _mata mata glap_ meant secret eyes,

hence detectives.

How Europeans made themselves understood in Singapore was a wonder to

me. The Chinese ricksha boys apparently comprehended no tongue, nor knew

where any place was. You stepped into a ricksha and pointed to where you

thought your hotel was, praying your finger was extended in the right

direction. If you did not point he ran in any direction of the compass.

Even so, at the first corner he was inclined to turn into a more shady

street. After a while, since he seemed to be arriving nowhere, you spoke

to him sharply and he pulled up to a traffic officer, who told him where

to go. Still pointing and saying “hotel” loudly, you eventually were

delivered in front of the door by a much pleased coolie, grinning from

ear to ear at his own cleverness. The poor fellows were so cheerful and

willing that you could not help smiling, too.

The weather continued balmy to Penang, to Ceylon, to Aden. I had been

dreading the heat of the Red Sea, but the passage was surprisingly cool;

the facing wind was really enjoyable.

At Cairo, where we made a longer pause, Grant came down with dysentery

and his temperature shot to a hundred and four degrees. A

Czechoslovakian doctor spent three nights with him but could not reduce

the fever. Each morning when I rose early to act as nurse, I stumbled

over about six natives, our own guide Ali among them, kneeling on prayer

rugs in front of his door. All the fortune tellers had said a death was

pending in Shepheard’s Hotel and were assuming he would be the victim.

The fourth day, after the doctor had gone to his office, I ordered a

dish pan full of ice and sponged Grant off with the frosty water. Two

hours later his temperature was normal and he began to show signs of

recovering. I never divulged that cold bath to the doctor.

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