CHAPTER XXIII

COMPLICATIONS

I

On the night of Norah’s arrival at the steading Alec Morrison slept

well, but wakened with the dawn and sat up betimes. He was very pleased

with himself and his position at the bank; things had gone well, his

father had doubled his allowance, and on the strength of that the young

man had become engaged.

He had broken with the little girl in Glasgow; for while admiring her

good looks he deplored her lack of intelligence. She spent a great deal

of her time in dressing herself, and Morrison knew that there would come

a day when dresses would not please, when a husband would require

something more worthy of respect, something more enduring than pretty

looks and gaudy garments. Besides this drawback there was another. The

girl, who took her good looks from her mother, long dead, had a

grasping, greedy father whom nobody could love or admire. Morrison had

met him twice and disliked him immensely. He was a dirty little man and

generally had three days’ growth of hair on his chin. When shaking hands

his thumb described a curious backward turn, forming into a loop like

one of those on the letter S. The daughter had the same peculiarity.

Before meeting the father this movement of the girl’s thumb amused

Morrison; afterwards it disgusted him. Finally he took his departure

and again got into tow with Ellen Keenans, the live woman with advanced

views ten years ahead of her age. Morrison fell in love easily,

indifferently almost. He was an attractive young man, well built and

muscular, who cultivated the art of dress with considerable care. All

good-looking women fascinated him, but none held him captive for very

long. He had become engaged to the girl with the advanced ideas and took

her to his people’s home. The old farmer liked her but did not

understand many of the things of which she spoke. That was not to be

wondered at, seeing that he was a plain, blunt man, although a gentleman

farmer, and the girl was ten years ahead of her time.

II

Alec Morrison, the sleep gone entirely from his eyes, his face a little

red after shaving, came downstairs to the breakfast-room. Ellen Keenans

was sitting on the sofa, a book in her hand.

“Up already, dear?” asked Morrison, and bent to kiss the girl. She laid

down the book which she had been reading and met the kiss with her lips.

“The country life is so quiet, so refreshing; one cannot have too much

of it,” she said, drumming idly with her fingers on the edge of the

sofa.

“What are you reading, dear?” the young man asked.

“Kautsky’s _Ethics of Materialist Conception of History_.”

“Rather a big thing to tackle before breakfast.”

She cast a look of reproof at the young man, lifted the book from the

table, then, as if something occurred to her, laid it down again.

“You haven’t read it, I bet,” she said; then before he could answer:

“You promised last night to let me see some queer people--”

“Wrecks of the social system.”

“--who live on this farm.”

“An old man and woman,” said Morrison. “A quaint pair they are, stunted

and seedy. They seem to have no souls, but I suppose deep down within

them there is some eternal goodness, some fundamental virtue.”

“Who are you quoting?” asked the girl, getting to her feet. “Where are

these two people?”

“In an outhouse near by,” he told her. “It’s terrible the abyss to which

some people sink,” he went on. “How many of these derelicts might be

saved if some restraining hand was reached out to help them, if some

charitable soul would take pity on them.”

“When did you begin to look upon charity as a means of remedying social

evils?” asked the girl almost fiercely. “Charity is a bribe paid to the

maltreated so that they may hold their tongues.”

Morrison, as was his custom when the girl spoke in that manner, became

silent.

“In here,” he said when they arrived at the dilapidated door of the

pig-sty.

“In there?” questioned the girl and looked at Morrison.

Morrison entered with rather an important air; he was showing a new

world to his fair companion. The girl hesitated for a moment on the

threshold, then followed the young man into the dark interior.

Donal and Jean were seated at the fire drinking tea from the same can.

On a small and dirty board which lay on the ground between them a chunk

of dry bread and a little lump of butter could be seen. The two

occupants of the sty took very little notice of the visitors; the man

said “Good-morning” gruffly, the woman looked critically at the girl’s

dress then went on with her meal.

“It must be cold here,” said the young girl, looking curiously round and

noticing a streak of grey daylight stealing through the roof.

“Jean, is it cold here?” asked the man by the fire, biting the end of

his crust.

“As cold as the grave,” answered the woman.

Ellen Keenans looked closely at the speaker. The broken nose, almost on

a level with her face, the pockmarked flesh of the cheeks and chin, the

red eyelids, the watery, expressionless eyes filled the young lady with

nauseous horror. In the renovated society of which Ellen Keenans dreamt,

this woman would be entirely out of place, just as much as her

sweetheart and herself with their well-made clothing, their soft leather

shoes and gold rings, were out of place here. And these two people, the

man who wolfed up his bread like a dog and the woman with the disfigured

face, might have something great and good in their natures. Alec had

given such sentiments voice often. How noble-minded he was, she thought.

The door of the building faced east. The early sun, rising over a bank

of grey clouds, suddenly beamed forth with splendid ray and lit up the

dark interior of the sty. This beautiful beam disclosed what the

darkness had hidden, the dirt and squalor of the place.

The floor, on which crawled numberless wood lice and beetles, was

indented with holes filled with filthy smelling water, and the blank

walls were literally covered with reddish cockroaches. The sunlight

beamed on a spider’s web hanging from the roof; the thin silky threads

were covered with dead insects. Rats had burrowed into the base of the

walls and the whole building was permeated with an overpowering and

unhealthy odour. Ellen Keenans glanced up at the joists where the

sun-rays struck them, then down the stretch of dark slimy wall, down,

down to the floor, and there, in bold relief against the darkness, she

saw in all its youthful beauty the face of a sleeping girl. Ellen turned

an enquiring glance to the woman by the fire; then to Morrison, whose

face wore a troubled expression.

“Who have you here, Donal?” asked the young man.

“A lass that we found greetin’ outside your door last night,” said the

man, this time not appealing to Jean for an answer. “Happen that ye know

her?”

The two by the fire looked at the young couple. The woman’s watery eyes

took on a new expression; they seemed suddenly to have become charged

with condemnation and contempt.

“Is she one of Jim Scanlon’s squad?” asked Morrison. Although putting

the question he had recognised Norah instantly, and now he wished to be

away. Donal and Jean looked suddenly terrible in his eyes; the pity he

felt for them a moment ago now gave place to a fear for himself. Odd

little waves of expression were passing over the woman’s face and in her

eyes he read a terrible accusation.

“It was all her fault, not mine,” he muttered under his breath. “That

night and the dog howling and the stars out above us.... But it was all

her own fault. Why did she keep following me about? She might have known

that I could never have.... We’ll go back to the house now,” he said

aloud to Ellen Keenans. “We’ve seen all that is to be seen.”

The girl glanced at him interrogatively, curious. “Who is she?” came the

question.

“Ye’ll soon know,” said the woman by the fire, rising and going to the

shake-down by the wall. “Wake up, lass!” she cried to the sleeper.

Norah rose in bed, her mind groping darkly with her surroundings. She

had been dreaming of home and wakened with a vivid remembrance of her

mother’s cabin still in her mind. The light of the sun shone full in her

face and she lifted her hand up to shield her eyes. Then in a flash it

was borne to her where she had spent the night. Several dark objects

stood between her and the door; these developed into a grouping of

persons, in the midst of which Alec Morrison stood out definitely.

Norah, fully dressed, just as she had gone to sleep, moved towards him.

“Alec Morrison, I’ve come back,” she said, paused and looked at the girl

beside him, then began to talk hurriedly. “I left the squad the day

before yesterday; I travelled all the dark night and lost me way, for me

mind would be busy with the thoughts that were coming to me.... Last

night I came to yer door.... Alec Morrison, why are ye so scared

lookin’? Sure ye’re not afraid of me!”

Morrison was in a very awkward fix, and this he confessed to himself. He

never intended to marry the girl and never for a moment thought that the

adventure of Christmas Eve would lead him into such a predicament. “And

you are as well rid of her,” some evil voice whispered in his ear. “Look

at her as she is now. Is she a suitable companion for you?” Morrison

gazed covertly at the girl. Her hair, which had not been combed for two

days, hung over her eyes and ears in tangled tufts; even the face, which

still retained all its splendid beauty, was blackened by the dust which

had fallen from the roof during the night.

“Are ye goin’ to do the right thing to the girl?” asked Donal. “It’s the

only way out of it if ye have the spirit of a man in ye.”

Morrison gazed blankly at the man, then at Norah. A fierce and almost

animal look came into her eyes as she faced him.

“I’ll do the right thing,” he said in a hoarse voice and turned and went

out of the building, Ellen Keenans following at his heels. Norah watched

them go, making no effort to detain them. When they went out she

tottered towards the wall, reaching upwards with her hands as if wanting

to touch resignation.

“It’s all over!” she exclaimed. “It’s him that has the black heart and

will be goin’ to do the right thing with little bits of money. The right

thing!” She leant against the cockroach-covered wall, her little voice

raised in loud protest against the monstrous futility of existence.

III

An hour later Morrison returned to the sty, carrying gold in his pocket

but feeling very awkward. He and Ellen had quarrelled. When they went

out into the open from the sty she turned on him fiercely.

“How many of these souls might be saved if some restraining hand was

reached out to help them!” she quoted sneeringly.

“But, Ellen, it was more the girl’s fault than mine. And when one is

young one may do many things that he’s sorry for afterwards. And I’ll do

the right thing for the girl.”

“The right thing?” queried Ellen Keenans, and a troubled expression

settled on her face. “But you cannot. It’s impossible. To two----”

“I’m wealthy now, you know. My allowance----”

“Oh, I see,” said the girl and, strangely enough, a suggestion of relief

blended with her voice.

“I suppose you’ll think me a prig, Ellen,” said the young man. “But it

wasn’t altogether my fault, neither was it the girl’s, I suppose. I

suppose it was fate.... The girl won’t be highly sensitive. I’ve seen

ones working here on the farm, young women, and they made a slip. But it

did not seem to affect them. And we all make mistakes, Ellen....”

His speech came to an end and he left her and went towards the house; an

hour later he re-entered the sty.

The woman with the pock-marked face looked at him angrily. Norah sat

beside her on the upturned box, one arm hanging loosely by her side, the

other resting on her knees, the hand pressed against her chin and a

tapering finger stretching along her cheek. The old woman had given

Norah a broken comb to dress her hair and now it hung to her waist in

long, wavy tresses. But in the middle of the work she had dropped the

comb and fallen into a deep reverie.

“I’ve come to see you,” Morrison began with an abruptness which showed

that he wanted to hurry over a distasteful job. He was going to make

atonement for his sin, and atonement represented a few pieces of gold, a

few months’ denial of the luxuries which this gold could procure. He

looked straight at Norah’s bowed head, taking no notice of the other

occupants of the hovel.

“I’ve come to see you,” he repeated, but the girl paid no heed to him.

He drew an envelope from his pocket, shook it so that the money within

made a loud rattle, and placed it on her lap. The girl roused herself

abruptly as if stung, lifted the envelope and looked at the man. Fearing

that she was going to fling the terrible packet in his face, he put up

his hand to shield himself. Norah smiled coldly and then handed him back

the packet, which he had not the courage to refuse nor the audacity to

return. The girl seemed to be performing some task that had no interest

for her, something out and beyond the scope of her life. For a moment

Morrison felt it in him to pity her, but deep down in his heart he

pitied himself more.

“I thought ... I would like.... You know that....” he stammered. “I’ll

go away just now,” he said in a low voice.

“You’d better,” said Donal, crouching by the fire like a cat ready to

spring.

Alec Morrison left the sty. At the hour of noon Norah bade good-bye to

Donal and Jean and set off for Glasgow, where she intended to call on

Sheila Carrol, the beansho.

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