CHAPTER XXII

"I want a good long drink of fresh water," said Standing. "And you,

after this lunch of ours, will be thirsty. Let's go down to the creek;

down there, by the waterfall, after we've drunk, I want to talk with

you."

He had turned to her, that flash still in his eyes, before Billy Winch

and Mexicali Joe had ridden a dozen yards out of camp. She looked at

him in silence, wondering what lay in his thoughts; what had been the

sudden, compelling, and triumphant motive to actuate him when with his

great shout of laughter he had dismissed the two men. He had Joe's

secret now; she shared it herself: The gold was far from here and very

near Big Pine; in Light Ladies' Cañon! The strange part of it was

that Taggart's first surmise, when he and his companions had trapped

Mexicali Joe at the dugout, was that it was in Light Ladies' Cañon

that he had made his strike!... How many men and at least one girl had

travelled how many wilderness miles from Big Pine, when the gold lay so

snugly close to the starting-point! How Joe had tricked his captors,

leading them so far afield!

"If I should escape from you now," Lynette could not help crying, "what

is there to prevent me from staking the first claim? And bringing my

_friends_ ... to stake claims!"

"If you should happen to escape me!" he laughed back at her.

Then he stepped to the tree where his rifle stood and called to Thor as

he did always when he left the dog in camp: "Watch, Thor! Watch, sir."

It was not always that he carried his rifle. He explained, while he

looked to her to come with him.

"We'll talk things over; but in any case it's clear that we're getting

short of food. Maybe, while we talk, we can bring down something in the

way of provisions with a lucky shot."

Willing enough was she to-day for talk; at least to listen to whatever

he might say. She followed, stopping only to stoop and pat old Thor's

head; already she counted the faithful brute a friend. Thor tried to

lick her hand; for already Thor, like Thor's master, had bestowed an

abiding love to the first true girl who had ever intimately entered the

life of either. Thor wanted to follow; he whined and looked anxious,

ears pricked forward, tail wagging.

"Down, Thor," commanded Standing, if only because already he had issued

his command. "You watch camp for us; watch, Thor."

Thor dropped down at the entrance of Lynette's grotto; for one instant

his great head lay between his forepaws; then he jerked it up again so

that he might watch them as they went through the thickets to the creek.

Standing carried a cup with him. When they came to the waterfall

leaping down a twenty-foot rocky spillway, glassily clear, making a

pigmy thunder in the narrow-walled ravine, he rinsed and filled his

cup and gave it to Lynette. She drank. Thereafter, and with no further

rinsing, he drank. She sat upon a big rock, leaning back against

a leaning tree trunk; he sat down close enough to her to allow of

words carrying above the thunder of the falling waters and filled his

after-lunch pipe.

"I know as much as you do of the place to find the gold!" she told him

again. "And I, though a girl, have as much interest in a fortune to be

made as any man can have. That's fair warning to you, Bruce Standing!"

He laughed carelessly. Then he said:

"It's neither your gold nor mine. By right of discovery, it belongs to

a little shrimp named Mexicali Joe _Alguna-Cosa_. Our hands are off, so

far as our own pockets are concerned."

"But.... You took quick interest when you learned where it was! You

have some plan ... you commanded your friend Billy Winch to keep Joe

well guarded!"

His eyes were twinkling; and greed does not light twinkling lights!

"I've got gold of my own, girl! Gold enough to last me my life and you

your life and both of us together our lives! And to leave a decent

residuum after us.... But let's talk of Mexicali Joe's gold some other

time. To-day.... We have ourselves!"

"You have yourself!" cried Lynette with sudden bitterness. "I have not

even my own personal liberty!"

"And what if I let you go, girl? As I have a mind to do to-day? What

then? Where would you go? Where would I find you again? For find you I

must and will though 'it were ten thousand mile.'"

"Am I to suffer your dictation during the days of actual imprisonment

at your hands, and then, for all time afterward, render you an

accounting of my actions!"

"Why do you try to hate me so, girl?"

"Why should I not hate you?"

"What have I done to you? Have I done anything more than put out a hand

to stop time, to snatch time for you and me, for us to _know_!... Look

you, girl, a man, at least a man of my sort, may go a third of his

life or a fourth or a full half, and know much less than nothing of

what a true girl is! _How can he know?_ Already I have learned that you

have instincts which leap; a man gropes like a blind mole and it takes

him a long time to teach himself to see the stars ... _the star!_ Now

it's a fair bet, and no odds given or taken, that one Bruce Standing

happened to be an unruly devil, a blunt man, a man who has as a part

and parcel of his religion to shoot square and to hit hard, so long as

God lets him. I've done wrong and I've done right, and I'm doing as all

the rest of the great mass, in a state of flux, is doing; growing up

from the mud into something better. If not in this life or the next,

well then, since the mills grind with exceeding patience, in some

other life. At least I'm honest; at least, in plain English, I do my

damnedest! Take it or leave it, there's the truth. If it happens that

I'm a man of few friends.... Almost you can count 'em on Billy Winch's

one leg!... if few men love me and many men hate...."

"Yes!" cried Lynette, and her own earnestness was caught and compelled

by his own. "Most men, many, many men, hate you!... And yet you have it

within you to make them love you!"

"Love and hate! What have I to do with the loves and hates of men as I

know them? Shall I step to right or to left for all that? I play out my

part in the eternal game. I live my life!"

"But you don't live your life! You miss ... everything! If you would

but be kind instead of cruel; open-hearted and generous always ... you

have in you the seeds of all that. Then men might come to know the real

_you_; you could make them love instead of hate...."

But his eyes stabbed at her like quickened blue flames.

"So!" he said, and his tone was one of bitter mockery. "If I choose

to pay them for the pretty, empty compliment, they will call me a

good fellow and ... love me! If I kick them they will call me villain

and hate me. And there you have the epitome of that so-called love

and hate of mankind which sickens me. I'll be eternally damned before

I prostitute my immortal soul to pitch pennies out for a peck of

treacherous hearts. For, I tell you, girl ... Only Girl ... the love

that is to be bought is to be spat upon. I'll have none of it. Even

your love, that I'd give my soul to have freely, I'd have none of if it

were to be bought."

Lynette looked at him strangely, half pityingly. And she answered him

softly:

"You twist things out of all reason to make, to yourself, your own acts

appear something other than they are."

"A girl trying to turn logician?" he laughed at her, teasing.

Little effort on his part was required to set fire to her quick

inflammable temper.

"It's magnanimous of you to jeer at me," she retorted hotly. "Because

you have the physical strength of a beast and the beast's lack of

understanding...."

Now his golden outburst of laughter stopped her. He shouted:

"See! There you go! As if to preach me the final word of love and hate!

You'd hate me now, just because I tease you! If I said, with poets'

roses twining through the saying, that you were most beautiful and

no-end intellectual and beyond that of the heart of an angel, could

you not better tolerate me? And thus we come to the open pathway to

most human loves and hates; two little doors standing side by side.

For, I ask you, going back to your challenge to make men love rather

than despise me, what in the devil's name is that sort of _love_ but

transplanted self-love? A damned-fool sort of selfishness masking

like a hypocrite as something quite different.... If you loved a man

who beat you there would be something worth while in that sort of

loving; something divorced from plain selfishness and the eternal

I-want-to-get-all-I-can-out-of-everything! Now, I love you! I love you

so that my love for you comes near killing me! It gets me by the throat

at night. That's love; and there's less of self in it, I swear to you,

than there is of ... _you!_"

"You! You talk of love. To me!"

She broke into her light, taunting laughter. And yet he had set her

heart beating and the ancient fear ... not fear of him ... was upon

her. "You, talking of love, are like a blind man lecturing on the

colors of the rainbow! You...."

But he had started to his feet; his eyes went suddenly toward the camp,

all sight of which they had lost on coming down into the creek bed.

"Listen!" he cried. "What was that?"

She had heard nothing; nothing above the splash and fall of water ...

and the beating of her own heart.

"Listen!" he said the second time.

"What is it?"

He caught up his rifle and leaped across the creek. He began running,

back toward their camp.

"It's old Thor ... there's some one...."

And now, Lynette realized clearly, had come her first opportunity

to be free again! While Bruce Standing, because of something he had

heard above the merry-mad music of the waterfall, or had thought he

had heard, was running back to their encampment, she could run in the

opposite direction. She stood balancing, of this mind and that. What

had he heard in camp? What was happening there? As always, because

of that volatile nature of hers which was _en rapport_ with life's

pulsings, she wanted to know! And then there was a certain assurance

in her heart that after all these days the budding intention in Bruce

Standing's heart was bursting into full flower to set her free again!

She hesitated; she saw him running up the steep bank, charging back

toward camp, vanishing among the trees higher up on the slope.

And, then, she followed him.

... Before Lynette came, through the trees, within sight of the grotto

which Standing had given over to her, she heard a sound which brought

her, wondering, from swift haste to lingering; she stood, her breathing

stilled, listening, groping a moment blindly for an interpretation of

that sound for its explanation. Harsh it was ... terrible ... never

had she heard anything like it. At first she did not recognize it as a

sound man-made. She paused; she came a step nearer, peering through the

trees....

It was an inarticulate, stifled sound coming from the lips of Bruce

Standing! He was kneeling on the ground, bending forward. He had

dropped his rifle. There was something in his arms, upgathered into his

embrace, something held as a baby is held in its mother's arms....

Thor....

And those sounds from Bruce Standing's lips! There were tears in

them; his voice was shaken. He held Thor to him in a fierce agony of

sorrow....

Lynette came closer, tiptoeing. She heard the sounds as they seemed

to choke him, clutching like hands at his throat. And then suddenly,

before she caught her first clear view, she knew when, into that first

emotion there swept the second; when with the shock of deep grief there

mingled white-hot rage. He began to mutter again ... he was lisping ...

lisping as she had heard him do only once before ... lisping because

his one weakness had leaped out and caught him unaware. Lisping

curses....

She ran closer. She saw old Thor, Thor who had learned to love her

and whom she had learned to love, lying limp in Standing's arms. Thor

dead? Some one had killed him, then, and Standing, above the booming

of the waterfall, had heard? A sight, perhaps, to stir that wild,

uncontrollable laughter of Lynette! The sight of a big, strong man half

weeping over a dead dog in his arms.... Yet, when she came running

to him and dropped down on her knees and put out her quick hand and

Standing turned his face toward her ... he saw that this time there was

no laughter in her. Instead, her eyes were wet with a sudden dash of

tears.

"He's not dead ... we won't have it that he's dead! Thor!" she cried

softly.

She did not realize that she had put her warm, sympathetic hand on

Standing's arm before her other hand found the old dog's head.

"Thor!... Thor!"

Thor looked up at her; at Standing. The dog tried to stir; the faithful

tongue strove to overmaster the terrible inertia laid upon it; to

grant in last adulation the last farewell. For a stricken dog, like a

stricken man, knows after the way of all creatures which have the spark

of eternity within them, when the day's end is in doubt....

Standing tried to speak ... and grew silent. How she hated herself

then for that other time when he had slipped, through sorrowing rage,

into his one unmanly failing ... and she had laughed! Her tears began

running down. He saw; he jerked his head about, focussing his eyes upon

the eyes of a dog that he loved; a dog that had been faithful to him.

"Where is he hurt? He can't be shot," cried Lynette. "We would have

heard a shot! If he is poisoned...."

Standing had mastered himself. He said coldly.

"Look!"

"Who did ... _that_?"

"If I only knew! My God, if I only knew!"

Thor was not dead; his body jerked and quivered now and again, in

spasms. Yet he seemed to be dying. And it grew clear to Lynette, as,

at a glance, it had been clear to Standing, what had happened. Thor

had been left in charge of camp; but the one word had rung in the

faithful head: "Watch!" And then some one had come; Thor had been true

to his trust; some man had struck him down with club or a rifle barrel;

had struck and struck again. Thor's fore leg was broken; he had been

battered over the head ... bones were broken, the skull seemed crushed

... the dog stiffened; fell back....

"Dying," said Standing, still on his knees. He placed old Thor very

gently on the ground, striving after his own rough fashion to make

a dog's last few minutes of breathing no more tormenting than was

inevitable.

"Thor," said Standing gently. "Good old Thor!"

The dog tried to rouse. The old faithful head on Standing's knee

stirred ever so little. The old steadfast eyes, red-rimmed but

clear-sighted, were on Standing's. If ever a dog could have spoken....

Standing, with sudden thought, jumped to his feet.

"There's a chance for him yet! There is Billy Winch, the one man on

earth to save a dying dog or horse.... Yes, or man!"

He cupped his hands at his mouth and sent forth, piercing through the

leafy silences, that wild wolf-call which must bring Winch about in

short order ... if he was not already too far to hear it.

"He may be too far," cried Lynette. Already she was down upon her

knees, taking his place and gathering Thor's head into her lap.

"Hurry. If you can find your horse and ride after him, surely you can

overtake him."

"God bless you!" He began running. But before a dozen swift steps were

taken he stopped and came back to her, muttering: "But the man who did

this for Thor? He'll not be far away; I can't leave you...."

"I am not afraid of a man like him," said Lynette. "A coward, or he

would not have done this.... Leave me your rifle and hurry!"

"You'll wait for me, no matter what happens?"

"Of course I'll wait. Now, _hurry_!"

He placed his rifle at her side and with never a backward look was away

again on a run, breaking through breast-high brush; splashing once

again across the creek, calling to Winch as he ran.... He would be back

with her almost immediately....

So he plowed through the thickets; plunged down a slope, sped up a

slope, raced over a ridge. And, now with what breath was left in his

lungs, he began to send out his whistled call. That summons, which his

horse, if still lingering in these upland meadows, would welcome with

quick response.

Lynette stooped and laid her cheek against the grizzled old face of

Thor. And then, with a sudden access of emotion, she burst into fresh

tears.... Thor tried to wag his tail.... Lynette, like Standing before

her, felt that the dog was dying.

"Thor!" she whispered. "Can't you hold on? Can't you carry on? He will

bring Billy Winch and Billy Winch will help us...."

Then there burst upon her a surprise which moved her immeasurably.

There, almost at her side, stood Babe Deveril! A moment ago she was

alone in the wilderness with a dying dog; now Babe Deveril stood close

to her. With Thor's head still held in her lap she looked up into his

face. She saw that it was tense, the muscles drawn, the eyes hard and

bright.

"Lynette!" he cried softly. "Lynette! I've followed you half around the

world! And now.... Come quick! We go free and the world is ours!"

She sat, staring up at him, still bewildered.

"You!" she whispered. "And ... then it was you ... who did this?"

He caught her meaning; he glanced down at the thick green club in his

hands.

"I came to do what I could for you. That ugly brute stood up against

me. I had no gun; I knew Standing was armed. I thought that maybe he

had left his rifle in camp."

"What did Thor do to you that you should have done this to him?"

"Thor? That dog? He showed teeth and ... Look here, Lynette Brooke;

now's your one chance. I've gone through hell to come to you...."

"Tell me," she cried. "When did you come?..."

Deveril was as tense as a finely drawn steel wire. Again she marked

that hard glint in his dark eyes.

"It is up to you to do the telling!" he shot back at her. "I stood back

there in the trees; I saw that damned henchman of his and Mexicali Joe

come up to you! Joe, I've been following for days! I had no rifle; no

weapon of any kind and both Standing and Winch were armed. But I could

watch! Joe was terribly excited; I saw his waving arms. I heard him

yelling...."

"Yes," said Lynette. "And then?"

"And then?" exclaimed Deveril. "What then? You know what we came for,

don't you? You as well as I?"

"Yes! I know...."

He caught at her hand.

"Come! On the run. Before that madman gets back. We'll clean up on the

whole crowd of them!"

But she jerked her hand away.

"There are certain things I don't understand.... Did you see the other

night when he took Mexicali Joe out of their hands?"

"I saw; yes. It happened that I had just overhauled them at that

minute! I could have cried for rage! He had a rifle, damn him, and was

aching to use it! They laid down before him like pups...."

"_And you?_"

"What could I do, with a rotten stick in my hands!"

She looked up at him curiously.

"And, to-day?"

"To-day?" His hands hardened in his grip upon his club. "To-day, I tell

you, I followed them into your camp and I saw. Mexicali Joe...."

"You are after Mexicali Joe's gold, Babe Deveril?"

"As you are! That brought us both into Big Pine in the beginning and

then into the rest of it."

"And you were ... afraid to come into camp while Bruce Standing was

still here?"

He laughed at her, the old light laughter of debonair Babe Deveril.

"Afraid? Call it that if you like." He shrugged carelessly. "Yet, with

an oak club against a man with a modern rifle...."

"Do you remember the last time? How he threw his rifle away?"

Deveril flushed hotly.

"Some day," he muttered, "when it's an even break...."

"What do you want with me, Babe Deveril?"

He stared at her.

"Want with you? I want you to come, to be free from this Timber-Wolf.

Is he coming back soon?"

"I think so."

"Then hurry. Lynette...."

"Well?"

"Are you coming?"

She stooped over Thor.

"No," she said quietly.

"_What!_ After all this.... You're not coming?"

"No!"

"But.... Then why?" he demanded with a sudden flare of anger.

"For one thing," she told him without looking up, "because I told him

that I would wait for him. For another...."

"And that is?..."

She only shook her head, brown hair tumbling about her hidden face.

"I'll stay with old Thor," she said.

She had him cast away among the lost isles of bewilderment.

"But you'll tell me.... You and I have been friends; we've stood side

by side...." He broke off to demand: "You'll tell me about Mexicali

Joe's gold?"

"Gold?" she said. "Is gold the greatest thing in life?"

"But you know?"

"Yes! I know."

"Then listen: Taggart and Gallup and Shipton and a thousand other men

are going crazy to find out! You and I can turn the whole trick if luck

is good.... Why, we'll quit millionaires, Lynette!"

A shudder shot through the tortured body of old Thor. Lynette's long

lashes lifted, wet with her tears.

"There are things ... beyond millions...."

"I don't get you to-day!"

"Why did you kill this dog? What good did it do you? What harm had he

ever done you?"

"He was in my way. I thought, I told you, that a rifle might have been

left behind. And ... it's Standing's dog, anyway! And, beyond that, no

matter how you look at it, only a dog...."

"I think," said Lynette, and there was no music in her voice now and

no warmth in the eyes which she lifted briefly to his, "that you had

better go! Had you come, without rifle, upon Bruce Standing, at least

he would have thrown his rifle away to fight with you! You know that.

And ... and I am not going to go with you, having given my promise. And

I'll warn you of this: If he comes back and finds you here and knows

you for the man who killed Thor.... He will kill you!"

Never in all his daredevil life had Babe Deveril made pretense at

striking the angelic attitude. Now, in a rush of feeling, he grew black

with anger and there came a look into his eyes which put the hottest

flush of all her life into Lynette's cheeks, as he cried out:

"Tamed you, has he? So Timber-Wolf has taken a mate after the fashion

of wolves! And I, fool that I was, let you slip through my fingers!"

She did not answer him. Had she answered she could have said: "You

could have returned to fight with him; man to man and him wounded!

Later, when he snatched Mexicali Joe from them, you could have fought

with him. You could have followed him here, seeking me; and you

followed Joe, seeking gold. You could have fought with him to-day; and

instead you held back and spied and killed his dog and waited for him

to go!..." So Lynette, stooping low over Thor's battered head, made no

answer.

... She knew that Babe Deveril was no coward. She would always remember

how he had hurled that gun into Taggart's face and himself into her

adventures, reckless and unafraid. Yet Babe Deveril was no such man as

Bruce Standing; rather was he like a Jim Taggart, and Taggart was no

coward. But it remained that both these men, Deveril and Taggart, were

afraid to come to grips with that other man, whose fellows named him

Timber-Wolf. And he, the Timber-Wolf, was not afraid of life and all

that it bore; and was not afraid of sombre death, in which he did not

believe; was not afraid of God, in whom he trusted.

"You've thrown in with him!" Deveril cried it out angrily; his hands

were hard upon his club. "Here, I've given days and days trying to see

you through, and you've kicked in with him against me! He's had his

will with you and he's made you his woman and...."

"You'd better go!"

She was trembling. A spasm shook her, not unlike that which convulsed

Thor.

"You won't come with me then? You'll stick with him? After he put a

chain on you!"

"At least he did not stand back and see another man put a chain on me!"

"Is that my answer?"

"Yes!" she cried in sudden fury. "And now ... _go!_"

"I'll go, all right," said Deveril. And began to laugh. All that old

light laughter of his, gay and untroubled, which so many a time had

made dancing echoes in the souls of those who heard, bubbled up again.

He looked, as he had done when first she saw him, a slender, darkly

handsome and utterly care-free incarnation of debonair insolence. Still

striking the right note, he shrugged his shoulders and tossed his club

away as he said insolently:

"What need of all this heavy artillery ... since the Queen of my Heart

says Nay? I'll travel light after this!"

He turned away. But at the second step he stopped and swung about and

told her:

"I have a guess where Billy Winch will be taking Mexicali Joe! And I'll

be in on the final settlement. If you, with a rush of blood to the

head, throw in with Standing, I'll play the game out! And what will you

have left to trade to me for the pile I'm going to make out of this?...

For I heard, too, when Mexicali yelled out! And I'm throwing in with

Taggart and Gallup, headed straight for Light Ladies' Gulch!"

Lynette, unable to see anything in all the wide world clearly, could

only stoop her head over the stricken dog. Her arms tightened about

Thor.... If only Billy Winch would come in time, if only Billy Winch

would save that flickering little fire of life ... then, though she

hated all the rest of the world she'd love Billy Winch....

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