CHAPTER XX

Lynette, in a mood to expect anything of fate, wondered vaguely where

the steep trail of adventure now led. She would not have been surprised

had Standing set his plans for some spot a hundred miles distant. But

she was surprised to arrive so soon, after only two or three hours, at

their destination. He looked at her, exulting.

"Here is Eden!" he cried out joyously. "Remember the name, girl;

bestowed upon this spot no longer ago than this very minute! Eden! And

as far from the world as that other distant Eden. Here we stop and here

no man finds us!"

He had led the way, upward along a rocky slope. He had brought her into

a spot which she would have named "The Land of Waterfalls!" A tiny

valley with a sparkling mountain creek cleaving like flowing crystal

through a grassy meadow; tall trees, noble patriarchs bounding it.

Steep cañon walls shutting in the timber growth; a narrow ravine above

with the water leaping, plunging, tumbling translucent green over

jagged rocks, splashing into a series of pools, turned into rainbow

spray here and there in its wild cascadings. The world all about was

murmurous with living waters, with bees, with the eternal whisperings

of the pines.

And here began an idyl; a strange idyl. A man asserting his power as

captor; a maid made captive; two souls wide awake, questing, swung from

certainty to uncertainty, gathered up in doubt. Life grown a thing of

tremendous import.

All morning had Standing been wracked with pain. Yet none the less did

he hold unswervingly to his purpose. Now he sat down, his back to a

tree. Thor came and lay at his feet. Lynette stood looking down upon

the two.

"Rest," he said. "Here is your home for a time. A day? Ten days? Who

knows? Not I, girl! All that I know I have told you; here we rest and

here we take life into our hands and mould it ... as we have always

moulded it! We are at the gates; we enter or we turn to one side! We go

on or we go back. Which? When we know that, we know everything."

He had brought with him, slung across his back, a great roll from the

hidden cabin. His rifle lay across his knees. He looked up into her

face with eyes which, though haggard, shone wonderfully. She sat down,

ten steps from him; her clasped hands were in her lap; her eyes were

veiled mysteries.

"Taggart won't look for us here," he said. "He hasn't the brains of a

little gray seed-tick! He'll be sure we've made a big jump, forward or

back, ten times this distance. Besides, he has to go somewhere to get

himself a new set of guns! Imagine him tackling anything with an ounce

of risk in it unless he was heeled like an army corps! I begin to lose

respect for that man."

Lynette was thinking but one thing: "She was not afraid of this man;

not afraid to be alone with him in pathless solitudes. She might choose

to be elsewhere ... yet she was safe with him. For, above all, he was a

man; and never need a true girl fear a true man." And, when she stole

a swift glance at his face, it lay in her heart to be a bit sorry for

him. Sympathy? It lies close to another eternal human emotion! He

looked like one whom fate had crushed and yet whose spirit refused to

be crushed. He looked a sick man who, scorning all the commands laid

upon the flesh, carried on.

After a while he turned to look upon her, and for the first time she

saw a new and strange look in his eyes, a look of pleading.

"Don't misjudge me, girl," he said heavily. "Rather than see your

little finger bruised I'd have a man drive a knife in me! I'm just

blundering along now ... blundering ... trying to see daylight. I won't

hurt you. There's nothing on earth or in Heaven so sure as that. But

don't ask me to let you go!"

She made him no answer. She began thinking of his wounds; he gave them

such scant attention! He should be caring for them; what he should

do was to hasten to a surgeon. She wondered if still he clung to his

conviction, the natural one after all, that she had shot him? And she

wondered, as she had done so many a time before: "Who had shot him?"

Whose hand that which she had seen reach through her window and snatch

up her revolver and fire the cowardly shot? Taggart, only a few hours

ago, had said: "I saw! I was right there!" ...

"Was it Jim Taggart who shot you in the back last night?" she demanded

suddenly.

"Yes," he said. "At least, I think so."

"Is he that kind of man?"

Now his eyes were keen and hard upon hers.

"I begin to think that he is, girl," he said shortly. "Why?"

She shrugged and again turned away.

He lumbered to his feet. Thor, knowing where he was going, barked and

leaped ahead.

"Come, I'll show you where we pitch camp."

She looked about her. Mere madness to attempt flight now; he would bear

down upon her before she had run twenty steps. And did she want to run

just now? She had her own measure of curiosity.... Was it only that?...

and she had, locked away securely in her breast, her absolute positive

knowledge that she had nothing to fear at his hands. She rose and

followed him.

Suddenly he swerved about, confronting her, his eyes stern, his voice

hard with the emotion riding him.

"Madman I may be," he said. "Fool, I am not, praise God! Last night I

heard; you could have chucked that rifle into Taggart's hands and could

have gone free yourself ... and by now I'd be a dead man! But, glory

be, there isn't a streak of yellow in your whole glorious being!"

The blood ran up into her face; it made her hot throughout her whole

body. Praise, from him, to stir her like that! Her eyes flashed back

angrily, for she was angry with herself.

"Come," he muttered. "Talk's cheap at any time. And I'm to show you

where we make our first home."

With her teeth sharply catching up her underlip, she held her silence.

He went on some two-score paces and stopped; with a sudden gesture he

said:

"Here I've spent, God knows how many nights, when I had to be off by

myself! No roof for us, girl, but who wants a roof with that sky above

us?"

Here was a natural grotto which at another time would have made her

exclaim in delight: a nook, set apart, thresholded in tender grass shot

through with those tiny delicate blooms of mountain flowers. On one

side a cliff, outjutting, thrusting forward a great overhanging shelf

of rock which looked as though it must fall and yet which, obviously,

had held securely through the centuries. Three big pine-trees, two

of them leaning strangely toward the cliff, as though yearning to

lean against the sturdy rock and rest there upon its iron breast. The

whole ringed about by a dense copse of brush, thick as a wall and

rearing high above her head. Almost a cave made of cliff and growing

things, cosy and warm, with its opening fronting the stream which was

never silent. Thor ran ahead into the dusky seclusion and barked his

invitation to them to follow. A thick, dry mat, under Thor's feet, of

fallen pine-needles.

Standing tossed his roll inside; he began, with one hand, to work with

the knotted rope. Lynette came forward swiftly, saying:

"At least I have two hands...."

Their hands brushed over the labor. Again the hot blood raced through

her, and again sudden anger, anger at herself, flashed through her

being.

And a tingling, like that which shot through her, was in Bruce

Standing's veins. He caught her hand.

"Girl!" he said huskily.

"Don't!" she cried in alarm.

He dropped her hand and rose swiftly to his feet.

"You are right," he muttered. "Not yet...."

How could this man at a touch make her heart beat like mad? She was

afraid ... she knew that she was not afraid of _him_ ... yet she was

afraid.

"I'm sorry," he said roughly. Actually, marvelling, she saw that the

big man looked embarrassed. "Look here, girl: I've come to know you a

bit and, thinking what I think, I hold that I know you well! I'll take

my chance that you are no petty crook, that you are no coward, that you

are no liar! So...."

"Then," she cried, jumping to her feet, all eagerness, "do you believe

me when I say that I did not shoot you?"

His eyes met hers steadily; he answered promptly:

"You have told me ... and I believe. _I know!_"

A rush of gladness, an intoxication of gladness, swept over her. Her

eyes were shining, soft and bright and happy like stars.

"But," she said, "if not I, then who?"

"Jim Taggart," he said as unhesitatingly as he had spoken before. "Jim

told you that he saw, didn't he? That he was Johnny on the spot? Of

course he was! And we'd had our plain talk. And he figured it out, that

unless that very day I had changed my papers, I still named him in them

my old bunk-mate and friend, and that I'd not forget him with a legacy!

If I had died under that bullet, Jim Taggart would have had it doped

out that he'd stand to win about a hundred thousand dollars! And for a

tenth of that he'd crucify Christ!"

"But...."

"There are no buts about it! You did not do it; then Jim Taggart did.

He shot me last night, a second time and the second time in the back!

He was once a man; now he's a Gallup dog, a man gone to seed, a cur

and one for such as you and me to forget about. I hope to high heaven

I never see the man again; for the sake of what has been between Jim

Taggart and me, when both of us were younger, I'd rather let the past

bury its dead. For if he ever comes trailing his filth across my trail

again, I'll smash him into the earth." He made a wide angry gesture,

as though he would wipe an episode and a man out of his life. "But you

interrupt me; I was going to say something. Just this: I'll leave you

alone. For an hour, for a dozen hours! You want rest, you want solitude

and a chance to think. So do I. I can chain you to a tree and be sure

of you! Or I can ask you to give me your word that you'll wait here

until I come back to you ... and I already know you well enough to know

_that_ will hold you tighter than any chain that was ever forged!"

Lynette, without hesitating, answered:

"I do want rest and I do want to be alone. Is that to be wondered at?

Until noon I'll wait for you to come back."

"Until high noon," he said. "And, girl, you pledge me your word on

that?"

"Yes!"

"Come, Thor!" He turned and left her, his great dog at his heels, going

up the narrowing cañon.

"I'll not spy on you!" he called back, when he had gone a hundred

yards. "You'll hear me shouting to you well before I come within

eye-shot."

And then she lost him, gone among the lesser, denser trees thick about

the creek's margins.

She turned her back on the grotto of his choosing, and went out into

the full sunlight. She found a spot in the open, ringed about by the

majestic pines, a grassy sward with the cleaving silver line of the

creek cutting across it. For the first time in hours ... how many

endless hours? how many days?... she was alone! No man at her side,

either protecting or dominating. Her lungs filled with a deep sigh.

Alone and secure in her aloneness for a matter of several hours.

There was a certain singing happiness, electric within her, and it

sprang, bright-winged, from her own characteristic pride. Bruce

Standing had left her to an absolute physical freedom, knowing her

bound by that intangible and unbreakable bond of her promise. He, a man

who did not break his own word knew her for a girl who did not break

hers! And he knew, at last, that it had not been her hand that had

fired that cowardly shot.

"It was cruel ... to have laughed at him. I did not mean to laugh.

Would to God...."

But if she had not laughed? Then what? Then how much of her adventure

would have followed? How much of it did she, after all, regret?... She

fell to wondering dreamily on Babe Deveril. Where was he? And would she

see him again? And, if she should see him....

A thousand riddles and, as always, no answer to the riddles which

spring from eternity. Only the merry voice of the purling creek to talk

back to her, that and the rustling whisper ebbing and flowing through

the pine tops. The stream, like a companionable human voice, called to

her insistently. She rose and went down to it and stooped to drink; she

bathed her hands and arms and face. How lonely it was here! She cast

a quick glance up-stream; long ago Standing, with his big dog at his

heels, had passed out of sight. And he had given her gage of promise

for promise given ... he would send his shouting voice ahead of him

before he came back....

So she bathed fearlessly, watched only by the solitudes, guarded by

their sombre depths; she plunged, with a little shivery gasp, into the

deep, cool pool below the slithering waterfall; the water slipped,

gleaming like a bejewelled film over her pure-white body, making it

rosy when she emerged, like rose petals.... She dressed in furious

haste, all ablush and yet steeped in a confident knowledge that no

eye, save the bright eye of a curious brown bird, had seen. She felt

new-born; refreshed beyond belief. She ran back up the bank and sat

down in the very spot where she had dropped first when Standing had

left her. She began, always hurrying, to comb out her hair with her

fingers. Sitting there in the open she let it sun....

She rested. She drank deep, thankfully, of the hour. To be alone, to be

secure in the moment, to have no danger pressing down upon her, above

all to have no mind save her own dictating to her. It was glorious

and life was good and glad and golden, infinitely worth the living.

So passed an hour. It was so quiet here; so unutterably lonely. Only

the voice of the creek and the million-tongued murmuring pines. Her

swift thoughts raced ten thousand ways. They touched upon Big Pine; on

Taggart; Mexicali Joe; a gold-mine still for men to find; Maria, the

Indian girl whom Deveril had kissed; Deveril himself; that one-legged

man who rode horseback and carried forth the word and the law of his

master; Thor, a dog; Bruce Standing. Most of all, Bruce Standing. She

wondered where he was, what doing? Caring for his own wounds? Lying on

his back, his white face turned up, his eyes shut, tight shut? And he

loved her?

_Bruce Standing loved her, Lynette?_ Was that true? What was love?

Whence came love? For what purpose? What did it do to the hearts and

souls and bodies of men ... and girls? Was love for her? She had never

experienced it, not true, abiding love. Did Babe Deveril....

Another hour. Shadows slowly shifting, moving like gigantic hands of

eternal clocks. Time passing, time that answers all questions, man's

and maid's, saint's and sinner's. She stirred uneasily and sat up. She

looked at the pine tops and, beyond them, at the sun. It was almost

noon!

Come noon.... What then? Come high noon before Bruce Standing, and she

was free! Released from her promise, all bonds snapped! Free!

She jumped to her feet. Her eyes went questing, questing, everywhere.

To be free again; to be her own self, Lynette, untrammelled.... And she

felt awondering illogically: "Can it be that, after all, he was driving

himself beyond any man's endurance? that he is more badly hurt than

either he or I knew?"

But he returned a full half-hour before even the most eager could name

it noon. True to his word, he sent his voice, like a glorious herald,

ahead of him. She heard him call, not the wolf cry, but a rollicking

shout. And ten minutes later he himself came, plainly in the highest

of good humors. He was still pale and looked haggard, but his eyes were

flashing and triumphant and untroubled.

He came to her, splashing across the creek, water flying about his

boot-tops.

"I've had a bath," he announced from afar. "And I've plastered myself

with the worst that Billy Winch can concoct, and Richard is himself

again!" He came closer, towered above her and said: "You, too, have

bathed! You look it, as fresh from the plunge as any Diana! It's good

to be _clean_, isn't it?"

She flushed and was ashamed for it. She bit her lip and made no answer.

"Come," he said. "We'll lunch. And now, and from now on for some

sixty years, my girl, it will be I who waits on you! The slave rôle

reversed!" and he laughed.

"I promised to wait for you; I make no more promises!"

"That's fair enough! I watch you then!"

"Do you want to make me hate you?"

"Rather, I want you to come to love me."

"Could any girl come to love a man who treats her as you have done me?"

"Could any girl come to love a man," he demanded earnestly, "who

thought so little of her as to let her escape him when once destiny had

brought her and him together?"

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