THE MAN WHO DID NOT KNOW

"Once upon a time there was a man who had to make a journey. He did

not want very much to make it; and, not knowing whether it was to be

a long journey or a short one, he did not feel a great deal of

interest in it. Still it had to be made, and at its end he was to

find out whether he had been a good traveler, or a bad one.

"For a long time he did not notice very closely the road he was on.

He had been so busy getting ready, first at school, where he studied

a great many books that he might be better prepared for traveling,

and then in business, where money must be made to give him comfort

and pleasure on the way, that he did not have time to look around

very much; but after a while he saw that the road was getting very

dull and dusty, that most of the flowers were faded and the fruits

were not sweet and the birds did not sing as they had sung when first

he started out.

"A great many people had been traveling the same way he had. Though

they seemed to be having a good time, he had soon seen that most of

it was make-believe, and that much of their energy was spent in

trying to find something to play with, that they might forget what

kind of journey they were on. He did not like these people very

specially. He did not know any others, however, and he had kept up

with them because they had started out together; but, little by

little, he had slipped away from them, and after a while he found

that he was walking most of the time by himself. At first he did not

mind. The things his friends cared for and talked about did not

greatly interest him, and then it was he began to remember that a

good many things he had been passing were ugly and cruel, and bitter

and unjust. He could not understand why some should travel in

luxurious ease while others could hardly get along, their burdens

were so great; why some rode in carriages, and others, sick and

hungry and tired and cold, could never stop lest they die upon the

road; and why some sang and others wept.

"In groups and pairs, and sometimes one by one, they passed him, and

as they went by he would look into their faces to see why they were

traveling; but, like him, they did not know, they only knew they must

keep on. And then one day he saw he had come back to where his

journey had begun. He had been on the road to Nowhere--the road that

wound round and round."

"Just like travelers in the desert." Dorothea's eyes made effort to

open, but sleepily they closed again. "Why didn't he ask somebody

the way?"

"He didn't think any one knew. He was much wiser than most of the

people who passed him. To many who seemed to be in need he had given

money; he was very generous, very kind, and he gave freely; but he

always turned his head away when he gave. He did not like to see

suffering and sorrow; and with sin of certain sorts he had no

sympathy, and so he would not look. But after a while he had to look.

"He was standing at the place from which he had started, and, to his

surprise, he saw what he had never seen before. Out from its center

led all sorts of roads that stretched beyond sight, and on each of

them people were traveling, all kinds of people, and he knew he could

no longer stand still. He must take one of these roads, but which

one he did not know. As he stood uncertain what to do, he felt some

one touch him; and, looking down, he saw a child; and into his strong

hand the child slipped his little one.

"'I have been waiting for you,' he said. 'I have been waiting a

long, long time.'

"'For me?' The man drew back. 'You can't have been waiting for me.

I do not know you, child!'

"He heard a little sigh, as soft as the stir of wings, and again the

boy smiled.

"'But I know you. There is much for you to do.'

"Again the man held back. 'There is nothing for me to do. I pay my

taxes and give my tithes, and let the world alone.'

"'You cannot let the world alone. It is your world.' The boy looked

up. 'Come, they are waiting.'

"'Who is waiting?'

"'Your people.'

"'I have no people. There is no one waiting for me.'

"The child shook his head. 'You do not know your people, and they

are waiting. We must hurry, the time is short. We will go on this

road first, and then on that, and then on that and that and that. On

each one they are waiting.'

"All through the night they traveled, uphill and down, and in and out

of narrow paths and hidden places, and everywhere he saw them, the

people he had never known. Into the darkness of pits and mines, into

the fires of foundries and furnaces, into the factories where wheels

turned night and day, and into the holds of the ships of the sea, the

child led him to show him the people who were his. In cellars and

garrets, in jails and prisons, in shops and stores, in hunger and

cold, in the silence of sickness, the noise of sin, they were waiting

for his coming; and in their faces was that which made him cover his,

and he begged the child to take him where breath could come again.

"But the child held his hand still tighter. 'You have traveled long

and you have not known,' he said. 'You helped to make things as they

are, and now you must see.'

"'I helped to make things as they are? I have not even dreamed such

things could be!'

"'I know. And that is why I came. They are your people; and you did

not know.'

"And then the child took him on another road, one that was smooth and

soft, and the air that blew over it was warm and fragrant. On it the

women wore jewels and laces and gorgeous gowns; and men threw gold

away to see it shine in the sunlight, threw it that others might see

them throw.

"'Why do we come here?' the man asked. 'They are not waiting. They

do not need.'

"The child looked up in his face. 'They, too, are waiting--for some

one to let them know. And they, too, need, for hearts hurt

everywhere. Sometimes the loneliest ones are here.'

"Before answer could be made, the main road was left, and in a tiny

by-path they heard the laughter of children's voices; and, looking

ahead, they saw a little house with wreaths in the windows through

which the glow of firelight sent threads of dancing light upon the

snow, and the door was open.

"'We will go in,' said the child, 'for there is welcome.'

"Inside, the mother and the father and all the children were hanging

holly on the walls and bringing bundles and boxes and queer-shaped

packages from the other rooms and hiding them under chairs and tables

and in out-of-the-way places; and presently a row of stockings was

hung from the chimneypiece, and the children clapped their hands and

danced round and round the room. And then they threw their arms

around their father and mother and kissed them good night and left

them that Kris Kringle might come in.

"'They have no money, but are very rich,' said the child. 'They love

much.'

"Over long roads and short ones, over some that were dark and some

that were bright, they went their way, and presently they came to a

shabby, snow-covered street where children were pressing their faces

against shop-windows, and men and women were hurrying in and out of

crowded stores; and the child loosened his hold upon the man's hand.

'I must go now,' he said.

"'Oh no, you must not go!' Quickly the man reached for him. 'You

must not go. I do not even know your name!'

"The child shook his head. 'I cannot stay. And some day you will

know my name.'

"'But why did you come? If you must leave me, why did you come?'

"'Why did I come?' In the crowd he was slipping away, but the light

in his face streamed through it. 'I came to bring Good-Will to men.

I came that Men might Know.'"

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