VII

Sterne went down smirking and apparently not at all disconcerted, but

the engineer Massy remained on the bridge, moving about with uneasy

self-assertion. Everybody on board was his inferior--everyone without

exception. He paid their wages and found them in their food. They ate

more of his bread and pocketed more of his money than they were worth;

and they had no care in the world, while he alone had to meet all the

difficulties of shipowning. When he contemplated his position in all its

menacing entirety, it seemed to him that he had been for years the

prey of a band of parasites: and for years he had scowled at everybody

connected with the Sofala except, perhaps, at the Chinese firemen

who served to get her along. Their use was manifest: they were an

indispensable part of the machinery of which he was the master.

When he passed along his decks he shouldered those he came across

brutally; but the Malay deck hands had learned to dodge out of his way.

He had to bring himself to tolerate them because of the necessary manual

labor of the ship which must be done. He had to struggle and plan and

scheme to keep the Sofala afloat--and what did he get for it? Not even

enough respect. They could not have given him enough of that if all

their thoughts and all their actions had been directed to that end. The

vanity of possession, the vainglory of power, had passed away by this

time, and there remained only the material embarrassments, the fear

of losing that position which had turned out not worth having, and an

anxiety of thought which no abject subservience of men could repay.

He walked up and down. The bridge was his own after all. He had paid

for it; and with the stem of the pipe in his hand he would stop short at

times as if to listen with a profound and concentrated attention to the

deadened beat of the engines (his own engines) and the slight grinding

of the steering chains upon the continuous low wash of water alongside.

But for these sounds, the ship might have been lying as still as if

moored to a bank, and as silent as if abandoned by every living soul;

only the coast, the low coast of mud and mangroves with the three palms

in a bunch at the back, grew slowly more distinct in its long straight

line, without a single feature to arrest attention. The native

passengers of the Sofala lay about on mats under the awnings; the smoke

of her funnel seemed the only sign of her life and connected with her

gliding motion in a mysterious manner.

Captain Whalley on his feet, with a pair of binoculars in his hand and

the little Malay Serang at his elbow, like an old giant attended by a

wizened pigmy, was taking her over the shallow water of the bar.

This submarine ridge of mud, scoured by the stream out of the soft

bottom of the river and heaped up far out on the hard bottom of the sea,

was difficult to get over. The alluvial coast having no distinguishing

marks, the bearings of the crossing-place had to be taken from the shape

of the mountains inland. The guidance of a form flattened and uneven

at the top like a grinder tooth, and of another smooth, saddle-backed

summit, had to be searched for within the great unclouded glare that

seemed to shift and float like a dry fiery mist, filling the air,

ascending from the water, shrouding the distances, scorching to the eye.

In this veil of light the near edge of the shore alone stood out almost

coal-black with an opaque and motionless solidity. Thirty miles away

the serrated range of the interior stretched across the horizon, its

outlines and shades of blue, faint and tremulous like a background

painted on airy gossamer on the quivering fabric of an impalpable

curtain let down to the plain of alluvial soil; and the openings of the

estuary appeared, shining white, like bits of silver let into the square

pieces snipped clean and sharp out of the body of the land bordered with

mangroves.

On the forepart of the bridge the giant and the pigmy muttered to each

other frequently in quiet tones. Behind them Massy stood sideways with

an expression of disdain and suspense on his face. His globular eyes

were perfectly motionless, and he seemed to have forgotten the long pipe

he held in his hand.

On the fore-deck below the bridge, steeply roofed with the white slopes

of the awnings, a young lascar seaman had clambered outside the rail.

He adjusted quickly a broad band of sail canvas under his armpits,

and throwing his chest against it, leaned out far over the water. The

sleeves of his thin cotton shirt, cut off close to the shoulder,

bared his brown arm of full rounded form and with a satiny skin like a

woman’s. He swung it rigidly with the rotary and menacing action of a

slinger: the 14-lb. weight hurtled circling in the air, then suddenly

flew ahead as far as the curve of the bow. The wet thin line swished

like scratched silk running through the dark fingers of the man, and

the plunge of the lead close to the ship’s side made a vanishing silvery

scar upon the golden glitter; then after an interval the voice of the

young Malay uplifted and long-drawn declared the depth of the water in

his own language.

“Tiga stengah,” he cried after each splash and pause, gathering the line

busily for another cast. “Tiga stengah,” which means three fathom and a

half. For a mile or so from seaward there was a uniform depth of water

right up to the bar. “Half-three. Half-three. Half-three,”--and his

modulated cry, returned leisurely and monotonous, like the repeated

call of a bird, seemed to float away in sunshine and disappear in the

spacious silence of the empty sea and of a lifeless shore lying

open, north and south, east and west, without the stir of a single

cloud-shadow or the whisper of any other voice.

The owner-engineer of the Sofala remained very still behind the two

seamen of different race, creed, and color; the European with the

time-defying vigor of his old frame, the little Malay, old, too, but

slight and shrunken like a withered brown leaf blown by a chance wind

under the mighty shadow of the other. Very busy looking forward at the

land, they had not a glance to spare; and Massy, glaring at them from

behind, seemed to resent their attention to their duty like a personal

slight upon himself.

This was unreasonable; but he had lived in his own world of unreasonable

resentments for many years. At last, passing his moist palm over the

rare lanky wisps of coarse hair on the top of his yellow head, he began

to talk slowly.

“A leadsman, you want! I suppose that’s your correct mail-boat style.

Haven’t you enough judgment to tell where you are by looking at the

land? Why, before I had been a twelvemonth in the trade I was up to that

trick--and I am only an engineer. I can point to you from here where the

bar is, and I could tell you besides that you are as likely as not to

stick her in the mud in about five minutes from now; only you would call

it interfering, I suppose. And there’s that written agreement of ours,

that says I mustn’t interfere.”

His voice stopped. Captain Whalley, without relaxing the set severity of

his features, moved his lips to ask in a quick mumble--

“How near, Serang?”

“Very near now, Tuan,” the Malay muttered rapidly.

“Dead slow,” said the Captain aloud in a firm tone.

The Serang snatched at the handle of the telegraph. A gong clanged down

below. Massy with a scornful snigger walked off and put his head down

the engineroom skylight.

“You may expect some rare fooling with the engines, Jack,” he bellowed.

The space into which he stared was deep and full of gloom; and the gray

gleams of steel down there seemed cool after the intense glare of the

sea around the ship. The air, however, came up clammy and hot on his

face. A short hoot on which it would have been impossible to put any

sort of interpretation came from the bottom cavernously. This was the

way in which the second engineer answered his chief.

He was a middle-aged man with an inattentive manner, and apparently

wrapped up in such a taciturn concern for his engines that he seemed

to have lost the use of speech. When addressed directly his only answer

would be a grunt or a hoot, according to the distance. For all the years

he had been in the Sofala he had never been known to exchange as much

as a frank Good-morning with any of his shipmates. He did not seem aware

that men came and went in the world; he did not seem to see them at all.

Indeed he never recognized his ship mates on shore. At table (the four

white men of the Sofala messed together) he sat looking into his plate

dispassionately, but at the end of the meal would jump up and bolt down

below as if a sudden thought had impelled him to rush and see whether

somebody had not stolen the engines while he dined. In port at the end

of the trip he went ashore regularly, but no one knew where he spent

his evenings or in what manner. The local coasting fleet had preserved

a wild and incoherent tale of his infatuation for the wife of a sergeant

in an Irish infantry regiment. The regiment, however, had done its turn

of garrison duty there ages before, and was gone somewhere to the other

side of the earth, out of men’s knowledge. Twice or perhaps three times

in the course of the year he would take too much to drink. On these

occasions he returned on board at an earlier hour than usual; ran

across the deck balancing himself with his spread arms like a tight-rope

walker; and locking the door of his cabin, he would converse and argue

with himself the livelong night in an amazing variety of tones; storm,

sneer, and whine with an inexhaustible persistence. Massy in his berth

next door, raising himself on his elbow, would discover that his second

had remembered the name of every white man that had passed through the

Sofala for years and years back. He remembered the names of men that had

died, that had gone home, that had gone to America: he remembered in his

cups the names of men whose connection with the ship had been so short

that Massy had almost forgotten its circumstances and could barely

recall their faces. The inebriated voice on the other side of the

bulkhead commented upon them all with an extraordinary and ingenious

venom of scandalous inventions. It seems they had all offended him in

some way, and in return he had found them all out. He muttered darkly;

he laughed sardonically; he crushed them one after another; but of his

chief, Massy, he babbled with an envious and naive admiration. Clever

scoundrel! Don’t meet the likes of him every day. Just look at him. Ha!

Great! Ship of his own. Wouldn’t catch _him_ going wrong. No fear--the

beast! And Massy, after listening with a gratified smile to these

artless tributes to his greatness, would begin to shout, thumping at the

bulkhead with both fists--

“Shut up, you lunatic! Won’t you let me go to sleep, you fool!”

But a half smile of pride lingered on his lips; outside the solitary

lascar told off for night duty in harbor, perhaps a youth fresh from

a forest village, would stand motionless in the shadows of the deck

listening to the endless drunken gabble. His heart would be thumping

with breathless awe of white men: the arbitrary and obstinate men who

pursue inflexibly their incomprehensible purposes,--beings with weird

intonations in the voice, moved by unaccountable feelings, actuated by

inscrutable motives.

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