Benjamin Ingham was born at Osset, in Yorkshire, June 11th, 1712. Like
the Wesleys, he was a descendant of one of the ministers ejected from
the Church of England by the black Bartholomew Act of 1662.[51] Having
received a liberal education at the grammar-school, Batley, he was sent,
when about eighteen years of age, to Queen’s College, Oxford. Two years
afterwards, he joined the Methodists. None of that godly brotherhood
were more diligent and devout than this young Yorkshireman. Hence, the
following letter addressed to his friend Wesley:—
“OSSET, _February 27th, 1734_.
“HONOURED SIR,—I meet with many cases of conscience in the
country, though I can find no casuist to solve them. I did
not altogether know the advantage of living at Oxford so well
before as I do now. They that have it in their power to reside
there, are wise if they do so. To act well in the country,
requires more knowledge, prudence, and a great deal more zeal.
It is scarce possible to imagine how wicked the world is.
The generality are dead in trespasses and sins. Even those
who would pass for good Christians, are sunk deep in a dead
indifference. Sincerity is as rare as a black swan. Since I
left your good brother, I have only met with one person that is
in good earnest for heaven, except that poor rug-maker. God,
indeed, is chief in his heart. The most wholesome discipline
and best discourses have no effect upon most people. They are
no more moved and concerned than a stone. Reflecting frequently
on this, has confirmed my belief of an election of grace.
I should be glad to know your thoughts on the subject at a
convenient opportunity.
“Since my coming into the country, I have frequently been much
affected with lively meetings; which has compensated me much,
and made me easy and cheerful. What dejects me most is when I
lie long, or am idle, or in company where I can do no good. I
desire to know how I ought to act when I am in company with
superiors, who talk only about trifles. Alas! Sir, I am vastly
deficient in this singularity, which is a material point;
though, blessed be God! I have now a footman to call me, who
visits me early, so that I hope to mend.
“I have methodized my time according to the following scheme.
Suppose I rise at five, or sooner, I spend till six in
devotion,—repeating a hymn, and chanting a psalm, then praying
and reading the Holy Scriptures. At six, Christian treatises.
At seven, we breakfast. I then get a lesson out of the New
Testament, then a Collect, and most of the Common Prayer.
Then forty-two poor children come to me to read. I propose to
observe the three ancient hours of prayer when at home. From
nine to eleven, I read in the Greek Testament, according to
Frank’s. At eleven, I go to teach the rug-maker’s children
to read. Twelve, dine; read Morris’s ‘Shorthand.’ Two, Greek
Testament. Four, walk. Five, devotion. Six, Monday, I choose
the subject beforehand. Seven, supper; and read Milton and
other religious books with the family. Nine, pray for myself
and friends. On Wednesday and Friday, from eight to nine,
meditate on my sins; twelve to one, on Christ’s sufferings; two
to three, read Morris. On Sunday, spend two hours in reading
with the family or some poor neighbours.
“I shall readily submit to your better directions. Supposing a
friend to visit me on a stationary day,[52] how must I behave
myself? In eating and drinking, should I confine myself to such
a quantity, when with strangers? Your directions in these cases
will be very useful.
“My hearty love to your brother, and all friends. I have
received a letter from Mr. Smith. He says he will acquaint his
tutor with all his concerns. I design shortly to write to Mr.
Ford and Watson. I earnestly desire the hearty prayers of all
friends.
“From your most obliged and affectionate friend and servant,
“B. INGHAM.”
Here we have another glimpse of Oxford Methodism,—intense
conscientiousness, concern on account of surrounding wickedness, early
rising, religious employment of every hour, devout study, care for
neglected children, and observance of the weekly fasts; but not a word
respecting the great truth, that sinners are saved by the alone merits of
Jesus Christ, and by a penitential trust in His all-sufficient sacrifice.
These were truths which the Oxford Methodists had yet to learn. Ingham,
like Kirkham, the Morgans, and Clayton, looked to Wesley for guidance;
but, in this respect, Wesley as yet was an incompetent instructor.
Ingham mentions his teaching forty-two children how to read, and his
Sunday meetings among the poor people at Osset. Such efforts to improve
his neighbours deserve to be commended; and it is a pleasant duty to
relate, that, his benevolent endeavours were attended with great success.
Numbers of persons were convinced of their lost condition as sinners: and
thus was commenced a religious movement akin to that, which, eight years
afterwards, seemed to upheave a large portion of the West Riding of the
county of York.
Notwithstanding his prayers, fasts, scripture reading, and diligence,
Ingham was not happy; and no wonder. He was a conscientious, earnest
Pharisee, seeking to be saved by works of righteousness, rather than
by penitential faith in Christ. The following letter, also addressed
to Wesley, and written nine months after the former one, shows how
dissatisfied he was with his present religious state; and reveals a
scrupulousness of conscience in reference to shooting and Quakers, which
is somewhat amusing:—
“OSSET, _November 30, 1734_.
“REV. SIR,—Such is the wretchedness of my station at present,
that, if I durst, shame would persuade me to conceal it from my
best friends. God, of His great goodness, has been pleased to
chastise me, for my sins, with an ague. I am afraid, I shall
make but a very indifferent use of this Fatherly correction. It
may justly be expected that I should be more dead to the world,
and filled with more fervent longings and thirstings after God;
that my diligence would have been quickened, and my devotion
inflamed. But, alas! sir, I am become more sensual, more
indulgent, and more subject to vanity. To early prayer I am now
a stranger. I think it well to rise at seven. In my sickness,
my thoughts, for the most part, were monstrous and trifling. I
would fain make my distemper an excuse; and, though it weakened
my body, it is strange that it should disorder my soul. To
give you one instance of my weakness: When I was pretty well
recovered, I could not deny myself so much as to walk out for
my health; and yet, with but little persuasion, I went several
times a shooting. Nay, I thought it necessary, though I had
renounced it. But it pleased God graciously to let my distemper
relapse, which took away the power, though not the desire of
going.
“At present, I keep altogether at home, scarcely stirring
out of doors. My eyes are weak; yet I am in a fair way of
recovering my bodily health. The only thing in which I have
not been much deficient, is in teaching the children, and
conversing at night with the neighbours, when able to do it.
And, indeed, this has been a means of saving myself from
utterly sinking. God hath been pleased to bless my weak
endeavours with pretty good success; and, I find, that, He
manifests the effects when we least expect it, hereby telling
us that not our endeavours, but His Almighty arm doth the work.
“The honest rugmaker makes very slow advances in learning. I
think to dissuade him from it, unless you advise me to the
contrary.
“My sister proceeds excellently, and, by her example, provokes
me to what otherwise I should not do.
“I desire you to resolve me: Will it be lawful to sell a thing
above its worth, purely because the buyer hath a desire of
it? Also, whether it be convenient or lawful for a Christian
to dwell with a Quaker when under no necessity? Also, whether
persons ought to eat, or openly declare they fast, when no
necessity puts them upon it?
“Dear Sir, let me beg your earnest prayers for your unworthy,
most obliged Friend and Servant,
“B. INGHAM.
“My love to your good brother, etc.
“I have heard from Mr. Burton. Mr. Wogan joins with him in
service to you and your brother. He expects to return by
Oxford about Christmas. They were indifferently in health. If
I recover my health perfectly, would you advise me to visit
Mr. Clayton before I return to Oxford? Our family send their
service.
“For the Rev. Mr. John Wesley,
“Fellow of Lincoln College, Oxon.”
From the above, it is quite evident that the Oxford Methodists regarded
the Quakers as not Christians; yea, as people, in whose houses, it was
doubtful whether Christians, except in cases of necessity, ought to
dwell. This was not surprising. Sacraments, fasts, and feast days were
essentials among the Oxford Methodists; among the Quakers they were
utterly neglected. The religion of the Methodists, to a great extent,
consisted in the observance of outward forms; the religion of the
Quakers, to an equal extent, in the neglect of them.
Ingham returned to Oxford in February, 1735; and was ordained in Christ
Church, by Bishop Potter, on the 1st of June following. On the day of his
ordination, he preached his first sermon, his congregation consisting
of the prisoners in Oxford Castle. On the 4th of the same month, he
proceeded, with Mr. Gambold, to London, where he was engaged as the
“reader of public prayers at Christ Church, and at St. Sepulchre’s,”
Newgate Street. Ingham’s zeal was too fervent to be pent up in the
reading-desks of these city churches. His age was only twenty-three; he
was full of youthful buoyancy, and longed for a wider sphere of action.
In Yorkshire, he had held conversational meetings in his mother’s house;
but now, for the first time, he was allowed to mount the pulpit, and to
preach. Christ Church and St. Sepulchre’s had other, probably older, men
than himself as preachers; but, rather than be silent, away he went, on
a sort of ecclesiastical itinerancy, far beyond the precincts of London
proper, and preached in many of the surrounding villages, and with such
singular success, that great numbers of the people were powerfully
impressed, and had eternal cause to be grateful for his youthful and
fervid ministry.[53]
The Oxford Methodists were already scattered. In consequence of his
father’s death, on April 25, 1735, Wesley had gone to Epworth. His
brother Charles, ordained about the same time as Ingham, had also taken
his departure from Oxford. Clayton was in Manchester; Hervey at home;
Gambold in London. The following letter, addressed to Wesley, and written
a fortnight after Ingham’s ordination, contains interesting references to
this religious brotherhood.
“MR. LISSON’S, GEORGE YARD, SNOW HILL, LONDON, _June 17, 1735_.
“REV. SIR,—The chief intent of this is to express my respect
and gratitude to you, and dear Mr. Charles, as at your
departure from Oxford there might seem to be some indifference
between us; but, according to the old saying, _Amantium irae
amoris redintegratio est_; my affections have the more inflamed
since that, and I have often thought of writing to inform you
of it, but hitherto have delayed. I have reason to believe
you have met with a variety of trials at Epworth, and I have
heard you evil spoken of abroad; and, for these reasons, I do
assure you I love you the more, and pray the more earnestly
for you. You have heard of the fluctuating condition of some
acquaintance at Oxford. London friends have much the same
esteem for you: ‘You are a good man, but you are too rigid,’
etc. ‘Master, in so saying, thou reproachest us also.’
“But to give you some good news. Mr. Salmon[54] is a sincere
friend. Mr. Whitefield is well known to you. I contracted
great intimacy with him since your departure. He is zealous
in a good cause. All friends at Queen’s College I left in
a hopeful condition. Their number is increased, and, I
verily believe, will increase. Mr. Hervey fights manfully in
Northamptonshire. Mr. Broughton is really a holy man. Mr.
Morgan (I suppose you have heard his case, how he is forbid
all conversation with you or your friends, etc.), I hope, will
make a good Christian. Our friends at Osset go on very well.
I baptized Piggot, and preached at the Castle the day I was
ordained. I think there were thirty, save one, at the sacrament
at St Mary’s the day before I came to London. Piggot and some
of our friends were confirmed on Sunday. Mr. Gambold came with
me to London, and is with me at Mr. Lissons’s. He returns to
Oxford with Mr. Hall, who has been here a considerable time,
on Saturday. On Friday, I shall set forward for Matching.[55]
I cannot tell how long I shall stay there. I have thoughts
of visiting my friends in Yorkshire; and, if you continue at
Epworth, I think to come and see you. I have also a desire to
see Mr. Clayton, at Manchester. I have been with Mr. Gambold
and Hall to see Mr. Law.[56] We asked him some questions; but
he talked only about man’s fall, and the one thing necessary.
He is a divine man.
“I like several of the religious people in London pretty
well; but I must confess they are not over zealous. I have
had a great many turns and changes since I saw you. I believe
I must be perfected through sufferings. Notwithstanding, by
the blessing of God, I hope to press on, and persevere in the
constant use of all the means of grace. I intend, at present,
to read the Scriptures in English, together with Mr. Law’s
books.
“My hearty respects to your brother and mother. Mrs. Lissons
sends her service. Pray let me hear from you shortly. When I
shall have the happiness of seeing you, or your brother, I
shall acquaint you with many particulars which I cannot now
mention. In the meantime, I rest, dear Sir, your sincere and
affectionate friend, and brother in Christ,
“B. INGHAM.”
“For the Rev. Mr. John Wesley, at Epworth, to be left at the
Post Office in Gainsborough, Lincolnshire.”
“A man’s heart deviseth his way, but the Lord directeth his steps.”
Within three months after this, Wesley wrote to Ingham, in substance, as
follows:—“Fast and pray; and then send me word whether you dare go with
me to the Indians.” Ingham’s answer will be found in the following long
letter, or journal, dated “Savannah, May 1st, 1736;” and which is now,
for the first time, published at _full length_. The substance of it was
given in the “Wesley Banner” for 1852; but it is here printed verbatim,
and without abridgment. Perhaps, and indeed, probably, the letter was an
extract from a longer journal; but if so, the journal is unknown. The
document is long, and somewhat loosely written; but, besides illustrating
Ingham’s character, it contains a considerable amount of interesting
information, and will serve to confirm the journals of Wesley and his
brother, and to fill up gaps in them:—
“SAVANNAH, _May 1st, 1736_.
“To my much-honoured Mother, my dearly beloved Brethren and
Sisters, and all my Christian Friends:—Grace, mercy and peace
be multiplied from Almighty God, the Father, and from our Lord
Jesus Christ, with the Holy Ghost; to whom be glory, honour,
and praise for ever and ever. Amen.
“Blessed, for ever blessed be the God and Father of our Lord
Jesus Christ, the Father of all mercy, and the God of all
consolation, who, of His great goodness, has been graciously
pleased to conduct us safe through the terrors of the great
deep! ‘They that go down to the sea in ships, and occupy
their business in great waters, these men see the works of
the Lord, and His wonders in the deep, for, at His word, the
stormy wind ariseth, which lifteth up the waves thereof. They
are carried up to the heavens, and down again to the deep.
Their soul melteth away because of the trouble. They reel to
and fro, and are tossed up and down, so that they are at their
wit’s end. Then they cry unto the Lord in their trouble, and
He delivereth them out of their distress. For He maketh the
storm to cease, so that the waves thereof are still. Then are
they glad, because they are at rest; and so He bringeth them
unto the haven where they would be! O! that men would therefore
praise the Lord for His goodness, and declare the wonders that
He doeth to the children of men!’
“I can now inform you that we are all arrived in safety
in Georgia. But, because I believe that a relation of our
voyage will not be unacceptable to you, I shall, with God’s
assistance, set down both the chief occurrences thereof, and
also the reasons which moved me to undertake it. But, lest
you should think of me, or my designs, more highly than you
ought to think, I do assure you that I am a very grievous and
abominable sinner, proud, sensual, and self-willed. And, oh!
that I was truly sensible, and heartily sorry of being so! Oh!
that it would please Almighty God, of His great grace, to make
me thoroughly humble and contrite! Oh! that my sins were done
away; that my nature was changed; that I was a new creature in
Christ Jesus! Then, perhaps, God would make me an instrument to
His glory. Oh! my dear friends, I beg of you, I entreat you, I
beseech you, pray mightily to God in my behalf, that I may not
be a castaway.
“About six weeks before we took shipping for Georgia, I
received a letter from the Rev. Mr. John Wesley, Fellow of
Lincoln College, Oxford, the substance whereof was as follows:
‘Fast and pray; and then send me word whether you dare go with
me to the Indians,’ Having observed his directions, about
three days after the receipt of this, I answered him to this
effect: ‘I am satisfied that God’s providence has placed me in
my present station. Whether He would have me go to the Indians
or not, I am not as yet informed. I dare not go without being
called,’ I kept his letter secret for some days. I was utterly
averse from going. I thought we had heathens anew at home.
However, I continued to pray that God would be pleased to
direct me, whether He would have me go, or not.
“About a fortnight after this, Mr. John Wesley came to London,
as also his brother Charles, and Mr. Salmon, a gentleman of
Brazen-Nose College, Oxon. The first time I was with them, I
desired to know the reasons which moved them to leave England.
They answered, they thought they could be better Christians,
alleging particular advantages which they might reasonably
expect would further their spiritual progress, by going amongst
the Indians. Some of their reasons I approved of; to others
I objected, alleging that a man might be a Christian in any
place, but chiefly insisting upon this, that no one ought to
go without being called of God. They told me, if I required a
voice or sign from heaven, that was not now to be expected;
and that a man had no other way of knowing God’s will, but by
consulting his own reason, and his friends, and by observing
the order of God’s providence. They, therefore, thought it
a sufficient call to choose that way of life which they had
reason to believe would most promote their Christian welfare.
Our conversation being ended, they lent me several letters,
written by Mr. Oglethorpe, relating to the Indians, their
manner of living, their customs, and their great expectation
of having a white man come amongst them to teach them wisdom.
All this moved me a little, but I had no mind to leave England.
However, I now began to pray more frequently and fervently that
God would be pleased to direct me to do His will.
“Besides the three gentlemen aforementioned, there was also one
Mr. Hall, brother-in-law to Mr. Wesley, resolutely determined
to go. When they had been in London about ten days, in which
time I frequently conversed with them, I found my heart so
moved one night, by being with Mr. John Wesley, that, almost
without thinking it, I said to him, ‘If neither Mr. Hall nor
Mr. Salmon go along with you, I will go.’ At that time, there
seemed no probability that either of them would draw back. They
were both of them ordained by the Bishop of London in order to
go: Mr. Salmon, deacon; Mr. Hall, both deacon and priest.
“But, lo! Mr. Salmon was immediately seized upon by his
relations in town, and was sent down, post haste, to his
parents in Cheshire. Upon his arrival, his father left the
house, furious and distracted, protesting he would not return
unless his son would stay. His mother, also, was labouring
under a fever. In this distress, he knew not what to do; but he
promised his parents to stay, and wrote Mr. Wesley word that he
hoped to follow him next spring, though since then he has writ
to him, telling him he doth not think himself as yet at liberty
to leave father and mother.
“However, Mr. Hall still continued steady. Neither his wife,
nor mother, nor brother, nor uncle, nor all his friends, either
by prayers, tears, threats, or entreaties, could, in the least,
turn him aside from his purpose.
“A few days after this, Mr. Wesley began to be more importunate
with me, urging me with my promise, telling me he had now
little hope of Mr. Salmon; and, as for Mr. Hall, he could
not properly be said to go with him, for his design was to
go amongst the Indians, whereas Mr. Hall was only to go to
Savannah, and be minister there; and as for his brother
Charles, he went over only as secretary to the trustees for the
colony of Georgia.
“I still refused, telling him, ‘If Mr. Hall went, I would not
go.’ Nevertheless, I prayed very earnestly, almost night and
day revolving upon it. My heart began to be now more and more
affected. It pleased God to let me see I might be a better
Christian by going with Mr. Wesley. I thought, by living
with him and having his example always before mine eyes, I
should be enabled to rise regularly and early, and to spend
all my time carefully, which are great and necessary points
in Christianity, and wherein I grew very deficient by living
in London. Besides these, there were three other reasons
which moved me. I thought, I should not meet with so many
temptations, to sensuality and indulgence, among the Indians
as in England. Hereby, likewise, I saw I should be freed from
the slavery of worldly interests, and the danger and drudgery
of hunting for preferment, which hinders so many from being
Christians, making them to betray the Church to serve the
State, and to deny Jesus Christ to please worldly-minded men.
The last and chief reason was the goodness of the work, and the
great and glorious promises that are made to those who forsake
all for the sake of the gospel.[57]
“Notwithstanding all these reasons, I was not yet fully
determined to go; but, what is very remarkable, the Psalms, the
Lessons, and all that I then read suggested to me that I should
go. So that, being at Morning Prayers in Westminster Abbey,
on Tuesday, October 7th, 1735, the tenth chapter of St. Mark,
which was then read, made so strong and vigorous an impression
upon me, that, at the hearing of these words, ‘And Jesus
answered and said, Verily, I say unto you, there is no man that
hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother,
or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel’s,
but he shall receive an hundred-fold now in this time, houses,
and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and
lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal
life,’—I determined in my heart that I would go. I may likewise
observe that, without any intention or design, I read the same
chapter the next day at St. Sepulchre’s Church, which did not a
little strengthen my resolution.
“Though I was thus determined in my own mind, yet I did not
make known my purpose to Mr. Wesley; but told him there were
three objections against my going. My mother and Mr. Nicolson
knew nothing of the matter; whereas I ought to have acquainted
them both and obtained their consent. To these Mr. Wesley
answered, he did not doubt but God would provide better for
the school in my absence than if I stayed, especially if
I recommended it to His care in my prayers, which I have
constantly done. Mr. Morgan, likewise, a gentleman of Lincoln
College, Oxford, who came up to London to take leave of Mr.
Wesley, a zealous and sincere Christian, being very earnest
with me to go, promised himself to make a journey into
Yorkshire to see my mother, and to do what he could towards
settling the school. As to having my mother’s consent, he
said, if I thought it was God’s will, I must obey my Master,
and go wherever I could do Him service, whether my relations
were willing or not. But, however, I could not go without Mr.
Nicolson’s knowledge and consent, because that would be leaving
the parish unprovided, which would be unlawful. We therefore
put the matter upon this issue,—if Mr. Nicolson consented, I
might go; if not, then there was a reasonable hindrance against
my going at this time. Mr. Nicolson had been some weeks at his
parish of Matching, in Essex, whereof I was curate. He usually
came to town on Saturdays, but, by a wonderful Providence, he
was now brought to town on Monday night. His intent was to have
returned the next day, but he was strangely detained, by one
thing or other, till Wednesday. I would gladly have met with
him on Tuesday, but could not find him at home. However, I writ
a letter, and ordered it to be given him as soon as he came.
Next morning, he came to my lodgings at Mr. Lissons’s. He told
me he had received my letter, which had acquainted him with my
designs. He was sorry to part with me; my warning was short;
my departure was sudden; yet, as I was going about a good
work, he would not oppose me; and, provided I could preach the
Sunday following, he would give me his consent. I went to Mr.
Oglethorpe to know if I could stay so long. He said, I might. I
returned, acquainted Mr. Nicolson, and so parted with him very
friendly, he going directly into the country.
“After this, I made known my designs, and got things in
readiness as fast as I could. My friends in town endeavoured to
persuade me; but I did not consult them, but God.
“On _Friday_, October 10, 1735, I made my will, which I sent
inclosed in a letter to you at Osset.
“_Sunday_, October 12, I preached at St. Mary Somerset[58] in
the morning, and at St. Sepulchre’s in the afternoon. Service
being ended, I took leave of my good old friend, Mrs. Lissons,
and her family, who wept much—my cousin, Robert Harrap, and
some other friends. Thence I went to Sir John Philips’, a very
worthy gentleman, and a devout Christian, who showed me a great
deal of respect, and did me many favours when I was in London,
where, having exhorted one another, we kneeled down to pray,
and so parted. Thence I went with Mr. Morgan to Mr. Hutton’s,
a good family in Westminster, where we spent the next day
with Messrs. Wesley, chiefly in private. But there happened
such a remarkable circumstance on it, as I cannot pass over
in silence. Mr. Hall, who had made great preparations for the
voyage, and had now got all things ready for his departure,
having this very morning hired a coach to carry himself and
wife down to Gravesend, where the ship lay, at the very hour
wherein they should have gone, drew back. He came unexpectedly,
and told Mr. Oglethorpe, his uncle and mother would get him a
living, and, therefore, he would not go. So he, whom all his
friends could not dissuade before, lost himself, and dropped
all his resolutions in the very last moments.
“This strange occurrence, which was so much beyond all
expectation, was a strong and fresh demonstration to me, that
it was God’s will I should go. Because, as I observed, I had
said to Mr. Wesley some time ago, ‘If neither Mr. Hall nor Mr.
Salmon go along with you, I will go.’—And again, ‘If Mr. Hall
goes, I will not go.’
“Having now no further doubt, but, that, I was intended by
Providence to accompany Mr. Wesley, on _Tuesday_, October 14,
he, his brother, Mr. Charles, myself, and Mr. Delamotte, son
of a merchant in London, who had a mind to leave the world,
and give himself up entirely to God, being accompanied by
Mr. Morgan, Mr. Burton, (one of the trustees), and Mr. James
Hutton, took boat at Westminster, for Gravesend. We arrived
there about four in the afternoon, and immediately went on
board the ship, called the _Symmonds_.
“We had two cabins allotted us in the forecastle; I and Mr.
Delamotte having the first, and Messrs. Wesley the other.
Theirs was made pretty large, so that we could all meet
together to read or pray in it. This part of the ship was
assigned to us by Mr. Oglethorpe, as being most convenient for
privacy.
“_Wednesday_ and _Thursday_ we spent chiefly with Mr. Morgan
and Mr. Hutton, exhorting and encouraging one another. We also
received the Lord’s Supper with them each day, thereby to
strengthen our spiritual strength and resolutions. They were
both sorry to part with us; and, I believe, Mr. Morgan would
have been very glad to have gone along with us.
“_Friday_, October 17, Mr. John Wesley, began to learn the
German tongue, in order to converse with the Moravians, a
good, devout, peaceable, and heavenly-minded people, who
were persecuted by the Papists, and driven from their native
country, upon the account of their religion. They were
graciously received and protected by Count Zinzendorf, of
Hernhuth, a very holy man, who sent them over into Georgia,
where lands will be given them. There are twenty-six of them
in our ship; and almost the only time that you could know they
were in the ship, was when they were harmoniously singing the
praises of the Great Creator, which they constantly do in
public twice a day, wherever they are. Their example was very
edifying. They are more like the Primitive Christians than
any other church now in the world; for they retain both the
faith, practice, and discipline delivered by the Apostles.
They have regularly ordained bishops, priests, and deacons.
Baptism, confirmation, and the eucharist are duly administered.
Discipline is strictly exercised without respect of persons.
They all submit themselves to their pastors, being guided by
them in everything. They live together in perfect love and
peace, having, for the present, all things in common. They
are more ready to serve their neighbours than themselves. In
their business, they are diligent and industrious; in all their
dealings, strictly just and conscientious. In everything, they
behave themselves with great meekness, sweetness, and humility.
“_Saturday_, October 18. This morning, Mr. John Wesley and
I began to read the Old Testament, which we finished during
our voyage. Mr. Wesley likewise baptised a man of thirty, who
before only had received lay baptism.[59] I was witness.
“_Sunday_, October 19. Mr. John Wesley began to preach without
notes, expounding a portion of Scripture extempore, according
to the ancient usage. During our passage, he went over our
Saviour’s Sermon on the Mount. He also constantly explained
the Second Lesson, except when he catechized the children;
whereby, all that heard, with sincere hearts, were much
edified. To-day, being the first time we celebrated the Lord’s
Supper publicly, (which we did constantly every Lord’s-day
afterwards,) we had but three communicants besides ourselves;—a
small number, yet God has been graciously pleased to add to
them. All love, all glory, be to Thee, O Lord!
“_Monday_, October 20 I began to teach and catechize the
children on board our ship, being in number about twelve. I
likewise helped two or three of the Moravians[60] to learn
English. This I continued to do several weeks, till we came out
to sea, and then I could but do it seldom, by reason of the
rolling of the ship. O that we were all like little children,
willing to be instructed and guided by our Heavenly Father! O
that we were truly sensible of our own ignorance, and how very
little the wisest of us knows that is worth knowing! It is God
that teacheth man knowledge.
“_Tuesday_, October 21. We left Gravesend, and went down the
river, though but very slowly, the wind not being favourable to
us.
“We now began to be more in earnest. We resolved to rise early,
and to spend our time regularly and carefully. The first
hour, we allotted ourselves, was to pray for ourselves and
absent friends. The next, we read the Scriptures; and, from
six to breakfast, we generally read something relating to the
Primitive Church. At eight, we had public prayers. The forenoon
_I_ spent either in teaching and instructing the children,
or reading antiquity; _Mr. John Wesley_, in learning German;
_Mr. Charles Wesley_, mostly in writing; _Mr. Delamotte_, in
learning Greek, or Navigation. At twelve, we all met together,
to join in prayer, and to exhort one another, consulting both
how to profit our neighbours and ourselves. After dinner, I
taught the children, or conversed religiously with some of the
passengers, as also Mr. Wesley constantly did. At four, we had
public prayer. From five to six, we spent in private; then we
supped. At seven, I read to as many of the passengers as were
willing to hear, and instructed them in Christianity. Mr. John
Wesley joined with the Moravians in their public devotions. At
eight, we all met together again, to give an account of what we
had done, whom we had conversed with, deliberating on the best
method of proceeding with such and such persons; what advice,
direction, exhortation, or reproof was necessary for them;
and sometimes we read a little, concluding with prayer; and
so we went to bed about nine, sleeping soundly upon mats and
blankets, regarding neither the noise of the sea or sailors.
“The angels of the Lord are round about them that fear Him.”
“_Monday_, October 27. We sailed from Margate Road to the
Downs. A gentleman passenger strongly opposed our having
prayers in the great cabin; and, indeed, he half carried his
point, so that we were forced to submit to the inconvenience of
having them between decks in the afternoons, till it pleased
God to remove him out of the ship.
“_Sunday_, November 2. We passed the fleet at Spithead, and
came into Cowes Road, off the Isle of Wight, where we lay
till the 10th of December. During our stay here, we had an
excellent opportunity of promoting the work of God among our
fellow passengers. We met with both opposition and success,
passing through evil report and good report. May it please
the Almighty to give us all an abundant measure of His grace,
to persevere zealously in His service to the end of our days!
Every Christian must be perfected through sufferings, either
inward or outward, for even the Captain of our salvation was
made perfect through suffering; and we are to be like Him.
“Mr. Charles Wesley, being known to the minister at Cowes,
preached several times in the island, and read at a poor
woman’s house to a good number of the people there assembled.
Before we came away, he left a few books among them. The poor
people were very glad, expressed much thankfulness, and, I
believe, were not a little edified by his admonition and
exhortation.
“_Monday_, November 3. We took a walk into the Isle, where we
agreed upon the following resolutions:—
“‘In the name of God, Amen.
“‘We whose names are here underwritten, being fully
convinced, that, it is impossible, either to promote
the work of God among the heathen without an entire
union amongst ourselves; or, that, such an union
should subsist unless each one will give up his
single judgment to that of the majority, do agree, by
the help of God:—
“‘_First._ That none of us will undertake anything of
importance without first proposing it to the other
three.
“‘_Second_. That, whenever our judgments or
inclinations differ, any one shall give up his single
judgment or inclination to the others.
“‘_Third_. That, in case of an equality, after
begging God’s direction, the matter shall be decided
by lot,
“‘John Wesley,
C. Wesley,
B. Ingham,
C. Delamotte.’
“The wind was now fair, but the man-of-war, that was to convey
us over, was not yet ready. The passengers grew impatient of
delay; but our Heavenly Father intended it for our good. Known
unto God are all His works from everlasting. Unsearchable are
Thy ways, O Lord God of hosts. Blessed art Thou for ever.
“_Saturday_, November 8. I went upon quarter-deck, after
dinner, to teach the children; but, because some gentlemen were
there who laughed at me for it, I was ashamed to proceed. O!
what a dreadful thing is the fear of man! How does it defeat
our best purposes, and stagger our stoutest courage! O! how
deceitful is my heart! If Thou, O Lord, shouldest withdraw Thy
grace from me but one day, I should utterly renounce Thee, and
commit the most enormous crimes!
“_Sunday_, November 16. Mr. John Wesley baptized Thomas
Herd and Grace, his wife, Mark, his son, and Phœbe, his
daughter, both adults, having prepared them for it by private
instruction. To this, I was a witness. They were brought up
Quakers; but are now serious people and constant communicants.
Praised be the Lord! who has turned their hearts from error,
and put them in the right way.
“_Thursday_, November 20. The man-of-war being come, we left
Cowes and got down to Yarmouth, where they cast anchor. But
next morning, the wind being contrary, we were forced back
again into Cowes Road. During this our latter stay here, there
were several storms, in one of which, two ships, that ventured
out, were stranded upon the island. Notwithstanding this,
several of our people murmured at the delay. If God should deal
with us according to our deservings, we should be consumed in a
moment.
“_Sunday_, November 23. We had, besides ourselves, eight
communicants. The Tuesday following, I got a boy well whipped,
by Mr. Oglethorpe’s orders, for swearing and blaspheming.
Private admonition had no effect upon him, so that I was forced
to have recourse to public correction.
“_Sunday_, November 30. I preached on board the other ships,
and read prayers, which I did several times while we lay
at Cowes. We now again had prayers in the great cabin, the
gentleman afore-mentioned having yesterday left the ship.
Blessed be God! who delivered us from him, for he very much
opposed us. I did think, and I told it my friends, that, we
could not sail while he was in the ship. This, perhaps, might
be one reason why we were kept so long from sailing.
“_Monday_, December 1. We agreed upon the following
resolution,—‘If any one upon being reproved, or upon any other
occasion, shall feel any sort or degree of anger or resentment,
he shall immediately, or at the next meeting, frankly and fully
confess it.’
“_Saturday_, December 6. The second mate, a very insolent and
ill-natured fellow, who had abused many of the passengers and
also Mr. Wesley, at last affronted even Mr. Oglethorpe to his
face. The next day, he was sent on board the man-of-war. The
people rejoiced at this; and praised be God! who delivered
them from his power. ‘The fierceness of man shall turn to Thy
praise; and the fierceness of them shalt Thou restrain.’ This,
I think, was another reason why we were kept still at Cowes.
“_Sunday_, December 7. We were fifteen communicants. This
evening, we resolved to leave off eating suppers, till we found
some inconvenience from it; which none of us did to the end of
the voyage. Since our settling in America, Messrs. Wesley and
Mr. Delamotte have resumed them. As yet, it agrees perfectly
with my health, and I still continue it.
“_Monday_, December 8. A young man, very providentially, was
taken into our ship. I, perceiving that he was a stranger,
began to converse with him. He gave me an account of himself,
and the reason of his coming. He had left his parents, he said,
who were rich, (though he was their only son,) because they
would not let him serve God as he had a mind. He used to spend
a good part of the night in prayer, not having opportunity
to do it by day. When he left home, he did not know where he
should go, having no clothes with him; but he did not seek for
money or worldly enjoyments; he desired only to save his soul.
When he was travelling, he prayed that he might go to some
place where he could have the advantage of public prayers and
the Holy Sacrament. Several times he had thoughts of turning
hermit; but Providence had brought him to us; and he was glad
to meet with ministers with whom he could freely converse about
spiritual things; and, indeed, I was glad to meet with him.
This, I think, was another reason for our delay. All love, all
glory be to Thee, O Lord!
“_Wednesday_, December 10. Now, at length, it pleased our
Heavenly Father to send us a fair wind. We left Cowes about
nine in the morning. Two gentlemen passengers of the other ship
were left behind, having, the night before, gone to Portsmouth.
We waited for them near two hours; but, they not coming, we
made the best of our way, running between seven and eight miles
an hour. Friday, in the forenoon, we left the man-of-war,
he not being able to sail as fast as our ships. Most of the
passengers were now sick; I was so for about half an hour; Mr.
John Wesley scarce at all.
“_Friday_, December 19. Messrs. Wesley and I, with Mr.
Oglethorpe’s approbation, undertook to visit, each of us, a
part of the ship, and daily to provide the sick people with
water-gruel, and such other things as were necessary for them.
At first, we met with some difficulties; but God enabled us
to persevere in the constant performance to the end of the
journey. Mr. Oglethorpe himself went several times about the
ship to comfort and encourage the people; and, indeed, he
has never been wanting in this respect. He is a pattern of
fatherly care and tender compassion, being always ready, night
and day, to give up his own ease and conveniences to serve the
poorest body among the people. He seldom eats above once a
day, and then he usually chooses salt provisions, (though not
so agreeable to his health,) that, he might give the fresh to
the sick. But more will appear from the following instance.
One Mrs. Welch, who was believed to be at the point of death,
being big with child, in a high fever, attended with a violent
cough, was, by Mr. Oglethorpe’s order, removed into his own
cabin, which was the best in the ship, he himself lying several
nights in a hammock, till another cabin was got ready for him.
He also constantly supplied her with all the best things in
the ship. Some of the gentlemen seemed disgusted at this; but
that made him only the more resolute. Yet, notwithstanding all
possible care was taken of her, human means failed; the doctor
gave her up; everybody thought she would die; Mr. Oglethorpe
only continued in hope. Nay, he said, he was sure God would
raise her up to manifest His glory in her. She had a desire to
receive the Lord’s Supper before she died; and, lo! from the
moment she received, she began to recover, and is now safely
delivered of a daughter, and in perfect health. ‘Gracious is
the Lord, and merciful, long-suffering, and of great goodness;
the Lord is loving to every man, and His mercy is over all His
works.’
“_Sunday_, December 21. We were twenty-one communicants. This,
as well as yesterday, was an exceedingly calm and pleasant
day. The sky appeared to me more beautiful than ever I had
observed it in England. We were likewise got so far to the
southward, that, the weather was as warm now as it is in the
spring at home. This being Mr. Oglethorpe’s birthday, he gave a
sheep and wine to the people, which, with the smoothness of the
sea, and the serenity of the sky, so enlivened them, that, they
perfectly recovered from their sea sickness. On Christmas-day,
also, Mr. Oglethorpe gave a hog, and wine to the people.
“_Monday_, December 29. We are now past the latitude of
twenty-five degrees, and are got into what they call the Trade
winds, which blow much the same way all the year round. The air
is balmy, soft, and sweet. The ship glides smoothly and quietly
along. The clouds are finely variegated with numbers of pretty
colours. The nights are mild and pleasant, being beautifully
adorned with the shining hosts of stars. ‘The heavens declare
the glory of God, and the firmament showeth His handywork. One
day telleth another; and one night certifies another.’
“What, though, in solemn silence, all
Move round this dark, terrestrial ball;
What, though nor real voice nor sound
Amidst their radiant orbs is found;
In reason’s ear they all rejoice,
And utter forth a glorious voice,
For ever singing as they shine,
‘The Hand that made us is divine.’
“1736, _Sunday_, January 4. A gentleman was very angry with me
for accusing his servant, of swearing, before Mr. Oglethorpe.
“The next day, Mr. John Wesley began to catechise the children
publicly, after the Second Lesson evening service, which he
continued to do every day for about three weeks.
“_Monday_, January 12. I began to write out the English
Dictionary, in order to learn the Indian tongue. O! ‘who is
sufficient for these things?’
“When the ship rolled so that we could not well go about
to visit the people, we generally spent the evening in
conversation with Mr. Oglethorpe, from whom we learnt many
particulars concerning the Indians.
“_Saturday_, January 17. The wind was very strong. About half
an hour after ten at night, we encountered such a wave as we
did not meet with in all our passage besides. It shook the
whole frame of the ship, from stem to stern. The water sprung
through the sides of the ship, which before were tight, and,
also, above the main-yard. Falling down, it covered the decks,
broke into the great cabin, and filled Mrs. Welch’s bed. Mr.
Oglethorpe was gone to bed, and resigned his own dry cabin to
the sick, betaking himself once more to his hammock. Hitherto,
we had had a very fine passage; but now, approaching near land,
we met with contrary winds, which kept us above a fortnight
longer at sea than otherwise we should have been.
“_Tuesday_, January 20. I baptized a child, which was thought
to be at the point of death; nay, some thought it was dead;
but, from the moment it was baptized, it began to recover.
“_Wednesday_, January 21. This evening, Mr. Oglethorpe called
together the heads of families, as he also did at some other
times, and gave them several excellent and useful instructions
relating to their living in Georgia, exhorting them likewise to
love God and one another.
“_Sunday_, January 25. We were twenty communicants. Towards
evening, we had a terrible storm, which lasted several hours.
I observed it well; and, truly, I never saw anything hitherto
so solemn and majestic. The sea sparkled and smoked, as if it
had been on fire. The air darted forth lightning; and the wind
blew so fierce, that, you could scarcely look it in the face,
and draw your breath. The waves did not swell so high as at
some other times, being pressed down by the impetuosity of the
blast; neither did the ship roll much; but it quivered, jarred,
and shook. About half an hour past seven, a great sea broke in
upon us, which split the main-sail, carried away the companion,
filled between decks, and rushed into the great cabin. This
made most of the people tremble; and, I believe, they would
then have been glad to have been Christians, how light soever
they made of religion before. I myself was made sensible, that,
nothing will enable us to smile in the face of death, but a
life of extraordinary holiness. I was under some fear for a
little while; but I recollected myself again, by reflecting
that every thing came by the will of God; and that whatever He
willed was the best for me. If, therefore, He was pleased to
take me off at this very time, so much the better:—I should be
delivered from many evils, and prevented from committing many
sins to come. Betwixt eleven and twelve, I recommended myself
to God, and went to bed, resting satisfied with whatever should
befal me. Towards three, the wind abated. In the morning, we
returned public thanks for our deliverance; and, before night,
most of the people had forgotten, that, they were ever in a
storm. ‘If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will
they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.’[61]
“_Wednesday_, January 28. Being a calm day, I went on board the
other ship, read prayers, and visited the people. At my return,
I acquainted Mr. Oglethorpe with their state; and he sent them
such things as they needed.
“_Sunday_, February 1. Three sail appearing, we made up towards
them, and got what letters we could write, in hopes some of
them might be bound for England. I writ a short one to you at
Osset. One of them, that was bound for London, made towards us,
and we put our letters on board her.
“On Tuesday, we found ground; on Wednesday, we saw land; and,
on Thursday afternoon, 5th of February, we got safe into
Tybee-road, in the mouth of the river Savannah, in the province
of Georgia, in America. Messrs. Wesley, Mr. Delamotte, and
I had some discourse about our manner of living in this new
country. I was struck with a deep, religious awe, considering
the greatness and importance of the work I came upon, but was
comforted with these words in the Psalms:—‘O! tarry thou the
Lord’s leisure; be strong, and He shall comfort thy heart; and
put thou thy trust in the Lord.’ From the whole service, I was
moved to think, that, the Gospel would be propagated over the
whole world. May God, of His great mercy, graciously be pleased
to grant it!
“_February 6._ We went on shore, and had prayers, where we were
comforted by the Second Lesson. Next day, I received a letter
from my brother William, one from my sister Hannah, and another
from Mr. H. Washington, whereby I was very much comforted. I
called to mind several things past; reflected upon the sweet
happiness of true friendship; and prayed earnestly for my dear
friends in England, with tears.
“_Saturday_, February 14. This morning, as well as yesterday,
we met with several remarkable passages, in our course of
reading the prophets, relating to the propagation of the
Gospel, which not a little comforted and encouraged us. I was
also strongly affected by the Second Lesson, Mark xiii.
“A little after noon, some Indians came to make us a visit.
We put on our gowns and cassocks; spent some time in prayer;
and then went into the great cabin to receive them. At our
entrance, they all rose up; and both men and women shook hands
with us. When we were all seated, Toma-Chache, their king,
spoke to us to this effect. (His interpreter was one Mrs.
Musgrove, who lives about five miles above Savannah. She is
descended of a white man by an Indian woman. She understands
both languages, being educated amongst the English. She can
read and write, and is a well-civilized woman. She is likewise
to teach us the Indian tongue.)
“‘Ye are welcome. I am glad to see you here. I have a desire
to hear the Great Word, for I am ignorant. When I was in
England, I desired that some might speak the Great Word to me.
Our nation was then willing to hear. Since that time, we have
been in trouble. The French on one hand, the Spaniards on the
other, and the Traders that are amongst us, have caused great
confusion, and have set our people against hearing the Great
Word. Their tongues are useless; some say one thing, and some
another. But I am glad that ye are come. I will assemble the
great men of our nation, and I hope, by degrees, to compose
our differences; for, without their consent, I cannot hear
the Great Word. However, in the meantime, I shall be glad to
see you at my town; and I would have you teach our children.
But we would not have them made Christians as the Spaniards
make Christians; for they baptize without instruction; but we
would hear and be well instructed, and then be baptized when we
understood.’
“All this he spoke with much earnestness, and much action,
both of his head and hands. Mr. John Wesley made him a short
answer,—‘God only can teach you wisdom, and, if you be sincere,
perhaps, He will do it by us.’ We then shook hands with them
again, and withdrew.
“The Queen made us a present of a jar of milk, and another of
honey; that we might feed them, she said, with milk; for they
were but children; and that we might be sweet to them.
“About three next day, in the afternoon, just before they went
away, we put on our surplices, at Mr. Oglethorpe’s desire, and
went to take leave of them.
“_Monday_, February 16. About seven this evening, I set forward
with Mr. Oglethorpe, and some others, in a ten-oared boat,
for the Alatamahaw river, the southernmost part of Georgia.
At eleven, we arrived at a place called Skiddowa, where we
went ashore into the woods, and kindled a fire under a lofty
pine-tree. Having written some letters, and eaten something, we
lay down to sleep upon the ground, without either bed or board,
having no covering, besides our clothes, but a single blanket
each, and the canopy of heaven. About eight next day, we set
forward again, passing several marshes, beset on both sides
with trees of various sorts, whose leaves, being gilded with
the glorious rays of the sun, yielded a beautiful prospect.
About twelve, the wind blew so high, that, we were driven upon
an oyster bank, where we could not get a stick to make a fire.
Here we dined very comfortably. Near two, we set forward again,
and, with great difficulty, crossed over the mouth of the river
Ogechee. The wind was exceeding high, and the water very rough.
Almost every wave drove over the side of the boat; so that
every moment we were in jeopardy of our lives; and, truly, if
Mr. Oglethorpe had not roused up himself, and struck life into
the rowers, I do not know but most of us might here have made
our exit. Towards six, we got to a little place, called Boar’s
Island, where we encamped all right, round a roaring fire, in
a bed of canes, where the wind could not reach us. Here also
we came up with a large boat, called a Pettiangur,[62] loaded
with people for the Alatamahaw, who had set out before us. Next
morning, after prayers, Mr. Oglethorpe, considering, that, our
own boat was overladen, and also that I might probably be of
some service to the people, asked me if I was willing to go
on board the Pettiangur, whereto I readily consented. Here,
during the remainder of our passage, I read to the people, and
instructed them as I had opportunity. This evening, we lay upon
St. Catherine’s, a very pleasant island, where we met with two
Indians a-hunting. I took one of them on board the Pettiangur,
and gave him some biscuit and wine, and he, in return, sent us
the greatest part of a deer.
“On _Sunday_ morning, February 22, we arrived at the island of
St. Simons, upon the river Alatamahaw, a pleasant and fertile
place, which Mr. Oglethorpe had reached the Thursday night
before. Several of the people were firing guns, but, upon my
landing, I asked Mr. Oglethorpe if Sunday was a proper day for
sporting. He immediately put a stop to it. Having breakfasted,
we joined in the Litany, and then he returned to Savannah,
having already put the people in a method of proceeding.
“Next day in the forenoon, we were alarmed by a sail appearing
in the river. We called all the people together; and, after
consultation, we threw up a trench, strengthening it with
barrels of beef and pork, which we had here in abundance. We
also sent a canoe down the river, and several men into the
woods for scouts, to bring us intelligence. In the meantime, we
got all our arms in readiness, providing for the worst. About
half an hour past twelve, the canoe returned, and brought us
word, it was the sloop which brought the provisions, that had
returned to take in ballast.
“Two or three of the first days, the people spent in building
palmetto bowers. We enclosed a little round place with myrtles,
bays, and laurels, in the midst whereof we nightly kept a great
fire, round which I lay several weeks in the open air, my whole
bed consisting of two blankets; and I never had health better
in my life. Now we had short prayers early in the morning,
before they began; and at night, after they had done working.
My chief business was daily to visit the people, to take care
of those that were sick, and to supply them with the best
things we had. For a few days at the first, I had everybody’s
good word; but, when they found I watched narrowly over them,
and reproved them sharply for their faults, immediately the
scene changed. Instead of blessing, came cursing, and my love
and kindness were repaid with hatred and ill-will.
“_Sunday_, February 29. After morning prayers, which we had
pretty early, I told the people that, it was the Lord’s day,
and, therefore, ought to be spent in His service; that, they
ought not to go a-shooting, or walking up and down in the
woods; and that, I would take notice of all those who did.
One man answered, that, these were new laws in America! This
man, as well as several others went out; but he, I think, was
two days before he could find his way back again. I reproved
most of them afterwards, in a friendly manner, laying before
them the heinousness of the sin, and the dreadful consequences
that would necessarily follow. One or two took my advice
well; but the rest were hardened, and, instead of reforming,
raised heavy complaints and accusations to the gentleman, that
was left chief in commission, that, I had made a black list;
and that, I intended to ruin them. This caused a very sharp
contest between that gentleman and me; wherein God enabled
me, boldly and courageously, to vindicate the honour of His
day and worship, without regarding the favour of any man.
So soon as I was retired, I prayed earnestly from my heart,
that, God would forgive him, and also give him a new mind;
which prayer God heard (blessed be His goodness!) for, since
I came away, he frankly confessed, that, he was in the wrong;
that, his passions carried him to too great a height; that,
I was certainly in the right, and had only done what was my
duty. I mention this to show the great use of praying for our
enemies. Who knows how much such prayer will avail before God?
Certainly, it purifies our own heart, and is the only sure
enemy to keep out hatred, malice, and revenge.
“_Tuesday_, March 2. This morning, I prayed that God would be
pleased to send home the lost man, and also make him sensible
of his sin. About breakfast time, he came looking very ghastly,
sadly affrighted, telling me he was resolved never more to
profane the Sabbath. God grant he may keep his word! This
example would not make others take warning. Next Sunday, three
more went a-shooting, who were all lost till next day. Nothing
but the almighty grace of God is sufficient to turn a sinner
from the error of his ways.
“_Monday_, March 8. Mr. Oglethorpe arrived, with four
Pettiangurs; and, next day, my dear friend, Mr. C. Wesley,
with another, wherein were all the married men and women, and
children, that came over in our two ships. Mr. Oglethorpe
immediately laid out the new town, Frederica, in a neat and
regular method; and kept the people to strict work in building
themselves palmetto houses. During the three weeks longer,
which I spent here, there happened such a variety of incidents,
that, it would be too tedious to relate them. Only I will add,
that, Mr. C. Wesley and I had the happiness of undergoing,
for the truth’s sake, the most glorious trial of our whole
lives, wherein God enabled us exceedingly to rejoice, and also
to behave ourselves throughout with undaunted courage and
constancy; for which may we ever love and adore Him! The book
of God was our support, wherein, as our necessities required,
we always met with direction, exhortation, and comfort—‘Thy
Word is a lantern to my feet, and a light unto my paths. In
God’s Word will I comfort me.’[63]
“_Sunday_, March 28. About seven in the evening, I left
Frederica, and took boat for Savannah. We had a fair wind;
and, if we had not run twice aground, I believe we should have
got thither in twenty-four hours. Towards four on Tuesday
morning, it began to thunder, and lighten, and rain in the
most dreadful manner I ever beheld since I was born. Ours was
a little open boat, without any cover. The rest of the people
wrapped themselves up, head and ears, in blankets and sails,
whatever they could get, and laid down in the bottom of it. I
plucked up a good heart, threw my cloak over me, and stood up,
as stiff as I could, in the midst of it, that I might behold
the majesty of God in thunder; and, truly, so glorious a scene
I never saw. I dare not attempt to describe. However, I passed
the time very comfortably in praising God; and, whereas, all
the rest were well wet, I was pure and dry all over, excepting
only my cloak and shoes. Betwixt seven and eight, we arrived
at Savannah, where I was kindly received by Mr. John Wesley
and Mr. Delamotte. The latter had began to teach a few little
orphans; and the former had brought the people to short prayers
morning and night I now again entered upon a manner of life
more agreeable to me than what I spent at Frederica, having
both time and convenience for regular retirement.
“_Sunday_, April 4. This afternoon, Mr. Wesley and Mr.
Delamotte, took boat for Frederica. In their absence, I took
care both of the church and school.
“_Monday_, April 5. After evening prayers, I begun to
catechize, at our own house, all young persons that were
willing to come, as well children as servants, and apprentices,
who would not come in the day time. I have continued to do this
every night since. On Sundays, I do it after dinner, and also
publicly in the church after the Second Lesson.
“_Sunday_, April 11. After evening service, I made a visit to a
few people, who had formed themselves into a Society,—meeting
together on Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday nights. I found their
design was good. They read, prayed, and sung psalms together.
Accordingly, I exhorted them to go on, promising myself to meet
with them sometimes, and to give them such helps and directions
as I could. I have joined them every Sunday since; and I hope
it will be a means of some good. God grant it!
“_Sunday_, April 18. This afternoon, there was an alarm made
in time of Divine service, whereupon, several people went out
of church. The cause of it was a young lad that had run away
from his master. He had broken into our house, under which,
he said, he had laid a fortnight, and stolen provisions when
I was at prayers. He had taken down a pistol, and loaded it,
with a design, I suppose, to shoot in the woods; for he had
gotten the powder flask, and, as he was getting out of the
window, somehow, he slipped, and fired off the pistol, which
broke his arm to shivers. He then called out aloud for help;
whereupon, some people that heard, went to see what was the
matter. He begged of them to drag him out at the window, which
they did, and found him in a bad condition. They carried him to
a surgeon, who cut off his arm. In the night, not having due
attendance, he loosed it, whereby, he lost so much blood, that,
he died next morning. I was very sorry for the unfortunate
wretch, for he came to be catechized the night before he run
away, and I, being informed that he had done so several times
before, talked to him a good while, to behave himself well,
and to obey his master. But, not having grace, he did the very
reverse to what I exhorted him. A sad example, whereby others
ought to take warning.
“This being the great and holy week, I dedicated it to
devotion, observing the discipline of the Primitive Church.
“On Tuesday evening, Mr. John Wesley and Mr. Delamotte arrived
from Frederica. Next day, Mr. Wesley gave me an account of what
had passed there since my departure. O what secrets will come
to pass in the last day!
“_Easter Sunday_, April 25. We were thirty-four communicants.
Our constant number is about a dozen. Next day, Mr. Wesley and
I went up to Cowpen, in a boat, bought for our use, to converse
with Mrs. Musgrave about learning the Indian language. I
agreed to teach her children to read, and to make her whatever
recompence she would require more for her trouble. I am to
spend three or four days a week with her, and the rest at
Savannah, in communicating what I have learned to Mr. Wesley;
because he intends, as yet, wholly to reside there.
“The Moravians, being informed of our design, desired me to
teach one of the brethren along with Mr. Wesley. To this I
consented at once, with my whole heart. And who, think ye, is
the person intended to learn? Their lawful bishop.[64] ‘The
right hand of the Lord hath the pre-eminence; the right hand of
the Lord bringeth mighty things to pass.’
“_Friday_, April 30. Mr. Wesley and I went up again to Cowpen,
taking along with us, Toma-Cache and his Queen. Their town is
about four miles above Savannah, in the way to Mrs. Musgrave’s.
We told them we were about to learn their language. I asked
them, if they were willing I should teach the young prince.
They consented, desiring me to check and keep him in; but not
to strike him. The Indians never strike their children; neither
will they suffer any one to do it. I told them, I would do
my best, as far as gentleness and good advice would go. How
I shall manage, God alone can direct me. The youth is sadly
corrupted, and addicted to drunkenness, which he has learnt
of our Christian heathen. Nay, the whole Creek nation is now
generally given to this brutal sin, whereto they were utter
strangers before Christians came among them.
“Oh! what a work have we before us! Who is sufficient for these
things? I am nothing. I have nothing. I can do nothing. O! my
dearest friends, pray for us. Pray earnestly for us; and more
especially for me, your very weak, though most dutiful son, and
affectionate brother,
“BENJAMIN INGHAM.”
This lengthened document needs no apology. It exhibits Ingham as a
sincere, earnest, self-denying, zealous servant of the Divine Redeemer.
It helps to justify the suddenness of his departure from his native
country, without obtaining the consent of his family and friends, and
even without consulting them. It shows, that, he was a firm believer in
the sacred text—“In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct
thy paths.” Who can doubt that Ingham was divinely guided in embarking
for America? The service that he rendered there, might be comparatively
small; but, at that period, it required no ordinary courage, for a young
man of three and twenty, to encounter the storms of the Atlantic, and to
live with wild Indians in the woods of Georgia. The results of Ingham’s
ministerial labours in the new colony might be few; but the mission there
brought him into the society of a set of simple-minded, earnest, godly
men, by whom the current of the whole of his subsequent life was changed;
and the rough experience of the few months spent among colonial settlers
and untutored savages, was a useful training for the hard labours and
hard treatment awaiting him in his native country. If Ingham had not
embarked for Georgia, the probability is, he would not have been brought
into fellowship with Moravians; and, therefore, would not have become
a Moravian Evangelist among the masses of the north of England. The
Providence, which sent him to Georgia, separated him from the Established
Church; but, as in the case of Wesley, it made him the Founder of a large
number of religious societies, which exercised a mighty influence on the
people of Yorkshire, and of the neighbouring counties.
As yet, Ingham, like the Wesleys, was seeking to be saved by works,
rather than by penitent faith in Christ Jesus; but the very fact that
he hoped to be saved thus, served as an incentive to the practice of
self-denial and other austerities, and to the use of diligence and
faithfulness in his ministerial office which have seldom been surpassed.
The man had a large heart, brim-full of benevolent feeling; and regarded
it as the highest honour and happiness of his life to be of service to
the cause of God, and to the welfare of his fellow-creatures. Without
doubt, he was what would be called a high churchman when he set sail for
Georgia; but his sympathies were too large to be ice bound with high
church bigotry. His description of the twenty-six psalm-singing Moravians
is just and generous. He was willing to admit the fact, and to rejoice
in it, that there were as good Christians without the pale of his own
Church, as there were within it. Like all men of noble mind, he was
not too much a man to bend to a little child. Teaching and catechizing
children was a self-imposed, but happy task, while on the waves of
the Atlantic Ocean; and it was equally one of his pleasant toils in
Georgia. Idleness and he were strangers to each other. Early rising,
abstemious diet, and constant working, were, with him, not accidents,
but principles. They were part and parcel of his religion. The Bible was
his daily study; and prayer, for himself, and for others, his highest
privilege and duty. The two combined inspired him with a confidence
in God, which never faltered; and which kept him calm in the greatest
dangers. Let us follow him.
Ingham landed in Georgia, on February 5, 1736: he re-embarked for England
on February 26, 1737. Nearly three of the thirteen months he spent in
Georgia, are comprehended in the Journal already given. The details of
the other ten are few and scanty.
Both he and Wesley intended and wished to be, not chaplains among the
English colonists, but, missionaries among the wild Indians; and,
accordingly, at the end of the first three months of their Georgian
residence, we find Ingham arranging to spend three days a week in
learning the Indian language from a half-caste woman; and the other three
in teaching what he learnt to Wesley, and to Nitschmann, the Moravian
bishop. Their design was Christian and heroic; but it was not realised.
On May 16, 1736, Charles Wesley, unexpectedly, came to his brother,
and Ingham, and Delamotte, at Savannah; and, for want of better
accommodation, each of the four “retired to his respective corner of the
room, where, without the help of a bed, they all slept soundly till the
morning.”[65] Charles had now left Frederica for ever; and, ten weeks
later, he embarked for England.
Frederica was left without a minister; and it was agreed, that, Wesley
and Ingham should take Charles’s place in turns. Wesley went off at
once; and remained at Frederica till June 23rd. He and Ingham now hoped
to obtain permission to live among the Choctaw Indians; but Oglethorpe
objected; first, on the ground, that, they would be in danger of being
intercepted or killed by the French; and, secondly, because it was
inexpedient to leave Savannah without a pastor. This induced them to
remain where they were; but, in the meantime, they had a most interesting
interview with a number of Chicasaw Indians, the details of which,
Wesley has related in his Journal.
On August 4, Wesley again went to Frederica, leaving Savannah to the care
of Ingham and Delamotte; and thus things continued till February, 1737;
Wesley and Ingham ardently wishing to proceed as missionaries among the
Indians; but not able to fulfil their wish, because there was no minister
to occupy their places at Savannah and Frederica.
Ingham had been an apt and diligent pupil of Mrs. Musgrave’s; and
had formed a vocabulary of about one half of the words in the Indian
language; but, unless Savannah and Frederica could be supplied by other
ministers, all his fagging to acquire this barbarous language was likely
to be useless. What was done? The following is an extract from a letter,
addressed to Mr. ⸺, in Lincoln College, Oxon.
“SAVANNAH, _February 16, 1737_.
“DEAR SIR,—Mr. Ingham has left Savannah for some months; and
lives at a house built for him a few miles off, near the
Indian town.[66] So that I have now no fellow-labourer but Mr.
Delamotte, who has taken charge of between thirty and forty
children. There is, therefore, great need, that God should put
it into the hearts of some, to come over to us and labour with
us in His harvest. But I should not desire any to come unless
on the same views and conditions with us,—without any temporal
wages, other than food and raiment, the plain conveniences of
life. And for one or more in whom was this mind, there would
be full employment in the province; either in assisting Mr.
Delamotte or me, while we were present here; or in supplying
our places when abroad; or in visiting the poor people, in the
smaller settlements, as well as at Frederica; all of whom are
as sheep without a shepherd.
“By these labours of love, might any, that desired it, be
trained up for the harder task of preaching the Gospel to the
heathen. The difficulties he must then encounter God only
knows; probably martyrdom would conclude them. But those we
have hitherto met with have been small, and only terrible at
a distance. Persecution, you know, is the portion of every
follower of Christ, wherever his lot is cast. But it has
hitherto extended no farther than words with regard to us,
unless in one or two inconsiderable instances. Yet, it is
sure, every man ought, if he would come hither, be willing and
ready to embrace (if God should see them good) the severer
kinds of it He ought to be determined, not only to leave
parents, sisters, friends, houses, and lands, for his Master’s
sake, but to take up his cross too; cheerfully submit to the
fatigue and danger of (it may be) a long voyage, and patiently
to endure the continual contradiction of sinners and all the
inconveniences which it often occasions.
“Would any one have a trial of himself, how he can bear this?
If he has felt what reproach is, and can bear that but a few
weeks, as he ought, I shall believe he need fear nothing.
Other trials will afterwards be no heavier than that little
one was at first; so that he may then have a well-grounded
hope, that he will be enabled to do all things through Christ
strengthening him.
“May the God of peace Himself direct you to all things
conducive to His glory, whether it be by fitter instruments, or
even by your own friend and servant in Christ,
“JOHN WESLEY.”[67]
Wesley’s standard of a Christian missionary was enough to appal ordinary
men; but who will say that the standard was too high? He himself and
also his friend Ingham answered to this description; but it was doubtful
whether others could be found, among their old associates, who were
like-minded. Accordingly, ten days after the date of the above letter,
another step was taken. Wesley writes:—
“1737. February 24. It was agreed Mr. Ingham should go for
England, and endeavour to bring over, if it should please God,
some of our friends, to strengthen our hands in this work.
February 26. He left Savannah.”
The Oxford Methodists were scattered when Ingham arrived in England;
but they were still a loving and confiding brotherhood. In July,
1737, Charles Wesley and James Hutton spent some days at Oxford; and,
accompanied by Mr. Morgan and Mr. Kinchin, set out, on the 29th of that
month, for London, where, at the house of Hutton’s father, in College
Street, Westminster, they found their “old, hearty friend, Benjamin
Ingham.”[68] The last mentioned also visited the Delamotte family at
Blendon. Hence, under the date of September 10, 1737, C. Wesley writes:—
“I took coach for Blendon. My friend, Benjamin, had been there
before me, and met with such a reception as encouraged me to
follow. He had preached to them with power, and still more
powerfully by his life and conversation. The eldest sister,
and the Cambridge scholar,[69] were struck to the heart.
The first evening passed in discourse of my namesake[70] in
America.”
Immediately after this, Ingham was at his own home, in Yorkshire. No
more faithful and honest friend existed; but, like many Yorkshiremen, he
was sometimes almost blunt. The following letter, addressed to Wesley,
in Georgia, supplies evidence of this, and also contains references to
Wesley and the Oxford Methodists, of considerable interest:—
“OSSET, _October 19, 1737_.[71]
“DEAR BROTHER,—By your silence, one would suspect that you were
offended at my last letter. Am I your enemy because I tell you
the truth? But perhaps I was too severe. Forgive me then. Be
lowly in your own eyes. Humble yourself before the Lord, and
He will lift you up. I do assure you, it is out of pure love,
and with concern that I write. I earnestly wish your soul’s
welfare. O pray for mine also. The Lord preserve you!
“Could you, think you, live upon the income of your fellowship?
If you can, do. The trustees are, indeed, very willing to
support you, and they would take it ill should anybody say
that you have been too expensive. But the Bishop of London,
as I have heard, and some others, have been offended at the
expenses, and not altogether without reason, because you
declared, at your leaving England, you should want scarce
anything. I just give you these hints. Pray for direction, and
then act as you judge best.[72]
“Charles is so reserved; I know little about him. He neither
writes to me, nor comes to see me. What he intends is best
known to himself. Mr. Hutton’s family go on exceedingly well.
Your friend Mr. Morgan, I hear, either has, or, is about
publishing a book, to prove that every one baptized with
water is regenerate. All friends at Oxford go on well. Mr.
Kinchin, Mr. Hutchins, Mr. Washington, Bell, Hervey, Watson,
are all zealous. Mr. Atkinson labours under severe trials in
Westmoreland, but is steady and sincere, and an excellent
Christian. Dick Smith is weak, but not utterly gone. Mr. Robson
and Grieves are but indifferent. The latter is married to a
widow, and teaching a school at Northampton. Mr. Thompson, of
Queen’s, has declared his resolution of following Christ.
“Remember me to Mr. Wallis, Mark Hird, and the Davison family,
Mrs. Gilbert Mears, Mr. Campbell, Mr. and Mrs. Burnside, Mr.
and Mrs. Williamson.
“Yours in Christ,
“B. INGHAM.”
Ingham still purposed to return to Georgia. He longed to preach the
gospel of his Saviour to the heathen, and was busily employed in
mastering their language. He sought spiritual fellowship among his
Christian friends in Yorkshire; and, as opportunity offered, occupied the
pulpit of the Established Church. His preaching created great sensation;
and his private labours, among his neighbours, were not without results.
A man with a soul like his,—burning with a zeal which would have led him
gladly to sacrifice his life among the wild Indians of America,—could
scarcely fail to be an earnest, successful evangelist in his own country.
As already stated, his intention to return to Georgia was not fulfilled.
Perhaps Wesley’s departure from that colony, about six weeks after the
date of the above letter, was one of the things which prevented it. Be
that as it might, he was quite prepared for hard work, and for rough
usage, in other places.
In the letter just given, he complains of the silence and reserve of
Charles Wesley. At the very time, however, Charles was writing to him;
and, three days afterwards, Ingham addressed to him the following reply,
full of the Christian fire of the first Methodists:—
“OSSET, NEAR WAKEFIELD, _October 22, 1737_.
“MY DEAR BROTHER,—Your letter is just come to my hands. I
rejoiced over it, because it came from you. I was afraid you
had been almost lost; but, since I see you are desirous to make
full proof of your ministry, I greatly rejoice. Blessed be the
Lord, who, by His grace, preserves me from falling, amidst the
deceitful and alluring, bewildering temptations of worldly
preferment. May He still continue His loving-kindness towards
you! May He thoroughly settle and establish you! May you have
power to overcome the world, the flesh, and the devil, and,
like a brave soldier, manfully to fight under Christ’s banner!
May your one desire of living be for Christ’s sake, and the
gospel!
“I have no other thoughts but of returning to America. When the
time comes, I trust the Lord will show me. My heart’s desire
is, that the Indians may hear the gospel. For this I pray both
night and day.
“I will transcribe the Indian words as fast as I can. I writ to
Mr. William Delamotte three weeks ago. If he did not receive
the letter, it miscarried. I wish you could inform me, that I
might write again.
“I have just now been talking to Mr. Godly, curate of Osset.
(You know, I believe, that he is misnamed.) I was all on a
tremble while I talked to him, and for a good while after. He
took my reproof very uneasily. But, however, he trembled as
well as me. I have lent him ‘The Country Parson’ to read; and,
since he went away, I have been praying for him in agony. I
seem to be full of hope, as if God would turn his heart; and O
that He may! One of the wickedest women in all Osset is turned
since I came down; and, I believe, she will make a thorough
convert. She says, she is sure God sent me to turn her heart.
To His holy name be all the glory! There is another poor soul
too here, that is under the most severe agonies of repentance.
Cease not to pray for these, and the rest of your Christian
friends at Osset, who pray constantly for you.
“Last Sunday, I preached such a sermon at Wakefield church as
has set almost all about us in a uproar. Some say, the devil is
in me; others, that I am mad. Others say, no man can live up to
such doctrine; and they never heard such before. Others, again,
extol me to the sky. They say, it was the best sermon they ever
heard in all their life; and that I ought to be a bishop.
“I believe, indeed, it went to the hearts of several persons;
for I was enabled to speak with great authority and power;
and I preached almost the whole sermon without book. There
was a vast large congregation, and tears fell from many eyes.
To-morrow, I preach there again.
“Every day, I undergo several changes within me. Now I am
under sufferings, sometimes just ready to sink; then again
I am filled with joy. Indeed, I receive so much pleasure in
conversing with some Christians here, that I have need of
sufferings to counterbalance it. Last Saturday night, we were
sixteen that sat up till after twelve. We have to meet again
to-night, after the rest are gone; and we shall pray for you,
and the rest of our Christian friends everywhere. You would
think yourself happy to be but one night with us.
“Give my sincere love to Mr. Hutton’s family, whom I never
forget. Are they all well? The Lord bless them all! Greet
brother Whitefield. My heart will be with you on the seas, and
everywhere. Never be discouraged.
“Yours sincerely and affectionately,
“B. INGHAM.”[73]
On May 24, 1738, Wesley, by simple “trust in Christ alone for salvation,”
received “an assurance that Christ had taken away his sins.” This,
to him, was a new experience; but, perhaps, not to Ingham. It is a
well-known fact, that, Peter Böhler, who was now on his way to the
Moravians in Georgia, was of the utmost service to Wesley in teaching
him the doctrine of justification by faith only. Besides this, both
Wesley and Ingham had been brought into close communion with the Moravian
bishop, David Nitschmann, and his Christian fraternity, during their
voyage across the Atlantic. In Georgia, also, they had met with the
Moravian elder, the Rev. August Gottlieb Spangenberg, a man of high
position among the Brethren. The result of the whole was, that Wesley
and Ingham, on June 13, 1738, embarked for Germany, principally for the
purpose of becoming better acquainted with the Moravian churches in that
country.
They were accompanied by John Toltschig,[74] one of the fugitives, who
fled to Hernhuth, from the fierce persecution in Moravia, in 1724; who
became one of Ingham’s co-evangelists in the county of York; and was a
man of great influence among the English Moravians. At Ysselstein, they
had an interview with Baron Watteville, who had been a fellow student of
Count Zinzendorf, and became a Moravian bishop. On the 4th July, they
reached Marienborn, the residence of Zinzendorf, where they remained a
fortnight. Whilst here, Ingham, in a letter to Sir John Thorold,[75]
London, observed:—
“The worthy count is occupied day and night in the work of the
Lord; and, I must confess, that the Lord is really among the
Brethren. Yesterday, a boy of eleven or twelve years of age
was baptized; and such a movement of the Holy Spirit pervaded
the whole assembly, as I have never seen at any baptism. I
felt that my heart burned within me, and I could not refrain
from tears. I saw that others felt as I did, and the whole
congregation was moved. The Brethren have shown me much
affection; they have taken me to their conferences, and have
not left me in ignorance of anything concerning their Church. I
am much pleased with my journey.”
Ingham was pleased with the Moravians; and the Moravians were pleased
with him. In fact, Ingham was preferred to Wesley, and was admitted to
partake of the holy communion, while Wesley was rejected. The reasons
assigned for admitting Ingham were, (1) that he had already shown an
inclination to leave the English Established Church, and to join the
Brethren; and (2), “that his heart was better than his head.” The reasons
for rejecting Wesley were, (1) he was “_homo perturbatus_; (2) his head
had gained an ascendency over his heart; (3) he claimed to be a zealous
English Churchman, and they were not desirous to interfere with his plan
of effecting good as a clergyman of the English Church.”[76]
Ingham, as well as Wesley, visited Hernhuth, where he spent a fortnight,
and was “exceedingly strengthened and comforted by the services and
conversation of the Brethren. Towards the end of the year, he returned to
England.”
It is a curious fact that Wesley and Ingham were not the only Oxford
Methodists who began to associate with the Moravians. On the first
day of the year 1739, we find not fewer than seven of the Oxford
brotherhood—the two Wesleys, Ingham, Whitefield, Westley Hall, Kinchin,
and Hutchins,—present at a Moravian lovefeast in Fetter Lane, respecting
which Wesley writes:—
“About three in the morning, as we were continuing instant
in prayer, the power of God came mightily upon us, insomuch
that many cried out for exceeding joy, and many fell to the
ground. As soon as we were recovered a little from the awe and
amazement at the presence of His Majesty, we broke out with one
voice, ‘We praise Thee, O God; we acknowledge Thee to be the
Lord.’”[77]
This was a memorable beginning of what will ever be a memorable year in
the history of the Methodistic movement.
Four days afterwards, the same clergymen, joined by Mr. Seward, had a
conference at Islington, and, without effect, tried to prevail on Charles
Wesley to settle at Oxford. Whitefield writes:—
“We continued in fasting and prayer till three o’clock, and
then parted, with a full conviction that God was about to do
great things among us. O that we may be any way instrumental to
His glory! O that He would make us vessels pure and holy, meet
for such a dear Master’s use!”[78]
The men evidently were willing to be used in any way which Providence
might appoint; and their conviction of the coming of great events was not
falsified.
On Ingham’s return to Osset, his native place, he renewed his labours,
and preached in most of the churches and chapels about Wakefield, Leeds,
and Halifax. Private religious meetings also were greatly multiplied.
Large numbers of persons were convinced of sin, and were converted.
It was pre-eminently a day of divine visitation. The clergy, however,
instead of rejoicing at an enlargement of the work of God, were envious
and malignant; and, at a Church congress, held at Wakefield, June 6,
1739, Ingham was prohibited from preaching in any of the churches in the
diocese of York; and was thus placed in the same position as Wesley had
been compelled to occupy in London. Both were ordained clergymen, and
both longed to preach the gospel of God their Saviour; but both were
without a church of their own, and both were now uniformly shut out of
the churches of others. What Wesley began to do at Bristol, Kingswood,
and elsewhere, Ingham began to do in Yorkshire. Village greens, the
public streets, fields, barns, cottages, and houses of all descriptions
became his preaching places; and, such was the divine power which
attended his ministry, that not fewer than forty religious societies were
formed.
Ingham was reviled, but he reviled not again. The following letter
illustrates his fine Christian spirit, at the period of which we are
now writing. It probably was addressed to Wesley. At all events, Wesley
published it in the first volume of his _Arminian Magazine_ (p. 181).
“OSSET, _Sept. 14, 1739_.
“MY DEAR BROTHER,—Wait the Lord’s leisure, and be still. His
time is the best time. ‘Be strong, and He shall comfort thine
heart; and put thou thy trust in the Lord.’
“I shall be very glad to see you, when the Lord pleases that
we shall meet together. O that we may do and suffer His will
in all things! It is following our own wills that creates us
trouble and confusion.
“All your opposition will work together for good. The more
the clergy oppose the truth, the more it will prevail. Their
preaching against us and our doctrines excites a curiosity in
the people to hear us, and to see if these things be true,
whereby many have their eyes opened. If this work is of God, it
cannot be overthrown: if it be of men, I wish it may speedily.
We have nothing to do but to follow our Leader. O that He may
direct all our ways aright!
“I say very little about the clergy in public. I preach the
truth of the gospel, according to the light the Lord has given
me into it, and leave it to the Lord to bless it as He pleases.
I take no notice of lies and calumnies, unless I am asked
whether or no they are true. It is endless to answer all that
is said. Our Saviour says, ‘Let them alone.’ He is concerned
for the welfare of His Church; let us, therefore, depend upon
Him, and let us mind what He says to us in His holy word. Let
us love our enemies, and pray for them; and let us love one
another; and thereby shall all men know that we are His true
disciples. We must be hated in this world; let us, therefore,
take great care to secure ourselves an inheritance in the next.
“BENJAMIN INGHAM.”
While the above exhibits Ingham’s spirit, the subjoined clearly shows
that his ideas on the Methodist doctrines were as yet imperfect. It
is a well-known fact, that Wesley himself was sorely perplexed with
the doctrine of what is called “the witness of the Spirit,” and that
his intercourse with the Moravians rather increased his mistiness
than scattered it. In 1738 he had a lengthened and very important
correspondence with his brother Samuel on the subject; and now he
consulted Ingham, who replied as follows:—
“OSSET, _February 20, 1740_.
“MY DEAR BROTHER,—The most dangerous time in the Christian
race, seems to be when a person receives the forgiveness of
sins, especially if he is filled with great joy, and of long
continuance. Indeed, all states of great joy are dangerous,
if not humbly received. If persons have not now a guide, or
are not guidable, it is ten to one but they run into error
and by-paths. Many souls miscarry here, and never get further
in their spiritual progress. They run on till their joy and
strength are spent, and then they lose themselves, and are all
in confusion. I have met with several persons with whom it has
been thus, and how to help them I know not. They do not get
forward. I believe, indeed, that they will be saved, yet their
degree in glory will be low. They are but in the first stage of
the new birth.
“You ask, What are the marks of a person who is justified, and
not sealed?[79]
“I cannot give you any certain, infallible marks; but a person
to whom the Lord has given the gift of discerning will tell;
and, without the gift, we shall never be able to know surely.
However, such persons are meek, simple, and childlike; they
have doubts and fears within; they are in a wilderness state.
In this state, they are to be kept still and quiet; to search
more deeply into their hearts, so that they become more and
more poor in spirit, or humble. They are likewise now taught
to depend wholly on Christ. By all means, keep them from
confusion. If they come into confusion (as they are apt to do),
they receive inconceivable damage; but, if they continue still
meek and gentle, searching into their hearts, and depending
upon Christ, they will find their hearts to be sweetly drawn
after Christ; they will begin to loathe and abhor sin, and to
hunger and thirst after righteousness; they will get strength
daily; Christ will begin to manifest Himself by degrees; the
darkness will vanish, and the day-star will arise in their
hearts. Thus they go on from strength to strength, till they
become strong, and then they will begin to see things clearly,
and to understand what the Lord has done for them; so, by
degrees, they will come to have the assurance of faith.
“You ask whether, in this intermediate state, they are
‘children of wrath, or heirs of the promises’?
“Without doubt, they are children of God; they are in a state
of salvation. A child may be heir to an estate before it
can speak, or know what an estate is; so we may be heirs of
heaven before we know it, or are made sure of it. However, the
assurance of faith is to be sought after. It may be attained;
it will be given to all who go forward. We must first be humble
and poor in spirit. We must be deeply so. We must have a
constant, fixed, abiding feeling,—a sense of our weakness and
unworthiness, corruption, sin, and misery. This it is to be a
_poor sinner_.
“If I were with you, I would explain things more largely; but
I am a novice,—I am but a beginner,—a babe in Christ. If you
go amongst the Brethren, they are good guides; but yet, after
all, we must be taught of God, and have experience in our own
hearts; or else it will not do. May the Spirit of truth lead us
into all truth!
“I am your poor, unworthy brother,
“B. INGHAM.”
The above is given _verbatim_ from the manuscript letter, and is of
great importance as revealing the views, doubts, and difficulties of the
leaders of the Methodist movement.
Before proceeding further, it may be added that Ingham was not forgotten
by his old friend Whitefield, who wrote to him as follows:—
“SAVANNAH, _March 28, 1740_.
“How glad I should be of a letter from dear brother Ingham.
When shall my soul be refreshed, with hearing that the work of
the Lord prospers in his hand? I suppose before now you have
received my letters and seen my journal. I believe God is yet
preparing great things for us. Many at Charles-Town lately
were brought to see their want of Jesus Christ. The Orphan
House goes on bravely. I have forty children to maintain,
besides workmen and their assistants. The great Householder
of the world does, and will, I am persuaded, richly provide
for us all. The colony itself is in a very declining way; but
our extremity is God’s opportunity. Our brethren, I trust,
go forwards in the spiritual life. I have often great inward
trials. I believe it to be God’s will that I should marry. One,
who may be looked upon as a superior, is absolutely necessary
for the due management of affairs. However, I pray God, that I
may not have a wife, till I can live as though I had none. You
may communicate this to some of our intimates; for I would call
Christ and His disciples to the marriage. If I am deluded, pray
that God would reveal it to your most affectionate brother and
servant,
“GEORGE WHITEFIELD.”
In the midst of all this, a new evangelist sprang up, who, without the
educational advantages of the Oxford Methodists, had a kindred soul.
John Nelson, the brave-hearted Yorkshire stonemason, after hearing almost
all sorts of religionists,—Church of England men, Dissenters, Papists,
and Quakers,—had been brought to a knowledge of the truth by Wesley.
This was under the first sermon preached by Wesley in Moorfields. In
1740, Nelson returned to Yorkshire, and related to his friends his happy
experience. He writes:—
“They begged I would not tell any one that my sins were
forgiven, for no one would believe me, and they should be
ashamed to show their faces in the street. I answered, ‘I shall
not be ashamed to tell what God has done for my soul, if I
could speak loud enough for all the men in the world to hear
me at once.’ My mother said, ‘Your head is turned.’ I replied,
‘Yes, and my heart too, I thank the Lord.’”