CHAPTER LII.

A Prophetess.

The incidents of that Carnival day seemed to Romola to carry no other

personal consequences to her than the new care of supporting poor

cousin Brigida in her fluctuating resignation to age and grey hairs;

but they introduced a Lenten time in which she was kept at a high pitch

of mental excitement and active effort.

Bernardo del Nero had been elected Gonfaloniere. By great exertions the

Medicean party had so far triumphed, and that triumph had deepened

Romola’s presentiment of some secretly-prepared scheme likely to ripen

either into success or betrayal during these two months of her

godfather’s authority. Every morning the dim daybreak as it peered into

her room seemed to be that haunting fear coming back to her. Every

morning the fear went with her as she passed through the streets on her

way to the early sermon in the Duomo: but there she gradually lost the

sense of its chill presence, as men lose the dread of death in the

clash of battle.

In the Duomo she felt herself sharing in a passionate conflict which

had wider relations than any enclosed within the walls of Florence. For

Savonarola was preaching—preaching the last course of Lenten sermons he

was ever allowed to finish in the Duomo: he knew that excommunication

was imminent, and he had reached the point of defying it. He held up

the condition of the Church in the terrible mirror of his unflinching

speech, which called things by their right names and dealt in no polite

periphrases; he proclaimed with heightening confidence the advent of

renovation—of a moment when there would be a general revolt against

corruption. As to his own destiny, he seemed to have a double and

alternating prevision: sometimes he saw himself taking a glorious part

in that revolt, sending forth a voice that would be heard through all

Christendom, and making the dead body of the Church tremble into new

life, as the body of Lazarus trembled when the Divine voice pierced the

sepulchre; sometimes he saw no prospect for himself but persecution and

martyrdom:—this life for him was only a vigil, and only after death

would come the dawn.

The position was one which must have had its impressiveness for all

minds that were not of the dullest order, even if they were inclined,

as Macchiavelli was, to interpret the Frate’s character by a key that

presupposed no loftiness. To Romola, whose kindred ardour gave her a

firm belief in Savonarola’s genuine greatness of purpose, the crisis

was as stirring as if it had been part of her personal lot. It blent

itself as an exalting memory with all her daily labours; and those

labours were calling not only for difficult perseverance, but for new

courage. Famine had never yet taken its flight from Florence, and all

distress, by its long continuance, was getting harder to bear; disease

was spreading in the crowded city, and the Plague was expected. As

Romola walked, often in weariness, among the sick, the hungry, and the

murmuring, she felt it good to be inspired by something more than her

pity—by the belief in a heroism struggling for sublime ends, towards

which the daily action of her pity could only tend feebly, as the dews

that freshen the weedy ground to-day tend to prepare an unseen harvest

in the years to come.

But that mighty music which stirred her in the Duomo was not without

its jarring notes. Since those first days of glowing hope when the

Frate, seeing the near triumph of good in the reform of the Republic

and the coming of the French deliverer, had preached peace, charity,

and oblivion of political differences, there had been a marked change

of conditions: political intrigue had been too obstinate to allow of

the desired oblivion; the belief in the French deliverer, who had

turned his back on his high mission, seemed to have wrought harm; and

hostility, both on a petty and on a grand scale, was attacking the

Prophet with new weapons and new determination.

It followed that the spirit of contention and self-vindication pierced

more and more conspicuously in his sermons; that he was urged to meet

the popular demands not only by increased insistence and detail

concerning visions and private revelations, but by a tone of defiant

confidence against objectors; and from having denounced the desire for

the miraculous, and declared that miracles had no relation to true

faith, he had come to assert that at the right moment the Divine power

would attest the truth of his prophetic preaching by a miracle. And

continually, in the rapid transitions of excited feeling, as the vision

of triumphant good receded behind the actual predominance of evil, the

threats of coming vengeance against vicious tyrants and corrupt priests

gathered some impetus from personal exasperation, as well as from

indignant zeal.

In the career of a great public orator who yields himself to the

inspiration of the moment, that conflict of selfish and unselfish

emotion which in most men is hidden in the chamber of the soul, is

brought into terrible evidence: the language of the inner voices is

written out in letters of fire.

But if the tones of exasperation jarred on Romola, there was often

another member of Fra Girolamo’s audience to whom they were the only

thrilling tones, like the vibration of deep bass notes to the deaf.

Baldassarre had found out that the wonderful Frate was preaching again,

and as often as he could, he went to hear the Lenten sermon, that he

might drink in the threats of a voice which seemed like a power on the

side of justice. He went the more because he had seen that Romola went

too; for he was waiting and watching for a time when not only outward

circumstances, but his own varying mental state, would mark the right

moment for seeking an interview with her. Twice Romola had caught sight

of his face in the Duomo—once when its dark glance was fixed on hers.

She wished not to see it again, and yet she looked for it, as men look

for the reappearance of a portent. But any revelation that might be yet

to come about this old man was a subordinate fear now: it referred, she

thought, only to the past, and her anxiety was almost absorbed by the

present.

Yet the stirring Lent passed by; April, the second and final month of

her godfather’s supreme authority, was near its close; and nothing had

occurred to fulfil her presentiment. In the public mind, too, there had

been fears, and rumours had spread from Rome of a menacing activity on

the part of Piero de’ Medici; but in a few days the suspected Bernardo

would go out of power.

Romola was trying to gather some courage from the review of her futile

fears, when on the twenty-seventh, as she was walking out on her usual

errands of mercy in the afternoon, she was met by a messenger from

Camilla Rucellai, chief among the feminine seers of Florence, desiring

her presence forthwith on matters of the highest moment. Romola, who

shrank with unconquerable repulsion from the shrill volubility of those

illuminated women, and had just now a special repugnance towards

Camilla because of a report that she had announced revelations hostile

to Bernardo del Nero, was at first inclined to send back a flat

refusal. Camilla’s message might refer to public affairs, and Romola’s

immediate prompting was to close her ears against knowledge that might

only make her mental burden heavier. But it had become so thoroughly

her habit to reject her impulsive choice, and to obey passively the

guidance of outward claims, that, reproving herself for allowing her

presentiments to make her cowardly and selfish, she ended by

compliance, and went straight to Camilla.

She found the nervous grey-haired woman in a chamber arranged as much

as possible like a convent cell. The thin fingers clutching Romola as

she sat, and the eager voice addressing her at first in a loud whisper,

caused her a physical shrinking that made it difficult for her to keep

her seat.

Camilla had a vision to communicate—a vision in which it had been

revealed to her by Romola’s Angel, that Romola knew certain secrets

concerning her godfather, Bernardo del Nero, which, if disclosed, might

save the Republic from peril. Camilla’s voice rose louder and higher as

she narrated her vision, and ended by exhorting Romola to obey the

command of her Angel, and separate herself from the enemy of God.

Romola’s impetuosity was that of a massive nature, and, except in

moments when she was deeply stirred, her manner was calm and

self-controlled. She had a constitutional disgust for the shallow

excitability of women like Camilla, whose faculties seemed all wrought

up into fantasies, leaving nothing for emotion and thought. The

exhortation was not yet ended when she started up and attempted to

wrench her arm from Camilla’s tightening grasp. It was of no use. The

prophetess kept her hold like a crab, and, only incited to more eager

exhortation by Romola’s resistance, was carried beyond her own

intention into a shrill statement of other visions which were to

corroborate this. Christ himself had appeared to her and ordered her to

send his commands to certain citizens in office that they should throw

Bernardo del Nero from the window of the Palazzo Vecchio. Fra Girolamo

himself knew of it, and had not dared this time to say that the vision

was not of Divine authority.

“And since then,” said Camilla, in her excited treble, straining upward

with wild eyes towards Romola’s face, “the Blessed Infant has come to

me and laid a wafer of sweetness on my tongue in token of his pleasure

that I had done his will.”

“Let me go!” said Romola, in a deep voice of anger. “God grant you are

mad! else you are detestably wicked!”

The violence of her effort to be free was too strong for Camilla now.

She wrenched away her arm and rushed out of the room, not pausing till

she had hurriedly gone far along the street, and found herself close to

the church of the Badia. She had but to pass behind the curtain under

the old stone arch, and she would find a sanctuary shut in from the

noise and hurry of the street, where all objects and all uses suggested

the thought of an eternal peace subsisting in the midst of turmoil.

She turned in, and sinking down on the step of the altar in front of

Filippino Lippi’s serene Virgin appearing to Saint Bernard, she waited

in hope that the inward tumult which agitated her would by-and-by

subside.

The thought which pressed on her the most acutely was that Camilla

could allege Savonarola’s countenance of her wicked folly. Romola did

not for a moment believe that he had sanctioned the throwing of

Bernardo del Nero from the window as a Divine suggestion; she felt

certain that there was falsehood or mistake in that allegation.

Savonarola had become more and more severe in his views of resistance

to malcontents; but the ideas of strict law and order were fundamental

to all his political teaching. Still, since he knew the possibly fatal

effects of visions like Camilla’s, since he had a marked distrust of

such spirit-seeing women, and kept aloof from them as much as possible,

why, with his readiness to denounce wrong from the pulpit, did he not

publicly denounce these pretended revelations which brought new

darkness instead of light across the conception of a Supreme Will? Why?

The answer came with painful clearness: he was fettered inwardly by the

consciousness that such revelations were not, in their basis,

distinctly separable from his own visions; he was fettered outwardly by

the foreseen consequence of raising a cry against himself even among

members of his own party, as one who would suppress all Divine

inspiration of which he himself was not the vehicle—he or his

confidential and supplementary seer of visions, Fra Salvestro.

Romola, kneeling with buried face on the altar-step, was enduring one

of those sickening moments, when the enthusiasm which had come to her

as the only energy strong enough to make life worthy, seemed to be

inevitably bound up with vain dreams and wilful eye-shutting. Her mind

rushed back with a new attraction towards the strong worldly sense, the

dignified prudence, the untheoretic virtues of her godfather, who was

to be treated as a sort of Agag because he held that a more restricted

form of government was better than the Great Council, and because he

would not pretend to forget old ties to the banished family.

But with this last thought rose the presentiment of some plot to

restore the Medici; and then again she felt that the popular party was

half justified in its fierce suspicion. Again she felt that to keep the

Government of Florence pure, and to keep out a vicious rule, was a

sacred cause; the Frate was right there, and had carried her

understanding irrevocably with him. But at this moment the assent of

her understanding went alone; it was given unwillingly. Her heart was

recoiling from a right allied to so much narrowness; a right apparently

entailing that hard systematic judgment of men which measures them by

assents and denials quite superficial to the manhood within them. Her

affection and respect were clinging with new tenacity to her godfather,

and with him to those memories of her father which were in the same

opposition to the division of men into sheep and goats by the easy mark

of some political or religious symbol.

After all has been said that can be said about the widening influence

of ideas, it remains true that they would hardly be such strong agents

unless they were taken in a solvent of feeling. The great

world-struggle of developing thought is continually foreshadowed in the

struggle of the affections, seeking a justification for love and hope.

If Romola’s intellect had been less capable of discerning the

complexities in human things, all the early loving associations of her

life would have forbidden her to accept implicitly the denunciatory

exclusiveness of Savonarola. She had simply felt that his mind had

suggested deeper and more efficacious truth to her than any other, and

the large breathing-room she found in his grand view of human duties

had made her patient towards that part of his teaching which she could

not absorb, so long as its practical effect came into collision with no

strong force in her. But now a sudden insurrection of feeling had

brought about that collision. Her indignation, once roused by Camilla’s

visions, could not pause there, but ran like an illuminating fire over

all the kindred facts in Savonarola’s teaching, and for the moment she

felt what was true in the scornful sarcasms she heard continually flung

against him, more keenly than she felt what was false.

But it was an illumination that made all life look ghastly to her.

Where were the beings to whom she could cling, with whom she could work

and endure, with the belief that she was working for the right? On the

side from which moral energy came lay a fanaticism from which she was

shrinking with newly-startled repulsion; on the side to which she was

drawn by affection and memory, there was the presentiment of some

secret plotting, which her judgment told her would not be unfairly

called crime. And still surmounting every other thought was the dread

inspired by Tito’s hints, lest that presentiment should be converted

into knowledge, in such a way that she would be torn by irreconcilable

claims.

Calmness would not come even on the altar-steps; it would not come from

looking at the serene picture where the saint, writing in the rocky

solitude, was being visited by faces with celestial peace in them.

Romola was in the hard press of human difficulties, and that rocky

solitude was too far off. She rose from her knees that she might hasten

to her sick people in the courtyard, and by some immediate beneficent

action, revive that sense of worth in life which at this moment was

unfed by any wider faith. But when she turned round, she found herself

face to face with a man who was standing only two yards off her. The

man was Baldassarre.

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