OUT IN THE BLOWY WET WEATHER
The room lightened a little and Constance rose and walked to the window.
"It isn't raining so hard, any more," she said. "I think I shall go for
a walk in the Park."
The young man by the fire looked a little dismayed. The soft chair and
the luxurious room were so much more comfortable than the Park on such a
day as this.
"Don't you think we'd better put it off?" he asked, walking over beside
her. "It's still raining a good deal, and it's quite windy."
"I said that _I_ was going for a walk in the Park," the girl reiterated.
"I shall run, too. When I was a child I always loved to run through a
storm. It seemed like flying. You can stay here by the fire and keep
nice and cozy. Mamma will be glad to come in and talk to you. She will
not urge you to do and be things. She thinks you well enough as you are.
She says you have repose, and that you rest her--she means, of course,
after a session with me."
"I have the greatest regard for your mother--I might even say sympathy.
Indeed, when I consider the serene yet sterling qualities of both your
parents, I find myself speculating on the origin of your own--eh--rather
unusual and, I hasten to add, wholly charming personality."
She smiled, but he thought a little sadly.
"I know," she said, "I am a trial, and, oh, I want to be such a comfort
to them!" Then she added, somewhat irrelevantly, "But Father made his
fight, too. It was in trade, of course, but it was a splendid battle,
and he won. He was a poor boy, you know, and the struggle was bitter.
You should stay and ask him to tell you about it. He will be home
presently."
He adopted her serious tone.
"I think myself I should stay and have an important talk with your
father," he said. "I have been getting up courage to speak for some
time."
She affected not to hear, and presently they were out in the wild
weather, protected by waterproofs and one huge umbrella, beating their
way toward the Fifty-ninth Street entrance to Central Park. Not many
people were there, and, once within, they made their way by side paths,
running and battling with the wind, laughing and shouting like children,
until at last they dropped down on a wet bench to recover breath.
"Oh," she panted, "that was fine! How I should like to be in the
mountains such weather as this. I dream of being there almost every
night. I can hardly wait till we go."
Her companion assented rather doubtfully.
"I have been in the mountains in March," he said. "It was pretty nasty.
I suppose you have spent summers there. I believe you went to the
Pyrenees."
"But I know the mountains in March, too--in every season, and I love
them in all weathers. I love the storms, when the snow and sleet and
wind come driving down, and the trees crack, and the roads are blocked,
and the windows are covered with ice; when there's a big drift at the
door that you must climb over, and that stays there almost till the
flowers bloom. And when the winter is breaking, and the great rains
come, and the wind,--oh, it's no such little wind as this, but wind that
tears up big trees and throws them about for fun, and the limbs fly, and
it's dangerous to go out unless you look everywhere, and in the night
something strikes the roof, and you wake up and lie there and wonder if
the house itself won't be carried away soon, perhaps to the ocean, and
turn into a ship that will sail until it reaches a country where the sun
shines and there are palm trees, and men who wear turbans, and where
there are marble houses with gold on them. And in that country where the
little house might land, a lot of people come down to the shore and they
kneel down and say, 'The sea has brought a princess to rule over us.'
Then they put a crown on her head and lead her to one of the marble and
gold houses, so she could rule the country and live happy ever after."
As the girl ran on, her companion sat motionless, listening--meanwhile
steadying their big umbrella to keep their retreat cozy. When she
paused, he said:
"I did not know that you knew the hills in winter. You have seen and
felt much more than I. And," he added reflectively, "I should not think,
with such fancy as yours, that you need want for a vocation; you should
write."
She shook her head rather gravely. "It is not fancy," she said, "at
least not imagination. It is only reading. Every child with a
fairy-book for companionship, and nature, rides on the wind or follows
subterranean passages to a regal inheritance. Such things mean nothing
afterward. I shall never write."
They made their way to the Art Museum to wander for a little through the
galleries. In the Egyptian room they lingered by those glass cases where
men and women who died four thousand years ago lie embalmed in countless
wrappings and cryptographic cartonnage--exhibits, now, for the curious
eye, waiting whatever further change the upheavals of nations or the
progress of an alien race may bring to pass.
They spoke in subdued voice as they regarded one slender covering which
enclosed "A Lady of the House of Artun"--trying to rebuild in fancy her
life and surroundings of that long ago time. Then they passed to the
array of fabrics--bits of old draperies and clothing, even dolls'
garments--that had found the light after forty centuries, and they
paused a little at the cases of curious lamps and ornaments and symbols
of a vanished people.
"Oh, I should like to explore," she murmured, as she looked at them. "I
should like to lead an expedition to uncover ancient cities, somewhere
in Egypt, or India, or Yucatan. I should like to find things right where
they were left by the people who last saw them--not here, all arranged
and classified, with numbers pasted on them. If I were a man, I should
be an explorer, or maybe a discoverer of new lands--places where no one
had ever been before." She turned to him eagerly, "Why don't you become
an explorer, and find old cities or--or the North Pole, or something?"
Mr. Weatherby, who was studying a fine scarab, nodded.
"I have thought of it, I believe. I think the idea appealed to me once.
But, don't you see, it takes a kind of genius for those things.
Discoverers are born, I imagine, as well as poets. Besides"--he lowered
his voice to a pitch that was meant for tenderness--"at the North Pole I
should be so far from you--unless," he added, reflectively, "we went
there on our wedding journey."
"Which we are as likely to do as to go anywhere," she said, rather
crossly. They passed through the corridor of statuary and up the
stairway to wander among the paintings of masters old and young. By a
wall where the works of Van Dyck, Rembrandt and Velasquez hung, she
turned on him reproachfully.
"These men have left something behind them," she commented--"something
which the world will preserve and honor. What will you leave behind
you?"
"I fear it won't be a picture," he said humbly. "I can't imagine one of
my paintings being hung here or any place else. They might hang the
painter, of course, though not just here, I fancy."
In another room they lingered before a painting of a boy and a girl
driving home the cows--Israel's "Bashful Suitor." The girl contemplated
it through half-closed lids.
"You did not look like that," she said. "You were a self-possessed big
boy, with smart clothes, and an air of ownership that comes of having a
lot of money. You were a good-hearted boy, rather impulsive, I should
think, but careless and spoiled. Had Israel chosen you it would have
been the girl who was timid, not you."
He laughed easily.
"Now, how can you possibly know what I looked like as a boy?" he
demanded. "Perhaps I was just such a slim, diffident little chap as that
one. Time works miracles, you know."
"But even time has its limitations. I know perfectly well how you looked
at that boy's age. Sometimes I see boys pass along in front of the
house, and I say: 'There, he was just like that!'"
Frank felt his heart grow warm. It seemed to him that her confession
showed a depth of interest not acknowledged before.
"I'll try to make amends, Constance," he said, "by being a little nearer
what you would like to have me now," and could not help adding, "only
you'll have to decide just what particular thing you want me to be, and
please don't have the North Pole in it."
Out in the blowy wet weather again, by avenues and by-ways, they raced
through the Park, climbing up to look over at the wind-driven water of
the old reservoir, clambering down a great wet bowlder on the other
side--the girl as agile and sure of foot as a boy. Then they pushed
toward Eighth Avenue, missed the entrance and wandered about in a
labyrinth of bridle-paths and footways, suddenly found themselves back
at the big bowlder again, scrambled up it warm and flushed with the
exertion, and dropped down for a moment to breathe and to get their
bearings.
"I always did get lost in this place," he said. "I have never been able
to cross the Park and be sure just where I was coming out." Then they
laughed together happily, glad to be lost--glad it was raining and
blowing--glad, as children are always glad, to be alive and together.
They were more successful, this time, and presently took an Eighth
Avenue car, going down--not because they especially wanted to go down,
but because at that time in the afternoon the down cars were emptier.
They had no plans as to where they were going, it being their habit on
such excursions to go without plans and to come when the spirit moved.
They transferred at the Columbus statue, and she stood looking up at it
as they waited for a car.
"That is my kind of a discoverer," she said; "one who sails out to find
a new world."
"Yes," he agreed, "and the very next time there is a new world to be
discovered I am going to do it."
The lights were already coming out along Broadway, this gloomy wet
evening, and the homing throng on the pavements were sheltered by a
gleaming, tossing tide of umbrellas. Frank and Constance got out at
Madison Square, at the Worth monument, and looked down toward the
"Flat-iron"--a pillar of light, looming into the mist.
"Everywhere are achievements," said the girl. "That may not be a thing
of beauty, but it is a great piece of engineering. They have nothing
like those buildings abroad--at least I have not seen them. Oh, this is
a wonderful country, and it is those splendid engineers who have helped
to make it so. I know of one young man who is going to be an engineer.
He was just a poor boy--so poor--and has worked his way. He would never
take help from anybody. I shall see him this summer, when we go to the
mountains. He is to be not far away. Oh, you don't know how proud I
shall be of him, and how I want to see him and tell him so. Wouldn't you
be proud of a boy like that, a--a son or--a brother, for instance?"
She looked up at him expectantly--a dash of rain glistening on her cheek
and in the little tangle of hair about her temples. She seemed a bit
disappointed that he was not more responsive.
"Wouldn't you honor him?" she demanded, "and love him, too--a boy who
had made his way alone?"
"Oh, why, y-yes, of course--only, you know, I hope he won't spend his
life building these things"--indicating with his head the great building
which they were now passing, the gusts of wind tossing them and making
it impossible to keep the umbrella open.
"Oh, but he's to build railroads and great bridges--not houses at all."
"Um--well, that's better. By the way, I believe you go to the
Adirondacks this summer."
"Yes, Father has a cottage--he calls it a camp--there. That is, he had.
He says he supposes it's a wreck by this time. He hasn't seen it, you
know, for years."
"I suppose there is no law against my going to the Adirondacks, too, is
there?" he asked, rather meekly. "You know, I should like to see that
young man of yours. Maybe I might get some idea of what I ought to be
like to make you proud of me. I haven't been there since I was a boy,
but I remember I liked it then. No doubt I'd like it this year if--if
that young man is there. I suppose I could find a place to stay not more
than twenty miles or so from your camp, so you could send word, you
know, any time you were getting proud of me."
She laughed--he thought a little nervously.
"Why, yes," she admitted, "there's a sort of hotel or lodge or
something, not far away. I know that from Father. He said we might have
to stay there awhile until our camp is ready. Oh, but this talk of the
mountains makes me want to be there. I wish I were starting to-night!"
It seemed a curious place to discuss a summer's vacation--under a big
wind-tossed umbrella, along Broadway on a March evening. Perhaps the
incongruity of it became more manifest with the girl's last remark, for
her companion chuckled.
"Pretty disagreeable up there to-night," he objected; "besides, I
thought you liked all this a few minutes ago."
"Yes, oh, yes; I do, of course! It's all so big and bright and
wonderful, though after all there is nothing like the woods, and the
wind and rain in the hills."
What a strange creature she was, he thought. The world was so big and
new to her, she was confused and disturbed by the wonder of it and its
possibilities. She longed to have a part in it all. She would settle
down presently and see things as they were--not as she thought they
were. He was not altogether happy over the thought of the young man who
had made his way and was to be a civil engineer. He had not heard of
this friend before. Doubtless it was some one she had known in
childhood. He was willing that Constance should be proud of him; that
was right and proper, but he hoped she would not be too proud or too
personal in her interest. Especially if the young man was handsome. She
was so likely to be impulsive, even extreme, where her sympathies were
concerned. It was so difficult to know what she would do next.
Constance, meanwhile, had been doing some thinking and observing on her
own account. Now she suddenly burst out: "Did you notice the headlines
on the news-stand we just passed? The bill that the President has just
vetoed? I don't know just what the bill is, but Father is so against it.
He'll think the President is fine for vetoing it!" A moment later she
burst out eagerly, "Oh, why don't you go in for politics and do
something great like that? A politician has so many opportunities. I
forgot all about politics."
He laughed outright.
"Try to forget it again," he urged. "Politicians have opportunities, as
you say; but some of the men who have improved what seemed the best ones
have gone to jail."
"But others had to send them there. You could be one of the noble ones!"
"Yes, of course, but you see I've just made up my mind to work my way
through a school of technology and become a civil engineer, so you'll be
proud of me--that is, after I've uncovered a few buried cities and found
the North Pole. I couldn't do those things so well if I went into
political reform." Then they laughed again, inconsequently, and so
light-hearted she seemed that Frank wondered if her more serious moods
were not for the most part make-believe, to tease him.
At Union Square they crossed by Seventeenth Street back to Fifth Avenue.
When they had tacked their way northward for a dozen or more blocks, the
cheer of an elaborate dining-room streamed out on the wet pavement.
"It's a good while till dinner," Frank observed. "If your stern parents
would not mind, I should suggest that we go in there and have, let me
see--something hot and not too filling--I think an omelette souffle
would be rather near it, don't you?"
"Wonderful!" she agreed, "and, do you know, Father said the other
day--of course, he's a gentle soul and too confiding--but I heard him
say that you were one person he was perfectly willing I should be with,
anywhere. I don't see why, unless it is that you know the city so well."
"Mr. Deane's judgment is not to be lightly questioned," avowed the young
man, as they turned in the direction of the lights.
"Besides," she supplemented, "I'm so famished. I should never be able to
wait for dinner. I can smell that omelette now. And may I have
pie--pumpkin pie--just one piece? You know we never had pie abroad, and
my whole childhood was measured by pumpkin pies. May I have just a small
piece?"
Half an hour later, when they came out and again made their way toward
the Deane mansion, the wind had died and the rain had become a mild
drizzle. As they neared the entrance of her home they noticed a
crouching figure on the lower step. The light from across the street
showed that it was a woman, dressed in shabby black, wearing a drabbled
hat, decorated with a few miserable flowers. She hardly noticed them,
and her face was heavy and expressionless. The girl shrank away and was
reluctant to enter.
"It's all right," he whispered to her. "That is the Island type. She
wants nothing but money. It's a chance for philanthropy of a very simple
kind." He thrust a bill into the poor creature's hand. The girl's eye
caught a glimpse of its denomination.
"Oh," she protested, "you should not give like that. I've heard it does
much more harm than good."
"I know," he assented. "My mother says so. But I've never heard that she
or anybody else has discovered a way really to help these people."
They stood watching the woman, who had muttered something doubtless
intended for thanks and was tottering slowly down the street. The girl
held fast to her companion's arm, and it seemed to him that she drew a
shade closer as they mounted the steps.
"I suppose it's so, about doing them harm," she said, "and I don't think
you will ever lead as a philanthropist. Still, I'm glad you gave her the
money. I think I shall let you stay to dinner for that."