CHAPTER V

When Allan returned home, he found an invitation had been left for him,

in his absence, to spend that evening with a young friend, who had just

quitted a public school in London, and was come to pass one night in his

father's house at Widford, previous to his departure the next morning

for Edinburgh University.

It was Allan's bosom friend--they had not met for some months--and it

was probable, a much longer time must intervene, before they should meet

again.

Yet Allan could not help looking a little blank, when he first heard of

the invitation. This was to have been an important evening. But Elinor

soon relieved her brother, by expressing her readiness to go alone to

the cottage.

"I will not lose the pleasure I promised myself, whatever you may

determine upon, Allan--I will go by myself rather than be disappointed."

"Will you, will you, Elinor?"

Elinor promised to go--and I believe, Allan, on a second thought, was

not very sorry to be spared the aukwardness of introducing two persons

to each other, both so dear to him, but either of whom might happen not

much to fancy the other.

At times, indeed, he was confident that Elinor _must_ love Rosamund, and

Rosamund _must_ love Elinor--but there were also times in which he felt

misgivings--it was an event he could scarce hope for very joy!

Allan's _real presence_ that evening was more at the cottage than at the

house, where his _bodily semblance_ was visiting--his friend could not

help complaining of a certain absence of mind, a _coldness_ he called

it.

It might have been expected, and in the course of things predicted, that

Allan would have asked his friend some questions of what had happened

since their last meeting, what his feelings were on leaving school, the

probable time when they should meet again, and a hundred natural

questions which friendship is most lavish of at such times; but nothing

of all this ever occurred to Allan--they did not even settle the method

of their future correspondence.

The consequence was, as might have been expected, Allan's friend thought

him much altered, and, after his departure, sat down to compose a

doleful sonnet about a "faithless friend."--I do not find that he ever

finished it--indignation, or a dearth of rhymes, causing him to break

off in the middle.

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