"The Babe is a better courtier than gardener," says Xenia Sabaroff, as
she shakes a green aphis out of her rose: her tone is careless, but her
voice is not quite under her command, and has a little tremor in it.
Brandolin looks at her with impassioned eyes: he has grown very pale.
"It is no jest with me," he says, under his breath. "I would give you my
life if you would take it?"
The last words have the accent of an interrogation, of an appeal.
"That is to say a great deal," replies Xenia Sabaroff: she is startled,
astonished, troubled; she was not expecting any such entire avowal.
"Many men must have said as much to you who have more to recommend them
than I. Say something to me: what will you say?"
She does not immediately reply; she looks on the ground, and absently
traces patterns on the path with the end of her long walking-stick.
"Do you know," she says, at last, after a silence which seems to him
endless, "do you know that there are people who believe that I have been
the _delaissee_ of Lord Gervase? They do not phrase it so roughly, but
that is what they say."
Brandolin's very lips are white, but his voice does not falter for one
moment as he answers, "They will not say it in my hearing."
"And, knowing that they say it, you would still offer me your name?"
"I do so."
"And you would ask me nothing save what I choose to tell you?"
The sunny air seems to turn round with him for an instant: his brain
grows dizzy; his heart contracts with a sickening pain; but in the next
moment a great wave of strong and perfect faith in the woman he cares
for lifts his soul up on it, as a sea-wave lifts a drowning man to land.
"You shall tell me nothing save what you choose," he says, clearly and
very tenderly. "I have perfect faith in you. Had I less than that, I
would not ask you to be my wife."
She looks at him with astonishment and with wondering admiration.
"Yet you know so little of me!" she murmurs, in amaze.
"I love you," says Brandolin; then he kisses her hand with great
reverence.
The tears which she had thought driven from her eyes forever, rise in
them now.
"You are very noble," she replies, and leaves her hand for an instant
within his.
The Babe, who has been watching from behind a tuft of laurel, can
control his impatience no longer, but comes out of his ambush and runs
towards them, regardless of how undesired he may be.
"Dodo says that women never marry anybody they love," he says,
breathlessly; "but that is not true, is it, and you will let me carry
your train?"
"Hush, my dear," says Xenia Sabaroff, laying her hand on the child's
shoulder, while there is a sound in her voice which subdues to silence
even the audacious spirit of the Babe.
"Give me time to think," she says, in a low tone to Brandolin; and then,
with her hand still on the little boy's shoulder, she turns away from
him and walks slowly towards the house.
The child walks silently and shyly beside her, his happy vanity troubled
for once by the sense that he has made some mistake, and that there are
some few things still in the universe which he does not quite entirely
understand.
"You are not angry?" he asks her, at last, with a vague terror in his
gay and impudent little soul.
"Angry with you?" says Xenia Sabaroff. "My dear child, no. I am perhaps
angry with myself,--myself of many years ago."
The Babe is silent: he does not venture to ask any more, and he has a
humiliating feeling that he is not first in the thoughts of Madame
Sabaroff,--nay, that, though his rose is in her gown and her hand upon
his shoulder, she has almost, very nearly almost, forgotten him.
Brandolin does not attempt to follow her. Her great charm for him
consists in the power she possesses of compelling him to control his
impulses. He walks away by himself through the green shadows of the
boughs, wishing for no companionship save hers. He is fully aware that
he has done a rash, perhaps an utterly unwise, thing in putting his
future into the hands of a woman of whom he knows so little, and has,
perhaps, the right to suspect so much. Yet he does not repent.
He does not see her again before dinner. She does not come into the
library at the tea-hour; there is a large dinner that night; county
people are there, as well as the house-party. He has to take in a stupid
woman, wife of the Lord-Lieutenant, who thinks him the most
absent-minded and unpleasant person she has ever known, and wonders how
he has got his reputation as a wit. He is so seated that he cannot even
see Xenia Sabaroff, and he chafes and frets throughout the dinner, from
the bisque soup to the caviare biscuit, and thinks what an idiotic thing
the habits of society have made of human life.
When he is fairly at rare intervals goaded into speech, he utters
paradoxes, and suggests views so startling that the wife of the
Lord-Lieutenant is scandalized, and thinks the lunacy laws are defective
if they cannot include and incarcerate him. She feels sure that the
rumor about the Hindoo women at St. Hubert's Lea is entirely true.
After dinner he is free to approach the lady of his thoughts, but he
endeavors in vain to tell from her face what answer he will receive,
what time and meditation may have done or undone for him. She avoids the
interrogation of his eyes, and is surrounded by other men as usual.
The evening seems to him intolerably long and intolerably tedious. It
is, however, for others very gay. There is an improvised dance, ending
in an impromptu cotillion, and following on an act of a comic opera
given with admirable spirit by Lady Dawlish, Mrs. Curzon, and some of
the younger men. Every one is amused, but the hours seem very slow to
him: Gervase scarcely leaves her side at all, and Brandolin, with all
his chivalrous refusal and unchanging resolution to allow no shadow of
doubt to steal over him, feels the odious whispers he has heard and the
outspoken words of Litroff recur to his memory and weigh on him like the
incubus of a nightmare. With a sensation of dread, he realizes that it
is possible, do what he may, that they may haunt him so all his life. A
man may be always master of his acts, but scarcely always of his
thoughts.
"But I will never ask her one syllable," he thinks, "and I will marry
her to-morrow if she chooses."
But will she choose?
He is far from sure. He pleases her intelligence; he possesses her
friendship; but whether he has the slightest power to touch her heart he
does not know. If he loved her less than he does he would be more
confident.
As the interminable hours wear away, and the noise and absurdities of
the cotillion are at their height, she, who never dances anywhere, drops
her fan, and he is before the others in restoring it to her. As she
takes it, she says, in a low voice, "Be in the small library at eleven
to-morrow."
Soon after she leaves the ball-room altogether, and goes to her
bedchamber.
Brandolin goes to his before the cotillion is over, but he sleeps very
little. He longs for the morrow, and yet he dreads it. "_Quand meme_,"
he murmurs, as from his bed he sees the white dawn over the dark masses
of the Surrenden woods. Tell him what she may, he thinks, he will give
her his life if she will take it. He is madly in love, no doubt; but
there is something nobler and purer than the madness of love, than the
mere violent instincts of passion, in his loyalty to her. Before
anything he cherishes the honor of his name and race, and he is willing,
blindfold, to trust her with it.
That morning it seems to him as if the hours would never pass, though
they are few until the clocks strike eleven. The house is still, almost
every one is asleep, for the cotillion, successful as only
unpremeditated things ever are, had lasted till the sun was high and the
dew on the grass of the garden was dry.
With a thickly-beating heart, nervous and eager as though he were a boy
of sixteen seeking his first love-tryst, he enters the small library far
before the hour, and waits for her there, pacing to and fro the floor.
The room is full of memories of her: here they have talked on rainy days
and have strolled out on to the lawns on fine ones; there is the chair
which she likes best, and there the volume she had taken down yesterday;
could it be only ten days since standing here he had seen her first in
the distance with the children? Only ten days! It seems to him ten
years, ten centuries.
The morning is very still, a fine soft rain is falling, wet
jessamine-flowers tap against the panes of the closed windows, a great
apprehension seems to make his very heart stand still.
As the clock points to the hour she enters the room.
She is very pale, and wears a morning gown of white plush, which trails
behind her in a silver shadow. He kisses her hands passionately, but she
draws them away.
"Wait a little," she says, gently. "Wait till you know--whatever there
is to know."
"I want to know but one thing."
She smiles a little sadly.
"Oh, you think so now because you are in love with me. But in time to
come, when that is passed, you will not be so easily content. If"--she
hesitates a moment--"if there is to be any community between our lives,
you must be quite satisfied as to my past. It is your right to be so
satisfied; and were you not so, some time or other we should both be
wretched."
His eyes flash with joy.
"Then----" he begins breathlessly.
"Oh! how like a man that is!" she says, sadly. "To think but of the one
thing, of the one present moment, and to be ready to give all the future
in pawn for it! Wait to hear everything. And first of all I must tell
you that Lord Gervase also last night asked me to marry him."
"And you!"
"I shall not marry Lord Gervase. But I will not disguise from you that
once I would have done so gladly, had I been free to do it."
Brandolin is silent: he changes color.
"I bade him come here for my answer," she continues. "He will be here in
a few minutes. I wish you to remain in the large library, so that you
may hear all that I say to him."
"I cannot do that. I cannot play the part of eavesdropper."
"You will play that part, or any other that I ask you, if you love me,"
she says, with a touch of imperiousness.
"Do you not see," she goes on, with more gentleness, "that if our lives
are to be passed near each other (I do not say that they are, but you
seem to wish it), you must first of all be convinced of the truth of all
I tell you? If one doubt, one suspicion, remain, you will, in time,
become unable to banish it. It would grow and grow until you were
mastered by it. You believe in what I tell you now; but how long would
you believe after marriage?"
"I want no proof: I only want your word. Nay, I do not even want that. I
will ask you nothing. I swear that I will never ask you anything."
"That is very beautiful; and I am sure that you mean it now. But it
could not last. You are a very proud man; you are _gentilhomme de race_.
It would in time become intolerable to you if you believed that any one
living man had any title to point a finger of scorn at you. You have a
right to know what my relations were with Lord Gervase: it is necessary
for all the peace of our future that you should know everything,--know
that there is nothing more left for you to know. You can only be
convinced of that if you yourself hear what I say to him. Go; and wait
there."
Brandolin hesitates. To listen unseen is a part which seems very
cowardly to him, and yet she is right, no doubt; all the peace of the
future may depend on it. He is ready to pledge himself blindly in the
dark in all ways, but he knows that she, in forbidding him to do so,
speaks the word of wisdom, of foresight, and of truth.
"Go," she repeats. "Men have a thousand ways of proving the truth of
whatever they say; we have none, or next to none. If you refuse me this,
the sole poor evidence that I can produce, I will never be to you
anything that you now wish. Never; that I swear to you."
He hesitates, and looks at her with a long inquiring regard. Then he
bows, and goes.
After all, she is within her rights. She has no other means to show him
with any proof what this man whose name is so odiously entangled with
her own has, or has not, been to her.
The house is still quite silent, and no one is likely to come into those
rooms until much later. Every syllable said in the small library can be
heard in any part of the larger one. He stands in the embrasure of one
of the windows, the velvet curtains making a screen behind him. He seems
to wait for hours; in reality only five minutes have passed when he
hears the door of the great library open, and Gervase passes quickly
through the apartment without seeing him, and goes on into the one where
she awaits his coming.
"Are you really risen so early?" she says, with a sarcastic coldness in
her voice. "I remembered afterwards that it was too cruel to name to you
any hour before noon."
"You are unkind," he answers. "To hear what I hope to hear, you may be
sure that I would have gone through much greater trials than even rising
with the lark, had you commanded it."
His words are light, but his accent is tender and appealing.
"What do you hope to hear?" she asks, abruptly. The question embarrasses
him and sounds cold.
"I hope to hear that you pardon me the past and will deign to crown my
future."
"I pardon you the past, certainly. With neither your present nor your
future have I anything to do."
"You say that very cruelly,--so cruelly that it makes your forgiveness
more unkind than your hatred would be."
"I intend no unkindness. I merely wish to express indifference. Perhaps
I am even mistaken in saying that I entirely forgive you. When I
remember that you once possessed any influence over me, I scarcely do
forgive you, for I am forced to despise myself."
"Those are very hard words! Perhaps in the past I was unworthy of having
known and loved you; but if you will believe in my regret, and allow me
occasion to atone, you shall never repent of your indulgence. Pray hear
me out, Xenia----"
"You cannot call me by that name. It is for my friends: you are not
numbered among them."
"I would be much more than your friend. If you will be my wife."
"It is too late," she replies, and her voice is as cold as ice.
"Why too late? We have all the best of our lives unspent before us."
"When I say too late, I mean that if you had said as much to me after
the death of Prince Sabaroff I should have accepted your hand, and I
should have spent the whole remainder of my existence in repenting that
I had done so; for I should soon have fathomed the shallowness of your
character, the artificiality and poverty of your sentiments, the
falseness of your mind, and I should speedily have hated both myself and
you."
"You are not merciful, madame!"
He is bitterly humbled and passionately incensed.
"Were you merciful?" she asks him, with the sound of a great anger,
carefully controlled, vibrating in her voice. "I was a child, taken out
of a country convent, and married as ignorantly as a bird is trapped. I
had rank, and I was burdened by it. I was in a great world, a great
court, and I was terrified by them. The man I had been given to was a
gambler, a drunkard, and a brute. He treated me in private as he had
treated the women captured in Turkestan or sold as slaves in Persia. You
knew that: you were his intimate associate. You used your opportunities
to interest me and win your way into my confidence. I had no one in the
whole world that I could trust. I did trust you."
She pauses a moment.
Gervase does not dare reply.
"You were so gentle, so considerate, so full of sympathy; I thought you
a very angel. A girl of sixteen or seventeen sees the face of St. John
in the first Faust who finds his way into her shut soul! You made me
care for you; I do not deny it. But why did I care? Because I saw in you
the image of a thousand things you were not. Because I imagined that my
own fanciful ideal existed in you, and you had the ability to foster the
illusion."
"But why recall all this?" he says, entreatingly. "Perhaps I was
unworthy of your innocent attachment, of your exalted imaginations; I
dare not say that I was not; but now that I meet you again, now that I
care for you ten thousand--ten million times more----"
"What is that to me?" she says, with almost insolent coldness. "It was
not I who loved you, but a child who knew no better, and whose heart was
so bleeding from the tortures of another man that the first hand which
soothed it could take it as one takes a wounded bird! But when my eyes
opened to your drift and your desires, when I saw that you were no
better than other men, that you tried to tempt me to the lowest forms of
intrigue under cover of your friendship with my husband, then, child
though I was, I saw you as you were, and I hid myself from you! You
thought that Sabaroff exiled me from his jealousy of you to the northern
estates; but it was not so. I entreated him to let me leave Petersburg,
and he had grown tired of torturing me and let me go."
"You blame me for being merely human. I loved you not better but not
worse than men do love."
"I blame you for having been insincere, treacherous, dishonest. You
approached me under cover of the most delicate and forbearing sympathy
and reverence, and you only wore those masks to cover the vulgar designs
of a most commonplace Lothario. Of course, now I know that one must not
play with fire unless one is willing to be burned. I did not know it
then. I was a stupid, unhappy, trembling child, full of poetic fancies,
and alone in a dissolute crowd. When you could not make me what you
wished to make me, I seemed very tame and useless to you. You turned to
more facile women, no doubt, and you left Russia."
"I left Russia under orders; and I wrote to you. I wrote to you
repeatedly. You never answered."
"No; I had no wish to answer you. I had seen you as you were, and the
veil had fallen from my eyes. I burnt your letters as they came to me.
But after the death of Prince Sabaroff you were careful to write no
more."
Gervase colors hotly; there is an accent in the words which makes them
strike him like whips.
"If you had written to me after that," she continues, "perhaps I should
have answered you; perhaps not: I cannot tell. When you knew that I was
set free you were silent; you stayed away, I know not where. I never saw
you again; I never heard from you again. Now I thank you for your
neglect and oblivion, but at the time I confess that it made me suffer.
I was very young still, and romantic. For a while I expected every month
which melted the snow would bring you back. So much I admit, though it
will flatter you."
It does not flatter him as she says it; rather it wounds him. He has a
hateful sense of his own impotency to stir her one hand's breadth, to
breathe one spark of warmth into those ashes gone cold forever.
"I do not think," she continues, "that I ever loved you in the sense
that women can love; but you had the power to make me suffer, to feel
your oblivion, to remember you when you had forgotten me. When I went
into the world again I heard of your successes with others, and
gradually I came to see you in your true light, and, almost, the drunken
brutality of Prince Sabaroff seemed to me a manlier thing than your
half-hearted and shallow erotics had been. Now, when we meet again by
pure hazard in the same country house, you do me the honor to offer me
your hand after eight years. I can only say, as I have said before, that
it is seven years too late!"
"Too late, only because Lord Brandolin now is everything to you."
"Lord Brandolin may possibly be something to me in the future. But, if
Lord Brandolin did not exist, if no other living man existed, be sure
that it would make no difference to me--or to you."
"Is that your last word?"
"Yes."
Pale and agitated as no other woman had ever seen him, Gervase bows low
and leaves her abruptly, pushing open one of the glass doors on to the
garden and closing it with a clash behind him.
Xenia Sabaroff goes towards the large library, her silvery train
catching the lights and shadows as she goes.
Brandolin meets her with his hands outstretched.
"You are content, then?" she asks.
"I am more than content,--if I may be allowed to atone to you for all
that you have suffered."
His own eyes are dim as he speaks.
"But you know that the world will always say that he was my lover?"
"I do not think that the world will say it--of my wife; but, if it do,
I, at least, shall not be troubled."
"You have a great nature," she says, with deep emotion.
Brandolin smiles. "Oh, I cannot claim so much as that; but I have a
great love."
* * * * *
"I'm awfully glad that prig's got spun," says George Usk, as Gervase
receives a telegram from the Foreign Office which requires his departure
from Surrenden at four o'clock that afternoon.
"Spun! What imagination!" says his wife, very angrily. "Who should have
spun him, pray will you tell me?"
"We shall never hear it in so many words," says Usk, with a grim
complacency, "but I'll swear, if I die for it, that he's asked your
Russian friend to marry him and that she's said she won't. Very wise of
her, too. Especially if, as you imply, they carried on together years
ago: he'd be eternally throwing it in her teeth: he's what the Yanks
call a 'tarnation mean cuss.'"
"I never implied anything of the sort," answers the lady of Surrenden,
with great decorum and dignity. "I never suppose that all my friends are
all they ought to be, whatever _yours_ may leave to be desired. If he
were attached long ago to Madame Sabaroff, it is neither your affair nor
mine. It may possibly concern Lord Brandolin, if he have the intentions
which you attribute to him."
"Brandolin can take care of himself," says Usk, carelessly. "He knows
the time of day as well as anybody, and I don't know why you should be
rough on it, my lady: it will be positively refreshing if anybody
marries after one of your house-parties; they generally only get
divorced after them."
"The Waverleys are very good friends still, I believe," says Dorothy
Usk, coldly.
The reply seems irrelevant, but to the ear of George Usk it carries
considerable relevancy.
He laughs a little nervously. "Oh, yes: so are we, aren't we?"
"Certainly," says the mistress of Surrenden.
* * * * *
At the first Drawing-room this year, the admired of all eyes, and the
centre of all comment, is the Lady Brandolin.
DON GESUALDO.
CHAPTER I.
It was a day in June.
The crickets were chirping, the lizards were gliding, the butterflies
were flying above the ripe corn, the reapers were out among the wheat,
and the tall stalks were swaying and falling under the sickle. Through
the little windows of his sacristy Don Gesualdo, the young vicar of San
Bartolo, in the village of Marca, looked with wistful eyes at the
hill-side which rose up in front of him, seen through a frame of
cherry-boughs in full fruit. The hill-side was covered with corn, with
vines, with mulberry-trees; the men and women were at work among the
trees, it was the first day of harvest; there was a blue, happy sky
above them all; their voices chattering and calling to one another over
the sea of grain came to his ears gayly and softened by air and
distance. He sighed as he looked and as he heard. Yet, interrogated, he
would have said that he was happy and wanted for nothing.
He was a slight, pale man, still almost a youth, with a delicate face
without color and beardless; his eyes were brown and tender and serious,
his mouth was sensitive and sweet. He was the son of a fisherman away by
Bocca d'Arno, where the river meets the sea, amidst the cane- and
cactus-brakes which Costa loves to paint. But who could say what fine,
time-filtered, pure Etruscan or Latin blood might not run in his veins?
There is so much of the classic features and the classic form among the
peasants of Tyrrhene sea-shores, of Cimbrian oak woods, of Roman
grass-plains, of Maremma marshes.
It was the last day of peace which he was destined to know in Marca.
He turned from the window with reluctance and regret, as the old woman
who served him as housekeeper and church-cleaner in one summoned him to
his frugal supper. He could have supped at any hour he had chosen, there
were none to say him nay, but it was the custom at Marca to sup at the
twenty-third hour, and he was not a person to violate custom: he would
as soon have thought of spitting on the blessed bread itself. Habit is a
masterful ruler in all Italian communities; it has always been so; it is
a formula which excuses all things and sanctifies all things, and to
none did it do so more than to Gesualdo. Often he was not in the least
hungry at sunset, often he grudged sorely the hours spent in breaking
black bread and in eating poor soup when Nature was at her sweetest and
the skies giving their finest spectacle to a thankless earth. Yet never
did he fail to meekly answer old Candida's summons to the humble repast.
To have altered the hour of eating would have seemed to him irreligious,
revolutionary, altogether impossible.
Candida was a little old woman, burnt black by the sun, with a wisp of
gray hair fastened on the crown of her head, and a neater look about her
kerchief and her gown than was usual in Marca, for she was a woman
originally from a Northern city. She had always been a servant in
priests' houses, and, if the sacristan were ill or away, knew as well as
he where every book, bell, and candle were kept, and could have said the
offices herself had her sex allowed her. In tongue she was very sharp,
and in secret was proud of the power she possessed in making the
vicegerent of God afraid of her. The priest was the first man in this
parish of poor folks, and the priest would shrink like a chidden child
if she found out that he had given his best shirt to a beggar, or had
inadvertently come in with wet boots over the brick floor which she had
just washed and sanded. It was the old story of so many sovereignties.
He had power, no doubt, to bind and loose, to bless and curse, to
cleanse or refuse to cleanse the sinful souls of men; but for all that
he was only a stupid, forgetful baby of a man in his servant's eyes, and
she made him feel the scorn she had for him, mixed up with a
half-motherly, half-scolding admiration, which saw in him half a child,
half a fool, and, maybe she would add in her own thoughts, a kind of
angel.
Don Gesualdo was not wise or learned in any way: he had barely been able
to acquire enough knowledge to pass through the examinations necessary
for entrance into the priesthood. That slender amount of scholarship was
his all; but he was clever enough for Marca, which had very little
brains of its own, and he did his duty most faithfully, as far as he saw
it, at all times. As for doubts of any sort as to what that duty was,
such scepticism never could possibly assail him. His creed appeared as
plain and sure to him as the sun which shone in the heavens, and his
faith was as single-hearted and unswerving as the devoted soul of a
docile sheep-dog.
He was of a poetic and retiring nature; religion had taken entire
possession of his soul, and he was as unworldly, as visionary, and as
simple as any one of the _peccarelle di Dio_ who dwelt around Francesco
d'Assisci. His mother had been a German servant-girl, married out of a
small inn in Pisa, and some qualities of the dreamy, slow, and serious
Teutonic temperament were in him, all Italian of the western coast as he
was. On such a dual mind the spiritual side of his creed had obtained
intense power; and the office he filled was to him a heaven-given
mission, which compelled him to incessant sacrifice of every earthly
appetite and every selfish thought.
"He is too good to live," said his old housekeeper.
It was a very simple and monotonous life which was led by him in his
charge. There was no kind of change in it for anybody, unless they went
away, and few people born in Marca ever did that. They were not forced
by climate to be nomads, like the mountaineers of the Apennines, nor
like the men of the sea-coast and ague-haunted plains. Marca was a
healthy, homely place on the slope of a hill in the wilderness, where
its sons and daughters could stay and work all the year round, if they
chose, without risk of fever worse than such as might be brought on by
too much new wine at close of autumn. Marca was not pretty, nor
historical, nor picturesque, nor uncommon in any way: there are five
hundred, five thousand, villages like it, standing among corn-lands and
maize-fields and mulberry-trees, with its little dark church, and its
whitewashed presbytery, and its dusky red-tiled houses, and its great
silent empty villa, that used to be a fortified and stately palace and
now is given over to the rats and the spiders and the scorpions. A very
quiet little place, far away from cities and railways, dusty and
uncomely in itself, but blessed in the abundant light and the divine
landscape which are around it, and of which no one in it ever thought,
except this simple young priest, Gesualdo Brasailo.
Of all natural gifts, a love of natural beauty surely brings most
happiness to the possessor of it,--happiness altogether unalloyed and
unpurchasable, and created by the mere rustle of green leaves, the mere
ripple of brown waters. It is not an Italian gift at all, nor an Italian
feeling; to an Italian, gas is more beautiful than sunshine, and a
cambric flower more beautiful than a real one; he usually thinks the
mountains hateful and a city divine, he detests trees and adores crowds.
But there are exceptions to all rules: there are poetic natures
everywhere, though everywhere rare: Gesualdo was the exception in Marca
and its neighborhood, and evening after evening saw him in the summer
weather strolling through the fields, his breviary in his hand, but his
heart with the dancing fire-flies, the quivering poplar leaves, the tall
green cane, the little silvery fish darting over the white stones of the
shallow river-waters. He could not have told why he loved to watch these
things: he thought it was because they reminded him of Bocca d'Arno and
the sand-beach and the canebrakes; but he did love them, and they filled
him with that vague emotion, half pleasure, half pain, known to all who
love Nature for herself alone.
His supper over, he went into his church: a little, red-bricked,
whitewashed passage connected it with his parlor. The church was small,
and dark, and old; it had an altar-piece said to be old, and by a
Sienese master, and of some value, but Gesualdo knew nothing of these
matters: a Raphael might have hung there and he would have been none the
wiser. He loved the church, ugly and simple as it was, as a mother loves
a plain child or a dull one because it is hers; and now and then he
preached strange, passionate, pathetic sermons in it, which none of his
people understood, and which he barely understood himself. He had a
sweet, full, far-reaching voice, with an accent of singular melancholy
in it, and as his mystical, romantic, involved phrases passed far over
the heads of his hearers, like a flight of birds flying high up against
the clouds, the pathos and music in his tones stirred their hearts
vaguely. He was certainly, they thought, a man whom the saints loved.
Candida, sitting near the altar with her head bowed and her hands
feeling her rosary, would think, as she heard the unintelligible
eloquence, "Dear Lord, all that power of words, all that skill of the
tongue, and he would put his shirt on bottom upward were it not for me!"
There was no office in his church that evening, but he lingered about
it, touching this thing and the other with tender fingers. There was
always a sweet scent in the little place: its door usually stood open to
the fields amidst which it was planted, and the smell of the incense
which century after century had been burned in it blended with the
fragrance from primroses, or dog-roses, or new-mown hay, or crushed ripe
grapes, which, according to the season, came in it from without. Candida
kept it very clean, and the scorpions and spiders were left so little
peace there by her everactive broom that they betook themselves
elsewhere, dear as the wooden benches and the crannied stones had been
to them for ages.
Since he had come to Marca nothing of any kind had happened in it. There
had been some marriages, a great many births, not a few burials; but
that was all. The people who came to confession at Easter confessed very
common sins: they had stolen this or that, cheated here, there, and
everywhere, got drunk and quarrelled, nothing more: he would give them
clean bills of spiritual health, and bid them go in peace and sin no
more, quite sure, as they were sure themselves, that they would have the
self-same sins to tell off next time they came there.
Everybody in Marca thought a great deal of their religion; that is, they
trusted to it in a helpless but confident kind of way as a fetich which,
being duly and carefully propitiated, would make things all right for
them after death. They would not have missed a mass to save their lives:
that they dozed through it, and cracked nuts or took a suck at their
pipe-stems when they woke, did not affect their awed and unchangeable
belief in its miraculous and saving powers. If they had been asked what
they believed, or why they believed, they would have scratched their
heads and felt puzzled. Their minds dwelt in a twilight in which nothing
had any distinct form. The clearest idea ever presented to them was that
of the Madonna: they thought of her as of some universal mother who
wanted to do them good in present and future if they only observed her
ceremonials: just as in the ages gone by upon these same hill-sides the
Latin peasant had thought of the great Demeter.
Gesualdo himself, despite all the doctrine which had been instilled into
him in his novitiate, did not know much more than they: he repeated the
words of his offices without any distinct notion of all that they meant;
he had a vague feeling that all self-denial and self-sacrifice were
thrice blessed, and he tried his best to save his own soul and the souls
of others; but there he ceased to think: outside that speculation lay,
and speculation was a thrice-damnable offence. Yet he, being imaginative
and intelligent in a humble and dog-like way, was at times infinitely
distressed to see how little effect this religion which he taught and
which they professed had upon the lives of his people. His own life was
altogether guided by it: why could not theirs be the same? Why did they
go on all through the year swearing, cursing, drinking, quarrelling,
lying, stealing? He could not but perceive that they came to him to
confess their peccadilloes only that they might pursue them more
completely at their ease. He could not flatter himself that his
ministrations in Marca, which were now of six years' duration, had made
the village a whit different from what it had been when he had entered
it.
Thinking of this, as he did think of it continually night and day, being
a man of singularly sensitive conscience, he sat down on a marble bench
near the door and opened his breviary. The sun was setting behind the
pines on the crest of the hills; the warm orange light poured across the
paved way in front of the church, through the stems of the cypresses
which stood before the door, and found its way over the uneven slates of
the stone floor to his feet. A nightingale was singing somewhere in the
dog-rose hedge beyond the cypress-trees. Lizards ran from crack to crack
in the pavement. A tendril of honeysuckle came through a hole in the
wall, thrusting its delicate curled horns of perfume towards him. The
whole entrance was bathed in golden warmth and light; the body of the
church behind him was quite dark.
He had opened his breviary from habit, but he did not read: he sat and
gazed at the evening clouds, at the blue hills, at the radiant air, and
listened to the song of the nightingales in that dreamy trance which
made him look so stupid in the eyes of his housekeeper and his
parishioners, but which was only the meditation of a poetic temper,
cramped and cooped up in a narrow and uncongenial existence, and not
educated or free enough to be able even to analyze what it felt.
"The nightingale's song in June is altogether unlike its songs of April
and May," thought this poor priest, whom Nature had made a poet, and to
whom she had given the eyes which see and the ears which hear. "The very
phrases are wholly different; the very accent is not the same: in spring
it is all a canticle like the Song of Solomon, in midsummer--what is it
he is singing? Is he lamenting the summer? or is he only teaching his
young ones how they should sing next year?"
And he fell again to listening to the sweetest bird that gladdens earth.
The nightingale was patiently repeating his song, again and again,
sometimes more slowly, sometimes more quickly, seeming to lay stress on
some phrases more than on others; and another voice, fainter and feebler
than his own, repeated the trills and roulades after him fitfully, and
often breaking down altogether. It was plain that there in the wild-rose
hedge he was teaching his son. Any one who will may hear these sweet
lessons given under bays and myrtle, under arbutus and pomegranate,
through all the month of June.
Nightingales in Marca were only regarded as creatures to be trapped,
shot, caged, eaten, sold for a centime like any other small bird; but
about the church no one touched them: the people knew that their
_parocco_ cared to hear their songs coming sweetly through the pauses in
the recitatives of the office. Absorbed as he was now in hearkening to
the music-lesson among the white dog-roses, he started violently as a
shadow fell across the threshold and a voice called to him,
"Good-evening, Don Gesualdo."
He looked up and saw a woman whom he knew well,--a young woman, scarcely
indeed eighteen years old, very handsome, with a face full of warmth and
color and fire and tenderness, great flashing eyes which could at times
be as soft as a dog's, and a beautiful ruddy mouth with teeth as white
as a dog's are also. She was by name Generosa Fe: she was the wife of
Tasso Tassilo, the miller. In Marca, most of the women by toil and sun
were black as berries by the time they were twenty, and looked old
almost before they were young, with rough hair and loose forms and
wrinkled skins, and children dragging at their breasts all the year
through. Generosa was not like them: she did little work; she had the
form of a goddess; she took care of her beauty, and she had no children,
though she had married at fifteen. She was friends with Gesualdo; they
had both come from the Bocca d'Arno, and it was a link of common memory
and mutual attachment. They liked to recall how they had each run
through the tall canes and cactus, and waded in the surf, and slept in
the hot sand, and hidden themselves for fright when the king's camels
had come towards them, throwing their huge misshapen shadows over the
seas of flowering reeds and rushes.
He remembered her a small child, jumping about on the sand and laughing
at him, a youth, when he was going to college to study for entrance into
the Church. "Gesualdo! che Gesualdo!" she had cried. "A fine priest he
will make for us all to confess to!" And she had screamed with mirth,
her handsome little face rippling all over with gayety like the waves of
the sea with the sunshine.
He had remembered her, and had been glad when Tasso Tassilo, the miller,
had gone sixty miles away for a wife, and had brought her from the Bocca
d'Arno to live at the mill on the small river which was the sole water
that ran through the village of Marca.
Tasso Tassilo, going on business once to the sea-coast, had chanced to
see that handsome face of hers, and had wooed and won her without great
difficulty, for her people were poor folk, living by carting sand, and
she herself was tired of her bare legs and face, her robust hunger,
which made her glad to eat the fruit off the cactus-plants, and her
great beauty, which nobody ever saw except the sea-gulls and carters and
fishers and cane-cutters, who were all as poor as she was herself.
Tasso Tassilo, in his own person, she hated, an ugly, dry, elderly man,
with his soul wrapped up in his flour-bags and his money-bags; but he
adored her, and let her spend as she chose on her attire and her
ornaments; and the mill-house was a pleasant place enough with its walls
painted on the outside _in tempora_, and the willows drooping over its
eaves, and the young men and the mules loitering about on the land-side
of it, and the peasants coming up with corn to be ground whenever there
had been rain in summer and so water enough in the river-bed to turn the
mill-wheels. In drought the stream was low and its stones dry and no
work could be done by the grindstones. There was then only water enough
for the ducks to paddle in, and the pretty teal to float in, which they
would always do at sunrise unless the miller let fly a a charge of small
shot among them from the windows under the roof.
"Good-evening, Don Gesualdo," said the miller's wife now, in the midst
of the nightingale's song and the orange glow from the sunset.
Gesualdo rose with a smile. He was always glad to see her. She had
something about her for him of boyhood, of home, of the sea, and of the
careless days before he became a seminarist: he did not positively
regret that he had entered the priesthood, but he remembered the earlier
life wistfully, and with wonder that he could ever have been that
light-hearted lad who had run through the canebrakes to plunge into the
rolling waters with all the wide gay sunlit world of sea and sky and
river and shore before him, behind him, and above him.
"What is wrong, Generosa?" he asked her, seeing as he looked up that her
handsome face was clouded. Her days were not often tranquil; her husband
was jealous, and she gave him cause for jealousy: the mill was a
favorite resort of all the young men for thirty miles around, and unless
Tasso Tassilo had ceased to grind corn he could not have shut his doors
to them.
"It is the old story, Don Gesualdo," she answered, leaning against the
church porch. "You know what Tasso, is and what a dog's life he leads
me." "You are not always prudent, my daughter," said Gesualdo, with a
faint smile.
"Who could be always prudent at my years?" said the miller's young wife.
"Tasso is a brute, and a fool too. One day he will drive me out of
myself: I tell him so."
"That is not the way to make him better," said Gesualdo. "I am sorry you
do not see it. The man loves you, and he feels he is old, and he knows
that you do not care: that is always like a thorn in his flesh: he feels
you do not care."
"How should he suppose that I care?" said Generosa, passionately. "I
hated him always; he is as old as my father; he expects me to be shut up
like a nun; if he had his own way I should never stir out of the house:
does one marry for that?"
"One should marry to do one's duty," said Gesualdo, timidly, for he felt
the feebleness of his counsels and arguments against the force and the
warmth and the self-will of a woman, conscious of her beauty and her
power and her lovers, and moved by all the instincts of vanity and
passion.
"We had a terrible scene an hour ago," said Generosa, passing over what
she did not choose to answer. "It cost me much not to put a knife into
him. It was about Falko. There was nothing new, but he thought there
was. I fear he will do Falko mischief one day: he threatened it: it is
not the first time."
"That is very grave," said Gesualdo, growing paler as he heard. "My
daughter, you are more in error than Tassilo. After all, he has his
rights. Why do you not send the young man away? He would obey you."
"He would obey me in anything else, not in that," said the woman, with
the little conscious smile of one who knows her own power. "He would not
go away. Indeed, why should he go away? He has his employment here. Why
should he go away because Tasso is a jealous fool?"
"Is he such a fool?" said Gesualdo, and he raised his eyes suddenly and
looked straight into hers. Generosa colored through her warm, paleless
skin. She was silent.
"It has not gone as far as you think," she muttered, after a pause.
"But I will not be accused for nothing," she added. "Tasso shall have
what he thinks he has had. Why would he marry me? He knew I hated him.
We were all very poor down there by Bocca d'Arno, but we were gay and
happy. Why did he take me away?"
The tears started to her eyes and rolled down her hot cheeks. It was the
hundredth time that she had told her sorrows to Gesualdo, in the
confessional and out of it: it was an old story, of which she never
tired of the telling. Her own people were far away by the sea-shore, and
she had no friends in Marca, for she was thought a "foreigner," not
being of that country-side, and the women were jealous of her beauty,
and of the idle life which she led in comparison to theirs, and of the
cared-for look of her person. Gesualdo seemed a countryman, and a
relative, and a friend. She took all her woes to him. A priest was like
a woman, she thought; only a still safer confidant.
"You are ungrateful, my daughter," he said, now, with an effort to be
severe in reprimand. "You know that you were glad to marry so rich a man
as Tassilo. You know that you father and mother were glad, and you
yourself likewise. No doubt the man is not all that you could wish, but
you owe him something; indeed, you owe him much. I speak to you now out
of my office, only as a friend. I would entreat you to send your lover
away. If not, there will be crime, perhaps bloodshed, and the fault of
all that may happen will be yours."
She gave a gesture which said that she cared nothing, whatever might
happen. She was in a headstrong and desperate mood; she had had a
violent quarrel with her husband, and she loved Falko Melegari, the
steward of the absent noble who owned the empty, half-ruined palace
which stood on the banks of the river; he was a fair and handsome young
man, with Lombard blood in him, tall, slender, vigorous, amorous and
light-hearted,--the strongest of contrasts in all ways to Tasso Tassilo,
taciturn, feeble, sullen, and unlovely, and twice the years of his wife.
There was not more than a mile between the mill-house and the deserted
villa; Tassilo might as well have tried to arrest the sirocco or the
mariner's winds, when they blew, as prevent an intercourse so favored
and so facilitated by circumstances. The steward had a million reasons
in a year to visit the mill, and when the miller insulted him and
forbade him his doors he had no power to prevent him from fishing in the
waters, from walking on the bank, from making signals from the villa
terraces and appointments in the canebrakes and the vine-fields. Nothing
could have broken off the intrigue except the departure of one or the
other of the lovers from Marca. But Falko Melegari would not go away
from a place where his interests and his passions both combined to hold
him; and it never entered the mind of the miller to take his wife
elsewhere. He had dwelt at the mill all the years of his life, and his
forefathers for five generations before him. To change their residence
never occurs to such people as these: they are fixed, like the
cypress-trees, in the ground, and dream no more than they of new homes.
Like the tree, they never change till death fells them. Generosa
continued to pour out her woes, leaning against the pillar of the porch,
and playing with a twig of pomegranate, whose buds were not more scarlet
than her own lips; and Gesualdo continued to press on her his good
counsels, knowing all the while that he might as well speak to the
swallows under the church eaves, for any benefit that he could effect.
In sole answer to the arguments of Gesualdo she retorted in scornful
words.
"You may find duty enough for you because you are a saint," she added,
with less of reverence than of disdain; "but I am no saint, and I will
not spend all my best days tied to the side of a sickly and sullen old
man."
"You are wrong, my daughter," said Gesualdo, sternly. He colored; he
knew not why. "I know nothing of these passions," he added, with some
embarrassment; "but I know what duty is, and yours is clear."
He did not know much of human nature, and of woman nature nothing, yet
he dimly comprehended that Generosa was now at that crisis of her life
when all the ardors of her youth and all the delight in her own power
made her passionately rebellious against the cruelties of her fate; when
it was impossible to make duty look other than hateful to her, and when
the very peril and difficulty which surrounded her love-story made it
the sweeter and more irresistible to her. She was of a passionate,
ardent, careless, daring temperament; and the dangers of the intrigue
which she pursued had no terrors for her, whilst the indifference which
she had felt for years for her husband had deepened of late into hatred.
"One is not a stick, nor a stone, nor a beam of timber, nor a block of
granite, that one should be able to live without love all one's days!"
she cried, with passion and contempt.
She threw the branches of pomegranate over the hedge, gave him a glance
half contemptuous and half compassionate, and left the church door.
"After all, what should he understand!" she thought. "He is a saint, but
he is not a man."
Gesualdo looked after her a moment as she went over the court-yard and
between the stems of the cypresses out towards the open hill-side. The
sun had set; there was a rosy after-glow which bathed her elastic figure
in a carmine light; she had that beautiful walk which some Italian women
have who have never worn shoes in the first fifteen years of their
lives. The light shone on her dusky auburn hair, her gold ear-rings, the
slender column of her throat, her vigorous and voluptuous form. Gesualdo
looked after her, and a subtile warmth and pain passed through him,
bringing with it a sharp sense of guilt. He looked away from her and
went within his church and prayed.
That night Falko Melegari had just alighted from the saddle of his good
gray horse, when he was told that the parocco of San Bartolo was waiting
to see him.
The villa had been famous and splendid in other days; but it formed now
only one of the many neglected possessions of a gay young noble, called
Ser Baldo by his dependents, who spent what little money he had in
pleasure-places out of Italy, seldom or never came near his estates, and
accepted without investigation all such statements of accounts as his
various men of business were disposed to send to him.
His steward lived on the ground-floor of the great villa, in the vast
frescoed chambers with their domed and gilded ceilings, their sculptured
cornices, their carved doors, their stately couches with the satin
dropping in shreds, and the pale tapestries with the moths and the mice
at work in them. His narrow camp-bed, his deal table and chairs, were
sadly out of place in those once splendid halls; but he did not think
about it: he vaguely liked the space and the ruined grandeur about him,
and all the thoughts he had were given to his love, Generosa, the wife
of Tasso Tassilo. From the terraces of the villa he could see the mill a
mile farther down the stream, and he would pass half the short nights of
the summer looking at the distant lights in it.
He was only five-and-twenty, and he was passionately in love with all
the increased ardor of a forbidden passion.
He was fair-haired and blue-eyed, was well-made and very tall; in
character he was neither better nor worse than most men of his age, but
as a steward he was tolerably honest, and as a lover he was thoroughly
sincere. He went with a quick step into the central hall to meet his
visitor: he supposed that the vicar had come about flowers for the feast
of St. Peter and St. Paul, which was on the morrow. Though the villa
gardens were wholly neglected, they were still rich in flowers which
wanted no care, lilies, lavender, old-fashioned roses, oleanders red and
white, and magnolia-trees.
"Good-evening, reverend Father. You do me honor," he said, as he saw
Gesualdo. "Is there anything that I can do for you? I am your humble
servant."
Gesualdo looked at him curiously. He had never noticed the young man
before: he had seen him ride past, he had seen him at mass, he had
spoken to him of the feasts of the Church, but he had never noticed him.
Now he looked at him curiously as he answered, without any preface
whatever,--
"I am come to speak to you of Generosa Fe, the wife of Tasso Tassilo."
The young steward colored violently. He was astonished and silent.
"She loves you," said Gesualdo, simply.
Falko Melegari made a gesture as though he implied that it was his place
neither to deny nor to affirm.
"She loves you," said Gesualdo, again.
The young man had that fatuous smile which unconsciously expresses the
consciousness of conquest. But he was honest in his passion and ardent
in it.
"Not so much as I love her," he said, rapturously, forgetful of his
hearer.
Gesualdo frowned.
"She is the wife of another man," he said, with reproof. Falko Melegari
shrugged his shoulders: that did not seem any reason against it to him.
"How will it end?" said the priest.
The lover smiled. "These things always end in one way."
Gesualdo winced, as though some one had wounded him.
"I am come to bid you go out of Marca," he said, simply.
The young man stared at him; then he laughed angrily.
"Good Ser Vicario," he said, impatiently, "you are the keeper of our
souls, no doubt, but not quite to such a point as that. Has Tassilo sent
you to me, or she?" he added, with a gleam of suspicion in his eyes.
"No one has sent me."
"Why, then----"
"Because, if you do not go, there will be tragedy and misery. Tasso
Tassilo is not a man to make you welcome to his couch. I have known
Generosa since she was a little child: we were both born on the Bocca
d'Arno. She is of a warm nature, but not a deep one; and if you go away
she will forget. Tassilo is a rude man and a hard one; he gives her all
she has; he has many claims on her, for in his way he has been generous
and tender. You are a stranger; you can only ruin her life; you can with
ease find another _gattaria_ far away in another province: why will you
not go? If you really loved her you would go."
Falko laughed. "Dear Don Gesualdo, you are a holy man, but you know
nothing of love."
Gesualdo winced a little again. It was the second time this had been
said to him this evening.
"Is it love," he said, after a pause, "to risk her murder by her
husband? I tell you Tassilo is not a man to take his dishonor quietly."
"Who cares what Tassilo does?" said the young steward, petulantly. "If
he touches a hair of her head I will make him die a thousand deaths."
"All those are words," said Gesualdo. "You cannot mend one crime by
another, and you cannot protect a woman from her husband's just
vengeance. There is only one way by which to save her from the danger
you have dragged her into. It is for you to go away."
"I will go away when this house walks a mile," said Falko. "Not before.
Go away!" he echoed, in wrath. "What! run like a mongrel dog before
Tassilo's anger? What! leave her all alone to curse me as a faithless
coward? What! go away, when all my life and my soul, and all the light
of my eyes, is in Marca? Don Gesualdo, you are a good man, but you are
mad. You must pardon me if I speak roughly. Your words make me beside
myself."
"Do you believe in no duty, then?"
"I believe in the duty of every honest lover," said Falko, with
vehemence, "and that duty is to do everything that the loved one wishes.
She is bound to a cur; she is unhappy; she has not even any children to
comfort her; she is like a beautiful flower shut up in a cellar, and she
loves me--me!--and you bid me go away! Don Gesualdo, keep to your church
offices, and leave the loves of others alone. What should you know of
them? Forgive me if I am rude. You are a holy man, but you know nothing
at all of men and women."
"I do not know much," said Gesualdo, meekly.
He was depressed and intimidated. He was sensible of his own utter
ignorance of the passions of life. This man, nigh his own age, but so
full of vigor, of ardor, of indignation, of pride in his consciousness
that he was beloved, and of resolve to stay where that love was, be the
cost what it would, daunted him with a sense of power and of triumph
such as he himself could not even comprehend, and yet wistfully envied.
It was sin, no doubt, he said to himself; and yet it was life, it was
strength, it was virility.
He had come to reprove, to censure, and to persuade into repentance this
headstrong lover, and he could only stand before him feeble and
oppressed with a sense of his own ignorance and childishness. All the
stock, trite arguments which his religious belief supplied him seemed to
fall away and to be of no more use than empty husks of rotten nuts
before the urgency, the fervor, and the self-will of real life. This man
and woman loved each other, and they cared for no other fact than this
on earth or in heaven. He left the villa-grounds in silence, with only a
gesture of farewell salutation.
CHAPTER II.
"Poor innocent, he meant well!" thought the steward, as he watched the
dark, slender form of the priest pass away through the vines and
mulberry-trees. The young man did not greatly venerate the Church
himself, though he showed himself at mass and sent flowers for the
feast-days because it was the custom to do so. He was like most young
Italians who have had a smattering of education, very indifferent on
such matters, and inclined to ridicule. He left them for women and old
men. But there was something about his visitant which touched him,--a
simplicity, an unworldliness, a sincerity, which moved his respect; and
he knew in his secret heart that the parocco, as he called him, was
right enough in everything that he had said.
Gesualdo himself went on his solitary way, his buckled shoes dragging
wearily over the dusty grass of the wayside. He had done no good, and he
did not see what good he could do. He felt helpless before the force and
speed of an unknown and guilty passion, as he once felt before a forest
fire which he had seen in the Marche. All his Church books gave him
homilies enough on the sins of the flesh and the temptings of the devil;
but none of these helped him before the facts of this lawless and
godless love, which seemed to pass high above his head like a whirlwind.
He went on slowly and dully along the edge of the river-bed: a sense of
something which he had always missed, which he would miss eternally, was
with him.
It was now quite night. Gesualdo liked to walk late at night. All things
were so peaceful, or at the least seemed so. You did not see the gashes
in the lopped trees, the scars in the burned hill-side, the wounds in
the mule's loins, the blood-shot eyes of the working ox, the goitred
throat of the child rolling in the dust. Night, kindly friend of dreams,
cast her soft veil over all woes, and made the very dust seem as a
silvered highway to a throne for God.
He went now through the balmy air, the rustling canes, the low-hanging
boughs of the fruit-laden peach-trees, and the sheaves of cut corn
leaning one up against another under the hives. He followed the course
of the water, a shallow thread at this season, glistening under the moon
in its bed of shingle and sand. He passed the mill-house perforce on his
homeward way, he saw the place of the weir made visible even in the dark
by the lanterns which swung on a cord stretched from one bank to
another, to entice any such fish as there might still be in the
shallows. The mill stood down into the water, a strong place, built in
olden days; the great black wheels were perforce at rest; the mules
champed and chafed in their stalls, inactive, like the mill; for the
next three months there would be nothing to do unless a storm came and
brought a freshet from the hills. The miller would have the more leisure
to nurse his wrongs, thought Gesualdo; and his heart was troubled: he
had never met with these woes of the passions; they oppressed and
alarmed him.
As he passed the low mill windows, protected from thieves by their iron
gratings, he could see the interior, lighted as it was by the flame of
oil lamps, and through the open lattices the voices, raised high in
stormy quarrel, seemed to smite the holy stillness of the night like a
blow. The figure of Generosa stood out against the light which shone
behind her; she was in a paroxysm of rage; her eyes flashed like the
lightnings of the hills, and her beautiful arms were tossed above her
head in impassioned imprecation. Tasso Tassilo seemed for the moment to
crouch beneath this rain of flame-like words; his face, on which the
light shone full, was deformed with malignant and impotent fury, with
covetous and jealous desire: there was no need to hear her words to know
that she was taunting him with her love for Falko Melegari. Gesualdo was
a weak man and physically timid; but here he hesitated but one instant.
He lifted the latch of the house door and walked straightway into the
mill kitchen.
"In the name of Christ, be silent!" he said to them, and made the sign
of the cross.
The torrent of words stopped on the lips of the young woman; the miller
scowled, and shrank from the light, and was mute.
"Is this how you keep your vows to heaven and to each other?" said
Gesualdo.
A flush of shame came over the face of the woman; the man drew his hat
farther over his eyes and went out of the kitchen silently. The victory
had been easier than their monitor had expected. And yet of what use was
it? he thought; they were silent out of respect for him. As soon as the
restraint of his presence should be removed they would begin afresh.
Unless he could change their souls, it was of little avail to bridle
their lips for an hour.
There was a wild chafing hatred on one side and a tyrannical, covetous,
dissatisfied love on the other: out of such discordant elements what
peace could come?
Gesualdo shut the wooden shutters of the windows, that others should not
see, as he had seen, into the interior; then he strove to pacify his old
playmate, whose heaving breast, and burning cheeks, and eyes which
scorched up in fire their own tears, spoke of a tempest lulled, not
spent. He spoke with all the wisdom with which study and the counsels of
the Fathers had supplied him, and with what was sweeter and more likely
to be efficacious, a true and yearning wish to save her from herself.
She was altogether wrong, and he strove to make her see the danger and
the error of her ways. But he strove in vain. She had one of those
temperaments, reckless, vehement, pleasure-loving, ardent, and
profoundly selfish, which see only their own immediate gain, their own
immediate desires. When he tried to stir her conscience by speaking of
the danger she drew down on the head of the man she professed to love,
she almost laughed.
"He would be a poor creature," she said, proudly, "if all danger would
not be dear to him for me!"
Gesualdo looked her full in the eyes.
"You know that this matter must end in the death of one man or of the
other. Do you mean that this troubles you not one whit?"
"It will not be my fault," said Generosa; and he saw in her the woman's
lust of vanity, which finds food for its pride in the blood shed for
her, as the tigress does, and even the gentle hind.
He remained an hour or more with her, exhausting every argument which
his creed and his sympathy could suggest to him as having any possible
force in it to sway this wayward and sin-bound soul; but he knew that
his words were poured on her ear as uselessly as water on a stone floor.
She was in a manner grateful to him as her friend, in a manner afraid of
that vague majesty of some unknown power which he represented to her;
but she hated her husband, she adored her lover: he could not stir her
from those two extremes of passion. He left her with apprehension and a
pained sense of his own impotence. She promised him that she would
provoke Tassilo no more that night, and this poor promise was all that
he could wring from her. It was late when he left the mill-house. He
feared Candida would be alarmed at his unusual absence, and hastened,
with trouble on his soul, towards the village, lying white and lonely
underneath the midsummer moon. He had so little influence, so slender a
power to persuade or warn, to counsel or command; he felt afraid that he
was unworthy of his calling.
"I should have been better in the cloister," he thought, sadly: "I have
not the key to human hearts."
He went on through a starry world of fire-flies making luminous the
still-uncut corn, and, entering his presbytery, crept noiselessly up the
stairs to his chamber, thankful that the voice of his housekeeper did
not cry to him out of the darkness to know why he had so long tarried.
He slept little that night, and was up, as was his wont, by daybreak. It
was still dark when the church-bell was clanging above his head for the
first office.
It was the day of St. Peter and of St. Paul. Few people came to the
early mass,--some peasants who wanted to have the rest of the day clear,
some women, thrifty housewives who were up betimes, Candida herself; no
others. The lovely morning light streamed in, cool and roseate; there
were a few lilies and roses on the altar; some red draperies floated in
the door-way; the nightingales in the wild-rose hedge sang all the
while, their sweet voices crossing the monotonous Latin recitatives. The
mass was just over when into the church from without there arose a
strange sound, shrill and yet hoarse, inarticulate and yet uproarious:
it came from the throats of many people, all screaming and shouting and
talking and swearing together. The peasants and the women who were on
their knees scrambled to their feet and rushed to the door, thinking the
earth had opened and the houses were falling. Gesualdo came down from
the altar and strove to calm them, but they did not heed him, and he
followed them despite himself. The whole village seemed out,--man,
woman, and child: the nightingales grew dumb under the outcry.
"What is it?" asked Gesualdo.
Several voices shouted back to him, "Tasso Tassilo has been murdered!"
"Ah!"
Gesualdo gave a low cry, and leaned against the stem of a cypress-tree
to save himself from falling. What use had been his words that night!
The murdered man had been found lying under the canes on the wayside not
a rood from the church. A dog smelling at it had caused the body to be
sought out and discovered. He had been dead but a few hours,--apparently
killed by a knife thrust under his left shoulder, which had struck
straight through the heart.
The agitation in the people was unimaginable, the uproar deafening. Some
one with a grain of sense remaining had sent for the carabineers, but
their picket was two miles off, and they had not yet arrived. The dead
man still lay where he had fallen: every one was afraid to touch him.
"Does his wife know?" said Gesualdo, in a strange, hoarse voice.
"His wife will not grieve," said a man in the crowd, and there was a
laugh, subdued by awe and the presence of death and of the priest.
Gesualdo, with a strong shudder of disgust, held up his hand in horror
and reproof, then bent over the dead body where it lay among the reeds.
"Bring him to the sacristy," he said to the men nearest him. "He must
not lie there, like a beast unclean, by the roadside. Go fetch a
hurdle,--a sheet,--anything."
But no one of them would stir.
"If we touch him they will take us up for murdering him," they muttered,
as one man.
"Cowards! Stand off: I will carry him in-doors," said the priest.
"You are in full canonicals!" cried Candida, twitching at his sleeve.
But Gesualdo did not heed her. He was brushing off with a tender hand
the flies which had begun to buzz about the dead man's mouth. The flies
might have stung and eaten him all the day through for what any one of
the little crowd would have cared: they would not have stretched a hand
even to drag him into the shade.
Gesualdo was a weakly man; he had always fasted long and often, and had
never been strong from his birth; but indignation, compassion, and
horror for the moment lent him a strength not his own: he stooped down
and raised the dead body in his arms, and, staggering under his burden,
he bore it the few roods which separated the place where it had fallen
from the church and the vicar's house.
The people looked on open-mouthed with wonder and awe. "It is against
the law," they muttered, but they did not offer active opposition.
Gesualdo, unmolested save for the cries of the old housekeeper, carried
his load into his own house and laid it reverently down on the couch
which stood in the sacristy. He was exhausted with the great strain and
effort; his limbs shook under him, the sweat poured off his face, the
white silk and golden embroideries of his cope and stole were stained
with the clotted blood which had fallen from the wound in the dead man's
breast. He did not heed it, nor did he hear the cries of Candida
mourning the disfigured vestments, nor the loud chattering of the crowd
thrusting itself into the sacristy. He stood looking down on the poor,
dusty, stiffening corpse before him with blind eyes, and thinking, in
silent terror, "Is it her work?"
In his own soul he had no doubt.
Candida plucked once more at his robes.
"The vestments! the vestments! You will ruin them! Take them off----"
He put her from him with a gesture of dignity which she had never seen
in him, and motioned the throng back towards the open door.
"I will watch with him till the guards come," he said. "Go send his wife
hither."
Then he scattered holy water on the dead body, and kneeled down beside
it and prayed.
The crowd thought that he acted strangely. Why was he so still and cold,
and why did he seem so stunned and stricken? If he had screamed and
raved, and run hither and thither purposelessly, and let the corpse lie
where it was in the canes, he would have acted naturally in their
estimation. They hung about the door-ways half afraid, half angered:
some of them went to the mill-house, eager to have the honor of being
the first bearer of such news.
No one was sorry for the dead man, except some few who were in his debt
and knew that now they would be obliged to pay with heavy interest what
they owed up to his successors.
With the grim pathos and dignity which death imparts to the commonest
creature, the murdered man lay on the bench of the sacristy, amidst the
hubbub and the uproar of the crowding people, he and the priest the only
mute creatures in the place.
Gesualdo kneeled by the dead man in his blood-stained, sand-stained
canonicals; he was praying with all the soul there was in him, not for
the dead man, but for the living woman.
The morning broadened into the warmth of day. He rose from his knees,
and bade his sacristan bring linen, and spread it over the corpse to
cheat the flies and the gnats of their ghastly repast. No men of law
came. The messengers returned. The picket-house had been closed at dawn,
and the carabineers were away. There was nothing to be done but to wait.
The villagers stood or sat about in the paved court, and in the road
under the cypresses. They seldom had such an event as this in the
dulness of their lives. They brought hunches of bread and ate as they
discoursed of it.
"Will you not break your fast?" said Candida to Gesualdo. "You will not
bring him to life by starving yourself."
Gesualdo made a sign of refusal.
His mouth was parched, his throat felt closed; he was straining his eyes
for the first sight of Generosa on the white road. If she were guilty
she would never come, he thought, to look on the dead man.
Soon he saw her, coming with swift feet and flying skirts and bare head,
through the boles of the cypresses. She was livid; her unbound hair was
streaming behind her.
She had passed a feverish night, locking her door against her husband,
and spending the whole weary hours at the casement where she could see
the old gray villa where her lover dwelt, standing out against the
moonlight among its ilex- and olive-trees. She had had no sense of the
beauty of the night: she had been only concerned by the fret and fever
of a first love and of a guilty passion.
She was not callous at heart, though wholly untrained and undisciplined
in character, and her conscience told her that she gave a bad return to
a man who had honestly and generously adored her, who had been lavish to
her poverty out of his riches, and had never been unkind until a natural
and justified jealousy had embittered the whole current of his life. She
held the offence of infidelity lightly, yet her candor compelled her to
feel that she was returning evil for good, and repaying in a base manner
an old man's unwise but generous affection. She would have hesitated at
nothing that could have united her life to her lover; yet in a corner of
her soul she was vaguely conscious that there was a degree of unfairness
and baseness in setting their youth and their ardor to hoodwink and
betray a feeble and aged creature like Tasso Tassilo. She hated him
fiercely: he was her jailer, her tyrant, her keeper. She detested the
sound of his slow step, of his croaking voice, of his harsh calls to his
men and his horses and mules; the sight of his withered features,
flushed and hot with restless jealous pains, was at once absurd and
loathsome to her. Youth has no pity for such woes of age, and she often
mocked him openly and cruelly to his face. Still, she knew that she did
him wrong, and her conscience had been more stirred by the reproof of
Gesualdo than she had acknowledged. She was in that wavering mood when a
woman may be saved from an unwise course by change, travel, movement,
and the distractions of the world; but there were none of these for the
miller's young wife. So long as her husband lived, so long would she be
doomed to live here, with the roar of the mill-wheels and the foaming of
the weir-water on her ear, and before her eyes the same thickets of
cane, the same fields with their maples and vines, the same white, dusty
road winding away beyond the poplars, and with nothing to distract her
thoughts or lull her mind away from its idolatry of her fair-haired
lover at the old gray palace on the hill above her home.
She had spent the whole night gazing at the place where he lived. He was
not even there at that moment: he had gone away for two days to a
grain-fair in the town of Vendramino, but she recalled with ecstasy
their meetings by the side of the low green river, their hours in the
wild flowering gardens of the palace, the lovely evenings when she had
stolen out to see him come through the maize and canes, the fire-flies
all alight about his footsteps. Sleepless but languid, weary and yet
restless, she had thrown herself on her bed without taking off her
clothes, and in the dark, as the bells for the first mass had rung over
the shadowy fields. She had for the first time fallen into a heavy
sleep, haunted by dreams of her lover, which made her stretch her arms
to him in the empty air, and murmur, sleeping, wild and tender words.
She had been still on her bed, when the men of the mill had roused her,
beating at the chamber door and crying to her,--
"Generosa, Generosa, Padrona! get up! The master is murdered, and lying
dead at the church!"
She had been lying dreaming of Falko, and feeling in memory his kisses
on her mouth, when those screams had come through the stillness of the
early daybreak, through the music of the blackbirds piping in the
cherry-boughs outside her windows.
She had sprung from off her bed.
She had huddled on some decenter clothing, and, bursting through the
detaining hands of the henchmen and neighbors, had fled, as fast as her
trembling limbs could bear her, to the church.
"Is it true? Is it true?" she cried, with white lips, to Gesualdo.
He looked at her with a long, inquiring regard: then, without a word, he
drew the linen off the dead face of her husband, and pointed to it.
She, strong as a colt and full of life as a young tree, fell headlong on
the stone floor in a dead swoon.
The people gathered about the door-way and watched her suspiciously and
without compassion. There was no one there who did not believe her to be
the murderess. No one except Gesualdo. In that one moment when he had
looked into her eyes he had felt that she was guiltless. He called
Candida to her and left her, and closed the door on the curious, cruel,
staring eyes of the throng without.
The people murmured: what title had he more than they to command and
direct in this matter? The murder was a precious feast to them: why
should he defraud them of their rights?
"He knows she is guilty," they muttered, "and he wants to screen her and
give her time to recover herself and to arrange what story she shall
tell."
Soon there came the sound of horses' feet on the road, and the jingling
of chains and scabbards stirred the morning air: the carabineers had
arrived. Then came also the syndic and petty officers of the larger
village of Sant' Arturo, where the communal municipality in which Marca
was enrolled had its seat of justice, its tax-offices, and its schools.
There was a great noise and stir, grinding of wheels and shouting of
orders, vast clouds of dust and ceaseless din of voices, loud bickerings
of conflicting authorities at war with one another, and rabid
inquisitiveness and greedy excitement on all sides.
In a later time they remembered against him all this which he did now.
The feast of St. Peter and St. Paul had been a day of disaster and
disorder, but to the good people of Marca both these were sweet. They
had something to talk of from dawn till dark, and the blacker the
tragedy the merrier wagged the tongues. The soul of their vicar alone
was sick within him. Since he had seen the astonished, horrified eyes of
the woman Generosa he had never once doubted her, but he felt that her
guilt must seem clear as the noonday to all others. Her disputes with
her husband and her passion for Falko Melegari were facts known to all
the village, and who else had any interest in his death? The whole of
Marca pronounced as with one voice against her: the women had always
hated her for her superior beauty, and the men had always borne her a
grudge for her saucy disdain of them, and that way of bearing herself as
though a beggar from Bocca d'Arno were a queen.
"Neighbors put up with her pride while she was on the sunny side of the
street," said Candida, with grim satisfaction, "but now she is in the
shade they'll fling the stones fast enough." And she was ready to fling
her own stone. Generosa had always seemed an impudent jade to her,
coming and talking with Don Gesualdo, as she did, at all hours, and as
though the church and the sacristy were open bazaars!
How that day passed, and how he bore himself through all its functions,
he never knew. It was the dead of night, when he, still dressed, and
unable even to think calmly, clasping his crucifix in his hands, and
pacing to and fro his narrow chamber with restless and uneven steps,
heard his name called by the voice of a man in great agitation, and,
looking out of his casement, saw Falko Melegari on his gray horse, which
was covered with foam and sweating as from a hard gallop.
"Is it true?" he cried, a score of times.
"Yes, it is all true," said Gesualdo. His voice was stern and cold: he
could not tell what share this man might not have had in the crime.
"But she is innocent as that bird in the air," screamed her lover,
pointing to a scops owl which was sailing above the cypresses.
Gesualdo bowed his head and spread out his hands, palm downward, in a
gesture which meant hopeless doubt.
"I went away at dark into the town to buy cattle," said the steward,
with sobs in his throat. "I rode out by the opposite road. I knew naught
of it. Oh, my God, why was I not here? They should not have taken her
without its costing them hard."
"You would have done her no good," said Gesualdo, coldly. "You have done
her harm enough already," he added, after a pause. Falko did not resent
the words: the tears were falling like rain down his cheeks, his hands
were clinched on his saddle-bow, the horse stretched its foam-flecked
neck unheeded.
"Who did it? Who could do it? He had many enemies. He was a hard man,"
he muttered.
Gesualdo gave a gesture of hopeless doubt and ignorance. He looked down
on the lover's handsome face and head in the moonlight. There was a
strange expression in his own eyes.
"Curse you for a cold-hearted priest," thought the young steward, with
bitterness. Then he wheeled his horse sharply round, and, without any
other word, rode off towards his home in the glistening white light, to
stable his weary horse, and to saddle another to ride into the larger
village of Sant' Arturo. It was past midnight; he could do no good; he
could see no one; but it was a relief to him to be in movement; he felt
that it would choke him to sit and sup and sleep and smoke as usual in
his quiet house among the magnolias and the myrtles, whilst the love of
his life lay alone in her misery.
All gladness which would at any natural death of Tasso Tassilo's have
filled his soul was quenched in the darkness of horror in which her fate
was snatched from him and plunged into the mystery and the blackness of
imputed crime.
He never actually suspected her for a moment; but he knew that others
would no doubt do more than suspect.
"Perhaps the brute killed himself," he thought, "that the blame of the
crime might lie on her and part her from me."
Then he knew that such a thought was absurd. Tasso Tassilo had loved his
life, loved his mill, and his money, and his petty power, and his
possession of his beautiful wife; and, besides, what man could stab
himself from behind between the shoulders? It was just the blow that a
strong yet timid woman would give. As he walked to and fro on the old
terrace whilst they saddled the horse, he felt a sickening shudder run
through him. He did not suspect her. No, not for an instant. And yet
there was a dim, unutterable horror upon him which veiled the remembered
beauty of her face.
The passing of the days which came after this feast of the two apostles
was full of an unspeakable horror to him, and in the brief space of them
he grew haggard, hollow-cheeked, almost aged, despite his youth. The
dread formalities and tyrannies of the law seized on the quiet village
and tortured every soul in it: every one who had seen or heard or known
aught of the dead man was questioned, tormented, harangued, examined,
suspected. Don Gesualdo himself was made subject to a searching and
oft-repeated interrogation, and severely reproved that he had not let
the body lie untouched until the arrival of the officers of justice. He
told the exact truth as far as he knew it, but when questioned as to the
relations of the murdered man and his wife he hesitated, prevaricated,
contradicted himself, and gave the impression to the judicial
authorities that he knew much more against the wife than he would say.
What he tried to do was to convey to others his own passionate
conviction of the innocence of Generosa; but he utterly failed in doing
this; and his very anxiety to defend her only created an additional
suspicion against her.
The issue of the preliminary investigation was that the wife of Tasso
Tassilo, murdered on the morning of the day of St. Peter and St. Paul,
was consigned to prison, to be "detained as a precaution" under the lock
and key of the law, circumstantial evidence being held to be strongly
against her as the primary cause, if not the actual executant, of the
murder of her lord.
Every one called from the village to speak of her spoke against her,
with the exception of Falko Melegari, who was known to be her lover, and
whose testimony weighed not a straw, and Don Gesualdo himself, a priest,
indeed, but the examining judge was no friend of priests, and would not
have believed them on their oaths, whilst the strong friendship for her,
and the nervous anxiety to shield her, displayed so unwisely though so
sincerely by him, did her more harm than good, and made his bias so
visible that his declarations were held valueless.
"You know I am innocent!" she cried to him, the day of her arrest; and
he answered her, with the tears falling down his cheeks, "I am sure of
it! I would die to prove it! For one moment I did doubt you,--pardon
me!--but only one. I am sure you are innocent, as I am sure that the sun
hangs in the skies."
But his unsupported belief availed nothing to secure that of others: the
dominant feeling among the people of Marca was against her, and, in face
of that feeling and of the known jealousy of her which had consumed the
latter days of the dead man, the authorities deemed that they could do
no less than order her provisional arrest. Her very beauty was a weapon
turned against her. It seemed so natural to her accusers that so lovely
and so young a woman should have desired to rid herself of a husband,
old, ill-favored, exacting, and unloved. In vain--utterly in vain--did
Falko Melegari, black with rage and beside himself with misery, swear by
every saint in the calendar that his relations with her had been
hitherto absolutely innocent. No one believed him.
"You are obliged to say that," said the judge, with good-humored
impatience.
"But, God in heaven, why not when it is true?" shouted Falko.
"It is always true when the _damo_ is a man of honor?" said the ironical
judge, with an incredulous, amused smile.
So, her only defenders utterly discredited, she paid the penalty of
being handsomer and grander than her neighbors, and was taken to the
town of Vendramino, and there left to lie in prison until such time as
the majesty of the law should be pleased to decide whether or not it
deemed her guilty of causing the death of her husband. The people of
Marca were content. They only could not see why the law should take such
a time to doubt and puzzle over a fact which to them all was as clear as
the weather-vane on their church tower.
"Who should have killed him, if not she or her _damo_?" they asked, and
no one could answer.
So she was taken away by the men of justice, and Marca no more saw her
handsome head with the silver pins in its coiled hair leaning out from
the square mill windows, or her bright-colored skirts going light as the
wind up the brown sides of the hills, and through the yellow-blossomed
gorse in the warm autumn air, to some trysting-place under the topmost
pines, where the wild pigeons dwelt in the boughs above, and the black
stoat ran through the bracken below.
The work of the mill went on the same, being directed by the brother of
Tassilo, who had always had a share in it, both of labor and profit. The
murder still served for food for people's tongues through vintage and
onward until the maize-harvest and the olive-gathering. As the nights
grew long and the days cold, it ceased to be the supreme theme of
interest in Marca: no one ever dreamed that there could be a doubt of
the absent woman's guilt, or said a good word for her; and no one gave
her any pity for wasting her youth and fretting her soul out in a
prison-cell, though they were disposed to grant that what she had done
had been, after all, perhaps only natural, considering all things. Her
own family were too poor to travel to her help,--indeed, only heard of
her misfortunes after many days, and then only by chance, through a
travelling hawker: they could do nothing for her, and did not try; she
had never sent them as much of her husband's money as they had expected
her to do, and now that she was in trouble she might get out of it as
she could, so they said. She had always cared for her ear-rings and
breastpins, never for them: she would see if her jewels would help her
now. When any member of a poor family marries into riches, the desire to
profit by her marriage is, if ungratified, quickly turned into hatred of
herself. Why should she have gone to eat stewed kid and fried lamb and
hare baked with fennel, when they had only a bit of salt fish and an
onion now and then?
They had admitted the vicar of San Bartolo, once or twice, to visit her,
the jailer standing by, but he had been unable to do more than to weep
with her and assure her of his own perfect belief in her innocence. The
change he found in her shocked him so greatly that he could scarcely
speak; and he thought to himself, as he saw how aged and wasted and
altered she was, if she lose her beauty and grow old before her time,
what avail will it be to her even if they declare her innocent? Her gay
lover will look at her no more.
Falko Melegari loved her wildly, ardently, vehemently indeed; but
Gesualdo, with that acute penetration which sometimes supplies in
delicate natures that knowledge of the world which they lack, felt that
it was not a love which had any qualities in it to withstand the trials
of time or the loss of physical charms. Perchance Generosa herself felt
as much; and the cruel consciousness of it hurt her more than her
prison-bars.
CHAPTER III.
The winter passed away, and with February the corn spread a green carpet
everywhere, the almond-trees blossomed on the hill-sides, the violets
opened the way for the wind-flowers, and the willows budded beside the
water-mill. There were braying of bugles, twanging of lutes, cracking of
shots, drinking of wines on the farms and in the village as a rustic
celebration of Carnival. Not much of it, for times are hard and men's
hearts heavy in these days, and the sunlit grace and airy gayety natural
to it are things forever dead in Italy, like the ilex forests and the
great gardens that have perished for ever and aye.
Lent came, with its church-bells sounding in melancholy iteration over
the March fields, where the daffodils were blowing by millions, and the
parocco of San Bartolo fasted and prayed and mortified his flesh in
every way that his creed allowed, and hoped by such miseries, pains, and
penances to attain grace in heaven, if not on earth, for Generosa in her
misery. All through Lent he wearied the ear of God with incessant
supplication for her.
Day and night he racked his brain to discover any evidence as to who the
assassin had been. He never once doubted her: if the very apostles and
saints of his Church had all descended on earth to witness against her,
he would have cried to them that she was innocent.
The sickening suspicions, the haunting, irrepressible doubts, which now
and then came over the mind of her lover as he walked to and fro by the
edge of the river at night, looking up at what had been the casement of
her chamber, did not assail for an instant the stronger faith of
Gesualdo, weak as he was in body and, in some ways, weak in character.
The truth might remain in horrid mystery, in impenetrable darkness,
forever; it would make no difference to him; he would be always
convinced that she had been innocent. Had he not known her when she was
a little, barefooted child, coming flying through the shallow green
pools and the great yellow grasses and the sunny canebrakes of the Bocca
d'Arno?
Most innocent, indeed, had been his relations with the wife of Tassilo,
but to him it seemed that the interest he had taken in her, the pleasure
he had felt in converse with her, had been criminal. There had been
times when his eyes, which should have only seen in her a soul to save,
had become aware of her mere bodily beauty, had dwelt on her with an
awakening of carnal admiration. It sufficed to make him guilty in his
own sight. This agony which he felt for her was the sympathy of a
personal affection. He knew it, and his consciousness of it flung him at
the feet of his crucifix in tortures of conscience.
He knew, too, that he had done her harm by the incoherence and the
reticence of his testimony, by the mere vehemence with which he had
unwisely striven to affirm an innocence which he had no power to
prove,--even by that natural impulse of humanity which had moved him to
bring her husband's corpse under the roof of the church and close the
door upon the clamorous and staring throng who saw in the tragedy but a
pastime. He, more than any other, had helped to cast on her the darkness
of suspicion; he, more than any other, had helped to make earthly peace
and happiness forever denied to her.
Even if they acquitted her in the house of law yonder, she would be
dishonored for life. Even her lover, who loved her with all the hot
coarse ardor of a young man's uncontrolled desires, had declared that he
would be ashamed to walk beside her in broad day so long as this slur of
possible, if unproved, crime were on her. His sensitive soul began to
take alarm lest it were not a kind of sin to be so occupied with the
fate of one to the neglect and detriment of others. Candida saw him
growing thinner and more shadow-like every day, with ever-increasing
anxiety. To fast, she knew, was needful above all for a priest in Lent,
but he did not touch what he might lawfully have eaten: the new-laid
eggs and the crisp lettuces of her providing failed to tempt him; and no
mortal man, she told him, could live on air and water as he did.
"There should be reason in all piety," she said to him, and he assented.
But he did not change his ways, which were rather those of a monk of the
Thebaid than of a vicar of a parish. He had the soul in him of a St.
Anthony, of a St. Francis, and he had been born too late; the world as
it is was too coarse and too incredulous for him, even in a little
rustic primitive village hidden away from the eyes of men under its
millet and its fig-trees.
The people of Marca noticed the change in him. Pale he had always been,
but now he was the color of his own ivory Christ; taciturn, too, he had
always been, yet he had ever had playful words for the children, kind
words for the aged; these were silent now. The listless and mechanical
manner with which he went through the offices of the Church contrasted
with the passionate and despairing cries which seemed to come from his
very soul when he preached, and which vaguely frightened a rural
congregation who were wholly unable to understand them.
"One would think the good parocco had some awful sin on his soul," said
a woman to Candida one evening.
"Nay, nay; he is as pure as a lamb," said Candida, twirling her distaff.
"But he was always helpless and childlike, and too much taken up with
heavenly things--may the saints forgive me for saying so! He should be
in a monastery along with St. Romolo and St. Francis."
But yet the housekeeper, though loyalty itself, was, in her own secret
thoughts, not a little troubled at the change she saw in her master. She
put it down to the score of his agitation at the peril of Generosa Fe;
but this in itself seemed to her unfitting in one of his sacred calling.
A mere light-o'-love and saucebox, as she had always herself called the
miller's wife, was wholly unworthy to occupy, even in pity, the thoughts
of so holy a man.
There could not be a doubt that she had given that knife-stroke among
the canes in the dusk of the dawn of St. Peter and St. Paul, thought
Candida, among whose virtues charity had small place; but what had the
parocco to do with it?
In her rough way, motherly and unmannerly, she ventured to take her
master to task for so much interest in a sinner.
"The people of Marca say you think too much about that foul business;
they even whisper that you neglect your holy duties," she said to him,
as she served the frugal supper of cabbage soaked in oil. "There will
always be crimes as long as the world wags on, but that is no reason why
good souls should put themselves out about that which they cannot help."
Gesualdo said nothing, but she saw the nerves of his mouth quiver.
"I have no business to lecture your reverence on your duties," she
added, tartly; "but they do say that so much anxiety for a guilty woman
is a manner of injustice to innocent souls."
Gesualdo struck his closed hand on the table with concentrated
expression of passion.
"How dare you say that she is guilty?" he cried. "Who has proved her
so?"
Candida looked at him with shrewd suspicious eyes as she set down the
bottle of vinegar.
"I have met with nobody who doubts it," she said, cruelly, "except your
reverence, and her lover up yonder at the villa."
"You are all far too ready to believe evil," said Gesualdo, with nervous
haste; and he arose and pushed aside the untasted dish and went out of
the house.
"He is beside himself for that jade's sake," thought Candida, and, after
waiting a little while to see if he returned, she sat down and ate the
cabbage.
Whether there were as many crimes in the world as flies on the pavement
in summer, she saw no reason why that good food should be wasted.
After her supper, she took her distaff and went and sat on the low wall
which divided the church ground from the road, and gossiped with any one
of the villagers who chanced to come by. No one was ever too much
occupied not to have leisure to talk in Marca, and the church wall was a
favorite gathering-place for the sunburnt women with faces like leather
under their broad summer hats or their woollen winter kerchiefs, who
came and went to and from the fields or the well or the
washing-reservoir, with its broad stone tanks brimming with brown water
under a vine-covered pergola, where the hapless linen was wont to be
beaten and banged as though it were so many sheets of cast-iron. And
here with her gossips and friends Candida could not help letting fall
little words--stray sentences--which revealed the trouble her mind was
in as to the change in her master. She was devoted to him, but her
devotion was not so strong as her love of mystery and her impatience of
anything which opposed a barrier to her curiosity. She was not conscious
that she said a syllable which could have affected his reputation, yet
her neighbors all went away from her with the idea that there was
something wrong in the presbytery, and that if she had chosen, the
priest's housekeeper could have told some very strange tales.
Since the days of the miller's murder, a vague feeling against Don
Gesualdo had been growing up in Marca. A man who does not cackle and
scream and roar till he is hoarse at the slightest thing which happens
is always unnatural and suspicious in the eyes of an Italian community.
The people of Marca began to remember that he had some foreign blood in
him, and that he had always been more friendly with the wife of Tasso
Tassilo than was meet in one of his calling.
Falko Melegari had been denied admittance to her by the authorities.
They were not sure that he, as her lover, had not some complicity in the
crime committed; and, moreover, his impetuous and inconsiderate language
to the judge of instruction at the preliminary investigation had been so
fierce and so unwise that it had prejudiced against him all the officers
of the law. This exclusion of him heightened the misery he felt, and
moved him also to a querulous impatience with the vicar of San Bartolo
for being allowed to see her.
"Those black snakes slip and slide in anywhere," he thought, savagely,
and his contempt for and dislike of ecclesiastics, which the manner and
character of Gesualdo had held in abeyance, revived in its pristine
force.
In Easter-time Gesualdo was always greatly fatigued; and when Easter
came round this year, and the sins of Marca were poured into his
ear,--little, sordid, mean sins, of which the narration wearied and
sickened him,--they seemed more loathsome to him than they had ever
done. There was such likeness and such repetition in the confessions of
all of them,--greed, avarice, dishonesty, fornication: the scale never
varied, and the story told kept always at the same low level of petty
and coarse things. Their confessor heard with a tired mind and a sick
heart, and, as he gave them absolution, shuddered at the doubts of the
infallibility of his Church which for the first time passed with dread
terror through his thoughts. The whole world seems to him changing. He
felt as though the solid earth itself were giving way beneath his feet.
His large eyes had a startled and frightened look in them, and his face
grew thinner every day.
It was after the last office in this Easter week, when a man came
through the evening shadows towards the church. His name was Emilio
Raffagiolo, but he was always known as the Girellone,--the rover. Such
nicknames replace the baptismal names of the country-people till the
latter are almost forgotten, whilst the family name is scarcely ever
employed at all in rural communities. The Girellone was a carter, who
had been in service at the water-mill for some few months. He was a man
of thirty or thereabouts, with a dusky face and a shock head of hair,
and hazel eyes, dull and yet cunning. He was dressed now in his festal
attire, and he had a round hat set on one side of his head: he doffed it
as he entered the church. He could not read or write, and his ideas of
his creed were hazy and curious: the Church represented to him a thing
with virtue in it, like a charm or a bunch of herbs; it was only
necessary, he thought, to observe certain formulae of it to be safe
within it; conduct outside it was of no consequence. Nothing on earth
can equal in confusion and indistinctness the views of the Italian
rustic as regards his religion. The priest is to him as the medicine-man
to the savage; but he has ceased to respect his counsels, whilst
retaining a superstitious feeling about his office. This man, doffing
his hat, entered the church and approached the confessional, crossing
himself as he did so. Gesualdo, with a sigh, prepared to receive his
confession, although the hour was unusual, and the many services of the
day had fatigued him until his head swam and his vision was clouded. But
at no time had he ever availed himself of any excuse of time or physical
weakness to avoid the duties of his office. Recognizing the carter, he
wearily awaited the usual tale of low vice and petty sins, some
drunkenness, or theft, or lust gratified in some unholy way, and
resigned himself wearily to follow the confused repetitions with which
the rustic of every country answers questions or narrates circumstances.
His conscience smote him for his apathy. Ought not the soul of this
clumsy, wine-sodden boor to be as dear to him as that of lovelier
creatures?
The man answered the usual priestly interrogations sullenly and at
random; he could not help doing what he did, because superstition drove
him to it and was stronger for the time than any other thing; but he was
angered at his own conscience and afraid of what he did: his limbs
trembled, and his tongue seemed to him to swell and grow larger than his
mouth, and refused to move, as he said at length, in a thick, choked
voice,--
"It was I that killed him!"
"Whom?" asked Gesualdo, whilst his own heart stood still. Without
hearing the answer, he knew what it would be.
"Tasso, the miller,--my master," said the carter; and, having confessed
thus far, he recovered confidence and courage, and, in the rude,
involved, garrulous utterances common to his kind, he leaned his mouth
closer to Gesualdo's ear, and told, with a curious sort of pride in the
accomplishment of it, why and how it had been done.
"I wanted to go to South America," he muttered. "I have a cousin there,
and he says one makes money fast and works little. I had often wished to
take Tassilo's money, but I was always afraid. He locked it up as soon
as he took any, were it ever so little, and it never saw light again
till it went to the bank or was paid away for her finery. He wasted many
a good fifty-franc note on her back.
"Look you, the night before the feast of Peter and Paul, he had received
seven hundred francs in the day for wheat, and I saw him lock it up in
his bureau and say to his wife that he should take it to the town next
day. That was in the forenoon. At eventide they had a worse quarrel than
usual. She taunted him, and he threatened her. In the dawn I was
listening to hear him astir. He was up before dawn, and he unbarred and
opened the mill-house himself, and called to the foreman, and said he
was going to town, and told us what we were to do. 'I shall be away all
day,' he said. It was still dusky. I stole out after him without the men
seeing. I said to myself I would take this money from him as he went
along the crossroads to take the diligence at Sant' Arturo. I did not
say to myself I would kill him, but I resolved to get the money. It was
enough to take one out to America and keep one awhile when one got out
there. So I made up my mind. Money is at the bottom of most things. I
followed him half a mile before I could get my courage up. He did not
see me because of the canes. He was crossing that grass where the trees
are so thick, when I said to myself, 'Now or never!' Then I sprang on
him and stabbed him under the shoulder. He fell like a stone. I searched
him, but there was nothing in his pockets except a revolver loaded. I
think he had only made a feint of going to the town, thinking to come
back and find the lovers together. I buried the knife under a poplar a
few yards off where he fell. I could have thrown it in the river, but
they say things which have killed people always float. You will find it
if you dig for it under the big poplar-tree that they call the Grand
Duke's, because they say Pietro Leopoldo sat under it once on a time.
There was a little blood on the blade, but there was none anywhere else,
for he bled inwardly. They do if you strike right. I was a butcher's lad
once, and I used to kill the oxen, and I know. That is all.
"When I found the old rogue had no money with him I could have killed
him a score of times over. I cannot think how it was that he left home
without it, unless it was, as I say, that he meant to go back unknown
and unawares and surprise his wife with Melegari. That must have been
it, I think. For, greedy as he was over his money, he was greedier still
over his wife. I turned him over on his back, and left him lying there,
and I went back to the mill and began my day's work, till the people
came and wakened her and told the tale: then I left off work and came
and looked on like the rest of them. That is all."
The man who made the confession was calm and unmoved; the priest who
heard it was sick with horror, pale to the lips with agitation and
anguish.
"But his wife is accused! She may be condemned!" he cried, in agony.
"I know that," said the man, stolidly. "But you cannot tell of me. I
have told you under the seal of confession."
It was quite true: come what would, Gesualdo could never reveal what he
had heard. His eyes swam, his head reeled, a deadly sickness came upon
him; all his short life simple and harmless things had been around him;
he had been told of the crimes of men, but he had never been touched by
them; he had known of the sins of the world, but he had never realized
them. The sense that the murderer of Tasso Tassilo was within a hand's
breadth of him, that these eyes which stared at him, this voice which
spoke to him, were those of the actual assassin, that it was possible
and yet utterly impossible for him to help justice and save
innocence,--all this overcame him with its overwhelming burden of horror
and of divided duty. He lost all consciousness as he knelt there, and
fell heavily forward on the wood-work of the confessional.
His teachers had said aright, in the days of his novitiate, that he
would never be of stern enough stuff to deal with the realities of life.
When he recovered his senses, sight and sound and sensibility all
returning to him slowly and with a strange, numb, pricking pain in his
limbs and his body and his brain, the church was quite dark, and the man
who had confessed his crime to him was gone.
Gesualdo gathered himself up with effort, and sat down on the wooden
seat and tried to think. He was bitterly ashamed of his own weakness.
What was he worth, he, shepherd and leader of men, if at the first word
of horror which affrighted him he fainted as women faint, and failed to
speak in answer the condemnation which should have been spoken? Was it
for such cowardice as this that they had anointed him and received him
as a servitor of the Church?
His first impulse was to go and relate his feebleness and failure to his
bishop; the next moment he remembered that even so much support as this
he must not seek: to no living being must he tell this wretched
blood-secret.
The law which respects nothing would not respect the secrets of the
confessional; but he knew that all the human law in the world could not
alter his own bondage to the duty he had with his own will accepted.
It was past midnight when, with trembling limbs, he groped his way out
of the porch of his church and found the entrance of the presbytery and
climbed the stone stairs to his own chamber.
Candida opened her door, and thrust her head through the aperture, and
cried to him,--
"Where have you been mooning all this while, and the lamp burning to
waste, and your good bed yawning for you? You are not a strong man
enough to keep these hours, and for a priest they are not decent ones."
"Peace, woman!" said Gesualdo, in a tone which she had never heard from
him. He went within and closed the door. He longed for the light of
dawn, and yet he dreaded it.