CHAPTER XI.

Brandolin walks down the opening between the glass doors into the

garden. He paces impatiently the green shady walks where he has seen her

on other mornings than this. It is lovely weather, and the innumerable

roses fill the warm moist air with fragrance. There is a sea-breeze

blowing from the sea-coast some thirty miles away; his schooner is in

harbor there; he thinks that it would be wisest to go to it and sail

away again for as many thousand miles as he has just left behind him.

Xenia Sabaroff has a great and growing influence over him, and he does

not wish her to exercise it and increase it if this thing be true:

perhaps, after all, she may be that kind of sorceress of which Mary

Stuart is the eternal type,--cold only that others may burn, _reculant

pour mieux sauter_, exquisitely feminine only to be more dangerously

powerful. He does not wish to play the _role_ of Chastelard, or of

Douglas, or of Henry Darnley. He is stung to the quick by what he has

heard said.

It is not new: since the arrival of Gervase the same thing has been

hinted more or less clearly, more or less obscurely, within his hearing

more than once; but the matter-of-fact words of Litroff have given the

tale a kind of circumstantiality and substance which the vague uncertain

suggestions of others did not do. Litroff has, obviously, no feeling

against her; he even speaks of her with reluctance and admiration:

therefore his testimony has a truthfulness about it which would be

lacking in any mere malicious scandal.

It is intensely painful to him to believe, or even to admit to himself

as possible, that it may be thus true. She seems to him a very queen

among women: all the romance of his temperament clothes her with ideal

qualities. He walks on unconsciously till he has left the west garden

and entered the wood which joins it, and the grassy seats made

underneath the boughs. As he goes, his heart thrills, his pulse

quickens: he sees Madame Sabaroff. She is seated on one of the turf

banks, reading, the dog of the house at her feet. He has almost walked

on to her before he has perceived her.

"I beg your pardon," he murmurs, and pauses, undecided whether to go or

stay.

She looks at him a little surprised at the ceremony of his manner.

"For what do you beg my pardon? You are as free of the wood as I," she

replies, with a smile. "I promised the children to keep their dogs

quiet, and to await them here as they return from their church."

"You are too good to the children," says Brandolin, still with

restraint. Her eyes open with increased surprise. She has never seen his

manner, usually so easy, nonchalant, and unstudied, altered before.

"He must have heard bad news," she thinks, but says nothing, and keeps

her book open.

Brandolin stands near, silent and absorbed. He is musing what worlds he

would give, if he had them, to know whether the story is true! He longs

passionately to ask her in plain words, but it would be too brutal and

too rude; he has not known her long enough to be able to presume to do

so.

He watches the sunshine fall through the larch boughs on to her hands in

their long loose gloves and touch the pearls which she always wears at

her throat.

"How very much he is unlike himself!" she thinks; she misses his

spontaneous and picturesque eloquence, his warm _abandon_ of manner, his

caressing deference of tone. At that moment there is a gleam of white

between the trees, a sound of voices in the distance.

The family party are returning from church. The dogs jump up and wag

their tails and bark their welcome. The Babe is dashing on in advance.

There is an end of their brief _tete-a-tete_; he passionately regrets

the loss of it, though he is not sure of what he would have said in it.

"Always together!" says Dulcia Waverley, in a whisper, to Usk, as she

sees them. "Does he know that he succeeds Lord Gervase, do you think?"

"How should I know?" says Usk; "and Dolly says there was nothing between

her and Gervase,--nothing; at least it was all in honor, as the French

say."

"Oh, of course," agrees Lady Waverley, with her plaintive eyes gazing

dreamily down the aisle of larch-trees. The children have run on to

Madame Sabaroff.

"Where is Alan?" thinks Dolly Usk, angrily, on seeing Brandolin.

Gervase, who is not an early riser, is then taking his coffee in bed as

twelve strikes. He detests an English Sunday: although at Surrenden it

is disguised as much as possible to look like any other day, still there

is a Sunday feeling in the air, and Usk does not like people to play

cards on Sundays: it is his way of being virtuous vicariously.

"Primitive Christianity," says Brandolin, touching the white feathers of

Dodo's hat and the white lace on her short skirts.

"We only go to sleep," replies the child, disconsolately. "We might just

as well go to sleep at home; and it is so hot in that pew, with all that

red cloth!"

"My love!" says Dulcia Waverley, scandalized.

"Lady Waverley don't go to sleep!" cries the Babe, in his terribly clear

little voice. "She was writing in her hymn-book and showing it to papa."

No one appears to hear this indiscreet remark except Dodo, who laughs

somewhat rudely.

"I was trying to remember the hymn of Faber's 'Longing for God,'" says

Lady Waverley, who is never known to be at a loss. "The last verse

escapes me. Can any one recall it? It is so lamentable that sectarianism

prevents those hymns from being used in Protestant churches."

But no one there present is religious enough or poetic enough to help

her to the missing lines.

"There is so little religious feeling anywhere in England," she remarks,

with a sigh.

"It's the confounded levelling that destroys it," says Usk, echoing the

sigh.

"They speak of Faber," says Madame Sabaroff. "The most beautiful and

touching of all his verses are those which express the universal sorrow

of the world."

And in her low, grave, melodious voice she repeats a few of the lines of

the poem:

"The sea, unmated creature, tired and lone,

Makes on its desolate sands eternal moan.

Lakes on the calmest days are ever throbbing

Upon their pebbly shores with petulant sobbing.

"The beasts of burden linger on their way

Like slaves, who will not speak when they obey;

Their eyes, whene'er their looks to us they raise,

With something of reproachful patience gaze.

"Labor itself is but a sorrowful song,

The protest of the weak against the strong;

Over rough waters, and in obstinate fields,

And from dark mines, the same sad sound it yields."

She is addressing Brandolin as she recites them; they are a little

behind the others.

He does not reply, but looks at her with an expression in his eyes which

astonishes and troubles her. He is thinking, as the music of her tones

stirs his innermost soul, that he can believe no evil of her, will

believe none,--no, though the very angels of heaven were to cry out

against her.

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