"LET US BE FASHIONABLE."
ONE feature of the hour was not only entirely new to the boys, but gave
them a curious feeling, the name of which they did not understand.
When the last one sat back in his chair, thereby admitting himself
vanquished, Mrs. Roberts, looking at the young man who sat at the foot
of the table, said:—
"Will you return thanks?"
What did that mean? To be sure they had heard of thanking people, but
even they were aware that it was an unusual thing for persons to demand
thanks for themselves.
They watched. Behold, the young man bowed his head, and these were the
words he spoke:—
"Dear Saviour, we thank thee for the joys of this evening. We pray thee
to teach us so to live that we may all meet some day in our Father's
house. Amen."
The boys looked at one another, then looked down at their plates. Their
sole experience of prayer was connected with the South End Mission. To
meet it at a supper-table was a revelation. Did the people who lived
in grand houses, and had such wonderful things to eat, always pray at
their supper-tables? This was the problem which they were turning over
in their minds.
Returning to the parlour, Gracie went at once to the piano. She had
spent a good deal of Monday in settling the question of what to play,
and had chosen the most sparkling music she could find. I am anxious to
have it recorded that, all uncultured as they were, these boys neither
talked nor laughed during the music, but appeared at least to listen.
It was Dirk Colson who sat nearest to the piano, and who listened in
that indescribable way which always flatters a musician.
"Do you like it?" Gracie asked, running off the final notes in a tinkle
of melody.
His dark face flushed a deep red.
"I dunno," he said with an awkward laugh; "it's queer-sounding. I don't
see how you make so many tinkles. Do you make all your fingers go at
once on them black and white things?"
"Not quite; but sometimes they have to dance about in a very lively
fashion. I have to keep my wits at work, I assure you."
"Is it hard to do?"
"Not very, nowadays. When I first commenced, the practising was horrid;
I hated it."
"What made you do it, then?"
"Oh, the same reason which makes people do a great many things that
they don't like," she said lightly; "I wanted the results. I knew if I
worked at it steadily, the time would come when I should not only enjoy
it myself, but be able to give pleasure to other people. Why, don't you
ever do things that you don't particularly like?"
He shrugged his shoulders, and bestowed on her a very wise look.
"Often enough," he said fiercely, and he thought of his drunken father.
"But then I wouldn't if I could help it."
"That would depend on whether you thought the thing would pay in the
end, would it not?" Then, without waiting for an answer, she asked,
"What is your business?"
"My business?" with a curiously puzzled air.
"Yes; how do you spend your time?"
"Hunting up something to eat," he said, with a grim smile, visions of
his aimless loafing appearing before him all the only occupation he
could be said to have. It had not occurred to him to try to mislead
her, but she evidently did not understand.
"Oh, yes," she said seriously, "so I suppose. Isn't it queer how busy
men and women have to be, day after day, and year after year, just
getting themselves and others something to eat? Do you have other
people to help to get it for—mother, for instance, and little brothers
and sisters?"
"I've got a mother," he said, "and a sister."
"And that makes work easier, does it not? I always thought it would
be stupid to work all the time just for one's self. But I meant, What
do you work at in order to get the something to eat—there are so many
different ways?"
"How do you know I work at all?"
Dirk's voice was growing sullen; a consciousness that he would appear
at a disadvantage in admitting himself an idler in the busy world was
dawning upon him as an entirely new idea.
At his question, Gracie turned on her music-stool and regarded him with
surprise.
"Why, of course you work," she said; "people all do."
She was not acting a part. Her experience among poor people was limited
to that outwardly respectable class who, however disreputable their
conduct might be on Sabbath, had, nevertheless, a Monday occupation
with which they pretended to earn a living.
Dirk shrugged his shoulders again.
"Do they?" he said.
Her evident ignorance of the world made him good-natured. She was not
trying to preach to him, he decided—a thing which Dirk hated in common
with all persons of his class.
But the lull in the music had started conversation in other parts of
the room.
Dirk heard young Reid's question:—
"Mrs. Roberts, do you know of any young man looking for work? I heard
of a good situation this afternoon. Oh, there are plenty of applicants
but the gentleman is an old friend of my brother-in-law, and I could
speak a helpful word for somebody."
"I have no one in mind," Mrs. Roberts said, and she glanced eagerly
at the boys, lounging in various attitudes in her easy-chairs. Only
three of them, she knew, made any pretence of earning their living. Did
Alfred mean one of them?
"Here is a chance for you, young gentlemen," she said lightly; "who
bids for a situation?"
"What is the place?"
It was Dirk Colson who asked the question. Ever since he could
remember, he was supposed to have been hunting for work, but I am not
sure that he ever felt quite such a desire to find it as at that moment.
"It is at Gray's, in Ninth Street, a good chance; but the one who
secures it must have a fair knowledge of figures."
"Oh dear!" said Dirk, sinking lower in his easy-chair. "No use in me
asking about it."
"Are figures your weak point?" Mrs. Roberts asked, smiling on him. "I
can sympathize with you; I had to work harder over arithmetic than
at any other study; but I learned to like it. Do you know I think
it would be a favourite study with you? It is so nice to conquer an
obstinate-looking row of figures, and fairly oblige the right result to
appear. What did you find hardest about the study, Mr. Colson?"
The others chuckled, but Dirk glowered at them fiercely.
"There's nothin' to laugh about, as I see," he said. "I didn't find
nothin' hard, because I never had no chance to try. I never went to
no school, nor had books, nor nothin'; now that's the truth, and I'm
blamed if I ain't going own it."
"What a good thing it is that you are young." This was her animated
answer. "There is a chance to make up lost time.—Mr. Reid, I have such
a nice idea. I heard you and Dr. Everett speaking of the literary
club the other night. Why cannot we have a literary club of our own—a
reading circle, or something of that sort? Suppose we should meet once
a week and read aloud something interesting, and have talks about it
afterwards?—Do you ever read aloud?"
If Mrs. Roberts in all sincerity had not been one of the most
simple-hearted and, in some respects, ignorant little creatures on the
face of the globe, she could never, with serious face, have addressed
such a question to Nimble Dick.
Young Reid could not have done it, for he realized the folly of
supposing that Nimble Dick ever read anything. By just so much was
Mrs. Roberts ahead of him. She supposed that these boys had their
literature, and read it, and perhaps met somewhere on occasion and read
together. This made it possible for her to ask surprising questions
with honest face.
"Bless me!" said Nimble Dick, startled into an upright posture. "Oh,
no, mum, never."
And even Dirk Colson laughed at the expression on his face.
"Still I think you would enjoy it, after a little practice, and I can't
help fancying you would make a good reader."
The boys were all laughing now, Nimble Dick with the rest.
"You're in for an awful blunder there," he said, good-naturedly. "I'm
like Black Dirk, never had no chances, and didn't do nothin' worth
speakin' of with them that I had. Why, mum! I can't even read to
myself. I make the awfullest work you ever heard of spellin' out the
show-bills. I have to get Black Dirk to help me; and him and me is a
team."
By this time Dirk's face had lost its smile, and his fierce eyes were
flashing; but the hostess was serene.
"That doesn't prove anything against my statement. I was speaking of
what could be, not necessarily of what was. Let us have a club. The
more I think of the plan the more it pleases me. I'll tell you! The
word 'club' doesn't quite suit me. Let us be fashionable. Gracie,
don't you know how fashionable it is becoming to have 'evenings' set
apart for special occasions?—Mr. Reid, you know Mrs. Judson's 'Tuesday
evenings,' and Mrs. Symond's 'Friday evenings'? Very well, let us have
our 'Monday evenings,' in which we will do all sorts of nice things;
sometimes literary, sometimes musical, and sometimes—well, anything
that we please. What do you say, gentlemen; shall we organize? Mr.
Reid, will you give Monday evenings to us?—Gracie, you are my guest,
and cannot, of course refuse."
It was a novel idea certainly. Even Alfred, while trying to heartily
second her, was in doubt as to what she could hope to accomplish by
it. As for the boys, not one of them promised to attend; but neither
did they refuse. Mrs. Roberts presently left the subject, seeming to
consider her point carried, and proposed a visit to the conservatory.
I think it very doubtful whether the boy lives who does not like
flowers. There are those who seem to consider it a mark of manliness
to affect indifference to them; but these, as they grow older—become
real men—generally lay this bit of folly aside. Then there are those,
plenty of them, who really do not know that they care for flowers. The
boys, ushered for the first time in their lives into the full bloom of
a conservatory, were, most of them, of this latter stamp.
What a scene of beauty it was! Great white callas, bending their
graceful cups; great red and yellow roses, making the air rich with
their breath; vines, and mosses, and ferns, and small flowers, in
almost endless variety. Alfred and Gracie moved among the glories, the
latter exhausting all her superlatives in honest delight, although she
had visited the spot a dozen times that day; and Alfred, who had been
less favoured, was hardly less eager and responsive than she.
But Mrs. Roberts watched the boys.
It was all very well for those two to enjoy her flowers; of course they
would. But what language would the silent, lovely things speak to her
untutored boys? They said not a word; not one of them. They made no
exclamations, they had no superlatives at command. But Stephen Crowley
stooped before a lovely carnation, and smelled, and smelled, drawing in
long breaths, as though he meant to take its fragrance all away with
him; and Nimble Dick picked up the straying end of an ivy, and restored
it to its support again, in a way that was not to be lost sight of by
one who was looking for hearts; and Dirk Colson brushed back his matted
hair and stood long before a great, pure lily, and looked down into its
heart with an expression on his face that his teacher never forgot.
She came over to him presently, standing beside him, saying nothing.
Then at last she reached forth her hand and broke the lily from its
stalk. He started, almost as if something had struck him.
"What did you do that for?" And his voice was fierce.
"I want you to take this for me to your sister—the girl with beautiful
golden hair; I saw her one day, and I shall remember her hair and eyes.
She will like this flower, and she will like you to bring it to her."
"Gracie—" raising her voice—"gather some flowers, will you, and make
them into bouquets? These young gentlemen will like to carry them to
some one. There must be mothers at home who will enjoy bouquets brought
by their sons."
Over this gently-spoken sentence Nimble Dick laughed a hard, derisive
laugh. It made the blood flow into Black Dirk's indignant face. Even
Alfred Reid lost self-control for a moment, and flashed a glance at him
out of angry eyes. How could there be any hope of a boy who sneered at
his mother? Yet you need not judge him too harshly.
He thought of his mother, indeed, when he laughed; but alas, he thought
of her as drunk. And he knew her scarcely at all, save as that word
described her. How could "mother" mean to him what it meant to Alfred
Reid—what it meant even to Dirk Colson, whose mother, weak indeed in
body and spirit, full of complaining words, oftentimes weakly bitter
words to him, yet patched his clothes so long as she could get patches
and thread, and would have washed them if she could have got soap, and
been able to bring the water, and if her only tub hadn't been in pawn?
Oh, yes, there are degrees in mothers.
Mrs. Roberts, meantime, broke off blossoms with lavish hand, and made
bouquets for Nimble Dick and for Dirk. He took the bright-hued ones
with a smile, but the lily he held by itself, and still looked at it.
They went away at last noisily, growing almost if not quite rough
towards one another, at least; and directly they were out of the door,
Nimble Dick gave a whoop that would have chilled the blood of nervous
women. But matron and maiden looked at each other and laughed.
"We have kept them pent-up all the evening, and that is the
escape-valve being raised to avoid a general explosion." This was Mrs.
Roberts's explanation.
They were quite alone. Alfred, on being invited in low tones to tarry
and talk things over, had shaken his head and replied significantly:—
"Thank you, no; I am one of them, and must stand on the same level."
"You are right," Mrs. Roberts said smilingly; "you must have been an
apt pupil, my friend. That dear sister taught you a great deal."
He held up the bouquet which she had made for him.
"I am going to put it before Esther's picture," he said; "her work is
going on."
"Well," said Gracie, "it is over, and we lived through it. And they
did all come. I am amazed over that. And how they did eat! I suppose
the next thing is to open all the windows and air out. Flossy Roberts,
I'm afraid you are going insane. The idea of your inviting that horde
here every Monday. What a parlour you would have! And they would breed
a pestilence. They won't come, to be sure; but just imagine it if they
should! I really think Mr. Roberts ought to send you home for Dr.
Mitchell to look after. Well, Flossy, what next?"
"Next, dear, you must pray. Pray as you never have done before for
the souls of these boys, and for the success of my 'Monday evenings.'
Gracie, we are at work for immortal souls. Think of it! They must live
for ever. Shall they, through all eternity, keep dropping lower and
lower, or shall they wear crowns?"