CHAPTER XIX.

AVERY, OF BAYOU ROUGE--PECULIARITY OF DWELLINGS--EPPS BUILDS

A NEW HOUSE--BASS, THE CARPENTER--HIS NOBLE QUALITIES--HIS

PERSONAL APPEARANCE AND ECCENTRICITIES--BASS AND EPPS DISCUSS

THE QUESTION OF SLAVERY--EPPS' OPINION OF BASS--I MAKE MYSELF

KNOWN TO HIM--OUR CONVERSATION--HIS SURPRISE--THE MIDNIGHT

MEETING ON THE BAYOU BANK--BASS' ASSURANCES--DECLARES WAR

AGAINST SLAVERY--WHY I DID NOT DISCLOSE MY HISTORY--BASS WRITES

LETTERS--COPY OF HIS LETTER TO MESSRS. PARKER AND PERRY--THE FEVER OF

SUSPENSE--DISAPPOINTMENTS--BASS ENDEAVORS TO CHEER ME--MY FAITH IN

HIM.

In the month of June, 1852, in pursuance of a previous contract, Mr.

Avery, a carpenter of Bayou Rouge, commenced the erection of a house

for Master Epps. It has previously been stated that there are no

cellars on Bayou Boeuf; on the other hand, such is the low and swampy

nature of the ground, the great houses are usually built upon spiles.

Another peculiarity is, the rooms are not plastered, but the ceiling

and sides are covered with matched cypress boards, painted such color

as most pleases the owner's taste. Generally the plank and boards are

sawed by slaves with whip-saws, there being no waterpower upon which

mills might be built within many miles. When the planter erects for

himself a dwelling, therefore, there is plenty of extra work for his

slaves. Having had some experience under Tibeats as a carpenter, I was

taken from the field altogether, on the arrival of Avery and his hands.

Among them was one to whom I owe an immeasurable debt of gratitude.

Only for him, in all probability, I should have ended my days in

slavery. He was my deliverer--a man whose true heart overflowed with

noble and generous emotions. To the last moment of my existence I

shall remember him with feelings of thankfulness. His name was Bass,

and at that time he resided in Marksville. It will be difficult to

convey a correct impression of his appearance or character. He was a

large man, between forty and fifty years old, of light complexion and

light hair. He was very cool and self-possessed, fond of argument, but

always speaking with extreme deliberation. He was that kind of person

whose peculiarity of manner was such that nothing he uttered ever gave

offence. What would be intolerable, coming from the lips of another,

could be said by him with impunity. There was not a man on Red River,

perhaps, that agreed with him on the subject of politics or religion,

and not a man, I venture to say, who discussed either of those

subjects half as much. It seemed to be taken for granted that he would

espouse the unpopular side of every local question, and it always

created amusement rather than displeasure among his auditors, to

listen to the ingenious and original manner in which he maintained the

controversy. He was a bachelor--an "old bachelor," according to the

true acceptation of the term--having no kindred living, as he knew of,

in the world. Neither had he any permanent abiding place--wandering

from one State to another, as his fancy dictated. He had lived in

Marksville three or four years, and in the prosecution of his business

as a carpenter; and in consequence, likewise, of his peculiarities,

was quite extensively known throughout the parish of Avoyelles. He

was liberal to a fault; and his many acts of kindness and transparent

goodness of heart rendered him popular in the community, the sentiment

of which he unceasingly combated.

He was a native of Canada, from whence he had wandered in early life,

and after visiting all the principal localities in the northern and

western States, in the course of his peregrinations, arrived in

the unhealthy region of the Red River. His last removal was from

Illinois. Whither he has now gone, I regret to be obliged to say, is

unknown to me. He gathered up his effects and departed quietly from

Marksville the day before I did, the suspicions of his instrumentality

in procuring my liberation rendering such a step necessary. For the

commission of a just and righteous act he would undoubtedly have

suffered death, had he remained within reach of the slave-whipping

tribe on Bayou Boeuf.

One day, while working on the new house, Bass and Epps became engaged

in a controversy, to which, as will be readily supposed, I listened

with absorbing interest. They were discussing the subject of Slavery.

"I tell you what it is Epps," said Bass, "it's all wrong--all wrong,

sir--there's no justice nor righteousness in it. I wouldn't own a

slave if I was rich as Croesus, which I am not, as is perfectly well

understood, more particularly among my creditors. _There's_ another

humbug--the credit system--humbug, sir; no credit--no debt. Credit

leads a man into temptation. Cash down is the only thing that will

deliver him from evil. But this question of _Slavery_; what _right_

have you to your niggers when you come down to the point?"

"What right!" said Epps, laughing; "why, I bought 'em, and paid for

'em."

"Of _course_ you did; the law says you have the right to hold a

nigger, but begging the law's pardon, it _lies_. Yes, Epps, when the

law says that it's a _liar_, and the truth is not in it. Is every

thing right because the law allows it? Suppose they'd pass a law

taking away your liberty and making you a slave?"

"Oh, that ain't a supposable case," said Epps, still laughing; "hope

you don't compare me to a nigger, Bass."

"Well," Bass answered gravely, "no, not exactly. But I have seen

niggers before now as good as I am, and I have no acquaintance with

any white man in these parts that I consider a whit better than

myself. Now, in the sight of God, what is the difference, Epps,

between a white man and a black one?"

"All the difference in the world," replied Epps. "You might as well

ask what the difference is between a white man and a baboon. Now,

I've seen one of them critters in Orleans that knowed just as much as

any nigger I've got. You'd call them feller citizens, I s'pose?"--and

Epps indulged in a loud laugh at his own wit.

"Look here, Epps," continued his companion; "you can't laugh me down

in that way. Some men are witty, and some ain't so witty as they think

they are. Now let me ask you a question. Are all men created free and

equal as the Declaration of Independence holds they are?"

"Yes," responded Epps, "but all men, niggers, and monkeys _ain't_;"

and hereupon he broke forth into a more boisterous laugh than before.

"There are monkeys among white people as well as black, when you

come to that," coolly remarked Bass. "I know some white men that use

arguments no sensible monkey would. But let that pass. These niggers

are human beings. If they don't know as much as their masters, whose

fault is it? They are not _allowed_ to know anything. You have books

and papers, and can go where you please, and gather intelligence

in a thousand ways. But your slaves have no privileges. You'd whip

one of them if caught reading a book. They are held in bondage,

generation after generation, deprived of mental improvement, and who

can expect them to possess much knowledge? If they are not brought

down to a level with the brute creation, you slaveholders will never

be blamed for it. If they are baboons, or stand no higher in the

scale of intelligence than such animals, you and men like you will

have to answer for it. There's a sin, a fearful sin, resting on this

nation, that will not go unpunished forever. There will be a reckoning

yet--yes, Epps, there's a day coming that will burn as an oven. It may

be sooner or it may be later, but it's a coming as sure as the Lord is

just."

"If you lived up among the Yankees in New-England," said Epps, "I

expect you'd be one of them cursed fanatics that know more than the

constitution, and go about peddling clocks and coaxing niggers to run

away."

"If I was in New-England," returned Bass, "I would be just what I

am here. I would say that Slavery was an iniquity, and ought to be

abolished. I would say there was no reason nor justice in the law, or

the constitution that allows one man to hold another man in bondage.

It would be hard for you to lose your property, to be sure, but it

wouldn't be half as hard as it would be to lose your liberty. You

have no more right to your freedom, in exact justice, than Uncle

Abram yonder. Talk about black skin, and black blood; why, how many

slaves are there on this bayou as white as either of us? And what

difference is there in the color of the soul? Pshaw! the whole system

is as absurd as it is cruel. You may own niggers and behanged, but I

wouldn't own one for the best plantation in Louisiana."

"You like to hear yourself talk, Bass, better than any man I know of.

You would argue that black was white, or white black, if any body

would contradict you. Nothing suits you in this world, and I don't

believe you will be satisfied with the next, if you should have your

choice in them."

Conversations substantially like the foregoing were not unusual

between the two after this; Epps drawing him out more for the purpose

of creating a laugh at his expense, than with a view of fairly

discussing the merits of the question. He looked upon Bass, as a man

ready to say anything merely for the pleasure of hearing his own

voice; as somewhat self-conceited, perhaps, contending against his

faith and judgment, in order, simply, to exhibit his dexterity in

argumentation.

He remained at Epps' through the summer, visiting Marksville generally

once a fortnight. The more I saw of him, the more I became convinced

he was a man in whom I could confide. Nevertheless, my previous

ill-fortune had taught me to be extremely cautious. It was not my

place to speak to a white man except when spoken to, but I omitted no

opportunity of throwing myself in his way, and endeavored constantly

in every possible manner to attract his attention. In the early part

of August he and myself were at work alone in the house, the other

carpenters having left, and Epps being absent in the field. Now was

the time, if ever, to broach the subject, and I resolved to do it, and

submit to whatever consequences might ensue. We were busily at work in

the afternoon, when I stopped suddenly and said--

"Master Bass, I want to ask you what part of the country you came

from?"

"Why, Platt, what put that into your head?" he answered. "You wouldn't

know if I should tell you." After a moment or two he added--"I was

born in Canada; now guess where that is."

"Oh, I know where Canada is," said I, "I have been there myself."

"Yes, I expect you are well acquainted all through that country," he

remarked, laughing incredulously.

"As sure as I live, Master Bass," I replied, "I have been there. I

have been in Montreal and Kingston, and Queenston, and a great many

places in Canada, and I have been in York State, too--in Buffalo, and

Rochester, and Albany, and can tell you the names of the villages on

the Erie canal and the Champlain canal."

Bass turned round and gazed at me a long time without uttering a

syllable.

"How came you here?" he inquired, at length. "Master Bass," I

answered, "if justice had been done, I never would have been here."

"Well, how's this?" said he. "Who are you? You have been in Canada

sure enough; I know all the places you mention. How did you happen to

get here? Come, tell me all about it."

"I have no friends here," was my reply, "that I can put confidence in.

I am afraid to tell you, though I don't believe you would tell Master

Epps if I should."

He assured me earnestly he would keep every word I might speak to

him a profound secret, and his curiosity was evidently strongly

excited. It was a long story, I informed him, and would take some

time to relate it. Master Epps would be back soon, but if he would

see me that night after all were asleep, I would repeat it to him. He

consented readily to the arrangement, and directed me to come into

the building where we were then at work, and I would find him there.

About midnight, when all was still and quiet, I crept cautiously from

my cabin, and silently entering the unfinished building, found him

awaiting me.

After further assurances on his part that I should not be betrayed,

I began a relation of the history of my life and misfortunes. He

was deeply interested, asking numerous questions in reference to

localities and events. Having ended my story I besought him to

write to some of my friends at the North, acquainting them with my

situation, and begging them to forward free papers, or take such steps

as they might consider proper to secure my release. He promised to do

so, but dwelt upon the danger of such an act in case of detection,

and now impressed upon me the great necessity of strict silence and

secresy. Before we parted our plan of operation was arranged.

We agreed to meet the next night at a specified place among the high

weeds on the bank of the bayou, some distance from master's dwelling.

There he was to write down on paper the names and address of several

persons, old friends in the North, to whom he would direct letters

during his next visit to Marksville. It was not deemed prudent to

meet in the new house, inasmuch as the light it would be necessary to

use might possibly be discovered. In the course of the day I managed

to obtain a few matches and a piece of candle, unperceived, from the

kitchen, during a temporary absence of Aunt Phebe. Bass had pencil and

paper in his tool chest.

At the appointed hour we met on the bayou bank, and creeping among

the high weeds, I lighted the candle, while he drew forth pencil and

paper and prepared for business. I gave him the names of William

Perry, Cephas Parker and Judge Marvin, all of Saratoga Springs,

Saratoga county, New-York. I had been employed by the latter in the

United States Hotel, and had transacted business with the former to a

considerable extent, and trusted that at least one of them would be

still living at that place. He carefully wrote the names, and then

remarked, thoughtfully--

"It is so many years since you left Saratoga, all these men may be

dead, or may have removed. You say you obtained papers at the custom

house in New-York. Probably there is a record of them there, and I

think it would be well to write and ascertain."

I agreed with him, and again repeated the circumstances related

heretofore, connected with my visit to the custom house with Brown

and Hamilton. We lingered on the bank of the bayou an hour or more,

conversing upon the subject which now engrossed our thoughts. I

could no longer doubt his fidelity, and freely spoke to him of the

many sorrows I had borne in silence, and so long. I spoke of my wife

and children, mentioning their names and ages, and dwelling upon the

unspeakable happiness it would be to clasp them to my heart once

more before I died. I caught him by the hand, and with tears and

passionate entreaties implored him to befriend me--to restore me to my

kindred and to liberty--promising I would weary Heaven the remainder

of my life with prayers that it would bless and prosper him. In the

enjoyment of freedom--surrounded by the associations of youth, and

restored to the bosom of my family--that promise is not yet forgotten,

nor shall it ever be so long as I have strength to raise my imploring

eyes on high.

"Oh, blessings on his kindly voice and on his silver hair,

And blessings on his whole life long, until he meet me there."

He overwhelmed me with assurances of friendship and faithfulness,

saying he had never before taken so deep an interest in the fate of

any one. He spoke of himself in a somewhat mournful tone, as a lonely

man, a wanderer about the world--that he was growing old, and must

soon reach the end of his earthly journey, and lie down to his final

rest without kith or kin to mourn for him, or to remember him--that

his life was of little value to himself, and henceforth should be

devoted to the accomplishment of my liberty, and to an unceasing

warfare against the accursed shame of Slavery.

After this time we seldom spoke to, or recognized each other. He was,

moreover, less free in his conversation with Epps on the subject

of Slavery. The remotest suspicion that there was any unusual

intimacy--any secret understanding between us--never once entered the

mind of Epps, or any other person, white or black, on the plantation.

I am often asked, with an air of incredulity, how I succeeded so many

years in keeping from my daily and constant companions the knowledge

of my true name and history. The terrible lesson Burch taught me,

impressed indelibly upon my mind the danger and uselessness of

asserting I was a freeman. There was no possibility of any slave being

able to assist me, while, on the other hand, there _was_ a possibility

of his exposing me. When it is recollected the whole current of my

thoughts, for twelve years, turned to the contemplation of escape, it

will not be wondered at, that I was always cautious and on my guard.

It would have been an act of folly to have proclaimed my _right_ to

freedom; it would only have subjected me to severer scrutiny--probably

have consigned me to some more distant and inaccessible region than

even Bayou Boeuf. Edwin Epps was a person utterly regardless of a

black man's rights or wrongs--utterly destitute of any natural sense

of justice, as I well knew. It was important, therefore, not only as

regarded my hope of deliverance, but also as regarded the few personal

privileges I was permitted to enjoy, to keep from him the history of

my life.

The Saturday night subsequent to our interview at the water's edge,

Bass went home to Marksville. The next day, being Sunday, he employed

himself in his own room writing letters. One he directed to the

Collector of Customs at New-York, another to Judge Marvin, and another

to Messrs. Parker and Perry jointly. The latter was the one which led

to my recovery. He subscribed my true name, but in the postscript

intimated I was not the writer. The letter itself shows that he

considered himself engaged in a dangerous undertaking--no less than

running "the risk of his life, if detected." I did not see the letter

before it was mailed, but have since obtained a copy, which is here

inserted:

"Bayou Boeuf, August 15, 1852.

"Mr. WILLIAM PERRY or Mr. CEPHAS PARKER:

"Gentlemen--It having been a long time since I have seen or

heard from you, and not knowing that you are living, it is with

uncertainty that I write to you, but the necessity of the case

must be my excuse.

"Having been born free, just across the river from you, I am

certain you must know me, and I am here now a slave. I wish you to

obtain free papers for me, and forward them to me at Marksville,

Louisiana, Parish of Avoyelles, and oblige

"Yours, SOLOMON NORTHUP.

"The way I came to be a slave, I was taken sick in Washington

City, and was insensible for some time. When I recovered my

reason, I was robbed of my free-papers, and in irons on my way to

this State, and have never been able to get any one to write for

me until now; and he that is writing for me runs the risk of his

life if detected."

The allusion to myself in the work recently issued, entitled "A Key to

Uncle Tom's Cabin," contains the first part of this letter, omitting

the postscript. Neither are the full names of the gentlemen to whom

it is directed correctly stated, there being a slight discrepancy,

probably a typographical error. To the postscript more than to the

body of the communication am I indebted for my liberation, as will

presently be seen.

When Bass returned from Marksville he informed me of what he had done.

We continued our midnight consultations, never speaking to each other

through the day, excepting as it was necessary about the work. As

nearly as he was able to ascertain, it would require two weeks for the

letter to reach Saratoga in due course of mail, and the same length of

time for an answer to return. Within six weeks, at the farthest, we

concluded, an answer would arrive, if it arrived at all. A great many

suggestions were now made, and a great deal of conversation took place

between us, as to the most safe and proper course to pursue on receipt

of the free papers. They would stand between him and harm, in case we

were overtaken and arrested leaving the country altogether. It would

be no infringement of law, however much it might provoke individual

hostility, to assist a freeman to regain his freedom.

At the end of four weeks he was again at Marksville, but no answer

had arrived. I was sorely disappointed, but still reconciled myself

with the reflection that sufficient length of time had not yet

elapsed--that there might have been delays--and that I could not

reasonably expect one so soon. Six, seven, eight, and ten weeks passed

by, however, and nothing came. I was in a fever of suspense whenever

Bass visited Marksville, and could scarcely close my eyes until his

return. Finally my master's house was finished, and the time came when

Bass must leave me. The night before his departure I was wholly given

up to despair. I had clung to him as a drowning man clings to the

floating spar, knowing if it slips from his grasp he must forever sink

beneath the waves. The all-glorious hope, upon which I had laid such

eager hold, was crumbling to ashes in my hands. I felt as if sinking

down, down, amidst the bitter waters of Slavery, from the unfathomable

depths of which I should never rise again.

The generous heart of my friend and benefactor was touched with pity

at the sight of my distress. He endeavored to cheer me up, promising

to return the day before Christmas, and if no intelligence was

received in the meantime, some further step would be undertaken to

effect our design. He exhorted me to keep up my spirits--to rely upon

his continued efforts in my behalf, assuring me, in most earnest and

impressive language, that my liberation should, from thenceforth, be

the chief object of his thoughts.

In his absence the time passed slowly indeed. I looked forward to

Christmas with intense anxiety and impatience. I had about given up

the expectation of receiving any answer to the letters. They might

have miscarried, or might have been misdirected. Perhaps those at

Saratoga, to whom they had been addressed, were all dead; perhaps,

engaged in their pursuits, they did not consider the fate of an

obscure, unhappy black man of sufficient importance to be noticed. My

whole reliance was in Bass. The faith I had in him was continually

re-assuring me, and enabled me to stand up against the tide of

disappointment that had overwhelmed me.

So wholly was I absorbed in reflecting upon my situation and

prospects, that the hands with whom I labored in the field often

observed it. Patsey would ask me if I was sick, and Uncle Abram, and

Bob, and Wiley frequently expressed a curiosity to know what I could

be thinking about so steadily. But I evaded their inquiries with some

light remark, and kept my thoughts locked closely in my breast.

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