CHAPTER XXIII.

PLUCKED FROM THE JAWS OF DEATH.

Mr. Moss stood at the street door, bearing in his arms the little iron

casket which Dr. Spenlove, at the intercession of the mother who had

consented to part with her child, had entrusted to him.

"In my excitement, Cohen," he commenced, before Aaron could speak,

"something slipped my memory when we were talking together. I rapped

softly at first, fearing to disturb Rachel, but no one answering, I

had to use the knocker. I hope I have not disturbed her."

"She is sleeping peacefully," replied Aaron, "and is taking a turn for

the better, I am thankful to say. To-morrow, I trust, all danger will

be over. Come in."

He closed the door gently, and they entered the parlour.

"I have come back about this little box," said Mr. Moss, depositing it

on the table; "it belongs to the task I undertook. The mother of the

babe made it a stipulation that whoever had the care of the child

should receive the box, and hold it in trust for her until she claimed

it."

"But I understood," said Aaron, in apprehension, "that the mother had

no intention of claiming her child."

"In a certain sense that is true. Don't look worried; there is no fear

of any trouble in the future; only she made it a condition that the

box should go with the child, and that, when the girl was twenty-one

years of age, it should be given to her, in case the mother did not

make her appearance and claim the property. It stands this way, Cohen.

The mother took into consideration the chance that the gentleman she

is marrying may die before her, in which event she stipulated that she

should be free to seek her daughter. That is reasonable, is it not?"

"Quite reasonable."

"And natural?"

"Quite natural. But I should have been informed of it."

"It escaped me, it really escaped me, Cohen; and what difference can

it make? It is only a mother's fancy."

"Yes, only a mother's fancy."

"I'll lay a thousand to one you never hear anything more about it. Put

the box away, and don't give it another thought."

Aaron lifted it from the table. "It is heavy, Mr. Moss."

"Yes, it is heavy."

"Do you know what it contains?"

"I haven't the slightest idea."

"It must be something that the mother sets store on--jewels, perhaps."

"Nothing more unlikely. The poor woman didn't have a shilling to bless

herself with. I shouldn't trouble about it if I were you."

"I have gone too far," said Aaron, sighing; "I cannot retreat."

"It would be madness to dream of such a thing. Remember what depends

upon it. Cohen, in case anything occurs, I think I ought to tell you

what has been passing in my mind."

"In case anything occurs!" repeated Aaron, in a hollow tone, and with

a startled look. "What can occur?"

"The poor child," continued Mr. Moss, "has had a hard time of it. We

almost dug her out of the snow last night; the exposure was enough to

kill an infant of tender years, and there's no saying what effect it

may have upon her. If it had been a child of my own I should be

alarmed for the consequences, and I should scarcely expect her to live

through it." Aaron gasped. "The idea distresses you, but we must

always take the human view. Should she not survive no one can be

blamed for it. How is your own dear little girl?"

"She is well," replied Aaron, mechanically. He passed his hand across

his eyes despairingly. The duplicity he was compelled to practise was

hateful to him, and he despised himself for it.

"Good-night again," said Mr. Moss. "I have sent my telegram to the

London lawyers. Don't forget that I shall be at the Salutation till

eleven in the morning. I should like to hear how Mrs. Cohen is before

I leave."

It was not only the incident of the iron safe that Mr. Moss, in the

first instance, had omitted to impart to Aaron. In the agreement

formulated by Mr. Gordon there was an undertaking that in the event of

the child's death, or of her marriage if she grew to womanhood, the

lawyers were to pay the sum of five hundred pounds to the person into

whose home the child was received. Mr. Moss had not mentioned this,

and Aaron was in consequence ignorant of the fact. Had he been aware

of it, is it likely that he would have shrunk from carrying out the

scheme inspired by his agony? It is hard to say. During these pregnant

and eventful hours he was dominated by the one overpowering,

passionate desire to save the life of his beloved; during these hours

all that was highest and noblest in his nature was deadened by human

love.

There was no rest for him on this night; he did not dare to undress

and seek repose. The moments were too precious; some action had to be

taken, and to be taken soon, and, his mind torn with agony and

remorse, he devoted himself to the consideration of it. In the course

of this mental debate he was plunged at times into the lowest depths

of self-abasement; but the strength of his character and the serious

issues at stake lifted him out of these depths. Ever and anon he crept

into Rachel's room and derived consolation from the calm sleep she was

enjoying. The doctor's prognostications of returning health seemed to

be on the point of realisation; when she awoke in the morning and

clasped her child to her bosom, and heard its sweet voice, all would

be well with her. What need, then, for further justification?

But his further action must be decided upon and carried out before

Rachel awoke. And it was imperative that she should be kept in

ignorance of what had taken place. On no account must it be revealed

to her that he had taken a strange child into the house, and that it

had died there within a few hours. In her delicate state the news

might be fatal.

Gradually all that it was necessary for him to do unfolded itself, and

was mentally arranged in consecutive order. He waited till three

o'clock, and then he went from his house to the Salutation Hotel. The

night porter, half asleep, was in attendance, and after some demur he

conducted Aaron to Mr. Moss's sleeping apartment.

"Who is there?" cried Mr. Moss, aroused by the knocking at his door.

"It is I," replied Aaron; "I must speak to you at once."

Mr. Moss jumped from bed.

"Is it all right, sir?" asked the night porter.

"Of course it is all right," said Mr. Moss, opening the door, and

admitting his visitor.

The night porter returned to his duties, and fell into a doze.

"What brings you here at this time of night?" exclaimed Mr. Moss; and

then, seeing the distress in Aaron's face, "Good God! It is not about

Rachel?"

"No, it is not about Rachel; it is bad enough, but not so bad as that.

How shall I tell you--how shall I tell you?"

"Stop a moment," said Mr. Moss. "I ordered half a bottle of port

before I went, and there is a glass or two left. Drink this."

The wine gave Aaron courage to proceed with his task.

"I have dreadful news to tell you," he said, putting down the glass.

"I guess it," interrupted Mr. Moss. "The child!"

"Yes," answered Aaron, with averted eyes, "the child."

"Is she very ill?"

"Mr. Moss, the child is dead."

"Heavens!" cried Mr. Moss, slipping into his clothes as fast as he

could. "What a calamity! But at the same time, Cohen, what a release!

Tell me all about it. Does Rachel know?"

"Rachel does not know. She is still sleeping, and she must not know.

It would kill her--it would kill her!'

"I see the necessity, Cohen; it must be kept from her, and I think I

see how it can be managed. It is a fortunate thing that the woman who

accompanied me here with the poor child has not returned to

Portsmouth, as I bade her. She met with some friends in Gosport who

persuaded her to stop the night, and she was going back with me in the

morning. I promised to call for her, but she will have to remain here

now till the child is buried. She will not mind, because it will be

something in her pocket. A sad ending, Cohen, a sad ending, but I

feared it. Did I not prophesy it? What else was to be expected after

last night's adventure? A child of such a tender age!' The wonder is

it did not die in my arms. But you have not told me how it occurred."

"It is very simple," said Aaron, in a low tone. "I laid the babe in my

own bed, intending to call in a woman as soon after daylight as

possible to attend it till Rachel was well and able to get about. She

seemed to be asleep, and was in no pain. I determined not to go to

bed, but to keep up all night, to attend to the little one, and to

Rachel and my own child---- Bear with me, Mr. Moss, I am unstrung."

"No wonder. Take time, Aaron, take time."

"Now and again I went up to look at the babe, and observed nothing to

alarm me. An hour ago I closed my eyes, and must have slept; I was

tired out. When I awoke I went upstairs, and was startled by a strange

stillness in the child. I lifted her in my arms. Mr. Moss, she was

dead. I came to you at once, to advise me what to do. You must help

me, Mr. Moss; my dear Rachel's life hangs upon it. You know how

sensitive she is; and the doctor has warned me that a sudden shock

might be fatal."

"I will help you, Cohen, of course I will help you; it is my duty,

because it is I who have brought this trouble upon you. But I did it

with the best intentions. I see a way out of the difficulty. The woman

I employed--how fortunate, how fortunate that she is still here!--is a

god-send to us. She is a kind-hearted creature, and she will be sorry

to hear of the child's death, but at the same time she is poor, and

will be glad to earn a sovereign. A doctor must see the child, to

testify that she died a natural death. She must have passed away in

her sleep."

"She did. Is it necessary that the doctor should visit my house in

order to see the child?"

"Not at all. I have everything planned in my mind. Now I am ready to

go out. First to the telegraph office--it is open all night here--to

despatch a telegram to the London lawyers to send a representative

down immediately, who, when he comes, will take the affair out of our

hands, I expect. Afterwards to the house of the woman's friends; she

must accompany us to your house, and we will take the child away

before daylight. Then we will call in a doctor, and nothing need reach

Rachel's ears. Don't take it to heart, Cohen; you have troubles enough

of your own. The news you give me of Rachel is the best of news. Joy

and sorrow, Cohen--how close they are together!"

In the telegraph office Mr. Moss wrote a long message to Mr. Gordon's

lawyers, impressing upon them the necessity of sending a

representative without delay to take charge of the body, and to attend

to the funeral arrangements.

"Between ourselves, Cohen," he said, as they walked to the house

of the woman's friends, "the lawyers will be rather glad of the news

than otherwise; and so will Mr. Gordon, when it reaches him. I am not

sure whether I made the matter clear to you, but there is no doubt

whatever that, so far as Mr. Gordon is concerned, the child was an

encumbrance--to say nothing of the expense, which perhaps he would not

have minded, being almost a millionaire. But still, as it has turned

out, he has got rid of a difficulty, and he will not be sorry when he

hears of it."

"And the mother," said Aaron, "how will she take it?"

"I will not pretend to say. _We_ know, Cohen, what we think of our own

children, but there are people in the world with different ideas from

ours. The mother of this little one will feel grieved at first, no

doubt, but I dare say she will soon get over it. Then, perhaps her

husband will not tell her. Here we are at the woman's house."

They halted before a small cottage, inhabited by people in humble

circumstances. Before he aroused the inmates, Mr. Moss said,--

"I shall keep your name out of the affair, Cohen; but to a certain

extent the woman must be taken into our confidence. Secrecy will be

imposed upon her, and she will be paid for it. Remain in the

background; I will speak to her alone."

The woman herself came to the door, and when she was dressed Mr. Moss

had a conversation with her, the result of which was that she and the

two men walked to Aaron's house, where she took charge of the dead

child, and carried it to the cottage. Then she went for a doctor--to

Aaron's relief not the doctor who attended his wife--and as there was

no doubt that the child had died a natural death, a certificate to

that effect was given. At six in the morning Aaron returned to Rachel,

and sitting by her bedside, waited for her awakening. The potion she

had taken was to ensure sleep for twelve hours; in two hours he would

hear her voice; in two hours she would be caressing a babe to which

she had not given birth.

It seemed to Aaron as though months had passed since Mr. Moss had

presented himself at his house last night, and for a while it almost

seemed as though, in that brief time, it was not himself who had

played the principal part in this strange human drama, but another

being who had acted for him, and who had made him responsible for an

act which was to colour all his future life. But he did not permit

himself to indulge long in this view of what had transpired; he knew

and felt that he, and he alone, was responsible, and that to his dying

day he would be accountable for it. Well, he would bear the burden,

and would, every by means within his power, endeavour to atone for it.

He would keep strict watch over himself; he would never give way to

temptation; he would act justly and honourably; he would check the

hasty word; he would make no enemies; he would be kind and considerate

to all around him. He did not lay the flattering unction to his soul

that in thus sketching his future rule of life he was merely

committing himself to that which he had always followed in the past.

This one act seemed to cast a shadow over all that had gone before; he

had to commence anew.

A strange and agonising fancy haunted him. The child of his blood,

Rachel's child, was lying dead in the house of a stranger. The

customary observances of his religion could not be held over it;

Christians had charge of the lifeless clay. With his mind's eye he saw

his dead child lying in the distant chamber, alone and unattended,

with no sympathising heart near to shed tears over it, with no mourner

near to offer up a prayer in its behalf. The child opened its eyes and

gazed reproachfully upon its father; then it rose from the couch, and

in its white dress went out of the house and walked through the snow

to its father's dwelling. The little bare feet left traces of blood in

the snow, and at the door of its father's house it paused and stood

there crying, "Mother, mother!" So strong was this fancy that Aaron

went to the street door, and, opening it, gazed up and down the

street. The snow was still falling; no signs of life were visible, and

no movement except the light flakes fluttering down. A mantle of

spotless white was spread over roads and roofs, and there was silence

all around. But in Aaron's eyes there was a vision, and in his heart a

dead voice calling. His babe was there before him, and its voice was

crying, "Mother, mother! Why am I deserted? why am I banished from my

father's house?" When he drew back into the passage he hardly dared

shut the street door upon the piteous figure his conscience had

conjured up.

At eight o'clock in the morning Rachel stirred; she raised her arm and

put her hand to her eyes, blind to all the world, blind to her

husband's sin, blind to everything but love. Then instinctively she

drew the babe nearer to her. A faint cooing issued from the infant's

lips, and an expression of joy overspread the mother's features. This

joy found its reflex in Aaron's heart, but the torturing anxiety under

which he laboured was not yet dispelled. It was an awful moment. Was

there some subtle instinct in a mother's love which would convey to

Rachel's sense the agonising truth that the child she held in her arms

was not her own?

There was no indication of it. She fondled the child, she suckled it,

the light of Heaven shone in her face.

"Aaron!"

"My beloved!"

"Do you hear our child, our dear one? Ah, what happiness!"

"Thank God!" said Aaron, inly. "Oh, God be thanked!"

"Is it early or late, dear love?" asked Rachel. "It is morning, I

know, for I see the light; I feel it here"--with her hand pressing the

infant's head to her heart.

"It is eight o'clock, beloved," said Aaron.

"I have had a long and beautiful sleep. I do not think I have dreamt,

but I have been so happy, so happy! My strength seems to be returning;

I have not felt so well since the night of the fire. Our darling seems

stronger, too; it is because I am so much better. I must think of

that; it is a mother's duty to keep well, for her child's sake--and,

dear husband, for your sake also. I do not love you less because I

love our child so dearly."

"I am sure of that. Should I be jealous of our child? That would be as

foolish as it would be unwise."

"You speak more cheerfully, Aaron. Is that because of me?"

"It is because of you, beloved. We both draw life and happiness from

you. Therefore, get strong soon."

"I shall; I feel I shall. My mind is clear, there is no weight on my

heart. Before many days have passed I shall be out of bed, learning my

new duties. Aaron, our child will live."

"She will live to bless and comfort us, beloved."

She passed her hand over his face. "You are crying, Aaron."

"They are tears of joy, Rachel, at seeing you so much better. A

terrible fear has weighed me down; it is removed, thanks be to the

Eternal. The world was dark till now; I dared not think of the future;

now all is well."

"Am I, indeed, so much to you, dear husband?"

"You are my life. As the sun is to the earth, so are you to me."

The wife, the husband, and the child lay in each other's embrace.

"God is good," murmured Rachel. "I did so want to live for you and for

our child! But I feared, I feared; strength seemed to be departing

from me. What will they do, I thought, when I am gone? But God has

laid His hand upon us and blessed us. Praised be His name for ever and

ever!"

"Amen, amen! I have not yet said my morning prayers. It is time."

She sank back in bed, and he put on his taleth and phylacteries, and

prayed fervently. He did not confine himself to his usual morning

devotions, but sought his book for propitiatory supplications for

forgiveness for transgressions. "Forgive us, oh, our Father! for we

have sinned; pardon us, oh, our King! for we have transgressed; for

Thou art ever ready to pardon and forgive. Blessed art Thou, the

Eternal, who is gracious and doth abundantly pardon." And while he

supplicated forgiveness, Rachel lay and sang a song of love.

His prayers ended, Aaron folded his taleth and wound up his

phylacteries, and resumed his seat by Rachel's bed.

"While you slept last night, dear love," he said, "a piece of good

fortune fell to my share, through our friend Mr. Moss. I shall be able

to take a servant in the house."

"How glad I am!" she answered. "It distressed me greatly to know that

you had everything to attend to yourself. A woman, or a girl, is so

necessary!"

"There is altogether a brighter outlook for us, Rachel. Do you think

Prissy would do?"

"She is very handy, and very willing. If you could manage till I can

get up I could soon teach her."

"I will go, then, and see if she is able to come. You must not mind

being alone a little while."

"I shall not be alone, dear," said Rachel, with a bright smile at the

child.

He prepared breakfast for her before he left, and she partook of it

with a keen appetite. Then he went on his mission, and met Mr. Moss

coming to the house.

"I have received a telegram," said that gentleman, "in reply to mine.

A gentleman will arrive from London this afternoon to attend to

matters. You look brighter."

"Rachel is much better," said Aaron.

"You are in luck all round, Cohen. There are men who always fall on

their feet. I'm one of them; you're another. This time yesterday you

were in despair; now you're in clover. Upon my word, I am as glad as

if it had happened to myself. You know one of our sayings--'Next to

me, my wife; next to my wife, my child; next to my child, my friend.'

My good old father told me it was one of the wise sayings of Rabbi

ben--I forget who he was the son of. A friend of ours who used to come

to our house said to my father that there was no wisdom and no

goodness in the saying, because the Rabbi put himself first, as being

of more consequence than wife, and child, and friend. My father

answered, 'You are wrong; there is wisdom, there is goodness, there is

sense in it. Self is the greatest of earthly kings. Put yourself in

one scale, and pile up all the world in the other, and you will weigh

it down.' He was right. What comes so close home to us as our own

troubles and sorrows?"

"Nothing," said Aaron, rather sadly; "they outweigh all the rest. We

are human, and being human, fallible. Can you imagine an instance, Mr.

Moss, where love may lead to crime?"

"I can, and what is more, I would undertake to justify it. Who is this

little girl?"

The diversion in the conversation was caused by Prissy, who had run to

Aaron, and was plucking at his coat.

"A good girl who attends to our Sabbath lights."

"'Ow's missis, please, sir?" inquired Prissy, anxiously.

"Much better this morning, thank you."

"And the babby, sir?"

"Also better and stronger, Prissy." Prissy jumped up and down in

delight. "I was coming to see you. Do you think your aunt would let

you come to us as a regular servant, to live, and eat, and sleep in

the house?"

This vision of happiness almost took Prissy's breath away; but she

managed to reply, "If yer'd make it worth 'er while, she would, Mr.

Cohen. She's allus telling me I'm taking the bread out of 'er mouth,

and ain't worth my salt. Oh, Mr. Cohen, _will_ yer take me, _will_

yer? I don't care where I sleep, I don't care wot yer give me to eat,

I'll work for yer day and night, I will! Aunty makes my life a misery,

she does, and I've lost Wictoria Rejiner, sir. She's got another nuss,

and I ain't got nobody to care for now. Aunty sed this morning I was a

reg'lar pest, and she wished she could sell me at so much a pound."

"You don't weigh a great deal," said Aaron, gazing at Prissy in pity;

and then, with a sad touch of his old humour, "How much a pound do you

think she would take?"

"Come and arks 'er, Mr. Cohen, come and arks er," cried Prissy,

running before Aaron, and looking back imploringly at him.

He and Mr. Moss followed the girl into the presence of Prissy's aunt,

and, although he did not buy Prissy by the pound weight, he made a

bargain with the woman, and by the outlay of five shillings secured

the girl's permanent services, it being understood that she was not to

take her niece away without Prissy's consent. As they walked back to

Aaron's house he spoke to Prissy about wages; but the girl, who felt

as if heaven's gates had opened for her to enter, interrupted him by

saying,--

"Don't talk about wages, sir, please don't. I don't want no wages.

Give me a frock and a bone, and I'll work the skin off my fingers for

yer, I will!"

Extravagant as were her professions, never was a poor girl more in

earnest than Prissy. Blithe and happy she set to work, and never did

valiant soldier polish up his arms with keener zest than did Prissy

her pots and pans. The kitchen was her battleground, and she surveyed

it with the air of a conqueror. There was joy in Rachel's heart in the

room above, there was joy in Prissy's heart in the room below.

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