CHAPTER XXXIII.

IN ARCADY.

"And what is so rare as a day in June?

Then, if ever, come perfect days;

Then Heaven tries the earth if it be in tune,

And over it softly her warm ear lays."

The familiar lines rose to Roland's lips, as he came out of the quiet

little country inn at Rockland, on a charming Sunday morning in that

fairest of months. He had arrived late the evening before; and had put

up, in the first instance, at the little hotel. As he took a stroll that

morning about the outskirts of the pretty village, nestling under the

shelter of wooded hills, beside a placid little inland lake reflecting

in its liquid mirror the weeds and hills in their first summer verdure,

he thought of Thoreau's "Walden," and wished that he could set up a

little hermitage of his own, somewhere amid these green recesses. But a

hermitage would never have contented Roland Graeme. He was, first and

essentially, a lover of man. Even now, his eye rested with strongest

interest on the large group of buildings, surrounded by neat white

cottages, which he knew by instinct was Mr. Foster's "model mills."

But, this morning, as be whiled away an hour or two before church-time,

in leisurely lingering through the "vernal wood," the balmy odors and

the birds carolling among the trees seemed of themselves to breathe a

refreshing influence--smoothing out, as if by magic, the creases of the

winter's toil and worry, and inspiring with new life his somewhat jaded

spirits and overtaxed nervous system. And a stranger thing than this

happened to him. With the new, marvellous beauty of the summer

landscape, that burst on his gladdened eyes like a revelation, there

seemed interfused a higher, more subtle influence. How, he knew

not--such things pass our knowing--and doubtless many things led up to

it; but there and then, it seemed to him that the chilling mists of

doubt had almost passed away from his soul He felt that once more the

beliefs of his childhood were realities to him, though in an infinitely

grander and more spiritual conception of them. He felt the divine Father

and Saviour, the brooding Spirit of love and strength, closer and more

real than the lovely vision around him. And he felt that he should never

lose them more.

After that moment of exaltation, it was pleasant to go into the pretty

little church, and sit there, in a remote corner, while the people

passed in silently, in little groups. He soon saw Miss Blanchard and

Cecilia, the latter, in a pretty white dress and broad straw hat, grown

much taller than when he had first seen her, and showing now; he

thought, traces of resemblance to her father, as well as to her mother.

With them, he easily recognized the tall, portly, white-haired old

gentleman to be "Squire Blanchard," as the people called him; and the

lady with the silver curls clustered on a broad forehead, and the calm,

loving, earnest eyes, as the "Aunt Margaret" of whom Nora had so often

spoken. Only Cecilia, however, looking about her as children do, espied

him, with a grave look of recognition, but without drawing the attention

of any one else to his presence. It was pleasant too, after the service,

and the simple, earnest sermon, to wait at the church door for Nora's

bright, glad look of recognition, as she warmly greeted him and

introduced him to her father and aunt. Mr. Blanchard pressed him to

return with them at once, but he declined this, promising to come over

in the afternoon and take up his quarters for a few days in the

hospitable old-fashioned house, which could always accommodate half a

dozen guests, if need were.

Accordingly, after the early dinner at the hotel, Roland made

arrangements to have his traps sent to Mr. Blanchard's next morning, and

set out with his satchel for the large white house which had been

pointed out to him, on a gentle slope beside the lake. He passed the

little rapid, stream that rushed into the lake at the outskirts of the

village, affording water-power to the busy mills, and, after a pleasant

walk by the lake shore, reached the large old house with its pillared

portico and side piazza, standing at some distance from the road, and

approached by a pretty drive, winding through a clump of pines and

varied shrubbery. As he approached the house, he saw a graceful,

white-robed figure, with a white-trimmed garden hat, rise from a shady

corner of the lawn and come toward him, book in hand.

"This is our out-door drawing-room," Nora said, as she conducted him to

a wide-spreading beech, under whose shade stood some garden-seats, where

were seated her father and aunt. Cecilia, hovering about in the distance

with a fine mastiff, came up and met his kindly greeting with evident

pleasure. Mr. Blanchard, who thoroughly justified Mr. Alden's

description, as "a worthy representative of an old Puritan family,"

entered at once into a conversation with Roland on his favorite

subjects, in which the elder Miss Blanchard joined, with a clear insight

and breadth of thought that surprised and impressed the guest, who

speedily felt thoroughly at home. The lovely June afternoon passed only

too quickly under the beech, till they were called in to the hospitable

tea-table, tempting in its dainty simplicity, in the large dining-room,

where the fragrant evening air came in through open windows which framed

charming pictures of the lawn without, and the trees waving in the

slanting sunlight.

"You, who have this all the time, can scarcely appreciate the beauty of

it," remarked Roland, enthusiastically. "It takes eyes tired of the

sights and sounds of a busy city, to enjoy these pictures as they

deserve."

"Yes," said Mr. Blanchard; "I suspect contrast is an element that enters

into all our enjoyment at present. Yet, I suppose the contrast need not

always be between the fair and the ugly, but may be between different

kinds of beauty."

"I hope so!" said Nora, eagerly. "I don't want contrasts like those

wretched houses of Mr. Pomeroy's to help me to enjoy this. By the way,

Mr. Graeme, I must show you to-morrow the cottage I hope to get in a

week or two for the Masons. And Mr. Foster will take Jim in, if he will

come. Lizzie of course can't work now."

"I think Jim will be glad to come, now," replied Roland. "One of the men

told me that Nelly had thrown him over altogether. And I fancy he'll be

glad to get out of Minton."

"Well, perhaps it's the best thing for _him_!" said Nora. "But what of

Nelly?"

"That I don't know," replied Roland, while Aunt Margaret asked Nora if

she couldn't get hold of this poor girl, too; for she had already heard

the history of all of Nora's friends.

"You will be glad to hear," said Roland, "that Willett has parted

company with the mill. He gave warning because he said he couldn't keep

things straight, if Mrs. and Miss Pomeroy _would_ come about

interfering. And Mr. Pomeroy had the good sense to accept his warning.

So, now, my friend Turner has the place. And a very good manager he will

make."

"Oh, I am glad of that!" said Nora. "And so Mrs. Pomeroy really does

take an interest in the girls generally?"

"Oh, yes! she has quite waked up about it, I hear through Mr. Archer.

She has begun to take quite a motherly charge of them. She is very

anxious that Lizzie Mason should recover; indeed she feels most unhappy

about it."

"Poor Lizzie!" said Nora, with a sigh. "And how is Mr. Farrell?"

"Much the same, I believe. He is very much like a child, and seems to

take no interest in money matters now. The smallest things are

sufficient to amuse him. Mr. Dunlop goes to see him sometimes. He's got

an idea that he may have a similar experience, and he says it's a lesson

on the vanity of human things to see Farrell now, after his long

struggle for riches which would be nothing to him now if he had them."

"Ah," exclaimed Aunt Margaret, "how true it is, that, as a quaint old

poet says, 'We dig in dross, with mattocks made of gold'!"

"And how is Kitty?" asked Nora.

"Oh, I am always hearing her praises sung," said Roland, smiling.

"According to Waldberg, there never was such a girl. She is so bright,

so contented, so helpful, such a support to her poor, weak mother, in

the necessary retrenchments, the going to a small house, and all that!

But I am sure that her own real happiness has a good deal to do with

it."

"Dear little Kitty!" said Nora. "I am glad she has come out so well. She

is a good-hearted little thing, though she used to seem to me a little

frivolous."

"She would have been, I'm afraid," Roland remarked, "if adversity hadn't

come in time to save her."

"Ah, I see that you're something of a philosopher," remarked Mr.

Blanchard. "You believe that 'Sweet are the uses of adversity.'"

"I've found them so, myself," he replied, simply; "if it were only in

enabling me to sympathize more with the troubles of others."

Nora amply fulfilled her promise of showing Roland everything that she

thought would interest him about Rockland. He went, with much interest,

over Mr. Foster's well-managed establishment, saw with pleasure its

well-ventilated work-rooms, its well-stocked reading-rooms, the neat

cottages of the _employés_, each with its little garden, and all the

arrangements by which economy and convenience were combined. He had some

long talks with the public-spirited proprietor, and found that that

gentleman fully agreed with him, in all his ideas about hours,

remuneration, etc., and put them in practice as far as it was possible

to do under the present system.

"But, of course," he said, "there must be either concerted or

legislative action, before they can be fully carried out."

Then there were pleasant country expeditions with Miss Blanchard and

Cecilia; walks and drives, or rides, and some delightful rows on the

beautiful little lake, exploring its rocky shores and picturesque

woodland nooks. And in these happy loiterings, the dreamy and poetical

side of Roland's nature came out more prominently than Nora had ever

seen it, kept down, as it had been, by his philanthropic cares. He was

full of little poetical fancies, and many a favorite quotation rose

readily to his lips, as they slowly rowed or walked home in the sunset

light. Nor did he enjoy less their musical evenings, when Nora sang to

him the songs he asked for, and little Cecilia was delighted to exhibit

her own attainments, which were certainly very remarkable, considering

her age, and the short period of training she had enjoyed.

The days passed all too swiftly for Roland; perhaps for Nora, too. They

stood out through the hot busy weeks that followed, like Arcadian days,

or rather like an interlude of inexpressible happiness, or flowing

streams in a thirsty land. Such similes, at least, Roland's fancy easily

found for them in abundance.

One evening, shortly before the too early close of Roland's visit, Mrs.

Blanchard arrived with the children, for a lengthened stay. She was

expected, but she brought with her an unexpected visitor--Mr.

Chillingworth. Both Roland and Nora felt as if the unalloyed pleasure of

the preceding days was somewhat shadowed now, but they were sincerely

sorry for the pale and altered man. Cecilia, too, shrank shyly away from

his awkward efforts to be affectionate to her.

"Mr. Graeme," said Mrs. Blanchard, "my husband wants you to take Mr.

Chillingworth in hand, while you're here--to take him out to walk or

fish, or anything you can get him to do. He's sunk into such a state of

nervous depression, the doctor's quite afraid for him."

And Roland did his best, though at the cost of some self-sacrifice, for

this, of course, put an end to the pleasant wanderings with Nora.

The evening before Roland was obliged regretfully to take his departure

for Minton, as they all sat enjoying the pleasant summer twilight

without--just passing into a glorious moonlight, Mr. Chillingworth was

asked to give them a poetical reading, and, at Nora's request, made

choice of Lowell's "Vision of Sir Launfal." He read it with heartfelt

expression, especially in the stanzas that described the experiences of

the returned and awakened Sir Launfal:

"Sir Launfal turned from his own hard gate,

For another heir in his earldom sate;

An old, bent man, worn out and frail,

He came back from seeking the Holy Grail;

Little he recked of his earldom's loss,

No more on his surcoat was blazoned the cross,

But deep in his soul the sign he wore,

The badge of the suffering and the poor.

* * * * *

The leper no longer crouched at his side,

But stood before him glorified,

Shining and tall and fair and straight

As the pillar that stood by the Beautiful Gate,--

Himself the Gate, whereby men can

Enter the temple of God in Man

* * * * *

And the voice that was calmer than silence said,

'Lo, it is I, be not afraid

In many climes, without avail,

Thou hast spent thy life for the Holy Grail;

Behold it is here,--this cup which thou

Didst fill at the streamlet for Me but now;

This crust is my body, broken for thee,

This water His blood that died on the tree;

The Holy Supper is kept, indeed,

In whatso we share with another's need,

Not what we give, but what we share,--

For the gift without the giver is bare;

Who gives himself with his alms feeds three,--

Himself, his hungering neighbor, and Me'

Sir Launfal woke as from a swound--

'The Grail in my castle here is found!

Hang my idle armor up on the wall,

Let it be the spider's banquet hall;

He must be fenced with stronger mail

Who would seek and find the Holy Grail.'"

As he ended, he closed the book, and went silently out to stroll in the

moonlight that was flecking the lawn with silvery lights and soft

shadows from the spreading trees, while Nora and Roland also stepped out

on the piazza, to enjoy the beauty of the night.

"I think Chillingworth has found out _that last_ truth for himself,"

said Roland. "And I know I've found, too, that I needed stronger mail

than I once supposed. I too have been seeking for a 'Grail'--a panacea

which is to be found only where I had stopped looking for it! But I

think, if all Christian teachers were like Mr. Alden, I should have

found it sooner."

Nora looked up with an eager look of pleasure. And then she turned away

her eyes, glistening with a happy light and a glad emotion she could not

quite conceal.

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