CHAPTER XVI.

A LUNCHEON-PARTY.

It need scarcely be said that, after this, Miss Blanchard always looked

out for _The Brotherhood_, and scanned its contents with much interest.

She was pleased--even a little surprised--by the temperate and moderate

tone in which it set forth existing wrongs and grievances, and appealed

to the sense of justice and humanity of those with whom it lay to remedy

them. She was not, of course, a very critical reader, and was happily

ignorant of the practical difficulties that lie in the way of great

reforms; and it seemed to her that such a cause, so advocated, must be

sure to win the day. In particular, trained as she had been to look upon

Christian practice as an essential part of Christianity, she could not

believe that any professing Christian could withhold sympathy from

pleadings which carried her own, as a matter of course. She had, from

her childhood, been given to wondering how it was, that the very poor

could bear the hardships of their lot as contentedly as they did; and

now that, from the statistics and details which Roland Graeme

industriously collected for his paper, she realized how much greater

these hardships were, for many, than she had ever before imagined, she

thought, in her simplicity, that every one who knew of them must desire

to do something to lighten them. Her imagination was fired, too, by the

idea, now presented to her for the first time, that hard, grinding

poverty need not always prevail on the scale on which it now exists;

that it is within the right and the duty of man to remove much of it.

Such a hope, she thought, might well inspire to a new Crusade, far more

truly Christian in its aims and methods than were those half-heathen

wars of old, which took that sacred name.

But, except from her brother, whose experiences as a medical man had

prepared him to agree with her on most of these questions, Nora found

that she could secure little sympathy, or even toleration, for such

"new-fangled notions." Most people would agree that, of course, there

were many hard cases, just as there was misery of all kinds in the

world, which could not be helped; but they would shake their heads

discouragingly over each proposed remedy, which "was sure" to involve

new evils greater than the disease, till she wondered if there must

always be "a lion in the way" of every undertaking for the good of

humanity.

She found she had not even Mr. Chillingworth on her side, when she

somewhat timidly ventured to express herself to him on the subject of

_The Brotherhood_, at a grand luncheon-party at Mrs. Farrell's, a few

days after the dinner at Mr. Pomeroy's. It was chiefly a "ladies'

luncheon," also given in honor of Miss Harley; but two or three

gentlemen were especially privileged, including Mr. Chillingworth and

Mr. Wharton, who were not supposed to be engaged at that early hour.

Mr. Chillingworth was a good deal surprised when he found that Miss

Blanchard actually claimed Mr. Graeme as an acquaintance; and,

furthermore, that she entered with so much sympathy into his views of

social questions. Somehow, Mr. Chillingworth did not find it easy to

reconcile his sense of her grace, refinement and culture, with a

"movement" that he vaguely associated with vulgar "strikes," violence,

and other democratic developments, from which his æsthetic sensitiveness

shrank with utter repugnance.

"Undoubtedly, my dear Miss Blanchard," he said, "there are many

directions in which reform is needed. The poverty about us is but one,

and reform cannot come by any sudden or artificial means; the only cure

for this, as for all evils, is the radical cure from within--the spirit

of Christ acting on individual hearts. Much of the poverty, also, arises

from the faults of the poor themselves. Many of them would be miserable

in any case. And, you know, even our divine Master said, 'The poor ye

have always with you.'"

"But He could never have meant that other people were to _keep_ them

poor," replied Nora, her cheek flushing. "And you know He told the young

man 'to sell all his goods and give to the poor.'"

"Ah, but that was only in one case! He wanted to try him,--test whether

he really loved his neighbor as himself, as he thought he did."

"And don't you think there are many people who need the same test, now?"

Nora could not help replying.

"Oh, certainly, certainly;" he replied, dreamily; "but it seems to me

you are forgetting to enjoy your luncheon. Let me help you to some of

this delicious cream."

Nora could see very well that the subject they had been discussing only

bored the clergyman, so she dropped it; listening, however, as well as

she could, through intervening droppings of talk, to a discussion that

Mr. Wharton and Miss Harley were carrying on, as to the differences of

aspect presented by the labor question in England and in America. And

she could not help wondering again and again, as she surveyed the

luncheon-table, profusely supplied with expensive delicacies, whether

that same Lord who had bidden the rich young man "sell all that he had

and give to the poor," might not have had something to say to people who

"had fared sumptuously every day," while Lazarus starved at their gates.

And then, with a fastidious sense of honor, she checked a thought that

seemed like ungenerous treachery to her hospitable entertainers.

Only,--if poor Lizzie Mason could have had a share of the superfluous

luxury, how good it would have been for _her_!

Mr. Chillingworth, too, both puzzled and disappointed her. His eloquent

altruistic appeals--his exaltation of the high Christian ideal--so

stirred her enthusiastic nature that she felt herself irresistibly drawn

toward the man who could so well express the idealism of Christianity.

But, out of the pulpit--when it came to the practical application of his

own principles--he often brought her up short in wonder at what she felt

to be the inconsistency of his remarks about the details of ordinary

life. There seemed to her a strange gap between the glowing enthusiasm

on the one side, and a chilling narrowness and lack of sympathy on the

other. Like an electrical influence under different conditions, he

sometimes attracted and sometimes repelled her. When she compared him

with Mr. Alden, she felt the great difference, though she could not

analyze it. Briefly put, however, the main differences were these: it

was not that Mr. Chillingworth was insincere; he was as sincere, in his

own way, as Mr. Alden. But to his conception, religion consisted mainly

in emotion--in a high-strung ideality, and in adoration of the supreme,

Infinite Love. To Mr. Alden on the other hand, religion, though winged

by emotion, must have its solid basis in obedience--_righteousness_--the

service of God manifesting itself in the service of _man_. To Mr.

Chillingworth--a natural egoist--a clergyman was primarily a "ruler" of

the flock, though its shepherd as well. To Mr. Alden, long sitting at

his Master's feet had taught the lesson that the minister must be--if

the leader--also the "servant of all." Mr. Chillingworth could

sympathize only with what harmonized with his own ideals and opinions.

Mr. Alden, though himself a man of strong convictions, could adopt the

heathen poet's declaration, that nothing that concerned humanity was

alien to him. In a word, Mr. Chillingworth was an ecclesiastic; Mr.

Alden was, or sought to be, in all things, a simple follower of Christ.

Which view was the more in accordance with the New Testament ideal, each

must decide for himself.

Nora was feeling these differences dimly in her own mind, with a vague

sense of pain and disappointment that she scarcely cared to admit, when

Mr. Chillingworth turned to her with his most persuasive air, saying

that he had a great favor to ask. "But I know your generosity," he

added, "so I don't think you will refuse!" Nora, smiling, waited to hear

what it was.

"One of the members of our quartette has been laid up with a severe

cold, and I fear it is out of the question that she can take her part at

our Christmas evening Service of Song. I don't very well see how we are

to replace her, unless--a certain kind friend of mine will come to my

help!"

His voice was soft and low, as he could make it when he chose, and his

eyes sought Miss Blanchard's with even more persuasive earnestness than

the occasion seemed to call for. She colored, turned her eyes away, and

replied, in a tone as low as his, that she was very sorry--but it was

impossible. She had promised to sing at Mr. Alden's "Helping Hands"

entertainment, on Christmas evening.

Mr. Chillingworth looked more annoyed than she had ever seen him look

before.

"I really think," He said, "that Mr. Alden might spare you to us for

that evening. It can't make much difference to those people what sort of

singing they have. They can't appreciate anything very good, so you will

be quite thrown away on them. And your voice is just what we want. I

think you might beg off, for our sake!"

"I have promised," replied Nora gently, and with real regret in her

tone.

"Ah, you hold to the good old Puritan rules, I see. Well, it does seem

too bad! We shall have to put up with some very inferior voice that

could have pleased that sort of audience just as well. Alden's very good

and zealous, I know, and I quite understand his desire to give people

like that some rational enjoyment, to keep them out of mischief; still,

I think he would do better to keep to old-established ways. And that

'Helping Hands Society' of his is a curious _omnium gatherum_ affair. I

am told he's got all sorts and conditions of people in it, Unitarians,

Socialists, Knights of Labor, Agnostics!"

"I don't think-it's quite so bad as _that_!" Nora exclaimed, in amaze.

"Well, I'm told that this agitator, this Roland Graeme, actually belongs

to it, and I believe he's a rank agnostic, if not an atheist."

"Oh, I am sure he can't be an atheist!" said Nora.

"An agnostic then, at any rate! Archer told me so. After all, there

isn't much to choose between them. The atheist will tell you there's no

God--the agnostic, that he doesn't know of one. Practically, there's no

difference."

Nora was a good deal shocked. To her, as to the large majority of

earnest, reverent Christians, the position of an "agnostic" implied

something very terrible--a wilful throwing away of truth and walking in

darkness. To think of the gentle, generous, enthusiastic Roland as such

a one, seemed to her impossible. Presently she said, rather timidly:

"Mr. Graeme seems to me to have a large share of the Christian spirit."

"Oh, no doubt--no doubt," said Mr Chillingworth, impatiently, "thanks to

his Christian education! 'Train up a child in the way he should go'--you

know. But there is no class so dangerous as these half Christian

agnostics, regular wolves in sheep's clothing! They go about, putting

people off their guard by plausible talk, and then ensnare them

unawares. I consider that young man's influence most dangerous to this

community I beg you to listen to him as little as possible!"

Nora had a tolerably quick sense of humor, and, notwithstanding the

shock it gave her to hear such things of Mr. Graeme, she could hardly

resist a smile at what seemed to her the curiously inappropriate epithet

of "a wolf in sheep's clothing," applied to the altruistic young

reformer. It occurred to her that the metaphor might, in his case, be

reversed--that "a sheep in wolf's clothing" would surely be more

appropriate.

"What are you two looking so serious about?" asked Kitty, teasingly, as

they all rose to adjourn into the drawing room. Then, as she linked her

arm into Nora's, and drew her away into a quiet corner, she added, "I've

been watching you both for some time, and I really thought Mr

Chillingworth must be proposing! He was talking in such a low voice, and

looking so irresistible. Only I suppose people don't usually propose at

luncheons."

"Kitty!" exclaimed Nora, with reproachful severity.

"Well, you know very well he likes you, one always does!" she added,

somewhat obscurely.

"I should be sorry to think he _dis_liked me," replied Nora. "But he was

only proposing--that I should sing in the quartette, at his Service of

Song on Christmas evening, in some one else's place."

"Which, of course, you promised to do, like a dear."

"Which I can't possibly do, as I have promised to be elsewhere."

"Oh, poor Mr. Chillingworth! No wonder he looked so sad and serious! Oh,

don't you know, I've always thought his eyes had a sort of melancholy

look, as if he had had some great sorrow in his life? Well, Miss Harley

says she is almost sure that she once heard him preach in England, and

that she heard some tragic story about him, she couldn't remember

exactly what, only she knew it was very sad!"

"Really!" exclaimed Nora, looking much interested.

"Yes, and do you know, I've always had an idea--a sort of instinct you

know--that he may be a widower. He has that sort of look, some way!"

"_What_ sort of look? I didn't know you could tell widowers by looking

at them."

"Well, I can't exactly describe it, but I know it when I see it. And you

know he might easily have been married in England, and _we_ shouldn't

know it. Lots of men have been--like _that_ you know--and they don't

think it necessary to talk about it."

Nora disliked the idea, she scarcely knew why, but set it down as one of

Kitty's fancies. There might be many kinds of tragedy in a man's life.

If Mr. Chillingworth had suffered, it seemed to give him a stronger

claim on her sympathy.

But Kitty wanted to know where she was going on Christmas evening.

"Oh, I've heard about that," she said, when Nora had told her. "Mr.

Waldberg told me about it. He says that Mr. Graeme--you know--was to

read at it; he lives in the same house with him, and they are great

friends. Hermann says he's the best fellow he ever knew."

Nora had no very high estimate of Waldberg's judgment; still, after Mr.

Chillingworth's condemnation, even this tribute was pleasant to hear.

But she caught up Kitty at once.

"I didn't know you had got on quite so far as to call Mr. Waldberg,

_Hermann_." she remarked.

"Well, you see the poor fellow is away from home and everybody belonging

to him, so he likes to have some one to call him by his old home name.

You know Germans have such nice romantic ideas!"

"Kitty, Kitty! You ought really to take care! You don't know what

mischief you may do!"

"Oh, he knows all about _that_!" she said, laughing and coloring, but

holding out her finger, on which flashed and sparkled a _solitaire_

diamond. "And look here," she added, holding out, for Nora's inspection,

a new acquisition, a ring set with sapphire and pearls. "Isn't this

lovely? It was a birthday gift from Harold this morning."

Nora looked "serious," as Kitty called it. She had been afraid about

Kitty of late, and still more afraid for young Waldberg. "Well, be sure

you know your own mind, and stick to it," she said, gravely. "Remember,

Kitty dear, it really isn't worth while to be a Lady Clara Vere de Vere,

even if you could; and flirting is a dangerous amusement!"

"Never fear," laughed Kitty, "I'm not going to hurt anybody, that I know

of. But do look at Mr. Wharton and Miss Harley--at it still! I declare

it looks as if there was going to be----"

"'An International Episode'!" suggested Nora, smiling.

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