Mason waited for her to explain herself, but she did not seem to be able

to get her own consent. At length he got up and went to the mantel-piece

and took down Barbara's slate.

"Let's talk about algebra awhile," he said.

Barbara was fond enough of algebra, but it seemed droll that Mason, with

an unsettled proposition of marriage on hand, should revert to his

favorite study. She could not see what he was writing, but when he

passed the slate to her, she read:

_a_ = another lover.

_b_ = objections to H. Mason.

_c_ = interfering circumstances.

_x_ = _a_ + _b_ + _c_.

"Now," said Mason, when she looked up, "I'd like you to help me to get

the exact value of _x_ in this little equation. It's a kind of

fortune-telling by algebra. We must proceed by elimination; you may

strike out such of the letters on the right side of the last equation as

do not count for anything."

But instead of proceeding as the master suggested, Barbara, whose

reserve was partly dissipated by her amusement, took the pencil that he

offered her, and after a moment's reflection wrote below:

_a_ = 0

_b_ = 0

_x_ = _c_

"I never saw an equation more to my taste," said Hiram. "If it's only

circumstances, then circumstances and I are going to fight it out. You

think there are things that will keep us from making an equation between

Barbara and Hiram?"

"There wouldn't be any equation," she said, looking out of half-closed

eye-lids, as she always did when speaking with feeling. "Your family is

an educated one, and your father and mother wouldn't approve of us.

Mother never had any chance to learn, and her talk is very

old-fashioned, but she's just as good as good can be, all the same.

Tom's unsteady; I hope he'll get over that yet; but your father and

mother and your sisters wouldn't like it."

"Yes, they would, if they knew you," said Mason, with enthusiasm; "and,

besides, I don't see that I'm bound to get their consent."

"But that wouldn't change matters," persisted Barbara, despondingly. "If

they didn't like it, it wouldn't be nice."

"Don't you bother about my happiness, Barbara. If I have you, do you

think anything else will trouble me?" He got up and snuffed the candle

with his fingers like the brave man that he was.

"I'm not bothering about you at all," said Barbara. "I'm not so good as

you think I am. I let you take care of yourself in this matter; you're

strong, and such things won't worry you." She was picking at her dress

as she spoke. "Ever since you said what you did when you helped me over

the fence last,"--Barbara took a long breath as she thought of that

scene; she had often retraced all its details in her memory,--"I've

known that you felt so toward me that you would face any thing. But

_I_--I couldn't bear it if your folks should look down on me and I

be--your wife." It was hard to say the last words; they sounded

strangely, and when they were uttered, the sound of them put her into a

trepidation not altogether disagreeable.

"Look down on _you_?" said Hiram, with a vehemence Barbara had never

known him to manifest before. "Do you think my folks are such idiots?

They don't meet a person like you often enough to get the habit of

looking down on such."

"But you don't know women folks," said Barbara.

"I know my family better than you do, and you've got mighty curious

notions about them and about yourself. You've always lived here in the

woods, and you don't know what you're worth."

He lifted the empty apple-basket out of the way and sat down by her.

"Now, Barbara, you say you know how I feel toward you. You are the girl

of all girls in the world for me. And now you won't spurn me, will you?"

he said entreatingly.

Barbara's lips quivered and she seemed about to lose control of herself.

However, after a little period of silence and struggle, she suppressed

her feelings sufficiently to speak:

"I couldn't _spurn_ you," she said. Then, after another pause: "Maybe

you don't care any more for me than I do for you. But I'm in such

trouble--that I can't tell what to say. Won't you wait and give me a

little time? Things may be better after a while."

"How long shall I stay away? A week?" Mason's voice had a note of

protest in it.

"Don't be hurt," she said, lifting her eyes timidly to his. "But I'm in

such a hard place. Let me have two weeks or so to think about it, and

see how things are going to turn." It was not that Barbara saw any

chance for a change of circumstances, but that she could not resolve to

decide the question either way, and wished to escape from her present

perplexity by postponement.

"Just as you say," said Mason, regretfully; "but I tell you, Barbara,

it's two weeks of dead lost time."

Then he got up and held out his hand to her.

"Good-bye, Barbara."

"Good-bye, Mr. Mason."

"Oh, call me Hiram! It's more friendly, and you call all the other young

men by their first names."

"But you're the master."

"I'm not the master of you, that's clear. Besides, you've left school."

He was holding her hand in gentle protest all this time.

"Well, good-bye--Hiram!" said Barbara, with a visible effort which ended

in a little laugh.

Mason let go of her hand and turned abruptly and walked out of the door,

and then swiftly down the meadow path. Barbara stood and looked after

him as long as she could see his form; then she slowly shut and latched

the kitchen door and came and covered with ashes the remaining embers of

the fire, and took the candle from the mantel-piece and went through the

now vacant sitting-room to her chamber above.

X

THE AFFAIR AT TIMBER CREEK CAMP MEETING

When Tom Grayson found himself suddenly stranded on the farmstead in

Hubbard Township he went to work to learn again the arts half forgotten

during his three-years' absence in Moscow. It was necessary to put his

soft hands to the plow, and to burn his fair face in the hot sun of the

hay-field. With characteristic heedlessness of results he set out, on

the very first day after his return, to mow alongside the stalwart hired

man, Bob McCord, the father of Mely. Bob lived in a little cabin not far

from the Grayson place, and since Tom left the farm he had done most of

the work for Mrs. Grayson. He was commonly known as "Big Bob," because

he had a half-brother of sinister birth who was older than himself, but

a small man, and who for distinction was "Little Bob." Big Bob fulfilled

his name in every dimension. His chest was deep, his arms were gigantic

in their muscularity, and no man had ever seen his legs show signs of

exhaustion. His immense muscles were softened in outline by a certain

moderate rotundity; his well-distributed adipose was only one of many

indications of his extraordinary physical thriftiness. In more than one

stand-up fight he had demonstrated his right to the title of champion of

the county. Yet he was a boyishly good-natured man, with no desire to

hurt anybody, and he never fought from choice. But every rising

fisticuffer within half a hundred miles round had heard of Bob's

strength, and the more ambitious of these had felt bound to "dare" him.

It was not consonant with the honor of such a man as Bob to "take a

dare"; so against first one and then another aspiring hero he had

fought, until at length there was none that ventured any more to "give a

dare" to the victor of so many battles. His physical perfections were

not limited to mere bull strength: no man had a keener eye or a steadier

hand; none could send a rifle-ball to its mark with a more unerring aim.

Had he lived in the days of the Saxon invasion of England, McCord would

have stood high on the list of those renowned for exploits of strength

and daring, the very darling hero of the minstrel. Our own Indian wars

of the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries brought renown to just such

men as he, semi-barbarian path-makers for the advance of civilization.

He had lagged a generation late. In the peaceful time, when strength of

muscle was secondary to mental power, and when a sure aim was no longer

important for the defense of one's life, nor the chief means for winning

one's meat, the powerful Bob McCord saw degenerate men, whom he could

have held at arms-length, prevail over him in the struggle for

subsistence. For though he was capable of hard work he could never

endure steady application; his nature was under mortgage to adventurous

ancestors, the ancient Indian-fighters and scouts of the Appalachian

country, and those more remote forefathers, the untamed emigrants who

had been almost expelled from the Scottish border in the time of the

Stuarts, to help resettle the devastated north of Ireland, to say

nothing of the yet wilder Irish women with whom they had mated. Nothing

less than the sound of the cup scraping on the bottom of the family

meal-box would impel Bob to work. Every wind that came from the great

sea of grass to the westward brought him the whir of the wings of

prairie-hens; dreams of bear-hunting filled his mind whenever he looked

into the recesses of the woods. At sight of the rising moon his hunter's

soul imagined the innumerable deer which at that hour come from their

coverts to graze on the prairies. Every stream tantalized him with the

thought of darting perch, and great prowling cat-fish hidden beneath its

surface, and challenging him to catch them if he could. If, as we are

taught to believe, the manliness of the English aristocracy and that of

the American apery is only kept alive by outdoor sports, how much their

superior in surplus manhood must such a man as Bob McCord be! In his

estimation no days were counted a part of human life except those passed

in circumventing and taking the wild creatures of the woods or the

prairie, and those others spent in the rude fun of musters, barbecues,

elections, corn-shuckings, wood-choppings, and like assemblages, where

draughts from a generous big-bellied bottle, with a twisted neck,

alternated with athletic feats, practical jokes, and tales as rude as

the most unblushing of those told by pious pilgrims to Canterbury in the

old religious time.

It was alongside this son of Anak that Tom set himself to do a full

day's work at the start. The severity of labor accorded well with his

pungent feeling of penitence. Big Bob regarded him as he might any other

infant, not unkindly; he even had a notion that the Widow Grayson and

her children were in some sense under his care, and he did not wish any

harm to come to the boy, but a practical joke was too good a thing to be

missed. For two hours and a half, on that morning of Tom's appearance in

the field with a scythe, Bob did not once stop to take the usual rests.

Tom felt inevitable exhaustion coming on, though he cut a much narrower

swath than his companion. McCord's herculean right knee was bare, having

that morning forced itself through his much-bepatched trousers of

butternut-dyed cotton cloth. While swinging his wider-sweeping scythe at

a desperate rate, he kept telling Tom stories of adventure and the

well-worn joe-millers of the log-cabin firesides, never seeming to

notice the poor fellow's breathless endeavors to keep up or his

ever-narrowing swath. Only when at length he turned and looked at Tom's

face and perceived that the persistency of his will might carry him too

far, he said, as with his scythe he picked some bunches of good grass

from the edge of an elder patch and cast a wistful glance at the jug

standing in a cool fence corner:

"Looky h-yer, Tom, you're a-gittin' kind-uh white-like about the gills,

un 'f you try to keep up weth me, yer hide 'll be on the fence afore

night."

"I know that," said Tom, who found himself so thoroughly beaten that

there was no use in denying it.

"Well, hang yer scythe on that air red-haw over there un take a leetle

rest, un then try a pitch-fork awhile. I 'lowed I'd see what sort uv

stuff you've got, seein's you wuz so almighty gritty. A bigger man'n you

couldn't hold agin me"; and Bob let the amusement he felt at Tom's

discomfiture escape in a long hearty chuckle, rising at length into a

loud laugh, as he reversed his scythe and fell to whetting it, making

the neighboring woods ring with the tune he beat on the resonant

metal,--a kind of accompaniment to the briskness of his spirit.

And now Barbara appeared bringing the snack that was commonly served to

the mowers in the forenoon. Bob hung up his scythe, and, having taken

some whisky, joined the exhausted Tom under the shady boughs of a black

walnut. Barbara uncovered her basket, which contained an apple-pie to be

divided between the two and a bottle of sweet milk. Tom had stretched

himself in sheer exhaustion on a swath of hay.

"You foolish boy," said Barbara. "You've gone at your work too brash.

You ought to be ashamed of yourself. Here, take some of this pie; and

don't you work so hard the rest of the day."

"Tom," said Bob, speaking with his mouth full of pie, "'f I had the

eddication you've got, you wouldn't ketch me in this yere hot sun. I'd

take a school. What's eddication good fer, anyhow, ef 't ain't to git a

feller out uh the hot sun?"

But for the present Tom resolved to stick faithfully to his toil. As the

days wore on, and he became accustomed to the strain, he found the work

a sedative; he was usually too tired to think much of his

disappointment. Only the face of Rachel Albaugh haunted his visions in

lonely hours, and at times a rush of indignant feeling towards George

Lockwood disturbed his quiet.

In the early days of August there came a time of comparative leisure.

The summer harvests were over, and the fields of tall corn had been

"laid by" after the last plowing. Then Illinois had a breathing spell;

and shutting up its house, and hitching up its horse, and taking all the

children, it went to visit its "relations," staying a week at a place.

Farmers frequented the town to meet old friends and get the better of

them in swapping horses; and in this time of relaxation came the season

of Baptist Associations and Methodist Camp-meetings and two-days' Basket

Meetings--jolly religious picnics, where you could attend to your soul's

salvation and eat "roas'in' ears" with old friends in the thronged

recesses of the forests, among a people who were perhaps as gregarious

as any the world has ever produced. Children looked forward to this

gypsying with eagerness, and adults gave themselves over to it with the

abandon of children. What night-scenes there were! Within the oval of

tents at a camp-meeting two great platforms were raised on posts six or

eight feet high and covered with earth; on these were built blazing

bonfires, illuminating all the space inclosed by the tents and occupied

by the enthusiastic assembly, which, as one great chorus, made the wide

forest vocal with a tide of joyous or pathetic song. But there were two

poles to the magnetism of a camp-meeting. In the region of outer

blackness, quite beyond the reach of any illumination from platform

bonfires or pulpit eloquence, there were also assemblies of those who

were attracted by the excitement, but to whom the religious influences

were a centrifugal force. Here jollity and all conceivable deviltry

rejoiced also in a meet companionship.

The Great Union Camp-Meeting was held in the first half of August on the

Timber Creek camp-ground, only a mile and a half from the Grayson place.

The mother and Barbara went every evening and came back with accounts of

the attendance, of the old friends encountered, and of the sermons of

favorite preachers. They told how "powerfully" the elder had preached,

and how the eloquent young preacher, who was junior on the next circuit,

had carried all before him in a pathetic exhortation. But Tom showed no

desire to attend. He was slowly sinking into a depression quite unusual

with him. He had been accustomed to the excitement of the town, and the

prospect of a life of dull routine on a farm ate into his spirit like a

biting rust. Barbara amused him with stories of the camp-meeting; she

told him of the eccentric German exhorter whose broken English she

mimicked, and of the woman she had heard relate in a morning

"speaking-meeting" that, when convinced of the sin of wearing jewelry,

she had immediately taken off her ear-rings and given them to her

sister. These things lightened his spirit but for a moment; he would

relapse soon into the same state of mental lassitude, or more acute

melancholy. Barbara endeavored to cheer him with projects; he could take

a school the next winter, and with the money earned pay his board

somewhere in town and take up the study of law again. But all of

Barbara's projects were moderate and took full account of difficulties.

Tom had little heart for a process that demanded plodding and patient

waiting; nor did any of Barbara's suggestions hold out any prospect of

his recovering his ground with Rachel, which was the thing he most

desired.

One evening, as he finished a supper which he had eaten with little

relish and in silence, he pushed back his chair and sat moodily looking

into the black cave of the kitchen fire-place, where the embers were

smoldering under the ashes. Then when his mother had left the kitchen,

and Barbara was clearing away the plates, he said:

"The more I think of it, the worse I feel about George Lockwood. The

tricky villain got me into that scrape and then told all about it where

he knew it would do me the most harm. I'd just like to shoot him."

"You'd better shoot him and get yourself hanged!" said Barbara with

impatience. "_That_ would mend matters, wouldn't it?"

"'T wouldn't matter much to me," said Tom. "This country life doesn't

suit me; I'd just as well be out of it, and they do say hanging is an

easy way of dying." This last was spoken with a grim smile.

"I suppose you don't think of _us_," said Barbara.

"I'm more trouble than good to you and mother."

"And now if you would only commit a crime"--Barbara was looking at him

with a concentrated gaze--"that would put an end to all mother's

sorrows; she would soon die in torture, and I would be left alone in the

world to be pointed at by people who would say in a whisper: 'That's the

sister of the fellow that was hanged.'" And Barbara caught her breath

with a little gasp as she turned away.

"Oh, don't talk that way, Barb! Of course I don't mean to do anything of

the sort. It's a kind of relief to talk sometimes, and I do feel bitter

enough."

Barbara turned sharply on him again and said: "That's just the way to

get to be a murderer--keep stirring up your spite. After a while the

time'll come when you can't control yourself, may be, and then you'll do

something that you only meant to think about."

Tom shuddered a little and, feeling uncomfortable under Barbara's gaze,

got up and started away. But Barbara followed him and caught hold of his

arm, and pulled him around till she could look in his face, and said,

with more feeling than she liked to show:

"Look here, Tom! Give me your word and honor that you'll put all such

thoughts out of your mind."

"Of course I will, Sis, if you think there's any danger."

"And come and go over to the camp-meeting to-night with mother and me.

It'll do you good to see somebody besides the cows."

"All right," said Tom, shaking himself to get rid of his evil spirit,

and remembering, as he went out to harness old Blaze-face to the wagon,

that he would stand a chance of catching a glimpse of Rachel in the

light of the torches.

The preaching was vigorous and stirring, and the exhorter, who came

after the preacher, told many pathetic stories, which deeply moved a

people always eager to be excited. The weird scene no doubt contributed

by its spectacular effect to increase the emotion. The bonfires on the

platforms illuminated the circle of white tents, which stood out against

the wall of deep blackness in the forest behind; the light mounted a

hundred feet and more through the thick branches of lofty beech and

maple trees, and was reflected from the under side of leaves quivering

in the breeze. The boughs and foliage, illuminated from below, had an

unreal and unworldly aspect. No imagery of the preacher could make the

threatened outer darkness of the lost so weird to the imagination as

this scene, in which the company of simple-minded people found

themselves in the presence of a savage Nature, and in a sphere of light

bounded on every hand by a blackness as of darkness primeval.

Tom paid little attention to the eloquence of the preacher or to the

tearful words of him who came after. At first he was interested and even

excited by the scene; he watched the flickering of the great shadows of

the tree trunks as the platform fires rose and fell; but presently he

set himself to searching under the large straw bonnets for a face. He

knew well that the sight of that face could not make him happy, but he

seemed driven by some evil impulse to seek for it. If Rachel was there

he did not find her. When the exhorter had closed his artless string of

disconnected anecdotes with an equally artless appeal, and a hymn was

announced, Tom whispered to Barbara that he would go and see if the

horse was all right, and would meet her at the door of the Mount Zion

tent when meeting should "let out." Then as the congregation rose, he

went out by a passage between two of the tents into the woods. The

"exercises" lasted a full hour longer, and it was half-past ten before

the presiding elder gave the benediction. Barbara and her mother went to

the door of the Mount Zion tent, where they stood watching the moving

people and waiting for Tom. Mely McCord, who was to ride home with them,

was talking in her fluent way to Barbara when an excited man rushed into

the space within the tents, and, finding himself obstructed by the

groups of people in the aisles, ran hurriedly across the boards that

served for backless benches until he reached the great rude pulpit. He

addressed a word to the white-haired presiding elder, who was at that

moment standing on the steps of the stand, engaged in shaking hands with

old friends from all parts of his district. Then the new-comer seized

the tin horn that hung against a tree, and which was used to call the

people to meeting. With this in his hand he mounted the rude board

rostrum and blew a long, harsh blast. Part of the people out of

curiosity had stopped talking when he made his appearance, and when the

strident tin horn ceased, there was a momentary murmur and then the

stillness of death, except for confused cries of excitement in the

remote outer regions, which now became audible. Then the man on the

platform said, in a breathless voice:

"A man has been killed in the woods outside of the camp-ground. The

murderer has fled. The sheriff is wanted!"

"Here he is!" cried some voices, and the sheriff stood up on a bench and

waved his hand to the messenger, who came down and communicated in a few

words what he knew of the murder. The sheriff then hurriedly departed.

"Sit down there, mother," gasped Barbara. "Mely, you stay by mother."

Then Barbara's slight form pushed through the crowd, until her progress

was arrested by a dense knot of eager inquirers that encompassed the man

who had brought the news. It was quite impossible to get within twenty

feet of him, or to hear anything he was saying; but bits of intelligence

percolated through the layers of humanity that enveloped him. Barbara

could only wait and listen. At last a man a little nearer the radiating

center said in reply to the query of one who stood next to her:

"It's George Lockwood, that clerks for Wooden & Snyder down 't Moscow,

that is killed, but I can't find out who 't wuz done it."

Barbara's heart stood still within her for a moment. Then dreading to

hear more, she pushed out of the ever-increasing crowd and reached her

mother.

"Come, mother; we must get home quick."

"What's the matter, Barb'ry? Who's killed?" asked Mely McCord.

"I don't know anything, only we _must_ get home. Quick, mother!" she was

impelled by instinct to save her mother as long as possible from the

shock she felt impending. But it was of no use.

"What's the matter, Sam; can you make out?" cried a man near her to one

just emerging from the crowd about the messenger.

"W'y, they say as Tom Grayson's shot an' killed a feller from Moscow,

an' Tom's made off, an' can't be found. They's talk of lynchin' him."

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