Chapter XV

Isabel did more for Fanny than telling her to cheer up. Everything that

Fanny inherited from her father, old Aleck Minafer, had been invested

in Wilbur’s business; and Wilbur’s business, after a period of illness

corresponding in dates to the illness of Wilbur’s body, had died just

before Wilbur did. George Amberson and Fanny were both “wiped out to a

miracle of precision,” as Amberson said. They “owned not a penny and

owed not a penny,” he continued, explaining his phrase. “It’s like the

moment just before drowning: you’re not under water and you’re not out

of it. All you know is that you’re not dead yet.”

He spoke philosophically, having his “prospects” from his father to

fall back upon; but Fanny had neither “prospects” nor philosophy.

However, a legal survey of Wilbur’s estate revealed the fact that

his life insurance was left clear of the wreck; and Isabel, with the

cheerful consent of her son, promptly turned this salvage over to her

sister-in-law. Invested, it would yield something better than nine

hundred dollars a year, and thus she was assured of becoming neither

a pauper nor a dependent, but proved to be, as Amberson said, adding

his efforts to the cheering up of Fanny, “an heiress, after all, in

spite of rolling mills and the devil.” She was unable to smile, and he

continued his humane gayeties. “See what a wonderfully desirable income

nine hundred dollars is, Fanny: a bachelor, to be in your class, must

have exactly forty-nine thousand one hundred a year. Then, you see,

all you need to do, in order to have fifty thousand a year, is to be a

little encouraging when some bachelor in your class begins to show by

his haberdashery what he wants you to think about him!”

She looked at him wanly, murmured a desolate response—she had “sewing

to do”—and left the room; while Amberson shook his head ruefully at his

sister. “I’ve often thought that humor was not my forte,” he sighed.

“Lord! She doesn’t ‘cheer up’ much!”

The collegian did not return to his home for the holidays. Instead,

Isabel joined him, and they went South for the two weeks. She was proud

of her stalwart, good-looking son at the hotel where they stayed, and

it was meat and drink to her when she saw how people stared at him

in the lobby and on the big verandas—indeed, her vanity in him was

so dominant that she was unaware of their staring at her with more

interest and an admiration friendlier than George evoked. Happy to have

him to herself for this fortnight, she loved to walk with him, leaning

upon his arm, to read with him, to watch the sea with him—perhaps most

of all she liked to enter the big dining room with him.

Yet both of them felt constantly the difference between this

Christmastime and other Christmas-times of theirs—in all, it was a

sorrowful holiday. But when Isabel came East for George’s commencement,

in June, she brought Lucy with her—and things began to seem different,

especially when George Amberson arrived with Lucy’s father on Class

Day. Eugene had been in New York, on business; Amberson easily

persuaded him to this outing; and they made a cheerful party of it,

with the new graduate of course the hero and center of it all.

His uncle was a fellow alumnus. “Yonder was where I roomed when I was

here,” he said, pointing out one of the university buildings to Eugene.

“I don’t know whether George would let my admirers place a tablet to

mark the spot, or not. He owns all these buildings now, you know.”

“Didn’t you, when you were here? Like uncle, like nephew.”

“Don’t tell George you think he’s like me. Just at this time we should

be careful of the young gentleman’s feelings.”

“Yes,” said Eugene. “If we weren’t he mightn’t let us exist at all.”

“I’m sure I didn’t have it so badly at his age,” Amberson said

reflectively, as they strolled on through the commencement crowd. “For

one thing, I had brothers and sisters, and my mother didn’t just sit

at my feet as George’s does; and I wasn’t an only grandchild, either.

Father’s always spoiled Georgie a lot more than he did any of his own

children.”

Eugene laughed. “You need only three things to explain all that’s good

and bad about Georgie.”

“Three?”

“He’s Isabel’s only child. He’s an Amberson. He’s a boy.”

“Well, Mister Bones, of these three things which are the good ones and

which are the bad ones?”

“All of them,” said Eugene.

It happened that just then they came in sight of the subject of their

discourse. George was walking under the elms with Lucy, swinging a

stick and pointing out to her various objects and localities which had

attained historical value during the last four years. The two older men

marked his gestures, careless and graceful; they observed his attitude,

unconsciously noble, his easy proprietorship of the ground beneath his

feet and round about, of the branches overhead, of the old buildings

beyond, and of Lucy.

“I don’t know,” Eugene said, smiling whimsically. “I don’t know. When I

spoke of his being a human being—I don’t know. Perhaps it’s more like

deity.”

“I wonder if I was like that!” Amberson groaned. “You don’t suppose

every Amberson has had to go through it, do you?”

“Don’t worry! At least half of it is a combination of youth, good

looks, and college; and even the noblest Ambersons get over their

nobility and come to be people in time. It takes more than time,

though.”

“I should say it did take more than time!” his friend agreed, shaking a

rueful head.

Then they walked over to join the loveliest Amberson, whom neither time

nor trouble seemed to have touched. She stood alone, thoughtful under

the great trees, chaperoning George and Lucy at a distance; but, seeing

the two friends approaching, she came to meet them.

“It’s charming, isn’t it!” she said, moving her black-gloved hand to

indicate the summery dressed crowd strolling about them, or clustering

in groups, each with its own hero. “They seem so eager and so

confident, all these boys—it’s touching. But of course youth doesn’t

know it’s touching.”

Amberson coughed. “No, it doesn’t seem to take itself as pathetic,

precisely! Eugene and I were just speaking of something like that. Do

you know what I think whenever I see these smooth, triumphal young

faces? I always think: ‘Oh, how you’re going to catch it’!”

“George!”

“Oh, yes,” he said. “Life’s most ingenious: it’s got a special

walloping for every mother’s son of ’em!”

“Maybe,” said Isabel, troubled—“maybe some of the mothers can take the

walloping for them.”

“Not one!” her brother assured her, with emphasis. “Not any more than

she can take on her own face the lines that are bound to come on her

son’s. I suppose you know that all these young faces have got to get

lines on ’em?”

“Maybe they won’t,” she said, smiling wistfully. “Maybe times will

change, and nobody will have to wear lines.”

“Times have changed like that for only one person that I know,” Eugene

said. And as Isabel looked inquiring, he laughed, and she saw that she

was the “only one person.” His implication was justified, moreover, and

she knew it. She blushed charmingly.

“Which is it puts the lines on the faces?” Amberson asked. “Is it age

or trouble? Of course we can’t decide that wisdom does it—we must be

polite to Isabel.”

“I’ll tell you what puts the lines there,” Eugene said. “Age puts some,

and trouble puts some, and work puts some, but the deepest are carved

by lack of faith. The serenest brow is the one that believes the most.”

“In what?” Isabel asked gently.

“In everything!”

She looked at him inquiringly, and he laughed as he had a moment

before, when she looked at him that way. “Oh, yes, you do!” he said.

She continued to look at him inquiringly a moment or two longer, and

there was an unconscious earnestness in her glance, something trustful

as well as inquiring, as if she knew that whatever he meant it was all

right. Then her eyes drooped thoughtfully, and she seemed to address

some inquiries to herself. She looked up suddenly. “Why, I believe,”

she said, in a tone of surprise, “I believe I do!”

And at that both men laughed. “Isabel!” her brother exclaimed. “You’re

a foolish person! There are times when you look exactly fourteen years

old!”

But this reminded her of her real affair in that part of the world.

“Good gracious!” she said. “Where have the children got to? We must

take Lucy pretty soon, so that George can go and sit with the Class. We

must catch up with them.”

She took her brother’s arm, and the three moved on, looking about them

in the crowd.

“Curious,” Amberson remarked, as they did not immediately discover the

young people they sought. “Even in such a concourse one would think we

couldn’t fail to see the proprietor.”

“Several hundred proprietors today,” Eugene suggested.

“No; they’re only proprietors of the university,” said George’s uncle.

“We’re looking for the proprietor of the universe.”

“There he is!” cried Isabel fondly, not minding this satire at all.

“And doesn’t he look it!”

Her escorts were still laughing at her when they joined the proprietor

of the universe and his pretty friend, and though both Amberson and

Eugene declined to explain the cause of their mirth, even upon Lucy’s

urgent request, the portents of the day were amiable, and the five made

a happy party—that is to say, four of them made a happy audience for

the fifth, and the mood of this fifth was gracious and cheerful.

George took no conspicuous part in either the academic or the social

celebrations of his class; he seemed to regard both sets of exercises

with a tolerant amusement, his own “crowd” “not going in much for

either of those sorts of things,” as he explained to Lucy. What his

crowd had gone in for remained ambiguous; some negligent testimony

indicating that, except for an astonishing reliability which they all

seemed to have attained in matters relating to musical comedy, they had

not gone in for anything. Certainly the question one of them put to

Lucy, in response to investigations of hers, seemed to point that way:

“Don’t you think,” he said, “really, don’t you think that being things

is rather better than doing things?”

He said “rahthuh bettuh” for “rather better,” and seemed to do it

deliberately, with perfect knowledge of what he was doing. Later, Lucy

mocked him to George, and George refused to smile: he somewhat inclined

to such pronunciations, himself. This inclination was one of the things

that he had acquired in the four years.

What else he had acquired, it might have puzzled him to state, had

anybody asked him and required a direct reply within a reasonable

space of time. He had learned how to pass examinations by “cramming”;

that is, in three or four days and nights he could get into his head

enough of a selected fragment of some scientific or philosophical or

literary or linguistic subject to reply plausibly to six questions out

of ten. He could retain the information necessary for such a feat just

long enough to give a successful performance; then it would evaporate

utterly from his brain, and leave him undisturbed. George, like his

“crowd,” not only preferred “being things” to “doing things,” but had

contented himself with four years of “being things” as a preparation

for going on “being things.” And when Lucy rather shyly pressed him for

his friend’s probable definition of the “things” it seemed so superior

and beautiful to be, George raised his eyebrows slightly, meaning that

she should have understood without explanation; but he did explain:

“Oh, family and all that—being a gentleman, I suppose.”

Lucy gave the horizon a long look, but offered no comment.

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