CHAPTER 9

Monday Joe Carlin kept away from the world of radio. Sonny Baker was

shooting at the Larry Logan part he had expected to play and at the Dick

Davis part he had been playing—and he was licked. Licked by a little bug

that had invaded his throat. His voice was still a whisper. To-day,

either at Vic Wylie’s office or at Tony Vaux’s office, he’d have felt

like a Pop Bartell, wistfully hoping for a miracle. Old Pop,

pathetically youthful and gallant, at least had something to give a

microphone. He, with his voice gone, would have absolutely nothing. He

wouldn’t even have a front.

And so Joe Carlin, who up to last week had been an actor in the bright

world of radio, raked the yard and tried not to think that to-day Tony

Vaux was scheduled to sponsor-audition the _Bush-League Larry_ show and

that this morning Vic Wylie had held another dress of the _Sue Davis

Against the World_ show at FKIP. Toward noon the telephone rang inside

the house. His hands gripped the rake. Tony had said he’d call if— A

minute passed. Joe began to rake again.

He gave up trying not to think. Why should Tony have shied away from his

offer to come in to-day unless the Everts-Hall Agency producer had known

Sonny was on his way? Vic Wylie, brooding over a platter, must have

vetoed a suggestion that Mrs. Munson’s Baltimore nephew step into the

_Sue Davis_ cast. But Vic had not known that Sonny was back in town. Joe

was sure of that.

He raked slowly. If you took your time, raking could kill the crawling

hours of fate. Thinking built up facts, and facts fitted together like

bricks in a wall. Ambrose Carver still had Mrs. Munson’s ear. Sonny had

not been a glittering success on the coast, else he would not have

returned for a part in a show paying twenty-five dollars a week. Playing

small time on the coast, Sonny would not have accumulated money for a

return journey across a continent. Somebody had paid for his railroad

ticket. Amby? Joe couldn’t imagine the dapper little agent buying

anybody’s ticket. Then it must have been Mrs. Munson, still piqued

because of the failure of her nephew.

Joe put the rake away. Every leaf was garnered and burned, and raking

had become a fiction. When he came into the house, his mother was

upstairs. He dialed the radio, brought in FKIP, and left the station on.

By and by Vic Wylie’s four o’clock show went on and went off. A watch

company gave a spot announcement of the time, and a commentator gave

five minutes of news flashes from around the world. A quartet sang.

They’d be off in ten minutes. They were off.

A voice broke into the silence of the room.

“To-day Munson brings you a story from the pen of Curt Lake, _Sue Davis

Against the World_—” The Munson plug followed—a Monday, Tuesday, and

Wednesday sale of coats on the third floor. Then came that momentary

pause that always comes between the commercial plug and the show itself.

Joe’s mouth was dry. He had heard no sound on the stairs, yet he knew

his mother sat behind him.

“And now,” came an announcer’s crisp voice, “what has become of Dick

Davis? Six days ago, with slender family finances almost exhausted, he

left home to get to Fairfield as best he could, taking with him his only

possession of possible value, an album containing a modest collection of

stamps. For six days Sue Davis has anxiously awaited her son’s return.

Is he all right? Has he reached Fairchild? Have the stamps which he has

been patiently soaking from discarded envelops for several years any

real value? Perhaps we are to learn, for the scene is the small office

of Landis, the Stamp Man. The door opens and a boy enters. Listen.”

Voices came out of the speaker, and the first voice was boyish, and

troubled and hesitant:

Are you Mr. Landis?

Hello, son. Yes; I’m Mr. Landis. Close the door, please. You

look as though you’ve been traveling.

I have. I’m Dick Davis. I come from Maple Grove.

That’s a good piece back in the mountains, isn’t it?

Yes, sir. I—I thought—Do you buy stamps?

Something that was like ice prickled and crawled on Joe’s scalp. A

miracle was happening. Vic Wylie had prepared him for the miracle, and

yet he had not expected so stupendous a miracle. One of the voices

coming out the speaker was his. Not his exactly—but his.

Frozen, he listened. Curt Lake had written a good script. A show that

was dying on its feet was suddenly alive and glowing. The story unfolded

with a wealth of sympathetic feeling—a boy’s suspense as pages of the

album were turned, the sudden finding of some stamps of value, an offer

at last of thirty-five dollars. With the business completed, the stamp

man was ready to relax, and grow mellow, and talk shop. But the boy, a

fortune in his pocket, was on fire to be away. His voice throbbed

through the speaker:

I can’t stay, Mr. Landis. Maybe I’ll come back some day and we

can have a long talk. I can’t talk now. I—I want to get home.

It was the curtain line—a good curtain line. A curtain line for a good

show. Joe’s hand, leaden, turned off the radio.

“Who was it?” Kate Carlin asked.

“Sonny.”

“Sure?”

“A little of his own voice came through.”

“How did Vic Wylie do it?”

“Platters. He must have had Sonny listening to platters of the show for

hours. Any good actor can mimic a voice if he hears it often enough and

practises an imitation.”

“Do you think he played the part well?”

The admission was hard to make. “Yes.”

The woman stood up abruptly. “I like you better.”

“You’re swell,” Joe whispered huskily. Was his reading better or was his

mother voicing blind Carlin loyalty? Munson would like Sonny, but how

about Vic Wylie? How about Tony Vaux? If the _Larry_ show had not been

auditioned to-day for the He people, if something had gone sour and put

the audition off, his voice might be right for the postponed audition.

At least, he wouldn’t have to rake a yard and let Sonny walk off with

the plum.

He reached for the telephone. “Joe Carlin, Tony,” he whispered.

Tony boomed jovially. “Hello, Joe. How are you? Glad to hear from you.

You’re beginning to sound like yourself.”

Tony, Joe thought with cynical understanding, was putting on his “Howdy,

folks” act. To-day it seemed like the artificial sweetness on a doctor’s

bitter pill. “Did you audition to-day?”

“I’m sorry I couldn’t have you, Joe.” Tony sounded as though his heart

was torn. “If there was a chance to postpone— But you know how it is,

Joe. When a sponsor’s ripe on the tree, that’s the day you have to pick

him. We couldn’t get the spot we wanted at FKIP.”

So the show had been sold!

“We’ll go on at FFOM. I surely wanted you, Joe. Not that Sonny didn’t

give me a good show. Smooth as oil. But ... well, you seem to work

better with Pop Bartell. If anything turns up—”

“Sure,” said Joe.

Kate Carlin was back in the room.

“I’ve lost that show, too,” Joe said.

“Oh!” The word held distress.

“Something’s bound to turn up; shows keep coming along.” But Joe didn’t

try to tell himself that if you were good enough for Wylie, you were

good enough for any of them. He had been good enough for Wylie—and he

was out. And shows didn’t keep coming along this late in the season.

Tom Carlin came home an hour earlier than usual. Coming down the stairs,

Joe heard low-voiced talk in the kitchen. Conversation died away with

his appearance.

“Didn’t the show seem to have more body to-day?” his father asked.

Evidently there was to be no telling him the show had been bad. He was

grateful for that. What good was family loyalty that blindly deceived

itself?

There was no talk of _Sue Davis_ at the evening meal. Tom Carlin felt

through his pockets.

“Care to walk to the corner, Joe? I’m out of tobacco.”

Joe thought: “He wants to talk to me alone.”

“You told Mother something would turn up,” his father said as soon as

they reached the street. “I’ve been trying to figure out if you really

meant that. Men usually try to shield the women at home from their

business worries. Was what happened to-day a situation that turns up

habitually in radio or was it serious?”

Joe did not hesitate. “It was serious.”

“Munson didn’t want you originally and has resented you. Is that what

you mean?”

Joe nodded.

“Do you think you’re out of the show permanently?”

“I don’t know. I might never have had the part if Sonny Baker had been

in town last month.” He had never before talked to his father so freely

and so easily, man to man, without restraint.

The owner of the neighborhood store greeted them. “Glad to hear you back

on the air, Joe. You acted good—better than I ever heard you before.

Nothing like a little vacation.”

“Nothing,” Tom Carlin said dryly.

Joe winced.

Walking home, Tom Carlin said: “That hurt, Joe, didn’t it? I was working

at your age in a country store for two dollars a week. There was another

merchant in town with a more imposing store, and I expected to go to

work for him the next month for two-fifty a week. In those days a great

many persons bought bean coffee and ground it at home. A customer came

in for a coffee-mill. I took a heavy mill down from the shelf and

dropped it. It smashed, and the handle flew up and knocked off the

customer’s hat. He left in a rage. My employer fired me. The other

merchant decided he didn’t want a clumsy lout for a clerk. I was out of

the job I was holding and out of the job I had expected to hold. I

thought it might help if I told you.”

It seemed incredible that the man who owned one of the brightest stores

in the city should have lost two jobs in one day. Two jobs—two parts.

“It does help,” Joe said.

Suddenly he knew that to-morrow he’d go downtown. Downtown was his world

with or without a voice, with or without a part. But he wouldn’t go

downtown with a swaggering, theatrical front. Front was a fake.

Moving through the mid-morning traffic of narrow Royal Street, Joe heard

the familiar blare of FKIP’s speaker, broadcasting a tune that, having

leaped into the Hit Parade, would be murdered by radio bands before the

week was out. FKIP piled on the program in its usual pattern of gaudy

layers. One brassy layer that went out into the street, a tinny,

metallic layer for the hall, a softer layer for the elevator. Joe

sighed. It was raucous and overdone, but he’d missed it. The operator

started to close the door, craned his neck to look out into the hall,

and held the door open. Stella Joyce stepped into the car.

“Joe!” Her hands went out to him impulsively. “Say something.”

Joe spoke a few words from an old _Sue Davis_ script: “Mother, you must

listen—”

“Your voice is stronger.”

“A little.” He had noticed the change that morning. Six days too late!

He said: “You had a good show yesterday.”

“You should have been around last night,” said Stella, and cast up her

eyes. “Sonny had his teeth in the part and decided to do a little ad

libbing. You’ve seen Vic in his production rages, but have you ever seen

him in one of his subtle moods? He’s an artist. For one hour he had

Sonny on a page of script following each line the way a child reads and

stammers through a primer. He made Sonny spell every word; then he made

him read every word very slowly. ‘So you can actually read,’ Vic said

with an air of surprise. ‘I was beginning to have my doubts. Now let me

hear you read the part the way it was written.’ After that Sonny read

the part—the way Curt Lake wrote it.”

Joe’s lips twitched. The elevator let them out into the reception-room

and they sat together on one of the blue leather settees.

“I don’t think Vic’s troubles with Sonny are over,” Stella said

thoughtfully. “Sonny’s had a touch of the coast; he may have picked up

some of the Hollywood technic. When you get in a jam, yell for your

agent.”

Joe couldn’t picture little, dapper Amby Carver bearding Vic Wylie.

“Does Sonny make a steady practice of ad libbing?”

“It’s his specialty.”

“But doesn’t that ball up the cues?”

“Sonny’s only interested in building up his own part and stealing the

show. He’s clever. Very often he gets away with it.”

“He was in _City Boy_ last season. What happened there?”

“Ask the cast that played with him.”

“You mean he’s permitted to mangle the lines? Who produced that show?”

Stella said: “Tony Vaux.” She stood up. “Coming in?”

Joe hesitated. “I’m not in the cast now. Wylie may not want—”

“Don’t be foolish,” the actress said and took his arm.

Walking into Studio B was like coming home after a long absence. Bert

Farr, reading the radio department of the _Journal_, tossed the paper

away. “We are now cursed,” he said gloomily, “with a genius in the

cast.” He might be out of the show, Joe thought, but these people were

his friends.

Beside him Stella said in sharp undertone, “I thought so.”

Amby Carver and the tall, pale youth Joe had seen talking to Archie Munn

outside the FKIP building were in the studio.

“Vic around yet?” Amby asked briskly.

“No.” Bert Farr was short.

Little Amby Carver had steered a client into a sponsored show; little

Amby was beginning to count himself a somebody in show business. The

rebuff left him unruffled. He saw Joe and instantly the cane waggled

with pointed carelessness.

“Hello, Joe. Throat better? Too bad you weren’t around yesterday; I

might have been able to throw something your way. Why not drop in some

morning? I can’t promise to do anything for you, but there may be a

part.”

Joe’s neck burned. Amby’s front of superiority and condescension was

something he couldn’t take. He asked flatly: “Are you still in the same

rat-hole?”

Bert Farr chuckled.

Amby flushed. His hand touched the tracing of mustache. “Sour, Joe?” he

asked softly. “Does that get you anything? Sonny, this is Joe Carlin.”

“Who?” Sonny asked languidly.

“Carlin? You remember. Joe Carlin.”

“Oh!” Sonny held out a hand that was limp and moist. “Didn’t they try

you out in my part?”

My part! “No,” said Joe. “I played it.” He didn’t like this Sonny Baker.

“Really?” Sonny’s drawl was insolent.

“Sonny!” Amby chided in sly malice. “Is that nice? I ask you. Must you

forget Joe’s only a high-school amateur?”

Joe remembered the day he had found Amby out and had scorned him, and

how Wylie had said: “Kid, he’ll never forgive you.” But he was too

young, too raw and inexperienced, to cope with this acid baiting.

A light switched on in the control-room. The hollow eyes of Vic Wylie

stared out at them.

“This is a rehearsal,” the producer snapped through the two-way mike.

“Those not connected with the show will leave the studio.”

Joe walked toward the door.

“Not you, kid.”

Fire ran through Joe. If he was still connected with the show ... Sonny

Baker, languidly amused, was watching him.

“Look here, Wylie,” dapper Ambrose Carver cried angrily, “if you think—”

The light in the control-room snapped off. Vic Wylie came out to the

studio, hollow-eyed and tired.

“Where’s your spot in this show. Carver?”

“I’m Sonny’s agent.”

“That doesn’t mean a thing to me. I’m not dealing with agents on this

show.”

“You’ll deal with me,” Amby sputtered.

“Out of the way.” Wylie moved the microphone. It didn’t need moving, but

moving it gave him the opportunity to brush the agent aside.

Amby was pushed back on his heels. “You can’t do this to me. You can’t

hound Sonny. He’s an artist. He’s too big to be told he’s a Vic Wylie

rubber stamp. He’s no high-school—”

Wylie swung about with a snarl. “Get out.”

The impact of the two words jolted the little agent as though they were

blows.

The scrap of ridiculous mustache quivered. “Now, now, Vic—”

“Get out. If I have to tell you again, you’ll take your star out with

you.”

Amby Carver cleared his throat. Whatever he meant to say died under the

producer’s glare.

“This is no time to upset the cast,” Amby said pompously. “I’ll take

this up with you later.” The usually jaunty cane trailed as he made his

exit with an attempt at frigid dignity. Sonny languidly polished the

nails of one hand against the palm of the other and hummed.

Wylie said: “Five minutes to clear out the bad smell.”

Joe thought: “Vic wants the tension to ease before he puts on the

dress.” The sound-effects engineer superintended the arrival of a

sound-effect door, and the boy wondered if Wylie would blow up because

the property was late. The cast said very little. Sonny, still humming,

opened and closed the portable door several times.

“Why don’t you buy yourself a rattle?” the engineer asked.

Sonny gave him a slant-eyed glance, opened and closed the door again,

ran his hands into his trouser pockets, and unconcernedly strolled to

the control-room and back.

The five minutes were up. Instead of directing the dress from the

control-room, Wylie straddled a chair and motioned for the cast to

begin. Bert Farr handed Joe a script.

The show opened with a lonely, worried Sue Davis still awaiting the

return of her son. Then came a knock on the door and the appearance of

Israel Tice, the local skinflint who wanted to get his hands on this

piece of mountain property that would some day have value. Tice, played

by Bert Farr, knew of Sue’s desperate necessity. He renewed his offer

for the property, reluctantly edging up the price. Sue, for the first

time, wavered. Their credit at the general store was stopped, and there

seemed so little hope that Dick’s trip to sell his stamps would be

successful.

An absorbed Joe Carlin followed the script:

Tice: I ain’t seen your boy, Dick, lately.

Sue: No.

Tice: Been away-like?

Sue: For a while.

Tice: You ain’t communicative, widder, are you? He ain’t trying

to raise some money?

Sue (alarmed): Who told you that?

Tice (with satisfaction): Reckon I don’t need telling. It ain’t

fitting for a boy to be out of school because his mother’s

stubborn ’bout a piece of wuthless land. Suppose something’s

gone and happened to Dick?

Sue: Please!

Tice: Widder, with some money handy there’d be no call for Dick

to be away. You think of that for a while. Then you do some

thinking on this paper—

Sound—Crinkle of paper

Sue: What is that?

Tice: A paper, all legal, to sell for one thousand dollars. You

put your name down here—

Sue: No. I won’t.

Tice: And this other paper, widder, is a check for one hundred

dollars for down payment. Cash money. Cash money so a boy stays

home where he belongs. One hundred dollars right in your hand

and no call to be fretting about where a boy is and what

mischief’s a-brewing. You think on it hard and I’ll be back in

an hour.

Sound—Footsteps crossing floor and door closing

Sue: What shall I do? What shall I do?

Dick (off mike): Mother!

Sue (overjoyed): It’s Dick. He’s home.

Dick (coming on mike): Mother, wait—

Sound—Door bursts open

Dick (full mike): Wait until you hear—What’s that paper?

Sue: Mr. Tice left it—

Dick: Tice? What’s that other paper? A check from Tice? You

didn’t—Oh!

Sound—Door closes

Curtain

Motionless, silent, Vic Wylie had sat through the dress. He lifted his

head.

“No. You’re expecting a bomb-shell and all you get is a bubble. The

curtain’s a phony.”

The studio was silent.

What was it, Joe wondered, that left that sensation of hollowness? There

should have been drama. Sue’s distress, Dick’s return—and a door closed.

That was all—a door closed. He brought his hands together with a clap.

“Got something, kid?” Wylie’s eyes, despite their weariness, burned.

“What happens?” Joe asked. “A door shuts. You don’t know whether Dick’s

simply shut the door or whether he’s walked out. It’s just a sound. The

show’s too human for that. It must end on a human note. The door’s an

anti-climax. Dick says: ‘A check from Tice? You didn’t—’ That’s where

the door should close, slowly, as though all the pep’s been knocked out

of him. Then he says that one word. ‘Oh!’ Isn’t that your curtain?”

Once before, on the day he had suggested a change in Pop Bartell’s

reading in the _Bush-League Larry_ show, the producer had studied him

with that strange intentness.

“I should have seen it, kid. Tired. We’ll see how it goes. Got your

script marked? Stella. Take it from ‘Mr. Tice left.’”

They read again:

Sue: Mr. Tice left it—

Dick: Tice? What’s that other paper? A check? A check from Tice?

You didn’t—

Sound—Door closes

Dick: Oh!

“That does it,” Vic Wylie said at last. “The real McCoy. It stands.” He

picked up his brief-case and left them.

Sonny draped a top-coat across his arm. “First an actor and now a

producer. You should try script-writing, Carlin.” He sauntered toward

the door.

“He makes me furious,” Stella snapped. Joe had never before seen her

ruffled.

“In the movies,” Bert Farr said, “they tried to hog the camera. On the

stage they have a trick of spoiling another actor’s big scenes by moving

about and distracting the audience. How long will Vic put up with him?”

Stella looked at Joe. “I want to be around the day Vic lets down his

hair.”

Clear understanding came to Joe. Stella had suspected that Amby, flushed

with a new importance, would not be able to resist the temptation to

impress that importance on Vic Wylie; Stella had urged him into the

studio so that Wylie would make a fresh mental comparison.

“Thanks, Stella,” he said.

Stella gave a faint smile. “Not that Vic needed the lesson,” she said.

A new Joe Carlin walked out of FKIP, the old high-spirited lilt back in

his stride. Amby Carver sputtered angrily in Royal Street and Sonny

Baker listened with languid amusement. Joe’s dislike of Sonny increased.

Amby had brought Sonny back from the coast and had put him in a part;

the actor should at least have remembered that. But Sonny, Joe saw in a

flash of wisdom, would be a taker and never a giver, egotistical and

selfish, and contemptuous even of his friends.

One thought ran happily through the boy’s mind: Vic, ousting Amby as

having nothing to do with the show, had told him to stay. Sonny taking

liberties with script, and Amby trying to get tough! His voice couldn’t

have begun to come back at a better time. All his worries of the past

week had been unnecessary worries. Well, he’d be smart. He’d stay away

and, along toward the end of the week, call Vic and tell him he was all

right. After that, he might have another few days to wait. Waiting, when

you waited in sick uncertainty, was hard; but those last few days of

waiting would be comparatively easy. He’d be on his way back.

The heady pulse of show business once more throbbed in his blood.

Sentiment took him back to the restaurant off Royal Street where Vic had

once rehearsed him across a table. He had hoped to have the table to

himself, but a girl sat where Wylie had sat. Disappointed, he walked

past the table. Then the girl turned her head and he recognized Miss

Robb.

Vic Wylie’s stenographer said in a rush of words: “When did you get back

in circulation, Joe? Were you at FKIP? Did you hear Lucille Borden goes

on the air next Monday? The show’s a comedy—_Never Tell a Woman_. I

didn’t know she could play comedy. Did you?”

The girl was plainly flustered. Was she afraid he’d begin to ask her

questions about the _Sue Davis_ show, about Sonny Baker, about the

rehearsals? He had, Joe reflected, learned all he needed to know this

morning.

Miss Robb rattled on: “I saw a movie last night, Joe. _Guns Along the

Rio._”

Joe’s mind was elsewhere. “That’s an old picture, isn’t it?”

“Not so very old. Two or three months ago Cecil de Mille gave it on the

air. I thought I’d like to see the picture if it ever was revived. Last

night I discovered it was showing at a neighborhood playhouse. What’s

the matter, Joe?”

His inattention was gone. “You mean you heard a short radio version and

then wanted to see the complete picture?”

“Why, yes. I suppose what I heard whetted my appetite for more. Is that

so strange?”

“I suppose not,” Joe said slowly. “Does it happen often?”

“To me? It’s happened several times. It’s happened to my sister. It’s

happened to people I know. You do think it’s strange, don’t you?”

“Strange isn’t the word,” said Joe. He shook off a hovering waitress.

“No dessert; I’m in a hurry.” Miss Robb’s face showed relief as he stood

up to go. He shook that off, too. Strangeness lay in the fact that this

had been in front of him all the time and that he hadn’t seen it.

Royal Street swallowed him and hurried him along with the crowd. Thomas

Carlin Presents To-day’s Book! He’d always felt there was a way for his

father to put on a broadcast and sell books. The movies did a selling

stunt every day. COMING ATTRACTIONS, and then half a dozen shots from

next week’s picture. The trick was to dramatize a scene from a book and

make people want to read the whole book. Vic probably wouldn’t use him

until next Monday’s show. He had almost a whole week.

The Thomas Carlin store was busy with men and women from the tall office

buildings, shopping during the lunch hour. One of the clerks raised a

cupped hand to his lips and Joe shook his head. No; he wasn’t back on

the air. His father was out.

“I want a book,” he said eagerly to Mr. Fairchild, his father’s

assistant. “I don’t care whether it’s an old book or a new book, but it

must be a good book with lots of action.”

“The jitterbug influence,” Mr. Fairchild smiled.

Joe’s hands made an impatient gesture. “Life. Something you can feel.

The McCoy.” Vic Wylie might have been speaking.

“Something—dramatic?” the man asked with a shrewd glance.

Joe went blank. He didn’t want to say anything about this until he saw

how it worked out. Mr. Fairchild took a book down from a shelf; the

telephone rang, and he had to go to the office. Joe made his escape,

winking at the clerks as he passed out toward the street.

The next three days were busy days. He was making a show. A book to read

and one particular scene to be picked for dramatization. What scene?

Chapter Eight offered a scene tense and climactic. But the action called

for four characters. Four were too many—a twenty-dollar cast. There was

a scene in Chapter Two between the lead and the heavy. Was it strong

enough? He walked the floor of his room, reading the passage aloud.

Perhaps that run in Chapter Nine with three characters.... Sometimes his

brain grew bewildered. He thought of Curt Lake sweating, and swearing,

and knocking out a new script under pressure the day his throat had gone

bad.

There were interruptions—lunch, the _Sue Davis_ broadcast, the family

dinner in the evening. But even as he described Sonny Baker or told of

Amby Carver’s rout, his mind was upstairs with the book. It would have

to be the scene from Chapter Two.

He worked behind the closed door of his room and rattled a portable

typewriter. He knew the mechanics of writing script, and the dialogue of

the scene was before him on the printed pages. The first two sheets of

script spun out of the typewriter. Then Joe ran into a passage in the

book that analyzed the thought passing through a character’s mind. How

did you get a character’s thoughts into a script? Radio had to be

dialogue. He wrote, and tore up what he had written, and wrote again. He

gave up in despair and fooled with a cross-word puzzle. He pushed that

aside and went back to writing. Nothing would jell. He tried talking the

scene aloud.

Kate Carlin cried: “Joe, are you all right?”

Sure, he was all right. He was swell. Curt Lake could have

script-writing—he wanted no part of such a headache. Why couldn’t he

find the words? It shouldn’t be so hard to express a thought. Just about

two sentences. Inspiration came to him from whatever void it is that

gives birth to inspiration. He went back to the typewriter.

Thursday night he finished the script in an exultation of authorship.

Nine pages—that’s how long a Curt Lake script ran for a fifteen-minute

show. Now he had to have a signature that would mark the start of every

program, and he had to have an opening plug and a closing plug.

A rough idea for a distinctive signature came Friday morning. He put it

down:

Voice: I am ink, and paper, and the thoughts of men.

Sound—Faint rumble of printing press

Voice: I am the printed word.

Sound (full mike)—Rumble of printing press

Voice: I am BOOKS.

Sound—Press rumble fades to—

Announcer: Thomas Carlin presents to-day’s book—

Absorbed, he worked on the plugs. He came to the close:

Life breathes in the printed word.

Read books and live with life.

He told himself that he had something.

In imagination he heard an announcer’s voice speaking the lines into a

mike. Boy, those lines were good. He had something there. The

fascination of creation warmed him. This was show business; this was

radio. But it was also something else he did not suspect.

It was _Thomas Carlin Presents_.

He read over what he had written. He read it over a second time and a

frown pinched his forehead. The plugs didn’t seem to have all the zip he

had thought was there. The feeling grew on him that he hadn’t quite

caught the boat. Probably, with a little tinkering here and there.... He

put the script in a small upper drawer of his desk where he kept razor

blades, cuff links, tie clasps, odds and ends. He wouldn’t hand his

father this show until he had licked it into shape. It had to be right.

If the plugs proved too much for him, if he couldn’t make them right,

he’d take them to Vic.

Instantly his thoughts were back with the _Sue Davis_ show. This was

Friday, about time for Vic to give the word. On the chance that he might

catch the producer he called his office.

“He’s not here, Joe,” Miss Robb said.

“Tell him my voice is all right, will you?”

“Why—yes. I’ll tell him, Joe.”

Joe thought: “The call ought to come to-morrow.”

There was no call the next day. And the telephone bell was silent all

through the long, dragging hours of Sunday.

Premonition whispered, and the long knife of radio uncertainty touched

him once more. Vic might be tied up. He knew this wasn’t so. The Monday

show had to be rehearsed Sunday afternoon or Sunday night. When had Vic

ever been so busy that a show went neglected? Perhaps he should have

spent the week downtown and not have buried himself in a dramatization.

But this wasn’t a case where he had to visit a station and keep himself

fresh in a casting director’s memory. This was a Wylie show.

Monday morning the telephone rang. He was halfway down the stairs before

his mother could call: “For you, Joe.”

Stella’s voice fluttered. “Lu’s show goes on at four. Are you picking it

up?”

“Wouldn’t miss it,” Joe told her. His heart was lead.

“None of us will be able to hear it. Her show goes off fifteen minutes

before we go on.”

“Leave it to me,” said Joe, and hung up.

“Was that Mr. Wylie’s office?” Kate Carlin asked.

“No; Stella Joyce. She asked me to listen to Lucille Borden.” He was

silent. “I’ll pick it up at Vic’s.” Now that he was ready to resume his

part, he couldn’t haunt Studio B. But Stella would want a report on

Lucille. He’d have a legitimate reason for waiting until the cast came

in from rehearsal. If Vic had anything to tell him, Vic could tell him

then.

An afternoon romance serial was coming to the inner room when he reached

Wylie’s office.

“That’s the station,” Miss Robb said. “Miss Borden’s show is next.”

Joe sat in Vic Wylie’s chair. Presently a mellow gong announced the

station and the interval between programs. The click of Miss Robb’s

typewriter ceased.

Lucille Borden’s voice, clipped, a little hard with a familiar hardness,

went through him. The voice seemed strangely enriched with a new, deeper

quality. It was impish, provocative, casually gay, and touched with

unexpected moments of tears and of laughter. Joe found himself

chuckling. Abruptly Lu put a yearning tenderness into a passage that

caught his breath. And then his head was back and he was laughing as she

gave drawling drollery to another line.

Lucille Borden’s premier was over. Joe knew she had scored a smash hit.

Miss Robb dabbed at her eyes with a handkerchief.

“I can’t help it, Joe. She was so wonderful.”

Joe had to clear his throat of emotion. “She was great.” He was thinking

of the day he had hurried to a Munson hosiery counter to tell a defeated

actress that her chance had come, and of the way her hands had gripped

the counter. The ups and downs of show business!

At 4:30 he tuned in the _Sue Davis_ show. Any program coming on after

Lucille’s triumph would have seemed flat; Lucille had fired him. He was

nervous and restless, eager to return to the cast. He roamed out to Miss

Robb’s desk.

“I’ll be glad,” he said, “to get back on the air.”

The girl, typing faster, did not answer.

“Vic may give me the word to-day,” he added.

Miss Robb slipped a letter from the carriage of the machine and carried

a carbon to the file. The cabinet drawer held hundreds of yellow

carbons. She placed the copy in its alphabetical compartment and did not

speak.

Joe went back to Wylie’s chair. The inner room throbbed with

memories—memories of his first days with Vic, of the hard grind of

rehearsals, of the thrill of his first days on the air. When would he go

back? Why hadn’t he played in to-day’s show?

Miss Robb, wearing her hat and coat, appeared in the doorway. “If you’re

staying, Joe, I won’t put the catch on the door.”

“They’ll want to hear about Lucille,” said Joe.

The girl drew on her gloves. “Show business is tough,” she said

impulsively, and was gone.

Daylight faded. Had she been trying to tell him something? Joe thought

of the crowded carbons in the filing cabinet. Sonny Baker playing fast

and loose with a script, little Amby Carver fussing impotently in Studio

B—these happenings were more or less public. And he had thought them

important. The real story might lie in letters locked away in the file.

Letters that Wylie had received; letters he had written. Office secrets.

But Miss Robb knew those secrets. He remembered her agitation the day he

had met her at the restaurant, and to-day she had blurted out that show

business was tough. Nobody had to tell him that. He knew it.

The inner room darkened and he turned on a light. Did Miss Robb know why

he hadn’t gone back to the cast? Wylie had had knowledge since Friday

that he had recovered.

The door from the hall opened and closed. Sonny Baker strolled into the

inner room.

“Around again, Carlin?” he asked. His eyes reflected a sleepy, mocking

amusement. He picked up a magazine and lolled on the settee.

Stella Joyce and Bert Farr came in together.

“Tell me everything,” Stella said eagerly.

Joe’s description of Lucille was a rhapsody. Stella wrote a telegram of

congratulation. She read them the telegram and the list of

signatures—Vic Wylie, Stella Joyce, Bert Farr, Joe Carlin.

“Miss Robb will want to be in that,” said Joe. “Why not Archie Munn?

What’s become of him? I haven’t seen him in two weeks.”

Stella said slowly: “You knew he was offered a selling job? He took it.

He had to. He couldn’t live on bit parts and a few funerals.”

“He’ll be back,” Joe predicted.

“I’m not so sure,” Stella said slowly. “There’s a limit.” She held the

telegram and looked toward the settee. “Want your name on this, Sonny?”

One of Sonny’s eyebrows lifted blandly. “I didn’t hear the performance.”

“Why don’t you get wise to yourself?” Stella snapped. “Lu was always

good.”

“Not bad,” Sonny murmured languidly, and returned to the magazine.

A door slammed, and Vic Wylie was upon them. The producer’s hat was

dented, his top-coat collar was half up and half down, the brief-case,

closed by a single strap and gaping at one end, swung past his knee. He

dumped the brief-case on the desk.

“You gave me a lousy show to-day,” he snarled at the cast. “Dish-water!

Hello, kid. How was she?”

“I never heard anything better,” said Joe. He spoke slowly and

distinctly so that Wylie could get the full, strong timbre of his voice.

Of course, Vic couldn’t very well talk up in front of Sonny. But he

could say: “Come out here a minute, kid,” and tell him where he stood.

Wylie’s tired face cracked into a smile. “A grand gal, Lu; one of the

best. Give her a part that fits her and she’s tops. What did she do with

the comedy shots?”

“She put them over beautifully.”

“I always figured she’d be tops on smooth comedy.” Wylie opened the

brief-case. “Let’s get going.” He distributed to-morrow’s show—a script

to Stella, a script to Bert, a script to Sonny....

Joe walked out.

He was bitter. Archie Munn had advised him in the early days to stick to

Vic, had said that Vic took care of his people. Well, he’d called

himself one of Vic Wylie’s people. He’d auditioned the _Sue Davis_ show;

he’d originated the Dick Davis role. Vic had told him he was still in

the show. He pushed through the crowd standing in the street outside

FKIP and was deaf to the news broadcast coming from the speaker. Had

Wylie kept him in Studio B as a piece of scenery, a prop threat to Sonny

Baker that Sonny had better be good? Was that what Miss Robb knew and

was afraid she might reveal? He said in growing bitterness: “Show

business!”

He ate a belated, warmed-over dinner in the Carlin kitchen. His father

sat across the table.

“See Wylie to-day, Joe?”

Joe nodded. “I don’t know any more than I did yesterday. Sonny’s playing

the show to-morrow.”

“Have you any plans?”

“No, sir.” But Joe did have plans. He’d lay siege to casting directors’

offices until he found a part. Did Vic think radio began and ended in

the office of Vic Wylie Productions? When Vic wanted him again, Vic

could send for him.

Next day Joe Carlin once more started to make the rounds.

He told himself: “I’ve been in a successful show; they know me now.” But

making the rounds didn’t have the hopeful outlook it had worn last

night. The bread-and-butter hunt depressed him. He had been all through

this before; he was back where he had started.

Now that he was at liberty, no actor, beginning to look a little seedy,

led him into a quiet nook to negotiate a small loan. None of the show

people mentioned the _Sue Davis_ show. Nothing else had changed. There

was the same sharp anxiety that showed itself only in off-guard moments,

the same glib talk of fat parts about to turn up, the same business of

having a bright gag ready for casting directors, the same sham front

that fooled nobody. Lucille Borden had carried a front while living on

coffee and rolls. But Stella Joyce had said there was a limit.

He made the rounds thinking about Archie Munn, who had at last reached

his limit. He made the rounds from FKIP to FFOM to FWWO. Casting

directors were brightly glib. “Hello, Carlin; how are you?” or “Hello,

Joe; how’s the boy?” Nothing more; nothing about parts. Casting

directors’ routine hadn’t changed, either. You might make the rounds for

weeks and for months. Playing a part in a successful show was something

that had happened yesterday. Hadn’t Archie played in successful shows?

Friday added another to the growing list of fruitless days. Gossip was a

thread running through the stations. Practically all the September

programs were renewing their radio time, and that meant few new shows

and few new parts. Joe, coming out of FFOM, met Pop Bartell. Pop was a

gilded lily—new suit, new coat, new hat, new shoes. Show business always

dresses when it is in the money.

“Joe,” the veteran announced impressively, “I owe you two dollars, and

an apology for not having discharged my obligation earlier, and a round

of dinners.” He made the paying of the debt a ceremony. “Are you

following Lucille Borden? Join me in a cup of coffee. I am familiar with

a coffee house that does very little business at this hour. We can pick

it up there. I highly recommend the cheese cake.”

The raftered ceiling of the coffee house was dark and smoky, the paneled

walls were lined with sporting prints, the tables were bare wood,

scarred and grooved. In the dim light thrown by the Dutch lamps Pop

Bartell seemed to have torn ten years from what the world calls age.

Lucille’s performance held Joe spellbound.

“Brilliant,” Pop said softly, “truly brilliant. A remarkable

characterization. I salute her. Have you heard my show, Joe?”

[Illustration: Lucille’s performance held Joe spellbound. “Brilliant,”

Pop said softly. “I salute her.”]

Joe flushed. “I’m sorry, Mr. Bartell.”

“I understand.” A hand patted the boy’s shoulder. “From the experiences

of thirty years of wisdom, permit me to cull you wisdom. When the bad

breaks come, never lose your front.”

“You never lost yours, Mr. Bartell.”

“Had I lost that, Joe,” the old man said gravely, “I’d have lost

everything. Are you remaining for the _Sue Davis_ show?” Slim and

straight, he strode toward the street. And in that moment Joe Carlin

knew why front, for all its hollowness and sham, meant so much to show

people. It was the hard stiffener when an actor’s precarious world was

shaken; it was sanctuary and armor.

He ordered more coffee. “Will you please get FKIP?”

To-day the _Sue Davis_ show rose to tense drama. The money Dick Davis

brought home after selling his stamps was almost gone; without warning,

tight-fisted Israel Tice offered $500 more for the widow’s property than

he had offered before. Sue was weary of fighting a battle that seemed

endless. Why not sell, she asked her son, and be done with heartache?

Why not find peace? Dick wanted to hold the property, but he saw how the

struggle was aging his mother and consented. She was to agree to the

terms when Tice stopped in that evening. Dick, who did not want to be

present at the meeting, went off into the mountains to search for wild

grapes. He came upon a picnic party; departing, they left behind a

newspaper published that morning at the State capital. The paper carried

the story of a new super-highway and a map. The map showed the highway

following the line of the unimproved county road that passed his

mother’s home. Their dream of a tea-room would be realized. But Tice

must have seen the story that morning; Tice knew what the mountain might

not know until to-morrow. Dick had to get home before his mother signed

the agreement to sell. Running down the mountainside, crashing through

thickets, he reached the house as she lifted the pen. He stuck the

newspaper under Israel Tice’s nose, and a thwarted skinflint departed.

It was hokum. Joe knew it for hokum. But it was good hokum, and it had

built up a terrific suspense. The kind of suspense a Curt Lake script

could give a show. Or had it been Sonny Baker’s acting?

Next day Joe walked Royal Street. Saturday was a poor day to make the

rounds, but when you were desperate for a part every day counted. FKIP’s

John Dennis sat in a deserted casting office staring at the ceiling.

“Come in, Joe. You’re just the man I’ve been thinking about. If I call

you in to audition a show that will go on at 4:15, will you be

available?”

Joe understood. Dennis wanted to know if he was out of the _Sue Davis_

program that went on at 4:30.

“What show?” he asked.

“Were reviving _Mr. America_. There’s a new part being written in that

should fit you like a glove. We put the show on last March and had three

sponsor nibbles before it went off in June. This time we think we’ll

sell it.”

Joe remembered _Mr. America_. A five-a-week sustaining. Front demanded

that he tell Gillis he was uncertain, that he might decide not to return

to the _Sue Davis_ cast. Dennis would probably know he was lying, but

that was the way front was played. He cast front aside.

“I don’t know, Mr. Dennis. Right this minute, I’m in the dark. I’ll let

you know.”

“I’ll have to know by Wednesday. Unless there’s a switch, we’ll start to

audition Thursday and cut the platter Saturday.”

“I’ll know definitely by Wednesday,” said Joe. He had vowed Vic would

have to send for him. All that was changed. He’d have to go to Vic for a

showdown.

Waiting for the elevator, unconsciously listening to an FKIP

loudspeaker, Joe felt that the future held a grim, mirthless humor. If

he went on the _Mr. America_ program, he’d still be in radio. He’d still

be on a five-a-week. Both shows would come out of the same station,

fifteen minutes apart. But the _Sue Davis_ sponsored show had been

paying him twenty-five dollars a week, while the unsponsored _Mr.

America_ would pay him only in experience. Show business!

John Dennis’ secretary came running along the corridor. “Mr. Carlin! I

wasn’t sure I could catch you. Mr. Wylie’s office called. You’re wanted

over there.”

Vic Wylie had sent for him at last!

“Will you phone back and tell them I’ll be there within an hour?” He’d

been waiting for more than a week. Let Vic wait an hour.

He ate a sandwich at Munson’s, killed time, and finally walked into Vic

Wylie Productions.

“I expect Mr. Wylie back in a few minutes,” Miss Robb said.

So he hadn’t kept Wylie waiting. The inner room still held memories.

Memories softened him. Why wrap himself in cold aloofness and let Vic

see he was sore? Vic would tell him to come back to the cast for the

Monday show and he’d go on from there, forgetting how tough the last

week had been, giving everything he had.

Wylie arrived without the usual accompaniment of fury and bustle. He

closed the door and placed the brief-case upon the desk with what, for

him, might pass for gentleness. He went around to his chair and, for a

moment, seemed to give himself up to contemplation of some thought far

away. He was gaunt and disheveled, apparently a little more tired than

usual. He hadn’t shaved.

“Kid,” he said heavily, “I’m not up to the light touch. I can’t spar

around with this. I’ve got to give it to you fast and quick. You’re

out.”

The blood drained out of Joe. Never again to play Dick Davis.... He

found his voice. “I’m out for good?”

“That’s the ticket.”

“Why?” This was some sort of wild dream or some mad joke. Only—Vic

didn’t joke about things like this.

“You heard yesterday’s show? Yesterday wrote the answer. I like you—”

Joe’s lips moved. “You can skip that.”

“All right; you shouldn’t have to be told. I’ve been holding off. Amby

Carver’s been telling things to Munson, Munson’s been riding

Everts-Hall, Everts-Hall’s been putting pressure on me. I got it three

ways; some of it was downstage, some from the prompter’s book, and some

from the wings. I didn’t want Sonny unless he became a must. If he

starts out again to put himself up in lights, he can ruin the show. If

he gets under my skin and I blow my top, I ruin the show. I told you

once I don’t run a friendship club. I might have an idea that cutting

your throat would be tops as a way to enjoy an afternoon, but if you

give me a show, I’ll toss the knife out the window. Yesterday Sonny gave

me a show. He’s a must.”

“He had a script.”

“A stage has scenery, but it’s only an empty stage until the scenery’s

set.”

Disappointment made Joe hoarse. “What did Sonny Baker do that I couldn’t

have done with the same script?”

“Kid,” Wylie said with weary regret, “he can act.”

Joe Carlin was stiff and numb with shock. Was Wylie telling him at this

late date that he was a flop? After auditioning him for weeks, fighting

for him when Mrs. Munson wanted the Dick Davis part for a nephew, giving

him the part when the show finally went on the air? Suddenly he was

white with anger. Wylie had either fooled him at the beginning or was

fooling him now. Either way, he had been betrayed.

“You told me I was tops.”

The producer’s hands made a weary sign. “I expected you to throw that at

me, kid. I had a show coming up; I wanted a Dick Davis; I knew exactly

how Dick Davis should sound. I couldn’t find a Dick Davis. Then I heard

you auditioning at FKIP. You were my Dick Davis. For that part, your

voice made you tops. You were tops until Sonny came along. When Mr. John

Public turns on the radio all he gets is voices. Voices must build up

the scene, the characters, the atmosphere in his imagination. The show

doesn’t have the help of stage settings, lights, costumes, and make-up.

You’ve got a million dollar radio voice, but that lets you out. You

can’t do much with it. You feel, but you can’t give. It took me weeks to

get you to give me one word, ‘Mother,’ the way I wanted it.”

Joe’s breath made a sound in his throat.

“You’re good, kid, but you’re not good enough. There’ll always be

somebody better. That’s the curse of small-time radio. Thousands of kids

working in radio all over the country, wild with ambition and dreaming

of the pot of gold. They’re good, but not good enough. You’ve got to be

better than good. Archie Munn was good; he’s out of radio. Stella’s

good; she’s working as a part-time waitress. Lucille Borden was good,

and she was selling stockings when she got the breaks. A part came up

made to order for her just when she auditioned, or she’d still be

selling stockings. Where will you be ten years from now? Exactly where

you are to-day. You know small-time radio; do you want that all your

life? Your voice gets you a couple of fat parts one season, and next

season you get bits. Year after year you make the rounds. By and by John

Public gets tired of your voice, or a new voice comes along. Then where

are you? Television’s only around the corner. John Public’s going to see

the setting, the action, and characters in costume; radio actors will

really have to act. What will you do then? If you had dynamite on the

ball I’d tell you to stick it out if you starved. You haven’t got it,

kid, and there’s no percentage in starving for what you haven’t got. I

knew a long time ago you didn’t have the stuff, but you were the best

Dick Davis I could get. I told you when Mrs. Munson’s nephew auditioned

you’d have been out had he been hot. I’ve never lied to you, kid. If

you’d played forty weeks in the _Sue Davis_ show you’d be hooked for

life. The bug would bite so deeply there’d be no cure. But you were only

on the air a few weeks—that shouldn’t be fatal. You can make your exit

while there’s still time.”

The indictment struck Joe with a paralyzing shock. He didn’t want to

believe. He couldn’t believe that this was true.

“I’m not getting out, Vic. I’m writing New York for an audition.”

The producer brooded. “That’s up to you.”

“A producer told Ezra Stone—”

“I know. A producer told him to go home and forget acting. That gets a

big play. But you don’t hear a word about the hundreds of times

producers tell the same thing to kids and are right. It’s a waste of

time to try to give the low-down to a stage-struck kid. Doesn’t he want

to act? He doesn’t know the difference between wanting to act and being

able to act.” The producer’s hand went up and ran through his hair; the

arms fell heavily. “Kid, what have I got to say to make you believe me?”

The sunken eyes burned.

Joe felt the first thin edge of doubt. He fought it off wildly. “Why

should you care what I believe?”

“Kid, do you have to ask that?”

A lump, quick and unbidden, formed in the boy’s throat. “I—I know you

think....”

“Think?” Vic Wylie cried harshly. “I don’t have to think about show

business; I know. Tough? There isn’t any game in the world that’s

tougher. I’ve seen it around the country: stage-struck kids working in

crummy night clubs or picking up a few dollars from movie houses that

run Saturday vaudeville. I’ve seen it at Hollywood: movie-crazy kids

storming the Central Casting Bureau because they’ve won a two-bit beauty

contest or have a straight nose. But at least, if you work at Hollywood,

you get paid. There’s no such thing at Hollywood as a sustaining movie.

Hollywood doesn’t fatten itself on gratis talent. Radio’s just a little

tougher than any other part of show business. Don’t you know it? Don’t

you use your eyes?”

Joe thought of bread-and-butter hunters making the rounds.

Wylie’s sunken cheeks were pale with intensity. “What do you think

you’re going to do in New York—show me up for a mug? I’ll tell you

what’ll happen in New York, kid. Maybe you’ll audition and a producer’ll

say: ‘Ah, a voice of great promise.’ Maybe you’ll go back for a

committee audition. Maybe the committee hears a voice of great promise.

Then what? Do you think you’ll snatch a part like picking an oyster from

a shell? You’ll be competing with the people who are tops. Who are you?

What’ve you done? You become a card—a Joe Carlin card. You’ll go into a

talent file. Do you know how many cards are in the N.B.C. file at WEAF?

The last time I heard, more than two thousand. Many of them are troupers

with years of stage experience, many of them have played big-time radio.

When a producer casts a show, those are the people he picks. He knows

what they’ll give him. Maybe a show comes up and the producer can’t get

the people he wants; they’re tied up in other shows. Then he goes to the

file. Maybe he’s forgotten Joe Carlin—some new cards go into that file

every month. It’s a grab-bag. Figure the chances of the Joe Carlin card

coming out. If you had great talent I’d tell you to stay with it if you

were down to your last pair of socks, if you were mooching your meals

and panhandling your friends. I’d help you. Great talent is rare. Kid,

what makes you think you’ve got it?”

Looking at Wylie, intense and drawn, listening to his impassioned voice,

Joe had to believe. Wylie had spent far more time on him than on any

other member of the cast. That now became significant. Memory leaped at

him with other scenes, all significant. Wylie talking to Tony Vaux about

his voice—only about his voice. Wylie almost frantic because he couldn’t

put something into the word “Mother” that the producer wanted put there.

Wylie slaving over him through the long evening rehearsals. But he had

dreamed a dream, and a dream always dies hard.

“Vic, why did you wait so long to tell me this?”

“Kid, I was on a spot. It didn’t take me long to learn you didn’t have

the spark. You’d never lay them in the aisles. What could I do, toss you

out? You were the best I could get for Dick Davis. Suppose you had no

special training for a business job? Suppose you couldn’t land a job?

Suppose radio was your only chance of nailing a dollar? Yesterday I

began to check on you. You never told me anything about yourself. How

was I to know your father owned that Carlin store on Royal Street?

What’s the matter, doesn’t he want you there?”

“He’d be glad to have me there.”

“Then get wise. That’s where you belong.”

Sometimes, Joe thought wanly, it was hard to be wise. The easy

companionship of show people, light-hearted despite its anxiety, the

feeling that came over him every time he walked into a station, the hush

that settled over a studio as the clock in the control-room crept toward

the opening, the thrill as the show went on the air! He couldn’t give up

all that.

“Vic,” he said, “I’m sorry. I still want show business.”

Wylie sat with his unshaven chin sunk down on his chest. “All right,

kid. I’ve laid it on the line to you and I feel better. If you want show

business, you want it. The acting door’s closed. Try the window.”

“What window?”

Wylie said: “Production.”

Joe was startled. A producer was an obscure figure in the background,

never heard, never seen. A producer was part of show business, but— Oh,

it wasn’t the same thing at all. He began to shake his head.

Wylie was the old Wylie, snarling. “I thought you wanted show business.”

“I do.”

“No, you don’t. You want the spotlight and the fan mail. Look, kid.”

Wylie came out of the chair and swung the boy about by the shoulders.

“As a producer, you don’t interpret one part. You interpret all the

parts. You set the tempo. You touch the strings and the cast vibrates.

You take a script and make it live. You make the show, molding it and

shaping it. You’re the show, all of it.”

Joe’s lips parted. Here was Wylie’s strange power to move him, to

galvanize him. Production took on a color of possibility. Hadn’t he been

trying to do something like this with _Thomas Carlin Presents_?

“I’d have to break in, Vic. Where?”

“The Everts-Hall Agency. Tony Vaux. Tony saw you put a finger on what

was wrong with Pop Bartell at a _Bush-League Larry_ audition. You’re a

possibility. You have an instinct. You put your finger on a bad _Sue

Davis_ curtain. Production’s no bed of roses; it’s show business and all

show business is tough. But you have a whole stage to play with. A show

becomes your baby.”

Joe was no longer stiff and numb. A regret that he would never act

lingered, but Wylie had cast a new light on production and had made it

desirable and exhilarating.

“I’ll see Tony this afternoon, Vic.”

“I’ve already talked to him. He’s out of town to-day. You’ll be a

glorified messenger-boy-office-boy-all-around-helper—”

“I haven’t the job yet.”

“Didn’t I say I talked to him? You go in Monday and hang up your hat.”

Vic Wylie went back to his chair, jerked around abruptly, and shot out a

thin, nervous hand as though it were a spear. “Do you know what you’re

going to do, kid? You’re going to school and take a night course.

Dramatics. When summer comes and radio’s dead, you’re taking a leave of

absence. You’re going into summer stock. You’re joining some company

playing in a cowbarn—”

“I thought I was through acting.”

“Did I say anything about acting?” Wiley rasped. “You’re going in as

assistant stage manager. Maybe you’ll get some money and maybe you

won’t. But you’re going to study stage business. You’re going to watch

audiences and find out what makes them laugh and what makes them cry.

You’re going to be a showman. Some day you’ll thank me.”

Joe said slowly: “I’m thanking you now.”

Worming through Royal Street he was feverish with the prospect of new

horizons. A whole stage to play with. You built shows, molding them and

shaping them. The picture grew in his mind, expanded in his excitement.

If he was some day to be a full-fledged producer, it was time he

finished his first show. It would be something to look back upon, a

milestone. All that the plugs needed was more direct strength, the right

touch. He ought to finish the script to-night. To-morrow he’d be able to

show it to his father.

Kate Carlin called from the kitchen. “Aren’t you home early?”

“I smelled apple pie,” Joe said. He watched her take the brown, fragrant

pies from the oven. “I’m through with acting.”

She almost dropped a pie. “Joe!”

“It’s all right. You and Dad never really liked the idea of my acting,

anyway. I’m going into production. I start Monday with the Everts-Hall

Agency.”

She followed him to the stairs. “Why, Joe?”

“Vic Wylie advised it. I was out of the _Sue Davis_ show. He told me I

was good, but that there’d always be somebody better. He said I’d never

make big time. It was hard to take at first, but, well, Vic makes you

believe him. You know he’s shooting straight.”

He went at once to the bureau. He’d wade into those plugs.... He took

the script from the drawer, and hard concentration gathered between his

eyes. He knew exactly how he had left the script and now the pages were

turned about, reversed. The frown deepened.

“Mother, were you looking over some papers in my bureau?”

“I don’t recall any papers. What drawer were they in?”

“The small top drawer on the right.”

“The only drawer I opened was the large middle one. I put away your

laun—Oh! I remember, Joe. Dad ran out of razor blades and went to your

room for a fresh blade.”

“When was that?”

“Tuesday or Wednesday. Are some papers missing?”

“No,” said Joe, swallowing. “They’re here.”

Tuesday or Wednesday—three or four days ago. This wasn’t a finished

script. It took a professional script-writer like Curt Lake to do a

finished script. This show was a sample, an indication of what could be

done. And his father hadn’t thought the script worth discussing.

All the fine fire of eagerness went out of him. Another egg. First he’d

laid an acting egg and now a script egg. He tossed the script back among

the razor blades and tie clasps, and closed the drawer.

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