CHAPTER 3

Ambrose Carver, freshly shaved and barbered, sat in the Carlin

living-room and talked about Ambrose Carver. Tom Carlin held a cold pipe

between his teeth; Kate Carlin was quiet, non-committal. Joe thought in

dismay: “Dad won’t sign.”

“Fifty per cent of all Joe earns until he’s twenty-one,” Tom Carlin said

bluntly, “seems like a lot of money.”

“Mr. Carlin,” Amby said earnestly, “you’re looking at this from the

wrong angle. I don’t mean I get Joe four stars overnight. I’m good; I

admit it. But I’m not that good. It takes time. Until I get Joe some

contracts, I make nothing. Does anybody work for you for nothing?”

“Hardly.”

“In show business the answer is ‘Yes.’ Show business is different. It

pays off different. You see, Mrs. Carlin?”

Kate Carlin drawled: “Are you worth fifty per cent?”

“Ah!” said Amby briskly. “Now we are getting places. Without an agent

what happens to Joe? Who knows him? Is there any producer or casting

director who says: ‘Carlin was good in so-and-so; call him in’? No,

because Joe has never had a part. So he has to make the rounds of the

stations, day after day, round and round. He is not a radio actor; he is

a race-horse. But when I am his agent, I do the round and round. I keep

the directors remembering there is a Joe Carlin.”

Joe counted seconds of silence.

“You may have something there,” Kate Carlin admitted.

“Ambrose Carver always has something there. Take another angle. Without

an agent Joe tries to sell himself where there is no market. One station

is foreign language; another has mostly spot commercials and recordings.

There’s nothing for Joe at these stations, but he doesn’t know it. He

finds it out in time. I save him all that time. For fifty per cent he

buys everything it has taken me years to learn. I save him from

mistakes.”

The silence lingered.

Amby asked shrewdly: “Would it be worth money to be saved from mistakes

in your business, Mr. Carlin?”

Tom Carlin cleared his throat. Joe waited anxiously. Nothing was said.

“Another mistake,” Amby went on, “is to think because Joe has a good

audition he’s a radio actor. He has to learn. Will a station teach him?

No. Not after he’s sixteen; they say eighteen is too late. They haven’t

time. So who rehearses him? I do. I worry for him, and think for him,

and plan for him. You know what radio stars get? You know what is paid

for the Eddie Cantor show?”

“Don’t give Joe those ideas,” Mrs. Carlin said sharply.

“Mustn’t he have a beginning?” Amby asked. He walked to the table and

laid a fountain pen beside the contracts.

Tom Carlin glanced at his wife. Whatever he saw there sent his glance to

his son’s face. Slowly, after a moment, he picked up the pen.

“Here,” said Amby expansively, “is where we start to go.” He folded one

copy of the contract. Joe went with him to the porch.

Tom Carlin spoke in an undertone. “Why did you want me to sign?”

“You saw Joe’s face?” Kate Carlin was quiet. “He won’t wake up to-morrow

thinking we hanged him.”

“A successful agent couldn’t waste time with buses. He’d have a car.”

“Carver hasn’t fooled me, even though he’s dazzled Joe.”

“But if he’s a bag of wind—”

“It’s a short contract. When it terminates, Joe will still be Joe. Is

anything more important than that?”

Flushed and jubilant, Joe returned from the porch. “Thank you, Dad.”

Half-way up the stairs he paused. “Amby wants me to report at his office

at ten to-morrow for a rehearsal.”

“Where is his office?” Mr. Carlin asked.

“McCoy Building.” Upstairs a door closed.

“One of the old, run-down rat-trap buildings,” the man said slowly.

But to Joe Carlin there was nothing dismaying about the McCoy Building.

The elevator creaked and groaned and finally reached the sixth floor.

Down at the end of a drab hall pale sunlight came in through a smudged

window, and motes of dust danced in the pallid shaft of light. To Joe,

the dust was a thrilling reminder of the dusty wings, and the dusty

drops and props of the stage of Northend High. Even the mustiness of the

hall brought memories of the damp brick wall at the rear of the high

school stage. Joe thought in fascination: “It smells the way an agent’s

building ought to smell—a stagey, theater smell.”

He tried the door of 615. The door was locked. He banged on the panels.

An elevator boy in shirt sleeves left his car and came to the bend in

the hall. “You looking for Carver? He telephoned downstairs to wait.”

Joe waited. The wait dragged. He paced the dusty hall, forgot himself

and leaned against the dusty wall, tried to see out through the dusty

window. At noon the elevator door complained harshly and Amby Carver

arrived.

“Sorry, Joe. Got tied up. Waiting long?”

“Two hours.”

“Took me more than an hour to get John Royal long distance. You

know—Royal, N.B.C., New York. National Broadcasting. Great friend of

mine. Interested in one of my singers.” A key turned in the lock of 615.

“What singer?” Joe asked eagerly.

Amby shook his head. “No can do, Joe. My pet superstition. Had a

baritone last year; thought I had him in the bag for five hundred

dollars a week; talked about it. Contract fell right out of the bag.

Don’t mention names anymore until a contract’s signed.”

The office was furnished with the bare essentials—desk, typewriter,

chairs, and a filing cabinet that looked second-hand. But what caught

and held Joe’s attention raptly was a microphone in a corner, probably

discarded by some studio.

“Bring it out,” said Amby. “I keep it around to get young talent

acclimated. Let them be around a mike long enough, even a dead mike, and

they’ll never get mike fright. Just one of my little tricks.” There had

been several letters pushed under the office door. The agent opened them

and became absorbed.

Joe lifted the microphone to the center of the floor. The instrument was

unwired, unconnected, dead; and yet the feel of it, the look of it, sent

electric currents through his nerves. He lost himself completely in its

magic spell, and Amby’s shabby office faded and was gone. He began to

whisper bits from _The Prince Laughs Last_, feeling the part again as he

had felt it on the stage of Northend High. A door slammed somewhere on

the floor and Joe came back to the McCoy Building with a start. Amby,

delicately fingering the suspicion of a black mustache, was staring at

him.

“I’m coming in a door,” Amby said without preamble. “You greet me as

though you’re overjoyed to see me. All right; let me hear you. Remember,

you’re overjoyed.”

Joe tried to call up a mental picture of the scene. He cried with

ringing gaiety: “Amby! If I’m not glad—”

“No, no,” said Amby. “Just ‘Hello.’ And into the mike. You got to talk,

talk into the mike so that it becomes instinct.”

Joe tried again.

Amby’s finger tapped his upper lip. “Not quite overjoyed—just glad. You

do not like me when I come in. Give me a hate ‘Hello.’”

Joe spoke a thin, cold: “Hello.”

“Better. If you speak ten words and two are sour, you still have eight

words to put you over. But with only one word, it must be everything on

that one word. When you can do it with one word, you are acting. Hate,

scorn, love, doubt, fear: you do it all with one word. ‘Hello.’ You get

me, Joe?”

This, Joe thought, was real coaching, coaching that went tirelessly into

minute details, the professional stuff. He said: “I get it.”

“Good.” Amby rubbed his hands together briskly. “You stand right there

at the mike and practise. Hello, hello, hello. All kinds of

hellos—pride, joy, dismay, surprise. Emotion all wrapped up in one word,

Joe. I’ll be back.”

Joe talked into a dead mike in an empty room. By and by it grew on him

that his stomach was empty. But if he left, the door would close on a

snap latch. Suppose he couldn’t get back? He tried for a greeting of

gaiety, the light touch. “Hello?” The steady echo of his voice in the

strange, empty room became appalling. Hunger and thirst finally drove

him out. He picked up a sandwich and a cup of coffee at the soda

fountain on the first floor of Munson’s department store.

Amby telephoned the Carlin home at six o’clock. “What time did you

leave?”

Joe’s answer was short. “Quarter of four.”

“Sore, Joe? Listen. Don’t get touchy on what you don’t understand.

Staying all alone at a mike is discipline. Mental discipline. Discipline

and concentration. I’ve been working for you. Got you an audition date.”

Joe’s soreness was gone. “Where?”

“FFOM. You audition Friday afternoon. Two o’clock. See you to-morrow.”

“What time, Amby?”

Amby was silent a moment. “Better make it noon.”

Joe had to wait only ten minutes next day in the dusty hall of the sixth

floor. Amby was, as usual, a cyclone of brisk energy.

“Rushed to death, Joe. Got to arrange an audition for you at FWWO. We

won’t bother with the other two stations. Quick now on a pick-up from

yesterday. I come in a door. You’re a little surprised, a little amused

to see me. Give.”

Joe caught a chuckling, good-natured, rising inflection. “Hel—lo.”

“Nice,” said Amby. “You’re learning.” He rummaged in a drawer of the

desk and brought out a script. “_City Boy_. You take Al Treacy, Joe.

That was Sonny Baker’s part. Always in front of the mike; don’t forget.

I’m due at FWWO.”

How, Joe asked an empty office, could an agent coach you if he was never

around when you rehearsed? The question bothered him. Of course, Amby

knew what he was doing, but.... The “but” gave him his first uneasiness.

He had never before seen a production script. Fascinated, he began to

read. Why, it had everything—dialogue, directions, sound. As he read

memory stirred and came alive. He’d heard this show. It must have been

two or three months ago. He turned back to the first page and there was

the date of production. March 18th. Of course!

To-day he became lost again in glamour. He spoke lines as he remembered

Sonny Baker, the Al Treacy of the show, to have spoken them. There was

one scene toward the end.... He searched the script and found what he

wanted:

Sound—Closing of door.

Al: (Earnestly) Listen, Mister. I like you—

Joe began to read the scene to a dead microphone:

Al: Listen, Mister. I like you. I think you’re all right. But

this neighborhood can’t make you out. It’s a friendly

neighborhood; there’s a lot of music, and singing, and loud

talking and visiting back and forth. You don’t talk much,

Mister. You don’t make friends. The neighborhood’s beginning to

whisper about you. They say you’re not their kind. They say

you’re queer. Don’t you see? You got to snap out of it....

A clear, cool voice said: “Any idea when Amby’ll be back?”

Joe spun around. The door was open, and a slim, dark-haired girl stood

on threshold. He said: “Perhaps in the next five minutes; perhaps not

for hours.”

“An exact statement of an Amby schedule! I didn’t know he was spreading

out with an office boy.”

Joe said stiffly: “I happen to be an actor.”

“Poisoned catfish! Another one?” The girl stepped inside the office.

“Where do they all come from? What have you been on?”

“Nothing yet.”

“What have you done?”

“High-school shows.”

“And Carver picked you up? Next he’ll be lifting them out of the cradle.

A nice boy, Amby, if you like them that way. Well, a part’s a part no

matter where it comes from. Tell him to list me in his file. The name’s

Lucille Borden.”

Joe stared, stupefied. “Lucille Borden? You don’t mean the Lucille

Borden of _Years of Danger_. You don’t sound—”

“I’m fed up, done, finished.” The girl’s voice was hard and clipped,

tough. She laughed. “Satisfied now? What’s your name—or are you old

enough to have a name?”

“Joe Carlin.”

“You’re nice, youngster. An unspoiled kid. That’s a _City Boy_ script

you’re reading. I was in that show. I was shot. I’m always getting shot,

or stabbed, or smashed up by automobiles. I end up every show on a

stretcher. Sometimes I think the script writers are trying to kill me

off. You were trying to read the part the way Sonny Baker read it.”

Joe was flattered. “Was I that good?”

“You were laying an egg. A pretty bad egg. Never imitate anybody. Be

yourself. Give the part Joe Carlin. Well, don’t forget to tell Carver.

The tramp may find me a part.”

She was gone, and Joe continued to stare at the door through which she

had passed. A real actress, the first one he’d met face to face. Lucille

Borden. Why, she wasn’t tough and hard at all. Were all actors and

actresses so quick and generous with help and advice? A glow, a pride

that he was an actor, too, ran through him. He turned to the mike and

read again. He tried to give the part Joe Carlin, but all the days he

had listened to Sonny Baker got in the way.

“Lucille Borden was here,” he told Amby when the agent finally returned.

Amby tried to hide his surprise. “Lucille? See how they’re starting to

run to me, Joe? What did she want?”

“A part if one turns up.”

Ambrose Carver rubbed his hands briskly. “A great girl, Lucille. One of

my best friends. She thinks I’m aces.”

Impressions were beginning to register on Joe. Everybody was one of

Amby’s best friends. He said: “How about that FFOM audition to-morrow?

Are you coaching me before I go to the studio?”

Amby, in his desk chair, stretched out languidly. “Give them what you

gave FKIP. It was good enough there.”

On the way home Joe tried to understand what was becoming a muddle.

Didn’t your agent want to see you get better and better? Why had Lucille

said: “A nice boy, Amby, if you like them that way.” And there was

another sentence she had used: “The tramp may find me a part.” Why had

she been so caustic, so critical of Amby?

Amby went with him to FFOM and sat in the control-room. Station FFOM

wasn’t quite in the same class with Station FKIP. It was in a smaller,

less ostentatious building; there was no glittering reception-room with

leather chairs, there was no expensive glass gallery. Joe went into a

plain, small, matter-of-fact studio and began to read. This time he

carried two plays to the mike so that, when he finished the first, the

control-room would not ask him if he had anything else. He told himself:

“They won’t know I’m so green; they’ll think I’ve been around.” Finally

he gave them the juvenile bit.

“Thank you, Mr. Carlin,” the control-room said. That’s what he’d

expected, that, and no more. He was learning. Soon nobody’d have to tell

him: “That’s show business.”

Amby joined him. “Joe, you were terrific; better than FKIP. You’re a

knockout. Now you’re on file at two stations. Don’t forget you audition

at FWWO Monday.”

“What about to-morrow?” To-morrow was Saturday.

Amby’s hand caressed the thread of black mustache. “A short day, Joe.

Not worth your while coming down.”

Joe would have been glad to come down, if only for a ten-minute

rehearsal. Saturday, discontented and restless, he lazed in his room and

kept turning the dial of his radio. Downstairs, the telephone rang. He

leaned over the banisters hoping that this was for him and that Amby had

changed his mind. But the call was from his father.

Kate Carlin brought a bulky envelop out into the hall. “Dad brought

these papers home last night and forgot them this morning. Do you mind

taking them down?”

It was the boy’s first visit to the store since the day he had told his

father he wanted to be an actor. There was the same air of unhurried

alertness, the same quiet atmosphere of sureness and efficiency. The

typewriters had been moved back; the first of the gleaming center-floor

cases held a display of cameras and snapshot enlargements. Every

enlargement showed a mountain, lake, or seashore scene. With the

vacation season almost at hand, trust to his father, he thought, to know

how to enhance the appeal of a camera. And old pride, warm and swelling,

stirred in him; he had never been in another store quite like this one.

Tom Carlin said: “You made good time. Stick around and I’ll take you to

lunch.”

Joe wandered into the book department. And suddenly a thought, forgotten

since his last visit, was back. A magic land of books that people had

forgotten! Why couldn’t their interest be aroused, awakened, and

quickened? Why couldn’t they be told in such a way that they’d be eager

to listen? Thomas Carlin Presents To-day’s Book.... How? Anything that

went on the air had to be planned shrewdly and knowingly. How and what?

An undecided boy was in the book department, and Mr. Fairchild was

showing this small customer the same deference he would have shown a

collector placing a large order. Pride stirred in Joe again—Thomas

Carlin service. The boy went out at last with the tale he had selected.

Joe’s mind still groped. Thomas Carlin Presents.... How could it be

done? That it could be done he had no doubt. Thomas Carlin Presents....

His father had said: “One Carlin in radio is enough,” but that day his

father had been upset. Perhaps, since then....

“Mr. Fairchild, did Dad ever say anything to you about pepping up the

book department?”

“Something about radio, Joe? We talked it over. Your suggestion, wasn’t

it? Your father thought the cost would be prohibitive. We’d have to sell

six hundred more books a week to get our money back. That’s a lot of

extra books.”

It was. And yet, if radio could sell clothing for Munson.... “Perhaps,

if I bring it up again—”

“Don’t press your radio luck too far, Joe.” Mr. Fairchild’s smile was

shrewd.

Joe thought: “He knows I’m not in radio with Dad’s blessing.” But his

father had at least considered the idea. He might have known that would

happen. He felt better. But he wasn’t, he thought stubbornly, through

with the idea.

Monday afternoon he auditioned at FWWO. The station was smaller than

FFOM and loosely run; the audition was called for two o’clock, but it

was three o’clock before he was brought into a studio. Chairs and music

stands had to be pushed away from the mike. An impatient voice from the

control-room said: “Keep it within ten minutes, Mr. Carlin.” Amby was

not present.

Joe knew he gave a poor reading. Out in the street he debated about

going to the McCoy Building. What was the use? Amby’s door would be

locked. He started for the bus stop at the corner, depressed. FWWO had

got on his nerves. The reading had been worse than bad.

“Joe! Joe Carlin!” Amby, elbowing and jostling, came hurrying through

the crowds of Royal Street.

Joe said: “I muffed it.”

“FWWO? Forget it. Does Ambrose Carver put over his talent? Get an earful

of this. FKIP’s cutting a platter. You’re in.”

The flags outside the hotels along Royal Street became gay, royal

banners. The weight that had come down on Joe’s heart at FWWO was gone.

“A good part, Amby?”

“A bit. It’s a bit show. _I Want Work!_ FKIP hopes to sell it to some

sponsor as a good-will buy. People out of work tell their stories.

People who can give them jobs write in or telephone. You’re a kid whose

father’s home with a busted leg. The furniture’s due to be heaved into

the street.”

Joe was puzzled. “I thought people in need of work told their stories.”

“Don’t you get it? FKIP gets in touch with churches and welfare

organizations. Men and women come in; script writers take their

hard-luck stories and put in the zing. A professional cast puts on the

show.”

“But people think they’re listening to—”

“The actual men and women who need the jobs? Sure. That’s radio. Radio

runs on a clock; a fifteen-minute show is a fifteen-minute show. _We

Want Work_ must be drama. How you getting drama out of anybody you

happen to bring in? How you going to hold them down to fifteen minutes?

Some will want to talk all night; some will get mike fright and won’t

give. A professional cast has to fake it. A real kid came in with the

story you’ll read.”

So that, Joe thought, was how it was done. Something else he’d learned

about radio. “What time do they want me?”

“Two o’clock Wednesday. John Dennis’ office. That’s the little fat man

who auditioned you.”

Riding out to Northend Joe saw what Amby had meant by “bit show.”

Everybody in the cast would have a short, terse part to read. He’d get

on only when some boy had a plea to make. Perhaps he wouldn’t get on

more than once or twice a month. But rehearsals were six dollars an

hour, or part of an hour, and every show would be fifteen dollars. Not

bad. The bus dropped him off and he walked rapidly toward home.

“Mother!” He was going to be calm about this. “I have my first part. I’m

in my first show.” Calmness exploded. “Boy, do I feel grand.”

“Joe!” The warmth of his mother’s understanding made him feel even

better. “How nice.” She led him out to the breakfast nook to pie and a

glass of milk. While he ate he told her of how radio put on its personal

experience programs like _I Want Work_, and about Lucille Borden, and

about money. Six dollars for rehearsals and fifteen dollars for the

show.

“The day you go on the air,” Kate Carlin said whimsically, “there’ll be

no dinner prepared. I’ll be too excited. Your father’ll probably have to

come home and cook himself an egg.”

They laughed together. Joe thought, as he had thought many times before,

how easy it was to laugh with his mother.

John Dennis’ office was on the third floor of the FKIP building, a small

out-of-the-way sort of room at the building’s rear. This third floor

might have been the fifth floor where Joe had auditioned in Studio K.

Given over to the pick-and-shovel work of radio, the third floor spent

no money for glitter and blue leather. Four people, all talking at once,

were crowded into the office with Dennis; three others, in the hall,

walked about, bumped into each other, and read script aloud.

“Carlin.” Dennis tossed a script. “You’re Young Mr. X.”

Lucille Borden said: “Hello, youngster. You know these people?” She

introduced him around. He shook hands with Archie Munn, a tall, very

straight and very thin man with an amazingly deep voice, and bowed to

Stella Joyce, a small, bird-like woman with a bird-like, fluttering way

of talking. The others of the cast of _I Want Work_ were shadows. He got

away, out to the hall, and found his part:

Announcer: And now we’ll hear from you, Mr. X—or should I say

Young Mr. X? How old are you?

X: I’m fifteen.

Announcer: And you’re looking for work?

X: Not for myself—for my father. He’s a tool-maker. Last winter

he fell on the ice and smashed up his leg. He hasn’t worked

since. It costs money to be sick and his money’s gone. The

doctor says he can go back to work next week, but he has no

work. And now my mother’s sick—

John Dennis and the all-talking-together cast went past him. He closed

the script.

The parade ended on another part of the third floor in a long, narrow

room next to the press-radio bureau. Somebody closed the door and the

clatter of the machines, bringing in news from all parts of the world,

was still. Dennis walked past a dead rehearsal microphone and sat at a

table. There was a telephone on the table.

“Twice around the mike,” said Dennis, “coming in on the live end and

passing out on the dead end. Let’s go.”

It had all been written into the beginning of the script. The cast came

down upon the mike. Voices implored:

“Give me work! I must have something to do. I want a job! My father

needs work badly....”

The second lap was completed. The announcer swung in with his

introduction. The show was on.

It was, to Joe, an amazing rehearsal. Actors walked to the mike as their

bits came up, walked away as they finished. Nobody, apparently, paid any

attention; nobody listened. When the telephone rang and Dennis answered,

the reading of parts went right on. Those not at the mike conversed in

undertones. It was all haphazard, without order, a sort of chaos.

“We’ll run through it again,” said Dennis. “Carlin, not so fluent.

You’re supposed to be a fifteen-year-old kid. You’ve been brought into a

studio to plead for your father; you’re nervous. Stumble a bit.” Before

the cast could start another circle of the mike the telephone rang.

“Yes,” said Dennis. “I’ll be right back.” He stood up. “Ten to-morrow

morning,” he said abruptly and hurried from the room.

Lucille shrugged. “Well, that’s radio. We may have to come back half a

dozen times.”

Why grumble, Joe reflected, if you earned six dollars for each

rehearsal? A new wonder grew on him. In all the madcap confusion and

lackadaisical inattention of the rehearsal, John Dennis had heard him

read his part. Later, in the McCoy building, he spoke of this to Amby.

“That’s radio,” said the agent. “It’s like no other business in the

world.”

Next morning, in the same room, the cast went back to rehearsal. Dennis

began to stop the reading of lines, to coach for a different

interpretation. But the telephone still kept ringing; there was still,

apparently, a careless happy-go-lucky confusion. At noon the director of

programs called a halt.

“Four o’clock,” he said.

Joe had a sandwich with Amby at Munson’s soda counter.

“Eat here always when you’re downtown,” Amby told him. “I hear Munson’s

going in for a five-a-week in the fall. He walks around the store a lot

watching business. Let him see us here. It doesn’t do us any harm.”

It seemed to the boy a queer angle from which to sell a radio show. But

then, everything about radio was a law unto itself.

At four o’clock he was back at rehearsal. And now, suddenly, all the

light-hearted chaos was gone. Dennis ran them through the show against

the watch. A minute and a half too long. Lines were cut from the script,

lines and more lines. This was the never-ending, nerve-racking struggle

of radio to compress shows into time limits. Strain crept into the room;

Joe felt tension drag at his own body. Another rehearsal, and they were

forty seconds over. More lines came out. They rehearsed a third time.

The eyes of John Dennis were glued to a watch; a pencil hovered over the

script, noting minutes and seconds.

“Bingo!” he cried. “Fourteen minutes, leaving a fat minute for the

commercial plugs. Ten to-morrow. A dress, and then we cut.”

“Dress,” Joe knew, meant a dress rehearsal. The dial in the tower of

Munson’s department store said seven o’clock. He clung to a strap in a

crowded Northend bus and felt drained. He was late for dinner.

“Tired?” his mother asked.

“Dead,” he said. “It takes it out of you. We finish to-morrow. With

rehearsals and the cutting I ought to get about fifty dollars.”

“For about eight hours of actual work,” his father commented.

Food had revived Joe. The thought of fifty dollars didn’t make him feel

any worse. He grinned. “That’s radio, Dad.”

In the morning the cast was through with the narrow room off the

press-radio bureau. Dennis led them to Studio K. The dress was smooth.

Just before Joe stepped to the mike, Vic Wylie came into the studio. His

reddish hair was in disorder; his eyes had their perpetual look of a man

hard pressed for time. He whispered to Dennis as Joe began to read; he

looked at Joe once, finished what he had to say to Dennis, moved toward

the door, and stopped. Joe finished reading and left the mike.

Vic Wylie said: “When you find time, kid, drop in at my office.

Something may turn up.”

All Joe could think of was what Amby had said: “The best producer in the

city.”

“On the nose,” John Dennis cried. “Right to the second.” The cast went

to the mike, one by one, and spoke a few words. A voice came back: “Too

close.” Joe looked at Archie Munn.

“The engineer,” Archie said. “Leveling sound for the platter.”

Then they were ready. The cast lined up for its circle of the mike.

Dennis had his eyes on a watch; one hand was raised. The hand fell.

Nobody talked or whispered now. This was the real thing. Joe’s part came

up; he read from his script and stepped away. The best producer in the

city! The best producer wanted to talk to him. Abruptly there was

silence. The show was made.

“Come along and hear it,” said Lucille Borden.

Joe followed the cast along a corridor to an engineer’s room gleaming

with bakelite—transformers, switches, dials, knobs. Amby was there.

“I picked it up here, Joe,” the agent said gleefully. “You came in

swell. You’re colossal.”

Joe grasped Amby’s arm. “Wylie wants to see me.”

Amby blinked. “Vic? Vic Wylie.” It dawned on him; he recovered and

beamed. “Great guy, Vic; one of my best pals. I’ve been talking to him

about you. Didn’t I tell you the sky was the limit?”

The engineer picked up the platter that had just been cut. “You ought to

sell this show,” he said to John Dennis and set the platter on a

turn-table. A needle came down upon it gently. Words, uncanny words,

pleading and imploring, filled the room:

“Give me work! I must have something to do. I want a job! My father

needs work badly....”

Joe was stone, carved and motionless. It was coming to his part. The

announcer said: “And now we’ll hear from you, Mr. X....” His own voice

was in his ears.

He shook, and went hot and cold, and hot and cold again. He saw Lucille

watching him and tried to stop shaking.

“We’ve all had the thrill,” Lucille whispered, “of listening to our

first platter.”

It was over. His voice still rang in his ears. If he could only go off

some place, and sit down, and rest! Radio certainly took it out of you;

you earned what you got. The cast was drifting around, breaking up. He

went out with Amby. He could still hear his voice. After all, what

difference did weariness make? It passed away. And Vic Wylie wanted to

talk to him, and FKIP owed him about fifty dollars. The fifty dollars

was more than money. It was a symbol, a promise for all the future. It

meant that a radio station thought he was a good enough actor to pay

money to.

“Amby,” he said, “when do we get paid?”

“For what?” Amby was startled.

“The show.”

“This _I Want Work_ show?”

“What other show did I work?”

“You mean money? You expect to get paid some money?” Amby’s voice

thinned to a squeak. “Where do you think you are, New York?”

Joe thought: “And I boasted to Dad....” Something was wrong. He saw his

agent staring at him, gaping at him, and his heart drained. He was cold

again, and this wasn’t the kind of strange chill that brought a thrill

in its wake.

“Listen, Amby.” Could this be the same voice that had come off a

platter? “I worked three days on that show. Yesterday I started at ten

and got through at seven last night. Three hours yesterday afternoon in

one stretch. For what?”

“If you mean money—”

“Don’t I get anything?”

“Sure, sure. Give me a chance to tell you. You, Lucille, Archie—you all

get something.”

“What?”

Ambrose Carver said: “You get experience.”

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