CHAPTER VIII. A PLEASANT UNDERSTANDING

The day following this memorable evening, Pierre left for Algeria,

notwithstanding the prayers of Madame Desvarennes who wished to keep him

near her. He was going to finish his labors. He promised to return

in time for the wedding. The mistress, wishing to give him some

compensation, offered him the management of the mills at Jouy, saying:

“So that if you are not my son, you will be at least my partner. And if

I do not leave you all my money at my death, I can enrich you during my

life.”

Pierre would not accept. He would not have it said that in wishing to

marry Micheline he had tried to make a speculation. He wished to leave

that house where he had hoped to spend his life, empty-handed, so that

no one could doubt that it was the woman he loved in Micheline and not

the heiress. He had been offered a splendid appointment in Savoy as

manager of some mines; he would find there at the same time profit and

happiness, because there were interesting scientific studies to be made

in order to enable him to carry on the work creditably. He resolved to

throw himself heart and soul into the work and seek forgetfulness in

study.

In the mansion of the Rue Saint-Dominique the marriage preparations were

carried on with great despatch. On the one side the Prince, and on

the other Cayrol, were eager for the day: the one because he saw the

realization of his ambitious dreams, the other because he loved so

madly. Serge, gracious and attentive, allowed himself to be adored by

Micheline, who was never weary of listening to and looking at him whom

she loved. It was a sort of delirium that had taken possession of the

young girl. Madame Desvarennes looked on the metamorphosis in her child

with amazement. The old Micheline, naturally indolent and cold, just

living with the indolence of an odalisque stretched on silk cushions,

had changed into a lively, loving sweetheart, with sparkling eyes and

cheerful lips. Like those lowers which the sun causes to bloom and be

fragrant, so Micheline under a look from Serge became animated and grown

handsomer.

The mother looked on with bitterness; she spoke of this transformation

in her child with ironical disdain, She was sure Micheline was not in

earnest; only a doll was capable of falling in love so foolishly with a

man for his personal beauty. For to her mind the Prince was as regards

mental power painfully deficient. No sense, dumb as soon as the

conversation took a serious turn, only able to talk dress like a woman,

or about horses like a jockey. And it was such a person upon whom

Micheline literally doted! The mistress felt humiliated; she dared not

say anything to her daughter, but she relieved herself in company of

Marechal, whose discretion she could trust, and whom she willingly

called the tomb of her secrets.

Marechal listened patiently to the confidences of Madame Desvarennes,

and he tried to fight against the growing animosity of the mistress

toward her future son-in-law. Not that he liked the Prince--he was too

much on Pierre’s side to be well disposed toward Panine; but with his

good sense he saw that Madame Desvarennes would find it advantageous to

overcome her feeling of dislike. And when the mistress, so formidable

toward everybody except her daughter, cried with rage:

“That Micheline! I have just seen her again in the garden, hanging on

the arm of that great lanky fellow, her eyes fixed on his like a lark

fascinated by a looking-glass. What on earth has happened to her that

she should be in such a state?”

Marechal interrupted her gently.

“All fair people are like that,” he affirmed with ironical gayety. “You

cannot understand it, Madame; you are dark.”

Then Madame Desvarennes became angry.

“Be quiet,” she said, “you are stupid! She ought to have a shower-bath!

She is mad!”

As for Cayrol he lived in ecstasy, like an Italian kneeling before a

madonna. He had never been so happy; he was overwhelmed with joy. Until

then, he had only thought of business matters. To be rich was the aim

of his life; and now he was going to work for happiness. It was all

pleasure for him. He was not blase; he amused himself like a child,

adorning the rooms which were to be occupied by Jeanne. To his mind

nothing was too expensive for the temple of his goddess, as he said,

with a loud laugh which lighted up his whole face. And when he spoke of

his love’s future nest, he exclaimed, with a voluptuous shiver:

“It is charming; a veritable little paradise!” Then the financier shone

through all, and he added:

“And I know what it costs!”

But he did not grudge his money. He knew he would get the interest of

it back. On one subject he was anxious--Mademoiselle de Cernay’s health.

Since the day of their engagement, Jeanne had become more serious and

dull. She had grown thin and her eyes were sunken as if she wept in

secret. When he spoke of his fears to Madame Desvarennes, the latter

said:

“These young girls are so senseless. The notion of marriage puts them in

such an incomprehensible state! Look at my daughter. She chatters like

a magpie and skips about like a kid. She has two glow-worms under her

eyelids! As to Jeanne, that’s another affair; she has the matrimonial

melancholy, and has the air of a young victim. Leave them alone; it

will all come right. But you must admit that the gayety of the one is at

least as irritating as the languor of the other!”

Cayrol, somewhat reassured by this explanation, and thinking, like her,

that it was the uncertainties of marriage which were troubling Jeanne,

no longer attached any importance to her sad appearance. Micheline and

Serge isolated themselves completely. They fled to the garden as soon as

any one ventured into the drawing room, to interrupt their tete-a-tete.

If visitors came to the garden they took refuge in the conservatory.

This manoeuvre pleased Serge, because he always felt uncomfortable in

Jeanne’s presence. Mademoiselle de Cernay had a peculiar wrinkle on her

brow whenever she saw Micheline passing before her hanging on the arm of

the Prince, which tormented him. They were obliged to meet at table in

the evening, for Serge and Cayrol dined at the Rue Saint-Dominique. The

Prince talked in whispers to Micheline, but every now and then he was

obliged to speak to Jeanne. These were painful moments to Serge. He

was always in dread of some outburst, knowing her ardent and passionate

nature. Thus, before Jeanne, he made Micheline behave in a less

demonstrative manner. Mademoiselle Desvarennes was proud of this

reserve, and thought it was tact and good breeding on the part of the

Prince, without doubting that what she thought reserve in the man of the

world was the prudence of an anxious lover.

Jeanne endured the tortures of Hades. Too proud to say anything after

the explanation she had had with Serge, too much smitten to bear calmly

the sight of her rival’s happiness, she saw draw near with deep horror

the moment when she would belong to the man whom she had determined to

marry although she did not love him. She once thought of breaking off

the engagement; as she could not belong to the man whom she adored, at

least she could belong to herself. But the thought of the struggle she

would have to sustain with those who surrounded her, stopped her. What

would she do at Madame Desvarennes’s? She would have to witness the

happiness of Micheline and Serge. She would rather leave the house.

With Cayrol at least she could go away; she would be free, and perhaps

the esteem which she would surely have for her husband would do instead

of love. Sisterly or filial love, in fact the least affection, would

satisfy the poor man, who was willing to accept anything from Jeanne.

And she would not have that group of Serge and Micheline before her

eyes, always walking round the lawn and disappearing arm in arm down

the narrow walks. She would not have the continual murmur of their

love-making in her ears, a murmur broken by the sound of kisses when

they reached shady corners.

One evening, when Serge appeared in the little drawing-room of the Rue

Saint-Dominique, he found Madame Desvarennes alone. She looked serious,

as if same important business were pending. She stood before the

fireplace; her hands crossed behind her back like a man. Apparently,

she had sought to be alone. Cayrol, Jeanne, and Micheline were in

the garden. Serge felt uneasy. He had a presentiment of trouble. But

determined to make the best of it, whatever it might be, he looked

pleasant and bowed to Madame Desvarennes, without his face betraying his

uneasiness.

“Good-day, Prince; you are early this evening, though not so early as

Cayrol; but then he does not quite know what he is doing now. Sit down,

I want to talk to you. You know that a young lady like Mademoiselle

Desvarennes cannot get married without her engagement being much talked

about. Tongues have been very busy, and pens too. I have heard a lot of

scandal and have received heaps of anonymous letters about you.”

Serge gave a start of indignation.

“Don’t be uneasy,” continued the mistress. “I did not heed the tales,

and I burned the letters. Some said you were a dissolute man, capable

of anything to gain your object. Others insinuated that you were not a

Prince, that you were not a Pole, but the son of a Russian coachman and

a little dressmaker of Les Ternes; that you had lived at the expense of

Mademoiselle Anna Monplaisir, the star of the Varietes Theatre, and that

you were bent on marrying to pay your debts with my daughter’s money.”

Panine, pale as death, rose up and said, in a stifled voice:

“Madame!”

“Sit down, my dear child,” interrupted the mistress. “If I tell you

these things, it is because I have the proofs that they are untrue.

Otherwise, I would not have given myself the trouble to talk to you

about them. I would have shown you the door and there would have been

an end of it. Certainly, you are not an angel; but the peccadillos which

you have been guilty of are those which one forgives in a son, and which

in a son-in-law makes some mothers smile. You are a Prince, you are

handsome, and you have been loved. You were then a bachelor; and it was

your own affair. But now, you are going to be, in about ten days, the

husband of my daughter, and it is necessary for us to make certain

arrangements. Therefore, I waited to see you, to speak of your wife, of

yourself, and of me.”

What Madame Desvarennes had just said relieved Serge of a great weight.

He felt so happy that he resolved to do everything in his power to

please the mother of his betrothed.

“Speak, Madame,” he exclaimed. “I am listening to you with attention

and confidence. I am sure that from you I can only expect goodness and

sense.”

The mistress smiled.

“Oh, I know you have a gilt tongue, my handsome friend, but I don’t pay

myself with words, and I, am not easy to be wheedled.”

“Faith,” said Serge, “I won’t deceive you. I will try to please you with

all my heart.”

Madame Desvarennes’s face brightened as suddenly at these words as a

landscape, wrapped in a fog, which is suddenly lighted up by the sun.

“Then we shall understand each other,” she said. “For the last fortnight

we have been busy with marriage preparations, and have not been able

to think or reason. Everybody is rambling about here. Still, we are

commencing a new life, and I think it is as well to lay the foundation.

I seem to be drawing up a contract, eh? What can I do? It is an old

business habit. I like to know how I stand.”

“I think it is quite right. I think, too, that you have acted with great

delicacy in not imposing your conditions upon me before giving your

consent.”

“Has that made you feel better disposed toward me? So much the better!”

said the mistress. “Because you know that I depend on my daughter, who

will henceforth depend on you, and it is to my interest that I should be

in your good graces.”

In pronouncing these words with forced cheerfulness, Madame

Desvarennes’s voice trembled slightly. She knew what an important game

she was playing, and wished to win it at any price.

“You see,” continued she, “I am not an easy woman to deal with. I am a

little despotic, I know. I have been in the habit of commanding during

the last thirty-five years. Business was heavy, and required a strong

will. I had it, and the habit is formed. But this strong will, which has

served me so well in business will, I am afraid, with you, play me

some trick. Those who have lived with me a long time know that if I am

hot-headed I have a good heart. They submit to my tyranny; but you who

are a newcomer, how will you like it?”

“I shall do as the others do,” said Serge, simply. “I shall be led,

and with pleasure. Think that I have lived for years without kindred,

without ties--at random; and, believe me, any chain will be light and

sweet which holds me to any one or anything. And then,” frankly added

he, changing his tone and looking at Madame Desvarennes with tenderness,

“if I did not do everything to please you I should be ungrateful.”

“Oh!” cried Madame Desvarennes, “unfortunately that is not a reason.”

“Would you have a better one?” said the young man, in his most charming

accent. “If I had not married your daughter for her own sake, I believe

that I should have married her for yours.” Madame Desvarennes was quite

pleased, and shaking her finger threateningly at Serge, said:

“Ah, you Pole, you boaster of the North!”

“Seriously,” continued Serge, “before I knew I was to be your

son-in-law, I thought you a matchless woman. Add to the admiration I had

for your great qualities the affection which your goodness has inspired,

and you will understand that I am both proud and happy to have such a

mother as you.”

Madame Desvarennes looked at Panine attentively; she saw he was sincere.

Then, taking courage, she touched the topic of greatest interest to her.

“If that is the case, you will have no objections to live with me?” She

stopped; then emphasized the words, “With me.”

“But was not that understood?” asked Serge, gayly’ “I thought so. You

must have seen that I have not been seeking a dwelling for my wife and

myself. If you had not made the offer to me, I should have asked you to

let me stay with you.”

Madame Desvarennes broke into such an outburst of joy that she

astonished Panine. It was then only that in that pallor, in that sudden

trembling, in that changed voice, he understood, the immensity of the

mother’s love for her daughter.

“I have everything to gain by that arrangement,” continued he. “My wife

will be happy at not leaving you, and you will be pleased at my not

having taken away your daughter. You will both like me better, and that

is all I wish.”

“How good you are in deciding thus, and how I thank you for it,” resumed

Madame Desvarennes. “I feared you would have ideas of independence.”

“I should have been happy to sacrifice them to you, but I have not even

that merit.”

All that Serge had said had been so open and plain, and expressed with

such sweetness that, little by little, Madame Desvarennes’s prejudices

disappeared. He took possession of her as he had done of Micheline,

and as he did of every one whom he wished to conquer. His charm was

irresistible. He seized on one by the eyes and the ears. Naturally

fascinating, moving, captivating, bold, he always preserved his artless

and tender ways, which made him resemble a young girl.

“I am going to tell you how we shall manage,” said the mistress.

“Foreseeing my daughter’s marriage, I have had my house divided into

two distinct establishments. They say that life in common with a

mother-in-law is objectionable to a son-in-law, therefore I wish you

to have a home of your own. I know that an old face like mine frightens

young lovers. I will come to you when you invite me. But even when I

am shut up in my own apartments I shall be with my daughter; I shall

breathe the same air; I shall hear her going and coming, singing,

laughing, and I shall say to myself, ‘It is all right, she is happy.’

That is all I ask. A little corner, whence I can share her life.”

Serge took her hand with effusion.

“Don’t be afraid; your daughter will not leave you.”

Madame Desvarennes, unable to contain her feelings, opened her arms, and

Serge fell on her breast, like a true son.

“Do you know, I am going to adore you!” cried Madame Desvarennes,

showing Panine a face beaming with happiness.

“I hope so,” said the young man, gayly.

Madame Desvarennes became thoughtful.

“What a strange thing life is!” resumed she. “I did not want you for a

son-in-law, and now you are behaving so well toward me that I am full

of remorse. Oh, I see now what a dangerous man you are, if you captivate

other women’s hearts as you have caught mine.”

She looked at the Prince fixedly, and added, in her clear commanding

voice, with a shade of gayety:

“Now, I hope you will reserve all your powers of charming for my

daughter. No more flirting, eh? She loves you; she would be jealous,

and you would get into hot water with me! Let Micheline’s life be happy,

without a cloud-blue, always blue sky!”

“That will be easy,” said Serge. “To be unhappy I should have to seek

misfortune; and I certainly shall not do that.”

He began to laugh.

“Besides, your good friends who criticised so when you gave me

Micheline’s hand would be only too pleased. I will not give them the

pleasure of posing as prophets and saying, ‘We knew it would be so!’”

“You must forgive them,” replied Madame Desvarennes. “You have made

enemies. Without speaking of projects which I had formed, I may say that

my daughter has had offers from the best folks in Paris; from first-rate

firms! Our circle was rather indignant.

“People said: ‘Oh, Madame Desvarennes wanted her daughter to be a

Princess. We shall see how it will turn out. Her son-in-law will spend

her money and spurn her.’ The gossip of disappointed people. Give them

the lie; manage that we shall all live together, and we shall be right

against the world.”

“Do you hope it will be so?”

“I am sure of it,” answered the mistress, affectionately pressing the

hand of her future son-in-law.

Micheline entered, anxious at the long interview between Serge and her

mother. She saw them hand in hand. She uttered a joyful cry, and threw

her arms caressingly round her mother’s neck.

“Well! you are agreed?” she said, making a gracious sign to Serge.

“He has been charming,” replied Madame Desvarennes, whispering in

her daughter’s ear. “He agrees to live in this house, and that quite

gracefully. There, child, this is the happiest moment I’ve had since

your engagement. I admit that I regret nothing.”

Then, resuming aloud:

“We will leave to-morrow for Cernay, where the marriage shall take

place. I shall have to order the workmen in here to get ready for your

reception. Besides the wedding will be more brilliant in the country. We

shall have all the work-people there. We will throw the park open to

the countryside; it will be a grand fete. For we are lords of the manor

there,” added she, with pride.

“You are right, mamma; it will be far better,” exclaimed Micheline. And

taking Serge by the hand:

“Come, let us go,” said she, and led him into the garden.

And amid the sweet-smelling shrubs they resumed their walk, always the

same yet ever new, their arms twined round each other, the young girl

clinging to him whom she loved, and he looking fondly at her, and with

caressing voice telling her the oft-told tale of love which she was

never tired of hearing, and which always filled her with thrills of joy.

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