ON SOME MENTAL EFFECTS OF THE EARTHQUAKE[1]

When I departed from Harvard for Stanford University last December,

almost the last good-by I got was that of my old Californian friend B:

"I hope they'll give you a touch of earthquake while you 're there, so

that you may also become acquainted with that Californian institution."

Accordingly, when, lying awake at about half past five on the morning

of April 18 in my little "flat" on the campus of Stanford, I felt the

bed begin to waggle, my first consciousness was one of gleeful

recognition of the nature of the movement. "By Jove," I said to

myself, "here's B'ssold [Transcriber's note: 'B's old'?] earthquake,

after all!" And then, as it went _crescendo_. "And a jolly good one

it is, too!" I said.

Sitting up involuntarily, and taking a kneeling position, I was thrown

down on my face as it went _fortior_ shaking the room exactly as a

terrier shakes a rat. Then everything that was on anything else slid

off to the floor, over went bureau and chiffonier with a crash, as the

_fortissimo_ was reached; plaster cracked, an awful roaring noise

seemed to fill the outer air, and in an instant all was still again,

save the soft babble of human voices from far and near that soon began

to make itself heard, as the inhabitants in costumes _negligés_ in

various degrees sought the greater safety of the street and yielded to

the passionate desire for sympathetic communication.

The thing was over, as I understand the Lick Observatory to have

declared, in forty-eight seconds. To me it felt as if about that

length of time, although I have heard others say that it seemed to them

longer. In my case, sensation and emotion were so strong that little

thought, and no reflection or volition, were possible in the short time

consumed by the phenomenon.

The emotion consisted wholly of glee and admiration; glee at the

vividness which such an abstract idea or verbal term as "earthquake"

could put on when translated into sensible reality and verified

concretely; and admiration at the way in which the frail little wooden

house could hold itself together in spite of such a shaking. I felt no

trace whatever of fear; it was pure delight and welcome.

"_Go_ it," I almost cried aloud, "and go it _stronger_!"

I ran into my wife's room, and found that she, although awakened from

sound sleep, had felt no fear, either. Of all the persons whom I later

interrogated, very few had felt any fear while the shaking lasted,

although many had had a "turn," as they realized their narrow escapes

from bookcases or bricks from chimney-breasts falling on their beds and

pillows an instant after they had left them.

As soon as I could think, I discerned retrospectively certain peculiar

ways in which my consciousness had taken in the phenomenon. These ways

were quite spontaneous, and, so to speak, inevitable and irresistible.

First, I personified the earthquake as a permanent individual entity.

It was _the_ earthquake of my friend B's augury, which had been lying

low and holding itself back during all the intervening months, in

order, on that lustrous April morning, to invade my room, and energize

the more intensely and triumphantly. It came, moreover, directly to

_me_. It stole in behind my back, and once inside the room, had me all

to itself, and could manifest itself convincingly. Animus and intent

were never more present in any human action, nor did any human activity

ever more definitely point back to a living agent as its source and

origin.

All whom I consulted on the point agreed as to this feature in their

experience. "It expressed intention," "It was vicious," "It was bent

on destruction," "It wanted to show its power," or what not. To me, it

wanted simply to manifest the full meaning of its name. But what was

this "It"? To some, apparently, a vague demonic power; to me an

individualized being, B's earthquake, namely.

One informant interpreted it as the end of the world and the beginning

of the final judgment. This was a lady in a San Francisco hotel, who

did not think of its being an earthquake till after she had got into

the street and some one had explained it to her. She told me that the

theological interpretation had kept fear from her mind, and made her

take the shaking calmly. For "science," when the tensions in the

earth's crust reach the breaking-point, and strata fall into an altered

equilibrium, earthquake is simply the collective _name_ of all the

cracks and shakings and disturbances that happen. They _are_ the

earthquake. But for me _the_ earthquake was the _cause_ of the

disturbances, and the perception of it as a living agent was

irresistible. It had an overpowering dramatic convincingness.

I realize now better than ever how inevitable were men's earlier

mythologic versions of such catastrophes, and how artificial and

against the grain of our spontaneous perceiving are the later habits

into which science educates us. It was simply impossible for untutored

men to take earthquakes into their minds as anything but supernatural

warnings or retributions.

A good instance of the way in which the tremendousness of a catastrophe

may banish fear was given me by a Stanford student. He was in the

fourth story of Encina Hall, an immense stone dormitory building.

Awakened from sleep, he recognized what the disturbance was, and sprang

from the bed, but was thrown off his feet in a moment, while his books

and furniture fell round him. Then with an awful, sinister, grinding

roar, everything gave way, and with chimneys, floor-beams, walls and

all, he descended through the three lower stories of the building into

the basement. "This is my end, this is my death," he felt; but all the

while no trace of fear. The experience was too overwhelming for

anything but passive surrender to it. (Certain heavy chimneys had

fallen in, carrying the whole centre of the building with them.)

Arrived at the bottom, he found himself with rafters and _débris_ round

him, but not pinned in or crushed. He saw daylight, and crept toward

it through the obstacles. Then, realizing that he was in his

nightgown, and feeling no pain anywhere, his first thought was to get

back to his room and find some more presentable clothing. The

stairways at Encina Hall are at the ends of the building. He made his

way to one of them, and went up the four flights, only to find his room

no longer extant. Then he noticed pain in his feet, which had been

injured, and came down the stairs with difficulty. When he talked with

me ten days later he had been in hospital a week, was very thin and

pale, and went on crutches, and was dressed in borrowed clothing.

So much for Stanford, where all our experiences seem to have been very

similar. Nearly all our chimneys went down, some of them

disintegrating from top to bottom; parlor floors were covered with

bricks; plaster strewed the floors; furniture was everywhere upset and

dislocated; but the wooden dwellings sprang back to their original

position, and in house after house not a window stuck or a door scraped

at top or bottom. Wood architecture was triumphant! Everybody was

excited, but the excitement at first, at any rate, seemed to be almost

joyous. Here at last was a _real_ earthquake after so many years of

harmless waggle! Above all, there was an irresistible desire to talk

about it, and exchange experiences.

Most people slept outdoors for several subsequent nights, partly to be

safer in case of recurrence, but also to work off their emotion, and

get the full unusualness out of the experience. The vocal babble of

early-waking girls and boys from the gardens of the campus, mingling

with the birds' songs and the exquisite weather, was for three or four

days delightful sunrise phenomenon.

Now turn to San Francisco, thirty-five miles distant, from which an

automobile ere long brought us the dire news of a city in ruins, with

fires beginning at various points, and the water-supply interrupted. I

was fortunate enough to board the only train of cars--a very small

one--that got up to the city; fortunate enough also to escape in the

evening by the only train that left it. This gave me and my valiant

feminine escort some four hours of observation. My business is with

"subjective" phenomena exclusively; so I will say nothing of the

material ruin that greeted us on every hand--the daily papers and the

weekly journals have done full justice to that topic. By midday, when

we reached the city, the pall of smoke was vast and the dynamite

detonations had begun, but the troops, the police and the firemen

seemed to have established order, dangerous neighborhoods were roped

off everywhere and picketed, saloons closed, vehicles impressed, and

every one at work who _could_ work.

It was indeed a strange sight to see an entire population in the

streets, busy as ants in an uncovered ant-hill scurrying to save their

eggs and larvae. Every horse, and everything on wheels in the city,

from hucksters' wagons to automobiles, was being loaded with what

effects could be scraped together from houses which the advancing

flames were threatening. The sidewalks were covered with well-dressed

men and women, carrying baskets, bundles, valises, or dragging trunks

to spots of greater temporary safety, soon to be dragged farther, as

the fire kept spreading!

In the safer quarters, every doorstep was covered with the dwelling's

tenants, sitting surrounded with their more indispensable chattels, and

ready to flee at a minute's notice. I think every one must have fasted

on that day, for I saw no one eating. There was no appearance of

general dismay, and little of chatter or of inco-ordinated excitement.

Every one seemed doggedly bent on achieving the job which he had set

himself to perform; and the faces, although somewhat tense and set and

grave, were inexpressive of emotion. I noticed only three persons

overcome, two Italian women, very poor, embracing an aged fellow

countrywoman, and all weeping. Physical fatigue and seriousness were

the only inner states that one could read on countenances.

With lights forbidden in the houses, and the streets lighted only by

the conflagration, it was apprehended that the criminals of San

Francisco would hold high carnival on the ensuing night. But whether

they feared the disciplinary methods of the United States troops, who

were visible everywhere, or whether they were themselves solemnized by

the immensity of the disaster, they lay low and did not "manifest,"

either then or subsequently.

The only very discreditable thing to human nature that occurred was

later, when hundreds of lazy "bummers" found that they could keep

camping in the parks, and make alimentary storage-batteries of their

stomachs, even in some cases getting enough of the free rations in

their huts or tents to last them well into the summer. This charm of

pauperized vagabondage seems all along to have been Satan's most

serious bait to human nature. There was theft from the outset, but

confined, I believe, to petty pilfering.

Cash in hand was the only money, and millionaires and their families

were no better off in this respect than any one. Whoever got a vehicle

could have the use of it; but the richest often went without, and spent

the first two nights on rugs on the bare ground, with nothing but what

their own arms had rescued. Fortunately, those nights were dry and

comparatively warm, and Californians are accustomed to camping

conditions in the summer, so suffering from exposure was less great

than it would have been elsewhere. By the fourth night, which was

rainy, tents and huts had brought most campers under cover.

I went through the city again eight days later. The fire was out, and

about a quarter of the area stood unconsumed. Intact skyscrapers

dominated the smoking level majestically and superbly--they and a few

walls that had survived the overthrow. Thus has the courage of our

architects and builders received triumphant vindication!

The inert elements of the population had mostly got away, and those

that remained seemed what Mr. H. G. Wells calls "efficients." Sheds

were already going up as temporary starting-points of business. Every

one looked cheerful, in spite of the awful discontinuity of past and

future, with every familiar association with material things

dissevered; and the discipline and order were practically perfect.

As these notes of mine must be short, I had better turn to my more

generalized reflections.

Two things in retrospect strike me especially, and are the most

emphatic of all my impressions. Both are reassuring as to human nature.

The first of these was the rapidity of the improvisation of order out

of chaos. It is clear that just as in every thousand human beings

there will be statistically so many artists, so many athletes, so many

thinkers, and so many potentially good soldiers, so there will be so

many potential organizers in times of emergency. In point of fact, not

only in the great city, but in the outlying towns, these natural

ordermakers, whether amateurs or officials, came to the front

immediately. There seemed to be no possibility which there was not

some one there to think of, or which within twenty-four hours was not

in some way provided for.

A good illustration is this: Mr. Keith is the great landscape-painter

of the Pacific slope, and his pictures, which are many, are

artistically and pecuniarily precious. Two citizens, lovers of his

work, early in the day diverted their attention from all other

interests, their own private ones included, and made it their duty to

visit every place which they knew to contain a Keith painting. They

cut them from their frames, rolled them up, and in this way got all the

more important ones into a place of safety.

When they then sought Mr. Keith, to convey the joyous news to him, they

found him still in his studio, which was remote from the fire,

beginning a new painting. Having given up his previous work for lost,

he had resolved to lose no time in making what amends he could for the

disaster.

The completeness of organization at Palo Alto, a town of ten thousand

inhabitants close to Stanford University, was almost comical. People

feared exodus on a large scale of the rowdy elements of San Francisco.

In point of tact, very few refugees came to Palo Alto. But within

twenty-four hours, rations, clothing, hospital, quarantine,

disinfection, washing, police, military, quarters in camp and in

houses, printed information, employment, all were provided for under

the care of so many volunteer committees.

Much of this readiness was American, much of it Californian; but I

believe that every country in a similar crisis would have displayed it

in a way to astonish the spectators. Like soldiering, it lies always

latent in human nature.

The second thing that struck me was the universal equanimity. We soon

got letters from the East, ringing with anxiety and pathos; but I now

know fully what I have always believed, that the pathetic way of

feeling great disasters belongs rather to the point of view of people

at a distance than to the immediate victims. I heard not a single

really pathetic or sentimental word in California expressed by any one.

The terms "awful," "dreadful" fell often enough from people's lips, but

always with a sort of abstract meaning, and with a face that seemed to

admire the vastness of the catastrophe as much as it bewailed its

cuttingness. When talk was not directly practical, I might almost say

that it expressed (at any rate in the nine days I was there) a tendency

more toward nervous excitement than toward grief. The hearts concealed

private bitterness enough, no doubt, but the tongues disdained to dwell

on the misfortunes of self, when almost everybody one spoke to had

suffered equally.

Surely the cutting edge of all our usual misfortunes comes from their

character of loneliness. We lose our health, our wife or children die,

our house burns down, or our money is made way with, and the world goes

on rejoicing, leaving us on one side and counting us out from all its

business. In California every one, to some degree, was suffering, and

one's private miseries were merged in the vast general sum of privation

and in the all-absorbing practical problem of general recuperation.

The cheerfulness, or, at any rate, the steadfastness of tone, was

universal. Not a single whine or plaintive word did I hear from the

hundred losers whom I spoke to. Instead of that there was a temper of

helpfulness beyond the counting.

It is easy to glorify this as something characteristically American, or

especially Californian. Californian education has, of course, made the

thought of all possible recuperations easy. In an exhausted country,

with no marginal resources, the outlook on the future would be much

darker. But I like to think that what I write of is a normal and

universal trait of human nature. In our drawing-rooms and offices we

wonder how people ever do go through battles, sieges and shipwrecks.

We quiver and sicken in imagination, and think those heroes superhuman.

Physical pain whether suffered alone or in company, is always more or

less unnerving and intolerable. But mental pathos and anguish, I

fancy, are usually effects of distance. At the place of action, where

all are concerned together, healthy animal insensibility and heartiness

take their place. At San Francisco the need will continue to be awful,

and there will doubtless be a crop of nervous wrecks before the weeks

and months are over, but meanwhile the commonest men, simply because

they _are_ men, will go on, singly and collectively, showing this

admirable fortitude of temper.

[1] At the time of the San Francisco earthquake the author was at

Leland Stanford University nearby. He succeeded in getting into San

Francisco on the morning of the earthquake, and spent the remainder of

the day in the city. These observations appeared in the _Youth's

Companion_ for June 7, 1906.

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