CHAPTER XV.

A BITER BITTEN.

After leaving the doctor, Hawkshaw, to gather "Dutch courage," took a

last mouthful from his brandy flask, and with his slippers on, stole

softly and stealthily between decks, so softly that his entrance was

unheard by our four friends, whom he found awake, and conversing in

low tones; so he seated himself on a chest, with his face completely

in shadow, and there he remained listening, and scarcely daring to

breathe, for with every roll of the ship the four hammocks swung

regularly to and fro, side by side, from port to starboard, and the

outer one, in which Morley lay, nearly touched the watcher's head at

times.

The air-port was closed now, and the place was lighted by the feeble

rays of a ship-lantern, which swung from one of the beams.

In shadow, as we have said, and with a broad tarpaulin hat slouched

over his stealthy cat-like eyes, that flashed with malignant light,

Hawkshaw sat, or crouched, listening, watching, and waiting for the

time that would suit the attempt, eagerly, and all but breathlessly,

and the duration seemed interminable, for he had no watch, his gold

repeater having been so summarily appropriated by Pedro Barradas.

Morley spoke, and his voice, so long heard only in troubled dreams,

now thrilled through the heart of Hawkshaw, causing sharp pangs of

fear and agony; yet Morley's remark was a very simple one; but his

voice, like the voices of the others, was husky and weak.

"Oh, the delight of such a cozy bed as this, after all we have

undergone! Eh, Tom!"

"Yes, Morley, lad," replied Bartelot; "but I should like to know what

craft we are on board of, and for where bound. I quite forgot to ask

the doctor."

"She's true British at all events, by her build 'tween decks,

captain," said Noah Gawthrop. "Thank God for all his mercies,

'specially to a rough old salt like me. He was very good and kind to

remember a poor old feller like Noah, that he was, when there are so

many younger and better folks to take care of. But I think the

doctor mentioned her name, captain."

"Her--who?"

"Why the ship, I mean, sir."

"Yes--I am sure I heard it; she is the--the--"

(Hawkshaw trembled as Tom paused, for if the name was uttered in

Morley's hearing, he--the listener--was lost!) "Well, it is strange

that I don't remember; but her skipper's name is Phillips, and she

hails from London. I made out that somehow."

"I know one Phillips--Bill Phillips, who was lost in the Straits of

Sunda. He was once captain of the brig _Erminia_," said Morrison.

"_Herminya_!" replied Gawthrop, "that is the name o' the identical

craft as we're aboard of; but she is too large--too broad in the beam

for a brig."

"I am weary of speaking, mates, and wish to sleep," said Bartelot,

yawning; "here, under a good deck of British oak, we may take a long

spell of it without fear; and yet I can't help thinking of the poor

_Princess_, and all who perished with her. Their faces are always

before me."

"And that was a waluable cargo o' hers, that was," added Noah, "and a

power o' trouble we took with the sugar and 'bacca casks at Rio. Oh,

lor, to think of all that 'bacca goin' to Davy Jones, and never a

leaf of it being smoked or cut in quids! She was steeved to within a

fathom of her beams, she was; and then we had Californy hides for

dunnage to the hatches--aye, aye, all gone, and I'll never have

another watch-mate like old Ben Plank again!"

"Poor Ben!" said Morrison; "he'll never more cheer the lads in the

forecastle, or on the watch of a clear night, with the 'Bay of

Biscay' or 'Tom Bowling,' or lead the chant of 'Time for us go,' when

shipping the capstan bars. A better crew than ours never hove up

anchor!"

With a purpose so cruel and deadly in his mind, it may be imagined

with what exasperation and impatience Hawkshaw listened to a

conversation so trivial, and maintained so drowsily at intervals. He

began to hope they were dropping asleep, when old Gawthrop spoke

again.

"Oh, warn't that warm tea delicious this morning, captain! I doesn't

think as I'll ever take kindly to grog again, but become a regular

quaker and teetotaller."

"Not even thumb-grog, Noah, eh--on a wet night, when a shout comes

down the forescuttle, of 'All hands reef topsails!'" said Bartelot

laughing.

"I am almost afraid to sleep," said Morrison, "for dreams of the

wreck always come with it, and again I seem to find myself up to my

neck in cold salt water. I had often in memory, while we were

drifting about, a story my mother, poor woman! used to tell me, when

I was a laddie at home, and played truant frae the school, and when

she wished to frighten me into good behaviour; so between sleeping

and waking I used to think sometimes I was one of the doomed men she

used to speak of."

"Doomed, mate; how?" asked Morley, raising his voice; "how were they

so?"

"It was the belief of some of the seafaring folk who dwell in the

north of Scotland, that those among them who were wicked and sinful

in their lives were roused in the night by the knocking of a skeleton

hand on their cottage doors. The tap sounded like that of a bony or

fleshless hand, though neither the hand or arm of the summoner were

visible to mortal eyes. Compelled by a power they dared not, and

could not resist, those who were so summoned left their snug beds,

their wives and bairns (if they had them), and went, awe-stricken and

sick with horror, down the beach, where at such a time there was

always a heavy sea rolling in white foam, a black scud drifting

overhead and a storm coming on. Compelled by the same mysterious

power that brought them forth, the shivering wretches had to step on

board a long, black, coffin-shaped boat (which was always sunk to its

gunnel in water), and then they shoved off to sea. A grinning skull

formed the figure-head of this grim barge, and human bones the

thole-pins. Then a great dark cloud spread itself like a sail on the

laughing wind, and away they were borne careering into the offing of

the black and midnight sea, from whence there was no return, for

there they had to cruise for ever, like Vanderdecken at the Cape,

until the final day of Doom! Many a time such boats have been seen,

driving past the lighthouse on Buchanness, and the deep caverns of

that tremendous shore, where the sea bellows for ever and

ever--sailing on and on, towards the north, the shrieks of the

despairing mingling with the wind, on a cold winter night, when the

sleet and rain were sowing all the German sea."

"Such a diabolical story!" exclaimed Morley.

"Well, that is a lively legend of the north of Scotland," added

Bartelot; "but now silence, mates, and let us to sleep, if we can."

Before this end, so desirable for the purpose of Hawkshaw, was

attained, he heard the middle-watch called, and the port-tacks were

brought more on board, which showed that the wind was veering upon

the quarter; then all became still, and he heard only the ceaseless

creaking of the timbers, the sound of the sea rushing past, the sway

to and fro of the sleepers' hammocks, and his own half-suppressed

breathing.

The idea of cutting the head-clew of Morley's hammock, and letting

him fall head-foremost on the lower deck, occurred to Hawkshaw; and

then he preferred the idea of relaxing the clew, so that it might

seem to have given way, and the result of such a fall in Morley's

weak state would certainly kill him, while all the blame of the event

would fall on the carpenter or sailmaker who slung the hammock.

But Hawkshaw's trembling fingers completely failed to undo the knot

of the clew--one of those mysterious ones which sailors alone can tie

and untie--so he was compelled to relinquish the idea.

He next approached softly, to assure himself that the four men were

asleep. He opened the lantern, and passed the lighted candle twice

across their faces, which were still wan, pale, and weird in aspect,

after all they had so recently undergone.

He looked on Morley Ashton last, for it required some courage to do

so steadily, while memories of the past and anticipations of the

future were conflicting in his heart.

Morning was at hand now, the first sleep of the night was past, and

the four were again in dream-land--chiefly, perhaps, our friend

Morley--in that state which is between sleep and wakefulness.

Various shades of expression were passing over his handsome, pale,

and gentle face. He muttered at times, too, and gave uneasy moans

and starts, for thought, life, the soul, were still at work. Then

his mouth wore a soft smile, as Ethel's image most likely came before

him; anon, there was a knitted brow and stern compression of the

lips, as some fierce emotion followed; and next there came a gaunt

aspect of despair, with some memory of the floating wreck, all

evincing that, while he slept, the reflections of life were busy amid

that uneasy slumber.

With bent brows, with haggard cheeks, with eyes that glared snakily

in fear and hate, Cramply Hawkshaw gazed upon his victim; and as his

deadly intent came gushing up in his heart--as his cruelty and wrath

were screwed "to the sticking point," he quietly extinguished the

candle, without perceiving that two eyes close by were watching him

narrowly, with wonder and alarm.

There was no light now, save that of the stars, which struggled dimly

and uncertainly through a couple of yolks in the deck overhead, and

through the grating of the open hatchway.

Hawkshaw's heart panted as that of a chased tiger might do, and the

old emotion he felt on that terrible night at Acton Chine--a lust of

cruelty, of vengeance, and destruction--swelled or glowed within him!

A flame seemed to pass out of his eyes, while a thousand glaring orbs

appeared to fill or pierce the obscurity about him; his breath became

short and difficult, a deafness fell upon his ears, or there came

around him an awful silence, as if the world itself stood still.

Then his hands felt as if endued with a giant's strength as they made

a clutch at Morley's mouth and throat, for he had resolved to

strangle or suffocate him.

But it was an attempt, and no more, for ere he could achieve his

detestable purpose, he felt his hands seized, and one was grasped as

if by the teeth of some wild animal.

The bite, with the terror and confusion it occasioned, so bewildered

him, that the wild cry of agony which roused all on board the ship

escaped his lips; he dealt a heavy blow in the dark at some one or

something, he knew not what, and breaking from the strange assailant,

fled, baffled, in consternation, to the after cabin.

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