A Backwoods Christmas.
That was the last time for some months that Dick yielded to his inborn
love of wandering. He had spent a night and the best part of two
eventful days in the woods with Peter Many-Names. And on the second
day he returned to the homestead by devious ways, very much ashamed of
himself.
He became more than ever ashamed when no notice was taken of his
desertion. Roger greeted him somewhat resentfully at first, owing to
the fact that he had had to do all Dick's work as well as his own,
during the younger boy's absence, and Stephanie looked anxious and
grieved. But beyond this, nothing was said or done to remind him of
his fault.
No better course could have been taken to bring Dick to a state of
almost excessive penitence, and remorse speedily overtook him. His
moods were always intense while they lasted; and now he settled down to
his hard daily tasks with a fury of sorrowful determination which Mr.
Collinson regarded doubtfully, considering it too good to continue.
But if Dick grew weary of his resolute toil, he gave no sign.
Outwardly, he was again contented with his lot, and seemed to desire no
other. So well did he work, so cheerful and patient he was, that the
anxious look gradually cleared from Stephanie's face. But Mr.
Collinson, shrewd man that he was, still regarded the boy with a
certain grave and wholly affectionate distrust.
The days passed and November gave place to December. The wheat lay
warm beneath a foot of snow, and Christmas was at hand.
The Collinsons always kept Christmas as nearly as possible in good old
English fashion. Dick and Stephanie, used to all sorts of privation,
thought that the preparations for the coming feast were positively
luxurious.
Everyone at the homestead worked early and late. Mrs. Collinson was
intent upon bread-making; so Dick and Roger ground grain at the
hand-mill, turn and turn about, until they nearly fell asleep over the
handle; and very bad and black would their flour appear to us. The
silent William Charles, who was always called by his full name, seemed
to chop wood incessantly. Mr. Collinson, who always worked so hard
that it was scarcely possible that he could work any harder, found time
to interfere jovially with everything, to the utter confusion of his
wife, who, with Stephanie, was perpetually preparing extra delicacies
for her thriving and hungry household. Stephanie was so busy she had
no time for mournful memories; and Dick did nothing but work, and
sleep, and eat enormously.
It was rough fare they had in those far-off days. But with pork and
mutton, pumpkins for "sass," and pies, maple syrup and sugar, potatoes,
and plenty of barley, rice, eggs, milk and tea, Mrs. Collinson and
Stephanie accomplished wonders. So vast were the preparations that
even the dogs seemed infected with the stir of excitement; and everyone
looked forward to sumptuous faring. To Stephanie, real tea, with milk
and sugar, represented in itself comfort and prosperity; she had been
used to making an unattractive substitute for it with young hemlock
shoots.
That Christmas dinner was a great success. Everyone was in good
spirits, and even Mrs. Collinson was astonished at the way in which the
eatables disappeared. The silent William Charles especially
distinguished himself, and was accused of demolishing a full pint of
hazel-nuts in twenty minutes.
Afterwards, with the red blinds drawn, and the great logs blazing on
the hearth, faces were more serious, though not less cheerful, while
Mrs. Collinson read aloud the story of Bethlehem. Stephanie, leaning
back in her chair, could see a great star, cold and silver-pure, around
the edge of the curtain; and it seemed to her, as she listened to the
familiar words, that it must be that star which the wise men saw,
shining upon her with its promise of peace.
Then followed song after song, to which Roger contributed an uncertain
tenor, and Mr. Collinson a thunderous bass. In the midst of warmth and
comfort and merriment, Stephanie felt her own griefs and troubles
slipping further and further away. She lost herself in happy dreams
for the future, which had never appeared so full of hope and cheer.
All her dreams were centred round Dick, and the home he would make for
her when he was twenty-one.
Songs led to stories, and Dick developed unexpected talents, thrilling
them all with legends of Lower Canada, which he had learned no one knew
how. Then Mr. Collinson began a long account of an incident in the war
of 1812, and when he was fairly in the middle of it, Dick signed to
Stephanie, and they both slipped from the room.
Knowing how the Collinsons delighted in the old customs and traditions
of an English Christmas, they had resolved to act the waits, and so
give a finishing touch to that tender illusion built up in the woods of
the New World from the lore and fancy of the Old. Dick dived into his
blanket-coat, and Stephanie wrapped a big shawl about her, and then
they both hurried out at the kitchen door, and so round to the front of
the house again. It was intensely cold and still, so cold that the
motionless air seemed to be heavy and painful to breathe, and stepping
from the warm house was like entering icy water. The stars shone like
steady silver lamps, and the woods were hushed and dark, bound to
silence and desolation beneath the weight of frost. A faint white mist
showed in the northern sky, and presently it spread and broadened, and
the pale green ice-blink began playing and slanting and fading along
its edge.
With their young faces held up to the solemn stars, the brother and
sister began to sing the quaint old carols their mother had taught them
long before. They had good voices, and their hearts were in the words,
so the old, old tunes went sweetly enough under that vast arch of sky.
Roger softly set the door ajar, and the quietness within showed how the
singing was appreciated.
[Illustration: "THEY BEGAN TO SING THE OLD CAROLS THEIR MOTHER HAD
TAUGHT THEM LONG BEFORE."]
As they sang, Stephanie felt that it was almost irreverent to break the
solemn silence of the wintry world; it was so still that their voices
sounded far-off and yet clear. She glanced nervously at the black ring
of forest encircling the homestead, and feared it for the first time,
not for what it might contain, but for its gloom and emptiness.
The cold was too intense for them to stay out there long, and as the
last notes of the last carol died away, Stephanie was glad that the
great silence would be no longer disturbed. It seemed more fitting to
leave that lonely night to quiet--the utter quiet of snow and windless
air--of life held in suspension.
But before they reached the door, another sound, distant, distinct,
horrible, cut suddenly through that quiet. Dick involuntarily clasped
his sister's hand in his, for, however often one may hear that sound,
it never fails to move the nerves. It rose, and sank, and almost died
away, and was answered by a dozen throats, all taking up the wild,
shrill, menacing notes--the howl of the wolf-pack in full cry.
It was a terrible sound. And though they had heard it a hundred times
before, it seemed even more impressive than usual, coming after the
warmth and good cheer, the laughter and singing. It was as if the
surrounding wilderness had chosen to remind them of its presence by
that sad, cruel, awe-inspiring howl--as if their hearts were to be
rendered more in tune with the great woods by the knowledge that death
was abroad, even at the edges of the fields; Dick and Stephanie were
glad to return to the light and cosiness of the house.
That cry of the wolves had disturbed Dick. He had heard it last when
his father was alive, and when they lived in that dreary little
log-cabin twenty miles away. It recalled to his memory all those days
of cold and hardship, all the roughness, the poverty, the privation of
their lives in the dreaded winter-time. But it recalled also his past
freedom, his wood-running, his neglected skill in shot and snare. The
very note of the howl suggested the idea of untiring, relentless speed;
and he suddenly remembered all the old delight of those long snow-shoe
runs he had been wont to take whenever it so pleased him--over the
crackling snow, beneath the black pine branches and the dazzling winter
stars. He laughed at himself for being so readily moved from his
contentment, and then he wondered--had he really been contented? Or
had the old unrest always been there, however much he might strive to
hide it even from himself?
Leaning back in his shadowy corner, he let his thoughts drift to his
old life, and to that little deserted cabin which had been home to him
for so many years. He imagined just how the roof would fall into
disrepair, and how the feathery snow would drift between the chinks of
the logs. He supposed that the little bold beasts of the woods would
inhabit it, and the grey squirrels store their nuts in the corners, and
the birds build under the eaves and on the window ledges. Soon the
woods would creep nearer and nearer, reclaiming the worthless fields
which had been wrested from them, and even filling up the natural
clearing with small bushes and thimble-berry vines. At last there
would remain nothing but a pile of mossy logs and a few struggling,
widely-dispersed sunflowers, to show where that poor home had been.
Remembering the pain and sorrow those walls had often held, he felt it
was the best end for them; yet he had an unreasonable tenderness
towards anything connected with the care-free, idle, roving life he had
loved, and for which he longed.
"A penny for your thoughts!" cried cheery Mrs. Collinson suddenly. And
when he shyly told her, in part, what they had been, she patted his
hand tenderly, and her eyes glistened.
"The lad's fretting for his father," she found opportunity of
whispering to her husband, a little later.
But Mr. Collinson was still doubtful. "I don't know, Mrs. C., I don't
know," and they were silent, as once more the howl of the wolf-pack
came faintly to their ears.
Meanwhile, Dick had retired again to a brown study in his corner.
On this peaceful Christmas night there was a tumult in his easy-going
mind which confused him sadly. Now he had time to think about it, he
knew that during the past few weeks he had not really been
contented--he had only been avoiding the consideration of his own
perplexities. But that avoidance was not always possible, and he knew
that, at any time, his love of roaming might descend upon him, as it
were, in irresistible force. Since that day of the fox-hunt, he had
become more fully alive to his own wild hopes and longings; and now his
sincere fit of penitence and industry was beginning to wear off a bit,
the old, idle, roving mood was all ready to return to him again. He
feared his own thoughts, and he dreaded the crisis--dreaded the event
which must settle his decision one way or the other.
As he sat there, gazing at the roaring, glowing logs upon the hearth,
he reflected half-resentfully that duty and inclination had been
utterly at war in his life of late, and that the worst of the trouble
dated from his arrival at the Collinson homestead, which was perfectly
true. Before then, inclination had reigned supreme. He did not put
his own thoughts very clearly to himself. He only felt that, if he
yielded to his love of a wild life, that life would soon grow necessary
to his happiness. He thought how cruel it would be if he left
Stephanie and all other ties behind him, and struck out into the vast
space and freedom of the north. He shunned the very idea, and was
ashamed of it, yet there was an attraction in it which made him dwell
upon it again and again. The great plains and the free life of them,
the great woods and the mighty rivers, the beautiful lakes, and
mountains, pine-clad and snow-crested, untracked, unknown--he had heard
of it all dimly, from one and another. All these things he loved and
longed to know, and against them Stephanie. "Of course, I wouldn't do
it," he assured himself. Yet his eyes took on their bright gipsy-look
as he gazed into the heart of the blaze.
For the rest of the evening he was in a dream-world, far from the
homestead; and later, he put on his blanket-coat again, and wandered
out into the garden, that he might indulge in his dreams more easily.
Just near the door he nearly fell over a shadowy figure crouched
against the wall. The figure rose to its feet, and just then Roger
pulled aside the curtain. In the sudden gleam of light Dick saw a
keen, dark face, in which were unexpectedly set two hard, green-grey
eyes. He heard the sound of some ceremonial greeting in a strange
speech. But it was so much like a part of his dreams he felt
bewildered. It was Peter Many-Names, who presently descended to his
English, and pointing to a frozen haunch of venison, gravely gave Dick
to understand that he would dispose of it to the highest bidder.