SEEKING THE UNDERGROUND
Every moment of progress tended to increase my confidence in Sam's
loyalty. His every attention seemed riveted upon his work, and not
once did I observe his eyes turned backward for a glimpse of the
Missouri shore. The fellow plainly enough realized the situation--that
safety for himself depended on keeping beyond the reach of his master.
To this end he devoted every instant diligently to coaxing his engine
and a skillful guidance of the boat, never once permitting his head to
turn far enough to glance at me, although I could occasionally detect
his eyes wandering in the direction of the girl.
She had not uttered a word, nor changed her posture since first
entering the boat, but remained just as I had seated her, one hand
grasping the edge of the cockpit, her gaze on the rushing waters ahead.
I could realize something of what must be passing through her mind--the
mingling of doubt and fear which assailed her in this strange
environment. Up until now she had been accorded no opportunity to
think, to consider the nature of her position; she had been compelled
to act wholly upon impulse and driven blindly to accept my suggestions.
And now, in this silence, the reaction had come, and she was already
questioning if she had done right.
It was in my heart to speak to her, in effort to strengthen her faith,
but I hesitated, scarcely knowing what to say, deeply touched by the
pathetic droop of her figure, and, in truth, uncertain in my own mind
as to whether or not we had chosen the wiser course. All I dared do
was to silently reach out one hand, and rest it gently on those fingers
clasping the rail. She did not remove her hand from beneath mine, nor,
indeed, give the slightest evidence that she was even aware of my
action. By this time the eastern shore became dimly defined through
the black mist, and the downward sweep of the current no longer struck
in force against our bow.
"Wus Ah ter turn nor', sah?" asked the negro, suddenly.
"Yes, up-stream, but keep in as close to the shore as you think safe.
There is no settlement along this bank, is there?"
"No, sah; dar's jus' one cabin, 'bout a mile up-stream, but dar ain't
nobody livin' thar now. Whar yer all aim fer ter go?"
I hesitated an instant before I answered, yet, almost as quickly,
decided that the whole truth would probably serve us best. The man
already had one reason to use his best endeavors; now I would bring
before him a second.
"Just as far up the river before daylight as possible, Sam. Then I
hope to uncover some hiding place where we can lie concealed until it
is dark again. Do you know any such place?"
He scratched his head, muttering something to himself; then turned half
about, exhibiting a line of ivories.
"On de Illinois shore, sah? Le's see; thar's Rassuer Creek, 'bout
twenty mile up. 'Tain't so awful big et the mouth, but I reckon we
mought pole up fer 'nough ter git outer sight. Ah spects you all knows
whut yer a headin' fer?"
"To a certain extent--yes; but we had to decide on this action very
quickly, with no chance to plan it out. I am aiming at the mouth of
the Illinois."
He glanced about at me again, vainly endeavoring to decipher my
expression in the gloom.
"De Illinois ribber, boss; what yer hope fer ter find thar?"
"A certain man I've heard about. Did you ever happen to hear a white
man mentioned who lives near there? His name is Amos Shrunk?"
I could scarcely distinguish his eyes, but I could feel them. I
thought for a moment he would not answer.
"Yer'l surely excuse me, sah," he said at last, humbly, his voice with
a note of pleading in it. "Ah's feelin' friendly 'nough, an' all dat,
sah, but still yer mus' 'member dat Ah's talkin' ter a perfict
stranger. If yer wud sure tell me furst just whut yer was aimin' at,
then maybe Ah'd know a heap mor'n Ah do now."
"I guess you are right, Sam. I'll tell you the whole of it. I am
endeavoring to help this young woman to escape from those men back
yonder. You must know why they were there; no doubt you overhead them
talk coming up?"
"Yas, sah; Massa Donaldson he was goin' up fer ter serve sum papers fer
Massa Kirby, so he cud run off de Beaucaire niggers. But dis yere
gal, she ain't no nigger--she's just a white pusson."
"She is a slave under the law," I said, gravely, as she made no effort
to move, "and the man, Kirby, claims her."
I could see his mouth fly open, but the surprise of this statement
halted his efforts at speech.
"That explains the whole situation," I went on. "Now will you answer
me?"
"'Bout dis yere Massa Shrunk?"
"Yes--you have heard of him before?"
"Ah reckon as how maybe Ah has, sah. Mos' all de niggers down dis way
has bin tol' 'bout him--som'how dey has, sah."
"So I thought. Well, do you know where he can be found?"
"Not perzackly, sah. Ah ain't never onct bin thar, but Ah sorter seems
fer ter recollec' sum'thin' 'bout whar he mought be. Ah reckon maybe
Ah cud go thar, if Ah just hed to. Ah reckon if yer all held dat
pistol plum 'gainst mah hed, Ah'd mos' likely find dis Amos Shrunk.
Good Lord, sah!" and his voice sank to a whisper, "Ah just can't git
hol' o' all dis--Ah sure can't, sah--'bout her bein' a nigger."
Rene turned about, lifting her face into the starlight.
"Whether I am white or colored, Sam," she said, quietly, "can make
little difference to you now. I am a woman, and am asking your help.
I can trust you, can I not?"
The negro on his knees stared at her, the whites of his eyes
conspicuous. Then suddenly he jerked off his old hat.
"Ah 'spects yer kin, Missus," he pledged himself in a tone of
conviction which made my heart leap. "Ah's bin a slave-nigger fer
forty-five years, but just de same, Ah ain't never bin mean ter no
woman. Yas, sah, yer don't neither one ob yer eber need ter ask Sam no
mor'--he's a goin' thro' wid yer all ter de end--he sure am, Ma'm."
Silence descended upon us, and I slipped the pistol back into my
pocket. Rene rested her cheek on her hand and gazed straight ahead
into the night. Her head seemed to droop, and I realized that her eyes
saw nothing except those scenes pictured by her thoughts. Sam busied
himself about his work, muttering occasionally under his breath, and
shaking his head as though struggling with some problem, but the few
words I caught were disconnected, yielding me no knowledge of what he
was trying to solve. The bow of the boat had been deflected to the
north, and was silently cleaving the sluggish downward trend of the
water, for we had passed out of the swifter current and were close in
to the eastern shore. The bank appeared low and unwooded, a mere black
line barely above the water level and I guessed that behind it
stretched uninhabitable marshes overflowed by the spring floods.
As we fought our way up stream the boat gradually drew away, the low
shore fading from view as the negro sought deeper water, until finally
the craft was nearly in the center of the broad stream where the eye
could see only turbulent water sweeping past on every side.
Occasionally a log scraped along our side, dancing about amid foam, or
some grotesque branch, reaching out gaunt arms, swept by. The stars
overhead reflected their dim light from off the surface, rendering
everything more weird and desolate. The intense loneliness of the
scene seemed to clutch my soul. Far off to the left a few winking
lights appeared, barely perceptible, and I touched the negro, pointing
them out to him and whispering my question so as not to disturb the
motionless girl.
"Is that the Landing over there?"
"Ah certainly 'spects it must be, sah; dar ain't no other town directly
'round dese parts."
"Then those lights higher up must be on the bluff at Beaucaire?"
"Yas, sah; looks like de whol' house was lit up. I reckon things am
right lively up thar 'bout now." He chuckled to himself, smothering a
laugh. "It's sure goin' fer ter bother Massa Donaldson ter lose dis
nigger, sah, fer Ah's de only one he's got."
The lights slowly faded away in the far distance, finally disappearing
altogether as we rounded a sharp bend in the river bank. The engine
increased its stroke, giving vent to louder chugging, and I could feel
the strain of the planks beneath us as we battled the current. This
new noise may have aroused her, for Rene lifted her head as though
suddenly startled and glanced about in my direction.
"We have passed the village?" she asked, rather listlessly.
"Yes; it is already out of sight. From the number of lights burning I
imagine our escape has been discovered."
"And what will they do?" an echo of dismay in her voice.
All fear of any treachery on the part of the negro had completely
deserted me, and I slipped down from my perch on the edge of the
cockpit to a place on the bench at her side. She made no motion to
draw away, but her eyes were upon my face, as though seeking to read
the meaning of my sudden action.
"We can talk better here," I explained. "The engine makes so much
noise."
"Yes; and--and somehow I--I feel more like trusting you when I am able
to see your face," she admitted frankly. "I am actually afraid to be
alone."
"I have felt that this was true from the first. Indeed, I seriously
wonder at the trust you have reposed in me--a total stranger."
"But--but how could I help it? Have I been unwomanly? I think I
scarcely know what I have done. I could very easily have told what was
right in the old days; but--but surely you understand--this was not to
be decided by those rules. I was no longer free. Do you mean that you
blame me for what has been done?"
"Far from it. You have acted in the only way possible. To me you are
a wonderfully brave woman. I doubt if one in a thousand could have
faced the situation as well."
"Oh I can hardly feel I have been that. It seems to me I have shown
myself strangely weak--permitting you to do exactly as you pleased with
me. Yet you do not understand; it has not been wholly my own peril
which caused me to surrender so easily."
"But I think I do understand--it was partly a sacrifice for others."
"In a way, yes, it was; but I cannot explain more fully, even to you,
now. Yet suppose I make this sacrifice, and it fails; suppose after
all they should fall into the hands of these men?"
"I will not believe that," I protested, stoutly. "I feel convinced
they had warning--there is no other way in which to account for their
disappearance, their failure to return to the house. They must have
encountered Pete and gone away with him."
"If I only knew that."
"Perhaps we can assure ourselves; we can go ashore at his place up the
river, and if his boat is gone, there will be no longer any doubt. In
any case, it is clearly your duty to save yourself."
"Do you really think so? It has seemed to me cowardly to run away."
"But, Rene," I urged. "They were the ones who deserted first. If they
had warning of danger, they fled without a word to you--leaving you
alone in the hands of those men."
"They--they, perhaps they failed to realize my peril. Oh you cannot
see this as I do," she faltered, endeavoring to conjure up some excuse.
"They may have thought they could serve me best in that way."
I laughed, but not in any spirit of humor.
"Hardly that, I imagine. Far more likely they fled suddenly in a panic
of fear, without pausing to think at all. Why, you were the very one
whose danger was the greatest; you were the one plunged into slavery."
"Yes--yes; I had forgotten that. Never for a moment does it seem real
to me. I have to keep saying over and over again to myself, 'I am a
negro and a slave.'"
"And so do I," I confessed, unthinkingly. "And even then, when I
remember you as I first saw you in that lighted room back yonder, it is
unbelievable."
Her eyes fell from my face, her head drooping, as she stared over the
rail at the sullen rush of black water alongside. She remained silent
and motionless for so long that I felt impelled to speak again, yet
before I could decide what to say, her voice addressed me, although
with face still averted.
"Yes, it is indeed most difficult--for both of us," she acknowledged,
slowly. "We are in an extremely embarrassing position. You must not
think I fail to realize this. It would be comparatively easy for me to
choose my course but for that. I do not know why you serve me
thus--risking your very life and your professional future--but neither
of us must forget, not for a moment, that I am only a runaway slave. I
can only consent to go with you, Lieutenant Knox, if you promise me
this."
I hesitated to make the pledge, to put it into binding words, my lips
pressed tightly together, my hands clinched. Feeling the rebuke of my
silence, she turned her head once more, and her questioning eyes again
sought my face in the star-gleam.
"You must promise me," she insisted, firmly, although her sensitive
lips trembled as she gave utterance to the shameful words. "I am
nothing else. I am no white woman of your own race and class appealing
for protection. I cannot ask of you the courtesy a gentleman naturally
gives; I can only beg your mercy. I am a negress--you must not forget,
and you must not let me forget. If you will give me your word I shall
trust you, fully, completely. But it must be given. There is no other
way by which I can accept your protection; there can be no equality
between us--only an impassable barrier of race."
"But I do not see this from the same viewpoint as you of the South."
"Oh yes, you do. The viewpoint is not so dissimilar; not in the same
degree, perhaps, but no less truly. You believe in my right of
freedom; you will even fight for that right, but at the same time you
realize as I do, that the one drop of black blood in my veins is a bar
sinister, now and forever. It cannot be overcome; it must not be
forgotten. You will pledge me this?"
"Yes--I pledge you."
"And, in spite of that drop of black blood, as long as we are together,
you will hold me a woman, worthy of respect and honor? Not a creature,
a chattel, a plaything?"
"Will you accept my hand?"
"Yes."
"Then I will answer you, Rene Beaucaire," I said, soberly, "with all
frankness, black or white I am your friend, and never, through any word
or act of mine, shall you ever regret that friendship."
Her wide-open eyes gazed straight at me. It seemed as if she would
never speak. Then I felt the tightening pressure of her hand, and her
head bent slowly forward as though in the instinct of prayer.
"Thank God!" she whispered softly. "Now I can go with you."
I waited breathless, conscious of the trembling of her body against
mine. Once again the bowed head was lifted, and this time a sparkle of
unshed tears were visible in the shadowed eyes.
"You have not yet explained to me what we were to do? Your plans for
tomorrow?"
"Because I scarcely have any," I replied, comprehending that now she
claimed partnership in this adventure. "This has all occurred so
suddenly, I have only acted upon impulse. No doubt those back at the
Landing will endeavor to pursue us; they may have discovered already
our means of escape and procured boats. My principal hope is that they
may take it for granted that we have chosen the easier way and gone
down stream. If so we shall gain so much more time to get beyond their
reach. Anyway we can easily out-distance any rowboat, and Sam tells me
there is nothing else to be had at the Landing."
"But why have you chosen the northern route? Surely you had a reason?"
"Certainly; it was to deceive them and get out of slave territory as
quickly as possible. There are friends in this direction and none in
the other. If we should endeavor to flee by way of the Ohio, we would
be compelled to run a thousand-mile gauntlet. There are slaves in
Illinois--it has never been declared a free state--but these are held
almost exclusively in the more southern counties. North of the river
the settlers are largely from New England, and the majority of them
hate slavery and are ready to assist any runaway to freedom."
"But you have spoken of a man--Amos Shrunk--who is he?"
"You have certainly heard rumors, at least, that there are regular
routes of escape from here to Canada?"
"Yes; it has been discussed at the house. I have never clearly
understood, but I do know that slaves disappear and are never caught.
I was told white men helped them."
"It is accomplished through organized effort by these men--Black
Abolitionists, as they are called--haters of slavery. They are banded
together in a secret society for this one purpose and have what they
call stations scattered all along at a certain distance apart--a
night's travel--from the Mississippi to the Canadian line, where the
fugitives are hidden and fed. The runaways are passed from one station
to the next under cover of darkness, and are seldom recaptured. A
station keeper, I am told, is only permitted to know a few miles of the
route, those he must cover--the system is perfect, and many are engaged
in it who are never even suspected."
"And this man, is he one?"
"Yes, a leader; he operates the most dangerous station of all. The
escaping slaves come to him first."
"And he passes them on to the next man--do you know who?"
"Only what little Pete told me; the second agent is supposed to be a
preacher in Beardstown."
She asked no further questions, and after a moment turned away, resting
back against the edge of the cockpit with chin cupped in the hollow of
her hand. The profile of her face was clearly defined by the starlight
reflected by the river, and I found it hard to withdraw my eyes. A
movement by the negro attracted my attention.
"There is a small creek about four miles above the Landing, Sam," I
said shortly. "Do you think you can find it?"
"On de Missouri side, sah? Ah reckon Ah cud."