TO SAVE A "NIGGER"
It proved to be a short, sharp struggle, from the first the advantage
altogether with me. Kirby, jerked from off his feet from behind, his
head forced down against the wooden sill, with throat gripped
remorselessly in my clutch, could give utterance to no outcry, nor
effectively exert his strength to break free. I throttled the very
breath out of him, knowing that I must conquer then and there,
silently, and with no thought of mercy. I was battling for her life,
and my own. This was no time for compassion, nor had I the slightest
wish to spare the man. With all the oldtime dislike in my heart, all
the hatred aroused by what I had overheard, I closed down on his
throat, rejoicing to see the purple of his flesh turn into a sickening
black, as he fought desperately for breath, and as he lost
consciousness, and ceased from struggle. I was conscious of a pang in
my wounded shoulder, yet it seemed to rob me of no strength, but only
added to my ferocity. The fellow rested limp in my hands. I believed
I had killed him, and the belief was a joy, as I tossed the helpless
body aside on the floor, and stepped through the open window into the
room. Dead! he was better off dead.
I stood above him, staring down into the upturned face. It was
breathless, mottled, hideously ugly, to all appearances the face of a
dead man, but it brought to me no sense of remorse. The cur--"the
unspeakable cur." In my heart I hoped he was dead, and in a sudden
feeling of utter contempt, I struck the inert body with my foot. Then,
as my eyes lifted, they encountered those of the girl. She had drawn
back to the table, startled out of all reserve by this sudden
apparition, unable to comprehend. Doubt, questioning, fright found
expression in her face. The pistol yet remained clasped in her hand,
while she stared at me as though a ghost confronted her.
"Who--who are you?" she managed to gasp, in a voice which barely
reached my ears. "My God! who--who sent you here?"
"It must have been God," I answered, realizing instantly that I needed
to make all clear in a word. "I came only to help you, and was just in
time--no doubt God sent me."
"To help me? You came here to help me? But how could that be? I--I
never saw you before--who are you?"
I stood straight before her, my eyes meeting her own frankly. I had
forgotten the dead body at my feet, the incidents of struggle, the pain
of my own wound, comprehending only the supreme importance of
compelling her to grasp the truth.
"There is no time now to explain all this, Miss Rene. You must accept
the bare facts--will you?"
"Yes--I--I suppose I must."
"Then listen, for you must know that every moment we waste here in talk
only makes escape more difficult. I tell you the simple truth. I am
Steven Knox, an officer in the army. It chanced I was a passenger on
the boat when Judge Beaucaire lost his life. I witnessed the game of
cards this man won, and afterwards, when I protested, was attacked, and
flung overboard into the river by Kirby here, and that fellow who is
outside guarding the door. They believe me to be dead; but I managed
to reach shore, and was taken care of by a negro--'Free Pete' he calls
himself; do you know him?"
"Yes--oh, yes; he was one of the Carlton slaves." Her face brightened
slightly in its bewilderment.
"Well, I knew enough of what was bound to occur to feel an interest,
and tonight he brought me here for the purpose of warning you--you,
your mother, and Eloise Beaucaire. He has his cart and mule out
yonder; we intended to transport you across the river, and thus start
you safely on the way to Canada."
"Then," she said slowly, seeming to catch at her breath, her voice
trembling, "then it must be really true what these men say--Delia is my
mother? I--I am a slave?"
"You did not really know. You were not warned by anyone before their
arrival?"
"No, there was no warning. Did anyone in this neighborhood understand?"
"Haines the lawyer did. He furnished me with much of the information I
possess. But I am the one puzzled now. If the truth was not known to
any of you, how does it happen the others are gone?"
"So far as I am aware that is merely an accident. They walked over to
the old Carlton place early this evening; there is sickness in the
family, and they hoped to be of help. That is everything I know. They
were to return two hours ago, for I was here all alone, except for the
negroes in their quarters. I cannot conceive what has occurred--unless
they have learned in some way of the trouble here."
"That must be the explanation; they have hidden themselves. And these
men told you why they came?"
"The only one I saw at first did. He came in all alone and claimed to
be a deputy sheriff. I was terribly frightened at first, and did not
at all understand; but I questioned him and the man liked to talk. So
he told me all he knew. Perhaps I should have thought he was crazy,
only--only some things had occurred of late which led me to half
suspect the truth before. I--I wouldn't believe it then, but--but I
made him repeat everything he had heard. Horrible as it was, I--I
wanted to know all."
"And you acknowledged to him that you were Rene Beaucaire?"
Her dark eyes flashed up into my face questioningly.
"Why--why, of course. I--I could not deny that, could I?"
"Perhaps not; yet if none of them knew you, and you had claimed to be
Eloise, they would never have dared to hold you prisoner."
"I never once thought of that; the only thing which occurred to me was
how I could best protect the others. My plan was to send them warning
in some way. Still, now I am very glad I said I was Rene."
"Glad! why?"
"Because it seems it is Eloise they must find to serve their papers on.
They dare not take away the slaves until this is done. As for me, I am
nothing--nothing but a slave myself; is that not true?"
To look into her eyes, her face, and answer was a hard task, yet one I
saw no way to evade.
"Yes; I am afraid it is true."
"And--and then Delia, the housekeeper, is actually my mother?"
"That is the story, as it has reached me."
She held tightly to the table for support, all the fresh color
deserting her face, but the lips were firmly set and her head remained
as proudly poised as ever above the round throat. Whatever might be
the stain of alien blood in her veins, she was still a Beaucaire. Her
eyes, filled with pain as they were, met mine unflinchingly.
"And--and knowing all this, convinced of its truth--that--that I am
colored," she faltered, doubtfully. "You came here to help me?"
"I did; that can make no difference now."
"No difference! Why do you say that? Are you from the North, an
Abolitionist?"
"No; at least I have never been called one or so thought of myself. I
have never believed in slavery, yet I was born in a southern state. In
this case I merely look upon you as a woman--as one of my own class.
It--it does not seem as though I could ever consider you in any other
way. You must believe this."
"Believe it! Why you and I are caught in the same net. I am a slave
to be sold to the highest bidder; and you--you have killed a man to
save me. Even if I was willing to remain and face my fate, I could not
now, for that would mean you must suffer. And--and you have done this
for me."
My eyes dropped to the upturned face of Kirby on which the rays of
light rested. The flesh was no longer black and horrid, yet remained
ghastly enough to increase my belief that the man was actually
dead--had perished under my hand. He was not a pleasant sight to
contemplate, flung as he had been in a shapeless heap, and the sight
brought home to me anew the necessity of escape before those others of
his party could learn what had occurred.
"From whatever reason the deed was done," I said, steadying my voice,
"we must now face the consequences. As you say, it is true we both
alike have reason to fear the law if caught. Flight is our only
recourse. Will you go with me? Will you trust me?"
"Go--go with you? Where?"
"First across the river into Illinois; there is no possible safety
here. Once over yonder we shall, at least, have time in which to think
out the proper course, to plan what shall be best to do. In a way your
danger is even more serious than mine. I have not been seen--even
Kirby had no glimpse of my face--and might never be identified with the
death of this man. But you will become a fugitive slave and could be
hunted down anywhere this side of Canada."
"Then being with me would add to your danger."
"Whether it will or not counts nothing; I shall never let you go alone."
She pressed the palms of both her hands against her forehead as though
in a motion of utter bewilderment.
"Oh, I cannot seem to realize," she exclaimed. "Everything is like a
dream to me--impossible in its horror. This situation, is so terrible;
it has come upon me so suddenly, I cannot decide, I cannot even
comprehend what my duty is. You urge me to go away with you--alone?"
"I do; there is no other way left. You cannot remain here in the hands
of these men; the result of such a step is too terrible to even
contemplate. There are no means of determining where the others
are--Delia and Miss Eloise. Perhaps they have had warning and fled
already," I urged, desperately.
Her eyes were staring down at Kirby's body.
"Look, he--he is not dead," she sobbed, excitedly. "Did you see then,
one of his limbs moved, and--and why he is beginning to gasp for
breath."
"All the more reason why we should decide at once. If the fellow
regains consciousness and lives, our danger will be all the greater."
"Yes, he would be merciless," her lips parted, her eyes eloquent of
disgust and horror as she suddenly lifted them to my face. "I--I must
not forget that I--I belong to him; I am his slave; he--he, that
hideous thing there, can do anything he wishes with me--the law says he
can." The indignant color mounted into her face. "He can sell me, or
use me, or rent me; I am his chattel. Good God! think of it! Why, I
am as white as he is, better educated, accustomed to every care,
brought up to believe myself rich and happy--and now I belong to him;
he owns me, body and soul." She paused suddenly, assailed by a new
thought, a fresh consideration.
"Do you know the law?"
"I am no expert; what is it you would ask?"
"The truth of what they have told me. Is it so, is it the law that
these men can take possession of nothing here until after Eloise has
been found and their papers served upon her?"
"Yes, I believe it is," I said. "She is the legal heiress of Judge
Beaucaire; the estate is hers by inheritance, as, I am told, there was
no will. All this property, including the slaves, would legally remain
in her possession until proper steps had been taken by others. Serving
of the papers would be necessary. There is no doubt as to
that--although, probably, after a certain length of time, the court
might presume her dead and take other action to settle the estate."
"But not for several years?"
"No; I think I have heard how many, but have forgotten."
She drew a deep breath and stepped toward me, gazing straight into my
face.
"I believe in you," she said firmly. "And I trust you. You look like
a real man. You tell me you serve in the army--an officer?"
"A lieutenant of infantry."
She held out her hand and my own closed over it, the firm, warm clasp
of her fingers sending a strange thrill through my whole body. An
instant she looked directly into my eyes, down into the very soul of
me, and what I read in the depths of her brown orbs could never find
expression in words. I have thought of it often since--that great,
dimly-lighted room, with the guard at the outer door; the inert, almost
lifeless body huddled on the floor beside us, and Rene Beaucaire, her
hand clasped in mine.
"Lieutenant Knox," she said softly, yet with a note of confidence in
the low voice, "no woman was ever called upon to make a more important
choice than this. Although I am a slave, now I am free to choose. I
am going to trust you absolutely; there are reasons why I so decide
which I cannot explain at this time. I have not known you long enough
to venture that far. You must accept me just as I am--a runaway slave
and a negress, but also a woman. Can you pledge such as I your word of
honor--the word of a soldier and a gentleman?"
"I pledge it to you, Rene Beaucaire," I answered soberly.
"And I accept the pledge in all faith. From now on, whatever you say I
will do."
I had but one immediate purpose in my mind--to escape from the house as
quickly as possible, to attain Pete's cart at the edge of the woods and
be several miles up the river, hidden away in some covert before
daylight, leaving no trail behind. The first part of this hasty
program would have to be carried out instantly, for any moment a
suspicion might cause Carver to throw open the door leading into the
hallway and expose our position. Kirby was already showing
unmistakable symptoms of recovery, while those other men idling on the
front porch might begin to wonder what was going on so long inside and
proceed to investigate. By this time they must be nervously anxious to
get away. Besides, it would prove decidedly to our advantage if I was
not seen or recognized. The very mystery, the bewilderment as to who
had so viciously attacked the gambler and then spirited away the girl,
would serve to facilitate our escape. Theories as to how it had been
accomplished would be endless and the pursuit delayed.
I stooped and removed a pistol from Kirby's pocket, dropping it,
together with such ammunition as I could find, into one of my own. The
man by this time was breathing heavily, although his eyes remained
closed, and he still lay exactly as he had fallen.
"Keep your own weapon," I commanded her. "Hide it away in your dress.
Now come with me."
She obeyed, uttering no word of objection, and stepping after me
through the open window onto the narrow balcony without. I reached up
and drew down the shade, leaving us in comparative darkness. The night
was soundless and our eyes, straining to pierce the black void, were
unable to detect any movement.
"You see nothing?" I whispered, touching her hand in encouragement.
"No evidence of a guard anywhere?"
"No--the others must still be out in front waiting."
"There were only the four of them then?"
"So I understood. I was told they came up the river in a small
keel-boat, operated by an engine, and that they anticipated no
resistance. The engineer was left to watch the boat and be ready to
depart down stream at any moment."
"Good; that leaves us a clear passage. Now I am going to drop to the
ground; it is not far below. Can you make it alone?"
"I have done so many a time."
We attained the solid earth almost together and in silence.
"Now let me guide you," she suggested, as I hesitated. "I know every
inch of the way about here. Where is the negro waiting?"
"At the edge of the wood where the wagon road ends, beyond the slave
quarters."
"Yes, I know; it will be safer for us to go around the garden."
She flitted forward, sure-footed, confident, and I followed as rapidly
as possible through the darkness, barely keeping her dim figure in
sight. We skirted the rear fence, and then the blacker shadow of the
wood loomed up somber before us. Our feet stumbled over the ruts of a
road and I seemed to vaguely recognize the spot as familiar. Yes, away
off yonder was the distant gleam of the river reflecting the stars.
This must be the very place where Pete and I had parted, but--where had
the fellow gone? I caught at her sleeve, but as she paused and turned
about, could scarcely discern the outlines of her face in the gloom.
"Here is where he was directed to wait," I explained, hurriedly.
"Before I left he had turned his mule around under this very tree. I
am sure I am not mistaken in the spot."
"Yet he is not here, and there is no sign of him. You left no other
instructions except for him to remain until your return?"
"I think not--oh; yes, I did tell him if you women came without me, he
was to drive you at once to the boat and leave me to follow the best
way I could. Do you suppose it possible the others reached here and he
has gone away with them?"
I felt a consciousness that her eyes were upon me, that she was
endeavoring to gain a glimpse of my face.
"No, I can hardly imagine that. I--I do not know what to think. When
I see you I believe all you say, but here in the darkness it is not the
same. You--you are not deceiving me?"
"No; you must trust my word. This is unfortunate, but neither of us
could venture back now. There is a pledge between us."
She stood silent and I strove by peering about to discover some marks
of guidance, only to learn the uselessness of the effort. Even a
slight advance brought no result, and it was with some difficulty I
even succeeded in locating her again in the darkness--indeed, only the
sound of her voice made me aware of her immediate presence.
"The negro's boat is some distance away, is it not?"
"Four miles, over the worst road I ever traveled." A sudden
remembrance swept into my mind, bringing with it inspiration.
"Have you ever visited the mouth of Saunder's Creek? You have! How
far away is that from here?"
"Not more than half a mile, it enters the river just below the Landing."
"And, if I understood you rightly," I urged, eagerly, "you said that
these fellows left their keel-boat there; that it had been rigged up to
run by steam, and had no guard aboard except the engineer; you are sure
of this?"
"That was what the man who talked to me first said--the deputy sheriff.
He boasted that they had the only keel-boat on the river equipped with
an engine and had come up from St. Louis in two hours. The Sheriff had
it fitted up to carry him back and forth between river towns. You--you
think we could use that?"
"It seems to be all that is left us. I intend to make the effort,
anyway. You had better show me the road."