MY DEAR BLANCHE,

I have been waiting for a full hour of leisure to write you a letter,

but I shall never get it, and so I'll write you anyhow. Come to think

of it, there is nothing to say--nothing that _needs_ be said, rather,

for there is always so much that one would like to say to you, best

and most patient of _sayees_.

I'm sending you and your father copies of my book. Not that I think

you (either of you) will care for that sort of thing, but merely

because your father is my co-sinner in making the book, and you in

sitting by and diverting my mind from the proof-sheets of a part of

it. Your part, therefore, in the work is the typographical errors. So

you are in literature in spite of yourself.

I appreciate what you write of my girl. She is the best of girls to

me, but God knoweth I'm not a proper person to direct her way of life.

However, it will not be for long. A dear friend of mine--the widow of

another dear friend--in London wants her, and means to come out here

next spring and try to persuade me to let her have her--for a time at

least. It is likely that I shall. My friend is wealthy, childless and

devoted to both my children. I wish that in the meantime she (the

girl) could have the advantage of association with _you_.

Please say to your father that I have his verses, which I promise

myself pleasure in reading.

_You_ appear to have given up your ambition to "write things." I'm

sorry, for "lots" of reasons--not the least being the selfish one that

I fear I shall be deprived of a reason for writing you long dull

letters. Won't you _play_ at writing things?

My (and Danziger's) book, "The Monk and the Hangman's Daughter," is to

be out next month. The Publisher--I like to write it with a reverent

capital letter--is unprofessional enough to tell me that he regards it

as the very best piece of English composition that he ever saw, and he

means to make the world know it. Now let the great English classics

hide their diminished heads and pale their ineffectual fires!

So you begin to suspect that books do not give you the truth of life

and character. Well, that suspicion is the beginning of wisdom, and,

so far as it goes, a preliminary qualification for writing--books. Men

and women are certainly not what books represent them to be, nor what

_they_ represent--and sometimes believe--themselves to be. They are

better, they are worse, and far more interesting.

With best regards to all your people, and in the hope that we may

frequently hear from you, I am very sincerely your friend,

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