A Memoir of Ambrose Bierce

by GEORGE STERLING

Though from boyhood a lover of tales of the terrible, it was not until

my twenty-second year that I heard of Ambrose Bierce, I having then

been for ten months a resident of Oakland, California. But in the fall

of the year 1891 my friend Roosevelt Johnson, newly arrived from our

town of birth, Sag Harbor, New York, asked me if I were acquainted

with his work, adding that he had been told that Bierce was the author

of stories not inferior in awesomeness to the most terrible of Poe's.

We made inquiry and found that Bierce had for several years been

writing columns of critical comment, satirically named _Prattle_, for

the editorial page of the Sunday _EXAMINER_, of San Francisco. As my

uncle, of whose household I had been for nearly a year a member, did

not subscribe to that journal, I had unfortunately overlooked these

weekly contributions to the wit and sanity of our western

literature--an omission for which we partially consoled ourselves by

subsequently reading with great eagerness each installment of

_Prattle_ as it appeared. But, so far as his short stories were

concerned, we had to content ourselves with the assurance of a

neighbor that "they'd scare an owl off a tombstone."

However, later in the autumn, while making a pilgrimage to the home of

our greatly worshipped Joaquin Miller, we became acquainted with

Albert, an elder brother of Bierce's, a man who was to be one of my

dearest of friends to the day of his death, in March, 1914. From him

we obtained much to gratify our not unnatural curiosity as to this

mysterious being, who, from his isolation on a lonely mountain above

the Napa Valley, scattered weekly thunderbolts on the fool, the

pretender, and the knave, and cast ridicule or censure on many that

sat in the seats of the mighty. For none, however socially or

financially powerful, was safe from the stab of that aculeate pen, the

venom of whose ink is to gleam vividly from the pages of literature

for centuries yet to come.

For Bierce is of the immortals. That fact, known, I think, to him, and

seeming then more and more evident to some of his admirers, has become

plainly apparent to anyone who can appraise the matter with eyes that

see beyond the flimsy artifices that bulk so large and so briefly in

the literary arena. Bierce was a sculptor who wrought in hardest

crystal.

I was not to be so fortunate as to become acquainted with him until

after the publication of his first volume of short stories, entitled

_Tales of Soldiers and Civilians_. That mild title gives scant

indication of the terrors that await the unwarned reader. I recall

that I hung fascinated over the book, unable to lay it down until the

last of its printed dooms had become an imperishable portion of the

memory. The tales are told with a calmness and reserve that make most

of Poe's seem somewhat boyish and melodramatic by comparison. The

greatest of them seems to me to be _An Occurrence at Owl Creek

Bridge_, though I am perennially charmed by the weird beauty of _An

Inhabitant of Carcosa_, a tale of unique and unforgettable quality.

Bierce, born in Ohio in 1842, came to San Francisco soon after the

close of the Civil War. It is amusing to learn that he was one of a

family of eleven children, male and female, the Christian name of each

of whom began with the letter "A!" Obtaining employment at first in

the United States Mint, whither Albert, always his favorite brother,

had preceded him, he soon gravitated to journalism, doing his first

work on the San Francisco _NEWS LETTER_. His brother once told me that

he (Ambrose) had from boyhood been eager to become a writer and was

expectant of success at that pursuit.

Isolated from most men by the exalted and austere habit of his

thought, Bierce finally suffered a corresponding exile of the body,

and was forced to live in high altitudes, which of necessity are

lonely. This latter banishment was on account of chronic and utterly

incurable asthma, an ailment contracted in what might almost be termed

a characteristic manner. Bierce had no fear of the dead folk and their

marble city. From occasional strollings by night in Laurel Hill

Cemetery, in San Francisco, his spirit "drank repose," and was able to

attain a serenity in which the cares of daytime existence faded to

nothingness. It was on one of those strolls that he elected to lie for

awhile in the moonlight on a flat tombstone, and awakening late in the

night, found himself thoroughly chilled, and a subsequent victim of

the disease that was to cast so dark a shadow over his following

years. For his sufferings from asthma were terrible, arising often to

a height that required that he be put under the influence of

chloroform.

So afflicted, he found visits to the lowlands a thing not to be

indulged in with impunity. For many years such trips terminated

invariably in a severe attack of his ailment, and he was driven back

to his heights shaken and harassed. But he found such visits both

necessary and pleasant on occasion, and it was during one that he made

in the summer of 1892 that I first made his acquaintance, while he was

temporarily a guest at his brother Albert's camp on a rocky,

laurel-covered knoll on the eastern shore of Lake Temescal, a spot now

crossed by the tracks of the Oakland, Antioch and Eastern Railway.

I am not likely to forget his first night among us. A tent being, for

his ailment, insufficiently ventilated, he decided to sleep by the

campfire, and I, carried away by my youthful hero-worship, must

partially gratify it by occupying the side of the fire opposite to

him. I had a comfortable cot in my tent, and was unaccustomed at the

time to sleeping on the ground, the consequence being that I awoke at

least every half-hour. But awake as often as I might, always I found

Bierce lying on his back in the dim light of the embers, his gaze

fixed on the stars of the zenith. I shall not forget the gaze of those

eyes, the most piercingly blue, under yellow shaggy brows, that I have

ever seen.

After that, I saw him at his brother's home in Berkeley, at irregular

intervals, and once paid him a visit at his own temporary home at

Skylands, above Wrights, in Santa Clara County, whither he had moved

from Howell Mountain, in Napa County. It was on this visit that I was

emboldened to ask his opinion on certain verses of mine, the ambition

to become a poet having infected me at the scandalously mature age of

twenty-six. He was hospitable to my wish, and I was fortunate enough

to be his pupil almost to the year of his going forth from among us.

During the greater part of that time he was a resident of Washington,

D. C., whither he had gone in behalf of the San Francisco _EXAMINER_,

to aid in defeating (as was successfully accomplished) the Funding

Bill proposed by the Southern Pacific Company. It was on this occasion

that he electrified the Senate's committee by repeatedly refusing to

shake the hand of the proponent of that measure, no less formidable an

individual than Collis P. Huntington.

For Bierce carried into actual practice his convictions on ethical

matters. Secure in his own self-respect, and valuing his friendship or

approval to a high degree, he refused to make, as he put it, "a harlot

of his friendship." Indeed, he once told me that it was his rule, on

subsequently discovering the unworth of a person to whom a less

fastidious friend had without previous warning introduced him, to

write a letter to that person and assure him that he regarded the

introduction as a mistake, and that the twain were thenceforth to

"meet as strangers!" He also once informed me that he did not care

to be introduced to persons whom he had criticized, or was about to

criticize, in print. "I might get to like the beggar," was his

comment, "and then I'd have one less pelt in my collection."

In his criticism of my own work, he seldom used more than suggestion,

realizing, no doubt, the sensitiveness of the tyro in poetry. It has

been hinted to me that he laid, as it were, a hand of ice on my

youthful enthusiasms, but that, to such extent as it may be true, was,

I think, a good thing for a pupil of the art, youth being apt to gush

and become over-sentimental. Most poets would give much to be able to

obliterate some of their earlier work, and he must have saved me a

major portion of such putative embarrassment. Reviewing the

manuscripts that bear his marginal counsels, I can now see that such

suggestions were all "indicated," though at the time I dissented from

some of them. It was one of his tenets that a critic should "keep his

heart out of his head" (to use his own words), when sitting in

judgment on the work of writers whom he knew and liked. But I cannot

but think that he was guilty of sad violations of that rule,

especially in my own case.

Bierce lived many years in Washington before making a visit to his old

home. That happened in 1910, in which year he visited me at Carmel,

and we afterwards camped for several weeks together with his brother

and nephew, in Yosemite. I grew to know him better in those days, and

he found us hospitable, in the main degree, to his view of things,

socialism being the only issue on which we were not in accord. It

led to many warm arguments, which, as usual, conduced nowhere but to

the suspicion that truth in such matters was mainly a question of

taste.

I saw him again in the summer of 1911, which he spent at Sag Harbor.

We were much on the water, guests of my uncle in his power-yacht "La

Mascotte II." He was a devotee of canoeing, and made many trips on the

warm and shallow bays of eastern Long Island, which he seemed to

prefer to the less spacious reaches of the Potomac. He revisited

California in the fall of the next year, a trip on which we saw him

for the last time. An excursion to the Grand Canyon was occasionally

proposed, but nothing came of it, nor did he consent to be again my

guest at Carmel, on the rather surprising excuse that the village

contained too many anarchists! And in November, 1913, I received my

last letter from him, he being then in Laredo, Texas, about to cross

the border into warring Mexico.

Why he should have gone forth on so hazardous an enterprise is for the

most part a matter of conjecture. It may have been in the spirit of

adventure, or out of boredom, or he may not, even, have been jesting

when he wrote to an intimate friend that, ashamed of having lived so

long, and not caring to end his life by his own hand, he was going

across the border and let the Mexicans perform for him that service.

But he wrote to others that he purposed to extend his pilgrimage as

far as South America, to cross the Andes, and return to New York by

way of a steamer from Buenos Ayres. At any rate, we know, from letters

written during the winter months, that he had unofficially attached

himself to a section of Villa's army, even taking an active part in

the fighting. He was heard from until the close of 1913; after that

date the mist closes in upon his trail, and we are left to surmise

what we may. Many rumors as to his fate have come out of Mexico, one

of them even placing him in the trenches of Flanders. These rumors

have been, so far as possible, investigated: all end in nothing. The

only one that seems in the least degree illuminative is the tale

brought by a veteran reporter from the City of Mexico, and published

in the San Francisco _BULLETIN_. It is the story of a soldier in

Villa's army, one of a detachment that captured, near the village of

Icamole, an ammunition train of the Carranzistas. One of the prisoners

was a sturdy, white-haired, ruddy-faced Gringo, who, according to the

tale, went before the firing squad with an Indian muleteer, as sole

companion in misfortune. The description of the manner--indifferent,

even contemptuous--with which the white-haired man met his death seems

so characteristic of Bierce that one would almost be inclined to give

credence to the tale, impossible though it may be of verification. But

the date of the tragedy being given as late in 1915, it seems

incredible that Bierce could have escaped observation for so long a

period, with so many persons in Mexico eager to know of his fate. It

is far more likely that he met his death at the hands of a roving band

of outlaws or guerrilla soldiery.

I have had often in mind the vision of his capture by such a squad,

their discovery of the considerable amount of gold coin that he was

known to carry on his person, and his immediate condemnation and

execution as a spy in order that they might retain possession of the

booty. Naturally, such proceedings would not have been reported, from

fear of the necessity of sharing with those "higher up." And so the

veil would have remained drawn, and impenetrable to vision. Through

the efforts of the War Department, all United States Consuls were

questioned as to Bierce's possible departure from the country; all

Americans visiting or residing in Mexico were begged for

information--even prospectors. But the story of the reporter is the

sole one that seems partially credible. To such darkness did so

shining and fearless a soul go forth.

It is now over eight years since that disappearance, and though the

likelihood of his existence in the flesh seems faint indeed, the storm

of detraction and obloquy that he always insisted would follow his

demise has never broken, is not even on the horizon. Instead, he seems

to be remembered with tolerance by even those whom he visited with a

chastening pen. Each year of darkness but makes the star of his fame

increase and brighten, but we have, I think, no full conception as yet

of his greatness, no adequate realization of how wide and permanent a

fame he has won. It is significant that some of the discerning admire

him for one phase of his work, some for another. For instance, the

clear-headed H. L. Mencken acclaims him as the first wit of America,

but will have none of his tales; while others, somewhat disconcerted

by the cynicism pervading much of his wit, place him among the

foremost exponents of the art of the short story. Others again prefer

his humor (for he was humorist as well as wit), and yet others like

most the force, clarity and keen insight of his innumerable essays and

briefer comments on mundane affairs. Personally, I have always

regarded Poe's _Fall of the House of Usher_ as our greatest tale;

close to that come, in my opinion, at least a dozen of Bierce's

stories, whether of the soldier or civilian. He has himself stated in

_Prattle_: "I am not a poet." And yet he wrote poetry, on occasion, of

a high order, his _Invocation_ being one of the noblest poems in the

tongue. Some of his satirical verse seems to me as terrible in its

withering invective as any that has been written by classic satirists,

not excepting Juvenal and Swift. Like the victims of their merciless

pens, his, too, will be forgiven and forgotten. Today no one knows,

nor cares, whether or not those long-dead offenders gave just offense.

The grave has closed over accuser and accused, and the only thing that

matters is that a great mind was permitted to function. One may smile

or sigh over the satire, but one must also realize that even the

satirist had his own weaknesses, and could have been as savagely

attacked by a mentality as keen as his own. Men as a whole will never

greatly care for satire, each recognizing, true enough, glimpses of

himself in the invective, but sensing as well its fundamental bias and

cruelty. However, Bierce thought best of himself as a satirist.

Naturally, Bierce carried his wit and humor into his immediate human

relationships. I best recall an occasion, when, in my first year of

acquaintance with him, we were both guests at the home of the painter,

J. H. E. Partington. It happened that a bowl of nasturtiums adorned

the center table, and having been taught by Father Tabb, the poet, to

relish that flower, I managed to consume most of them before the close

of the evening, knowing there were plenty more to be had in the garden

outside. Someone at last remarked: "Why, George has eaten all the

nasturtiums! Go out and bring some more." At which Bierce dryly and

justly remarked: "No--bring some thistles!" It is an indication,

however, of his real kindness of heart that, observing my confusion,

he afterwards apologized to me for what he termed a thoughtless jest.

It was, nevertheless, well deserved.

I recall even more distinctly a scene of another setting. This

concerns itself with Bierce's son, Leigh, then a youth in the early

twenties. At the time (_circa_ 1894) I was a brother lodger with them

in an Oakland apartment house. Young Bierce had contracted a liaison

with a girl of his own age, and his father, determined to end the

affair, had appointed an hour for discussion of the matter. The youth

entered his father's rooms defiant and resolute: within an hour he

appeared weeping, and cried out to me, waiting for him in his own

room: "My father is a greater man than Christ! He has suffered more

than Christ!" And the affair of the heart was promptly terminated.

One conversant with Bierce only as a controversionalist and _censor

morum_ was, almost of necessity, constrained to imagine him a

misanthrope, a soured and cynical recluse. Only when one was

privileged to see him among his intimates could one obtain glimpses of

his true nature, which was considerate, generous, even affectionate.

Only the waving of the red flag of Socialism could rouse in him what

seemed to us others a certain savageness of intolerance. Needless to

say, we did not often invoke it, for he was an ill man with whom to

bandy words. It was my hope, at one time, to involve him and Jack

London in a controversy on the subject, but London declined the oral

encounter, preferring one with the written word. Nothing came of the

plan, which is a pity, as each was a supreme exponent of his point of

view. Bierce subsequently attended one of the midsummer encampments of

the Bohemian Club, of which he was once the secretary, in their

redwood grove near the Russian river. Hearing that London was present,

he asked why they had not been mutually introduced, and I was forced

to tell him that I feared that they'd be, verbally, at each other's

throats, within an hour. "Nonsense!" exclaimed Bierce. "Bring him

around! I'll treat him like a Dutch Uncle." He kept his word, and

seemed as much attracted to London as London was to him. But I was

always ill at ease when they were conversing. I do not think the two

men ever met again.

Bierce was the cleanest man, personally, of whom I have

knowledge--almost fanatically so, if such a thing be possible. Even

during our weeks of camping in the Yosemite, he would spend two hours

on his morning toilet in the privacy of his tent. His nephew always

insisted that the time was devoted to shaving himself from face to

foot! He was also a most modest man, and I still recall his decided

objections to my bathing attire when at the swimming-pool of the

Bohemian Club, in the Russian River. Compared to many of those

visible, it seemed more than adequate; but he had another opinion of

it. He was a good, even an eminent, tankard-man, and retained a clear

judgment under any amount of potations. He preferred wine (especially

a dry _vin du pays_, usually a sauterne) to "hard likker," in this

respect differing in taste from his elder brother. In the days when I

first made his acquaintance, I was accustomed to roam the hills beyond

Oakland and Berkeley from Cordonices Creek to Leona Heights, in

company with Albert Bierce, his son Carlton, R. L. ("Dick")

Partington, Leigh Bierce (Ambrose's surviving son) and other youths.

On such occasions I sometimes hid a superfluous bottle of port or

sherry in a convenient spot, and Bierce, afterwards accompanying us on

several such outings, pretended to believe that I had such flagons

concealed under each bush or rock in the reach and breadth of the

hills, and would, to carry out the jest, hunt zealously in such

recesses. I could wish that he were less often unsuccessful in the

search, now that he has had "the coal-black wine" to drink.

Though an appreciable portion of his satire hints at misanthropy,

Bierce, while profoundly a pessimist, was, by his own confession to

me, "a lover of his country and his fellowmen," and was ever ready to

proffer assistance in the time of need and sympathy in the hour of

sorrow. His was a great and tender heart, and giving of it greatly, he

expected, or rather hoped for, a return as great. It may have been

by reason of the frustration of such hopes that he so often broke with

old and, despite his doubts, appreciative friends. His brother Albert

once told me that he (Ambrose) had never been "quite the same," after

the wound in the head that he received in the battle of Kenesaw

Mountain, but had a tendency to become easily offended and to show

that resentment. Such estrangements as he and his friends suffered are

not, therefore, matters on which one should sit in judgment. It is sad

to know that he went so gladly from life, grieved and disappointed.

But the white flame of Art that he tended for nearly half a century

was never permitted to grow faint nor smoky, and it burned to the last

with a pure brilliance. Perhaps, he bore witness to what he had found

most admirable and enduring in life in the following words, the

conclusion of the finest of his essays:

"Literature and art are about all that the world really cares for in

the end; those who make them are not without justification in

regarding themselves as masters in the House of Life and all others as

their servitors. In the babble and clamor, the pranks and antics of

its countless incapables, the tremendous dignity of the profession of

letters is overlooked; but when, casting a retrospective eye into 'the

dark backward and abysm of time' to where beyond these voices is the

peace of desolation, we note the majesty of the few immortals and

compare them with the pygmy figures of their contemporary kings,

warriors and men of action generally--when across the silent

battle-fields and hushed _fora_ where the dull destinies of nations

were determined, nobody cares how, we hear

like ocean on a western beach

The surge and thunder of the Odyssey,

then we appraise literature at its true value, and how little worth

while seems all else with which Man is pleased to occupy his fussy

soul and futile hands!"

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