XXXV

At times he gives one the impression of having just arrived from some

distant country, where people think and feel differently and their

relations and language are different. He sits in a corner tired and

grey, as though the dust of another earth were on him, and he looks

attentively at everything with the look of a foreigner or of a dumb man.

Yesterday, before dinner, he came into the drawing-room, just like

that, his thoughts far away. He sat down on the sofa, and, after a

moment's silence, suddenly said, swaying his body a little, rubbing the

palm of his hand on his knee, and wrinkling up his face:

"Still that is not all--not all."

Someone, always stolidly stupid as a flat-iron, asked: "What do you

say?"

He looked at him fixedly, and then, bending forward and looking on the

terrace where I was sitting with Doctor Nikitin and Yelpatievsky, he

said: "What are you talking about?"

"Plehve."

"Plehve ... Plehve ...," he repeated musingly after a pause, as though

he heard the name for the first time. Then he shook himself like a

bird, and said, with a faint smile:

"To-day from early morning I have had a silly thing running in my

head; someone once told me that he saw the following epitaph in a

cemetery:

'Beneath this stone there rests Ivan Yegoriev;

A tanner by trade, he always wetted hides.

His work was honest, his heart good, but, behold,

He passed away, leaving his business to his wife.

He was not yet old and might still have done a lot of work.

But God took him away to the life of paradise on the night

Friday to Saturday in Passion week ...'

and something like that...." He was silent, and then, nodding his

head and smiling faintly, added: "In human stupidity when it is not

malicious, there is something very touching, even beautiful.... There

always is."

They called us to come to dinner.

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