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He treats Sulerzhizky with the tenderness of a woman. For Tchekhov

his love is paternal--in this love is the feeling of the pride of a

creator--Suler rouses in him just tenderness, a perpetual interest

and rapture which never seems to weary the sorcerer. Perhaps there is

something a little ridiculous in this feeling, like the love of an old

maid for a parrot, a pug dog, or a tom-cat. Suler is a fascinatingly

wild bird from some strange unknown land. A hundred men like him

could change the face, as well as the soul, of a provincial town. Its

face they would smash and its soul they would fill with a passion for

riotous, brilliant, headstrong wildness. One loves Suler easily and

gaily, and when I see how carelessly women accept him, they surprise

and anger me. Yet under this carelessness is hidden, perhaps, caution.

Suler is not reliable. What will he do to-morrow? He may throw a bomb

or he may join a troupe of public-house minstrels. He has energy enough

for three life-times, and fire of life--so much that he seems to sweat

sparks like over-heated iron.

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