XXXVII

The news reached Colonel Pendleton late one afternoon while he was

sitting on his porch--pipe in mouth and with a forbidden mint julep

within easy reach. He had felt the reticence of Gray's letters, he knew

that the boy was keeping back some important secret from him as long as

he could, and now, in answer to his own kind, frank letter Gray had,

without excuse or apology, told the truth, and what he had not told the

colonel fathomed with ease. He had hardly made up his mind to go at

once to Gray, or send for him, when a negro boy galloped up to the

stile and brought him a note from Marjorie's mother to come to her at

once--and the colonel scented further trouble in the air.

There had been a turmoil that afternoon at Mrs. Pendleton's. Marjorie

had come home a little while before with Jason Hawn and, sitting in the

hallway, Mrs. Pendleton had seen Jason on the stile, with his hat in

one hand and his bridle reins in the other, and Marjorie halting

suddenly on her way to the house and wheeling impetuously back toward

him. To the mother's amazement and dismay she saw that they were

quarrelling--quarrelling as only lovers can. The girl's face was

flushed with anger, and her red lips were winging out low, swift,

bitter words. The boy stood straight, white, courteous, and

unanswering. He lifted his chin a little when she finished, and

unanswering turned to his horse and rode away. The mother saw her

daughter's face pale quickly. She saw tears as Marjorie came up the

walk, and when she rose in alarm and stood waiting in the doorway, the

girl fled past her and rushed weeping upstairs.

Mrs. Pendleton was waiting in the porch when the colonel rode to the

stile, and the distress in her face was so plain even that far away,

that the colonel hurried up the walk, and there was no greeting between

the two:

"It's Marjorie, Robert," she said simply, and the old gentleman, who

had seen Jason come out of the yard gate and gallop toward John

Burnham's, guessed what the matter was, and he took the slim white

hands that were clenched together and patted them gently:

"There--there! Don't worry, don't worry!"

He led her into the house, and at the top of the steps stood Marjorie

in white, her hair down and tears streaming down her face:

"Come here, Marjorie," called Colonel Pendleton, and she obeyed like a

child, talking wildly as she came:

"I know what you're going to say, Uncle Bob--I know it all. I'm tired

of all this talk about family, Uncle Bob, I'm tired of it."

She had stopped a few steps above, clinging with one trembling hand to

the balcony, as though to have her say quite out before she went

helplessly into the arms that were stretched out toward her:

"Dead people are dead, Uncle Bob, and only live people really count.

People have to be alive to help you and make you happy. I want to be

happy, Uncle Bob--I want to be happy. I know all about the Pendletons,

Uncle Bob. They were Cavaliers--I know all that--and they used to ride

about sticking lances into peasants who couldn't afford a suit of

armor, but they can't do anything for me now, and they mustn't

interfere with me now. Anyhow, the Sudduths were plain people and I'm

not a bit ashamed of it, mother. Great-grandfather Hiram lived in a log

cabin. Grandfather Hiram ate with his knife. I've SEEN him do it, and

he kept on doing it when he knew better just out of habit or

stubbornness, but Jason's people ate with their knives because they

didn't HAVE anything but TWO-pronged forks--I heard John Burnham say

that. And Jason's family is as good as the Sudduths, and maybe as the

Pendletons, and he wouldn't know it because his grandfathers were out

of the world and were too busy, fighting Indians and killing bears and

things for food. They didn't have TIME to keep their family trees

trimmed, and they didn't CARE anything about the old trees anyhow, and

I don't either. John Burnham has told me--"

"Marjorie!" said the colonel gently, for she was getting hysterical. He

held out his arms to her, and with another burst of weeping she went

into them.

Half an hour later, when she was calm, the colonel got her to ride over

home with him, and what she had not told her mother Marjorie on the way

told him--in a halting voice and with her face turned aside.

"There's something funny and deep about him, Uncle Bob, and I never

could reach it. It piqued me and made me angry. I knew he cared for me,

but I could never make him tell it."

The colonel was shaking his old head wisely and comprehendingly.

"I don't know why, but I flew into a rage with him this afternoon about

nothing, and he never answered me a word, but stood there

listening--why, Uncle Bob, he stood there like--like a--a

gentleman--till I got through, and then he turned away--he never did

say anything, and I was so sorry and ashamed that I nearly died. I

don't know what to do now--and he won't come back, Uncle Bob--I know he

won't."

Her voice broke again, and the colonel silenced her by putting one hand

comfortingly on her knee and by keeping still himself. His shoulders

drooped a little as they walked from the stile toward the house, and

Marjorie ran her arm through his:

"Why, you're a little tired, aren't you, Uncle Bob?" she said tenderly,

and he did not answer except to pat her hand, against which she

suddenly felt his heart throb. He almost stumbled going up the steps,

and deadly pale he sank with a muffled groan into a chair. With a cry

the girl darted for a glass of water, but when she came back,

terrified, he was smiling:

"I'm all right--don't worry. I thought thas sun to-day was going to be

too much for me."

But still Marjorie watched him anxiously, and when the color came back

to his face she went behind him and wrapped her arms about his neck and

put her mouth to his ear:

"I'm just a plain little fool, Uncle Bob, and, as Gray says, I talk

through my aigrette. Now, don't you and mother worry--don't worry the

least little bit," and she tightened her arms and kissed him several

times on his forehead and cheek. "I must go now--and if you don't take

better care of yourself I'm going to come over here and take care of

you myself."

She was in front of him now and looking down fondly; and a wistfulness

that was almost childlike had come into the colonel's face:

"I wish you could, little Marjorie--I wish you would."

He watched her gallop away--turning to wave her whip to him as she went

over the slope, her tears gone and once more radiant and gay--and the

sadness of the coming twilight slowly overspread the colonel's face. It

was the one hope of his life that she would one day come over to take

care of him--and Gray. On into the twilight he sat still and

thoughtful. It looked serious for her and Gray. Back his mind flashed

to that night of the dance in the mountains, when the four were

children, and his wonder then as to what might take place if that

mountain boy and girl should have the chance in the world that had

already come to them. He began to wonder how much of her real feeling

Marjorie might have concealed--how much Gray in his letters was keeping

back of his. Such a union was preposterous. He realized too late now

the danger to youth of simple proximity--he knew the exquisite

sensitiveness of Gray in any matter that meant consideration for others

and for his own honor, the generous warmhearted impulsiveness of

Marjorie, and the appeal that any romantic element in the situation

would make to them both. Perhaps he ought to go to the mountains. There

was much he might say to Gray, but what to Jason, or to Marjorie, with

that life-absorbing motive of his own--and his affairs at such a

crisis? The colonel shook his head helplessly. He was very tired, and

wished he could put the matter off till morning when he was rested and

his head was clear, but the questions had sunk talons into his heart

and brain that would not be unloosed, and the colonel rose wearily and

went within.

Marjorie looked serious after she told her mother that night that she

feared her uncle was not well, for Mrs. Pendleton became very grave:

"Your Uncle Robert is very far from well. I'm afraid sometimes he is

sicker than any of us know."

"Mother!"

"And he is in great trouble, Marjorie."

The girl hesitated:

"Money trouble, mother?" she asked at last, "Why, you--we--why don't--"

The mother interrupted with a shake of her head:

"He would go bankrupt first."

"Mother?"

The older woman looked up with apprehension, so suddenly charged with

an incredible something was the girl's tone:

"Why don't you marry Uncle Robert?"

The mother clutched at her heart with both hands, for an actual spasm

caught her there. Every trace of color shot from her face, and with a

rush came back--fire. She rose, gave her daughter one look that was

almost terror, and quickly left the room.

Marjorie sat aghast. She had caught with careless hand the veil of some

mystery--what long-hidden shrine was there behind it, what sacred deeps

long still had she stirred?

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