I pressed away....

* * * * *

When I came to our house on the neck of land by the Lost Soul, I

turned at the threshold to survey the weather. I might have saved

myself the pains and puzzle of that regard. The print of sea and sky

was foreign: I could make nothing of it. 'Twas a quiet sea, breaking,

in crooning lullaby, upon the rocks below my bedroom window. It

portended no disturbance: I might sleep, thinks I, with the soft

whispering to lull me, being willing for the magic shoes of sleep to

take me far away from this agony as never man was before. The wind

was blowing from the west: but not in gusts--a sailing breeze for the

timid. I was glad that there was no venomous intention in the wind:

'twas a mild and dependable wind, grateful to such as fared easterly

in the night. I wished that all men might fare that way, in the

favoring breeze, but knew well enough that the purposes of men are

contrary, the one to the other, making fair winds of foul, and foul of

fair, so that there was no telling, of any event, whatever the

apparent nature of it, whether sinister or benign, the preponderance

of woe or happiness issuing from it. Over all a tender sky, spread

with soft stretches of cloud, and set, in its uttermost depths, with

stars. 'Twas dark enough now for the stars to shine, making the most

of the moon's absence, which soon would rise. Star upon star: a

multitude of serenely companionable lights, so twinkling and knowing,

so slyly sure of the ultimate resolution of all the doubts and pains

and perplexities of the sons of men! But still there was abroad an

oppression: a forewarning, in untimely heat and strain, of disastrous

weather. 'Twas that I felt when I turned from the contemplation of the

stars to go within, that I might without improper delay inform our

maid-servant of Judith's intention.

Then I joined my uncle....

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