I shall not shame me, consort-loving manners
To tell before you: for in time there dies off
The diffidence from people. Not from others
Learning, I of myself will tell the hard life
I bore so long as this man was 'neath Ilion.
First: for a woman, from the male divided,
To sit at home alone, is monstrous evil--
Hearing the many rumors back-revenging:
And for now This to come, now That bring after
Woe, and still worse woe, bawling in the household!
And truly, if so many wounds had chanced on
My husband here, as homeward used to dribble
Report, he's pierced more than a net to speak of!
While, were he dying (as the words abounded)
A triple-bodied Geruon the Second,
Plenty above--for loads below I count not--
Of earth a three-share cloak he'd boast of taking,
Once only dying in each several figure!
Because of such-like rumors back-revenging,
Many the halters from my neck, above head,
Others than _I_ loosed--loosed from neck by main force!
From this cause, sure, the boy stands not beside me--
Possessor of our troth-plights, thine and mine too--
As ought Orestes: be not thou astonished!
For, him brings up our well-disposed guest-captive
Strophios the Phokian--ills that told on both sides
To me predicting--both of thee 'neath Ilion
The danger, and if anarchy's mob-uproar
Should overthrow thy council; since 'tis born with
Mortals,--whoe'er has fallen, the more to kick him.
Such an excuse, I think, no cunning carries!
As for myself--why, of my wails the rushing
Fountains are dried up: not in them a drop more!
And in my late-to-bed eyes I have damage
Bewailing what concerned thee, those torch-holdings
Forever unattended to. In dreams--why,
Beneath the light wing-beats o' the gnat, I woke up
As he went buzzing--sorrows that concerned thee
Seeing, that filled more than their fellow-sleep-time.
Now, all this having suffered, from soul grief-free
I would style this man here the dog o' the stables,
The savior forestay of the ship, the high roof's
Ground-prop, son sole-begotten to his father,
--Ay, land appearing to the sailors past hope,
Loveliest day to see after a tempest,
To the wayfaring-one athirst a well-spring,
--The joy, in short, of 'scaping all that's--fatal!
I judge him worth addresses such as these are
--Envy stand off!--for many those old evils
We underwent. And now, to me--dear headship!--
Dismount thou from this car, not earthward setting
The foot of thine, O king, that's Ilion's spoiler!
Slave-maids, why tarry?--whose the task allotted
To strew the soil o' the road with carpet-spreadings.
Immediately be purple-strewn the pathway,
So that to home unhoped may lead him--Justice!
As for the rest, care shall--by no sleep conquered--
Dispose things--justly (gods to aid!) appointed.
_Aga._ Offspring of Leda, of my household warder,
Suitably to my absence hast thou spoken,
For long the speech thou didst outstretch! But aptly
To praise--from others ought to go this favor.
And for the rest,--not me, in woman's fashion,
Mollify, nor--as mode of barbarous man is--
To me gape forth a groundward-failing clamor!
Nor, strewing it with garments, make my passage
Envied! Gods, sure, with these behooves we honor:
But, for a mortal on these varied beauties
To walk--to me, indeed, is nowise fear-free.
I say--as man, not god, to me do homage!
Apart from foot-mats both and varied vestures
Renown is loud, and--not to lose one's senses,
God's greatest gift. Behooves we him call happy
Who has brought life to end in loved wellbeing.
If all things I might manage thus--brave man, I!
_Klu._ Come now, this say, nor feign a feeling to me!
_Aga._ With feeling, know indeed, I do not tamper!
_Klu._ Vowed'st thou to the gods, in fear, to act thus?
_Aga._ If any, _I_ well knew resolve I outspoke.
_Klu._ What think'st thou Priamos had done, thus victor?
_Aga._ On varied vests--I do think--he had passaged.
_Klu._ Then, do not, struck with awe at human censure....
_Aga._ Well, popular mob-outcry much avails too!
_Klu._ Ay, but the unenvied is not the much valued.
_Aga._ Sure, 't is no woman's part to long for battle!
_Klu._ Why, to the prosperous, even suits a beating!
_Aga._ What? thou this beating us in war dost prize too?
_Klu._ Persuade thee! power, for once, grant _me_--and willing!
_Aga._ But if this seem so to thee--shoes, let some one
Loose under, quick--foot's serviceable carriage!
And me, on these sea-products walking, may no
Grudge from a distance, from the god's eye, strike at!
For great shame were my strewment-spoiling--riches!
Spoiling with feet, and silver-purchased textures!
Of these things, thus then. But this female-stranger
Tenderly take inside! Who conquers mildly
God, from afar, benignantly regardeth.
For, willing, no one wears a yoke that's servile:
And she, of many valuables, outpicked
The flower, the army's gift, myself has followed.
So--since to hear thee, I am brought about thus,--
I go into the palace--purples treading.
_Klu._ There is the sea--and what man shall exhaust it?--
Feeding much purple's worth-its-weight-in-silver
Dye, ever fresh and fresh, our garments' tincture;
At home, such wealth, king, we begin--by gods' help--
With having, and to lack, the household knows not.
Of many garments had I vowed a treading
(In oracles if fore-enjoined the household)
Of this dear soul the safe-return-price scheming!
For, root existing, foliage goes up houses,
O'erspreading shadow against Seirios dog-star;
And, thou returning to the hearth domestic,
Warmth, yea, in winter dost thou show returning.
And when, too, Zeus works, from the green-grape acrid,
Wine--then, already, cool in houses cometh--
The perfect man his home perambulating!
Zeus, Zeus Perfecter, these my prayers perfect thou!
--Thy care be--yea--of things thou mayst make perfect!
_Cho._ Wherefore to me, this fear--
Groundedly stationed here
Fronting my heart, the portent-watcher--flits she?
Wherefore should prophet-play
The uncalled and unpaid lay,
Nor--having spat forth fear, like bad dreams--sits she
On the mind's throne beloved--well-suasive Boldness?
For time, since, by a throw of all the hands,
The boat's stern-cables touched the sands,
Has passed from youth to oldness,--
When under Ilion rushed the ship-borne bands.
And from my eyes I learn--
Being myself my witness--their return.
Yet, all the same, without a lyre, my soul,
Itself its teacher too, chants from within
Erinus' dirge, not having now the whole
Of Hope's dear boldness: nor my inwards sin--
The heart that's rolled in whirls against the mind
Justly presageful of a fate behind.
But I pray--things false, from my hope, may fall
Into the fate that's not-fulfilled-at-all!
Especially at least, of health that's great
The term's insatiable: for, its weight
--A neighbor, with a common wall between--
Ever will sickness lean;
And destiny, her course pursuing straight,
Has struck man's ship against a reef unseen.
Now, when a portion, rather than the treasure,
Fear casts from sling, with peril in right measure,
It has not sunk--the universal freight,
(With misery freighted over-full,)
Nor has fear whelmed the hull.
Then too the gift of Zeus,
Two-handedly profuse,
Even from the furrows' yield for yearly use
Has done away with famine, the disease;
But blood of man to earth once falling,--deadly, black,--
In times ere these,--
Who may, by singing spells, call back?
Zeus had not else stopped one who rightly knew
The way to bring the dead again.
But, did not an appointed Fate constrain
The Fate from gods, to bear no more than due,
My heart, outstripping what tongue utters,
Would have all out: which now, in darkness, mutters
Moodily grieved, nor ever hopes to find
How she a word in season may unwind
From out the enkindling mind.
_Klu._ Take thyself in, thou too--I say, Kassandra!
Since Zeus--not angrily--in household placed thee
Partaker of hand-sprinklings, with the many
Slaves stationed, his the Owner's altar close to.
Descend from out this car, nor be high-minded!
And truly they do say Alkmene's child once
Bore being sold, slaves' barley-bread his living.
If, then, necessity of this lot o'erbalance,
Much is the favor of old-wealthy masters:
For those who, never hoping, made fine harvest
Are harsh to slaves in all things, beyond measure,
Thou hast--with us--such usage as law warrants.
_Cho._ To thee it was, she paused plain speech from speaking.
Being inside the fatal nets--obeying,
Thou mayst obey: but thou mayst disobey too!
_Klu._ Why, if she is not, in the swallow's fashion,
Possessed of voice that 's unknown and barbaric,
I, with speech--speaking in mind's scope--persuade her.
_Cho._ Follow! The best--as things now stand--she speaks of.
Obey thou, leaving this thy car-enthronement!
_Klu._ Well, with this thing at door, for me no leisure
To waste time: as concerns the hearth mid-navelled,
Already stand the sheep for fireside slaying
By those who never hoped to have such favor.
If thou, then, aught of this wilt do, delay not!
But if thou, being witless, tak'st no word in,
Speak thou, instead of voice, with hand as Kars do!
_Cho._ She seems a plain interpreter in need of,
The stranger! and her way--a beast's new-captured!
_Klu._ Why, she is mad, sure,--hears her own bad senses,--
Who, while she comes, leaving a town new-captured,
Yet knows not how to bear the bit o' the bridle
Before she has out-frothed her bloody fierceness.
Not I--throwing away more words--will shamed be!
_Cho._ But I,--for I compassionate,--will chafe not.
Come, O unhappy one, this car vacating,
Yielding to this necessity, prove yoke's use!
_Kassandra._ Otototoi, Gods, Earth--Apollon, Apollon!
_Cho._ Why didst thou "ototoi" concerning Loxias?
Since he is none such as to suit a mourner.
_Kas._ Otototoi, Gods, Earth,
--Apollon, Apollon!
_Cho._ Ill-boding here again the god invokes she
--Nowise empowered in woes to stand by helpful.
_Kas._ Apollon, Apollon,
Guard of the ways, my destroyer!
For thou hast quite, this second time, destroyed me.
_Cho._ To prophesy she seems of her own evils:
Remains the god-gift to the slave-soul present.
_Kas._ Apollon, Apollon,
Guard of the ways, my destroyer!
Ha, whither hast thou led me? to what roof now?
_Cho._ To the Atreidai's roof: if this thou know'st not,
I tell it thee, nor this wilt thou call falsehood.
_Kas._ How! how!
God-hated, then! Of many a crime it knew--
Self-slaying evils, halters too:
Man's-shambles, blood-besprinkler of the ground!
_Cho._ She seems to be good-nosed, the stranger: dog-like,
She snuffs indeed the victims she will find there.
_Kas._ How! how!
By the witnesses here I am certain now!
These children bewailing their slaughters--flesh dressed in the fire
And devoured by their sire!
_Cho._ Ay, we have heard of thy soothsaying glory,
Doubtless: but prophets none are we in scent of!
_Kas._ Ah, gods, what ever does she meditate?
What this new anguish great?
Great in the house here she meditates ill
Such as friends cannot bear, cannot cure it: and still
Off stands all Resistance
Afar in the distance!
_Cho._ Of these I witless am--these prophesyings.
But those I knew: for the whole city bruits them.
_Kas._ Ah, unhappy one, this thou consummatest?
Thy husband, thy bed's common guest,
In the bath having brightened.... How shall I declare
Consummation? It soon will be there:
For hand after hand she outstretches,
At life as she reaches!
_Cho._ Nor yet I 've gone with thee! for--after riddles--
Now, in blind oracles, I feel resourceless.
_Kas._ Eh, eh, papai, papai,
What this, I espy?
Some net of Haides undoubtedly!
Nay, rather, the snare
Is she who has share
In his bed, who takes part in the murder there!
But may a revolt--
Unceasing assault--
On the Race, raise a shout
Sacrificial, about
A victim--by stoning--
For murder atoning!
_Cho._ What this Erinus which i' the house thou callest
To raise her cry? Not me thy word enlightens!
To my heart has run
A drop of the crocus-dye:
Which makes for those
On earth by the spear that lie,
A common close
With life's descending sun.
Swift is the curse begun!
_Kas._ How! how!
See--see quick!
Keep the bull from the cow!
In the vesture she catching him, strikes him now
With the black-horned trick,
And he falls into the watery vase!
Of the craft-killing caldron I tell thee the case!
_Cho._ I would not boast to be a topping critic
Of oracles: but to some sort of evil
I liken these. From oracles, what good speech
To mortals, beside, is sent?
It comes of their evils: these arts word-abounding that sing the
event
Bring the fear 't is their office to teach.
_Kas._ Ah me, ah me--
Of me unhappy, evil-destined fortunes!
For I bewail my proper woe
As, mine with his, all into one I throw.
Why hast thou hither me unhappy brought?
--Unless that I should die with him--for naught!
What else was sought?
_Cho._ Thou art some mind-mazed creature, god-possessed:
And all about thyself dost wail
A lay--no lay!
Like some brown nightingale
Insatiable of noise, who--well away!--
From her unhappy breast
Keeps moaning Itus, Itus, and his life
With evils, flourishing on each side, rife.
_Kas._ Ah me, ah me,
The fate o' the nightingale, the clear resounder!
For a body wing-borne have the gods cast round her,
And sweet existence, from misfortunes free:
But for myself remains a sundering
With spear, the two-edged thing!
_Cho._ Whence hast thou this on-rushing god-involving pain
And spasms in vain?
For, things that terrify,
With changing unintelligible cry
Thou strikest up in tune, yet all the while
After that Orthian style!
Whence hast thou limits to the oracular road,
That evils bode?
_Kas._ Ah me, the nuptials, the nuptials of Paris, the deadly to
friends!
Ah me, of Skamandros the draught
Paternal! There once, to these ends,
On thy banks was I brought,
The unhappy! And now, by Kokutos and Acheron's shore
I shall soon be, it seems, these my oracles singing once more!
_Cho._ Why this word, plain too much,
Hast thou uttered? A babe might learn of such!
I am struck with a bloody bite--here under--
At the fate woe-wreaking
Of thee shrill-shrieking:
To me who hear--a wonder!
_Kas._ Ah me, the toils--the toils of the city
The wholly destroyed: ah, pity,
Of the sacrificings my father made
In the ramparts' aid--
Much slaughter of grass-fed flocks--that afforded no cure
That the city should not, as it does now, the burthen endure!
But I, with the soul on fire,
Soon to the earth shall cast me and expire!
_Cho._ To things, on the former consequent,
Again hast thou given vent:
And 't is some evil-meaning fiend doth move thee,
Heavily falling from above thee,
To melodize thy sorrows--else, in singing,
Calamitous, death-bringing!
And of all this the end
I am without resource to apprehend.
_Kas._ Well then, the oracle from veils no longer
Shall be outlooking, like a bride new-married:
But bright it seems, against the sun's uprisings
Breathing, to penetrate thee: so as, wave-like,
To wash against the rays a woe much greater
Than this. I will no longer teach by riddles.
And witness, running with me, that of evils
Done long ago, I nosing track the footstep!
For, this same roof here--never quits a Choros
One-voiced, not well-tuned since no "well" it utters:
And truly having drunk, to get more courage,
Man's blood--the Komos keeps within the household
--Hard to be sent outside--of sister Furies:
They hymn their hymn--within the house close sitting--
The first beginning curse: in turn spit forth at
The Brother's bed, to him who spurned it hostile.
Have I missed aught, or hit I like a bowman?
False prophet am I,--knock at doors, a babbler?
Henceforward witness, swearing now, I know not
By other's word the old sins of this household!
_Cho._ And how should oath, bond honorably binding,
Become thy cure? No less I wonder at thee
--That thou, beyond sea reared, a strange-tongued city
Shouldst hit in speaking, just as if thou stood'st by!
_Kas._ Prophet Apollon put me in this office.
_Cho._ What, even though a god, with longing smitten?
_Kas._ At first, indeed, shame was to me to say this.
_Cho._ For, more relaxed grows every one who fares well.
_Kas._ But he was athlete to me--huge grace breathing!
_Cho._ Well, to the work of children, went ya law's way?
_Kas._ Having consented, I played false to Loxias.
_Cho._ Already when the wits inspired possessed of?
_Kas._ Already townsmen all their woes I foretold.
_Cho._ How wast thou then unhurt by Loxias' anger?
_Kas._ I no one aught persuaded, when I sinned thus.
_Cho._ To us, at least, now sooth to say thou seemest.
_Kas._ Halloo, halloo, ah, evils!
Again, straightforward foresight's fearful labor
Whirls me, distracting with prelusive last-lays!
Behold ye those there, in the household seated,--
Young ones,--of dreams approaching to the figures?
Children, as if they died by their beloveds--
Hands they have rilled with flesh, the meal domestic--
Entrails and vitals both, most piteous burthen,
Plain they are holding!--which their father tasted!
For this, I say, plans punishment a certain
Lion ignoble, on the bed that wallows,
House-guard (ah, me!) to the returning master
--Mine, since to bear the slavish yoke behooves me!
The ships' commander, Ilion's desolator,
Knows not what things the tongue of the lewd she-dog
Speaking, outspreading, shiny-souled, in fashion
Of Até hid, will reach to, by ill fortune!
Such things she dares--the female, the male's slayer!
She is ... how calling her the hateful bite-beast
May I hit the mark? Some amphisbaina--Skulla
Housing in rocks, of mariners the mischief,
Revelling Haides' mother,--curse, no truce with,
Breathing at friends! How piously she shouted,
The all-courageous, as at turn of battle!
She seems to joy at the back-bringing safety!
Of this, too, if I naught persuade, all 's one! Why?
What is to be will come! And soon thou, present,
"True prophet all too much" wilt pitying style me!
_Cho._ Thuestes' feast, indeed, on flesh of children,
I went with, and I shuddered. Fear too holds me
Listing what 's true as life, nowise out-imaged!
_Kas._ I say, thou Agamemnon's fate shalt look on!
_Cho._ Speak good words, O unhappy! Set mouth sleeping!
_Kas._ But Paian stands in no stead to the speech here.
_Cho._ Nay, if the thing be near: but never be it!
_Kas._ Thou, indeed, prayest: they to kill are busy!
_Cho._ Of what man is it ministered, this sorrow?
_Kas._ There again, wide thou look'st of my foretellings.
_Cho._ For, the fulfiller's scheme I have not gone with.
_Kas._ And yet too well I know the speech Hellenic.
_Cho._ For Puthian oracles, thy speech, and hard too!
_Kas._ Papai: what fire this! and it comes upon me!
Ototoi, Lukeion Apollon, ah me--me!
She, the two-footed lioness that sleeps with
The wolf, in absence of the generous lion,
Kills me the unhappy one: and as a poison
Brewing, to put my price too in the anger,
She vows, against her mate this weapon whetting
To pay him back the bringing me, with slaughter.
Why keep I then these things to make me laughed at,
Both wands and, round my neck, oracular fillets?
Thee, at least, ere my own fate will I ruin:
Go, to perdition falling! Boons exchange we--
Some other Até in my stead make wealthy!
See there--himself, Apollon stripping from me
The oracular garment! having looked upon me
--Even in these adornments, laughed by friends at,
As good as foes, i' the balance weighed: and vainly--
For, called crazed stroller,--as I had been gypsy,
Beggar, unhappy, starved to death,--I bore it.
And now the Prophet--prophet me undoing,
Has led away to these so deadly fortunes!
Instead of my sire's altar, waits the hack-block
She struck with first warm bloody sacrificing!
Yet nowise unavenged of gods will death be:
For there shall come another, our avenger,
The mother-slaying scion, father's doomsman:
Fugitive, wanderer, from this land an exile,
Back shall he come,--for friends, copestone these curses!
For there is sworn a great oath from the gods that
Him shall bring hither his fallen sire's prostration.
Why make I then, like an indweller, moaning?
Since at the first I foresaw Ilion's city
Suffering as it has suffered: and who took it,
Thus by the judgment of the gods are faring.
I go, will suffer, will submit to dying!
But, Haides' gates--these same I call, I speak to,
And pray that on an opportune blow chancing,
Without a struggle,--blood the calm death bringing
In easy outflow,--I this eye may close up!
_Cho._ O much unhappy, but, again, much learned
Woman, long hast thou outstretched! But if truly
Thou knowest thine own fate, how comes that, like to
A god-led steer, to altar bold thou treadest?
_Kas._ There 's no avoidance,--strangers, no! Some time more!
_Cho._. He last is, anyhow, by time advantaged.
_Kas._ It comes, the day: I shall by flight gain little.
_Cho._ But know thou patient art from thy brave spirit!
_Kas._ Such things hears no one of the happy-fortuned.
_Cho._ But gloriously to die--for man is grace, sure!
_Kas._ Ah, sire, for thee and for thy noble children!
_Cho._ But what thing is it? What fear turns thee backwards?
_Kas._ Alas, alas!
_Cho._ Why this "alas"? if 't is no spirit's loathing ...
_Kas._ Slaughter blood-dripping does the household smell of!
_Cho._ How else? This scent is of hearth-sacrifices.
_Kas._ Such kind of steam as from a tomb is proper!
_Cho._ No Surian honor to the House thou speak'st of!
_Kas._ But I will go,--even in the household wailing
My fate and Agamemnon's. Life suffice me!
Ah, strangers!
I cry not "ah"--as bird at bush--through terror
Idly! to me, the dead thus much bear witness:
When, for me--woman, there shall die a woman,
And, for a man ill-wived, a man shall perish!
This hospitality I ask as dying.
_Cho._ O sufferer, thee--thy foretold fate I pity.
_Kas._ Yet once for all, to speak a speech, I fain am:
No dirge, mine for myself! The sun I pray to,
Fronting his last light!--to my own avengers--
That from my hateful slayers they exact too
Pay for the dead slave--easy-managed hand's work!
_Cho._ Alas for mortal matters! Happy-fortuned,--
Why, any shade would turn them: if unhappy,
By throws the wetting sponge has spoiled the picture!
And more by much in mortals this I pity.
The being well-to-do--
Insatiate a desire of this
Born with all mortals is,
Nor any is there who
Well-being forces off, aroints
From roofs whereat a finger points,
"No more come in!" exclaiming. This man, too,
To take the city of Priamos did the celestials give,
And, honored by the god, he homeward comes;
But now if, of the former, he shall pay
The blood back, and, for those who ceased to live,
Dying, for deaths in turn new punishment he dooms--
Who, being mortal, would not pray
With an unmischievous
Daimon to have been born---who would not, hearing thus?
_Aga._ Ah me! I am struck--a right-aimed stroke within me!
_Cho._ Silence! Who is it shouts "stroke"--"right-aimedly," a
wounded one?
_Aga._ Ah me! indeed again,--a second, struck by!
_Cho._ This work seems to me completed by this "Ah me" of the
king's;
But we somehow may together share in solid counsellings.
_Cho. 1._ I, in the first place, my opinion tell you:
--To cite the townsmen, by help-cry, to house here.
_Cho. 2._ To me, it seems we ought to fall upon them
At quickest--prove the fact by sword fresh-flowing!
_Cho. 3._ And I, of such opinion the partaker,
Vote--to do something: not to wait--the main point!
_Cho. 4._ 'T is plain to see: for they prelude as though of
A tyranny the signs they gave the city.
_Cho. 5._ For we waste time; while they,--this waiting's glory
Treading to ground,--allow the hand no slumber.
_Cho. 6._ I know not--chancing on some plan --to tell it:
'T is for the doer to plan of the deed also.
_Cho. 7._ And I am such another: since I 'm schemeless
How to raise up again by words--a dead man!
_Cho. 8._ What, and, protracting life, shall we give way thus
To the disgracers of our home, these rulers?
_Cho. 9._ Why, 't is unbearable: but to die is better:
For death than tyranny is the riper finish!
_Cho. 10._ What, by the testifying "Ah me" of him,
Shall we prognosticate the man as perished?
_Cho. 11._ We must quite know ere speak these things concerning:
For to conjecture and "quite know" are two things.
_Cho. 12._ This same to praise I from all sides abound in--
Clearly to know, Atreides, what he 's doing!
_Klu._ Much having been before to purpose spoken,
The opposite to say I shall not shamed be:
For how should one, to enemies,--in semblance,
Friends,--enmity proposing,--sorrow's net-frame
Enclose, a height superior to outleaping?
To me, indeed, this struggle of old--not mindless
Of an old victory--came: with time, I grant you!
I stand where I have struck, things once accomplished:
And so have done,--and this deny I shall not,--
As that his fate was nor to fly nor ward off.
A wrap-round with no outlet, as for fishes,
I fence about him--the rich woe of the garment:
I strike him twice, and in a double "Ah-me!"
He let his limbs go-- _there!_ And to him, fallen,
The third blow add I, giving--of Below-ground
Zeus, guardian of the dead--the votive favor
Thus in the mind of him he rages, falling,
And blowing forth a brisk blood-spatter, strikes me
With the dark drop of slaughterous dew,--rejoicing
No less than, at the god-given dewy-comfort,
The sown-stuff in its birth-throes from the calyx.
Since so these things are,--Argives, my revered here,--
Ye may rejoice--if ye rejoice: but I--boast!
If it were fit on corpse to pour libation,
That would be right--right over and above, too!
The cup of evils in the house he, having
Filled with such curses, himself coming drinks of.
_Cho._ We wonder at thy tongue: since bold-mouthed truly
Is she who in such speech boasts o'er her husband!
_Klu._ Ye test me as I were a witless woman:
But I--with heart intrepid--to you knowers
Say (and thou--if thou wilt or praise or blame me,
Comes to the same)--this man is Agamemnon,
My husband, dead, the work of the right hand here,
Ay, of a just artificer: so things are.
_Cho._ What evil, O woman, food or drink, earth-bred
Or sent from the flowing sea,
Of such having fee
Didst thou set on thee
This sacrifice
And popular cries
Of a curse on thy head?
Off thou hast thrown him, off hast cut
The man from the city: but
Off from the city thyself shalt be
Cut--to the citizens
A hate immense!
_Klu._ Now, indeed, thou adjudgest exile to me,
And citizens' hate, and to have popular curses:
Nothing of this against the man here bringing,
Who, no more awe-checked than as 't were a beast's fate,--
With sheep abundant in the well-fleeced graze-flocks,--
Sacrificed _his_ child,--dearest fruit of travail
To me,--as song-spell against Threkian blowings.
Not _him_ did it behoove thee hence to banish
--Pollution's penalty? But hearing _my_ deeds
Justicer rough thou art! Now, this I tell thee:
To threaten thus--me, one prepared to have thee
(On like conditions, thy hand conquering) o'er me
Rule: but if God the opposite ordain us,
Thou shalt learn--late taught, certes--to be modest.
_Cho._ Greatly-intending thou art:
Much-mindful, too, hast thou cried
(Since thy mind, with its slaughter-outpouring part,
Is frantic) that over the eyes, a patch
Of blood--with blood to match
Is plain for a pride!
Yet still, bereft of friends, thy fate
Is--blow with blow to expiate!
_Klu._ And this thou hearest--of my oaths, just warrant!
By who fulfilled things for my daughter, Justice,
Até, Erinus,--by whose help I slew him,--
Not mine the fancy--Fear will tread my palace
So long as on my hearth there burns a fire,
Aigisthos as before well-caring for me;
Since he to me is shield, no small, of boldness.
Here does he lie--outrager of this female,
Dainty of all the Chruseids under Ilion;
And she--the captive, the soothsayer also
And couchmate of this man, oracle-speaker,
Faithful bedfellow,--ay, the sailors' benches
They wore in common, nor unpunished did so,
Since he is--thus! While, as for her,--swan-fashion,
Her latest having chanted,--dying wailing
She lies,--to him, a sweetheart: me she brought to
My bed's by-nicety, the whet of dalliance.
_Cho._ Alas, that some
Fate would come
Upon us in quickness--
Neither much sickness
Neither bed-keeping--
And bear unended sleeping,
Now that subdued
Is our keeper, the kindest of mood!
Having borne, for a woman's sake, much strife--
By a woman he withered from life!
Ah me!
Law-breaking Helena who, one,
Hast many, so many souls undone
'Neath Troia! and now the consummated
Much-memorable curse
Hast thou made flower-forth, red
With the blood no rains disperse,
That which was then in the House--
Strife all-subduing, the woe of a spouse.
_Klu._ Nowise, of death the fate--
Burdened by these things--supplicate!
Nor on Helena turn thy wrath
As the man-destroyer, as "she who hath,
Being but one,
Many and many a soul undone
Of the men, the Danaoi"--
And wrought immense annoy!
_Cho._ Daimon, who fallest
Upon this household and the double-raced
Tantalidai, a rule, minded like theirs displaced,
Thou rulest me with, now,
Whose heart thou gallest!
And on the body, like a hateful crow,
Stationed, all out of tune, his chant to chant
Doth Something vaunt!
_Klu._ Now, of a truth, hast thou set upright
Thy mouth's opinion,--
Naming the Sprite,
The triply-gross,
O'er the race that has dominion:
For through him it is that Eros
The carnage-licker
In the belly is bred: ere ended quite
Is the elder throe--new ichor!
_Cho._ Certainly, great of might
And heavy of wrath, the Sprite
Thou tellest of, in the palace
(Woe, woe!)
--An evil tale of a fate
By Até's malice
Rendered insatiate!
Oh, oh,--
King, king, how shall I beweep thee?
From friendly soul what ever say?
Thou liest where webs of the spider o'ersweep thee
In impious death, life breathing away.
O me--me!
This couch, not free!
By a slavish death subdued thou art,
From the hand, by the two-edged dart.
_Klu._ Thou boastest this deed to be mine:
But leave off styling me
"The Agamemnonian wife!"
For, showing himself in sign
Of the spouse of the corpse thou dost see,
Did the ancient bitter avenging-ghost
Of Atreus, savage host,
Pay the man here as price--
A full-grown for the young one's sacrifice.
_Cho._ That no cause, indeed, of this killing art thou,
Who shall be witness-bearer?
How shall he bear it--how?
But the sire's avenging-ghost might be in the deed a sharer.
He is forced on and on
By the kin-born flowing of blood,
--Black Ares: to where, having gone,
He shall leave off, flowing done,
At the frozen-child's-flesh food.
King, king, how shall I beweep thee!
From friendly soul what ever say?
Thou liest where webs of the spider o'ersweep thee,
In impious death, life breathing away.
Oh, me--me!
This couch not free!
By a slavish death subdued thou art,
From the hand, by the two-edged dart.
_Klu._ No death "unfit for the free"
Do I think this man's to be:
For did not himself a slavish curse
To his household decree?
But the scion of him, myself did nurse--
That much-bewailed Iphigeneia, he
Having done well by,--and as well, nor worse,
Been done to,--let him not in Haides loudly
Bear himself proudly!
Being by sword-destroying death amerced
For that sword's punishment himself inflicted first.
_Cho._ I at a loss am left--
Of a feasible scheme of mind bereft--
Where I may turn: for the house is falling:
I fear the bloody crash of the rain
That ruins the roof as it bursts amain:
The warning-drop
Has come to a stop.
Destiny doth Justice whet
For other deed of hurt, on other whetstones yet.
Woe, earth, earth--would thou hadst taken _me_
Ere I saw the man I see,
On the pallet-bed
Of the silver-sided bath-vase, dead'
Who is it shall bury him, who
Sing his dirge? Can it be true
That _thou_ wilt dare this same to do---
Having slain thy husband, thine own,
To make his funeral moan:
And for the soul of him, in place
Of his mighty deeds, a graceless grace
To wickedly institute? By whom
Shall the tale of praise o'er the tomb
At the god-like man be sent--
From the truth of his mind as he toils intent?
_Klu._ It belongs not to thee to declare
This object of care!
By us did he fall--down there!
Did he die--down there! and down, no less,
We will bury him there, and not beneath
The wails of the household over his death:
But Iphigeneia,--with kindliness,--
His daughter,--as the case requires,
Facing him full, at the rapid-flowing
Passage of Groans shall--both hands throwing
Around him--kiss that kindest of sires!
_Cho._ This blame comes in the place of blame:
Hard battle it is to judge each claim.
"He is borne away who bears away:
And the killer has all to pay."
And this remains while Zeus is remaining,
"The doer shall suffer in time"--for, such his ordaining.
Who may cast out of the House its cursed brood?
The race is to Até glued!
_Klu._ Thou hast gone into this oracle
With a true result. For me, then,--I will
--To the Daimon of the Pleisthenidai
Making an oath--with all these things comply
Hard as they are to bear. For the rest--
Going from out this House, a guest,
May he wear some other family
To naught, with the deaths of kin by kin!
And--keeping a little part of my goods--
Wholly am I contented in
Having expelled from the royal House
These frenzied moods
The mutually-murderous.
_Aigisthos._ O light propitious of day justice-bringing!
I may say truly, now, that men's avengers,
The gods from high, of earth behold the sorrows--
Seeing, as I have, i' the spun robes of the Erinues,
This man here lying,--sight to me how pleasant!--
His father's hands' contrivances repaying.
For Atreus, this land's lord, of this man father,
Thuestes, my own father--to speak clearly--
His brother too,--being i' the rule contested,--
Drove forth to exile from both town and household:
And, coming back, to the hearth turned, a suppliant,
Wretched Thuestes found the fate assured him
--Not to die, bloodying his paternal threshold
Just there: but host-wise this man's impious father
Atreus, soul-keenly more than kindly,--seeming
To joyous hold a flesh-day,--to my father
Served up a meal, the flesh of his own children.
The feet indeed and the hands' top divisions
He hid, high up and isolated sitting:
But, their unshowing parts in ignorance taking,
He forthwith eats food--as thou seest--perdition
To the race: and then, 'ware of the deed ill-omened,
He shrieked O!--falls back, vomiting, from the carnage,
And fate on the Pelopidai past hearing
He prays down--putting in his curse together
The kicking down o' the feast--that so might perish
The race of Pleisthenes entire: and thence is
That it is given thee to see this man prostrate.
And I was rightly of this slaughter stitch-man:
Since me,--being third from ten,--with my poor father
He drives out--being then a babe in swathe-bands:
But, grown up, back again has justice brought me:
And of this man I got hold--being without-doors--
Fitting together the whole scheme of ill-will.
So, sweet, in fine, even to die were to me,
Seeing as I have, this man i' the toils of justice!
_Cho._ Aigisthos, arrogance in ills I love not.
Dost thou say--willing, thou didst kill the man here,
And, alone, plot this lamentable slaughter?
I say--thy head in justice will escape not
The people's throwing--know that!--stones and curses!
_Aig._ Thou such things soundest--seated at the lower
Oarage to those who rule at the ship's mid-bench?
Thou shalt know, being old, how heavy is teaching
To one of the like age--bidden be modest!
But chains and old age and the pangs of fasting
Stand out before all else in teaching,--prophets
At souls'-cure! Dost not, seeing aught, see this too?
Against goads kick not, lest tript-up thou suffer!
_Cho._ Woman, thou,--of him coming new from battle
Houseguard--thy husband's bed the while disgracing,--
For the Army-leader didst thou plan this fate too?
_Aig._ These words too are of groans the prime-begetters!
Truly a tongue opposed to Orpheus hast thou:
For he led all things by his voice's grace-charm,
But thou, upstirring them by these wild yelpings,
Wilt lead them! Forced, thou wilt appear the tamer!
_Cho._ So--thou shalt be my king then of the Argeians--
Who, not when for this man his fate thou plannedst,
Daredst to do this deed--thyself the slayer!
_Aig._ For, to deceive him was the wife's part, certes:
_I_ was looked after--foe, ay, old-begotten!
But out of this man's wealth will I endeavor
To rule the citizens: and the no-man-minder
--Him will I heavily yoke--by no means trace-horse,
A corned-up colt! but that bad friend in darkness,
Famine its housemate, shall behold him gentle.
_Cho._ Why then, this man here, from a coward spirit,
Didst not thou slay thyself? But,--helped,--a woman,
The country's pest, and that of gods o' the country,
Killed him! Orestes, where may he see light now?
That coming hither back, with gracious fortune,
Of both these he may be the all-conquering slayer?
_Aig._ But since this to do thou thinkest--and not talk--thou soon
shalt know!
Up then, comrades dear! the proper thing to do--not distant this!
_Cho._ Up then! hilt in hold, his sword let every one aright
dispose!
_Aig._ Ay, but I myself too, hilt in hold, do not refuse to die!
_Cho._ Thou wilt die, thou say'st, to who accept it. We the chance
demand!
_Klu._ Nowise, O belovedest of men, may we do other ills!
To have reaped away these, even, is a harvest much to me!
Go, both thou and these the old men, to the homes appointed each,
Ere ye suffer! It behooved one do these things just as we did:
And if of these troubles, there should be enough--we may assent
--By the Daimon's heavy heel unfortunately stricken ones!
So a woman's counsel hath it--if one judge it learning-worth.
_Aig._ But to think that these at me the idle tongue should thus
o'erbloom,
And throw out such words--the Daimon's power experimenting on--
And, of modest knowledge missing,--me, the ruler,...
_Cho._ Ne'er may this befall Argeians--wicked man to fawn before!
_Aig._ Anyhow, in after-days, will I, yes, I, be at thee yet!
_Cho._ Not if hither should the Daimon make Orestes straightway
come!
_Aig._ Oh, I know, myself, that fugitives on hopes are
pasture-fed!
_Cho._ Do thy deed, get fat, defiling justice, since the power is
thine!
_Aig._ Know that thou shalt give me satisfaction for this folly's
sake!
_Cho._ Boast on, bearing thee audacious, like a cock his females
by!
_Klu._ Have not thou respect for these same idle yelpings! I and
thou
Will arrange it, o'er this household ruling excellently well.
LA SAISIAZ
DEDICATED TO MRS. SUTHERLAND ORR
Miss A. Egerton-Smith was, at the time of her death, one of Browning's
oldest women friends. "He first met her," says Mrs. Sutherland Orr, "as
a young woman in Florence when she was visiting there; and the love for
and proficiency in music soon asserted itself as a bond of sympathy
between them. They did not, however, see much of each other till he
had finally left Italy, and she also had made her home in London....
Mr. Browning was one of the very few persons whose society she cared
to cultivate: and for many years the common musical interest took the
practical, and for both of them convenient, form, of their going to
concerts together." Browning was at La Saisiaz, under the Salève, when
Miss Egerton-Smith, who was also domiciled there, died suddenly in the
autumn of 1877, and it was after the shock of her loss that he composed
the poem to which he gave the title of their summer resort. The poem is
dated November 9, 1877.
Good, to forgive;
Best, to forget!
Living, we fret;
Dying, we live.
Fretless and free,
Soul, clap thy pinion!
Earth have dominion,
Body, o'er thee!
Wander at will,
Day after day,--
Wander away,
Wandering still--
Soul that canst soar!
Body may slumber:
Body shall cumber
Soul-flight no more.
Waft of soul's wing!
What lies above?
Sunshine and Love,
Skyblue and Spring!
Body hides--where?
Ferns of all feather,
Mosses and heather,
Yours be the care!
LA SAISIAZ
A. E. S. SEPTEMBER 14, 1877.
Dared and done: at last I stand upon the summit, Dear and True!
Singly dared and done; the climbing both of us were bound to do.
Petty feat and yet prodigious: every side my glance was bent
O'er the grandeur and the beauty lavished through the whole ascent.
Ledge by ledge, out broke new marvels, now minute and now immense:
Earth's most exquisite disclosure, heaven's own God in evidence!
And no berry in its hiding, no blue space in its outspread,
Pleaded to escape my footstep, challenged my emerging head,
(As I climbed or paused from climbing, now o'erbranched by shrub and
tree,
Now built round by rock and boulder, now at just a turn set free,
Stationed face to face with--Nature? rather with Infinitude,)
--No revealment of them all, as singly I my path pursued,
But a bitter touched its sweetness, for the thought stung "Even so
Both of us had loved and wondered just the same, five days ago!"
Five short days, sufficient hardly to entice, from out its den
Splintered in the slab, this pink perfection of the cyclamen;
Scarce enough to heal and coat with amber gum the sloe-tree's gash,
Bronze the clustered wilding apple, redden ripe the mountain-ash:
Yet of might to place between us--Oh the barrier! Yon Profound
Shrinks beside it, proves a pin-point: barrier this, without a
bound!
Boundless though it be, I reach you: somehow seem to have you here
--Who are there. Yes, there you dwell now, plain the four low walls
appear;
Those are vineyards, they enclose from; and the little spire which
points
--That's Collonge, henceforth your dwelling. All the same, howe'er
disjoints
Past from present, no less certain you are here, not there: have
dared,
Done the feat of mountain-climbing;,--five days since, we both
prepared
Daring, doing, arm in arm, if other help should haply fail.
For you asked, as forth we sallied to see sunset from the vale,
"Why not try for once the mountain,--take a foretaste, snatch by
stealth
Sight and sound, some unconsidered fragment of the hoarded wealth?
Six weeks at its base, yet never once have we together won
Sight or sound by honest climbing: let us two have dared and done
Just so much of twilight journey as may prove to-morrow's jaunt
Not the only mode of wayfare--wheeled to reach the eagle's haunt!"
So, we turned from the low grass-path you were pleased to call "your
own,"
Set our faces to the rose-bloom o'er the summit's front of stone
Where Salève obtains, from Jura and the sunken sun she hides,
Due return of blushing "Good Night," rosy as a borne-off bride's,
For his masculine "Good Morrow" when, with sunrise still in hold,
Gay he hails her, and, magnific, thrilled her black length burns to
gold.
Up and up we went, how careless--nay, how joyous! All was new,
All was strange. "Call progress toilsome? that were just insulting
you!
How the trees must temper noontide! Ah, the thicket's sudden break!
What will be the morning glory, when at dusk thus gleams the lake?
Light by light puts forth Geneva: what a land--and, of the land,
Can there be a lovelier station than this spot where now we stand?
Is it late, and wrong to linger? True, to-morrow makes amends.
Toilsome progress? child's play, call it--specially when one
descends!
There, the dread descent is over--hardly our adventure, though!
Take the vale where late we left it, pace the grass-path, 'mine,'
you know!
Proud completion of achievement!" And we paced it, praising still
That soft tread on velvet verdure as it wound through hill and hill;
And at very end there met us, coming from Collonge, the pair
--All our people of the Chalet--two, enough and none to spare.
So, we made for home together, and we reached it as the stars
One by one came lamping--chiefly that prepotency of Mars--
And your last word was "I owe you this enjoyment!"--met with "Nay:
With yourself it rests to have a month of morrows like to-day!"
Then the meal, with talk and laughter, and the news of that rare
nook
Yet untroubled by the tourist, touched on by no travel-book,
All the same--though latent--patent, hybrid birth of land and sea,
And (our travelled friend assured you)--if such miracle might be--
Comparable for completeness of both blessings--all around
Nature, and, inside her circle, safety from world's sight and
sound--
Comparable to our Saisiaz. "Hold it fast and guard it well!
Go and see and vouch for certain, then come back and never tell
Living soul but us; and haply, prove our sky from cloud as clear,
There may we four meet, praise fortune just as now, another year!"
Thus you charged him on departure: not without the final charge,
"Mind to-morrow's early meeting! We must leave our journey marge
Ample for the wayside wonders: there 's the stoppage at the inn
Three-parts up the mountain, where the hardships of the track begin;
There 's the convent worth a visit; but, the triumph crowning all--
There 's Saleve's own platform facing glory which strikes greatness
small,
--Blanc, supreme above his earth-brood, needles red and white and
green,
Horns of silver, fangs of crystal set on edge in his demesne.
So, some three weeks since, we saw them: so, to-morrow we intend
You shall see them likewise; therefore Good Night till to-morrow,
friend!"
Last, the nothings that extinguish embers of a vivid day:
"What might be the Marshal's next move, what Gambetta's
counter-play?"
Till the landing on the staircase saw escape the latest spark:
"Sleep you well!" "Sleep but as well, you!"--lazy love quenched, all
was dark.
Nothing dark next day at sundawn! Up I rose and forth I fared:
Took my plunge within the bath-pool, pacified the watch-dog scared,
Saw proceed the transmutation--Jura's black to one gold glow,
Trod your level path that let me drink the morning deep and slow,
Reached the little quarry--ravage recompensed by shrub and fern--
Till the overflowing ardors told me time was for return.
So, return I did, and gayly. But, for once, from no far mound
Waved salute a tall white figure. "Has her sleep been so profound?
Foresight, rather, prudent saving strength for day's expenditure!
Ay, the chamber-window 's open: out and on the terrace, sure!"
No, the terrace showed no figure, tall, white, leaning through the
wreaths,
Tangle-twine of leaf and bloom that intercept the air one breathes,
Interpose between one's love and Nature's loving, hill and dale
Down to where the blue lake's wrinkle marks the river's inrush pale
--Mazy Arve: whereon no vessel but goes sliding white and plain,
Not a steamboat pants from harbor but one hears pulsate amain,
Past the city's congregated peace of homes and pomp of spires
--Man's mild protest that there 's something more than Nature, man
requires,
And that, useful as is Nature to attract the tourist's foot,
Quiet slow sure money-making proves the matter's very root,--
Need for body,--while the spirit also needs a comfort reached
By no help of lake or mountain, but the texts whence Calvin
preached.
"Here 's the veil withdrawn from landscape: up to Jura and beyond,
All awaits us ranged and ready; yet she violates the bond,
Neither leans nor looks nor listens: why is this?" A turn of eye
Took the whole sole answer, gave the undisputed reason "why"!
This dread way you had your summons! No premonitory touch,
As you talked and laughed ('t is told me) scarce a minute ere the
clutch
Captured you in cold forever. Cold? nay, warm you were as life
When I raised you, while the others used, in passionate poor strife,
All the means that seemed to promise any aid, and all in vain.
Gone you were, and I shall never see that earnest face again
Grow transparent, grow transfigured with the sudden light that leapt
At the first word's provocation, from the heart-deeps where it
slept.
Therefore, paying piteous duty, what seemed You have we consigned
Peacefully to--what I think were, of all earth-beds, to your mind
Most the choice for quiet, yonder: low walls stop the vines'
approach,
Lovingly Salève protects you; village-sports will ne'er encroach
On the stranger lady's silence, whom friends bore so kind and well
Thither "just for love's sake,"--such their own word was: and who
can tell?
You supposed that few or none had known and loved you in the world:
Maybe! flower that 's full-blown tempts the butterfly, not flower
that 's furled.
But more learned sense unlocked you, loosed the sheath and let
expand
Bud to bell and outspread flower-shape at the least warm touch of
hand
--Maybe, throb of heart, beneath which--quickening farther than it
knew--
Treasure oft was disembosomed, scent all strange and unguessed hue.
Disembosomed, re-embosomed,--must one memory suffice,
Prove I knew an Alpine-rose which all beside named Edelweiss?
Rare thing, red or white, you rest now: two days slumbered through;
and since
One day more will see me rid of this same scene whereat I wince,
Tetchy at all sights and sounds and pettish at each idle charm
Proffered me who pace now singly where we two went arm in arm,--
I have turned upon my weakness: asked, "And what, forsooth, prevents
That, this latest day allowed me, I fulfil of her intents
One she had the most at heart--that we should thus again survey
From Salève Mont Blanc together?" Therefore,--dared and done to-day
Climbing,--here I stand: but you--where?
If a spirit of the place
Broke the silence, bade me question, promised answer,--what disgrace
Did I stipulate "Provided answer suit my hopes, not fears!"
Would I shrink to learn my lifetime's limit--days, weeks, months or
years?
Would I shirk assurance on each point whereat I can but guess--
"Does the soul survive the body? Is there God's self, no or yes?"
If I know my mood, 't were constant--come in whatsoe'er uncouth
Shape it should, nay, formidable--so the answer were but truth.
Well, and wherefore shall it daunt me, when 't is I myself am
tasked,
When, by weakness weakness questioned, weakly answers--weakly asked?
Weakness never needs be falseness: truth is truth in each degree
--Thunder-pealed by God to Nature, whispered by my soul to me.
Nay, the weakness turns to strength and triumphs in a truth beyond:
"Mine is but man's truest answer--how were it did God respond?"
I shall no more dare to mimic such response in futile speech,
Pass off human lisp as echo of the sphere-song out of reach,
Than,--because it well may happen yonder, where the far snows blanch
Mute Mont Blanc, that who stands near them sees and hears an
avalanche,--
I shall pick a clod and throw,--cry, "Such the sight and such the
sound!
What though I nor see nor hear them? Others do, the proofs abound!"
Can I make my eye an eagle's, sharpen ear to recognize
Sound o'er league and league of silence? Can I know, who but
surmise?
If I dared no self-deception when, a week since, I and you
Walked and talked along the grass-path, passing lightly in review
What seemed hits and what seemed misses in a certain
fence-play,--strife
Sundry minds of mark engaged in "On the Soul and Future Life,"--
If I ventured estimating what was come of parried thrust,
Subtle stroke, and, rightly, wrongly, estimating could be just
--Just, though life so seemed abundant in the form which moved by
mine,
I might well have played at feigning, fooling,--laughed "What need
opine
Pleasure must succeed to pleasure, else past pleasure turns to pain,
And this first life claims a second, else I count its good no
gain?"--
Much less have I heart to palter when the matter to decide
Now becomes "Was ending ending once and always, when you died?"
Did the face, the form I lifted as it lay, reveal the loss
Not alone of life but soul? A tribute to yon flowers and moss,
What of you remains beside? A memory! Easy to attest
"Certainly from out the world that one believes who knew her best
Such was good in her, such fair, which fair and good were great
perchance
Had but fortune favored, bidden each shy faculty advance;
After all--who knows another? Only as I know, I speak."
So much of you lives within me while I live my year or week.
Then my fellow takes the tale up, not unwilling to aver
Duly in his turn, "I knew him best of all, as he knew her:
Such he was, and such he was not, and such other might have been
But that somehow every actor, somewhere in this earthly scene,
Fails." And so both memories dwindle, yours and mine together
linked,
Till there is but left for comfort, when the last spark proves
extinct,
This--that somewhere new existence led by men and women new
Possibly attains perfection coveted by me and you;
While ourselves, the only witness to what work our life evolved,
Only to ourselves proposing problems proper to be solved
By ourselves alone,--who working ne'er shall know if work bear fruit
Others reap and garner, heedless how produced by stalk and root,--
We who, darkling, timed the day's birth,--struggling, testified to
peace,--
Earned, by dint of failure, triumph,--we, creative thought, must
cease
In created word, thought's echo, due to impulse long since sped!
Why repine? There 's ever some one lives although ourselves be dead!
Well, what signifies repugnance? Truth is truth howe'er it strike.
Fair or foul the lot apportioned life on earth, we bear alike.
Stalwart body idly yoked to stunted spirit, powers, that fain
Else would soar, condemned to grovel, groundlings through the
fleshly chain,--
Help that hinders, hindrance proved but help disguised when all too
late,--
Hindrance is the fact acknowledged, howsoe'er explained as Fate,
Fortune, Providence: we bear, own life a burden more or less.
Life thus owned unhappy, is there supplemental happiness
Possible and probable in life to come? or must we count
Life a curse and not a blessing, summed-up in its whole amount,
Help and hindrance, joy and sorrow?
Why should I want courage here?
I will ask and have an answer,--with no favor, with no fear,--
From myself. How much, how little, do I inwardly believe
True that controverted doctrine? Is it fact to which I cleave,
Is it fancy I but cherish, when I take upon my lips
Phrase the solemn Tuscan fashioned, and declare the soul's eclipse
Not the soul's extinction? take his "I believe and I declare--
Certain am I--from this life I pass into a better, there
Where that lady lives of whom enamored was my soul"--where this
Other lady, my companion dear and true, she also is?
I have questioned and am answered. Question, answer presuppose
Two points: that the thing itself which questions, answers,--_is_,
it knows;
As it also knows the thing perceived outside itself,--a force
Actual ere its own beginning, operative through its course,
Unaffected by its end,--that this thing likewise needs must be;
Call this--God, then, call that--soul, and both--the only facts for
me.
Prove them facts? that they o'erpass my power of proving, proves
them such:
Fact it is I know I know not something which is fact as much.
What before caused all the causes, what effect of all effects
Haply follows,--these are fancy. Ask the rush if it suspects
Whence and how the stream which floats it had a rise, and where and
how
Falls or flows on still! What answer makes the rush except that now
Certainly it floats and is, and, no less certain than itself,
_Is_ the everyway external stream that now through shoal and shelf
Floats it onward, leaves it--maybe--wrecked at last, or lands on
shore
There to root again and grow and flourish stable evermore.
--Maybe! mere surmise not knowledge: much conjecture styled belief,
What the rush conceives the stream means through the voyage blind
and brief.
Why, because I doubtless am, shall I as doubtless be? "Because
God seems good and wise." Yet under this our life's apparent laws
Reigns a wrong which, righted once, would give quite other laws to
life.
"He seems potent." Potent here, then: why are right and wrong at
strife?
Has in life the wrong the better? Happily life ends so soon!
Right predominates in life? Then why two lives and double boon?
"Anyhow, we want it: wherefore want?" Because, without the want,
Life, now human, would be brutish: just that hope, however scant,
Makes the actual life worth leading; take the hope therein away,
All we have to do is surely not endure another day.
This life has its hopes for this life, hopes that promise joy: life
done--
Out of all the hopes, how many had complete fulfilment? None.
"But the soul is not the body:" and the breath is not the flute;
Both together make the music: either marred and all is mute.
Truce to such old sad contention whence, according as we shape
Most of hope or most of fear, we issue in a half-escape:
"We believe" is sighed. I take the cup of comfort proffered thus,
Taste and try each soft ingredient, sweet infusion, and discuss
What their blending may accomplish for the cure of doubt,
till--slow,
Sorrowful, but how decided! needs must I o'erturn it--so!
Cause before, effect behind me--blanks! The midway point I am,
Caused, itself--itself efficient: in that narrow space must cram
All experience--out of which there crowds conjecture manifold,
But, as knowledge, this comes only--things may be as I behold,
Or may not be, but, without me and above me, things there are;
I myself am what I know not--ignorance which proves no bar
To the knowledge that I am, and, since I am, can recognize
What to me is pain and pleasure: this is sure, the rest--surmise.
If my fellows are or are not, what may please them and what pain,--
Mere surmise: my own experience--that is knowledge, once again!
I have lived, then, done and suffered, loved and hated, learnt and
taught
This--there is no reconciling wisdom with a world distraught,
Goodness with triumphant evil, power with failure in the aim,
If--(to my own sense, remember! though none other feel the same!)
If you bar me from assuming earth to be a pupil's place,
And life, time--with all their chances, changes--just
probation-space,
Mine, for me. But those apparent other mortals--theirs, for them?
Knowledge stands on my experience: all outside its narrow hem,
Free surmise may sport and welcome! Pleasures, pains affect mankind
Just as they affect myself? Why, here 's my neighbor color-blind,
Eyes like mine to all appearance: "green as grass" do I affirm?
"Red as grass" he contradicts me;--which employs the proper term?
Were we two the earth's sole tenants, with no third for referee,
How should I distinguish? Just so, God must judge 'twixt man and me.
To each mortal peradventure earth becomes a new machine,
Pain and pleasure no more tally in our sense than red and green;
Still, without what seems such mortal's pleasure, pain, my life were
lost
--Life, my whole sole chance to prove--although at man's apparent
cost--
What is beauteous and what ugly, right to strive for, right to shun,
Fit to help and fit to hinder,--prove my forces every one,
Good and evil,--learn life's lesson, hate of evil, love of good,
As 't is set me, understand so much as may be understood--
Solve the problem: "From thine apprehended scheme of things, deduce
Praise or blame of its contriver, shown a niggard or profuse
In each good or evil issue! nor miscalculate alike
Counting one the other in the final balance, which to strike,
Soul was born and life allotted: ay, the show of things unfurled
For thy summing-up and judgment,--thine, no other mortal's world!"
What though fancy scarce may grapple with the complex and immense
--"His own world for every mortal?" Postulate omnipotence!
Limit power, and simple grows the complex: shrunk to atom size,
That which loomed immense to fancy low before my reason lies,--
I survey it and pronounce it work like other work: success
Here and there, the workman's glory,--here and there, his shame no
less,
Failure as conspicuous. Taunt not "Human work ape work divine?"
As the power, expect performance! God's be God's as mine is mine!
God whose power made man and made man's wants, and made, to meet
those wants,
Heaven and earth which, through the body, prove the spirit's
ministrants,
Excellently all,--did he lack power or was the will in fault
When he let blue heaven be shrouded o'er by vapors of the vault,
Gay earth drop her garlands shrivelled at the first infecting breath
Of the serpent pains which herald, swarming in, the dragon death?
What, no way but this that man may learn and lay to heart how rife
Life were with delights would only death allow their taste to life?
Must the rose sigh "Pluck--I perish!" must the eve weep "Gaze--I
fade!"
--Every sweet warn "'Ware my bitter!" every shine bid "Wait my
shade"?
Can we love but on condition, that the thing we love must die?
Needs there groan a world in anguish just to teach us sympathy--
Multitudinously wretched that we, wretched too, may guess
What a preferable state were universal happiness?
Hardly do I so conceive the outcome of that power which went
To the making of the worm there in yon clod its tenement,
Any more than I distinguish aught of that which, wise and good,
Framed the leaf, its plain of pasture, dropped the dew, its fineless
food.
Nay, were fancy fact, were earth and all it holds illusion mere,
Only a machine for teaching love and hate and hope and fear
To myself, the sole existence, single truth 'mid falsehood,--well!
If the harsh throes of the prelude die not off into the swell
Of that perfect piece they sting me to become a-strain for,--if
Roughness of the long rock-clamber lead not to the last of cliff,
First of level country where is sward my pilgrim-foot can prize,--
Plainlier! if this life's conception new life fail to realize,--
Though earth burst and proved a bubble glassing hues of hell, one
huge
Reflex of the devil's doings--God's work by no subterfuge--
(So death's kindly touch informed me as it broke the glamour, gave
Soul and body both release from life's long nightmare in the
grave)--
Still,--with no more Nature, no more Man as riddle to be read,
Only my own joys and sorrows now to reckon real instead,--
I must say--or choke in silence--"Howsoever came my fate,
Sorrow did and joy did nowise--life well weighed--preponderate."
By necessity ordained thus? I shall bear as best I can;
By a cause all-good, all-wise, all-potent? No, as I am man!
Such were God: and was it goodness that the good within my range
Or had evil in admixture or grew evil's self by change?
Wisdom--that becoming wise meant making slow and sure advance
From a knowledge proved in error to acknowledged ignorance?
Power! 't is just the main assumption reason most revolts at! power
Unavailing for bestowment on its creature of an hour,
Man, of so much proper action rightly aimed and reaching aim,
So much passion,--no defect there, no excess, but still the same,--
As what constitutes existence, pure perfection bright as brief
For yon worm, man's fellow-creature, on yon happier world--its leaf!
No, as I am man, I mourn the poverty I must impute:
Goodness, wisdom, power, all bounded, each a human attribute!
But, O world outspread beneath me! only for myself I speak,
Nowise dare to play the spokesman for my brothers strong and weak,
Full and empty, wise and foolish, good and bad, in every age,
Every clime, I turn my eyes from, as in one or other stage
Of a torture writhe they, Job-like couched on dung and crazed with
blains
--Wherefore? whereto? ask the whirlwind what the dread voice thence
explains!
I shall "vindicate no way of God's to man," nor stand apart,
"Laugh, be candid," while I watch it traversing the human heart!
Traversed heart must tell its story uncommented on: no less
Mine results in, "Only grant a second life; I acquiesce
In this present life as failure, count misfortune's worst assaults
Triumph, not defeat, assured that loss so much the more exalts
Gain about to be. For at what moment did I so advance
Near to knowledge as when frustrate of escape from ignorance?
Did not beauty prove most precious when its opposite obtained
Rule, and truth seem more than ever potent because falsehood
reigned?
While for love--Oh how but, losing love, does whoso loves succeed
By the death-pang to the birth-throe--learning what is love indeed?
Only grant my soul may carry high through death her cup unspilled,
Brimming though it be with knowledge, life's loss drop by drop
distilled,
I shall boast it mine--the balsam, bless each kindly wrench that
wrung
From life's tree its inmost virtue, tapped the root whence pleasure
sprung,
Barked the bole, and broke the bough, and bruised the berry, left
all grace
Ashes in death's stern alembic, loosed elixir in its place!"
Witness, Dear and True, how little I was 'ware of--not your worth
--That I knew, my heart assures me--but of what a shade on earth
Would the passage from my presence of the tall white figure throw
O'er the ways we walked together! Somewhat narrow, somewhat slow,
Used to seem the ways, the walking: narrow ways are well to tread
When there 's moss beneath the footstep, honeysuckle overhead:
Walking slow to beating bosom surest solace soonest gives,
Liberates the brain o'erloaded--best of all restoratives.
Nay, do I forget the open vast where soon or late converged
Ways though winding?--world-wide heaven-high sea where music slept
or surged
As the angel had ascendant, and Beethoven's Titan mace
Smote the immense to storm, Mozart would by a finger's lifting
chase?
Yes, I knew--but not with knowledge such as thrills me while I view
Yonder precinct which henceforward holds and hides the Dear and
True.
Grant me (once again) assurance we shall each meet each some day,
Walk--but with how bold a footstep! on a way--but what a way!
--Worst were best, defeat were triumph, utter loss were utmost gain.
Can it be, and must, and will it?
Silence! Out of fact's domain,
Just surmise prepared to mutter hope, and also fear--dispute
Fact's inexorable ruling, "Outside fact, surmise be mute!"
Well!
Ay, well and best, if fact's self I may force the answer from!
'T is surmise I stop the mouth of! Not above in yonder dome
All a rapture with its rose-glow,--not around, where pile and peak
Strainingly await the sun's fall,--not beneath, where crickets
creak,
Birds assemble for their bedtime, soft the treetop swell subsides,--
No, nor yet within my deepest sentient self the knowledge hides.
Aspiration, reminiscence, plausibilities of trust
--Now the ready "Man were wronged else," now the rash "and God
unjust"--
None of these I need. Take thou, my soul, thy solitary stand,
Umpire to the champions Fancy, Reason, as on either hand
Amicable war they wage and play the foe in thy behoof!
Fancy thrust and Reason parry! Thine the prize who stand aloof!
FANCY
I concede the thing refused: henceforth no certainty more plain
Than this mere surmise that after body dies soul lives again.
Two, the only facts acknowledged late, are now increased to three--
God is, and the soul is, and, as certain, after death shall be.
Put this third to use in life, the time for using fact!
REASON
I do:
Find it promises advantage, coupled with the other two.
Life to come will be improvement on the life that 's now; destroy
Body's thwartings, there 's no longer screen betwixt soul and soul's
joy.
Why should we expect new hindrance, novel tether? In this first
Life, I see the good of evil, why our world began at worst:
Since time means amelioration, tardily enough displayed,
Yet a mainly onward moving, never wholly retrograde.
We know more though we know little, we grow stronger though still
weak,
Partly see though all too purblind, stammer though we cannot speak.
There is no such grudge in God as scared the ancient Greek, no fresh
Substitute of trap for drag-net, once a breakage in the mesh.
Dragons were, and serpents are, and blindworms will be: ne'er
emerged
Any new-created python for man's plague since earth was purged.
Failing proof, then, of invented trouble to replace the old,
O'er this life the next presents advantage much and manifold:
Which advantage--in the absence of a fourth and farther fact
Now conceivably surmised, of harm to follow from the act--
I pronounce for man's obtaining at this moment. Why delay?
Is he happy? happiness will change: anticipate the day!
Is he sad? there 's ready refuge: of all sadness death 's prompt
cure!
Is he both, in mingled measure? cease a burden to endure!
Pains with sorry compensations, pleasures stinted in the dole,
Power that sinks and pettiness that soars, all halved and nothing
whole,
Idle hopes that lure man onward, forced back by as idle fears--
What a load he stumbles under through his glad sad seventy years,
When a touch sets right the turmoil, lifts his spirit where,
flesh-freed,
Knowledge shall be rightly named so, all that seems be truth indeed!
Grant his forces no accession, nay, no faculty's increase,
Only let what now exists continue, let him prove in peace
Power whereof the interrupted unperfected play enticed
Man through darkness, which to lighten any spark of hope sufficed,--
What shall then deter his dying out of darkness into light?
Death itself perchance, brief pain that 's pang, condensed and
infinite?
But at worst, he needs must brave it one day, while, at best, he
laughs--
Drops a drop within his chalice, sleep not death his science quaffs!
Any moment claims more courage, when, by crossing cold and gloom,
Manfully man quits discomfort, makes for the provided room
Where the old friends want their fellow, where the new acquaintance
wait,
Probably for talk assembled, possibly to sup in state!
I affirm and reaffirm it therefore: only make as plain
As that man now lives, that, after dying, man will live again,--
Make as plain the absence, also, of a law to contravene
Voluntary passage from this life to that by change of scene,--
And I bid him--at suspicion of first cloud athwart his sky,
Flower's departure, frost's arrival--never hesitate, but die!
FANCY
Then I double my concession: grant, along with new life sure
This same law found lacking now: ordain that, whether rich or poor
Present life is judged in aught man counts advantage--be it hope,
Be it fear that brightens, blackens most or least his horoscope,--
He, by absolute compulsion such as made him live at all,
Go on living to the fated end of life whate'er befall.
What though, as on earth he darkling grovels, man descry the sphere,
Next life's--call it, heaven of freedom, close above and
crystal-clear?
He shall find--say, hell to punish who in aught curtails the term,
Fain would act the butterfly before he has played out the worm!
God, soul, earth, heaven, hell,--five facts now: what is to
desiderate?
REASON
Nothing! Henceforth man's existence bows to the monition "Wait!
Take the joys and bear the sorrows--neither with extreme concern!
Living here means nescience simply: 't is next life that helps to
learn.
Shut those eyes, next life will open,--stop those ears, next life
will teach
Hearing's office,--close those lips, next life will give the power
of speech!
Or, if action more amuse thee than the passive attitude,
Bravely bustle through thy being, busy thee for ill or good,
Reap this life's success or failure! Soon shall things be
unperplexed
And the right and wrong, now tangled, lie unravelled in the next."
FANCY
Not so fast! Still more concession! not alone do I declare
Life must needs be borne,--I also will that man become aware
Life has worth incalculable, every moment that he spends
So much gain or loss for that next life which on this life depends.
Good, done here, be there rewarded,--evil, worked here, there
amerced!
Six facts now, and all established, plain to man the last as first.
REASON
There was good and evil, then, defined to man by this decree?
_Was_--for at its promulgation both alike have ceased to be.
Prior to this last announcement, "Certainly as God exists,
As He made man's soul, as soul is quenchless by the deathly mists,
Yet is, all the same, forbidden premature escape from time
To eternity's provided purer air and brighter clime,--
Just so certainly depends it on the use to which man turns
Earth, the good or evil done there, whether after death he earns
Life eternal,--heaven, the phrase be, or eternal death,--say, hell.
As his deeds, so proves his portion, doing ill or doing well!"
--Prior to this last announcement, earth was man's probation-place:
Liberty of doing evil gave his doing good a grace;
Once lay down the law, with Nature's simple "Such effects succeed
Causes such, and heaven or hell depends upon man's earthly deed
Just as surely as depends the straight or else the crooked line
On his making point meet point or with or else without incline,"--
Thenceforth neither good nor evil does man, doing what he must.
Lay but down that law as stringent "Wouldst thou live again, be
just!"
As this other "Wouldst thou live now, regularly draw thy breath!
For, suspend the operation, straight law's breach results in
death"--
And (provided always, man, addressed this mode, be sound and sane)
Prompt and absolute obedience, never doubt, will law obtain!
Tell not me "Look round us! nothing each side but acknowledged law,
Now styled God's--now, Nature's edict!" Where's obedience without
flaw
Paid to either? What 's the adage rife in man's mouth? Why, "The
best
I both see and praise, the worst I follow "--which, despite
professed
Seeing, praising, all the same he follows, since he disbelieves
In the heart of him that edict which for truth his head receives.
There 's evading and persuading and much making law amends
Somehow, there 's the nice distinction 'twixt fast foes and faulty
friends,
--Any consequence except inevitable death when, "Die,
Whoso breaks our law!" they publish, God and Nature equally.
Law that 's kept or broken--subject to man's will and pleasure!
Whence?
How comes law to bear eluding? Not because of impotence:
Certain laws exist already which to hear means to obey;
Therefore not without a purpose these man must, while those man may
Keep and, for the keeping, haply gain approval and reward.
Break through this last superstructure, all is empty air--no sward
Firm like my first fact to stand on, "God there is, and soul there
is,"
And soul's earthly life-allotment: wherein, by hypothesis,
Soul is bound to pass probation, prove its powers, and exercise
Sense and thought on fact, and then, from fact educing fit surmise,
Ask itself, and of itself have solely answer, "Does the scope
Earth affords of fact to judge by warrant future fear or hope?"
Thus have we come back full circle: fancy's footsteps one by one
Go their round conducting reason to the point where they begun,
Left where we were left so lately, Dear and True! When, half a week
Since, we walked and talked and thus I told you, how suffused a
cheek
You had turned me had I sudden brought the blush into the smile
By some word like "Idly argued! you know better all the while!"
Now, from me--Oh not a blush, but, how much more, a joyous glow,
Laugh triumphant, would it strike did your "Yes, better I do know"
Break, my warrant for assurance! which assurance may not be
If, supplanting hope, assurance needs must change this life to me.
So, I hope--no more than hope, but hope--no less than hope, because
I can fathom, by no plumb-line sunk in life's apparent laws,
How I may in any instance fix where change should meetly fall
Nor involve, by one revisal, abrogation of them all:
--Which again involves as utter change in life thus law-released,
Whence the good of goodness vanished when the ill of evil ceased.
Whereas, life and laws apparent reinstated,--all we know,
All we know not,--o'er our heaven again cloud closes, until, lo,--
Hope the arrowy, just as constant, comes to pierce its gloom,
compelled
By a power and by a purpose which, if no one else beheld,
I behold in life, so--hope!
Sad summing-up of all to say!
_Athanasius contra mundum_, why should he hope more than they?
So are men made notwithstanding, such magnetic virtue darts
From each head their fancy haloes to their unresisting hearts!
Here I stand, methinks a stone's throw from yon village I this morn
Traversed for the sake of looking one last look at its forlorn
Tenement's ignoble fortune: through a crevice, plain its floor
Piled with provender for cattle, while a dungheap blocked the door.
In that squalid Bossex, under that obscene red roof, arose,
Like a fiery flying serpent from its egg, a soul--Rousseau's.
Turn thence! Is it Diodati joins the glimmer of the lake?
There I plucked a leaf, one week since,--ivy, plucked for Byron's
sake.
Famed unfortunates! And yet, because of that phosphoric fame
Swathing blackness' self with brightness till putridity looked
flame,
All the world was witched: and wherefore? what could lie beneath,
allure
Heart of man to let corruption serve man's head as cynosure?
Was the magic in the dictum "All that 's good is gone and past;
Bad and worse still grows the present, and the worst of all comes
last:
Which believe--for I believe it"? So preached one his gospel-news;
While melodious moaned the other, "dying day with dolphin-hues!
Storm, for loveliness and darkness like a woman's eye! Ye mounts
Where I climb to 'scape my fellow, and thou sea wherein he counts
Not one inch of vile dominion! What were your especial-worth
Failed ye to enforce the maxim 'Of all objects found on earth
Man is meanest, much too honored when compared with--what by odds
Beats him--any dog: so, let him go a-howling to his gods!'
Which believe--for I believe it!" Such the comfort man received
Sadly since perforce he must: for why? the famous bard believed!
Fame! Then, give me fame, a moment! As I gather at a glance
Human glory after glory vivifying yon expanse,
Let me grasp them altogether, hold on high and brandish well
Beacon-like above the rapt world ready, whether heaven or hell
Send the dazzling summons earthward, to submit itself the same,
Take on trust the hope or else despair flashed full on face
by--Fame!
Thanks, thou pine-tree of Makistos, wide thy giant torch I wave!
Know ye whence I plucked the pillar, late with sky for architrave?
This the trunk, the central solid Knowledge, kindled core, began
Tugging earth-deeps, trying heaven-heights, rooted yonder at
Lausanne.
This which flits and spits, the aspic,--sparkles in and out the
boughs
Now, and now condensed, the python, coiling round and round allows
Scarce the bole its due effulgence, dulled by flake on flake of
Wit--
Laughter so bejewels Learning,--what but Ferney nourished it?
Nay, nor fear--since every resin feeds the flame--that I dispense
With yon Bossex terebinth-tree's all-explosive Eloquence:
No, be sure! nor, any more than thy resplendency, Jean-Jacques,
Dare I want thine, Diodati! What though monkeys and macaques
Gibber "Byron"? Byron's ivy rears a branch beyond the crew,
Green forever, no deciduous trash macaques and monkeys chew!
As Rousseau, then, eloquent, as Byron prime in poet's power,--
Detonations, fulgurations, smiles--the rainbow, tears--the shower,--
Lo, I lift the coruscating marvel--Fame! and, famed, declare
--Learned for the nonce as Gibbon, witty as wit's self Voltaire ...
Oh, the sorriest of conclusions to whatever man of sense
'Mid the millions stands the unit, takes no flare for evidence!
Yet the millions have their portion, live their calm or troublous
day,
Find significance in fireworks: so, by help of mine, they may
Confidently lay to heart and lock in head their life long--this:
"He there with the brand flamboyant, broad o'er night's forlorn
abyss,
Crowned by prose and verse; and wielding, with Wit's bauble,
Learning's rod" ...
Well? Why, he at least believed in Soul, was very sure of God!
* * * * *
So the poor smile played, that evening: pallid smile long since
extinct
Here in London's mid-November! Not so loosely thoughts were linked,
Six weeks since as I, descending in the sunset from Salève,
Found the chain I seemed to forge there, flawless till it reached
your grave,--
Not so filmy was the texture, but I bore it in my breast
Safe thus far. And since I found a something in me would not rest
Till I, link by link, unravelled any tangle of the chain,
--Here it lies, for much or little! I have lived all o'er again
That last pregnant hour: I saved it, just as I could save a root
Disinterred for reinterment when the time best helps to shoot.
Life is stocked with germs of torpid life; but may I never wake
Those of mine whose resurrection could not be without earthquake!
Rest all such, unraised forever! Be this, sad yet sweet, the sole
Memory evoked from slumber! Least part this: then what the whole?
THE TWO POETS OF CROISIC
Written immediately after _La Saisiaz_, being dated January 15, 1878.
Such a starved bank of moss
Till, that May-morn,
Blue ran the flash across:
Violets were born!
Sky--what a scowl of cloud
Till, near and far,
Ray on ray split the shroud:
Splendid, a star!
World--how it walled about
Life with disgrace
Till God's own smile came out:
That was thy face!
I
"Fame!" Yes, I said it and you read it. First,
Praise the good log-fire! Winter howls without.
Crowd closer, let us! Ha, the secret nursed
Inside yon hollow, crusted roundabout
With copper where the clamp was,--how the burst
Vindicates flame the stealthy feeder! Spout
Thy splendidest--a minute and no more?
So soon again all sobered as before?
II
Nay, for I need to see your face! One stroke
Adroitly dealt, and lo, the pomp revealed!
Fire in his pandemonium, heart of oak
Palatial, where he wrought the works concealed
Beneath the solid-seeming roof I broke,
As redly up and out and off they reeled
Like disconcerted imps, those thousand sparks
From fire's slow tunnelling of vaults and arcs!
III
Up, out, and off, see! Were you never used,--
You now, in childish days or rather nights,--
As I was, to watch sparks fly? not amused
By that old nurse-taught game which gave the sprites
Each one his title and career,--confused
Belief 't was all long over with the flights
From earth to heaven of hero, sage, and bard,
And bade them once more strive for Fame's award?
IV
New long bright life! and happy chance befell--
That I know--when some prematurely lost
Child of disaster bore away the bell
From some too-pampered son of fortune, crossed
Never before my chimney broke the spell!
Octogenarian Keats gave up the ghost,
While--never mind Who was it cumbered earth--
Sank stifled, span-long brightness, in the birth.
V
Well, try a variation of the game!
Our log is old ship-timber, broken bulk.
There 's sea-brine spirits up the brimstone flame,
That crimson-curly spiral proves the hulk
Was saturate with--ask the chloride's name
From somebody who knows! I shall not sulk
If yonder greenish tonguelet licked from brass
Its life, I thought was fed on copperas.
VI
Anyhow, there they flutter! What may be
The style and prowess of that purple one?
Who is the hero other eyes shall see
Than yours and mine? That yellow, deep to dun--
Conjecture how the sage glows, whom not we
But those unborn are to get warmth by! Son
O' the coal,--as Job and Hebrew name a spark,--
What bard, in thy red soaring, scares the dark?
VII
Oh and the lesser lights, the dearer still
That they elude a vulgar eye, give ours
The glimpse repaying astronomic skill
Which searched sky deeper, passed those patent powers
Constellate proudly,--swords, scrolls, harps, that fill
The vulgar eye to surfeit,--found best flowers
Hid deepest in the dark,--named unplucked grace
Of soul, ungathered beauty, form or face!
VIII
Up with thee, mouldering ash men never knew,
But I know! flash thou forth, and figure bold,
Calm and columnar as yon flame I view!
Oh and I bid thee,--to whom fortune doled
Scantly all other gifts out--bicker blue,
Beauty for all to see, zinc's uncontrolled
Flake-brilliance! Not my fault if these were shown,
Grandeur and beauty both, to me alone.
IX
No! as the first was boy's play, this proves mere
Stripling's amusement: manhood's sport be grave!
Choose rather sparkles quenched in mid career,
Their boldness and their brightness could not save
(In some old night of time on some lone drear
Sea-coast, monopolized by crag or cave)
--Save from ignoble exit into smoke,
Silence, oblivion, all death-damps that choke!
X
Launched by our ship-wood, float we, once adrift
In fancy to that land-strip waters wash,
We both know well! Where uncouth tribes made shift
Long since to just keep life in, billows dash
Nigh over folk who shudder at each lift
Of the old tyrant tempest's whirlwind-lash
Though they have built the serviceable town
Tempests but tease now, billows drench, not drown.
XI
Croisic, the spit of sandy rock which juts
Spitefully northward, bears nor tree nor shrub
To tempt the ocean, show what Guérande shuts
Behind her, past wild Batz whose Saxons grub
The ground for crystals grown where ocean gluts
Their promontory's breadth with salt: all stub
Of rock and stretch of sand, the land's last strife
To rescue a poor remnant for dear life.
XII
And what life! Here was, from the world to choose,
The Druids' chosen chief of homes: they reared
--Only their women,--'mid the slush and ooze
Of yon low islet,--to their sun, revered
In strange stone guise,--a temple. May-dawn dews
Saw the old structure levelled; when there peered
May's earliest eve-star, high and wide once more
Up towered the new pile perfect as before:
XIII
Seeing that priestesses--and all were such--
Unbuilt and then rebuilt it every May,
Each alike helping--well, if not too much!
For, 'mid their eagerness to outstrip day
And get work done, if any loosed her clutch
And let a single stone drop, straight a prey
Herself fell, torn to pieces, limb from limb,
By sisters in full chorus glad and grim.
XIV
And still so much remains of that gray cult,
That even now, of nights, do women steal
To the sole Menhir standing, and insult
The antagonistic church-spire by appeal
To power discrowned in vain, since each adult
Believes the gruesome thing she clasps may heal
Whatever plague no priestly help can cure:
Kiss but the cold stone, the event is sure!
XV
Nay more: on May-morns, that primeval rite
Of temple-building, with its punishment
For rash precipitation, lingers, spite
Of all remonstrance; vainly are they shent,
Those girls who form a ring and, dressed in white,
Dance round it, till some sister's strength be spent:
Touch but the Menhir, straight the rest turn roughs
From gentles, fall on her with fisticuffs.
XVI
Oh and, for their part, boys from door to door
Sing unintelligible words to tunes
As obsolete: "scraps of Druidic lore,"
Sigh scholars, as each pale man importunes
Vainly the mumbling to speak plain once more.
Enough of this old worship, rounds and runes!
They serve my purpose, which is but to show
Croisic to-day and Croisic long ago.
XVII
What have we sailed to see, then, wafted there
By fancy from the log that ends its days
Of much adventure 'neath skies foul or fair,
On waters rough or smooth, in this good blaze
We two crouch round so closely, bidding care
Keep outside with the snow-storm? Something says
"Fit time for story-telling!" I begin--
Why not at Croisic, port we first put in?
XVIII
Anywhere serves: for point me out the place
Wherever man has made himself a home,
And there I find the story of our race
In little, just at Croisic as at Rome.
What matters the degree? the kind I trace.
Druids their temple, Christians have their dome:
So with mankind; and Croisic, I 'll engage,
With Rome yields sort for sort, in age for age.
XIX
No doubt, men vastly differ: and we need
Some strange exceptional benevolence
Of nature's sunshine to develop seed
So well, in the less-favored clime, that thence
We may discern how shrub means tree indeed
Though dwarfed till scarcely shrub in evidence.
Man in the ice-house or the hot-house ranks
With beasts or gods: stove-forced, give warmth the thanks!
XX
While, is there any ice-checked? Such shall learn
I am thankworthy, who propose to slake
His thirst for tasting how it feels to turn
Cedar from hyssop-on-the-wall. I wake
No memories of what is harsh and stern
In ancient Croisic-nature, much less rake
The ashes of her last warmth till out leaps
Live Hervé Riel, the single spark she keeps.
XXI
Take these two, see, each outbreak,--spirt and spirt
Of fire from our brave billet's either edge
Which--call maternal Croisic ocean-girt!
These two shall thoroughly redeem my pledge.
One flames fierce gules, its feebler rival--vert,
Heralds would tell you: heroes, I allege,
They both were: soldiers, sailors, statesmen, priests,
Lawyers, physicians--guess what gods or beasts!
XXII
None of them all, but--poets, if you please!
"What, even there, endowed with knack of rhyme,
Did two among the aborigines
Of that rough region pass the ungracious time
Suiting, to rumble-tumble of the sea's,
The songs forbidden a serener clime?
Or had they universal audience--that's
To say, the folk of Croisic, ay, and Batz?"
XXIII
Open your ears! Each poet in his day
Had such a mighty moment of success
As pinnacled him straight, in full display,
For the whole world to worship--nothing less!
Was not the whole polite world Paris, pray?
And did not Paris, for one moment--yes,
Worship these poet-flames, our red and green,
One at a time, a century between?
XXIV
And yet you never heard their names! Assist,
Clio, Historic Muse, while I record
Great deeds! Let fact, not fancy, break the mist
And bid each sun emerge, in turn play lord
Of day, one moment! Hear the annalist
Tell a strange story, true to the least word!
At Croisic, sixteen hundred years and ten
Since Christ, forth flamed yon liquid ruby, then.
XXV
Know him henceforth as René Gentilhomme
--Appropriate appellation! noble birth
And knightly blazon, the device wherefrom
Was "Better do than say"! In Croisic's dearth
Why prison his career while Christendom
Lay open to reward acknowledged worth?
He therefore left it at the proper age
And got to be the Prince of Condé's page.
XXVI
Which Prince of Condé, whom men called "The Duke,"
--Failing the king, his cousin, of an heir,
(As one might hold hap, would, without rebuke,
Since Anne of Austria, all the world was ware,
Twenty-three years long sterile, scarce could look
For issue)--failing Louis of so rare
A godsend, it was natural the Prince
Should hear men call him "Next King" too, nor wince.
XXVII
Now, as this reasonable hope, by growth
Of years, nay, tens of years, looked plump almost
To bursting,--would the brothers, childless both,
Louis and Gaston, give but up the ghost--
Condé, called "Duke" and "Next King," nothing loth
Awaited his appointment to the post,
And wiled away the time, as best he might,
Till Providence should settle things aright.
XXVIII
So, at a certain pleasure-house, withdrawn
From cities where a whisper breeds offence,
He sat him down to watch the streak of dawn
Testify to first stir of Providence;
And, since dull country life makes courtiers yawn,
There wanted not a poet to dispense
Song's remedy for spleen-fits all and some,
Which poet was Page René Gentilhomme.
XXIX
A poet born and bred, his very sire
A poet also, author of a piece
Printed and published, "Ladies--their attire:"
Therefore the son, just born at his decease,
Was bound to keep alive the sacred fire,
And kept it, yielding moderate increase
Of songs and sonnets, madrigals, and much
Rhyming thought poetry and praised as such.
XXX
Rubbish unutterable (bear in mind!)
Rubbish not wholly without value, though,
Being to compliment the Duke designed
And bring the complimenter credit so,--
Pleasure with profit happily combined.
Thus René Gentilhomme rhymed, rhymed till--lo,
This happened, as he sat in an alcove
Elaborating rhyme for "love"--_not_ "dove."
XXXI
He was alone: silence and solitude
Befit the votary of the Muse. Around,
Nature--not our new picturesque and rude,
But trim tree-cinctured stately garden-ground--
Breathed polish and politeness. All-imbued
With these, he sat absorbed in one profound
Excogitation, "Were it best to hint
Or boldly boast 'She loves me--Araminte'?"
XXXII
When suddenly flashed lightning, searing sight
Almost, so close to eyes; then, quick on flash,
Followed the thunder, splitting earth downright
Where René sat a-rhyming: with huge crash
Of marble into atoms infinite--
Marble which, stately, dared the world to dash
The stone-thing proud, high-pillared, from its place:
One flash, and dust was all that lay at base.
XXXIII
So, when the horrible confusion loosed
Its wrappage round his senses, and, with breath,
Seeing and hearing by degrees induced
Conviction what he felt was life, not death--
His fluttered faculties came back to roost
One after one, as fowls do: ay, beneath,
About his very feet there, lay in dust
Earthly presumption paid by heaven's disgust.
XXXIV
For, what might be the thunder-smitten thing
But, pillared high and proud, in marble guise,
A ducal crown--which meant "Now Duke: Next, King"?
Since such the Prince was, not in his own eyes
Alone, but all the world's. Pebble from sling
Prostrates a giant; so can pulverize
Marble pretension--how much more, make moult
A peacock-prince his plume--God's thunderbolt!
XXXV
That was enough, for René, that first fact
Thus flashed into him. Up he looked: all blue
And bright the sky above; earth firm, compact
Beneath his footing, lay apparent too;
Opposite stood the pillar: nothing lacked
There, but the Duke's crown: see, its fragments strew
The earth,--about his feet lie atoms fine
Where he sat nursing late his fourteenth line!
XXXVI
So, for the moment, all the universe
Being abolished, all 'twist God and him,--
Earth's praise or blame, its blessing or its curse.
Of one and the same value,--to the brim
Flooded with truth, for better or for worse,--
He pounces on the writing-paper, prim
Keeping its place on table: not a dint
Nor speck had damaged "Ode to Araminte."
XXXVII
And over the neat crowquill calligraph
His pen goes blotting, blurring, as an ox
Tramples a flower-bed in a garden,--laugh
You may!--so does not he, whose quick heart knocks
Audibly at his breast: an epitaph
On earth's break-up, amid the falling rocks,
He might be penning in a wild dismay,
Caught with his work half-done on Judgment Day.
XXXVIII
And what is it so terribly he pens,
Ruining "Cupid, Venus, wile and smile,
Hearts, darts," and all his day's _divinior mens_
Judged necessary to a perfect style?
Little recks René, with a breast to cleanse,
Of Rhadamanthine law that reigned erewhile:
Brimful of truth, truth's outburst will convince
(Style or no style) who bears truth's brunt--the Prince.
XXXIX
"Condé, called 'Duke,' be called just 'Duke,' not more,
To life's end! 'Next King' thou forsooth wilt be?
Ay, when this bauble, as it decked before
Thy pillar, shall again, for France to see,
Take its proud station there! Let France adore
No longer an illusive mock-sun--thee--
But keep her homage for Sol's self, about
To rise and put pretenders to the rout!
XL
"What? France so God-abandoned that her root
Regal, though many a Spring it gave no sign,
Lacks power to make the bole, now branchless, shoot
Greenly as ever? Nature, though benign,
Thwarts ever the ambitious and astute.
In store for such is punishment condign:
Sure as thy Duke's crown to the earth was hurled,
So sure, next year, a Dauphin glads the world!"
XLI
Which penned--some forty lines to this effect--
Our René folds his paper, marches brave
Back to the mansion, luminous, erect,
Triumphant, an emancipated slave.
There stands the Prince. "How now? My Duke's-crown wrecked?
What may this mean?" The answer René gave
Was--handing him the verses, with the due
Incline of body: "Sir, God's word to you!"
XLII
The Prince read, paled, was silent; all around,
The courtier-company, to whom he passed
The paper, read, in equal silence bound.
René grew also by degrees aghast
At his own fit of courage--palely found
Way of retreat from that pale presence: classed
Once more among the cony-kind. "Oh, son,
It is a feeble folk!" saith Solomon.
XLIII
Vainly he apprehended evil: since,
When, at the year's end, even as foretold,
Forth came the Dauphin who discrowned the Prince
Of that long-craved mere visionary gold,
'T was no fit time for envy to evince
Malice, be sure! The timidest grew bold:
Of all that courtier-company not one
But left the semblance for the actual sun.
XLIV
And all sorts and conditions that stood by
At René's burning moment, bright escape
Of soul, bore witness to the prophecy.
Which witness took the customary shape
Of verse; a score of poets in full cry
Hailed the inspired one. Nantes and Tours agape,
Soon Paris caught the infection; gaining strength,
How could it fail to reach the Court at length?
XLV
"O poet!" smiled King Louis, "and besides,
O prophet! Sure, by miracle announced,
My babe will prove a prodigy. Who chides
Henceforth the unchilded monarch shall be trounced
For irreligion: since the fool derides
Plain miracle by which this prophet pounced
Exactly on the moment I should lift
Like Simeon, in my arms, a babe, 'God's gift!'
XLVI
"So call the boy! and call this bard and seer
By a new title! him I raise to rank
Of 'Royal Poet:' poet without peer!
Whose fellows only have themselves to thank
If humbly they must follow in the rear
My René. He 's the master: they must clank
Their chains of song, confessed his slaves; for why?
They poetize, while he can prophesy!"
XLVII
So said, so done; our René rose august,
"The Royal Poet;" straightway put in type
His poem-prophecy, and (fair and just
Procedure) added,--now that time was ripe
For proving friends did well his word to trust,--
Those attestations, tuned to lyre or pipe,
Which friends broke out with when he dared foretell
The Dauphin's birth: friends trusted, and did well.
XLVIII
Moreover he got painted by Du Pré,
Engraved by Daret also; and prefixed
The portrait to his book: a crown of bay
Circled his brows, with rose and myrtle mixed;
And Latin verses, lovely in their way,
Described him as "the biforked hill betwixt:
Since he hath scaled Parnassus at one jump,
Joining the Delphic quill and Getic trump."
XLIX
Whereof came ... What, it lasts, our spirt, thus long
--The red fire? That 's the reason must excuse
My letting flicker René's prophet-song
No longer; for its pertinacious hues
Must fade before its fellow joins the throng
Of sparks departed up the chimney, dues
To dark oblivion. At the word, it winks,
Rallies, relapses, dwindles, deathward sinks.
L
So does our poet. All this burst of fame,
Fury of favor, Royal Poetship,
Prophetship, book, verse, picture--thereof came
--Nothing! That 's why I would not let outstrip
Red his green rival flamelet: just the same
Ending in smoke waits both! In vain we rip
The past, no further faintest trace remains
Of René to reward our pious pains.
LI
Somebody saw a portrait framed and glazed
At Croisic. "Who may be this glorified
Mortal unheard-of hitherto?" amazed
That person asked the owner by his side,
Who proved as ignorant. The question raised
Provoked inquiry; key by key was tried
On Croisic's portrait-puzzle, till back flew
The wards at one key's touch, which key was--Who?
LII
The other famous poet! Wait thy turn,
Thou green, our red's competitor! Enough
Just now to note 't was he that itched to learn
(A hundred years ago) how fate could puff
Heaven-high (a hundred years before), then spurn
To suds so big a bubble in some huff:
Since green too found red's portrait,--having heard
Hitherto of red's rare self not one word.
LIII
And he with zeal addressed him to the task
Of hunting out, by all and any means,
--Who might the brilliant bard be, born to bask
Butterfly-like in shine which kings and queens
And baby-dauphins shed? Much need to ask!
Is fame so fickle that what perks and preens
The eyed wing, one imperial minute, dips
Next sudden moment into blind eclipse?
LIV
After a vast expenditure of pains,
Our second poet found the prize he sought:
Urged in his search by something that restrains
From undue triumph famed ones who have fought,
Or simply, poetizing, taxed their brains:
Something that tells such--dear is triumph bought
If it means only basking in the midst
Of fame's brief sunshine, as thou, René, didst.
LV
For, what did searching find at last but this?
Quoth somebody, "I somehow somewhere seem
To think I heard one old De Chevaye is
Or was possessed of René's works!" which gleam
Of light from out the dark proved not amiss
To track, by correspondence on the theme;
And soon the twilight broadened into day,
For thus to question answered De Chevaye.
LVI
"True it is, I did once possess the works
You want account of--works--to call them so,--
Comprised in one small book: the volume lurks
(Some fifty leaves _in duodecimo_)
'Neath certain ashes which my soul it irks
Still to remember, because long ago
That and my other rare shelf-occupants
Perished by burning of my house at Nantes.
LVII
"Yet of that book one strange particular
Still stays in mind with me"--and thereupon
Followed the story. "Few the poems are;
The book was two-thirds filled up with this one,
And sundry witnesses from near and far
That here at least was prophesying done
By prophet, so as to preclude all doubt,
Before the thing he prophesied about."
LVIII
That 's all he knew, and all the poet learned,
And all that you and I are like to hear
Of René; since not only book is burned
But memory extinguished,--nay, I fear,
Portrait is gone too: nowhere I discerned
A trace of it at Croisic. "Must a tear
Needs fall for that?" you smile. "How fortune fares
With such a mediocrity, who cares?"
LIX
Well, I care--intimately care to have
Experience how a human creature felt
In after-life, who bore the burden grave
Of certainly believing God had dealt
For once directly with him: did not rave
--A maniac, did not find his reason melt
--An idiot, but went on, in peace or strife,
The world's way, lived an ordinary life.
LX
How many problems that one fact would solve!
An ordinary soul, no more, no less,
About whose life earth's common sights revolve,
On whom is brought to bear, by thunder-stress,
This fact--God tasks him, and will not absolve
Task's negligent performer! Can you guess
How such a soul--the task performed to point--
Goes back to life nor finds things out of joint?
LXI
Does he stand stock-like henceforth? or proceed
Dizzily, yet with course straightforward still,
Down-trampling vulgar hindrance?--as the reed
Is crushed beneath its tramp when that blind will
Hatched in some old-world beast's brain bids it speed
Where the sun wants brute-presence to fulfil
Life's purpose in a new far zone, ere ice
Enwomb the pasture-tract its fortalice.
LXII
I think no such direct plain truth consists
With actual sense and thought and what they take
To be the solid walls of life: mere mists--
How such would, at that truth's first piercing, break
Into the nullity they are!--slight lists
Wherein the puppet-champions wage, for sake
Of some mock-mistress, mimic war: laid low
At trumpet-blast, there 's shown the world, one foe!
LXIII
No, we must play the pageant out, observe
The tourney-regulations, and regard
Success--to meet the blunted spear nor swerve,
Failure--to break no bones yet fall on sward;
Must prove we have--not courage? well then--nerve!
And, at the day's end, boast the crown's award--
Be warranted as promising to wield
Weapons, no sham, in a true battlefield.
LXIV
Meantime, our simulated thunderclaps
Which tell us counterfeited truths--these same
Are--sound, when music storms the soul, perhaps?
--Sight, beauty, every dart of every aim
That touches just, then seems, by strange relapse,
To fall effectless from the soul it came
As if to fix its own, but simply smote
And startled to vague beauty more remote?
LXV
So do we gain enough--yet not too much--
Acquaintance with that outer element
Wherein there 's operation (call it such!)
Quite of another kind than we the pent
On earth are proper to receive. Our hutch
Lights up at the least chink: let roof be rent--
How inmates huddle, blinded at first spasm,
Cognizant of the sun's self through the chasm!
LXVI
Therefore, who knows if this our René's quick
Subsidence from as sudden noise and glare
Into oblivion was impolitic?
No doubt his soul became at once aware
That, after prophecy, the rhyming-trick
Is poor employment: human praises scare
Rather than soothe ears all a-tingle yet
With tones few hear and live, but none forget.
LXVII
There 's our first famous poet! Step thou forth
Second consummate songster! See, the tongue
Of fire that typifies thee, owns thy worth
In yellow, purple mixed its green among,
No pure and simple resin from the North,
But composite with virtues that belong
To Southern culture! Love not more than hate
Helped to a blaze ... But I anticipate.
LXVIII
Prepare to witness a combustion rich
And riotously splendid, far beyond
Poor René's lambent little streamer which
Only played candle to a Court grown fond
By baby-birth: this soared to such a pitch,
Alternately such colors doffed and donned,
That when I say it dazzled Paris--please
Know that it brought Voltaire upon his knees!
LXIX
Who did it, was a dapper gentleman,
Paul Desforges Maillard, Croisickese by birth,
Whose birth that century ended which began
By similar bestowment on our earth
Of the aforesaid René. Cease to scan
The ways of Providence! See Croisic's dearth--
Not Paris in its plenitude--suffice
To furnish France with her best poet twice!
LXX
Till he was thirty years of age, the vein
Poetic yielded rhyme by drops and spirts:
In verses of society had lain
His talent chiefly; but the Muse asserts
Privilege most by treating with disdain
Epics the bard mouths out, or odes he blurts
Spasmodically forth. Have people time
And patience nowadays for thought in rhyme?
LXXI
So, his achievements were the quatrain's inch
Of homage, or at most the sonnet's ell
Of admiration: welded lines with clinch
Of ending word and word, to every belle
In Croisic's bounds; these, brisk as any finch,
He twittered till his fame had reached as well
Guérande as Batz; but there fame stopped, for--curse
On fortune--outside lay the universe!
LXXII
That 's Paris. Well,--why not break bounds, and send
Song onward till it echo at the gates
Of Paris whither all ambitions tend,
And end too, seeing that success there sates
The soul which hungers most for fame? Why spend
A minute in deciding, while, by Fate's
Decree, there happens to be just the prize
Proposed there, suiting souls that poetize?
LXXIII
A prize indeed, the Academy's own self
Proposes to what bard shall best indite
A piece describing how, through shoal and shelf,
The Art of Navigation; steered aright,
Has, in our last king's reign,--the lucky elf,--
Reached, one may say, Perfection's haven quite,
And there cast anchor. At a glance one sees
The subject's crowd of capabilities!
LXXIV
Neptune and Amphitrité! Thetis, who
Is either Tethys or as good--both tag!
Triton can shove along a vessel too:
It 's Virgil! Then the winds that blow or lag,--
De Maille, Vendôme, Vermandois! Toulouse blew
Longest, we reckon: he must puff the flag
To fullest outflare; while our lacking nymph
Be Anne of Austria, Regent o'er the lymph!
LXXV
Promised, performed! Since _irritabilis gens_
Holds of the feverish impotence that strives
To stay an itch by prompt resource to pen's
Scratching itself on paper; placid lives,
Leisurely works mark the _divinior mens:_
Bees brood above the honey in their hives;
Gnats are the busy bustlers. Splash and scrawl,--
Completed lay thy piece, swift penman Paul!
LXXVI
To Paris with the product! This dispatched,
One had to wait the Forty's slow and sure
Verdict, as best one might. Our penman scratched
Away perforce the itch that knows no cure
But daily paper-friction: more than matched
His first feat by a second--tribute pure
And heartfelt to the Forty when their voice
Should peal with one accord "Be Paul our choice!"
LXXVII
Scratch, scratch went much laudation of that sane
And sound Tribunal, delegates august
Of Phœbus and the Muses' sacred train--
Whom every poetaster tries to thrust
From where, high-throned, they dominate the Seine:
Fruitless endeavor,--fail it shall and must!
Whereof in witness have not one and all
The Forty voices pealed "Our choice be Paul"?
LXXVIII
Thus Paul discounted his applause. Alack
For human expectation! Scarcely ink
Was dry when, lo, the perfect piece came back
Rejected, shamed! Some other poet's clink
"Thetis and Tethys" had seduced the pack
Of pedants to declare perfection's pink
A singularly poor production. "Whew!
The Forty are stark fools, I always knew!"
LXXIX
First fury over (for Paul's race--to wit,
Brain-vibrios--wriggle clear of protoplasm
Into minute life that 's one fury-fit),
"These fools shall find a bard's enthusiasm
Comports with what should counterbalance it--
Some knowledge of the world! No doubt, orgasm
Effects the birth of verse which, born, demands
Prosaic ministration, swaddling-bands!
LXXX
"Verse must be cared for at this early stage,
Handled, nay dandled even. I should play
Their game indeed if, till it grew of age,
I meekly let these dotards frown away
My bantling from the rightful heritage
Of smiles and kisses! Let the public say
If it be worthy praises or rebukes,
My poem, from these Forty old perukes!"
LXXXI
So, by a friend, who boasts himself in grace
With no less than the Chevalier La Roque,--
Eminent in those days for pride of place,
Seeing he had it in his power to block
The way or smooth the road to all the race
Of literators trudging up to knock
At Fame's exalted temple-door--for why?
He edited the Paris "Mercury:"--
LXXXII
By this friend's help the Chevalier receives
Paul's poem, prefaced by the due appeal
To Cæsar from the Jews. As duly heaves
A sigh the Chevalier, about to deal
With case so customary--turns the leaves,
Finds nothing there to borrow, beg, or steal--
Then brightens up the critic's brow deep-lined.
"The thing may be so cleverly declined!"
LXXXIII
Down to desk, out with paper, up with quill,
Dip and indite! "Sir, gratitude immense
For this true draught from the Pierian rill!
Our Academic clodpoles must be dense
Indeed to stand unirrigated still.
No less, we critics dare not give offence
To grandees like the Forty: while we mock,
We grin and bear. So, here 's your piece! La Roque."
LXXXIV
"There now!" cries Paul: "the fellow can't avoid
Confessing that my piece deserves the palm;
And yet he dares not grant me space enjoyed
By every scribbler he permits embalm
His crambo in the Journal's corner! Cloyed
With stuff like theirs, no wonder if a qualm
Be caused by verse like mine: though that 's no cause
For his defrauding me of just applause.
LXXXV
"Aha, he fears the Forty, this poltroon?
First let him fear _me!_ Change smooth speech to rough!
I 'll speak my mind out, show the fellow soon
Who is the foe to dread: insist enough
On my own merits till, as clear as noon,
He sees I am no man to take rebuff
As patiently as scribblers may and must!
Quick to the onslaught, out sword, cut and thrust!"
LXXXVI
And thereupon a fierce epistle flings
Its challenge in the critic's face. Alack!
Our bard mistakes his man! The gauntlet rings
On brazen visor proof against attack.
Prompt from his editorial throne up springs
The insulted magnate, and his mace falls, thwack,
On Paul's devoted brainpan,--quite away
From common courtesies of fencing-play!
LXXXVII
"Sir, will you have the truth? This piece of yours
Is simply execrable past belief.
I shrank from saying so; but, since naught cures
Conceit but truth, truth 's at your service! Brief,
Just so long as 'The Mercury' endures,
So long are you excluded by its Chief
From corner, nay, from cranny! Play the cock
O' the roost, henceforth, at Croisic!" wrote La Roque.
LXXXVIII
Paul yellowed, whitened, as his wrath from red
Waxed incandescent. Now, this man of rhyme
Was merely foolish, faulty in the head
Not heart of him: conceit 's a venial crime.
"Oh by no means malicious!" cousins said:
Fussily feeble,--harmless all the time,
Piddling at so-called satire--well-advised,
He held in most awe whom he satirized.
LXXXIX
Accordingly his kith and kin--removed
From emulation of the poet's gift
By power and will--these rather liked, nay, loved
The man who gave his family a lift
Out of the Croisic level; disapproved
Satire so trenchant." Thus our poet sniffed
Home-incense, though too churlish to unlock
"The Mercury's" box of ointment was La Roque.
XC
But when Paul's visage grew from red to white,
And from his lips a sort of mumbling fell
Of who was to be kicked,--"And serve him right!"
A gay voice interposed, "Did kicking well
Answer the purpose! Only--if I might
Suggest as much--a far more potent spell
Lies in another kind of treatment. Oh,
Women are ready at resource, you know!
XCI
"Talent should minister to genius! good:
The proper and superior smile returns.
Hear me with patience! Have you understood
The only method whereby genius earns
Fit guerdon nowadays? In knightly mood
You entered lists with visor up; one learns
Too late that, had you mounted Roland's crest,
'Room!' they had roared--La Roque with all the rest!
XCII
"Why did you first of all transmit your piece
To those same priggish Forty unprepared
Whether to rank you with the swans or geese
By friendly intervention? If they dared
Count you a cackler,--wonders never cease!
I think it still more wondrous that you bared
Your brow (my earlier image) as if praise
Were gained by simple fighting nowadays!
XCIII
"Your next step showed a touch of the true means
Whereby desert is crowned: not force but wile
Came to the rescue. 'Get behind the scenes!'
Your friend advised: he writes, sets forth your style
And title, to such purpose intervenes
That you get velvet-compliment three-pile;
And, though 'The Mercury' said 'nay,' nor stock
Nor stone did his refusal prove La Roque.
XCIV
"Why must you needs revert to the high hand,
Imperative procedure--what you call
'Taking on merit your exclusive stand'?
_Stand_, with a vengeance! Soon you went to wall.
You and your merit! Only fools command
When folks are free to disobey them, Paul!
You 've learnt your lesson, found out what 's o'clock,
By this uncivil answer of La Roque.
XCV
"Now let me counsel! Lay this piece on shelf
--Masterpiece though it be! From out your desk
Hand me some lighter sample, verse the elf
Cupid inspired you with, no god grotesque
Presiding o'er the Navy! I myself
Hand-write what 's legible yet picturesque;
I 'll copy fair and femininely frock
Your poem masculine that courts La Roque!
XCVI
"Deidamia he--Achilles thou!
Ha, ha, these ancient stories come so apt!
My sex, my youth, my rank I next avow
In a neat prayer for kind perusal. Sapped
I see the walls which stand so stoutly now!
I see the toils about the game entrapped
By honest cunning! Chains of lady's-smock,
Not thorn and thistle, tether fast La Roque!"
XCVII
Now, who might be the speaker sweet and arch
That laughed above Paul's shoulder as it heaved
With the indignant heart?--bade steal a march
And not continue charging? Who conceived
This plan which set our Paul, like pea you parch
On fire-shovel, skipping, of a load relieved,
From arm-chair moodiness to escritoire
Sacred to Phœbus and the tuneful choir?
XCVIII