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And the elephant said: Pippala, as the _wita_ rose, I said to him in

wrath: I only will go to fetch her, nor shall any finger touch her but

my own. And as for thee, remain behind, and await me with thy phial

till I come. Then said the _wita_: As the Maharáj chooses. And he

bowed before me like a slave, and listened in silence while I made my

preparations, thinking no more of him, and utterly forgetful of the

injuries he had suffered at my hands. But if I forgot them, so did not

he. Ha! wonderful is the blindness of kings and lovers who,

intoxicated with passionate desire, place with open eyes weapons in the

hands of infuriated enemies, who only await an opportunity to stab them

to the heart.

And then, O pippala, in the evening, I mounted my horse, and went, with

a chosen band of confidential servants, and a litter, secretly to the

garden. And I rode very slowly, thinking how I should induce her to

come away, unwilling to use force. And I said to myself, with

hesitation: But if she will not come, as only too much I fear, what

then? Must I not have recourse to violence? And after all, was not my

_wita_ right? What matter a little violence, to be utterly forgotten

as soon as she awakes? Moreover, being blind, how can she tell who

seizes her, seeing that she knows me by nothing but my voice? And yet

I could not bring myself to think of taking her away by force, striving

to discover some other way, and saying to myself: Could I but discover

something, to make her come away with me of her own accord.

And then, all at once, I stopped short. And I exclaimed: Ha! I have

it. Surely this will bring her; and now, the business is done.

And I set spurs to my horse, and followed by my train, I quickly

reached the garden, and leaving them to wait below, I climbed the wall

alone, and looked, and lo! there she stood again, listening, and

looking as it were towards me, exactly as she did at first.

And then, strange! the instant that I saw her, I stopped, looking down

at her upon the wall, and such a sadness mingled with the ecstasy of my

devotion as I watched her, that the tears rose up into my eyes. And I

said to myself: Let me look at her well, for just a little while, for

this is the very last time I shall see her from the wall. Ha! pippala,

little did I dream that I was looking at her, never again to see her

standing, either from the wall or any other place whatever in the

world. And her dress, as she had turned round towards the wall,

startled by the sound of my approach, was twined as if with affection,

like a creeper, closely round her ankles, and had wrapped itself around

her feet, as if to hinder them from moving and root her in the ground,

resembling a pedestal, out of which, like a statue of herself, her

beautiful undulating body rose up into the air, like the feminine

incarnation of a full-blown and heavy flower, only waiting for a breeze

to sway gently on its slender stalk. And once more I trembled as I

gazed at the dead still colour of her tranquil unintimidated eyes, that

seemed as it were to say to me, Coward, couldst thou have mustered

courage to lay rude hands on such a lovely lotus as myself, growing in

a pool which is not thine?

And suddenly, I flung myself into the garden, and went hastily towards

her. And I exclaimed: Watsatarí, thy husband is returned, for I have

found him, and now I have him in my palace, and his life is in my

hands, and thine. And now I have come myself, with an escort, to bring

thee to him; so that in thy presence I may bargain with him for thee,

and buy thee, at any price that he shall name. Didst thou not say, I

was a robber, endeavouring to steal the thing I could not buy? And

now, then, we shall see whether he will sell thee; and I promise thee,

I will not buy thee cheap; for I am ready to give him, in return for

thee, his life.

And as she listened, she started; and when I ended, she was silent; and

as I watched her, she trembled a very little, and grew pale. And

presently she said slowly: Thou hast placed me, indeed, in an

extremity; and very sore indeed is my perplexity, to know what I should

do. And what if I refuse to come? And I said in a low voice: It will

go hard with thy husband, in thy absence. Ah! pippala, I pitied her,

even as I spoke. And I steeled myself against compassion, saying to

myself: No matter if she suffers a little now; for very soon, I will

make it up to her, a thousandfold and more.

And after a while, she sighed and said again: How can I believe thee,

who hast lied to me so often, and whose purpose only too well I

understand? Yet how can I resist one who can so easily effect by

violence the end at which he aims, if I refuse? And yet, I fear for my

husband, and what thou sayest may, after all, be true. Will thou swear

to me, thou wilt take me to my husband? And I said to myself: She has

caught herself in the trap; and who will be her husband but myself?

And I exclaimed: Watsatarí, if I am lying to thee, may I fall into a

lower birth! Ha! pippala, as I think, the deity was listening, and

bound me in this very body of an elephant, remembering my words, in

obedience to my own curse.

And Trishodadhi, as he listened, murmured to himself: Ah! liar of a

king, so after all, thou couldst prevail on her virtue only by making

use of me against myself, and turning as it were her very heart into a

snare. And all oblivious of his muttering, he listened eagerly for the

termination of the tale.

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