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And the elephant said: Pippala, as I gazed at her, struck by the

thunderbolt of astonishment and dismay, my heart smote me: for all

unintentionally, I found myself playing the traitor to my minister, and

becoming, as indeed I was already, the worshipper of his wife. And

well I knew, that love would prove stronger than gratitude, and more

powerful than friendship, and that he was already doomed. And I said

to myself: Ha! now destiny and the deity of Love have combined, to

throw me, as it were against my will, into the company of one whom I

had determined to avoid, and are driving me to injure, one, whom I

would rather wish to honour and regard. But now it is too late, and

well I see, that will happen which must happen, and she and I and her

husband are but puppets, dancing to the bidding of powers that are

greater than our own. And once again I murmured: Watsatarí;

Trishodadhi; it cannot be. Then she said: Who art thou, to be so well

acquainted, as it seems thou art, both with my husband and myself, and

what is there in the circumstances that arouses in thee such surprise?

And as I looked at her, I trembled, saying to myself: Now perhaps it is

as well, she cannot see. And now I dare not tell her who I am, for

that would be utter ruin, since doubtless rumour has told her all about

me. And I thought for a moment, and then all at once I laughed aloud.

And I exclaimed: O wife of Trishodadhi, if one should have commissioned

thee, saying, Go at dead of night to the very middle of the sea, and

there catch in its immensity a single little _mina_[11] that has

swallowed such-and-such a ring; and thou going accordingly and grasping

blindly in its water shouldst find that very fish enclosed in thy hand,

say, would it not surprise thee also, to find chance putting into thy

clutch a thing no ingenuity could ever have discovered? And she said

with a smile: Who then is the fish; is it I, or is it he? And I said:

It is thy own pretty neck which is the fish; for yonder necklace was

commissioned to encircle it. And now let me tell thee, since I see

thou art suspicious of myself, fearing no doubt the anger of thy

husband, should he discover thee in my society, that he would hardly

have excused thee for sending me away, as presently he himself will

tell thee, as soon as he returns. For know that I am a Rajpoot, and

the confidential agent of a neighbouring king, to whom thy husband

lately rendered by his policy an inestimable service. And since he

absolutely refused reward, the king my master said to me: Gratitude,

like a river, dammed in one direction, will find an outlet in another;

and since I may do nothing for Trishodadhi, I will at least do

something for his wife. For I have heard, that she is of incomparable

beauty. Take, then, this necklace, and answer for its safety with thy

head. And ride night and day, going towards the capital of Ruru, and

seek out his minister, and ask for Watsatarí his wife. And when she is

actually before thee, put with thy own hands the necklace on her neck,

and say: King Chandradatta bids thee know, by this emblem, that the

chain of obligation to thee and to thy husband is on his neck, and when

there is a difficulty, send him this; and he will overcome it. And

now, right glad I am to find thee; for I have not slept since I

started, for fear of losing the necklace, and forfeiting my head. And

surely the bird which filched it from me to carry it to thee was some

deity in disguise; for how could a mere bird know, for whom it was

designed? So take thou the necklace, and when thy husband sees it,

summon me: and I will tell him also, and depart.

And she listened attentively, looking as it were straight at me as I

lied, till I trembled, rejoicing, and yet hardly crediting, that she

could not see me; and when I ended, she stood meditating, while I

watched her, in ecstasy at having hit upon a clever lie, by means of

which I hoped to prolong our conversation, and look at her with

impunity, careless of what might come of it at last. And presently she

said: Where then is the necklace? And I placed it in the lotus of the

hand she held toward me, stealing guilty undetected glances at her

creeper of an arm; and she took it, and felt it all over, telling every

pearl, exactly as yonder old ascetic told his beads as I passed him;

while I stood gazing at her, hardly able to draw breath. And after a

while she said: Surely these pearls are very large? And I said: There

are no others equal to them, even in the sea. And she sighed a very

little, and she said with regret: Their beauty is for other eyes than

mine. And I watched her eagerly, saying to myself: Ha! can it be that

this delicious beauty resembles all her far inferior sisters, and is

tempted by the pearls she cannot see? O pippala, I tell thee, that

though it made for my advantage, it was a grief to me to find her, as I

thought, like other women. Ha! but I did her wrong, and did not know

her, for she had something in her soul that I did not understand.

And all at once, half, as I conjectured, in derision, and half, it may

be, tempted by the shadow of a wish to try them on her neck, she took

the necklace by both ends in her hands, and hung it up around her

throat, letting those lucky pearls rest for a single instant on the

margin of her swelling breast. And utterly bewildered, instantly I

forgot my self-control. And I stepped forward, saying hastily: Nay,

thou dost not know the secret of its clasp. And before she could

prevent me, for blind as she was, she knew not what I meditated, I put

my two arms, that trembled with intoxication and timidity, and wonder

at their own audacity, suddenly around her neck, and took the two ends

of the necklace in my hands, and placing them together, was just about

to clasp them. And at that very moment, I looked, and lo! there, at a

distance in the garden, stood Trishodadhi her husband, looking at me

with eyes that resembled caverns, filled with black and shining water

in the form of unutterable despair.

And Trishodadhi, as he listened, groaned within himself, writhing as he

sat at the reminiscence of that moment, which shot into his heart like

a flame. And utterly oblivious of his muttering, he listened eagerly

for the remainder of the tale.

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