PREFACE

That mischief-making deity, the god of Love, who delights in getting

others into trouble, got himself, once upon a time, if we may trust the

poets, into trouble of no ordinary kind. For seeing, as he thought,

his opportunity, he attempted to inflame Maheshwara himself with

passion for the virgin Daughter of the Snow, who was standing shyly

just in front of him, like an incarnation of irresistible seduction,

raised to the highest power by the contrast between her coarse bark

garments and the perfect beauty of the figure they enclosed. And then

it was that the biter was bit, and Love himself was suddenly reduced to

ashes for his impudence by a pulverising glance from the angry

Maheshwara's terrible third eye, that opened for an instant, for

unhappy Love's discomfiture, like the door of a blast-furnace upon a

moth. And the pale young Moon looked out upon it all, from the hair of

the angry god; the pale new Moon, that very Digit, who gives the title

to our story, being therein described as so superlatively lovely, as to

be capable of causing the very god of Love to rise from his own ashes.

For it is to be remembered that Love's ashes are no common ashes: they

have in them something of the phoenix; they are always ready to revive.

The beautiful lament of Rati (Love's wife), over the ashes of her

husband (overheard by Kálidás), was really, had she only known,

superfluous. He was sure to come to life again. Or, to speak plain

English, a great passion is immortal: its very ashes are never

absolutely dead. Breathe close upon them, and, as one of our own poets

has said, it may be flame will leap. And this is the solid reason why

the old Hindoo sages denoted both Love and Recollection by one and the

same word. Memory, remembrance, regret, reminiscence;--all these are

clearly closely akin, near relatives of Love. What is indifferent to

us we soon forget; but we remember what we love, and the longer, in

proportion as we love it more. And thus it comes about, that the most

formidable obstacle to the would-be sage, the candidate for honours, as

we might call him, in renunciation of the world, is his own

recollection, his memory of the past. The object of the sage,

according to the old Hindoo doctrine, is to become absolute master of

himself (_jitátmá_), to render himself completely superior, or rather

indifferent, to the "attachment" of all mundane clogs. The ordinary

mortal is a prisoner, tied, bound in bondage, or _attached_ (_sakta_),

to and by the objects of delusion and sense. Whoever aims at

emancipation must first, by a long and strenuous course of penance and

austerity, sever these attachments, till even though he still remains

among them, they run off him like water from a duck; and he goes on

living, according to the classic formula, like a wheel that continues

to revolve when the original impetus has ceased, or like a branch that

goes on swaying after the departure of the bird. He is awake, as

opposed to those who still remain blinded by illusion; he is _free_, as

contrasted with the bound; his soul is unattached. But now, there is

one thing, from which it may very well be doubted, whether even any

sage, no matter what his elevation, was ever wholly free--regret. The

strongest soul possesses the most powerful recollection, and unless

madness intervene, to cut the thread by obliterating memory, there are

things that refuse to be forgotten. And where recollection is, there

is sure to be were it but a vestige of regret; for memory is love. And

what, then, is it, that is of all things most peculiarly the object of

regret; that laughs at all efforts to reduce it to oblivion and

nonentity; that refuses to be driven into the _oubliettes_ of any soul?

Needless to say, a woman. And therefore it is, that she is regarded,

in Oriental mysticism, as beyond all other things the enemy of

emancipation; the clog _par excellence_; the fetter of the soul; the

everlastingly regretted, the unforgettable and unforgotten; the

irreducible residuum; the inextinguishable spark among the ashes of the

past. Was it not Swift, among whose papers, after his death, was found

a packet, labelled in his own handwriting: _Only a woman's hair_? And

did not Coriolanus find in this the thing to thwart him, the obstacle

that stood between his resolution and the overthrow of Rome? But we

need not go to history or fiction to prove a thing endorsed by the

experience of almost every man and woman since the beginning of the

world. Everybody knows, what one has said, that youth is a blunder:

manhood a struggle: old age a regret. Death is preceded by a sigh; did

ever anybody die, who had absolutely nothing to regret? And regret, in

the language of the old Hindoos, is nothing but the ashes of dead love,

not utterly extinct; and therefore, since all love is more or less

divine, _the ashes of a god_.

The ethical value of India's beautiful mythology is not sufficiently

appreciated in Europe, whose people seem to think that virtue was

discovered by themselves, and have learned from Xenophanes and Plato,

S. Paul, S. Augustine, and other shallow politicians to deny all

morality to polytheism,[1] condemning the whole of antiquity for the

vices of the old metropolis of Rome, which itself was no worse than

many modern cities. And India is a survival from antiquity. But it is

not, as some suppose, a sink of immorality; nor a barbarous _tabula

rasa_, as others seem to think, with everything to learn in ethics, on

which anything may be written that you please. The arrogance of

ignorance is the cause of these misunderstandings. The Hindoos have a

fable that the _chakora_, a legendary partridge, subsists on the beams

of the moon: and the bird is no bad emblem of themselves. In the ruin

of all their ancient glories, the one thing that remains to them is the

thesaurus of religion and mythology preserved, like palæozoic flies in

amber, in the crystal of their ancient tongue, whose presiding genius

is the moon. For with them it is not as with us. Here, in the young

nations of the West, literature and religion are not one thing, but

two, with essences and origins altogether different and distinct,

though now and then, a Milton or a Dante may, by welding them together,

produce something more analogous to Indian poetry. For in India

religion and literature are inseparable: they look back not to Greece

on the one hand and Judæa on the other, but to a sacred compound of the

two, all the nearer because it is their very own, whereas to us both

Greece and Judæa are foreign, not only the places but the tongues, and

likely in the immediate future to become still stranger than they are.

This is why nobody can possibly understand anything of India who is

ignorant of Sanskrit, which is the key to India, and from which all the

modern local idioms, be they Aryan or not, borrow almost everything

literary, religious, or philosophical that they contain.[2] And this

is just where all the missionaries stumble. Few or none of them

realise what it is they have against them: an obstacle which even

Ganesha could hardly overcome. You must obliterate the languages of

India, ancient and modern, before you can alter its religion. It will

not be easy, for when you have succeeded in consigning to oblivion both

Sanskrit and Pálí, which seems every day less probable, you will still

have to reckon with the vernaculars, with Tulsi Das and Tukarám, Kabir,

and a score of other Bibles of the Hindoo peoples, not to mention the

legion of their legends, stories, proverbs, festivals, and songs. Fed,

like his own _chakora_, upon these, the Hindoo of good caste finds it

impossible to reconcile his traditional conception of saintliness,

always ascetic, and based on renunciation, with the spectacle of

comfortable missionaries, admirably housed, riding good horses and

possessing coquettish wives whose ample wardrobes savour not of

sanctity but of Paris. Buddha, the missionary _par excellence_, was no

low-caste man, making a living out of his profession, but an aristocrat

who turned his back upon the world; and a dozen English dukes or earls

coming out to India to practise voluntary asceticism would do more to

convince the Hindoos of Christian religion and sincerity than any

number of missionary conferences, in which the real obstacle to

missionary effort, the fact, well known to the Hindoo, that he is

invited to accede to a religion abandoned by the intelligence of

Europe, is scrupulously hidden out of sight. From every line of his

old literature the Hindoo learns the essence of religion better than

any missionary can teach him. It is devotion: of a woman, to her

husband; of a man, to his duty, his _dharma_; his ancestors, his

family, his mother-tongue. Nothing ever will persuade a sane Hindoo of

reputable family to belong to a religion which bids him, by injunction,

sanction, or example, to abandon his ancestors, desert his family, eat

beef, drink spirits, and apply to the divorce court. So it is that we

see in India at the present day the very same phenomenon that was

exhibited in the agony of the ancient world, when Christianity was an

asylum for the outcaste and the criminal and the pariah, a refuge for

the destitute, like Romulean Rome in Livy's legend.

This old Sanskrit language, then, in which dwells the spirit of a

classic paganism not less beautiful, and holier than Hellas,

pre-Christian, idolatrous,[3] preserves among other things opposed to

Western modernism an element of charm, which in Europe too much

knowledge is destroying: the element of distance, of the unknown, of

that which is outside the map, beyond, afar. For us, the time is gone,

when, as Plutarch says, geographers filled up the emptinesses beyond

the limits known with bogs or deserts or wild beasts. But Hindoo

stories move in an enchanted land, a thing to dream over like "the

world as known to Homer," or the scraps of mythological geography in

Pindar's Odes, when, for example, Rhodes was not an island, but lay

lurking, before the gods divided earth, in the briny hollows of the

sea.[4] And as we pore on it, we feel ready to murmur with Voltaire,

that error has its worth as well as truth. Did the discovery of

America make up for the lost mystery that brooded like the spirit over

the waters of the dim Atlantic, when even Hibernia was half a myth,

_ultra quam ad occasum nulla invenitur habitabilis terra, nisi miranda

loca quæ vidit S. Brandanus in Oceano_?[5] The old literature of

India, its epics and _itihases_, are the very home of mythical

geography, of lotus lands, white islands, seas of milk, and distant

hills behind which, far beyond the sea, the suns go down to die, which

never even Sindbad saw. It is all one gigantic dream, fairy tale

reduced to a kind of system, where wild imagination is reality, and the

commonplace is not. Teach the Hindoo the earth goes round the sun; it

may be so: but in his heart there echoes some scrap of ancient poetry,

where every sun descends to rest behind the western hill. Would you

blame him for choosing rather to err with Kálidás and Walmiki, than go

right with some elementary manual of geography? For him, the dream is

the reality; and the spell is in the language in which these things are

written: who does not know the language cannot understand the spell.

Your Mill[6] and your Macaulay argue on these matters like blind men

reasoning on colour. Only that grows never old, which never lived.

You cannot kill a dream, because it is already dead.

Down in the west of England, on the very edge of the sea, I know a

hill, which had it been in India, pagan India, would have been sacred

long ago to the Daughter of the Snow; so exactly does its giant sweep

of smooth green turf resemble the outline of a colossal woman's breast.

And there on a yellow evening, I lay and mused. And I said to my own

soul: This is not quite the golden glow of my Indian Eve, for it is

just a little chilly; and yet, yonder is a hill worthy to be haunted by

Párwati herself. Only the flowers would all be strange to her; for

certainly she would not recognise these primroses and buttercups, this

gorse. And yet, some things might deceive her; for surely she would

take Lundy Island for the very western mountain, behind which at this

very moment the sun is going down.

And as I pondered on her and her husband, all at once I exclaimed: O

Wearer of the Moony Tire, who art thyself the Past, the Present, and

the Future, didst thou for all thy knowledge of Time's secrets ever

dream, that one day thy worshippers would all fall under the direction

of this misty little island in a far-off northern sea? Was it irony in

the Creator, who makes and ruins even worlds in sport, to subject thy

dreaming millions to the Western men of business, less like them than

any other people on the surface of the earth? Had India's gods

deserted her, as once Judæa's did, or wert thou buried in a thousand

years of Yóg, when the Moguls and Maráthas, the Clives and the Dupleix

were fighting for the heavy crown glittering with barbaric pearl and

gold? And yet, what use in asking, since doubtless thou art far away

among thy own Himálaya's still undiscovered snows.

And as I spoke, I looked, and lo! there before me was the almost

imperceptible Digit of the Moon, hanging low in the evening sky just

over Lundy Island and the sea. And instantly I exclaimed: Aha!

Maheshwara, I was wrong, and I utterly forgot thy quality of universal

presence, for sure I am that where thy Digit is, thou art thyself not

far away. So then tell me, was it thy wish to punish thy devotees, or

was it by thy negligence they fell? And what shall be the end?

And as I gazed upon the Moon, I heard the laughter of the deity in the

thunder of the waves. And presently he said: Foolish Western, there

are many other things thou hast forgotten, as well as my ubiquity.

Dost thou not remember what one of thy own philosophers has said:

[Greek: Theòs anaítios, aitía d heloménou]? Or hast thou actually

forgotten the wisdom of all my own old Hindoo sages, that thou wouldst

saddle the responsibility for the ripening of the fruit of works, on

me? As my people's works have been, so is their condition: they are

but gathering the fruit of the tree of their own wrong-doing in a

previous existence. And the crimes of a former birth dog them like

death, and lie on them like a shadow: they only have themselves to

blame, and now there is no help for it, but in themselves. And they

must work out their own emancipation, not by petulance and violence,

but by penance and austerity.

And I listened in silence to the deity, and when he finished, I looked

up. And after a while, I said to myself: Now, surely, that crystal

moon is the diadem of deity; and the voice of God is the murmur of the

sea.

_Christmas, 1910._

[1] The old argument: there is immorality in the stones of the gods;

_ergo_, the men must be the same, is a monotheist calumny. Books like

Kingsley's _Roman and Teuton_, where all the vice is imputed to the

Roman, and all the virtue to the Teuton, are merely an inversion of the

fact. "The truth is," says Professor Lewis Campbell on Æschylus, "that

while religious custom lay upon the Greeks with a weight almost as deep

as life, the changing clouds of mythology rested lightly on their

minds, and were in their very nature, to some extent, the sport of

fancy and imagination." This is equally true of the Hindoos.

[2] The _dictum_ of Mr. Rudyard Kipling, whose India is merely a

misrepresented Anglo-India, that _there ain't no Ten Commandments_

there, is superficially a truism, and essentially a foolish libel. No

man has done more to caricature and misinterpret India, in the

interests of military vulgarity, than this popular writer, to whom

Hindoo India is a book with seven seals.

[3] The observations of Mr. Theophilus G. Pinches, on the means by

which, in ancient Babylon, "an enlightened monotheism and the grossest

polytheism could, and did, exist side by side," apply accurately to

India. (_The Old Testament in the Light of the Historical Records of

Assyria and Babylonia_, p. 10.)

[4] Olymp. vii.

[5] _Apud Bocharti Phaleg_. p. 184.

[6] James Mill's criticism of the Indian ethic is a criminal offence, a

sin against literature. The coryphæus of the Inductive Philosophy,

dogmatising on a language of which he could not even read a single word!

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