CHAPTER XII.

More than an hour had gone by, and the Governor had not yet returned.

The household at the Castle was growing uneasy at his prolonged

absence, for the coachman, on reaching home with the young Baroness,

had reported that his master had betaken himself to the scene of the

disturbances.

It was, of course, well known at the Government-house that the town was

astir, but no detailed intelligence of what was going on had found its

way thither; for the servants had, once for all, received instructions

not to leave the Castle in the event of any such occurrence, and none

of the officials who had their residence there cared to venture into

the tumult. Councillor Moser alone had chanced to go down into the town

that afternoon, and had, no doubt, been detained by the rioting. He had

given no sign as yet, and was probably waiting until such time as order

should be restored, and he could traverse the streets in safety.

The Baron's study was already lighted up. The clear flame of the lamp

suspended from its ceiling illuminated every corner of the room, which

yet maintained its grave and sombre aspect. One spot only, the deep

recess of the great bay-window, lay in shadow; and there, half hidden

by the heavy curtains, stood Gabrielle. The girl could not endure

to-day to remain in her mother's apartments, which lay on the other

side of the house. She had never hitherto entered her guardian's study

without special permission or summons from him; but now she sought it,

remembering that its window commanded a fine view of the city below.

The gathering darkness soon narrowed in the range of vision; indeed,

the Castle lay too far from the centre of the town for the keenest

eyes, even in daylight, to observe what was going on there; but from

this point the watcher could, at least, overlook some part of the

lighted road which led up the Castle-hill, and could catch sight of any

approaching figures in the distance--so reasoned Gabrielle, and

remained steadily at her post.

Very unlike the Gabrielle Harder of the old days, truly, this pale,

mute maiden, leaning against the window-frame with hands convulsively

clasped, and gazing out as though her eager eyes must penetrate the

growing darkness. This anxious, despairing vigil consummated the silent

work of the last few weeks. It took from her, once and for ever, the

old childish dream, destroyed the illusion by which she had so long

deceived herself and others. In and about her all had been sunshine,

until the moment when a single glance had discovered to her the depths

of a passion new to her experience. In that moment the first shadow

fell on her path, a shadow that had darkened it ever since. The bright

"butterfly" nature which once fluttered heedlessly on its way,

unmindful of care or sorrow, vanished when the sunshine faded from her

life; and beneath the spell of that magic gaze a new being arose, an

ardent, impassioned young creature who was to take her share of the

struggle and pain which form humanity's sad heritage. As Gabrielle

waited, trembling for a life she knew to be in peril, she came to

understand what that life was to her--all that in this terrible hour

she had at stake. It was useless longer to seek to delude herself.

The second hour was creeping by. Half of it had already passed, and

still no sign, no news of the Governor, Gabrielle had opened the

window, hoping to hear the sound of the carriage which, as she

expected, would bring him; but the road lay solitary and deserted, and

the flame of the gas-lights flickered uneasily, and sometimes almost

died out beneath the fierce gusts of wind, which was rising to a

hurricane.

At last the longed-for sound was heard; not the roll of

carriage-wheels, certainly, but the voices and tread of several persons

now becoming dimly visible through the obscurity. They came on nearer

and nearer, and a half-suppressed cry of joy escaped Gabrielle's lips.

She had recognised Raven's figure advancing towards the Castle in the

company of some half-dozen gentlemen; and a few minutes later the party

stepped into the circle of light surrounding the portico.

"I thank you, gentlemen," said the Governor, coming to a halt. "You see

it was quite unnecessary to enforce your escort on me. There has been

no attempt to molest us on our road. As I told you, the tumult has

spent itself--for to-night."

"Yes; but nothing save your Excellency's timely appearance would have

dispersed the rioters,"--this in the impressive voice of Councillor

Moser, who was standing next his chief. "They were about to storm the

gaol and to set the prisoners free when you came up so unexpectedly--so

providentially, I may say. I saw with admiration how your Excellency,

by mere authority of word and look, tamed that rebellious mob, and

reduced the rioters to order--a result which the Superintendent here,

with his whole staff of police to back him, had vainly striven to

obtain."

The Superintendent, who formed one of the group, seemed to take this

observation in rather ill part; for he replied, with a spice of

unmistakable spitefulness:

"Well, you were in a good position at your window, no doubt, to see how

matters went, besides having the satisfaction of feeling yourself in

perfect security, while Baron von Raven and I were in the thick of the

fight."

"I saw that it would be impossible for me to reach his Excellency's

side," declared the Councillor; "otherwise I should have----"

"No, no," the Baron interrupted him; "that would have been a most

unnecessary venture on your part, whereas the Superintendent and I were

only fulfilling our duty. Well, we have settled as to the measures to

be taken. I hope they will suffice to preserve order during the night.

Colonel Wilten will be back to-morrow, and I shall confer with him at

once, and decide on some means of preventing any recurrence of such

scenes. If, contrary to our previsions, any disturbance should occur,

have the goodness to let me know. Good-evening, gentlemen."

He bowed slightly to his companions, and stepped into the hall.

Gabrielle closed the window gently. She meant to leave the study at

once--the Baron should not find her there--but it was too late for a

retreat. He must have mounted the stairs in great haste, for already

his steps might be heard in one of the adjoining rooms, and his voice

asking:

"What? Fraeulein von Harder is not in her apartments?"

"The Baroness is in your Excellency's study, and has been waiting there

for more than an hour," a servant replied.

No comment was made to this, but the step approached at a quickened

pace; the door was thrown open, and Raven appeared. His first glance

fell on Gabrielle, who had come out from the window, and now stood

before him, trembling in every limb. He guessed why she had chosen to

wait for him there. In an instant he was at her side.

"T was going over to your rooms, when they told me you were here;" he

spoke in a breathless, hurried tone. "I could not possibly send any

news to tranquillise you. The riot is only just quelled. All is quiet

for the moment. I came up here at once."

Gabrielle tried to answer him, but her voice forsook her. She could not

force a sound from her lips. Raven looked at the fair, pale face, on

which the torture of the last few hours was but too legibly written. He

made a movement, as though to draw her to his side, but as yet the

habit of self-mastery prevailed. The arm he had raised fell to his

side, his chest heaved, and he drew a deep, deep breath.

"And now, Gabrielle, repeat to me the words you spoke a while ago in

the carriage, the words with which you repelled me."

"What words?" asked Gabrielle, in painful embarrassment.

"Tell me again the untruth, by the help of which you tried to deceive

both yourself and me. Look me in the face, and repeat to me that you

love Winterfeld, and are determined to be his. If you can do that, you

shall never again be troubled by a word from me. But say it, say it out

plainly."

The girl drew back. "Oh, let me go! I--I--oh, let me go, for Heaven's

sake!"

"No, I will not let you go, Gabrielle!" broke out Raven, passionately.

"The tale must be told, once for all. I must now put into words that

secret which you have long known, the secret which has been mine since

I first looked into those sunny, childish eyes. Soon, very soon after

that, I heard from your own lips that you loved another. I felt that a

man thirty years your senior, with hair showing streaks of grey, would

incur the terrible curse of ridicule, if he confessed to you his

ardent, unreciprocated attachment, and I, by Heaven! I vowed none

should ridicule me. But to-day I saw that you trembled for my safety,

that you would have rushed into the danger yourself only to remain at

my side--and now you do not dare repeat those words, because you feel

they convey a lie which would cost us both all our future happiness.

Now, at last, let things be made clear between us. I love you,

Gabrielle, and I have fought against my love, calling to my aid all my

strength and all my pride. The dream _should_ be over, I said, and the

presumptuous word has cost me dearly. When I meant forcibly to subdue

and crush out the passion within me, it rose with tenfold, irresistible

might, and taught me to know its power. I behaved towards you with

harsh, cold reserve, wrapping myself in it as in a mantle. I sought a

rescue in separation, in my work, in the battle I am ever waging with

all the hostile elements arrayed against me--in vain! I had torn myself

from you, but your image was ever present with me, in my dreams, as in

my waking hours. It forced itself in upon me here, as I sat at work; it

followed me into stirring scenes without, when all the faculties of

mind and brain had need to be at full stretch; and when I faced my

opponents in the struggle, it gleamed on me like a ray of light through

the stormy clouds surrounding me, and compelled my heart, my mind to

turn to you--it has conquered my every feeling, every thought. You must

be mine, or I must let you go from me for ever. Any third course would

bring destruction on us both. Answer me, Gabrielle. Say, whom do you

love? For whom did your heart beat so anxiously a little while ago, and

what thought aroused the apprehension and tenderness I read in your

looks? Speak; I await your decision."

He stood before her, pale and eager, as though the verdict were to be

one of life or death. Gabrielle listened in a sort of stupor to this

passionate outbreak, which found but too ready an echo in her own

heart. Raven was faithfully describing her own experience. She, too,

had fought and wrestled with her love; she, too, had sought to fly from

a power so strong that no escape was possible. Before the glowing

lava-stream of words which burst with one great throe of Nature from

the innermost heart of this man, usually so cold and so constrained,

all the fairy fabrics vanished which a young girl's fancy had built up,

all her childish conceptions of love and life; and with them went the

foolish dream which she had once thought would fill her whole

existence. It had been but a day-dream, a dim visionary foreshadowing

of that which now took form and being. Gabrielle had awakened. She

looked a genuine passion full in the face, and if she felt that so

volcanic a nature, with its sombre depths and smouldering fires, was

calculated to destroy rather than to bless, she no longer quaked before

it. The thing she had hitherto called happiness paled and disappeared

like some thin phantom before the fierce incandescent glow of this

man's fervour.

The young girl made one last attempt to cling valiantly to the past.

"George ... he loves me--trusts me. He will be so utterly miserable, if

I forsake him!"

"Do not speak his name!" cried Raven, his eye sparkling with furious

enmity. "Do not remind me that this man alone stands between me and my

felicity. Ill might betide him through it. Woe to him if he should try

to hold you to your hasty promise! I should free you by fair means or

by foul. What is this Winterfeld to you? What can you be to him? He may

love you after his own fashion, but he would drag you down to a

commonplace existence, and give you a commonplace affection, nothing

more. If he loses you, he will overcome the pain of it; will seek

consolation in his plans for advancement, in his work, in other ties.

Such passionless natures do not know what despair is--nothing brings

them out of their groove; they, steadily and dutifully, keep on their

way. I"--here the Baron's tone sank to a lower diapason; the look of

hate died out of his face, and his stern voice grew milder and milder,

until at length it melted to a great softness--"I have never loved,

have never known such sweet hopes or bright illusions. In the continual

striving after power and greatness, I seem to have missed all real

happiness, a thirst for which has now, so late, arisen within me. Now,

in the autumn of my life, the veil is rent asunder, and I can see all

that I have lost, lost without once tasting it. Has all chance of it

gone from me for ever? Do you fear the gap of years which intervenes

between us? I cannot bring you youth, my child. That is past; but the

great passion of a man's mature soul is far stronger, more intense and

more enduring than the fancy of any youthful enthusiast. It dies out

only with his life. Say that you will be mine, and I will encompass you

with love, will make you my idol. I will accept any challenge for your

sake, and will come to you victorious from every struggle. All pain and

sorrow shall be averted from your head; if really a storm is

threatening, it shall not touch, shall not come nigh you; my arms are

strong enough to protect the woman I love. You shall be the sunbeam to

brighten my life, to brighten and to beautify it I have striven hard

and achieved much, but no ray of happiness has gleamed upon me; and now

that I have seen it shining in my path, I cannot close my eyes and shut

it out. Gabrielle, be my wife, my joy, my one delight and treasure!"

A boundless tenderness was in his words. His stormy, fiery vehemence

had melted gradually into tones of pathetic pleading, and he spoke in

low tremulous accents, such as surely never yet had come from Arno

Raven's lips; and as he pleaded, he clasped his arm tighter and tighter

round the slender form at his side, and drew her gently, but

irresistibly, towards him. Gabrielle yielded passively. Again, as once

before by the murmuring spring, a trance had fallen upon her--a trance

half sweet, half troubling, holding her senses in thrall--and again, as

then, she let herself be drawn unresistingly out of the bright

sunlight, wherein she had hitherto breathed, down, down into unknown

depths. It seemed to her that she had no choice but to drift deeper and

deeper, and that, with him, supported by his arm, it was blessedness

enough so to drift, leaving all, all behind.

A knock at the door startled Gabrielle and the Baron, and brought them

back to reality. It had, no doubt, been repeated several times without

obtaining a response, for it was unusually loud and sharp, and struck

like a clanging dissonance on the harmony of their short-lived

happiness.

"What is it?" asked Raven, with a start. "I will not be disturbed now."

"I beg pardon, your Excellency," said the servant's voice without. "A

courier has just arrived from the capital. He has orders to deliver his

despatches to your Excellency in person, and asks to be admitted

immediately."

The Baron slowly relaxed his hold on the young girl.

"Thus am I awakened from my love-dreams!" he said bitterly. "They

cannot grant me even a quarter of an hour's respite. It would seem that

love and dreams are forbidden fruit to me; that the thought of them

even is forbidden me.--The courier must wait a few minutes," he added

aloud. "I will send for him."

The servant retired. Raven turned to Gabrielle again, but stopped, in

concern and surprise, as he caught sight of her face.

"What ails you?" he said. "You have suddenly turned so deadly pale. It

is only some important message from the capital which is to fall into

no hands but mine; some official matter, nothing more. It might have

come at a more opportune time, truly."

Gabrielle had indeed turned very white. That knock, coming just at the

moment when the decisive "yes" was hovering on her lips, thrilled her

as the portent of some coming evil. She herself knew not why, at that

announcement, her thoughts flew back to George and to his words at

parting. He was living in the capital now. A pang shot through her. Was

there some plot on foot to injure the Baron?

"I will go," she said hastily. "You must receive this courier. Let me

go."

Raven clasped her in his arms again.

"And will you leave me without giving me an answer? Am I still to live

on, doubting and fearing lest that other should come between us again?

You shall go, but speak first the one word I long for. It will take but

a second to say it. Only one word, 'yes!' I will not keep you longer."

"Give me till to-morrow," the girl besought with piteous, pathetic

entreaty. "Do not ask me to decide now, do not force my consent from

me. Give me till to-morrow, Arno, I implore you!"

A flash of joy lighted up the Baron's features as, for the first time,

he heard her pronounce his name without the adjunct of that formal word

which recalled the relation and the guardian. Quickly and fervently he

pressed his lips to her brow.

"It shall be so. I will force nothing from you. I will believe the

language of your eyes alone, and content myself with that. Until

to-morrow, then, for one short night, farewell, my Gabrielle!"

He walked with her through the adjoining room to a door which opened on

the corridor, and the young girl went hastily out. Before she had

reached the end of the passage, a bell sounded in the Baron's study,

the signal for the courier to appear. Truly, Arno Raven had but little

leisure to devote to his love-dreams. He was inexorably, ruthlessly

summoned back to the hard reality of this prosaic world.

Gabrielle shut herself in her own room. As yet, the decisive word had

not been spoken, but her choice was already made. The hours she had

just lived through had broken down the bridge connecting her with the

past--there could be no going back now. If George himself had appeared

before her to assert and to maintain his rights, it would have availed

nothing; it was too late--he had lost her. Where the young lover,

despite his earnestness and enthusiasm, had failed, the elder man, with

his tardily-aroused, but even on that account more glowing passion,

triumphantly succeeded. Arno Raven had drawn the girl's whole soul to

himself; there was no room in her heart now for another. Raven alone

held sway over Gabrielle's thoughts and feelings, and reigned supreme

in her dreams when, long after midnight, she sank into a brief uneasy

slumber. George's image never once rose before her. Even during her

sleep her brain was busy with the events of the last few hours, which

passed in a strange fantastic medley confusedly before her.

One single figure occupied the foreground. Interwoven with the thought

of _him_ came the memory of that drive through the darkening twilight

of the autumn evening. She saw it all: the varied landscape with its

misty outlines; overhead a sky charged with storm-cloud; and yonder on

the western horizon the flaming, fiery sunset.

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