Paul more than once asked himself, "Why did I come to sea?"

Reuben overheard him. "To my mind, Paul, when a person has done what he

believes is for the best and because he thinks it is right, he has no

cause to grumble or to be unhappy," he observed in his quiet way.

"Don't you fear, all will turn out right at last."

Paul felt weaker than he had ever done before, and his eye was dim and

his voice sounded hollow, and yet his thoughts flowed as freely as ever.

He was fully aware that death might be approaching, yet he had no fear

of death. He thought of home and of his mother and sisters, and he

prayed for them, and that they might not grieve very much at his loss.

He was but a poor young ship-boy, but he knew that his mother would

mourn for him as much as would the mother of Devereux, or any other

high-born midshipman on board.

The sun rose higher and higher in the sky: its rays struck down as hotly

as on the day before. "Water! water! water!" was the cry from all on

the raft; still discipline prevailed, though only a young midshipman was

the chief, and not a man attempted to take more than his share. At

about noon Paul was feeling that he could not endure many more hours of

such thirst, when he saw Reuben's eyes directed to the north-east.

"Yes! yes! it is! it is!" exclaimed Reuben at length.

"What! a ship?" asked Paul, almost breathless with eagerness.

"No, but a breeze," cried his friend. "It may carry us to land; it may

send us rain! it may bring up a ship to our rescue."

All eyes were now turned in the direction from which the breeze was

supposed to be coming. At the edge of the hitherto unvarying expanse of

molten silver, a dark blue line was seen; broader and broader it grew.

With such strength as they possessed the seamen hoisted their sail. It

bulged out and again flattened against the mast; now again it filled,

and the raft began to glide slowly over the ocean. A faint cheer burst

from the throats of the hitherto despairing crew; yet how many long

leagues must be passed over before that raft could reach the land! How

many of those now living on it would set foot on that land? Too

probably not one--not one. Day after day the raft glided on, but each

day death claimed a victim. Still, Devereux and O'Grady and Alphonse

kept up their spirits in a way which appealed wonderful to Paul, till he

found that he was himself equally resolved to bear up to the last.

There was still some food; still a few drops of water. Rain might come;

the wind was increasing; clouds were gathering in the sky; the sea was

getting up, and the raft, though still progressing, was tossed about in

a way which made those on it feel the risk they ran of being thrown or

washed off it. They secured themselves with lashings. Again the water

was served out. A mouthful was given to Paul.

"Poor boy! let him have it," he heard Devereux say; "it is the last

drop."

Now more than ever was rain prayed for. Without rain, should no succour

come, in a few days the sufferings of all the party would be over.

Faster and faster the raft drove on. It was well constructed, or it

would not have held together. Still they dared not lessen their sail.

Land might be reached at last if they would persevere. Now they rose to

the summit of a foaming sea, now they sank into the deep trough. It

seemed every instant that the next must see the destruction of the raft,

yet, like hope in a young bosom, it still floated buoyantly over the

raging billows. Now dark clouds were gathering. Eagerly they were

watched by the seamen with upturned eyes. A few drops fell. They were

welcomed with a cry of joy. More came, and then the rain fell in

torrents. Their parched throats were moistened, but unless they could

spread their sail to collect the precious fluid, they could save but

little for the future. Still, life is sweet, and they might obtain

enough to preserve their lives for another day. As they dared not lower

their sail, they stretched out their jackets and shirts, and wrung them

as they were saturated with fresh water into the only cask they had

saved. Before it was a quarter full the rain ceased. They watched with

jealous eyes the clouds driving away below the horizon, while the sun

shone forth as brightly as before on their unguarded heads. Still the

raft tumbled furiously about, and with the utmost difficulty the seamen

retained their hold of it. Night returned; it was a night of horror.

Their provisions were exhausted. When the morning at length broke, two

who had been among the strongest were missing. They must have let go

their hold while sleeping and been washed away.

"It may be our lot soon," observed Paul, whose strength was failing.

"The same hand which has hitherto preserved us few still alive on this

raft is strong to preserve us to the end," said James Croxton, an old

seaman, who, even on ordinary occasions said but little, and had only

spoken since the ship went down to utter a few words of encouragement to

his companions. He was known on board the frigate as Jim the Methodist,

but was respected by the greater number of his shipmates. "Never fear,

mates, help will come if we pray for it, though we don't see the Hand

which sends it. Let us pray."

Jim's words and example had a great effect. It was followed by all, and

the united prayers of the seamen, acknowledging their own utter

helplessness, ascended together on high. One and all seemed to gain a

strength they had not before felt. The raft continued to be tossed

about as before, and the hot wind blew, and the sun shone on their

unsheltered heads. The sun rose higher and higher and then descended,

watched anxiously by the seamen till it dipped below the horizon. Could

any of them expect to see another sun arise? They seldom spoke to each

other during the night. The voice of Jim Croxton was now most

frequently heard, exhorting his companions to repentance, and to put

their faith in the loving and merciful One. When the morning broke they

were all alive, and the voice of Reuben, who had dragged himself upright

by the mast, was heard crying, "A sail! a sail! standing towards us!"

The information was received in various ways by the people on the raft;

some laughed, others wept, a few prayed, and others groaned, declaring

that they should not be seen, and that the ship would pass them by. Old

Croxton, however, who had simply poured forth his heart in a few words

of thanksgiving, kept his eyes steadily on the approaching ship.

"She is nearing us! she is nearing us!" he uttered slowly every now and

then.

Paul gasped his breath, and felt as if he should faint away altogether,

as he saw that the ship was a British man-of-war, and that the raft was

evidently perceived by those on board. She drew nearer and nearer, and,

heaving to, lowered two boats, which rapidly approached the raft. In

that tumbling sea there was no small difficulty in getting close enough

to the raft to take off the people. Paul, as the youngest, was the

first to be transferred by his companions to the nearest boat. Even at

that moment he was struck by the expression of the countenances of most

of the crew. No one smiled; no one seemed pleased at the work of mercy

they were performing.

"You think, youngster, that you'll be changing for the better, getting

off your raft aboard that frigate there?" growled out one of the men, as

Paul was passed along forward. "You've got out of the frying-pan into

the fire, let me tell you. It's a perfect hell afloat, and to my mind

the captain's the--"

"Silence there, forward!" shouted the officer in command of the boat.

"Back in again."

One by one the people were taken off the raft. Devereux insisted on

remaining to the last, and he was taken off in the second boat. No

sooner had he been placed in her than several of her crew leaped on to

the raft.

"Better run the chance of a watery grave than live aboard there,"

shouted one of the men, attempting to hoist the sail which had been

lowered. "Hurrah, lads! for the coast of America and freedom!"

"Back into the boat: back, you mutinous scoundrels!" shouted the officer

in command. "What foolery are you about? If you were to go, and small

loss you would be, you would all of you be dead before a week was over.

Back, I say."

In vain the men tried to hoist the sail. The mast gave way, throwing

one of them into the sea. He made an attempt to save himself, but sank

in sight of his shipmates. The boat was soon again dropped alongside

the raft, and the men with sulky indifference returned on board. Very

little was said by anybody as the boats pulled back to the frigate. The

officers, indeed, saw that those they had taken off the raft were in no

condition to answer questions. Devereux and his companions were lifted

up on deck, and from thence at once transferred to the sick bay below

under the doctor's care. Paul, after a sound sleep, recovered his

senses, and very soon perceived, that although there was strict

discipline maintained on board, each person went about his duty in a

dull, mechanical way. Reuben was, however, on foot before Paul. He

came to the side of the hammock in which the latter still lay unable to

move.

"I am thankful, Reuben, that we are safe off that dreadful raft," said

Paul.

"No reason to call it dreadful, boy. It was our ark of safety, as Jim

Croxton says, rightly, and we should be grateful that we were allowed to

be saved by it. There's many here, as you saw, would rather be on that

raft than aboard this fine frigate," answered Reuben.

"Why? what is the matter with the ship?" asked Paul.

"Why, just this," answered his friend; "the captain is a tyrant; many of

the officers imitate him, and altogether the men's lives are miserable.

The ship is a complete hell afloat."

Several days passed by; the frigate was steering for the West Indies,

which were sighted soon after Paul had managed to creep on deck. He saw

the men casting wistful glances at the land.

"If once I set my foot ashore, it will take a dozen red coats to carry

me aboard again!" exclaimed a seaman near him.

"Ay, Bill, it's a dog's life we lead; but there's a way to free

ourselves if we were men enough to use it," said another.

"It's not the first time that has been thought of," observed a third.

"But hush, mates, that boy may hear; he looks like a sharp one."

The men were silent till Paul walked farther aft, where he saw them

still earnestly engaged in talking together. He considered what he

ought to do. Should he tell Devereux what he had heard? Perhaps, after

all, it meant nothing. He could trust Reuben; that is to say, Reuben

would not betray him; but he might take part with the men. He would

consult Croxton. He found old Jim after some time, but had no

opportunity of speaking to him alone. There was an ominous scowl on the

countenances of all the men, which confirmed his suspicions that

something was wrong. Below they gathered together more in knots than

usual, speaking in subdued voices. Whenever an officer approached, they

were silent, and generally dispersed with an appearance of indifference.

Thus two or three more days passed, and Paul felt as well able as ever

to do his duty. It was the forenoon watch; the men were summoned to

divisions. It was perfectly calm; no land was in sight; the sun struck

down fiercely on their heads.

"There's work in hand for us to-day," exclaimed a topman, as he sprang

on deck.

In a little time the order to furl sails was given. The men flew aloft.

"Reef topsails," cried the first-lieutenant.

The men appeared to do the work slowly. Oaths and curses were hurled at

them by the officers on duty. Paul took the opportunity of going down

to see Devereux, who, with O'Grady and Alphonse, was still too weak to

go on deck. He told him that he was afraid something was wrong.

Devereux answered--

"I fear that the men are dissatisfied, but they dare do nothing. I pity

them, though, poor fellows."

The words were overheard by some of the idlers, as they are called

below. While Paul was speaking to Devereux, Croxton came in. He also

heard what had been said.

"Man is born to suffer," he remarked. "He must submit, and leave the

righting in the hands of Providence. He cannot right himself."

His remarks were scarcely understood by those who heard him, even by

Devereux, who, however, remembered them. After a time, Paul returned on

deck. The captain was still exercising the men at furling sails. With

watch in hand he stood on the quarter-deck, his rage increasing as he

found that they could not or would not accomplish the work in the time

he desired. At length he shouted in a voice which made the blood run

cold in Paul's veins--

"The last men in off the yards shall get four dozen for their pains.

Remember that, ye scoundrels! Away aloft!"

Again the men ascended the rigging. The sails were furled. Two active

young topmen on the mizen-yard made an attempt to spring over the backs

of the rest. They missed their hold. With a fearful crash they fell

together on the deck.

"Throw the lubbers overboard!" exclaimed the captain, kicking

contemptuously their mangled remains.

These words were the signal of his own destruction. The men, regardless

of his threats, sprang below.

"Vengeance! vengeance!" was the cry.

The first-lieutenant who ventured among them was cut down, and while yet

breathing, hove overboard. Others who appeared met with the same fate.

The mutineers then rushed to the captain's cabin. He stood fiercely at

bay, but in vain. Bleeding from countless wounds, he was forced through

the stern port. His last words were, "Vengeance! vengeance! vengeance!"

Fearfully it was paid.

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