CHAPTER XI

Wesley could not, of course, know that Pritchard was at that time

in the Mill awaiting his arrival. But it was the case that the

water-finder, learning that the coming of Mr. Wesley was looked for

during the afternoon, had gone to the Mill early and had rejected the

suggestion made by the blacksmith and Jake Pullsford, that he should

not appear in the presence of Mr. Wesley until he was sent for. He was

almost indignant at the hint conveyed to him in an ambiguous way by Hal

Holmes, that it would show better taste if he were to remain away for

the time being.

“Take my word for 't, Dick, you'll be brought face to face with him soon

enow,” said Hal. “You'll be wishful that you had ne'er been born or

thought of. Mr. Wesley is meek, but he isn't weak, and 'tis the meek

ones that's the hardest to answer when the time comes, and it always

comes too soon. Before your Monday comes you'll be wishful to hide away

and calling on the mountains to cover ye.”

“List to me, Hal; there's naught that will say nay to me when my mind is

made up, and go to face Mr. Wesley I shall,” Dick had replied.

The blacksmith folded his big bare arms and looked at him with curiosity

from head to foot.

“A change has come o'er a good many of us since Mr. Wesley began to

preach, but what's all our changes alongside yours, Dick Pritchard?” he

said, shaking his head as though he relinquished this task of solving

the problem which had been suggested to him. “Why, you was used to fear

and tremble at the thin noise of your own voice, Dick Pritchard. With

these ears I have heard you make an apology for saying 'Thank ye,' on

the score that you were too bold. But now you are for rushing headlong

to meet the man that you scarce dare lift your hat to a month or two

agone.”

“I hadn't learned then all that there's in me now, Hal,” replied the

water-finder. “I always did despise myself, being unmindful that to

despise myself was to do despite to Heaven. Doesn't it stand to reason,

Hal, that the greater a man thinks himself, the greater is the honour he

does to his Maker? I think twice as much of God since I came to see what

a man He made in me.”

“That's a square apology for conceit, Dick, and I don't think aught the

better of you for putting it forward at this time and in such a case as

this. What, good fellow, would you be at the pains to magnify a man's

righteousness pace for pace with his conceit? At that rate, the greater

the coxcomb the more righteous the man.”

Dick was apparently lost in thought for some time. At last he shook his

head gravely, saying:

“Not for all cases, Hal, not for all cases. You be a narrow-souled

caviller, I doubt; you cannot comprehend an argyment that's like a

crystal diamond, with as many sides to it as a middling ignorant man

would fail to compute.”

“That may be, but I've handled many a lump of sea-coal that has shown

as many sides as any diamond that was ever dug out of the earth, and it

seems to me that your talk is more like the sea-coal than the crystal,

Dick, my friend,” said the blacksmith. “Ay, your many-sided argyments

are only fit to be thrust into the furnace, for all, their sides.”

“Mr. Wesley will comprehend,” said Pritchard doggedly; “though even Mr.

Wesley might learn something from me. Ay, and in after years you will

all be glad to remember that you once dwelt nigh a simple man by name

Richard Pritchard.”

“In after years?” cried Hal Holmes. “Why, where are your after years to

come from, if the end of all things is to be on us on Monday?”

“Don't you doubt but that 'twill come to an end on Monday,” said the

water-finder, “however you may twist and turn. Be sure that you be

prepared, Hal Holmes. You have been a vain-living blacksmith, I am

feared, and now you side with them that would persecute the prophets.

Prepare yourself, Hal, prepare yourself.”

This was the style in which the man had been talking for some time,

astonishing everyone who had known his extreme modesty in the past; and

this was the strain in which he talked when he had entered the Mill,

and found the miller, Jake Pulls-ford and Mr. Hartwell seated together

awaiting the arrival of Wesley.

The man's entrance at this time surprised them. They knew he was

aware that Mr. Wesley was returning in haste, owing solely to his,

Pritchard's, having put himself forward in a way that his brethren could

not sanction, and it never occurred to them that he would wish to

meet Mr. Wesley at this time. They were, as was Hal Holmes, under the

impression that when Wesley arrived Pritchard's former character might

show itself once more, causing him to avoid even the possibility of

meeting the preacher face to face.

They were soon undeceived. The water-finder was in no way nervous when

he came among them.

When he had in some measure recovered from his surprise, the miller said:

“We looked not for thy coming so soon, Dick, but maybe 'tis as well that

thou 'rt here.”

“How could I be away from here unless I had hastened to meet Mr. Wesley

on his way hither?” said Pritchard. “I have been trembling with desire

to have his ear for the past week. It is laid on me to exhort him

on some matters that he neglected. These matters can be neglected no

longer.”

The miller looked at Jake Pullsford, and the latter sat aghast. He was

so astounded that he could only stare at Pritchard, with his hands on

his knees and his head in its usual poise, craning forward. Some moments

had passed before he succeeded in gasping out, after one or two false

starts:

“You--you--you--Dick Pritchard--you talk of exhorting Mr. Wesley? Oh,

poor fellow! poor fellow! Now, indeed, we know that you are mad!”

“Mr. Wesley should ha' found out the gift that is mine,” said Pritchard,

quite ignoring the somewhat frank utterance of the carrier. “I suspected

myself during several months of having that great gift of prophecy.'Twas

no more than a suspicion for some time, and I dare not speak before I

was sure.”

“And what made thee sure, Dick?” asked the miller.

“'Twas reading how the great prophet, Moses, made water flow from the

rock,” replied Pritchard. “'What,' said I to my own self. 'What, Richard

Pritchard, hath not all thy life been spent in performing that great

miracle of Moses, and hast not known the greatness of thy gift?' And

then I made search and found that water-finding has been the employment

of most of the great prophets, Elijah being the foremost. Like to a

flash from a far-off cannon gun, that reaches the eyes before ever the

sound of the boom comes upon the ear, the truth was revealed to me. I

knew then that the gift of the Tishbite was mine.”

It was Jake Pullsford who now looked at the miller. The miller shook his

head.

“'Twould not matter much what you thought of yourself, Dick,” said the

miller, “if only you had not been admitted to our fellowship; but things

being as they be---”

He shook his head again.

“What overcomes me is the thought of thy former habit of life, Dick,”

said the carrier. “Why, up to a month agone, a man more modest, shy and

tame speaking, wasn't to be found in all the West Country. Why, man,

I've seen thee sweat at the sound of thine own voice, like as if thou

hadst been a thief a-hearing o' the step of an officer! Meek! Meek is no

name for it! I give thee my word that it oft made me think shame of all

manhood in the world to hear thee make apology for a plain truth that,

after all, thou wast too bashful to utter!”

“You could not see my heart, Miller,” said Pritchard. “'Twas only that

I was humble in voice; I know now that in spirit I was puffed up with

pride, so that I could hardly contain myself. But even after the truth

came upon me in that flash, I was ready to treat the likes of you,

Miller--ay, even the likes of thee, Jake Pullsford, as mine equal, so

affable a heart had I by birth.”

“You promoted yourself a bit, Dick,” remarked the miller. “But I've

always observed that when a man tells another in that affable way that

he regards the other as his equal, he fancies in the inwardness of his

heart, that he is far above the one he gives such an assurance to.”

“I feel a sort of light of knowledge within me ready to break forth

and tell me a wonderful reply to that remark of yours, Miller,” said

Pritchard. “Tarry a while, and give me time for the light to-break forth

with fulness, and you'll be rewarded; friends, you will hear a reply

that will make you all stand back in amaze, and marvel, as I have done,

how noble a thing is the gift of speech--saying a phrase or two that

makes the flesh of man tingle. All I ask is time. It may not come to me

within the hour, but----”

“Here's one that hath come to thee, my man, and he will listen to all

you have to say: I hear the sound of his horse on the lane,” cried the

miller.

Jake Pullsford sprang from the settle, and strained himself to look out

of the window.

“Right; 'tis Mr. Wesley, in very deed,” he said.

“That's as should be,” cried Pritchard, with an air of satisfaction that

made the others feel the more astonished.

And when Wesley had entered and greeted his-friends, including the

water-finder, they were a good deal more astonished at the attitude

taken by Pritchard. Without wasting time over preliminaries, he assumed

that Wesley had come to the Mill in order not to admonish him, but to be

admonished by him. Before Mr. Wesley had time to say more than a

word, Pritchard had become fluent on the subject of the preacher's

responsibilities. It was not for Mr. Wesley to go wandering in the

uttermost parts of Cornwall, he said; he should have remained at

Porthawn to consolidate the work that he had begun; had he done so until

he had gathered in every soul, the Lord might have been as merciful to

the world as He had been to Nineveh in the days of Jonah. But Mr. Wesley

had, like Jonah, fled from his duty, and the next Monday was to be the

Day of Judgment.

Wesley listened gravely until the man got upon his feet and with an

outstretched finger toward him, cried:

“I have been mocked by some, and held in silent despite by others--all

of them professing to be of the Household of Faith, because the Spirit

of prophecy came upon me, and I announced the truth. Nor, Mr. Wesley,

will you dare to join with the disbelievers and say straight out that

the first Monday will not be the Last Day that will dawn on this world?”

“No,” said Wesley, “I would not be so presumptuous as to lay claim to

any knowledge that would entitle me to speak on a subject of such awful

import. '_Ye know not the day nor the hour_'--those were the words of

our Lord, and anyone who makes profession of knowing either, commits a

grievous sin.”

“Ay, anyone but me,” said Pritchard. “But the revelation was made to

me--I take no glory to myself. The great and terrible Day of the Lord

cometh next Monday, and they shall cry unto the rocks to fall on them

and the mountains to cover them. What other place could that refer to if

not Ruthallion and Porthawn; is't not that Buthallion is in the heart of

the hills and Porthawn the place of rocks?”

With all gentleness Wesley spoke to the man of the great need there was

for caution on the part of anyone venturing to assign times and seasons

to such prophecies as had been uttered respecting the mystery of

the Last Judgment. He tried to show him that however strong his own

conviction was on the subject of the Revelation, he should hold his

peace, for fear of a mistake being made and enemies being afforded a

reason for railing against the cause which they all had at heart. The

interpretation of prophecy, he said, was at all times difficult and

should certainly not be lightly attempted even by those men who had

spent all their lives dealing with the subject, with the light of

history to guide them. Nothing could exceed the tact, patience and

gentleness with which the pastor pleaded with this erring one of his

flock--the miller and Jake Pullsford were amazed at his forbearance;

they learned a lesson from him which they never forgot. He was patient

and said no word of offence all the time that they were waxing irritable

at the foolishness of the man who sat shaking his head now and again,

and pursing out his lips after the manner of pig-headed ignorance when

objecting to the wisdom of experience.

It was all to no purpose that Wesley spoke. The man listened, but

criticised with the smile of incredulous superiority on his face almost

all the time that Wesley was speaking--it varied only when he was

shaking his head, and then throwing it back defiantly. It was all to no

purpose.

“You are right, Mr. Wesley, in some ways,” he cried. “But you talk of

the interpretation of prophecy. Well, that is within your sphere, and I

durstn't stop you so far. Ay, but I am not an interpreter of prophecy--I

am the very prophet himself. Friends, said not I the truth to you this

hour past--how I felt as it were a burst of flame within me, whereby I

knew that I had been possessed of the spirit of prophecy? The gift of

water-finding, which has been mine since my youth, was only bestowed

upon the major prophets, Moses being the chief; and when I read of

Elijah, who in the days of the grievous water famine was enabled by

the exercise of his gift, and guided by the hand of the Lord, to find

water--even the running brook Chereth--in the midst of a land that was

dusty dry, all unworthy doubt was set at rest. Is it not written that

Elijah, the prophet, was to come back to earth to warn the people of the

Great Day being at hand?”

“Dear friend, stay thy tongue for a moment--say not words that might not

be forgiven thee even by the Most Merciful,” cried Wesley.

“You are a great preacher and a faithful servant--up to a certain point,

Mr. Wesley; but you are not as I am,” replied Pritchard firmly, but not

without a tone of tenderness. “You are a preacher; I am the prophet. I

have spoken as Jonah spoke to the men of Nineveh: 'Yet forty days

and Nineveh shall be overthrown.' 'In eleven days the world shall be

overthrown,' said I, feeling the flame within me.”

“The people of Nineveh repented and the destruction was averted,” said

Wesley. “Have there been signs of a great repentance among the people

who got tidings of your prediction?”

“My prophecy has everywhere been received with ridicule,” replied the

man proudly.

“I can testify to that,” said Jake Pullsford. “I travel about, as you

know, and I hear much of what is talked over from here to Devon, and

only for a few light-headed women--ready to believe that the moon was

the sun if they were told so from the pulpit--only for these, it might

be said that Dick's foolishness would ha' fallen on ears as deaf as an

adders.”

“I, myself, can bear witness to the evil effect that has been produced

among a people who were, I hoped, ready for the sowing of the good

seed,” said Wesley. “It was a great sorrow to me to hear the lightness

of talk--the offer of wagers--the excuse of drunkenness--all the result

of Richard Pritchard's indiscretion.”

“And everywhither it has been received as coming from us--from us

whom you have instructed in the Truth, sir,” said Jake. “'Tis not Dick

Pritchard that has been ridiculed, but we whom they call Methodists.

That is the worst of it.”

“And now that I have paved the way for you, the preacher, Mr. Wesley,

you will be able for three days to exhort the people to repentance,”

said Pritchard, with the air of a man accustomed to give advice on grave

matters, with confidence that his advice would be followed.

“My duty is clear,” said Wesley. “I shall have to disclaim all sympathy

with the statements made by Richard Pritchard. Souls are not to be

terrorised to seek salvation. I am not one of those ministers who think

that the painting of lurid pictures of the destruction of the earth and

all that is therein the best way of helping poor sinners. Nay, there

have come under mine own eyes many instances of the very temporary

nature of conversions brought about by that paradox of the gospel of

terror. But need we look for guidance any further away than the history

of Jonah and the Ninevites? The prophet preached destruction, and

the people repented. But how long did the change last? The fire and

brimstone had to be rained down upon them before the sackcloth that they

assumed was worn out.”

“On Monday the fire and brimstone will overwhelm the whole world,

and woe be to him that preacheth not from that text till then!” cried

Pritchard. He was standing at one end of the table facing the window

that had a western aspect, and as he spoke, the flaming beams of the

sinking sun streamed through the glass and along the table until they

seemed to envelop him. In spite of the smallness of his stature he

seemed, with the sunbeams striking him, to possess some heroic elements.

The hand that he uplifted was thin and white, and it trembled in the

light. His face was illuminated, not from without only; his eyes were

large and deep, and they seemed staring at some object just outside the

window.

Watching him thus, everyone in the room turned toward the window--Wesley

was the only exception; he kept his eyes fixed upon the man at the

foot of the table. He saw his eyes move as if they were following the

movements of someone outside, and their expression varied strangely.

But they were the eyes of a man who is the slave of his nerves--of a

visionary who is carried away by his own ill-balanced imagination--of the

mystic who can see what he wishes to see.

Wesley was perplexed watching this man whose nature seemed to have

completely changed within the month. He had had a good deal of strange

experience of nervous phases, both in men and women who had been

overcome by his preaching, but he had never before met with a case that

was so strange as this. The man was no impostor; an impostor would have

been easy to deal with. He was a firm believer in his own mission and in

his own powers, and therein lay the difficulty of suppressing him.

And while Wesley watched him, and everyone else seemed striving to catch

a glimpse of the object on which the man's eyes were fixed, the light

suddenly passed out of his eyes and they became like those of a newly

dead man, staring blankly at that vision which comes before the sight

of a soul that is in the act of passing from the earth into the great

unknown Space. There he stood with his hand still upraised, and that

look of nothingness in his staring eyes..

Wesley sprang up from the table to support him when he fell, and he

appeared to be tottering after the manner of a man who has been shot

through the heart while on his feet; and Wesley's movement caused the

others to turn toward the man.

In a second the miller was behind him with outstretched arms ready to

support him. Pritchard did not fall just then, however. Breathlessly

and in a strained silence, the others watched him while he swayed to

the extent of a hand's breadth from side to side, still with his hand

upraised and rigid. For some minutes--it might have been five--he stood

thus, and in the end he did not collapse. He went slowly and rigidly

backward into Wesley's arms, and then down into his own chair, his eyes

still open--still blankly staring, devoid of all expression.

“Dead--can he be dead?” whispered Jake, slipping a hand under his

waistcoat.

Wesley shook his head.

“He is not dead, but in a trance,” he replied.

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