THE STORY.
"I aspect, Mark," said the child,--"do you like better I call you Mark
all the time than dwarf? then I will. I do really aspect you'll have to
get me a clean dress to put on."
She held up her frock, and the dwarf looked at it anxiously. It was
certainly very dirty. The front was entirely covered with mud, and
matters had not been improved by her scrubbing it with leaves that she
pulled off the trees as they came along.
"Dear me, Snow-white!" said the dwarf. "That is pretty bad, isn't it?"
"Yes," said the child; "it is _too_ bad! You'll have to get me another.
What kind will you get?"
"Well," said the dwarf, slowly; "you see--I hardly--wait a minute,
Snow-white."
He went into the house, and the child waited cheerfully, sitting in
the root-seat. Of course he would find a dress; he had all the other
things, and most prob'ly likely there was a box that had dresses and
things in it. She hoped it would be blue, because she was tired of this
pink one. There might be a hat, too; when you had that kind of box, it
was just as easy to have everything as only something; a pink velvet
hat with white feathers, like the lady in the circus. The child sighed
comfortably, and folded her hands, and watched the robins pulling up
worms on the green.
But the dwarf went into the bedroom, and began pulling out drawers and
opening chests with a perplexed air. Piles of handkerchiefs, socks,
underwear, all of the finest and best; gray suits like the one he had
on--but never a sign of a blue dress. He took down a dressing-gown from
a peg, and looked it over anxiously; it was of brown velvet, soft and
comfortable-looking, but it had evidently been lived in a good deal,
and it smelt of smoke; no, that would never do. He hung it up again,
and looked about him helplessly.
Suddenly his brow cleared, and his eyes darkened. He laughed; not
his usual melodious chuckle, but the short harsh note that the child
compared to a bark.
"Why not?" he said. "It's all in the family!"
He opened a deep carved chest that stood in a corner; the smell that
came from it was sweet and old, and seemed to belong to far countries.
He hunted in the corners, and presently brought out a folded paper,
soft and foreign looking. This he opened, and took out, and shook out,
a shawl or scarf of Eastern silk, pale blue, covered with butterflies
and birds in bright embroidery. He looked at it grimly for a moment;
then he shut the chest, for the child was calling, "Mark! where are
you?" and hastened out.
"Never I thought you were coming," said the child. "See at that robin,
Mark. He ate all a worm five times as longer as him, and now he's
trying to get away that other one's. I told him he mustn't, and he
will. Isn't he a greedy?"
"He's the greediest robin on the place," said the dwarf. "I mean to put
him on allowance some day. See here, Snow-white, I'm awfully sorry, but
I can't find a dress for you."
The child opened great eyes at him. "Can't find one, Mark? Has you
looked?"
"Yes, I have looked everywhere, but there really doesn't seem to be
one, you know; so I thought, perhaps--"
"But not in all the boxes you've looked, Mark!" cried the child. "Why,
you got everything, don't you 'member you did, for dinner?"
Yes; but that was different, the dwarf said. Dresses didn't come in
china pots, nor in tin cans either. No, he didn't think it would be of
any use to stamp his foot and say to bring a blue dress this minute.
But, look here, wouldn't this do? Couldn't she wrap herself up in this,
while he washed her dress?
He held up the gay thing, and at sight of it the child clasped her
hands together and then flung them out, with a gesture that made him
wince. But it was the most beautiful thing in the world, the child
said. But it was better than dresses, ever and ever so much better,
because there were no buttons. And she might dress up in it? That
would be fun! Like the pictures she would be, in the Japanesy Book at
home. Did ever he see the Japanesy book? But it was on the big table
in the long parlour, and he could see it any time he went in, but any
time, if his hands were clean. Always he had to show his hands, to make
sure they were clean. And she would be like the pictures, and he was a
_very_ nice dwarf, and she loved him.
In a wonderfully short time the child was enveloped in the blue silk
shawl, and sitting on the kitchen-table cross-legged like a small idol,
watching the dwarf while he washed the dress. He was handy enough at
the washing, and before long the pink frock was moderately clean (some
of the stains would not come out, and could hardly be blamed for it),
and was flapping in the wind on a low-hanging branch. Now, the child
said to the dwarf, was the time for him to tell her a story. What
story? Oh, a story about a dwarf, any of the dwarfs he used to know,
only except the Yellow Dwarf, or the seven ones in the wood, or the one
in "Snow-white and Rosy Red," because she knowed those herself.
The dwarf smiled, and then frowned; then he lighted his pipe and smoked
for a time in silence, while the child waited with expectant eyes;
then, after about a week, she thought, he began.
"Once upon a time--"
The child nodded, and drew a long breath of relief. She had not been
sure that he would know the right way to tell a story, but he did, and
it was all right.
"Once upon a time, Snow-white, there was a man--"
"Not a man! a dwarf!" cried the child.
"You are right!" said Mark Ellery. "I made a mistake, Snow-white. Not
a man,--a dwarf! I'll begin again, if you like. Once upon a time there
was a dwarf."
"That's right!" said the child. She drew the blue shawl around her, and
sighed with pleasure. "Go on, Mark."
"The trouble is," he went on, "he--this dwarf--was born a man-thing, a
man-child; it was not till his nurse dropped him that it was settled
that he was to be a dwarf-thing, and never a man. That was unfortunate,
you see, for he had some things born with him that a dwarf has no
business with. What things? Oh, nothing much; a heart, and brains, and
feelings; that kind of thing."
"Feelings? If you pinched him did it hurt, just like a man?"
"Just; you would have thought he was a man sometimes, if you had not
seen him. The trouble was, his mother let him grow up thinking he was
a man. She loved him very much, you see, and--she was a foolish woman.
She taught him to think that the inside of a man was what mattered;
and that if that were all right,--if he were clean and kind and
right-minded, and perhaps neither a fool nor a coward,--people would
not mind about the outside. He grew up thinking that."
"Was he quite stupid?" the child asked. "He must have been, I think,
Mark."
"Yes, he was very stupid, Snow-white."
"Because he might have looked in the glass, you know."
"Of course he might; he did now and then. But he thought that other
women, other people, were like his mother, you see; and they weren't,
that was all.
"He was very rich, this dwarf--"
The child's eyes brightened. The story had been rather stupid so far,
but now things were going to begin.
Did he live in a gold house? she asked. Did he have chariots and crowns
and treasure, bags and bags of treasure? was there a Princess in it?
when was he going to tell her about her? why didn't he go on?
"I can't go on if you talk, Snow-white. He was rich, I say, and for
that reason everybody made believe that he was a man, and treated him
like one. Silly? yes, very silly. But he was stupid, as you say, and he
thought it was all right; and everybody was kind, and his mother loved
him; and so--he grew up."
"But he still stayed a dwarf?"
"Yes, still a dwarf."
"What like did he look? was he puffickly frightful, wiz great goggle
eyes and a long twisty nose? was he green? You said once you was
green, Mark, before you turned brown."
"Yes, he was rather green; not a bright green, you understand; just a
dull, blind sort of green."
"Wiz goggle eyes?"
"N-no! I don't know that they goggled particularly, Snow-white. I hope
not.
"Well, when he was grown up,--only he never grew up!--his mother died."
The child was trying hard to be good, but her patience gave out at
last, the man was silent so long.
"What is the matter wiz you, Mark? I think this is a stupid story.
Didn't anything happen to him at all? why do you bark?"
"Yes, things happened to him. This is a slow story, Snow-white, and
you must have patience. You see, I never told it before, and the words
don't come just as I want to have them."
The child nodded sympathetically, and promised to be patient; she knew
how it was herself sometimes, when she tried to tell a story what she
didn't know it very well. Didn't he know this one very well, perhaps?
was there another he knowed better?
"No, no other I know half so well, little girl. His mother died, I say
and then--then he met the Princess."
The child beamed again. "Was she beautiful as the day? did she live
in a Nivory tower, and let her hair down out of the window? was there
dragons? did the dwarf fall in love wiz her right off that minute he
seed her?"
"The tower was brown," said the dwarf, "brown stone. No, she didn't let
her hair down, and there were no dragons; quite the contrary, the door
was always open--always open, and the way seemed clear. But she was
beautiful, and he fell in love with her. Oh, yes! she had soft clear
eyes, and soft pale cheeks, and soft dark hair; everything about her
was soft and sweet and--
"Well, this dwarf fell in love with her, and wanted to marry her. Yes,
as you say, they always do. For a long time, a very long time, he did
not dare to think of its being possible that she could love him. He
would have been content--content and thankful--just to be her friend,
just to be allowed to see her now and then, and take her hand, and feel
her smile through and through him like wine. But--her eyes were so
soft--and she looked at him so--that he asked her--"
"Mark, what for do you keep stopping like that? never you must, when
you are telling a story; always they go right on."
"What was I saying?" The dwarf looked at the child, with eyes that
seemed not to see her, but something beyond her. "What was I saying,
Snow-white?"
"He asked her would she marry him!" said the child, promptly. "And she
said no indeed, she wouldn't do noffin of the kind, she was going to
marry a beautiful Prince, wiz--"
"I beg your pardon, Snow-white; you are wrong this time. She said she
would marry him. She looked at him with her soft eyes, and said she
loved him. She said--the kind of things his mother had said; and the
dwarf, being stupid, believed her."
The child bubbled over with laughter. "Wasn't he silly? but of course
she didn't, Mark!"
"Of course not. But he thought she was going to; so he built a
house,--well, we'll call it a palace if you like, Snow-white; perhaps
it was as good as some palaces. At any rate, it was the best he could
build. And he filled it full of things,--what kind of things? Oh,
pictures and statues and draperies, and,--yes, silver and gold and
jewels, any quantity of jewels; and he sent abroad for silks and satins
and shawls,--"
"Like this what I've got on?"
"Very like it. He meant to have in the house everything that her heart
could desire, so that when she wished for anything, he could say, 'Here
it is, ready for you, my Beloved!'
"Well, and so the dwarf worked away, and heaped up treasures, the
regular dwarf way, and saw the Princess every day, and was happy; and
she looked at him with her soft eyes, and told him she loved him; and
so it came near the time of the wedding. Then--one day--"
"The Prince came!" cried the child, jumping up and down and clapping
her hands. "I know! let me tell a little bit now, Mark. May I? Well,
the Prince came, and he was tall and handsome, wiz golden hair and
blue eyes, and he was ever and ever so much richer than the dwarf; and
so the Princess falled in love wiz him the minute she seed him, and he
falled in love wiz her, too; and he said, 'This is my Princess!' and
she said, 'This is my Prince!' Isn't that the way, Mark?"
"Precisely!" said the dwarf. "I couldn't have told it better myself,
Snow-white; perhaps not so well. The Prince was richer, and handsomer,
and younger, and that settled it. It always does, doesn't it?"
"And then what became of the dwarf, Mark?"
"Oh! it doesn't matter what became of the dwarf, does it? He was only
a dwarf, you know. The story always ends when the Prince and Princess
are married. 'They lived happily ever after.' That's the end, don't you
remember?"
The child reflected, with a puzzled look.
"Yes," she said, presently. "But you see, Mark, this is a different
kind of story. That other kind is when you begin wiz the Princess, and
tell all about her; and then the dwarf just comes in, and is puffickly
horrid, and then the Prince comes, and so--but this story began wiz the
dwarf, don't you see?"
"What difference does that make, Snow-white? nobody cares what becomes
of a dwarf."
"But yes, but when it is his own story, Mark. But aren't you stupid?
and besides, them all was horrid, and this was a nice dwarf. Was he
like you, Mark?"
"A little--perhaps."
"Then he was _very_ nice, and I love him. Like this." The child threw
her arms around the dwarf, and gave him a strangling hug; then she drew
back and looked at him.
"It _seems_," she said, "as if most likely p'r'aps I loved you better
than Princes. Do you s'pose could I?"
The dwarf's eyes were very kind as he looked at her, but he shook his
head, and loosed the little arms gently. "No, Snow-white," he said, "I
don't believe you could. But as to this other dwarf, there isn't very
much to tell. He gave her back her freedom, as they call it in the
books, and then he shut up the fine house and went away."
"Where did he go?"
"Oh, he went everywhere, or pretty near it. He travelled, and saw
strange places and people. But nothing mattered much to him, and at
last he found that there was only one country he really cared to see,
and that was the country that has never been discovered."
"Then how did he know it was there, Mark? but where was it? was it like
'East o' the Sun and West o' the Moon,' and old womans told him about
it?"
"Yes, perhaps; at least, his mother used to tell him about it. But
he never thought then--he didn't think much about it. But now he was
tired, and nothing mattered, and so he thought he would go and see
that country--if it were really there--and possibly he might find his
mother, if the things she said were true. So--did I say his mother was
dead? So I did! Oh, well, never mind that now. So he bought a key that
would open the door of that country--yes, something like that thing I
called a key--and then he came to a place--well, it was something like
this place, Snow-white. He wanted to be quiet, you see, for some time,
before he went away. He wanted to be alone, and think--think--gather up
the threads and thoughts of his life and try to straighten them into
something like an even skein. Then, if he were allowed, if there should
be any possibility that he might take them with him, he could say to
his mother--he could excuse himself--he could tell her--"
"Mark," said the child, "do you know what I think?"
The man started, and looked at her. "What you think, Snow-white?"
"Yes! I think you are talking puffick foolishness. I don't know one
word what you are saying, and I don't believe do you either."
"No more I do, Snow-white. I think this is enough story, don't you? You
see I was right, it didn't matter what became of the dwarf. Let us come
out and feed the birds."
"Let's," said the child.