CHAPTER X

Down the long silent road beyond the sleeping town the rider passed,

out to the plains. His horse knew the trail well, was rested and

glad to be used. He stepped away into the gray dawning carrying his

beloved master with willing feet. There was no need to hurry him.

He seemed to know as if by instinct just how fast to travel to arrive

at the Junction in time for the early morning train. It was not the

first time he had journeyed thus at that hour.

The rider sat his horse as one who had entered upon a long quest

which may not end this side the other world. There was weariness in

his attitude, and profound thoughtfulness, with steady determination

to pursue his way to the end.

Now and then he bent his head and laid his lips on the cool fragrance

of a great, dim bud stuck carelessly into his buttonhole, its branch

and thorns and leaves still attached as if it might have been plucked

from the vine by hasty impulse. Later, when the day came up and

houses were in sight, he tore it from its stem and wrapped it quickly

in his handkerchief to hide away in his pocket.

The stars were paling when he started. They slipped one by one

silently into the oblivion of a background of light as he rode, but

before they left him they spoke many things to his sad, determined

soul. Sometimes it almost seemed to him that a girl rode at his side

and understood his thoughts.

His thoughts were as one would go with lighted lamp and eyes suddenly

awake to see, through the long unvisited chambers of his soul, and

find with startled senses the dirt and cobwebs and musty, dusty

corners, cluttered with moth-eaten garments of a dead past; and,

searching closer in dark crannies, find the bones of dead things that

should have lived but for the unwatchful keeper of that house.

The young face lost its boyishness and grew grave and haggard with

suffering. Then he laid his lips on the cool flower petals and heard

again the voice of the girl like music in his soul: "I will trust you

always, no matter what anybody says!" and it thrilled him and gave

him courage, so that when morning burst upon the plain and he came in

sight of the straggling houses surrounding the Junction, he lifted up

his face to the golden morning sky and breathed aloud solemnly the

words:

"Oh God! Help me to keep my vow to her, always, even to the end of

life! Help me to be what she believes me to be! Help me to be

worthy of her trust!"

With these words upon his lips and the memory of her kiss upon his

brow he went forward into the new day and the new life that was

before him. This duty that was his to-day was by no means a pleasant

one, and it might be long and hard, but he must do it in a different

way from that which he would have done it three days before, for

to-day he was a different creature. He had seen himself as he was

before God, and henceforth all things were become new.

He was in time to make all his arrangements to leave the horse before

the train arrived. He had chosen to travel across country to the

Junction rather than to take the train at his home station, partly to

avoid publicity, and partly to save time, for there was no train from

Hawk Valley early enough to connect with this Eastern Express which

stopped at the Junction. Passengers from Hawk Valley wishing to

catch this train would be forced to leave the evening before and put

up at the Junction tavern, a most unpleasant experience for any

traveller. Jasper Holt preferred travelling on horseback at all

times to riding on the railroad, and besides, every minute counted

now in the errand he was on his way to perform.

All the morning while the train glided over the level plain he was

going over his recent experience; going back to the moment when the

girl entered upon his vision and looked at him with that clear,

direct gaze that trusted him; thinking over every detail of his

finding her in the darkness and peril; the miracle that he and not

some other should have found and saved her; recalling every incident

of the beautiful, wearisome way by which they had gone home together;

and the wonder of the girl's faith in him, her love for him--his love

for her.

Any one watching the absorbed, silent man sitting alone, his head

dropped back against the seat, his hat drawn down over his eyes, the

lines of gravity deep upon brow and lip and chin, would have judged

him for a much older man than he was, so maturing had life thus far

been to him.

And now, the task that was before him was to find Scathlin--if,

indeed, he were still in the land of the living--or some evidence

that he was dead; and to know beyond a question of doubt what had

become of those papers, and just how far Harrington had been

responsible for the theft.

He loathed his task, yet felt compelled by some inner urging to

finish it. Almost his soul revolted to the extent of giving up the

case and letting his enemies triumph over him. What to him now was

his silver mine, since he had found her--and lost her forever? Why

not let his property go and leave Hawk Valley forever, where his

reputation had undone him in his greatest opportunity? Why not go to

some new land where he was unknown and begin all over again?

But his soul was too strong and true for that. He must face his

mistakes in the place where he had made them and undo, if might be,

some of the harm he had done. He had to do this whether he would or

no. It was right that he should find his papers and make good his

claim. It was a part of the true living he had set himself from this

time forth. He had promised to let people see that he was

trustworthy and this was the first step. If Harrington and his men

got their way he would be branded as a thief and a liar again and the

old reputation only fixed the firmer.

It was toward evening when they passed the scene of the late disaster

and the long rays of the sun rested over the river and valley where

peril and death had brooded. A temporary way had been made for the

tracks, all signs of death and disaster swept hastily out of sight by

the wrecking train, and the tide of travel was already rolling calmly

on again. A swarm of workmen, like ants carrying grains of sand over

a wall, were at work on the broken bridge, and the passing traveller

looked cheerfully across and got no hint of fire and fear and sudden

death. Even the trainmen had had their orders and answered gruffly,

in brief sentences, when questioned about the wreck, turning it off

lightly as a small thing, until they heard that here was one of the

almost victims of the accident. Then they looked sharply a second

time and stole back to talk in low tones with guarded sentences about

where the blame should lie. But no one knew much about the details,

after all. The conductor reluctantly admitted that the victims,

those who had been saved, had been taken to the nearest city and

distributed among the hospitals. That was all. He implied that

there were many victims who had not even that comfort.

So, on to the nearest city went Jasper Holt, arriving shortly after

sundown, and began his search among the hospitals at once, after

having visited the railroad office and got all the information they

could give him.

Three days and two nights Jasper Holt searched, in hospitals and

morgue, and even private homes. Wherever he could learn of a person

who had been through the accident he went to see if they knew any

clue to the man he sought, but not a hint did he find.

It was entirely reasonable to suppose that Scathlin had lost his life

in the fire or the river, and to feel that further search was

unnecessary. But Jasper Holt, standing at the window of his hotel

room and looking out on the busy streets of that Western city toward

evening of the third day, could not feel it so. More and more it

became necessary to find that man, or be sure of his death. The

three days of visiting hospitals and viewing suffering and death had

graven the sad lines even deeper in his fine, strong face. It began

to seem now to him that he might even have a duty toward that

loathsome creature Scathlin, though heaven knows why any such thought

should have entered his head, seeing he was the injured, not the

injuring. But the more he thought about it the more he felt that he

must search further.

To look any longer in the city was absurd. He had already covered

every clue that he had found, and the railroad authorities were

beginning to grow weary of this assiduous young man with the firm jaw

and the blue-gray eyes of steel who steadily demanded the missing

man. They offered to send him back to the scene of the accident with

a man to help him, and authority to get assistance from their workmen

to search the river and vicinity. This offer Jasper finally accepted

and the next morning was on his way back.

The last time Holt had seen Scathlin he had not really seen him at

all, he had merely sensed his presence in the darkness.

They had both been sleeping--Scathlin with the relaxation of one who

no longer needs to be on the alert, Holt with half his senses on

guard--when the crash came. Splintering glass and a rush of cold air

brought Holt clearly to himself. The car had been turned on end and

was sinking, sinking down with creak and groan; and the two men were

thrown together for a moment into the aisle, clinging to the arms of

the seats. Holt had heard the terrible oaths with which Scathlin was

wont to embroider his speech even on calmer occasions. They sounded

now like a challenge to the Almighty. The younger man had reached

out a hand in the darkness to strike the other, and had uttered a

single sentence "Cut that out!" but the profanity continued, and

Scathlin had struck him a blow blindly across his eyes which

bewildered him for a second and made the confusion more black and

terrible. Then he had been aware that Scathlin was scrambling up

over the arm of the seat to the window, and was about climbing out.

The red glow from outside flared up and showed Scathlin's bulk

against the night, his head and shoulders already out the window, the

stream of oaths not so distinct now because they were flung to the

outdoor world.

It was then that he realized that Scathlin was escaping from him and

he must not let him get away. Even in such a situation he remembered

his long quest, and pulling himself up by main force, caught Scathlin

by the foot. Suddenly he remembered the curious actions of Scathlin

the day before, and his fumbling with his shoe-strings afterwards.

The shoe Holt held in his firm grip was laced and tied in a hard

knot, but Holt's knife was ready and he cut the string in several

places. Scathlin did not stay for shoes. He left his footgear

readily in his pursuer's hands and made good his escape, but Holt,

forgetful of his peril for the moment, searched in the shoe and found

a folded paper.

It was too dark to tell if the paper were one of those he sought. He

put it safely in his pocketbook for further investigation, felt in

the shoe carefully once more to make sure there was not another, and

then climbed out of the window after Scathlin. But when he dropped

into the melee below he could not see Scathlin anywhere. There were

some rocks far below, and down there he had thought he saw a white

face as he first looked from the window before he leaped, when the

fire broke out with a flare. But after he had dropped and found

himself in the water he could not quite locate the rocks again, and

while he was searching he saw another victim drop and sink and rise

again, and he went to her rescue. So had Scathlin had his wish and

escaped from the train before they reached the region of Hawk Valley.

Holt and his assistant searched the scene of the wreck until the

young man was convinced that further search there was useless, and

sent the man back to the city. Then he dropped down to the river

bank and talked with one or two men on the wrecking crew while they

were waiting for the construction train to come and bear them back to

their camp, and here for the first time he got a clue. They had

found a man down on the rocks with a broken leg a whole day after the

others had been taken to the city hospital. Some bushes had hid him

and no one had noticed him till they heard him groaning and cursing.

A man who said he had a shack "up a piece" had taken him in his

wagon. He had promised to get a doctor and fix the man up. The man

himself had begged them to shoot him. He was almost out of his head

with suffering. Their vague description tallied with Scathlin's

rough appearance and Holt became convinced he had found his man.

Making the best he could out of their indefinite directions, for they

really had not much idea of the locality of that shack themselves,

Holt started off in search.

He found Scathlin before nightfall that same day, lying alone and

moaning with pain and fever in the deserted shack. The householder

had gone away at dawn on business, promising a speedy return, but had

not come back, and Scathlin, his broken bone set rudely by an

unskilled hand, lay suffering torments. When Holt pushed the door

open and looked in he started up with a yell, his eyes protruding in

fear. He thought that Holt was dead in the fire of the wreck, and

this was his spirit come to demand account.

It was only when Holt laid his cool hand on the dirty, crusted brow

and spoke in his quiet voice of command, that Scathlin settled back,

the terror still in his eyes, and consented to be still. He began

gradually to realize that Holt was there in the flesh, and that not

for retribution either. He had not succeeded in escaping his captor.

He never could do that. But his captor would not be a tormentor.

That was plain. He had heard that Holt was "square" with his men,

but had never believed it. Now he had opportunity to judge for

himself. And so cunning and contemptible was the creature that when

he was once assured of the fact that Holt would not strike him when

he was down, he at once set about to take advantage of it. It was as

if he had found a spot of honor wherein Holt was vulnerable, and

there upon his bed of pain, in his loathsome helplessness, with no

one to relieve him but Holt, he attacked that one pregnable spot of

Holt's fortress. Day and night he moaned and fretted. Hour after

hour he demanded this and that, whining like a baby and cursing like

a demon by turns.

The householder did not return. It is possible that something ill

befell him in that lonely plain over which he journeyed skirting the

desert; it is probable that he had had enough of Scathlin's

complaints and was glad to escape from his unwelcome guest. However

it was; Holt was there alone with him for many days, nursing him as

tenderly as a woman might have done; bearing with his varying moods;

washing him, feeding him, cooling his hot forehead. Only once did

Scathlin lapse from his role of pampered patient and beg with terror

and abject humility in his eyes and voice, and that was the day when

Holt declared his intention of going after a doctor. Scathlin was

sure that Holt meant to desert him, and he cried like a baby, swore

like a mad man, and then pleaded and promised contritely. But it was

all of no avail and Holt left him for a few hours, with a supply at

hand for every need, and went for a doctor. Scathlin's cries and

curses followed him as far as he could hear, and something like pity

came into his heart for the poor, wicked old criminal, so that he

hastened his steps with all his might.

When he returned four hours later with a gruff but kindly doctor, the

cunning look came back into the little beady eyes, and the bristly

old jaw grew stubborn and selfish again. He saw that Holt's honor

still held and he meant to get the worth of his money out of him.

The doctor came every few days after that and Scathlin improved

rapidly, growing more arrogant every day.

Holt went about silently for the most part; nursing the patient,

cooking his meals--there were a few supplies in the shack and Holt

had bought more when he went for the doctor; besides there was game

to be had for the shooting. There was something about his set, stern

face even in his gentleness that sometimes shamed Scathlin and

silenced him for a while. It was as if his mind was far away on

higher things, and Scathlin's petty torments did not reach up into

the rarefied air where he really lived.

Once when he was getting better and sitting up Scathlin attempted a

story, so vile and low that the devil himself must have originated

it. He laughed immoderately as he told it, hoping to break the stern

sadness of Holt's face, which fairly made him frantic to look at, but

Holt looked at him with a kind of pity for a second, and then the

sternness grew terrible.

"Scathlin, cut that out, you beast!" he said, and left the cabin for

the open air. It was that day that Holt had a struggle with himself

to stick to his job.

There was no longer the necessity that brought him. The papers, the

rest of them, wherever they were, were surely not here. Holt had

gone over every inch of Scathlin's clothes and possessions, and there

was no place where he could possibly have hid them about the shack

that Holt had not looked. He had watched Scathlin by night and by

day when he did not know he was being watched, and he was convinced

that Scathlin was no longer protecting any papers of his. The one

which he had taken from the toe of Scathlin's shoe had proved to be

his own and most important. What Scathlin had done with the rest he

was not sure, but it was probable that he had given some of them to

Jean with the wallet which he had, of course, recognized, when he

picked it up and handed it to her. It was also possible that the man

who owned the shack had, by some means, been wheedled into taking the

papers back to Harrington. Every circumstance made his speedy return

to Hawk Valley advisable, and yet here he was chained to this

helpless, peevish old man, who when he was done with him, would, if

he could, stab him in the back for all he had done for him.

If anything of all this passed through Jasper Holt's mind as he paced

up and down alone outside the cabin, he kept it to himself, and it

made no mark upon his face. Just as patiently and just as kindly he

waited on that ungrateful old creature, all the time seeming to live

himself on a higher plane and breathe a higher air; and the old man

hated him for it.

And so as the days at last came when the patient could walk about a

little, the beady old eyes took on new cunning, the grizzly jaw grew

more set, the whining complaints became more pitiful; and when Holt

urged that now the time had come when they might go home without harm

to the mending limb, Scathlin's eyes filled with fear, and he whined

and begged for just a little longer. For once more the vision of the

stark tree against the sky, the swinging body, the retreating backs

of Holt's strong men, haunted Scathlin's memory; and his terror

returned with each day of his recovery.

One day when Holt had gone at last to a settlement to procure a wagon

and some other necessities for the journey, he returned to find the

cunning old ingrate gone!

At first it seemed only a relief from a disagreeable task, and he

would have let him go, only again there seemed that inner sense of

finishing a task which made him go out and search. For he knew the

weak leg could not carry the man far, and he felt too that he must

keep hold of Scathlin and take him back to face what he should find

awaiting him in Hawk Valley of good or ill. He might need the old

man for a witness.

And so he drew him from his crouching shelter, spoke to him firmly,

and made a compact with him, for he recognized his fear. That night

saw the two again on their way to Hawk Valley. Scathlin was to have

shelter and food, and work when he was able, but in return he must

abide by certain rules. Scathlin, relieved and cunning still,

promised eagerly, with many mental reservations; and so the

pilgrimage at last was ended, and Holt was going back--back where the

girl he loved was staying--the girl he loved, but might not see!

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