CHAPTER XXXVII.

THE GOLDEN CLASP RELINKED.

Lillian Hamilton followed her guide with unsteady step along the hall

toward the little front parlor where her heart was to take up the broken

link which had been for so many years severed in the chain of her

eventful life; and her thoughts stood still with a mingled sensation of

awe and fear, as her shrinking feet bore her forward to the relinking.

The door opened, and opposite on a sofa sat two young people, evidently

in close conversation. Lillian stepped back.

"'Make omens, go make omens,' Crazy Dimis once said, you remember." It

was Willie who was speaking, but Mrs. Gaylord interrupted him.

"Omens will make themselves sometimes without our help, my boy. Lily,

dear Lily, the hour has come for you to gather them." Mrs. Hamilton

stepped forward into the room. "Here is a lady, my child, who wants to

see you," and she motioned Willie to come to her as she darted back into

the hall. Without a moment's hesitation, the boy dropped from his seat

and sped across the floor after his usual manner, for the old timidity

had left him during his years in Boston; but the tearful eyes of the

visitor were upon him.

When the door closed Lily said, "Did I understand that you wanted to see

me?" She had risen from the sofa, and now stood before the new-comer,

her large, dreamy eyes full of wonder and amazement.

"Lily Pearl!" fell from the quivering lips in a low minor strain, as the

mother bird cries for its lost. "Lily Pearl! My Lily! My baby!" and the

pleading arms were outstretched. With a shriek of excitement and joy the

young girl sprang forward, and the head was once more pillowed on on the

breast where so many years ago in infancy it had rested for a few short

moments.

"My mother! It is, it must be, my mother!" Tears such as seldom moisten

woman's eyes fell in a baptismal shower on the beautiful face that lay

so lovingly over the wildly throbbing heart, where the sweet flowers of

God's purest affections had blossomed, faded, died. The minutes flew

past on airy wings, and still the mother and daughter remained clasped

in each other's arms, and heart pulsated against heart, and life mingled

itself with life, until parent and child were bound together, never to

be rudely torn asunder until the icy hand of death should break the

welded link. Raising the head tenderly, she looked into the lovely face

long and lovingly. "Pearl's noble brow and expressive mouth," she said

at last. "But they were right; you have your mother's eyes, my darling.

May they never weep such hopeless tears as have mine."

"Who is 'Pearl,' Mother? And who am I?" The dreamy eyes had put away

their beams of ecstacy, and the old wondering light had come back as she

asked these questions, "Who am I? And who is Pearl?"

[Illustration: MEETING OF LILY PEARL AND HER MOTHER.]

"You shall know all, _everything_, my child; but my heart is too full of

its present joy to relish the thought of bringing up the hateful past

for one moment. But you must know. 'Pearl' is my husband and your

father, and a truer or nobler man never lived. We were married before I

was as old as you, my darling, while a school girl in Philadelphia, but

my mother, who was proud and aspiring, looked with disfavor upon our

union, for he was the son of a poor widow. And coming on from her

southern home she compelled me by her resistless power to go with her,

leaving the idol of my young heart behind--forever as she intended, but

it has proved otherwise. In 'Cliff House,' by the sea, you were born;

and as I clasped you to my heart, overflowing with maternal love, I

said, 'She shall be called Lily-Pearl (_our_ names combined), and then

they took you from me, and days after, when reason and consciousness

returned, I was told that my beautiful Lily had been 'transplanted to a

purer clime,' and my soul was desolate. We traveled in Europe, and every

pleasure that could be gleaned from social life and the pleasures of

sight-seeing were thrown into my years, yet my heart was unsatisfied. I

loved Pearl Hamilton; the little life that had sprung from our union had

grievously torn my own in the severing, and nothing could heal the

wound. Added to this was the continuous suspicion that a bitter wrong

had been done me. The more I thought it over and reviewed the attending

circumstances, the more did this suspicion fasten itself upon my soul. I

accused my mother of treachery, attempted to draw from her some

explanations regarding certain things, but her superior power always

succeeded in silencing my wailing cry, and time rolled on. It was by

accident that I heard of a Mrs. Gaylord's adopted daughter. George St.

Clair, whom my mother had insisted upon my accepting as her son-in-law,

joined the army about the time that I left my home under a mother's

curse. With an aunt in New Orleans I found refuge. Here I conceived the

idea of drowning my long-endured sorrows in the engrossing cares of the

hospitals. Almost a year ago, while nursing my husband, who had been

badly wounded, George St. Clair was brought in, who also had been laid

aside from duty by a fearful wound. From his sister, who had come to

nurse him, I heard the sad story of your disappearance and probable

loss."

Lily had slipped from her mother's knee, and, sitting at her feet, was

gazing intently into the dear face, as the dear voice ceased. "Tell me,

O, tell me!" she exclaimed, pushing back her dark hair with the old

childhood's gesture: "Is Mrs. Belmont your mother, and my--"

"Yes, darling; but notwithstanding all, you shall see and will forgive

her! Think, my dear, how strangely we have been led together! Had it not

been for that terrible experience I might never have heard of Mrs.

Gaylord's adopted daughter, or the resemblance between us. Then how

strange was it that, in my first burst of bliss, with feeble hands, not

knowing what I did, I should have fastened to your fluttering,

struggling life the cord that was to draw us together after so many

years of separation! I had called you 'Lily-Pearl,' and the strange

appellation could not be lost! Sixteen years afterward, the end of this

unbroken cord was again put into my hands, and with a continuous

yearning it has brought us together. Old Vina was right! 'De Lord will

take care ob His childerns, neber fear!' I know you have many questions

to ask and there is much to be told you, but, darling, Mrs. Gaylord and

your friend will desire to come back to their room and we must not

exclude them. First tell me, how is it that he is called your brother?

How did you come here when you were left somewhere on the Maryland

shore?"

"Because of my love for the sea and my desire to get out upon the waves

'where the pearls had thrown me, and my beautiful mother had picked me

up.' When lying in my trundle bed one night I heard my foster parents

talking about 'the five hundred dollars' that had been paid them, and

laughed as one said, 'I guess her mother would not think her much of a

'Lily-Pearl' could she see her now.' Lily-Pearl! I asked Maria about it,

and she told me that my beautiful mother had cast me off and hers had

taken me in, and I ought to love her. But the pretty story grew in my

little heart until it became a part of it, and I lived and loved the sea

for its sake. I was a pearl, and had grown down where the pearls grew

and the waves talked to me about it, and one day as I was wandering on

the beach I sprang into a boat and floated out on the billows where I

had so longed to go. I was happy, and sang and played with the bright

sunbeams on the waters until the night came and a storm arose; and O how

the billows roared and the winds howled! My beautiful dream of happiness

was gone, and I sank down into the wet, dirty boat, for the rain to

pelt and the salt waves to dash over me. I do not know when it was, but

Willie's father found me. On board his ship we came to Boston. Upon its

arrival he took me to his home, only a little way from here, where I was

to be a companion to his crippled boy, who has been the dearest brother

to me ever since. He is four years older than I. His mother before she

died gave him to me and told me never to leave him, but his sister Fanny

did not like my being there for her to support, and so I went away. Mr.

Ernest, the pastor of the church yonder, told Mrs. Gaylord about me, and

I came here to read to her; here you have found me. But, Mother, I can

never forget or forsake him. It was he who taught me to seek knowledge

and read good books and love God; all I am he put it into my heart to

be."

"My dear child, your mother would have you cherish tenderly these early

tokens of love. But call your friends, darling, and let us talk together

of what must be. It is hard after all I have experienced to compel my

hand to sever a single earthly tie; but what can be done to lighten the

blow shall not be withheld."

It took days to clear away the mysteries and shadows and dig thorns out

of the path where so many feet were to walk unitedly, although not

together at all times under the sunshine and the clouds; but at last the

work was done and Mrs. Hamilton was to return to Philadelphia alone, as

she had come. Here she was to meet her husband and break to him the

joyful tidings that the dead was alive and the lost found. Here also she

was to make ready for her daughter's reception as soon as the cold winds

of autumn should sweep down from the north, and Mrs. Gaylord desired to

return to her southern home.

"I shall have no wish to remain here alone," was her plaintive

conclusion when the results were being finally talked over. "No more

music lessons or German from poor Mrs. Rouche, Lily, and another heart

will grieve at your going."

"Better so than to have any one sorrow at my coming," and Lily's happy

face beamed with joy. "You will remain a few days longer?" she pleaded,

breaking a short silence, and the wistful eyes seconded the petition.

"Until after the sabbath," was Mrs. Hamilton's quiet response. "Somehow

I have a fancy to go to that little church yonder; it reminds me so much

of one I attended in the suburbs of a Scottish village. And then too,

darling, I have been thinking I must have your full length photograph to

show your father on my return, for it will be hard to make him believe

my story without this pretty face to corroborate it." And she patted the

full-rounded cheek fondly. "If Mrs. Gaylord will favor me with hers I

will be very glad to be its possessor."

"Do you not want Willie's?" The mother smiled.

"Are you so jealous for your friend? Certainly I do want his just as I

saw it yesterday when coming up to the door of the hotel--carriage,

Rover and all. It was a beautiful picture, and I have no desire that it

should fade from my memory. But we are to ride to his home after dinner,

I believe. Will the sister give me welcome? I must thank her for the

part she has taken in the preservation of my child!"

Mrs. Hopkins met them at the gate, for she had become pleased with the

frequent visits of her stylish acquaintance at the hotel,

notwithstanding her indignation at the interference in regard to her

wishes as to "Phebe's" remaining "where she could make herself useful";

but that was passed, and to-day she was smiling and genial. When the

carriage stopped Lily called out: "Where is Willie?"

"Down by the pond, I suppose; he went out immediately after dinner."

"Go with me, Mother, will you? It is lovely, and I want you to see the

spot where I have spent so many hours listening to the waves as they

came around the sand-bar."

Mrs. Hamilton consented, and the ladies alighted while Lily was saying,

"Fanny, my mother has come to thank you for all your kindness and care

of her child for so many years. Mrs. Colonel Hamilton--my mother!"

This introduction was given hurriedly and with a tremulous voice. The

lady extended her hand to the astonished Fanny, who took it in her own

without a word. Her eyes turned to the face of Mrs. Gaylord, who

answered the inquiring look.

"Did Willie not tell you? It is true the drifting waif has found a home

and loving friends who have long mourned for her, and her days of

orphanage are over."

There were tears in Fanny's eyes, and Lily, wishing to turn the current

of thought, said playfully, "It was by this gate that my little bare

feet entered alone to reconnoitre in advance of my guide, to hand over

the information that I did not like to scour knives or wash potatoes,

and I 'wouldn't do it either!'"

"You were very good to take in my poor child and give her shelter so

long, while my heart was breaking to find her. I have a great debt of

gratitude to pay, and if I can cancel the obligations due for any

expense she may have been to you or yours, nothing would give me greater

pleasure than to do so."

Mrs. Hopkins found her voice now, and with great distinctness informed

the lady that there was no debt to pay, either of gratitude or money.

"Willie told me that 'Phebe' had found a friend, and I was glad, but did

not know that a mother had come to take her away from us forever." Here

she broke down, and, turning, hid her face in her hands.

"Not forever, my dear Mrs. Hopkins, for while we both shall live the

friends of these dark days shall not be forgotten or forsaken."

Lily had placed an arm about the weeping woman, as she whispered "Fanny,

you do not know how much I love you. I have given you any amount of

trouble, have been selfish and indolent, oftentimes grieving you with my

bad temper and willful ways. Will you forgive me?"

She did not speak, but an arm gently stole around the neck of the

suppliant, while the ladies looked on with moistened eyes.

Then Lily said, "Under the white marble yonder lies Fanny's mother and

my friend. She loved us both, and if she were here now her soft, blue

eyes would brighten with my great joy." She had turned toward her mother

as she said this, and her own beautiful orbs glistened as she talked.

Fanny bent her head, and for the first time in all the years kissed the

glowing face of the poor "little Phebe." "You are the one to forgive,"

she said, bluntly. "I have been cold and harsh, but it was not because I

did not want you. The years have been lonely ones with you away, and I

could not be reconciled to your leaving us after once more being thrown

back into my home; and you are going to return no more."

"No, Fanny; we will ever be sisters, and you must come to me. Besides,

we will have time to talk this over, for I am to remain through the

summer with Mrs. Gaylord, and will visit you many times. My dear mother,

let us go to the lake for Willie while Mrs. Gaylord rests herself in the

cool parlor." And the two walked together down through the garden to the

meadow brook, thence under the pines, where the carpet of fragrant

leaves lay soft and smooth, until reaching the summit of the gentle

slope, Lily espied the object of her search stretched out upon the green

grass under the old oak tree, where he had often watched her fragile

form in the little open boat as she gleefully pulled the long-stemmed

lily from the clear waters, where the 'pearls were holding it fast,'

until she was hidden from his view by the thick cloud of scalding tears

that had welled up from his desolate heart. Lily remembered it all now,

as she stood for a moment and looked at him.

"You do not know how sorry I am for him," she said, turning her eyes

full upon her companion. "He will be very lonely without me."

"My child, tell me truly, do you love Willie Evans?"

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